#hurt my heart please
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Blame by Air Traffic Control
For the MC of Ikemen Sengoku. It fits perfectly 😭 💕
I can just imagine it. Hideyoshi or Sasuke singing this to her. Or Lord Nobunaga singing this to her. She was afraid and scared at first but as she got to know them all, she warmed up to them all. And everything is going good before something happens. The wormhole is searching for her, and trying to get history back on track. But Mc fell for Nobunaga, or something and is trying to stop Nobunaga from living his true fate. Keep him from dying in a temple. But fate has other plans. And they're in a burning temple. And Nobunaga is laying on the ground, bleeding to death, head on her lap as she sobs over him, tears falling onto him and he lifts his hand, wiping her tears away. Telling her it'll be okay and that he'll be fine. That he's not afraid. That he's Happy to die here with her by his side. His hand falls and his eyes close as he slowly whispers don't blame yourself. Before dying in her arms. She cries from the heartbreak. And stays there by his side.
Flash forward to a few months forward and she's once again living her best life, visiting his grave once in awhile, smiling at the fond memories she made before someone calls out to her,and it's the boys, beckoning her over to hurry up, teasing her, saying it's time to go. They have a war to fight. She says goodbye to him and asks for him to keep them safe. To win the war and get Japan back on track. To have peace. Like he always wanted for their country.
Mc walks away with a smile, ready to lead the Nobunaga Oda army to victory. In honor of her friend or past lover.
I want to write this. But my writing skills are crap. :) anyways I like angst. I like happy endings too but this time, I don't wish for that.
#ikemen sengoku#MC#why am i like this#angst#angst with a sad ending#writers#oda nobunaga#ikemen sengoku nobunaga#nobunaga the warlord#nobunaga x reader#Nobunaga oda x reader#Oda Nobunaga x reader#could be either gender to be honest#most likely female#mc becomes a warlord or something#mc is a potential badass#someone please write this#and tag me#hurt my heart please#female mc#Oda warlords#Ikemen Sengoku Oda#ikesen hideyoshi#ikemen sengoku hideyoshi#ikesen#ikemen sengoku masamune#ikemen sengoku mitsuhide#ikemen sengoku ieyasu#ikemen sengoku mitsunari#ikemen sengoku sasuke
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Somewhere in the woods, a moth tires of seeking light
#gempearl#shinyduo#shiny duo#not meant to be shipping propaganda for the poll but I mean... feel free to take it as such!!#the solitary plants feel out of place and maybe the color gradients could be better but its fineeeeeee. Not my proudest background...#also haha get it. Moth tires of seeking light. There's light all around her but its symbolic you guys#vaguely inspired by an estonian song. Some of the lyrics:#Luck pat her little girl’s head and repeated that beautiful is everything that there is#The girl then smiled and that was enough for her heart to understand where the sun lay#one of my favorite songs ever. Very beautiful and Id love to make an animatic or smth for it but the lyrics get a bit too specific :(#Shame that its in estonian and probably offputting to a lot of people too but.... õnn ja arm by mari pokinen.......#hermitshipping#commission#centaur cuddles tee hee <3#horses etc cant actually twist their bodies that much without it hurting them I think. But please suspend your disbelief for me pleasee#tubby art
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I’m done pretending you’re my sister, you’re not. You killed her. I’m not gonna let you stain her memory anymore.
Then stop me. ‘Cause no matter what I do, I just can’t seem to die.
#Arcane#League of Legends#arcaneedit#animationedit#loledit#Vi#Jinx#*mine#oh wait you hear that sound??#yeah that's just the sound of my heart shattering into a MILLION PIECES#ugh they're the most tragic pair of siblings ever...#also goddamn the animation in this series always go so f*cking hARD!!!#like these slow motion shots really amplifies the raw emotions behind the fight between Vi and Jinx#like it hurts so baddd but it also hurts so goooood y'know??#i know they can never possibly return to the way they were before...#but please... please stop fighting 😭😭#just let each other go... and live your separate lives without constantly being at each other's throats
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We will. We will.
#final fantasy xiv#meteor survivor#themis#elidibus#endwalker#shadowbringers#ffxivedit#gamingedit#videogameedit#6.4 spoilers#pandaemonium spoilers#otp: my guiding star#i've been waiting for this since 5.2 :')#my heart still hurts and i'm denying the plot again#yoshi-p please take away your catboy and give me one (1) alive ancient man instead
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#this is a cry for help please i have loved this clown for over a decade#When Bruce says “I can fix him” I completely understand & not bc I want to fix him#but bc despite all the atrocities he has committed you can't help but feel compassion for him#Joker constantly struggles to not let himself be seen vulnerable but when he does oh God it breaks my heart#I wouldn't know what to do if I were aware that I'm being doomed by the narrative & i had no escape even in death#to have a fate as tragic as being forced to become a myth#a monster who abandons all traces of humanity to make sure that someone else never abandons his#A lonely man who lives in a world of the dead and must do as much harm as possible to the only living person before his eyes#After all horror and obsession leads backs to love. oh god imagine loving as much as he does#Love as something twisted as a source of tragedy and death as an addiction a wound that never stops bleeding and hurts more every day#All you want is to be free#But someone else is holding on to you and will never let u go bcz he is afraid of being alone#and without you the weight of the world he carries on his shoulders would kill him he needs u as much as u need him#both are going to drown together#anyways hahaha i luv this stupid clown#joker#the joker#batjokes#bcz i got carried away writing the tags :p
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"Yeah, but we talked about it and I didn’t want it." "Why not?" "Because it scared me."
#critical role#ygifs#cr3#fearne#she got me fucked up#her leaving her treasured cherished postcards at the altar of the raven queen where so many memories are left#leaving the one thing that had been her lifeline and her hope. the most important thing to her and she leaves them behind#because they weren't what she thought they were.#her innocence growing into sadness and that's the reason why she feared the dark versions of herself#because she was sad and angry and alone#this faun wearing her heart on her sleeve and running from what hurts her and it's just. ms johnson i'm#''do you think it’s the world changing you or do you think it’s you changing in the world?'' ''yes.'' girl i'm on my knees#I couldn't be more grateful fearne continued from exu this growth hurts so so so good I'd die for her#fearne angry? delicious. fearne sad? delicious. fearne tits? del-#fearne this episode you can really taste the If I'm Not Pleasing People It's My Fault When They Leave and it bit me
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"doomed yaoi" this "toxic yaoi" that. back in my day shipping was about putting these guys in my delusional secret mind space where theyre happy forever and they kiss and make pancakes and celebrate anniversaries. im not lonely you are
#in the life#fiddlestan#PLEASE JUST LET THRM BE HAPPY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#<- everyone have fun do whatever u want but also. my heart hurts
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I just... love them a lot.
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp dapper#qsmp richarlyson#qsmp bbh#qsmp cellbit#qsmp tazercraft#qsmp quackity#qsmp felps#qsmp brasil#fanart#mine#digital art#brasil#I just realized I forgot to add alt text!! now its all good!#also i love love them so much !! please someone come and talk to me abt qsmp#BRart#brazilian artists#2024 me here: this hurts!! but the brazilians entrance on QSMP was something that i will treasure forever in my heart!#i was going through my worst depressive episode so far and these guys helped me SO MUCH#even if i was on the fandom for only a couple of months
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the killers
#death note#light yagami#misa amane#kyosuke higuchi#teru mikami#kiyomi takada#very self indulgent hm hm#they are all showing numbers 1-5 in order they become kira#ALSO higuchi is the only one showing the number with his left hand cause he's left handed lol#ALSO misa and mikami have their hands near their eyes cause shinigami eyes yadda yadda#i dont count higuchi cause he takes the deal in desperation lol#ALSO takada has her hand over her mouth cause she's the kira spokesperson#i thought all of this was pretty neat eheh...#please dont comment who invited bro about higuchi because it hurts my feelings. he's invited in my heart
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try a little tenderness 🎵 [id in alt]
#zukka#zuko#sokka#zukka fanart#myart#ok so i had this labelled as [tenderness] in my files bc. it's tender#and i got the otis redding song stuck in my head while drawing and so used it as the caption#but i looked at the lyrics again and yall. yall it SSOOO fits zukka!!!#it's about someone trying to win back the heart of the partner they hurt#so please imagine this is after sokka and zuko reunite and sokka gives him the necklace and promises not to leave again#lyrics: never leave her. you've got to love her#i wont list them all here but it's so a zukka song#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender fanart#ive been really into zukka+songs recently and wish i had the time to draw comics for the songs that fit. but if ppl have good ones lmk
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need more chaggie wing fics where charlie is just absolutely obsessed w vaggie's wings like look at her face
she's obsessed and with good reason too
#chaggie#hazbin hotel#vaggie#charlie morningstar#do i need to cook my own food#please im just a struggling uni student#feed me before im forced to feed myself#okay but imagine charlie just absolutely mooning over vaggie's wings and vaggie is just embarrassed as hell#like charlie i appreciate this attention and i love you but what are you doing they're just wings#omg and the angst potential of vaggie just hiding her wings 24/7 bc they remind her of her dark exterminator past#but then she gets wing pains and cramps#and charlie finds out and then helps her preen but her heart is absolutely breaking for vaggie bc vaggie shouldn't need to hide this#ugh the endless potential for angst and hurt comfort#this is a need not a want#hazbin vaggie#hazbin charlie
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Jurassic World Chaos Theory Season Two Spoilers
#i wish this was better quality but do ya’ll see the vision#i need the hug in 4k#another gif to add to my Benji dump#this one hurt to make#they’ll be okay? maybe?#take me back please#benji broke my heart#i wanted their relationship to develope but at what cost#benji divorced era#ben jwct#jwct kenji#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world chaos theory spoilers#jwct#jwct benji#jwct spoilers#jurassic world chaos theory season 2 spoilers#benji season 2#the benji hug#benji angst#benji gif#benji#jwcc benji#ben jwcc#jwcc kenji#ben x kenji#ben and kenji#babygirl ben#benji chaos theory
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This
And this song
Results in this silly drawing
And the feeling that kept telling me to jump off a cliff is real strong every time i think about him
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♡ handwriting analysis: alex turner and miles kane ♡
as promised, here is the analysis my wonderful friend (who used to work as a professional handwriting analyst) did of miles and alex's handwriting! a couple of important points to read before you dive in:
my friend analysed these blind - to avoid bias, she always makes a point of never knowing whose handwriting it is she's looking at, so she had no idea that these samples were from alex and miles while analysing them (not that it'd have made much difference if she had, she can't even name one am song lol)
she stressed that her analysis should NOT be taken as fact - it's just one person's interpretation of the material, and handwriting analysis is ultimately always subjective
the two analyses below are based on notes i took while she was talking and is pretty much verbatim - none of the wording is my own and i have changed as little as possible in typing it up
she noted that it was harder to provide a full and accurate analysis just working with photos of handwriting, as you can't see things like pressure on the page etc. she also stressed that context is significant when it comes to interpreting someone's writing, and it's important to bear in mind that how someone writes in one context, e.g. signing autographs or writing something for the general public could show quite different characteristics to how someone writes in another context, e.g. personal letters to someone they're close to. in an ideal world she'd have access to samples from a different range of contexts to provide the most detailed and accurate analysis. in other words, this analysis is quite rough
alex's handwriting:
(samples taken from roughly 2011 - 2018)
block capitals suggest this is someone who don't want to show themselves, makes it hard for people to reach them
someone interested in thoughts and ideas, would engage with these in a way that's intelligent and very original
a lot of emotional and social inconsistency, suggests someone pulled in different directions. they might show very different sides of themselves with different people and probably have complex and/or conflicted feelings about identity
very creative, someone who'd make interesting and unusual connections about the world around them
highly intuitive but also lacking harmony from an emotional perspective. lots of internal emotional conflict and changeability
someone who fluctuates a lot socially as well as emotionally - might go from being quite sociable to withdrawing completely. ultimately struggles to reach out socially and holds back a lot, but there might be certain situations or people they feel particularly at ease with where this is different
really hard to read, don't give much of themselves away
thoughtful and enquiring, interested in ideas
someone who feels things very strongly
signature:
implies someone hiding themselves or presenting as someone they're not. they want to look confident and exciting, but they're actually much less confident that they'd like to appear. lets their creative and artistic tendencies hide them and take centre stage.
miles's handwriting:
(samples taken from roughly 2022 - 2023)
a little sharp, could suggest humorous wit and/or being critical (either of self or of others)
ambitious and incisive, intelligent and enquiring mind
fearful or wary about opening up and reaching out to people, emotional inconsistency. potentially quite restrained - looks like someone used to hiding a lot of hiding of emotions
has an enquiring mind but isn't particularly interested in abstract thought, more grounded in reality and social/emotional things
someone with strong feelings, they get held in and confused. could be warm and open on a surface level, but looks like they'd be reserved about their innermost feelings
could be sharp tongued to avoid dealing with their own feelings
lower zone suggests someone who might not be completely comfortable in their own body and/or sexuality, or have a complex relationship with these things
someone with a tendency towards strong feelings and devotion/worship (could be religious, or could just be to do with the way they relate to people or ideas)
signature:
someone who wants to look more confident they feel. sense of changeability and flashes of insecurity, but ultimately suggests strength of character, not someone who's a pushover. they know what they want and what matters to them.
interesting extra notes:
the wonderful @ballad-of-what-could-have-been managed to find this sample of alex's handwriting not in capitals from when he was much younger (from what i can see, it looks like it was early fwn era):
so i showed this to my friend too (after her analysis of alex's usual writing) and noted that it was probably done when he was a lot younger. she said that all her points from the original analysis still stood, and that despite the fact this writing isn't capitalised it was actually still very hard to read and definitely someone not comfortable with showing themselves. she also said that it was more emotionally conflicted and uncertain than the later sample of their handwriting. the phrase "emotionally all over the place" was used, and she noted a greater sense of inconsistency with identity. overall though she said the earlier sample confirms that this is someone with a high level of intuition and originality, and she said they're someone she'd be fascinated to have a conversation with!
thank you for reading! if you have any questions, please feel free to comment/drop me an ask and i can always pick my friend's brain again the next time i see her!
#wow this took me forever lol#please feel free to share thoughts/comments! 💗#i don't know how everyone else feels about this but i personally was BLOWN AWAY and honestly i haven't recovered yet 😭😭#so much of it just feels spookily spot on#in terms of my personal sense of each of them anyway#like when the first thing my friend said about alex was to do with identity and being pulled in different directions?? fuck#and then all the stuff about miles and devotion/worship???#i don't even know how to talk about everything i'm feeling rn actually#god my heart hurts 🥺#anyway#i'll stop rambling#i hope everyone found this as fascinating as i did!#alex turner#miles kane#the last shadow puppets#tlsp#arctic monkeys#lulu posts
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When Yor said that she rarely have fun during her youth, and told Loid that she would love to go out with him the family again....
I'm so glad that she does have the opportunity to have fun now. 🥰 Because one way or another, Loid and Anya take her to places she've never visited before, and do activites she never did before. 💖
But it is also apparent that she lacks in experiences in doing those activites. 😢😢
Nevertheless, by being the Forger mom, Yor's life does become more happy.
And I do hope she will continue to be happy 🥰🥰
#after a heart breaking angsty moments#for the sake of drama#and my hurt/comfort need#but I do hope she got the everlasting happiness she deserves#please Loid I'm begging you#don't break her heart#spy x family#yor forger#twiyor#loid forger#sxf details#sxf character analysis#sxf meta
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i just thought about something.. if mox is willing to treat yuta the way he is in front of everybody, all to prove a point "for the greater good".. if there are no heroes and no villains like jack said during his promo right before mox came out.. if mox sees them both as kids who are easily manipulated..
i have an awful feeling jack is going to be seduced into joining the new bcc, and it's going to end badly. if the angle is for the bucks/kenny to come back at some point, i'm thinking they might sacrifice him maybe to prove a point and make them feel even worse for leaving him behind, which further proves mox's point of them not being ready because they're always running away and betraying people
and also, jack has a horrible tendency to look at dilfs and trust them with his heart. we all saw what happened with christian. just saying
#jack perry#scapegoat jack perry#scapegoat#jungle boy#aew#aew dynamite#all elite wrestling#aew collision#mox#jon moxley#christian cage#jurassic express#wheeler yuta#blackpool combat club#bcc#daniel garcia#the elite#matt jackson#nick jackson#the young bucks#young bucks#kazuchika okada#okada#matthew jackson#nicholas jackson#oh god please don't let him get hurt again#i still haven't healed from christian turning on him#my heart can't take it#somebody protect him#or at least look out for him
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