#however im still gonna hype the friendship up too

[toonycatuwu]

i am SO glad this ship tag exists. ive been hyping up spy x family recently and ive already watched the entirety of season 1 on crunchyroll and all that's on my mind rn is hoping that these two smol beans hold hands at least one time. PLEEEASE LET THIS BE REAL PLEEEEEE-

[jidai]

jidai’s budget mutuals/friends appreciation

Hi, all! I’m quite late with this but I decided to put a small friends and mutual appreciations post in hopes of brightening up the end of this year a little bit. ❤️ If you were tagged, please make sure to check below for a small little message from me. However, I want to make it very clear that I truly appreciate all of my mutuals. You guys brighten up my dash and always reblog or create so many funny and creative posts. I just wanted to give a few special shout outs to those that have taken out the time to reach out and interacted with me past my ask box or we just see each other often.

The messages are ordered by your URL, so you might have to scroll for awhile before you see your messages. I’m so sorry lmao. 

Happy New Years, everyone!

@25th​​, Nonnie, the Young Genius. bro, remind me how old you are 🧍‍♀️ Like my brain CANNOT fathom the thought that you’re so skilled at SO many things and you’re not even in your twenties??? PLEASE SPARE THE TALENT. i will even accept crumbs. But I’m writing to tell you that you are such a wonderful presence on my dash. I always look forward to your gfx. They’re so SO good and you’re improving from one post to another. Like WOW. Now, you’re even starting an art blog, too? You’re so dedicated to the arts. I respect that a lot. Your hard work and commitment will bring you very far in life, whatever you decide to do. 

I love interacting with you. You’re such a big sweetheart and full of positivity and energy. I look forward to seeing more of your art and gfx ❤️

@biscuitwalk​, Dann, the AK Wiz. Dann, I know you’re not as active on here so idk when or if you will ever read this but I want to say that I miss you and your creations so, so much. I will say it a hundred times over and OVER but you inspire me so goddamn much. You have no fucking idea. Your works are absolutely gorgeous and unique. I can look at it once and I can instantly recognize your style (and your cute lil’ pufferfish <3). The way you utilize colors and implement various techniques, shapes, textures into your work. Goddamn, you’re so good. I always look to your work if I ever need inspiration and they help me brainstorm. God, I wish I could put it into words how much I adore your works.

We didn’t really talk for long but you seemed like such a kind and fun person to be around. I wish you the best in your future endeavors, wherever you are. Stay safe <3

@elriccs, Mirai, the Short King. 🧍‍♀️ ok look I know, I know I’m TERRIBLE at replying to you and I’m so fucking sorry. I absolutely love to talk to you but my dumbass cannot seem to reply in a timely manner LASELKSAL. That’s on me and I gotta do better. Anyways!!! Thank you SO fucking much for always leaving such kind messages on my work. I swear to god you’re one of my biggest hype man and I ALWAYS look forward to reading your tags. They’re so funny and it makes me all tingly and happy inside. Bro, like, you just radiate big fun vibes, bro. I really hope that I can get to know you better so I can just insult you until it’s too late to walk away </3

And of course, let me also remind you that I love your works so much. They way that you utilize your textures and those muted colors... OOMPH *chefs kiss* I will always love--

@lockhvrts​​, Em the Soulsborne GOD. hi em 🥺 it’s been awhile since I’ve had a proper conversation with you and I hope you’re doing okay! I miss you and our conversations where we do nothing but geek out and complain about the game industry lmao. if you manage to read this, I just wanted to let you know I miss your presence here. It’s been kinda dull not seeing your beautiful soulsborne gifs and your game rants. Let’s catch up soon. <3 stay safe and well!

@nathanprescutt, Benn, the Man. BENNNNNNNN.  I love you a lot bro. I know we haven’t had long conversations for some time and I hope I can change that! You were my first friend on this blog and I will always appreciate it. I remember us just geeking out over your works and how I would always send you a gfx request like once a week LMAO. The one thing that I have always appreciated about you was the fact that you’re very opinionated (if not, very vocal on your stance on things) and you hold your ground. There were a few time where you encouraged me to speak on topics that I think I shouldn’t and that stuck with me for quite awhile. I’m still a nervous rambling mess when it comes to debates but just know that the one time you supported me to voice my opinion--I hold it very dear to my heart. 

While I don’t spend much time together, I will always remember our animal crossing session. It was  so much fun just trashing and chilling on your island. Especially the bar :( that bar was fucking AMAZING. Maybe once FFXVI comes out, we can geek out hehe

Also, thank you so much for sending in photos of all your doggos, omg. I miss seeing them so much I hope they’re doing well. Stay hot, my German bro lol. Ich bin sehr dankbar, so eine tolle Freundin zu haben. ❤️❤️❤️

@noxdivina​, Lin the Big Dick Daddy Kind. The church is open for business bitch and I’m here to preach the GOSPEL.

Okay, jokes aside, I’m really happy that we became mutuals. You’ve always give off this like, mysterious cosmic vibe (????? huh). And your selfies just further proves that you are wtf. But you’re always so kind to those that you interact with. You’re an absolutely sweetheart and like I just want to give you a giant hug every time we interact. You’re such a soft human being. It’s so nice being around you. It’s like being tossed in the oven and baked at 250 degrees F for 25 minutes. And to boot you’re really talented, hello? God really said let there be a perfect human being and yeeted you into the universe. Thank you for always leaving such kind messages and words in my DM/askbox/works. I cherish them so much. I hope I can get to know you better in the future bc you’re rad, bro <3

anyways, updated drawing of u and maya:

i always assume you’re in a black fur parka 24/7 and maya is coatless neck down. also deck me with those jacked arms of yours thanks  🧍‍♀️

(edit: fuck i forgot to draw a PARTY HAT ON MAYA IM SORRY)

@rokuseis​, Sei, the Dumber.

i have nothing to say to you go away you banana hater ASELKSAEKL

BITCH, you doo bee getting on my nerve 24/7/365 🧍‍♀️ you were an unexpected but a very welcomed addition to my life. I can’t believe we really went 1 fuckin’ year without speaking to each other and then suddenly our friendship blew up because over a stupid BANANA. Now you gotta deal with me and my stupid, random, crude ass messages daily. I cannot. Clown to clown communication. But thank you so much bitch for being there for me and telling all of these funny ass stories and life experiences.

I know I don’t say it a lot because when we talk it’s literally just dogs barking at each other but I want to make it clear now: I love your humor and vibe so much. You never fail to make me laugh anytime I talk to you and I appreciate it so much. I can’t tell you how many times I felt better after talking to you. Even though sometimes your fucking jab hits hard and I end up actually inSULTED BY IT. But thank you for becoming my friend and I look forward to all of our stupid moments together. Looking forward to shitting in your sink when I finally fly to your home <3

@wolfamongthem, Anna, the Grinch. Please don’t hurt me for that title. I'm just saying if someone needs a live casting, it’ll be u. Anyways, did you know that I was so fucking intimidated by you for a long ass time, even before we became mutuals aseljas LMAO. I always see your gifs around on explore and they’re so gorgeous and then I look at your text posts and it’s u roasting people like there’s no tomorrow- 🧍‍♀️ bitch I was SCARED OF U KSKS. Now that I’ve talked to you a few times, you’re really funny like where do you find those reaction memes????? Like bro you and your shitposts is my morning cup of coffee. 

Anyways, in 2021 I expect a full-fledge review of all AAA games from you-- no more shit talking in the tags let it all out BITCH. Thank you for being such a great mutual! I look forward to see what weird shit you will send me the next time we talk lmao

@zenien​​, Selm, the I’m-gay-for-Lady-Maria-or-anything-that-moves-in-BB-Bitch™. ok bitch if I’m being honest I wrote yours last so my brain is FRIED. so everything i say from here is raw from the HEARt cause that’s all I got left. But anyhow, we savin’ the best for last! honestly, i didn’t expect you to barge into my life like that. i really didn’t. i was just gonna keep admiring with my 7 feet (2.1336 meters) pole. I’m glad you made the first move because look where we are wtf 🧍‍♀️ friends??? I wouldn’t believe you if you told me that in 2014 when I first followed you lmao. 

You’re such a kind soul. I know you may disagree but I’m determined to convince you. I can’t tell you how much I want to thank you for taking the time to talk to me during my rough bits. It’s like sitting on a wooden bench in a park during sunset and you sit next to me, just enjoying the vast sky. You radiate such peaceful energy. It’s very calming. Or you know, 2 seconds later i’m suddenly suplexed by your 40 tons of insults like what-- 

Thank you for everything, so far. Truly. It’s been so fun listening to you talk about your Bloodborne journey and see your reactions live. It’s been so fun to see you post your graphics and it continues to blow me away. It’s been so fun hearing about your life and the stories of your adulthood. Every words that we have exchanged, I hold dearly to my heart--more than you ever know. Love u bitch.

[souvercine]

hey y’all ! i’m jia and i’m super excited for opening; i have two super clingy cats in case any of you ever need a visual pick-me-up, i’m a uni student in canada and a big skincare and dark chocolate junkie, more than likely gonna be typing replies while indulging in either jsyk !

tried to keep it short since i’m a rambly bitch, but xan’s basic stats and a proper wc page will be up soon as i just got home from grocery shopping and we open in an hour as of typing this, the theme as a whole will get a refresh eventually and i’ll be posting a little tracklist for her playlist later ! and if tumblr ims are as much of a nuisance for you as they can be for me, you can add me on d*scord at genuinely sick of this shit#2030 if you’d like to plot ! anyways, without further ado:

( samantha logan , cis female , she/her, twenty-four ) omg ! i was walking yonge street downtown , and you’ll never guess who i saw . xanthe lowe ! i just saw a post about them on sixsecrets ! i think it said something like “ when they go high, she goes lowe ! xan spotted leaving a gala with her former friend’s ex, after last week’s reportedly tense exchange between the girls ” . isn’t that wild ? i guess it makes sense through , since they’re apparently merciless and imperious . but i’ve heard they’re also conspicuous and astute ! i’ll just stick to giving them the benefit of the doubt . i mean , it’s not like i know them personally — they’re a famous socialite ! you know , i’ve actually heard rumors that redacted , but they’re just rumors … i think . i dunno . if you happen to run into them , tell them i’m their biggest fan !

tw: drug mention

when i tell you that i have so many muse posts i’m holding back on for this bitch —

which, btw, will all slowly see the light of day soon enough bc god knows i can’t articulate my muses’ personalities as well as i’d like so that shit makes up for it fdgslk

her parents’ eldest child together, xanthe’s also the oldest out of her and her siblings

also, never call her xanthe. friend or otherwise, don’t take the risk dklgsjdlk

grew up with a silver spoon, her dad being a wall street giant and her mother being an entrepreneur with a love for art ( so much so that her two partners after separating from xan’s dad were artists themselves sdlkgj )

thus she split her time between toronto and manhattan even before her parents’ divorce, she merely spent more time jetting back and forth for special occasions and vacations compared to when her parents were still together

mind you, she was probably still in the single digits when that became a new normal for the brat

basically could’ve been a main character on gossip girl with her reckless antics and partying as a teenager…. and now, even sgdlkf

drk how to elaborate on that, aside from stressing that from her teen years onward she’s presented her own take of a rich bitch, and is a socialite/fashion week regular type if i were to describe where she stands rn

i think a good mix of references would be nicky hilton meets the delevingne sisters meets blair waldorf and sabrina pemberton’s lovechild

she attended an ivy league at the behest of her father so he had at least one child who could take a senior position in his company simply to keep it in the family

.. before he realized what a Mistake™ it would be to put that responsibility on xan and now has her slightly older cousin as a backup instead GDSLFJKS but nonetheless !

isn’t the most studious person, but she somehow wound up graduating with a major in communications and a marketing minor

she reasoned that, with her reputation in the gta and nyc, she’d need the bit of knowledge in how to clean up her messes. even if she wasn’t the one who had that responsibility

though.. the entire time has been spent sleeping with some of her rich friends, drinking and smoking pot, with the occasional hit of whatever clean enough drug that one of her friends had on them

as of now, she’s pissing off her neighbours with her house parties wherever she might be at a given time, staying in the good graces of the media as a budding, fun yet classy heiress — despite doing dumb shit the second she’s inside of a gala or club

uhhh ik i had something else to add but a quick break for dinner messed that up, rip LKGFSJD

personality and shit

her little blurb on my indie is: refined party girl still set in her ways with her future left uncompromised; detached and pretentious, she soaks up the attention that continues to roll in

which. we’ve basically been over already lkdfsg but still

if i were to use a label to describe her, she’d be the sovereign

she’s messy as hell, but puts on the façade of a poised woman who has some fun because she knows it bodes well

she’s not a complete dick per se, but she can be snide and boastful

big superiority complex, independent and lives lavishly with reckless abandon

probably jets back and forth between nyc and the gta as it’s her version of normal, so ig she hates the environment if it means not having things go her way !

non-committal as all hell and will abandon girl code if she drops you fgkljfs

.. fr, she’ll fuck an ex-friend’s ex if she technically saw them first, so being spiteful and resolving some past attraction ?? right up her alley !

hence the choice of headline gdfslkj

keeps her true inner circle small, but gets off on attention and likes to stay cordial with some people, so she’s got quite a few friends all the same

she’ll fight tooth and nail to protect her image and won’t hesitate to throw anyone under the bus to do so/in retaliation if they screw her over

which happens to mean that her family is to be protected as well. fuck with any of her sisters ?? you’re done ! try to call out one of her brothers on twitter ? she’ll quote it with a single clown emoji as a warning

there really isn’t much to expand on tbh, though i will say that her emboldened nature and need for a good time however she can get it comes out more than her uglier side ( except her vanity. that’ll never go away ksfdg )

some quick plot ideas

a childhood friend or two that she made in either of her main hubs or through events she attended when she was young, whether they’re still friends or not for x reasons can be discussed of course

could carry over into a trio type of thing depending on where she stands with either of them, or they’re a different couple of pals she’s made in the last few years

enemies are always fun ! probably rooted in a competitive streak more than anything else but i’m all ears for a more complex reason

ex-hookup(s), current hookup(s), throw it all at me klgfjd

a hateship/ewb would be fun with her too, oh my god sfdgklj

it should go without saying that they are all relatively wealthy or well-connected kids here, but that doesn’t mean that someone who’s using her for their fifteen seconds of fame, or just to get some perks out of their friendship, is necessarily a write-off — not that she cares too much about fake friends, face value hype and knowing they need her more than she needs them gives her too much satisfaction fkskgls

an ex-something, open to anyone. either someone her parents forced on her to straighten her out that she wound up liking…. after a good period of her telling them to fuck off sdglk or someone she’d been seeing for a while at her own accord. would’ve ended the same way: with her calling it off because she didn’t want to settle down, not even for a relationship ( and perhaps bc she’s scared of commitment with her cracked family dynamic that’s been a thing since age two, but that’s another story jsdfkg )

[franeridart]

I'm so glad Kirishima is getting so much spotlight, he really deserves it!!!! And it looks like hes gonna get more, since hes in the main group along with Deku, Uraraka and Tsuyu. I;m so hyped!!!

Honestly!!!!!!!!!!! That’s one interesting group tbh, Kirishima and Tsuyu’s interactions are always incredibly adorable to watch and seeing Kirishima interact for so long with pure and good people is gonna be hard on my heart (I mean, you know I’m 100% a bakusquad fan but they’re all at least in part assholes and Kiri fits with them just right, he can be just like Sero and Kaminari and I love it, but then his interactions with Amajiki have been so pure can you imagine an arc filled with that I’m already crying)

I just hope my other faves won’t completely disappear through this arc haha sigh

Anon said: So which Kacchan quote do you like best "Die your bacteria fucks, dieee!" or "BRING YOUR DAMN TRASH TO ME"?

LMAO SORRY ANON BUT MY FAVE GOTTA BE

WHAT A GODDAMN DISASTER THIS BOY IS

Anon said:there's a terushima week. thought i might tell you bc i miss you drawing him ;3; might wanna join? :3

Anon said:Terushima week is this next week! (@terushimaweek) Might we maaaybe see some cute lil bokuroterus sometime soon? ;)

As I’ve already said, sadly I’ve found out about this too late to be part of it - I’m not completely ruling out the possibility of doodling something one of the days, but I didn’t have the time to plan anything and I’m still in the middle of working things through with the bakushima week and bakugou’s birthday so I don’t know - they 19th is Teru’s birthday so maybe I’ll draw something for it, but it’s also a super busy day for me so it really depends on how soon I’ll be able to finish everything else I’m working on orz I’m sorry guys I seriously had no clue about this till, like, five days ago o

Anon said: What are your thoughts on KiriDeku b/c I'm not even that into it but as soon as I saw art I was like "OMFG I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING SO PURE CHOULD EVER EXIST!!!" My following thought was that'd you may have something interesting to say (as you always do, I luv it), so here I am 😁 Also, I love the blog, your amazing art, and you!! I truly appreciate all you do ❤️❤️

Awwww thank you!!! And I dunno, as things are now my opinion on a possible ship might change soon enough because it looks like their interactions amount is about to skyrocket, so anything I say right now is just a temporary answer? But generally I find their friendship incredibly adorable, though as of now I don’t think I can see anything romantic between the two... mostly because even though I’ve seen them being friendly and supportive of each other I don’t think I’ve ever seen them actually connect over anything that wasn’t Bakugou?? Being friendly and supportive is just how they both are with everyone, before I can say I ship them I’m gonna need something more singular to their relationship

I might be totally biased here considering where my main shipping lies, though haha

Anon said:HOSHIHINA!!!! YESSSSS!!!! PLEASE!!!!!! I think this is like.... my new OTP or well... a new OTP that I will gratefully put on the shelf next to all my other children in love!! oh yeah and THANK YOU for introducing me to both BNHA and d grey man! I'M IN LOVE!!! oH and YOUR ART IS AMAZING!!! KEEP IT UP!! I WILL GRATEFULLY SWALLOW UP ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING YOU POST IT'S AMAZING!!! YOUR OC'S TOO!!! Have a nice day!!

So much!!! HYPE in this ask!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!! Oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so much for EVERYTHING anon I hope you’ll have the best day!!!!!! *O* And I’m SUPER GLAD you gave dgm and bnha a try!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Aww the kiss. I know you posted it the other day, but it wouldn't load on my tablet. They're so cute, those two. 💜✌

*lays down forever* they are aren’t they those pure idiots !!!!

Anon said:I'm laughing so hard. Literally everyone that read the new chapter was like expectation vs reality. I love my idiots. Also yas to HoshiHina

HoshiHina is an A+ ship with A+ potential and I think I’m being slowly but surely swallowed by it - then again, what Hinata ship don’t I ship even ??? the mysteries

Anon said:To answer you question on what cheese sticks are, they're this disgusting processed cheese stick, also known as string cheese, and it's p much what it is, cheese in the form of a small stick that you can pull apart into strings and eat like that! (as you may have noticed, I'm not a fan hah) ((I don't know if you know the artist mookie, but she made a comic about bokuto eating a cheesestick whole before)

Anon said: cheese sticks = string cheese? D: they are delicious i promise

I’m seeing conflicting reports here (lol) but yes this might be a problem for me only because as I said I’m Italian but what I’m failing to see here is what kind of cheese are these things supposed to be ???

Anon said:Are you into Kuroken?

Only as very good friends, I don’t ship it romantically at all

Anon said:I love your bakushimas, SO SO SO MUCH. God, and with the latest chapter, I just can't wait for more interactions with them. God, seeing as I think Kirishima was filmed by the people that were there, I want to see Bakugou's reaction to his new move.

This took me long enough to answer that we now know Baku’s reaction was total and utter envy at how popular Kiri is LMAO - but yeah I still think Baku already knew about Kiri’s new move! After all he most probably came up with it as they trained for the license exam and I can’t believe he wouldn’t test it against Bakugou to make sure he actually turns unbreakable? Also proud-of-himself Kiri yelling at the squad to check out his new move is too much of a good image I can’t let that one go hahaha

Anon said:I started following you for Haikyuu but started boku no hero academia in order to understand what your other drawings were so I thank you (and blame you) for getting me hooked on another anime and manga :)

I’m!!!!!! HAPPY you ended up liking it???!!!! *O*

Anon said:I just wanted to tell you that you're my most fave artist here in tumblr istg i go to your page everyday just to go back at the fanart you drew if you didn't have any new, but when u have, my heart just swells and i fuss over it. God bless you because you opened my eyes for bakushimanari when i was just kiribaku back then.. God i love denki sfm right now bc of you, im sad bkk week is over though ahh and laven. Jfc i love your laven pls draw them more if u can 😘 i hope you'll have a great day!!

Don’t!!!! worry anon Laven has been my #1 otp since I was sixteen at this point it’s just not gonna leave me ever, I’ll definitely draw more of it in the future! And thank you??? so much?????? Oh man!!!!!

Anon said:Everyone in class 1-A: *trains as if they're gonna be in a battle royal and need to (literally) slaughter the competition* Competition: OBSTACLE RACE YAY

Well, the anime did change the training scenes a lot lol but LMAO anon they’re highschoolers what were you expecting hahahahaha it’s already savage enough as it is, I assure you lol

Anon said:Hi hello yes are you up for some angsty stuff because my brain turns even the sweetest moment to that, like what if kaminari saw bakushima's first kiss and he becomes so sad b/c he crushes on them both but he pretends not to and starts teasing 'em like a true bro while hiding his feelings and idk it's only if you want but yeah, how's your day been?

..........I would lie if I said I didn’t think about this while drawing that kiss R I P my multishipper heart is gonna kill me BUT IT’S OKAY I’m not one for unhappy endings so consider this - Denki sees them kiss, since he’s best bro and both Kirishima and Bakugou tend to wear their hearts on their sleeves he already knew this was gonna happen so he’s like, sad but resigned it hurts and he wishes he didn’t have to see it but he loves them both so much that he can’t help but being happy for how happy they are at the same time too (sure, being part of that happiness would be a dream coming true, but he’s used to never coming first he can deal with this hahahahaha r i p)

Meanwhile a bit after the kiss once Kiri is a hundred per cent sure Bakugou isn’t going to explode his head off if he mentions his very huge crush on Kaminari he does and Bakugou’s like, shit, it’s not like he’d mind it because Kaminari is, well, he’s Kaminari and Bakugou isn’t sure why but he’s comfortable to be around and easy to talk to and he’s stupidly pretty and like, yeah, okay, he might be into him too, maybe, he isn’t admitting anything here (not like he needs to, as stated already he’s pretty easy to read), but Kaminari’s also the no homo type of het so it’s not like they can do much about this threeway crush or whatever, and Kirishima’s like sure, I know, I just wanted to be open about this to avoid trouble, which is very sensible and will cut us on a lot of miscommunication angst this is getting out of hand let’s skip ahead I always forget how much fun I have writing this kind of bullshit

For however much Kaminari swore he could deal with it and how much he’s actually managing to deal with it he’s also the same brand of open book Baku and Kiri are and while it was easy to act like friends with no romantic feelings when everyone was doing the same, trying to hide from Bakugou and Kirishima while they’re openly in a relationship turns out to be more or less impossible, mostly because he can’t seem to avoid the longing stares and sad smiles and the I have to go I just remembered I have a thing to do bye’s when it becomes too much, and Kirishima might not be the brightest but he’s perfectly in tune with everyone’s feelings and Bakugou might stomp on people’s feelings more often than not but he is the brightest which means they notice and they’re like god fucking damn it - Bakugou in nature isn’t one to talk about problems until they burst out in fits of anger, but thank god he’s got Kirishima right there and they might not be 100% sure they got the reason for Kaminari’s weirdness right but they’re exasperated and they at least want their friend to stop being weird and avoiding them, they miss him (and Kaminari seriously misses them too he feels so stupid for how big of a deal he’s turning this into) SO they corner him and talk it out cause I’m a slut for open and honest communication and Kaminari straight out starts crying from happiness and relief before they’re even done talking and Kirishima starts crying right after him because sympathetic crier supreme and Bakugou’s like you know what I changed my mind fuck both of you emotional disasters I’m out

(spoiler he isn’t really)

[monxmonbebe]

Be My Bebe - Ch.4 Game Time

Genre: Fluff / Angst

Summary: A scramble of long-term best friends that have their own differentiating stories are known as Hyun Hee, Chan Ra, Kyon Rae, Ha Hee, and Sung Byeol have decided to enter their school's competition to be picked by companies to become an idol group. However, along the way, they've caught the attention of a certain group of boys, MONSTA X. The groups of students are given a chance to compete for an opportunity to achieve their dreams of becoming successful idols in the Korean music industry. Some friendships are made, and some fall apart. When it comes to debuting, will there really be no mercy?

A/N: Here’s another chapter as planned! This one was written by myself! Please let us know what you think :)

-Admin Honey

-THE NEXT MORNING-

HYUN HEE'S POV

Music blasted through the speakers as I cruised down the highway. The speed of the car caused the cold wind to blow through my hair. Simultaneously awakening me even more as it's hitting my bare skin.

But this isn't like the movies. My hair was actually a mess because of it, and I had to often comb my fingers through my hair to get it out of my face.

Did it make me look hot though? I thought to myself as I glanced at my reflection in the rear view mirror. Pfft, what am I thinking? Why does that even matter?

Typical Hyun Hee, always over analyzing things that I think to be my insecurities.

I take the next exit and reach a stoplight. I continue to jam to the latest BTS album, losing myself in every beat.

They were one of my favorite groups to listen to, especially in the car. Our group would get all hype when we went out for drives.

I glance to my right to see two males around my age in the next car over. They were nodding at me and throwing up phone signs with their hands, cockily while laughing.

I return to my initial position and ignore the fuckers, tilting my head as I focused on the street in front of me.

Ugh, freaks. Maybe this is why I'm single. Because my high ass standards actually include guys with respect.

The light turned green and I zoomed past those suckers, hearing my tires screech off.

It's my turn to carpool all of us to school. I made my way towards Ha Hee's home because she was the closest.

Soon enough, I approached her home and double parked.

I reduced the volume of the speakers and pulled out my silver iPhone 7 from my pocket. I dialed Ha Hee's number in my recent contacts. The familiar tone began to ring throughout the car.

Bluuuuurrr...bluuuuurrr...bluu-

"Hello..?" Ha Hee answered, lazily. She must've been staying up awake like how she always does.

"I'm outside! Come out!" I informed her and not a second after, I hung up.

I turned up the volume on the music, vibrating through the seats of my Porsche. I then waited for the girls to arrive. Bopping in the meantime.

Ha Hee had come out of her house, seeming tired as ever. She saw my car and had gotten in the back as I drove to the other girls' houses.

Chan Ra lived close by to Ha Hee so, it didn't take long for her to come out and be picked up. Kyon Rae lived the farthest out of all of us but we'd still pick her up if she didn't want to walk.

Eventually, everyone had entered the car, the doors being shut tight. Kyon Rae took the passenger seat by me while Ha Hee and Chan Ra took the back.

"You look cute today!" Ha Hee complimented me, looking at my outfit as she went over to grab her charger in the glovebox to charge her phone.

"Thanks!" I accepted.

But it's nothing special? It was just a denim on denim look I threw together.

Ugh Hyun Hee, who cares? She complimented you on it! Quit criticizing yourself!

I snapped myself out of my thoughts to the sounds of their voices talking.

"Everyone buckled up?" I look at the others in the back who nodded and smiled. "Alright let's go."

I threw on my gold aviator sunglasses that I had gotten over the weekend. They were slightly pink tinted which I loved.

I shift the gear in drive and proceeded on our journey to school. Along the way, Kyon Rae was DJ-ing and went through my playlist.

"Yo, Hyun Hee why are we listening to your In My Feelings playlist?" Kyon Rae questioned, leaning back in her seat.

Shit.

"I-I uh just like the songs in there.." I say as I try to cover up my true emotions. "You can play something else if you want."

Thank God, I had put on my shades so that I can avoid eye contact.

"Hmm.. is there something you're not telling us?" asked Chan Ra, starting to smile, gleefully.

"No, why? Because I was listening to a certain playlist?" I retort, giving myself an excuse.

After my response, Kyon Rae reached over to pause the music, smirking as she did so. Then, Ha Hee took the opportunity to chime in.

"Hyun Hee, tell us what's going on." she confronted, leaning on top of the center console. "What's going on.."

Shit there's no way out of this. Im fucking driving and we still have a few more miles until we get to school.

"Is there someone you're interested in?" Chan Ra asked, excitedly. "Who's the lucky guy hmm?"

The moment she asked that I thought about yesterday.

~flashback~

I sat down in the seat next to Jooheon. As I sat, he helped me adjust the seat and at the same moment, I felt his arm rest around me.

Is this okay? I mean I just met him and he's already showing skinship. But look at him, he's just so handsome.

I try not to stare for too long as I trail my eyes along his jaw, to his dimples and I admire the other beautiful features his face has to offer.

Jooheon then slowly turns his head to look at me and smiles.

~end of flashback~

Maybe I should just tell them.

"OKAY!" I shout, making them become silent.

They sat there, awaiting for my response.

"I do kind of have a thing for Jooheon!" I confessed, not turning to look at them but at the stoplight, instead.

"Yeah, we know. We just wanted to hear you say it," said Ha Hee, laughing as she scrolled through some text messages.

"Seriously! You both made it so obvious yesterday at lunch." said Kyon Rae, rolling her eyes.

"Well, I'm sorry. But I can't help that he's attractive!" I admit, thinking more about it.

"Why don't you try playing hard to get for once?" Kyon Rae suggests, putting her hands behind her head. "You're too easy."

What the fuck? Did she really just?

"Um, what?" I asked, furrowing my eyebrows.

"Okay, stop! We're not doing this." Chan Ra intervened, noticing how uncomfortable that I was getting by her statement. "Let's talk about it after school."

"Calm down. Don't take it personal. If anything we shouldn't try to be with any of those guys." said Kyon Rae, seriously. "They are our competition after all."

The car fell silent for a moment, not having a peep come out after she had said that. Each one of us was lost in our thoughts.

Ugh, maybe she's right. If we really wanted to win this upcoming competition we can't be manipulated by these male distractions.

"Alright. I'll take your advice." I state with a grin.

-Later-

Finally we arrive on campus and I grab the nearest parking spot in the back of the school.

"Hyun Hee, why don't you ever take the front parking?" Ha Hee asked, hiking her jet-black backpack up. "It's closer to the entrance."

"It's crowded, I don't really like going over there," I answered, locking my ruby red car. "Don't complain, you haven't even got your license, yet."

She stuck her tongue at me, making me laugh.

We all gather our things and exit the car, about to walk around the school at the entrance.

"You've gotta be kidding." Kyon Rae sighs, making me look around.

"Hellooooo ladies!" shouted a loud voice, playfully.

Out of all parking spots, it's such a coincidence that we park right across from the so called 'Monsta X'.

Oh and that voice that called out to us? Yeah, that was Wonho whom quickly strode over to Kyon Rae.

He ran over, placing his arm around her neck which she forcefully threw off. Wonho pouted as she scoffed, looking away from him.

"God, I hope that they don't argue about something like when they met on the first day," I thought.

I noticed Jooheon hop out of the driver's seat and begin to make his way over to me, waving his hand.

Game time.

"Good morning." Jooheon said as he tried to give me a hug.

"Ugh." I huffed in disgust and pushed him from coming any closer to me with my left hand.

He slightly stumbled back, catching everyone's attention to us.

"What was that?" he asked, confused.

"Um, I barely know you, and you're trying to put your hands on me? I don't think so."

"Aish, come on.." he hesitated.

"You don't even know my name do you?" I scoffed, crossing my arms together.

He stood there, speechless. Guess he didn't, after all.

"He doesn't even know my name.." I thought, feeling a tiny bit upset at that. "Now, I definitely shouldn't mess with him."

I then turn towards the girls "Let's go. We're gonna be late for class."

Turning to go to the school's front entrance, there was a slight pause. The other girls followed soon after, me.

I could still hear them talking about me while I walked away. I peered my head over for a quick moment.

"Wow, what's up with her?" Wonho asked Jooheon. "Did you do something?"

"I don't know.." Jooheon responds, staring at the ground where I was.

-Moments Later-

I arrive to my locker in North. The sound of the rusty metal creaks open not only from mine, but from several others in the same hallway.

I throw my belongings into my locker and begin to touch myself up in my magnetic mirror. I re-apply a coat of mascara to both sets of eyelashes and some chapstick to my lips. I fix my fly away hairs, and decide on flipping my hair to either side. Of course, I end up going with the usual middle part.

Once I finished up, I grabbed my brown bag and binder out of the compartment. As I turn to close my locker I was shocked by the figure standing in my way.

"OH MY-" I shouted at a loss of breath. I can practically feel my heart trying to break free of my chest.

Oh great.

"Woah, I'm sorry! Sorry.." said Jooheon, his voice becoming quieter.

"What do you want?" I asked, trying to seem annoyed.

"I uh.. just wanted to say sorry about earlier." He apologized once again. "The way the things I've done have come across.. they're just not my true intentions."

Ugh, he's so cute when he's sorry.

"Okay? Well.. thanks?" I tried to leave, but he blocked my way with his arm.

"Wait, wait! I was wondering if maybe we could start over?" He asked, hopefully.

Oh my god, he's really trying?!

I peer past his arm and notice all of our friends looking at us. Kyon Rae whispers to Ha Hee and nods in my direction.

She notices me looking over and she places her arms around one another, watching my actions.

She probably thinks I'm gonna break. Pfft, nope.

"We'll see." I flatly state as I walk past him toward our group of friends.

Perhaps, I should have checked to see if the coast was clear to be walking at the pace I was at because the moment I left his presence, I bumped into Soo Ae. The idiot had an open cup of coffee which some of the contents spilled onto her.

"WHAT THE F- UUUGHH!" She screeched. "Why don't you watch where you're going you-"

"Hey, it's not her fault that you decided to walk around with an open cup of coffee. Did you not think there would be an issue?" Jooheon came to my side to defend me.

She and her 'squad' stood back and looked at him in disbelief.

"Why don't you be careful next time?" He scoffed, following me as I pushed past them.

"You didn't have to do that. I can fight my own battles." I said, strutting away from him.

I officially parted ways with him as I caught up to the girls who were waiting for me down the halls.

After a moment of standing and having multiple conversations with Ha Hee, Chan Ra and Kyon Rae, I suddenly got a feeling.

I was in mid laughter when I look to my left and notice that Jooheon was looking at me. It seemed that Changkyun was talking to him, but Jooheon clearly wasn't paying him any attention.

He had this look in his eye that I couldn't quite distinguish.

He isn't gonna give up is he?

[raemots]

14 February 2020

Well well well look who’s back at her tumblr diary. I’m not sure if this is a good or bad thing because the last time I started this diary was when I was 21, about to go through a pretty serious break up, starting to get out of a pretty serious depression, going through a solid 7 months of being a glorified alcoholic, and then graduating college. You could say there was a lot going on.

First off, I just read my previous most from nearly FIVE YEARS AGO!!! And the frightening thing was.... not a lot has changed. I still kinda feel the same way it sounds like I did in that post. A lot of my friends here in Syracuse are also really busy and have a lot going on and are too busy for me. I don’t really feel as bad about it now as I used to be because we’re all adults now going through adult stuff and it’s hard to make time for people.

I should do a little summary as it’s been a minute. So since I last posted on here, I graduated college (!!!) and then started studying for the CPA exam for the better part of 2 years but I finally got it done. Brodie and I got an apartment together and spent a year there having a FUCKING BLAST until he unfortunately lost his job in Cuse and moved down to DC. After B left, our friend Tristan took over his lease which ended up being fate or destiny or whatever because he ended up meeting my friend Liz from HS and those two crazy kids hit it off and almost 3 years later they’re engaged!! Life man. About 1 year and a half after Tristan moved in, we both moved out of the legendary apartment 4K to get our own places. Since then I’ve had a cute little studio apartment downtown. I also ended up getting a cat who I found in the parking garage across the street from my place. I started my job at a local accounting firm the December after graduating college and have now been with them for over 4 years and I still love it. The work is tiring and never ending but the people keep me going. My bosses continue to be awesome badass women and I really like it.

As for love life, boys have come and gone. There was a run in with Brian #1 that ended up with me finding out he had a girlfriend after we slept together and me pouring a drink on his head in a public place. Its probably the most bad ass thing I’ve done. There was also Brian #2 who I think was the closest I’ve come to actually dating someone and I’ve blocked a lot of that out of my memory because he basically ghosted me to get back with his ex and then 6 months later I found out he gave me chlamydia. I’m just starting to realize that both of those guys have left me with some trust issues that I’m trying to get over. There’s been hook ups here and there but those are the main two to know about. Stay away from brians.

Well my dear ex mike and I did stay friends for a while until he met his new fiance K (I dont want to include her name here as I dont know her and have nothing against her). Mike basically stopped talking to me after he and K started dating. Then I Iowkey crashed Johanna’s wedding with Terry (Terry and Jo got married btw!!!!!) where Mike was forced to say I couldnt crash with him and Mike and keenan bc MIKE AND K ARE ENGAGED!!!! which is the story of how johannah had to deal with mike and my 5 year old relationship baggage the night before her wedding. But the weekend made me realize how fucking condescending Mike can be. So I made it so he doesnt show up in my social media feed and its been a lot better for me but still messed me up a bit.

Other random highlights are going to france with geneseo alumni (fucking AWESOME!!! and WES WAS THERE!!!) oh and I went to ireland the summer after graduation!!! again!! fucking awesome!!

Well that p much gets us to today. Today is valentines day. Well technically there’s 13 minutes left. I go through phases where I feel perfectly content with my life. I like living by myself, just me and bean. living downtown and going out to grab drinks with friends. the occasional late summer night where you close the bars and grab pizza and stay at a friends apartment until 4am.  Then there are times where I just feel so dreadfully alone. I feel like the only people who understand me live hours away (brodie, erin, jen, amanda). journal, I’m going to six weddings next year. S I X. and 5 of them are people my age. I never expected to marry thing young, let alone meet ~the one~ but when this many of your friends are either dating or engaged or living together, you start to feel like there;s something wrong with you. celeste often gives me shit for lamenting about how single i am and puts herself in the same boat. But she had guys FALLING OVERTHEMSELVES for her. like i just thought of 4 or 5 in the brief 10 seconds i sat here. Even n**l is so obsessed with her that he ruined their friendship bc she kissed a random guy on NYE (full disclosure, he’s trash and sexist and we dont like him this isnt me being jealous) it is just me pointing out that she tends to always be the one being pursued. and I am the faithful hype man. giving her advice on what to say to them. If her outfit looks good. if she should go over. Celeste does all the same help for me, don;t get me wrong. but it usually ends up working out for her and she’ll get a date or two out of it. i rarely even get a text back. It really put it into perspective when she was livid that a guy wouldnt respond to her in a timely manner. Meanwhile Im here like “wait.... you get texts back?? regularly?!?!?!?! jesus fuckign christ whats THAT like”

Am i that much of a sadsack, journal? brodie says its because im very independent and strong and i give off this “i dont fuckin need you” vibe. which is cool if im lucy liu or angelina jolie however i do not look like the sex symbols that are those iconic women. don’t get me wrong, i have a lovely figure, especially after going to the gym. But I just don’t really think many/any men would see me as so hot that they’d talk to me despite being intimidating. Idk, maybe I’m feeling too sorry fro myself. Jesus it’s 20 fucking 20 and I’m still feeling lesser than and comparing myself to Celeste. It’s not just her, I’ve always felt iike the sidekick. alexis, andrea, mollie, tori, celeste, jen. They were always the pretty, likeable, charismatic one. I’ve always felt like the funny friend who hypes up the main characters storyline. I’m the Judy fucking Greer of life. 

I just need to commit and make a therapy appointment. I’ll email one tomorrow. It’s been my main 2020 goal and fuckin A im gonna make it happen. its been a long one but a good one. hey it just turned midnight, its no longer valentines day. thank fuckin god.

[rhaegnarokmidwinter]

The Holy Trinity (or “I don’t fucking get football”)

Backstory: So I caved in and I joined twitter. I have followed all of one person so far (because im a lazy excuse of a human being, sue me) and their retweets have reminded me forcibly of a thing I don’t usually discuss on pain of death or disbelief, football. Strap in and hit the concession stand chucklefucks we’re gonna be here for awhile.

I don't understand football to the point where I’ve all but given up trying to understand it. I merely accept that it exists, and is beyond my comprehension. I am not meant to understand. It is simply safer this way. (more on that later). Other sports I do not have problems with.

Volleyball? Understandable. Basketball? Also understandable. Baseball? A cakewalk. Lacrosse? Complicated, but also a Great White Canadian thing that all of us have been subjected to through one Phys Ed class or another. 

Hockey? Yes, I understand and can follow hockey, I live in fucking Canada so I grew up playing seeing hearing about and occasionally watching hockey -- I simply choose not to follow it like the omniscient word of the Gods is being bellowed Burning Bush-style out of the Stanley Cup (exceptions are made for the Winter Olympics because fuck you we get one thing we’re really good at like the rest of you countries) American football? I have a friend who supports the Packers, and she willingly accepts I don’t understand a goddamn thing about a sport whose ball never touches the ground, and has the cojones to call itself FOOTball. And she’s okay with that because after 18+ years of friendship, there’s some shit you just gotta accept and move on.

Here’s the thing about football though. What other countries (America, most of Canada, etc) call “soccer”, the rest of the Colonized World calls Football. When I first began speaking to humans from Across the Pond, I was met with the kind of shock only accidental blasphemers experience upon taking the name of God in vain next to a fanatical Evangelical. First rule of Football: Do not ever call it “soccer”. If in doubt, always say football. If speaking to an American, apologise like the goddamn colonial piece of shit you are and say “Sorry I meant American Football” because god help you don’t offend two fucking kinds of fans in one breath you moron.

Quickly I learned from my mistakes and I was able to condition myself to follow the above rule so by the time that World Cup season rolled around this year, I was absolutely not prepared in the slightest who am I even fucking kidding.The past 5-6 years of interacting with (mostly) English football fans had only taught me a few things, and absolutely dick-all about the game itself. For instance, I did not know that there is a whole fucking subculture bigger than Canadian Hockey and American football combined, circulating globally around this game. North America really exists in its own goddamn bubble for this one, because outside of World Cup season, most of us have no idea just how gargantuan this sport really is. They are not kidding when they describe Football as a religion. It borderline kinda-sorta-fucking is. I also did not know that you can’t just choose a team to support if you haven’t up until now spent your life worshipping at the field.

To choose a team, means taking on the responsibility of whether winning or losing, being the fandom equivalent of a ride or die. You are taking on the history, the colours, the goddamn baggage of that team. If your newly picked team has a rivalry with another team, congratulations you have just been drafted in an annually-renewing banter war that you didn’t sign up for! From what I understand, hopping from supporting one team to the next Across The Pond, is a frownable taboo. People can spend their whole lives supporting a team that their best friend will think is absolute shit. And they’ll still be friends, of course, but expect the sarcastic tweets to amp up between them when the season kicks off. Oh and don’t think if you’re not part of that rivalry that you’re exempt from it. Case in point, I have a friend who supports Arsenal who shall henceforth be referred to as Red and I have another friend who supports a Blue team whose name I cant remember. (I’m so fucking sorry I can feel your disapproval friend). I know another guy who supports Manchester but he’s not relevant to the story. Red and Blue, I swear to you from the entirety I have known them, have always bigged up their own team to each other to the point where I can’t tell where the venom ends and banter begins. Blue has insisted upon me the gospel that “Red is shit”. Red has however, preached the exact opposite. Me, gazing upon the entirety of England and seeing as many football teams as there are variants of the British Accent, simply smile and nod because its not just religion, its politics now too, there is in fact a Right Answer and it will often change depending on who you speak to. The simplest answer is to shove yourself in the penalty box preemptively in order to both escape, and avoid starting a fucking brawl.

World Cup however, is a bit more lenient than the religion practised in Europe. ‘Cause while Canada did not and really does not have an international team, Canada is a multicultural orgy of fun, so if you have the slightest bit of ancestry in a country with a team, good job, you can now passively cheer on a set of players toward international bragging rights! Huzzah! This is how toward the end of the World Cup, I found myself somewhat swept up in Englands Eternal Optimism. You know exactly what I’m taking about. It was around this time I started to realize just how fucking much this means to people. Like, it’s a big fucking deal. And like many, I grew curious. I watched videos. I tried to educate myself. And yet, it still makes No Sense whatsoever to me. I got swept up in the hype, and I don’t know why. Perhaps a void created by the disinterest hockey gives me, after a lifetime of exposure to sticks and pucks? I do not know. All I know is this summer I felt both the Ghost of Disappointment, and the Spectre of Intrigue. And it still fucks me up.

And I still don’t “get” football.

[avtonome]

hey y’all ! i’m kat and i’m super excited to open; i have two super clingy cats in case any of you ever need a visual pick-me-up, i’m a uni student in canada and a Big skincare and dark chocolate junkie, more than likely gonna be typing replies while indulging in either jsyk !

tried to keep it short since i’m a rambly bitch, but here is a link to tally’s currently basic stats, a wc page will be up soon though i have some under the read more, here is her messy as hell pinterest board, and i’ll be posting a little tracklist for her playlist later ! and if tumblr ims are as much of a nuisance for you as they can be for me, you can add me on d*scord at GENUINELY sick of this shit#2030 if you’d like to plot ! anyways, without further ado:

[  im jinah  .  twenty-three  .  cis female  .  she/her  ] just saw TALLULAH “TALLY” HONG dragging their suitcase up the steps to CABIN 4D  .  good luck living with HER  ,  word around campus is that they’re SUPERCILIOUS  ,  DARWINIAN  ,  ASTUTE  &  ALLURING  .  apparently they're the EVENT COORDINATOR.  let’s hope this new living situation doesn’t affect their SENIOR year of COMMUNICATIONS.

tw: drug mention

her parents’ only child together, tally’s the oldest out of her and her half-siblings

also, never call her tallulah. friend or otherwise, don’t take the risk DKLGSJDLK

grew up with a silver spoon, her dad being a wall street giant and her mother being an entrepreneur with a love for art ( so much so that her two partners after separating from tally’s dad were artists themselves sdlkgj )

basically could’ve been a main character on gossip girl with her reckless antics and partying as a teenager…. and now, even SGDLKF

drk how to elaborate on that, aside from stressing that from her teen years onward she’s presented her own take of a rich bitch, and is a socialite/fashion week regular type if i were to describe where she stands rn

is attending hollis at the behest of her father so he has at least one child who could take a senior position in his company simply to keep it in the family

isn’t the most studious person, but she’s gotten far enough to begin wrapping up her major in communications with a marketing minor

she reasoned that, with her reputation in nyc, she’d need the bit of knowledge in how to clean up her messes. even if she wasn’t the one who had that responsibility

though.. the entire time has been spent sleeping with some of her rich friends, drinking and smoking pot, with the occasional hit of whatever clean enough drug that one of her friends had on them

when she’s not getting an education, she’s pissing off her neighbours with her house parties back in nyc or at her beach house in malibu/the family’s new house in beverly hills.. something of the sort at least ( while getting a moment’s peace bc i already know this bitch hates sharing a dorm 90% of the time GDSFLKJD ), staying in the good graces of the media as a budding, fun yet classy heiress — despite doing dumb shit the second she’s inside of a gala or club

as for her time here as the event coordinator somewhere in wyoming ?? she ABHORS it !

she hates organized sports, she hates camping and being restricted ( to some degree in this case ) so why is she here ?? ..... i still haven’t worked that out, i just like to fuck with my muses DKFLGJGSDF

but fr, i thought it would be funny to watch her seethe in a rather unfamiliar element so ! she can have fun with that !

personality and shit

her little blurb on my indie is: refined party girl still set in her ways with her future left uncompromised; detached and pretentious, she soaks up the attention that continues to roll in

which. we’ve basically been over already LKDFSG but still

if i were to use a label to describe her, she'd be the sovereign

she’s messy as hell, but puts on the façade of a poised woman who has some fun because she knows it bodes well

she’s not a complete dick per se, but she can be snide and boastful

Big superiority complex, independent and lives lavishly with reckless abandon 

probably jets back and forth between nyc and l.a during the school year a good bit, so ig she hates the environment if it means not having things go her way !

non-committal as all hell and will abandon girl code if she drops you FGKLJFS

.. fr, she’ll fuck an ex-friend’s ex if she Technically saw them first, so being spiteful And resolving some past attraction ?? right up her alley !

keeps her true inner circle small, but gets off on attention and likes to stay cordial with some people, so she’s got quite a few friends all the same

she’ll fight tooth and nail to protect her image and won’t hesitate to throw anyone under the bus to do so/in retaliation if they screw her over

which happens to mean that her family is to be protected as well. fuck with any of her sisters ?? you’re Done. try to compete with her father ? she’ll leak your suspicious investment history to the times fskgdljlsf

there really isn’t much to expand on tbh, though i will say that her emboldened nature and need for a good time however she can get it comes out more than her uglier side ( except her vanity. that’ll never go away KSFDG )

some quick plot ideas

a childhood friend or two that she made back in nyc or through events she attended when she was young, whether they’re still friends or not for x reasons can be discussed of course

could carry over into a trio type of thing depending on where she stands with either of them, or they’re a different couple of pals she’s made since coming to hollis

enemies are always fun ! probably rooted in a competitive streak more than anything else but i’m all ears for a more complex reason

ex-hookup(s), current hookup(s), throw it all at me klgfjd

a hateship/ewb would be fun with her too, oh my god sfdgklj

surely there are quite a few wealthy kids here, but that doesn’t mean that someone who’s using her for their fifteen seconds of fame, or just to get some perks out of their friendship, is necessarily a write-off — not that she cares too much about fake friends, face value hype and knowing they need her more than she needs them gives her too much satisfaction fkskgls

an ex-something, open to anyone.. who's fc was born earlier than like. '97 since jinah's on the higher end of her twenties dfsjgklsd and someone who's at least a junior. either someone her parents forced on her to straighten her out that she wound up liking…. after a good period of her telling them to fuck off sdglk or someone she’d been seeing for a while at her own accord. would’ve ended the same way: with her calling it off because she didn’t want to settle down, not even for a relationship ( and perhaps bc she’s scared of commitment with her cracked family dynamic that’s been a thing since age two, but that’s another story jsdfkg )

kinda relates to current hookups, but her designated event pal would be super fun ?? sdgkflj like they go to all of these big parties and galas together, then meet up in the nooks of the venue or head back to her place before she throws an after-party of sorts. they’d be decent friends beyond this though, them being someone she trusts a good bit compared to others in her circle