#huuush

[zr3009]

Agent Smith is sleeping

All in the day's work. Well, perhaps he worked a little too hard.

[grahamcarmen]

I need to polish these up they're not exactly how they should be but this is the gist

[skylandart]

Christmas art rec: Sarah x Levi or Sarah x Presto

Was initially gonna do Sarah x Levi, but then someone on ig also requested Sarah x Preston soooo here we go!!

I’ll let you consider the scenarios~

[sunliights]

"well, not me. sucks for you. are you? because i think i've only ever heard it one time, by accident. does that mean you're the HR department? or, me? since i'm dealing with all your affairs for you?"

❝ hey, he was really successful... that can motivate people just enough. wow - that's hurtful. i am more than capable of laughing. neither of us have feelings for one another, other than annoyance. i don't think so. i also don't have an HR department to tell you otherwise so. ❞

[variousqueerthings]

VERY RAMBLY BUT I think rose and martha are like the inverse of one another in terms of narrative, in that they both meet a doctor who is deeply deeply hurt, but the doctor interacts with them about it so differently, because of where they're at with that hurt, and the doctor is like "hey, I'm suave and vulnerable beneath the surface, which is quite attractive, want to travel in space and time in my whimsical timeship?" and they both go "oh heck yes!" and then it's like splintered glass from that point on, like martha lives in a funhouse mirror of rose's story -- up until she makes it her own of course and she does call the doctor out on it relatively early on, although rose continues to have that haunting effect

so rose has this bubble created around her that is perfect and unchangeable almost, in which nothing bad can ever happen (except for all the times it does but huuush, we'll be together forever forrealsies don't look at that big ol hurricane hurtling our way), which then inevitably bursts, but is always there-as-memory, because rose becomes something of an impossible ideal to some extent

and martha isn't protected at all, and has all the badness spilling out on her because the doctor is unable to contain any of it (and maybe is relieved to finally give up on being strong), and subsequently all of the promise of wonder has an air of sourness to it, and the doctor will always feel incredibly guilty about how it all ended

but crucially there's a lot they have in common, that is quite different to, say, donna (who is woven in in her own, interesting, way) -- they both become attracted to this powerful, interesting, and suuuper traumatised being, they're both taken along on a journey of promised wonders, they're both incredibly reliable to the point that the narrative is retroactively fitted around how much the doctor's belief-systems revolve around belief in their companions, with many others from the past given their dues (starting with sarah-jane), and they both do see wonders beyond their comprehension (and so does donna, but again, there's something a bit different there to poke at in another post...),

except where for rose this wonder helps her break out of the path that was set down for her and become who she always had the potential to be in a way that is mostly framed as a positive (although with some -- I think -- under-analysed caveats...) and she will be forever thankful for the doctor arriving in her life, martha's is more like an awe that the universe is so hostile and so lonely and so heartbreaking, and so she needs to become more resilient and more ready to make choices that are terrible (from travelling the broken world for a year to the osterhagen key....), and so there's another story about someone who becomes strong and tough (just like rose) but it's because the doctor wasn't really able to be there for her, and while I don't think the show (from memory) ever has her totally regretting the doctor dropping into her life, there for sure is some solemnity to how her story ends, a bit of a dampener in comparison (even tbh in comparison to donna, who yeah, gets her memory taken, but is suggested -- now confirmed perhaps? -- to get more of her life in order/feel more self-confident, also partially because of that subliminal influence of her time with the doctor)

and this isn't to say that it's all-bad for martha! her working for UNIT and Torchwood has a lot of very interesting facets to it, and she is fulfilling her potential to be this impressive, capable person, but the ways all of this was built up to is so heartrending

rose coming in and "saving" the doctor, except it was a bit of a lie, because the second she wasn't there they crashed even harder than before, and martha coming in with the idea that she could save the doctor and walking away when realising what it was doing to her life, and both rose and martha irrevocably changed to the point that the person pre-doctor is barely recognisable in them anymore, both take on the doctor's self-sacrificial traits...

and also the idea that rose gets the fantasy, but it's the fantasy a-bit-to-the-left (funhouse again) because there's always something a bit disconcerting about the lengths the doctor goes to to maintain the bubble, to the point of offering up the alternate-him/tentoo so that she can still have it, even though the actual physical doctor that shared it with her isn't actually there! and martha gets the glimpse of the fantasy, and then has to come to terms with the fact that she's not the person it's "for" and reassess her relationship to the idea of a fantasy in the first place (it helps that martha is an incredibly practical, pragmatic person, but it's still so... ouch)

I don't think it was intentional, but this also fascinating from the perspective of rose as a white woman and martha as a black woman -- who is the fantasy for, to the extent that strange and universe-breaking events go into maintaining it, and who has to be practical and pragmatic and self-reliant?

and also, it's got more tragedy in both cases -- rose as a spectre/haunter of the narrative is always a little bit intangible when she's looked back on (even though in the story she's in she's incredibly real and well-rounded, every time I go back to s1 I am struck by how grounded she is in reality), and I think that's something interesting in terms of her mother's warning in s2, how if she travels with the doctor "forever" she'll become something else, something not her

and martha's mother warns her as well, although she's not completely sure of what, and in contrast to rose this warning comes into very painful fruition, harming her entire family (except, maybe her brother? I wonder if there's anything written about that), but where rose is so omnipresent, martha tries several times to take herself out

(also something about both of their mothers being their anchor-points)

there's something there that's at the centre of both rose's and martha's arcs:

is the change they're going through because of the doctor... good? good for them? good for their families? good as in they're becoming better people than before? good for the world they inhabit? is it good for the person they used to be? did they become better than that person? can they ever truly deal with or even begin to comprehend how these events made them who they are? can they even connect who they are now to who they were then? was this good?

they both become these larger-than-life people, somewhat without noticing on both parts (but the narrative does notice), one of them a ghost, and the other a soldier -- one of them an increasingly intangible, ever-present idea, and the other someone who has to fight every step of the way

it's just a bunch of things I've had going through my head that I can't quite formulate in coherent essay-like sentences, but for sure it's there

opposite sides of the coin, rose tyler and martha jones

I do wish they'd had space in the story for them to talk

[king-of-the-fish]

HUUUSH. HUSH. HSSHHSHDHDHSHDHSHSHHS.

I've come to see for myself. IIIIIFFFF... allowed.... I'm a lunatic not an asshole.

-🧊

If you are trying to ask if you can try and tickle me, the answer is no.

[italeean]

If I can't pin them long enough, I just have to sit on your arms, so you won't move out of the fun. Look at that! You'll be having so much fun 😇

HUUUSH!!!

*dies*

[mousegirlheart]

H-huuush

Woof

shame i cant get too naughty on here... there's a matching paizuri photo :3c

[lawain-dimensional-heroes]

@protectheweak​ has replied to this [X]

“Don’t you baka out on me.“

“That’s what I was wondering as well. What? Do you like chicks that mood?“

[spacecadet-ticklesinspace]

LOL I HAD A THOUGHT

Imagine anytime Peter 1 gets w r e c k e d by his older bro(s) he always, ALWAYSSS gets hiccups after😂

so like if he just recently got tickled by Peter 3 and Two comes home from work, One is all smiley and has hiccups and twos just like “Haha, aww, had fun playing while I was gone?☺️“

It popped in my head and I was like “I m u s t share this”

Your blog is adorable! Keep it up <3

Awaha! That's really really cuuuuute ❤️❤️❤️ totally headcannon with Peter 1 😭

Peter 2: *walks in the door* I'm home!"

Peter 2: *sees Peter 1 sitting on the couch*

Peter 1: "Hihi Tw" *hic "oo!"

Peter 2: *sees Peter 1's face*

Peter 2: *hears his hiccups and giggles*

Peter 2: "Awwwaha, had fun playing while I was gone?"

Peter 1: *blushes* "Shu" *hic "huuush!"

Peter 2: *chuckles* Sohounds like it" :)

Peter 1: *blushing intensifies*

[yokuimmobylen]

huuush, they're asleep

[colorful-chaotic]

“Dora in the study at Headquaters. Photo taken by Sirius or Remus, depending who you ask. Sometime in 1996.”

Oh look, she drew her comfort character again...

Yeah, I drew Dora again, leave me alone! :D My finals are coming up and I am rather stressed so I couldn’t resist spending a few hours on my favourite pink haired punk ;)

How do you like it?

(Huuush, also: check out my newest post for Remus ;))

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

I've had like 2 Stephen King books borrowed since quarantine started (and my library has no late fees so huuush) and I've finished Neither of them

Idk if that says more about my reading habits or my thoughts on King honestly

[drangues]

There was no pressure, don’t worry!!! I just felt bad, haha. Either way, it sucks that you have so much to do- That sounds exhausting. Try not to push yourself too hard, and make sure to take care of yourself, alright? Anyways! I could definitely see Kyouka as being very good with technology like that, and she’d definitely be the sort to make both serious stuff and Joke Stuff. Dazai, of course, would be flattered to be one of her subjects, and also that Atsushi saved that edit. (Nyanon, 1/5)

All three of them are nerds and I love it (ALSO I feel like Dazai would jokingly start referring to himself and Atsushi as husbands and Kyouka as their daughter and it just. Catches on, haha). Dazai is a meme king no matter the universe and I love it. I feel like there are. SO. Many different ones he could send??? Some funny ones, some cute-funny ones, etc. And! I feel like Kyouka’s videos are, in part, so fucking funny because the only Weird Thing is the voice? (Nyanon, 2/5)

And a few edits and cuts! But she says everything in a straight tone, she clearly knows what she’s talking about, and the juxtaposition would just. Be so well done. Also I may or may not have been self projecting onto Kunikida a bit whenever I get into an Interest with Deep Lore but huuush. Either way I bet Dazai teases him about what is essentially a Fandom Library endlessly (don’t let it fool you, genius or not, as an author, Dazai uses that extensively. (Nyanon, 3/5)

Everyone Knows because he doesn’t make a secret of it). And poor Kunikida keeps trying to play the straight man to his circle’s chaos,,, Rest In Peace, Kunikida, it’s a valiant effort. And! That’s a good point, Atsushi would probably feel bad but Chuuya’s his friend so he trusts him? Kinda??? As long this doesn’t end with Akutagawa murdering him it should be good, at least. Dazai... Would absolutely spill the beans, if only as Revenge on Chuuya for fake dating Atsushi. (Nyanon, 4/5)

Maybe not his crush, because Dazai isn’t a complete ass, but he’d definitely be a brat. Also real talk I could see Atsushi and Chuuya as the type to get married for the tax benefits? Anyways! Onto another Concept: Please consider it being a slow day at the office, so Dazai and Ranpo decide that the best solution is... Playing dumb simulator games with everyone for kicks. I don’t know why, but it’s on my mind and I can imagine them freaking out over Bad Controls and stuff. (Nyanon, 5/5)

I AM TAKING CARE DONT WORRY, YOU DO AS WELL THO. 

dude dazai will definitely jokingly ask atsushi out (not much joking on his part) and “pretend” theyre a couple with kyouka being their child who could talk about the darkest stuff in a show and dissect it to pieces while having a cute voice. also dont wORRY about self projection, kunikida is 4 The Nerds and youre a nerd, so it doesnt surprise me (youre very valid btw, like very valid so dont be feeling bummed out dude) 

dazai: lol nerd ass also dazai in the middle of the night on kunikida’s account: Give Me The Info gIVE M-

i have a headcanon that dazai refuses to write for a fandom that kunikida hasnt done in depth research and info dumping of because hes too lazy to google too much, he ANNOYS kunikida by asking the dude to look up (for example) what every part of a boat is named (kunikida’s twitter is FILLED with threads upon threads and is very aesthetic and his tumblr is ultimately perfectly tagged where everything is easy to navigate)

atsushi and chuuya marrying for tax benefits? yes please. chuuya would rub it in so hard “you mightve finally gotten the balls to ask him out but i asked him to marry me first”

DUMB SIMULATOR GAMES AFGHEJKSHDJK they would annoy the office with it 

[angel-scythe]

Sheet of ice : Chapter 10

Hiii!!

Here’s the sweet chapter of the HankGav!! I hope you’ll have fun!!

Love you!!

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Hank was walking with Gavin as Sumo laid in front of Connor’s room, as he watched him. He couldn’t help but looked the man’s profile, happy to have him. Even happier to see him take care of washing dishes and arrange a bit the house. In the past, he would always come to help him and they were really happy. He saw back some piece of live they had shared.

Watching Reed do the dishes, he could see a younger him hugging Gavin from behind and ask him to stay here with him forever. Looking the sofa, he saw that day when the love of his live said to him he was pregnant. He saw the many time they had hugged and kissed. And if he’ll go open his door, he knew he would see Gavin in that armchair with a tiny Cole, calming his nightmare with care and love. They were so happy. They were meant to live like that forever.

Why he couldn’t reach him for a hug, a kiss, to replay the past…

Why did he just look him…

He was still there when Gavin turned around and saw him.

“Is there a problem?”

“No… You’re beautiful.”

“Thank you. I’m a mess, right now, but it’s cool to hear that.”

Hank came toward him and kissed him on the chin then in the neck. He licked the mark and let his hand go under the sweatshirt.

“No,” Gavin muttered.

“No?”

“The boy is there…”

“It’s an adult, Gavin,” Hank laughed a bit.

“Sorry, I can’t.”

“You don’t have to be worry. I wanted to make love with you, to truly love your body since I know I was quite harsh with you while the heat. I wanted to love you right. But just holding you in my arms will be fine.”

“You’re so cute,” Gavin muttered.

He caressed his cheek then took his hand to lead him in his room. As it was warm in the house, Hank got rid of his trousers and his chemise to end up shirtless, only in underpants. Even if Gavin loved him, he felt a bit uneasy with his heavy body, his belly beer, the lack of effort showering, his beard not well trimmed. And when he saw Gavin’s body… Well, he couldn’t. His partner took of his pants but not his sweatshirt.

“You’re cold?”

“A bit.”

Hank opened his arms and Gavin joined him. He snuggled against him and felt the tremors.

“You need to bit me?”

“I don’t want to hurt you. You were so mad earlier. It’s because of the fact I dominated you again, isn’t it? I don’t want to dominate you.”

“I know. It’s not against you. Fowler pissed me off.”

“He accepted to forgive that,” Hank said.

Of course, the Captain accepted the apologized but Gavin couldn’t help but asking himself how many dollars his cousin gave to the precinct to calm everything.

“It’s cool. I need my work…”

“I love to see you work from my desk.”

“I can too. Sometime, I see you struggle with your keyboard. It’s cute.”

“You know, I didn’t change my phone’s settings since you l… I threw you from the house.”

“You can say ‘you left’.”

“But it’s not the truth,” Hank replied.

“I saw you keep a lot of things like it was.”

“Coffee mugs everywhere,” laughed the man, softly. He laid him in the mattress then caressed his stingy face. “You’re not only my mate, Gavin. You’re my soulmate.”

The hands were shaking and Gavin caressed one.

“I know. Because… me too.”

He moved slightly his neck and offered it to Hank who bit him to calm his need.

 November 21th 2038

 When Gavin opened eyes, he felt something on his neck, hard and disturbing. Rubbing it, he saw dry blood falling in piece. Hank should have bit him in his sleep because he didn’t remember the blood as such when they played, bit… ended up almost naked for once and totally for the other. Gavin let his lover make him his. He loved that. And it was all love and softness. Hank even seemed to stop shaking while they were together. One.

He loved him so much, so well.

It even was quite late now and Gavin could caress softly his nape as the man was asleep against his chest. He still was between his thighs because he felt good there, against him and even slightly in him. Seemed that, even at his age, he was still highly capable.

Gavin kissed him slightly and pushed him softly to lay him in the bed. Looking him, it was sure, it wasn’t the man he fell asleep which when he had just entered the precinct at twenty-one. He waited exactly two years before asking him out and they had a sweet romance. Their first time was even out of any heat. Hank saw him as he was not as he truly was. Even if he enjoyed the heat. The easy sex, the way Gavin lowered his barriers and let the man pampered him. Then that time they made a baby… For him, this man was still there. Whatever the greyish hair, the not shaved chin and the belly. He loved every inch of Hank and was so sad to don’t with him anymore while three years.

He was perfection.

Gavin caressed his cheek and put a tender kiss on his lips.

“I love you,” he muttered.

Then he rose up and lowered a bit the sweatshirt, just in case Connor was already out of his room. He left the room too and looked in the corridor. Sumo got up and woofed happily, coming toward him.

“Eh, buddy.” Gavin crouched and caressed Sumo whom liked him with joy. “Love you too, buddy.” He hugged him softly and enjoyed a bit the dog’s love before getting up to go in the bathroom. He smiled a bit when he saw the famous coffee mug in the cupboard near the bath. He could remember a time where Hank swore he saw him drink coffee under the shower.

He wanted coffee. He needed coffee. But…

Gavin put his hand on his belly under the sweatshirt. He couldn’t feel a thing. Well, he could feel the abs he worked so much because he didn’t have a live anyway.

“I need to kill you… If I don’t, you’ll die, baby. I need to kill you. You can’t live with me. I can’t support it if you die. I love you. I swear. I’ll love you. I need to protect you.” Gavin felt dizzy.

But if he killed the baby. No, no… He can’t support that. He just…

He felt nausea but it wasn’t from the fetus. He didn’t felt good and as he looked his belly, he felt anguish overwhelm him. He felt bad really bad. The baby couldn’t stay there but he couldn’t kill it. What he must do? His legs were shaking and it wasn’t because of the lack of coffee. He needed coffee. But he couldn’t. He only could take two cups to stay alive except if he killed that thing growing up on him.

And if he did…

He started to shiver.

He felt bad.

So bad.

He rose his head and saw the post-it in the mirror. One, ‘Keep smiling’’s one and ‘Today will be fabulous’’s one were from him. He kept it. That make him made. Hank was so hurt because of him. He felt so sick, so bad.

He took the razor and rip off the little blade. Putting it between his shivering fingers, he tucked up his sleeves in the right arms. There, a lot of scars were drawn on his skins. Shaking mark lost in his flesh.

He seemed to have a lot of marks…

  Gavin’s legs were still trembling as he left the bathroom. You couldn’t guess blood was flooded in here. Everything was clean. In fact, Reed hated himself to have wasted Hank’s house like that but, still, he could hide the truth to the man.

He was just out from the room, Sumo ran toward him and rubbed his face against his belly.

“Thanks, buddy.” He caressed his fluffy fur. “I’ll make the breakfast for everyone. Want to see if Connor will get up?”

“Woof!”

“Go Sumo!”

The dog turned around and walked toward the door.

“Funny you always had more authority than me with him.”

Gavin turned his head and smiled, seeing a Hank in underpants.

“You’re up.”

“Yeah.” Hank went toward him and kissed his cheek. “How do you feel?”

“Good. And you?”

“I start to feel… better? But you helped me a lot. Without you, it’ll be a nightmare.”

“I’m glad I had helped you.”

Sumo was scratching and barking at the door.

“Yeah, coming,” Gavin said. However, he was surprise the Android didn’t come to open the door.

Opening the door, he frowned.

Nobody in the bed. The covers were pushed, the window slightly opened.

“Connor…” the Detective muttered.

“Connor?” Hank called.

No reply.

Sumo barked and Gavin didn’t felt good at all. His legs were shaking. It wasn’t possible. No, no… NO!

“CONNOR?!” he yelled.

Still no reply.

Gavin didn’t feel good. He felt his legs yield under his weight and he fell in the floor. Everything was fuzzy in his head. It was like the past was fiercely coming back to him. After three years, he was with Hank, quite happy, he accepted to see someone as a kid and let his true nature flood him and he was pregnant and… everything was shattering.

Why?!

If he hadn’t opened his arm earlier, he would have pray for a nightmare.

It was the reality and he hated it.

He even couldn’t see Hank ran toward the window to check if Connor wasn’t just outside.

“Gavin!”

The voice came from near him, he looked up and saw Hank back to him.

“He’s somewhere, don’t worry. You and me, we’re cop. It’s our job to find disappeared people. Breath in.”

“Y… Yes…”

“Everything will be alright. Your cousin created Androids, he maybe have something to find Connor. Just keep calm.”

“I… I…” He felt kisses on his face.

“Don’t worry. Please…” Hank couldn’t bear the sadness in his eyes, the trembling lips and the tears about to come.

“I…”

“Huuush,” he comforted softly.

“I’m pregnant, Hank!!” Gavin exploded.

If he had said that yesterday, Hank would have jump of joy. But now?

And would he? It was obvious Gavin knew it since one or two days. And that meant, yesterday, he was a mess because of the child. First time, with Cole, he was happy but now?

“Everything will be alright, Gavin. Don’t worry.”

But Gavin was worry as fuck…

[nicholejonesandfamily]

Welp, by the looks of it, looks like you aroused Eden. Good on ya Z.

Zachary: Huuush-