#how?????? how do u listen to American Idiot and know the lyrics and not go oh yeah no way these guys voted trump
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Republican Green Day fans just now realising American Idiot is about them has gotta be the funniest thing i've ever fucking seen. like my guy they are a pop punk band. they be popping and punking. they've BEEN popping and punking. who the fuck did u think they were talking about????????
#like what the fuck#how?????? how do u listen to American Idiot and know the lyrics and not go oh yeah no way these guys voted trump#media literacy please i'm begging u :')#context#Billy Joe recently held up a Trump mask with idiot written on it in a performance#and now Republican fans are like noooo!!!!!!! we're gonna boycott!!!!!!!!!!#ok?#good?#i wouldn't even necessarily call myself a Green Day fan i just like some of their songs and think they're cool#but i guarantee no one is complaining lmao like we don't want u here either dude boycott away#what did u THINK a punk was#certainly Green Day don't care that they're boycotting they're probably happy!!!!#i'd feel sick to my fucking stomach if my art was enjoyed by Republicans and i'm so serious#i make my art so that it makes conservatives uncomfortable and SO DO THEY#they literally could not have been more obvious if they tried what the fuck
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Wild Guess
the distortion... it's so Ivory Tower
they mention "the pit." "some of us tried to get out of the pit" is a lyric from another song, which one? repetition means it's important. we know what the pit is now but hey
i like how this one seems to be from the salesman's point of view?
The End of the Contender
IT'S ALL ABOUT THE BENJAMINSSSSS
i love how this one with its sleeker synths fits in comparison to Wild Guess
Coid Reactor
oh duh this one has the pit lyric. some of us stayed IN the pit.
i heard this one live before it was released and it STILL SLAPS AS HARD THE SAME EVERY TIME BAYBEEEEEEE
Buddy, Come Over
i fucking love the synths in this one
i love how the guitar sounds like it's being played with in a cave
and then we'll get in ;) i'm obsessed with how it sounds seductive
i love it when jon just throws his voice all over the place
sick Two For Nero reference bro (synth that sounds like harpsichord)
lots of dead things in weird places (fox dead in the alley, someone's dead on the toilet in this one)
R U Happy?
sick "Providence" by Foals reference bro
CREDDAHORNIS <3 <3 <3
what do u mean the mountain is a lie? :( bro don't say things like that... we're all gonna go the peak bro :(
The Mad Stone
ARE YOU COMIN OUTSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE
have you been saving up - this one also seems like it's from the salesman's perspective
the idiots on Genius did not understand the concept of wordplay using the plane/plain homophone and were like "the usage of the word plain in the given lyrics is obviously a mistake" my friend they're referencing a mortal plane and winds blowing over a plain are you dumb
i love this one a lot
TV Dog
i like the usage of strings in this one a lot
jon wailing "i'm doing my best" makes me imagine him as the big eyed hamster meme
this one feels like an interlude
i like how some of these songs seem to end on what sounds like atmospheric noise (end of the contender, this one)
Canary
do they often use grand piano as instrumentation?
more pits... more themes of belief and disbelief
KEY CHANGE FUCKING HITS
SYNTH BASSLINE IS GOOOD
OH THIS ONE IS GROOVY AS FUCK HELLOOOOO
on my bones they feast, but that's fine. unbothered king
i really like it when they pull out objects and themes they introduced in earlier albums and so the fact that the letter from QF and this song mention birds/birdsong... In Birdsong, you know. i like it
Don't Ask Me To Beg
lots of people being eaten in this album??
i'm sorry this album feels gay to me i can't explain why
i knew this one would be a fucking banger from the title and so did everyone else and we were all right
Enter the Mirror
bro i knew the mountain was real bro we're here <3
i knew this album was gay
thje second i typed that he sang TWO MEN and i literally bust out laughing
i really like this one already
they were serious about this album being synth heavy and i loooove itttt
Your Money, My Summer
i don't like the chorus on this one :(
it's not immediately obvious to me how this one fits into the greater concept of the album but i have an inkling it's maybe the salesman? ("I spent your money")
Dagger's Edge
oooh very funky riff right off the bat
"you'll never be a famous dude" đŤ
another one ripped right off of Get To Heaven tbh
me building this rich mythos in my head about this salesman character
MORE DISCUSSION OF EATING PEOPLE
THE CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT âşâşâşâşâşđ¤¸ââď¸
City Song
i predicted this one would be the slow sad one
american cheese :)
it ties back into R U Happy?... love it
i think i was spot on about it being The Slow Song
a minute of jon howling into an echoing cave
The Witness
the way this starts out sounding like a 16-bit video game ost
THE GIGGLING??
ee has this nasty habit of ending their albums on an incredibly forgettable song (with the exception of Raw Data Feel and Re-Animator) and sorry kings i didn't like this one so much
NOW TO LISTEN TO IT WITH GENIUS LYRICS PULLED UP LOL
MOUNTAINHEAD TIME
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Sorry x Rare
A/N: I got two lyric requests for Sorry by Beyonce and Rare by Selena Gomez. They were both sort of two sides of the same coin so I wrote them together it mostly goes from rare to sorry. Thanks for the requests, fingers crossed it lives up to what you wanted! <3
Synopsis: You and Harry have been together for a long time but heâs not the same man you fell in love with anymore.
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I move my dinner around on my plate, my gaze on the man pacing outside the restaurant on his phone. My man. But it didn't really feel like that these days. These days, Harry was a stranger to me--late nights, phone calls interrupting dinner, waking up to find him gone and not even sure if he'd come home at all.
I watch him remove the phone from his ear in a rush, stare at it, and then shove it aggressively in his pocket. He walks back in, cheeks pink and huffing.
"Should we ask for the bill?" He sits down in a flurry. I stare at his barely-eaten meal and my own dinner mashed to bits.
"We've barely had dinner."
"Babe, we've been here for over an hour since..." he takes his phone back out to inform me of how much time exactly but something must catch his attention because his sentence dies on his lips. I stare, he was so distant lately. "I'll drop you off at home, I've got to meet the boys they decided to talk business-"
"It's 8pm on a Thursday," I state the obvious. "Can't you catch up with them la-"
"This isn't an argument Y/N," Harry finally looks at me. He was done discussing it. He lifts his hands to the waiter and a minute later dinner's been paid for. He wasn't my baby, I think as we stroll outside to his car. I don't know who this man was.
***
I wake up the next morning with the weight of Harry on the other side of the bed. I could smell him, the booze sitting in his pores.
âUgh,â I groan, not wanting to smell that first thing in the morning. I get up and start my day before I head to work. Soon, Harry appears squinting as I stir sugar into my coffee.
âI need a coffee,â he says, his voice hoarse. It used to sound sexy but now it was just another reminder that things changed. We lived like roommates and it hurt that he never wanted to talk. Half the time, he acted like I wasnât even there.
I watch him settle with his coffee, taking the first sip and letting out a deep breath. A memory comes to me suddenly, the first year we were dating,
âI think this is the best coffee Iâve ever had,â it was the first night Harry had stayed the whole night and Iâd made him coffee in my outdated coffee maker. It came out burnt half the time but that morningâs cup was decent. Weâre swaddled in my blankets--the room I rented back then had poor circulation in the winter.
âI think youâre still slightly drunk,â I lean my shoulder against his and cup the warm drink. âIâve definitely had better coffees.â
âMaybe coffees are just better the morning after,â he says, glancing at me and I know he can see the flush on my cheeks. He knew I was shy talking about certain things in the light of day.
âWe can say that,â I mumble into the cup. âItâs just nice to have a heat source.â
âHere,â he takes the cup from me and reaches over to put both on the nightstand.
âHey I wasnât done with that.â
âI know but if youâre cold, I know this other heat source--it even works for hypothermia.â
His statement causes a blood rush that warms me already but I donât say no to what he has in mind. I could make us another cup later.
Harry catches me staring when he looks over and raises an eyebrow. I snap out of my thoughts and twist my lips into a smile, looking back at my own drink bitterly. Who was this man in front of me? Out loud, I ask: âHow was your night? You came in late.â
âI was out with the boys.â he says in a tone that meant he didnât want to talk about it. âIt got late.â
âA text wouldâve been nice,â I say, still looking at my cup.
âSânot like you were waiting up,â he turns to walk back towards the bedroom.
âLearned not to,â I mumble but I know heâs heard me with the way he pauses. But he didnât care enough to argue, dispute it, nothing. He leaves.
***
"Guess who just made a commission that's more than I used to earn in a year?" April walks into the small office, an infectious grin on her face.
"You sold him on it?" I put away the file I'm working on and jump up to hug my friend.
"I had to flirt a little--give him a vivid picture of what he could have there, and he signed! I'm bloody brilliant."
April was my American ex-pat who I met when she was looking for a flat a few years ago. And now here she was, working for me at the small real estate office I managed with a few other people I considered friends.
"Do you know if he was single?" I tune back in to hear Janelle asking.
"No, don't give her bad advice!" I scold Janelle. âWe donât date clients.â
"I'm miserably single," April pouts. "I'll take advice even if itâs bad."
"Bad advice is to stay with your college sweetheart to the point where you're not sure he even cares about you." I say to no one in particular. It was just us in the office today, and they knew everything about my life so I didn't care much. But the pin-drop silence that follows is different. I look up to see my friends eyeing each other. "What?"
"Nothing." They stay tight lipped but I push and they crack. "Well, so...we know things are rocky between you and Harry..."
"Things aren't rocky," I clarify. "They're just...nonexistent."
"Right," April slides closer. "Soo, we saw him at the club yesterday."
I raise my eyebrow, "He told me he was meeting up with his boys."
"Oh!" They sound surprised I know, but they look at each other again so I push them. "He was...there was a girl? Sitting on his lap for most of the night? Like, nothing happened I don't think so?" She turns to look at April at the end of each sentence.
Personally, I feel gut-punched even though I suspected this. I knew he wasn't where he said he was going to be sometimes, or with who he said he was going to be with. But he cut our own dinner short last night to be with strangers yesterday? I grip the pen in my hand.
"Y/N honestly...you know we love you and support you. But, you're a special girl and you deserve better than that sod."
"Yeah," Janelle puts her hand on my shoulder. "You're a gem Y/N. There's someone else out there who's gonna see how rare you are."
"I know," I blow my cheeks out. We'd had different conversations like this before, although never this direct. I guess we'd never had direct proof of what my husband was doing until now though.
"He's an idiot not knowing you're so rare," my friends try to comfort me. I feel my eyes well up and I swipe at them. I wasn't going to cry at work but they must sense the tears because they excuse themselves, "We're going to get you a tea, and some pastries to celebrate April's sale. April?"
I keep my face buried in my hands as they leave, take a few deep breaths. "I am rare," I say to myself but even that makes me laugh bitterly. Harry and I had been together for 5 years and here I was trying to count up all the reasons we should stay together when he didn't even care. He was out with other women, and I was waiting around for him.
"I'm rare," I say again. "I'm special, I deserve better. I...deserve better."
When will u be home tonight? I text Harry before I lose my nerve.
Busy he says. Thatâs it. And then, Why?
What time? I ask again.
8 or so, he responds.
Okay, we need to talk then. I put my phone away, too scared what he might text back. A tear falls from my cheek onto my keyboard, landing on the letter H. It mocks me. I wipe it off, and before I can think about what I'm doing I smash the letter down with my fist. I stand up and walk to the back of the office, a window overlooks the busy street. I'd had enough, I decide. Fuck Harry.
Iâm not sure how long I stand there stewing, but my friends walking in with pastries and tea ends the emotional boiling pot from overflowing.
"Thanks," I take the cup from them.
âSo we were talking and...â April looks at Janelle and she nods. âYou should come out with us some time. Like...tonight. Dance with us, with other people...â
âI...Iâve got something at 8,â I come up with an excuse. As angry as I was, I wanted to have this conversation. It was long overdue.
***
I check my time again, the last text Harry sent me Ok. But it was 8:25 and Harry still wasnât home. Iâd give him five more minutes, I decide. Iâd already tried to ring him with no answer.
I stare at the ring on my finger, it was supposed to symbolize a promise he made to me. What a fucking joke. I shouldâve never said I do in the first place.
Was it young love, I wonder. Did we do this too fast and we were just set up to fail? But I remember the good memories, the soft and sweet times between us.
âI-Iâve never done something like this before,â I tell Harry. âI hate heights.â
âListen,â he crowds around me, blocking my view of his friends who are walking up the narrow trail like it was any old walkway. âYou go in front of me, Iâll have my hand on your back the whole time. I wonât let you fall. I promise.â
I look up into those gentle eyes and swallow my fear. âOkay.â
âI promise it will be so worth it,â he gushes, his excitement uncaged now that Iâd agreed. âThereâs no lights there so the stars are so bloody bright--I know youâre going to love it!â
I canât help it, my lips crack into a smile at his boyish excitement. He catches it and pauses, a breath in this whirlwind of a night. What started out as a house party turned into a walk to a local beach which turned into a hike into the woods and up a precarious--and very steep--ridge to get to an isolated lookout. Only with Harry did I find myself in these situations. And I loved it. I loved him, I realise then. My expression must change because he tugs on my hand, probably worried Iâd change my answer.
âWalk ahead,â he instructs and I nearly tip toe on the ridge thatâs at least 30 feet across. But his steady hand on my back pushes me gently and I walk across confidently until I look down 2/3 of the way. I freeze in place but Harryâs ready. âY/N, youâre safe here. Look at me-look...â
I crane my neck and he grounds me, oh my god how did I just realise now how in love I was with him? He squeezes my hand, asks if I was okay. I had to be, I couldnât stay stuck in the middle.
Inch by inch we finally make it to the other side and I jump off with a yelp which sets Harry off in a burst of laughter. Pretty soon heâs lifted me over his shoulder and carries me to the lookout on the edge. My feet had been through enough, heâd said.
And he was right--it was so worth it; the view with all the stars laid out. The buildings and their light pollution below were blocked out by the outcrops and it made the stars twinkle in all their glory. It made it the perfect place to be with the person I loved.
âIsnât it the most incredible view?â Harry whispers in awe behind me, his arms wrapping around my waist.
âI.....I have no words apparently,â I laugh and turn in his arms. âThanks for pushing me, this...it was worth it.â
He tucks a strand of hair behind my ears and gazes at me in a way that makes me want to squirm. But I hold his gaze.
âDo you know how beautiful you are?â he asks with a smile.
âCompared to the view,â I glance behind us. âI guess Iâm alright.â
âNo,â he guides my face back towards his. âThis view over that one, any day. Mâjust that lucky.â
My words die on my lips as Iâm overwhelmed by this feeling between us, the one I thought would keep us together like this forever.
He raises an eyebrow when I go silent and I shrug, âIâm all out of words today.â
I close my eyes as he kisses my temple. I turn back around and we spend the moment in silence, drinking in the view. His friends chatter around us but theyâre background noise. My life felt like a movie right now.
Before we leave as a group, I tug Harry back. This was a good as place as any to tell him. I press my lips to his, and it takes him a second but heâs kissing me back. Before it can get carried away I push away and tell him what Iâd been thinking all night, âI love you.â
He takes a step back, and then heâs grinning and pulling me back. âI love you! I love you listen, Iâve been wanting to say that for weeks!â
âWeeks?!â
âYeah weeks! My sister said it was too soon, I might scare you off!â
I think about a few weeks ago, I was intensely shy around him even then. Maybe she was right, but the idea that he talked about me to his sister makes me flush. I wrap my arms around his waist âI just...this moment is so perfect. I never want it to end.â
âIt doesnât have to.â heâd promised. âIâm yours forever Y/N.â
When 8:30 comes and goes I call April, she lets me know where they were. âWeâre so happy youâre coming! Are you sure you donât want us to meet you somewhere else?â she shouts into the phone. When I tell her I just wanted to be where they were she reminds me to text them when I was nearby.
I have to dig into the back of my closet, past the pantsuits I wore to work, the casual dresses and loungewear. I still had some of my old party clothes, just a bit tighter than they used to be. But for where I was going, it would fit in.
Before I leave, I take a pen and scrawl a note: âGreat talk"
My friends spot me as I walk in. The music is instantly too loud, the lights too bright, and there are too many people. But one of my them shoves a drink in my hand and pretty soon itâs the best place on earth. It was exactly where I needed to be. I turn off my cellphone and enjoy myself.
After a certain point, I donât even know who Iâm talking to, but pressed up against a body, feeling wanted, it drives me to keep dancing all night. Eventually, I crash at Aprilâs and donât roll out of hers until 11 the next morning. Harryâs barely an afterthought until Iâm tucked in the taxicab taking me home and turn on my phone. 8 missed calls, 2 voicemails and 13 texts.
Iâm shocked at the volume, Harry hadnât blown up my phone like this in over a year. I listen to one voicemail: âWhere the hell are you? I come home an hour late and youâre bloody gone with this stupid note here. Pick up! Iâve called you a billion times.â
I stare at my phone, I hadnât heard Harry this passionate since...well it was a long time. And all it took was going out late and not answering his calls, giving him a taste of his own medicine. It almost makes me angrier; I had to partake in this juvenile dance to get his attention, even though weâd been married nearly 2 years.
Heâs on a call when I get home, talking numbers or something. I head directly to the shower, clean up, and take my sweet time. It mustâve driven him mad waiting for me because by the time Iâm out he blows a gasket.
âWhatâs this stunt you pulled last night? Wanting to talk and leaving me a stupid sarcastic note just because Iâm late? Where were you?â
âOut,â I shrug. âI didnât know you were late. You didnât text.â
âI didnât tex--oh I see, now weâre being petty yeah?â
That irked me, âIâm not being petty. Itâs not like I get the same courtesy when youâre out late!â
âIâm busy, I canât always be texting you!â
Excuses, I laugh and he looks at me like Iâm crazy. âBusy what? Screwing other women-â
âDonât be making shit up-â
âIâve had people tell me that they see you with other women Harry! Sânot a far stretch!â
That quiets him. Finally, he comes forward to stand inches away. âY/N, câmon. You and me...this is stupid. Sure I go out to party but Iâm not-â
âStop.â he was actually trying to talk his way out of this. And because Iâd rather step in front of an oncoming train than cry in front of him, I head to the front door and walk out. Iâd find someplace to crash today, but I wasnât doing this.
***
âHowâre you doing?â Janelle asks. Iâd shown up at her doorstep and she set up her guest bed. She had plans so I spent most of my time burying myself in work, trying to get rid of all that angry energy pent up in me. Janelle had just come home.
âIâm just trying to move on. I donât want to talk about him, I just donât care at this point--Iâm fed up!â
âAs you should be,â she agrees. âListen, I know we had a crazy night yesterday but Iâm going out with some friends today and...maybe itâll help you?â
I think about the killer headache this morning, but I also remember how good it felt to forget for a bit. I agree. Before I know it, Janelleâs found something that fits me and weâre back at a different club than the night before. Her friends are familiar faces but after a few drinks weâre all best friends. It feels great. Until I spot Harryâs face.
âThatâs enough,â his face looms over mine as he pushes away the man Iâm up against.
âWhat the fuck Harry...â I trail off as he pulls me away from the middle of the crowd. I try to pry his hand off but thereâs too many people and heâs moving too quickly...and Iâve had a lot of drinks. âLet me go!â I say when we finally step away. Weâre in what must be a private room. He seemed familiar with it--of course.
âSo just because you heard Iâm out and about some nights, you decide to come here and fuck around with random men?â
âExcuse me?â I stare at him, he was out of his mind. âIâm out having fun with my friends! Iâm not here because of you.â
âReally? You come to the same place I come to all the time and dance with these strangers? And youâre drunk as fuck!â
âSince when did you care?â I ask. âJust leave me alone. Youâve been doing that perfectly fine the last few months.â
âIâm your bloody husband Y/N, you canât just-â
âThen act like one!â I shout, and in the muffled quiet of the room with the bass thumping through it rings out. âI donât need you! And you made it clear you donât need me. These rings are a fucking joke, here-â I take mine off and throw it at him.
âYou donât mean it-â
âI do.â I give him a level stare, suddenly clear-headed. Maybe Iâd process it later, but right now I was finally seeing what heâd become. He deserved to feel how I felt, and quite frankly, I didnât give a fuck. I flip him with both hands, âQuite frankly Harry, you can suck my d-â
âHarry!â A shrill voice rings out from the entrance that now carries the loud beats of the dance floor, swallowing my words. âLiam told me you were here!â
I glance at the brunette in the doorway and back at him. I couldnât even muster an eye roll; I had enough.
âY/N!â Harry calls my name as I walk out.
âNo itâs me, Becky?!â she tries to correct him. I canât help but laugh as I make my way back to my friends with a drink in my hand, feeling free.
***
âY/N, itâs Harry. I donât know how it got this shite just please call me back. Just give me five minutes thatâs all I n--message deletedâ
âHeâs moved on to the office phone then?â Janelle asks, her desk was beside mine so sheâd heard him as I checked my messages. It was two weeks since that glorious night when Iâd dumped Harryâs ass. Although a lot of my things were still at our house, I was just staying in a hotel right now while I figured things out. One thing I knew for sure though, I didnât want to see him again.
âItâs pretty pathetic,â I say. It was also pathetic how long Iâd stayed waiting around for us to be magically fixed. But that was something I was working on getting past.
âYouâre glowing without him,â April says from where sheâs getting her files together. âHavenât you got that showing out east?â
âYeah, oh god is that the time?â I rush to get my files in order. âIâll catch up with you later-â
âWeâre still getting drinks after?â
âYes, drinks!â I call out as I leave the office and head down to the lobby. I donât expect Harry there, and I barely have time for him as he comes up to keep my pace.
âHarry, Iâve got somewhere to be please leave me alone.â
âY/N, wait just please listen to me.â
âNo.â
â2 minutes!â
âNot even 1,â I spot my cab out front and head towards it. Iâm about to get in but Harry holds the door. âHarry let go Iâm going to be late.â
âJust let me talk to you, please!â
I finally look at him and heâs quite a sight. His hair is matted and without itâs usual bounce. Heâs got a rough look and a 5 âo clock shadow.
âYou had plenty of time to talk to me for months, you were too busy at the club. Sorry not sorry,â I tug at the door and he lets go, I donât spare a backwards glance as we drive away.
One of the showings is successful, I manage to sell the family on the home and we set up a meeting to go over details at my office later in the week. Iâve got a bounce in my step as I return to the office. I tell the girls Iâd meet them at the bar as I finalize my papers at the office. My bounce falters when I go head out after 5 to see Harry waiting outside the building.
âY/N,â he calls out when he sees me. âIâm not going to leave until you talk to me.â
âThatâs called stalking,â I say. A few people walking past us turn to glance at him and he notices. He moves to the inside lobby and asks me to follow. With a big sigh I do.
âI know what I did.â he begins.
âCongratulations,â I roll my eyes.
âNo wait, I know what I did to you. And sorry canât cover it. Just let me make it up to you, we have history and-â
âYou donât get it.â I stop his monologue from going any further. âIâm gonna be just fine. Without you. You didnât care about our history until you couldnât have me. I donât know what happened to you Harry, but youâre not the man I fell in love with-â
âI know,â he says, tears of frustration coating his lashes. âI fucked up, I-I didnât see what I had right in front of me and I just-â
âLet her slip away? Is that the best you can come up with?â I scoff. âYou know what Harry? Iâm done with this! Boy...bye.â
âY/N just--â he grabs my arm before I can leave and pushes something cold into my palm. My wedding ring.
âI donât want this,â I push it back in his hand.
âPlease just take it--hold onto it,â he pushes it back into mine and closes my fingers over it. âI canât...I canât hold onto it just take it! You donât even have to think about it-â
âHarry,â I soften my tone. He was desperate and even though some part of me thought it was about time he felt this type of way, my heart hurt a little. I didnât want him to see that though so I just tuck the ring into the pocket of his button up and pat it. âGoodbye Harry.â
I walk away with my head held high even though he calls out to me. I walk the few blocks to where my friends are waiting and their warm smiles are enough to help me push the memory of Harryâs teary eyes, and the real history we did have once upon a time away. I was done with him, no longer thinking about him.
I just kept telling myself, I was rare like a gem and I had to see that. And maybe one day, someone else will too.
#harry styles#harry styles fanfic#harry styles angst#harry styles x reader#harry styles fic#harry styles imagine#fic#writingsfromhome#Lyrics#beyonce#selena gomez#this one went through a million round of changes#I'm about done with it now#i hope I didn't miss anythingg
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College!AU - Hongjoong (ateez)
ahaha so iâm baaaack ;; super sorry for all the inactivity babes life has been weighing down on all of us iâm sure and i needed some time! This is the next installment of the college!au ateez series, and although i had planned to have hongjoong last, yâall requested him so much i wrote him next and changed the order around!Â
Authorâs note: Bullet fic,Â
Warnings: like a drop of angst if u squint ?? the word sh!t appears one time i think
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Hongjoong:
heâs so cute iâm Sad
ok so Joongie is just so loved, so treasured by everyone ,, every time he enters into a room everyone just đĽş
heâll walk into a room looking all sleepy in overalls or something and literally everyoneâs parental instincts awaken from the depths of college emotional indifference and suddenly ,,Â
thereâs world peace itâs a sight to seeÂ
so, our Hongjoongie is actually a double major!!Â
heâs a world lit major, and heâs minoring in gender studies so his emphasis is on analyzing feminist textsÂ
more often than not, the best way to find hongjoong is to just go to the library on the south side of campus at odd hours at night and youâll usually find him buried underneath a pile of books ;; (and more often than not heâll also be sleeping because baby canât stay awake to save his life ://)Â
But he really does love his major ,, and If u let him , heâll rave hours and hours about literature; analyzing them through historical context, societal reflection, the role of women, writing style.....Â
....he just loves what he does and it makes everyone around him love him for it too!!Â
He always has extensive talks with Yeosang (an english major who took a lot of lit classes with hongjoong hint go read the yeosang!au) on american 19th century feminist writings
they started their own book club and itâs literally just them two, no other members allowed, and all they do is eat finger sandwiches and shit on misogynistic men we sTAN
HoWEVer, although hongjoongâs work in literature is impressive and respected, heâs probably better known for his second major:Â
music composition!
music is the love of his life ,,, no buts thereâs nothing heâll love more than his art (except maybe you aha ha ha ;)
and people knew him around campus becaaaauseeeeee ,,,,, he would usually ,,, dj at frat parties...Â
it wasnât something he particularly liked, but hey money is money.
in all seriousness though, when hongjoong wasnât reading or writing papers, he was glued to his mac producing tracks and writing lyricsÂ
the only thing was ,,, he didnât actually sing any of what he wroteÂ
he never thought his own voice suited his songs, and would much rather sit on the sidelines moving along the creative directionÂ
and although the boys usually are the ones to sing his demos,, joongie always felt like something was still ,,, missingÂ
this is where u come in wink wonkÂ
youâre just a lowly econ major who surprisingly !! doesnât !! want !! to start your own fortune 500 company :DD !! wow so rare :)Â
anYWaYS,, youâre just doing it cuz your parents pressured you into pursuing a career with stable job opportunities and youâre kinda good at math and graphs sooooÂ
....why notÂ
but to be honest, you always felt trappedÂ
you were never able to stop that feeling of impending doom when youâd open your macro-econ textbooks ,,,
or how your heart hurt when you think about the fact that your life is headed straight to an incredibly mundane future :
a desk job, an overpriced apartment that barely has enough room for you, living in constant air pollution from the cityâs high carbon emissions, never finding true love, dying alone with 50 cats,  taxes...you get the drift
you usually pushed those thoughts to the back of your mind, negativity isnât productive and right now you had a world economics midterm to study for
but..
not that youâd ever admit it, your true passion had always been musicÂ
you werenât the best composer, you knew just enough piano to get you but; but you had a set of PIPES dAmN
your friends could usually find you at the dormâs music rooms ,, and whenever you felt stress or needed to unwind, youâd usually head over to those rooms
now ,,, these rooms are soundproof // but the trick is you actually have to close the door cuz if u donât......
everyone can hear youÂ
and by everyone I mean the entire floor
you were doing your usual thing at the music room one night when one of your friends came in to let you know everyone would be heading over to dinner soon,, u promised only one more song before meeting them upstairs on your dorm floorÂ
hoWEVeR, U DIDNâT REALIZE THAT WHEN YOUR FRIEND WALKED AWAY THEY LEFT THE DOOR OPENÂ
and soo ,, when u started singing again //// everyone heardÂ
and by everyone i mean ???!?
hongjoong :))
and it was love at first sight ,,, or ratherÂ
,, love at first listen??
he wonât ponder over the semantics, all Hongjoong knew was that he had been looking for a voice like yours and needed you on his tracksÂ
this man barged into the room and begged you to lend your voice for his songsÂ
...on his knees :00
you were in shock like what were you supposed to do?
this random man stormed in and got on his knees ,,Â
what was next ??
marriage ????
u didnât really say anything for a while just kinda looked him in his eyesÂ
but then your uwu instincts kicked in--u donât know what it is about this dude but u just wanna like give him candy or somethingÂ
and so you hesitantly asked for his nameÂ
and thatâs when hongjoong realized he was an IDIOTÂ
because not only was your voice heavenly, but of course you were cute too and he just presented himself like a complete and utter maniac and He DidnâT eVEN bOTHER To TelL You hIS NAme!
he wanted the ground to swallow him up but alasÂ
he got off his knees and shyly stuck out his hand and told you his nameÂ
you looked at him once again ,, and surprisinglyÂ
you took his hand with a small smile on your faceÂ
you ended up totally forgetting about dinner with your friends at the dining hallÂ
because hongjoong sat beside you on the piano bench and showed you his songs and lyrics, and you....fell in love <3
youâd never connected with anyone on this type of emotional level before and it was almost sort of overwhelmingÂ
it also kinda gave you hope too ,, because here was Hongjoong ,, someone who managed to get the best of both worlds : a music and a lit degree
and you thought that maybe ,, you could do something with music tooÂ
you guys exchanged numbers and scheduled to meet at the universityâs recording studio that weekendÂ
Hongjoong composed a track and you added your own lyrics with his help--after two weeks of mixing, mastering, producing, and recording ,,, you guys officially released a single!!
you really werenât expecting it, but hongjoong was a bit of a social butterfly and so the song became a hit on campusÂ
people were uploading it to their social media, sharing it with friends, playing it while they worked out, it was kinda ridiculous to youÂ
the student paper even wrote an article about it (and later you found out that the journalist was one of hongjoongâs friendâs girlfriend ,, (hint go read the yunho!au)
And when the song reached 10,000 streams, that gave you the confidence to do what you had always wanted to doÂ
you called your parents up on a Saturday morning to tell them you were picking up a vocal performance majorÂ
you were extremely anxious for this conversation, so Hongjoong decided to stay by your side for moral supportÂ
As both of you waited with baited breath for your parentsâ response, Hongjoong was also right there just ,, holding your hand so sweetly,, and that was driving YOU INSANEÂ
(because in these past couple of months you had gotten to know Hongjoong you had mostly definitely, absolutely, completely fallen head over heels for him)Â Â
after a long moment of silence, your parents agreedÂ
they werenât too happy about it, but they also werenât as against it as you thought theyâd be--the only condition was that youâd continue with econ and instead double majorÂ
it would honestly be hard considering the amount of mandatory classes and performances required of the vocal performance major, but you were too happy to careÂ
after your goodbyes with your parents, you looked over to Hongjoong with the biggest smile on your faceÂ
and it just,, absolutely melted his heartÂ
before he could stop himself he just wrapped his arms around you and twirled you around
and then :) he gave you the softest kiss on your cheekÂ
of course, after it dawned on him what he had done, he instantly turned red and started chucking nervously as he stuttered his wordsÂ
but for you, the newfound confidence and ADRENALINE after your successful phone call with your parents, you grabbed both sides of his face and asked him if you could kiss himÂ
Hongjoong was wide-eyed but LIKE HELL he would pass up this upÂ
so after muttering out a shy yes, yâall kissed awwww :))
and after that, you guys became a couple!Â
youâd show up to the frat parties he would DJ at and would always dance like an idiot with wooyoung in the corner of the roomÂ
and you and hongjoong would always partner up for music composition and performance projects: Hongjoong would write the tracks and youâd sing for them
you guys were honestly such a soft coupleÂ
you also picked up the habit of studying sleeping at the library with hongjoong because double majoring was hard and it required a lot of work
and it just, now became a thing for people to always find you along with Hongjoong sleeping under a pile of booksÂ
you guys kept on releasing more singles after that, and are currently working on an EP!
and honestly, you were so incredibly happyÂ
you had the most amazing boyfriend, and you were pursuing your passionÂ
and you felt just a little bit better knowing that your future was unclear
you no longer pictured yourself at a desk job, living out an absolutely dreadful lifeÂ
instead, you finally realized the multitude of opportunities at your disposal
and with Hongjoong by your side, you just knew everything in life would work out in the end!
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FEEL FREE TO REQUEST!
Love you guys! Stay safe and healthy!!
- Luna
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Honey
Paring: Mina Ashido x reader
Synopsis: Where Y/n secretly crushes on her fellow classmate, Mina Ashido.
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Earthy warm, rich, with a hint of sour components along with heaviness of a cocoa.
The aroma of a simple yet delectable coffee wafted into the nose of the (hair color) as she inhaled its exotic scent. A warm feeling growing in her stomach region as she sipped said drink from her favorite one-of-a-kind mug.
She snuggled into her jacket as she sat outside on the chair that was placed on the deck. With the sun barely rising, the air was perfectly warm and gentle, flowers beginning to bloom and birds chirping, typical for spring weather.
As she sat there with a smile on her face daydreaming away the sound of a door opening brought her back to reality.
"Jeez it's barley 6:30 and you're already up? You're the opposite of Aizawa-sensei I swear, always up while everyone is asleep! Have you even eaten yet?" Said the red-head as he walked into the view line of the coffee-filled (hair color) as a chuckle escaped past her lips. "We've lived in the dorms for a month and a half and every single time you catch me out here it's always the same questions Kiri."
The gentle blow of a breeze passed by as the sound of a busy buzzing bee was faintly heard.
Kirishima smiled. "Do you have any plans for today? I'm trying to see if Bakubro, Sero and Denki are down to go to the arcade. If you're not doing anything then would you like to go with us?" He asked while sitting on the chair next to her. The girl thought for a few seconds before opening her mouth. "I would but I feel like reading today. Besides I'd rather let "the boys" have their fun and do whatever it is that you do."
The sound of an apple being bitten into broke the silence, crispy yet sweet. The second Kirishima swallowed he started talking yet again. "You know, "
"Hm?"
"Mina is also coming. You should take the chance to confess-"
"EH?! I have no idea what you're talking about Kiri! Where did you get that idea that I like her. No wait more importantly how did you find out? Ahhhh I practically just told you I do-" Having out her mug down minutes ago, the girl who was in the middle of freaking out continued talking in a fast speed as images of said female flashed in her mind, making her stumble around with her words.
The poor girl could feel her heart thump in her chest and felt all warm inside. If there's anything that could get her to react in such a way then it was simply by mentioning her crushes name. Oh how easy it was to get her all worked up.
"Woah woah calm down! Forget I said that alright. But seriously hang out with us, you need to get out more often. I mean how is it that you have such good fashion sense yet you never leave your room unless it's for food or classes?" He spoke while rubbing the back of his neck, a smile plastered on his face. The both of them stood up at the same time with him grabbing the apples core in one hand and the girls mug in the other before handing it to her. She nodded.
As they walked into the building, now dubbed as their home, they walked through the lounge past the dining room and into the kitchen. Clearing his voice while walking to the blue sofa he looked back at her, "We're gonna be leaving at around 12 to get lunch and then to the arcade that's in the mall. See ya." "Alrighty! See you in a bit."
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Having been back in her room for just around two hours gaming on her counsel, she got up and looked at the clock on her pastel (favorite color) wall. 'Mm it's only 9:15. I should go shower now so that I have enough time to dress on my very own existence and to choose an outfit.' That means I have two hours and forty-five minutes, which means at least a good hour and thirty minutes to shower and that leaves me with an hour and fifteen minutes which then means I have a good thirty minutes to think about my life while sitting on the corner of my bed in a robe and forty-five minutes to get ready. Perfect.'
And with that she grabbed her towel, bathrobe, shampoo and conditioner, razor (only if you shave, if not then forget that), body soap, deodorant and comb. Taking a quirk look to see if she has everything, she walked to the bathrooms that she shared with the other girls and instantly began her shower. (If you're african american/any other person I didn't include and you wear a wig then instead of shampoo and conditioner you grabbed a shower cap to protect it. I heard it's not supposed to get wet but correct me if I'm wrong.)
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After her shower she made sure to brush her hair to untangle it before it went back to being straight/wavy/curly. (If you're like me and you have curly hair then obviously you have to put curl smoothies, protection sprays, etc.) and young-life crisis thinking, she began to look through her closet. Before picking out two different options.
(Option 1)
(Option 2)
After a minute on deciding what to wear, Y/n choose the (1/2) option and quickly slipped on the clothes before putting on her shoes. Glancing at the clock and seeing that she only had ten minutes before they were gonna meet up she grabbing her phone along with earbuds/airpods and closed her bedroom door before soon heading towards the elevator.
Scrolling through her phone she clicked a song and began humming along to the lyrics.
By the time she arrived in the lounge, a new song started playing. Looking up she soon spotted the group and started to walk to them when she realized a certain person was missing. "Hey guys where's MinaAAA!" She shrieked as a pair of slim arms wrapped around her body and a head full of pink hair and yellow beady eyes peaked freon behind her. "Hey silly. I'm right here and ready too rumble!"
'Thump.. Thump.. Thump..'
Y/n's heart started to beat like crazy again once her brain processed what just happened. Before she could even talk someone started talking. "Let's get going you extras. I'm hungry and I don't wanna wait around all day." Ah yes, Bakugou. "On it bro." Denki replied as Mina stepped from behind me and walked up to Sero and striked a conversation with him. Speeding up a bit Y/n walked next to Kirishima just in time for Denki to start cracking jokes.
"Hey L/n why do bees have sticky hair?" He asked as Bakugou and Kirishima were listening. "I don't know, why?"Â "B-because they use honeycombs!" He shouted as he busted out laughing while Y/n giggled. "How do you idiots find that funny? Is your humor that broken." Bakugou muttered as he turned his attention to Sero's and Mina's conversation.
Feeling sorta left out from the group due to the fact that she doesn't exactly hang out with them as much (except for Mina and Kirishima), she took out her earbuds/airpods and turned on her music again. This time 'it's not u it's me' by Bea Miller and 6lack started playing.
Smiling to herself she began to sway a bit to the music as they neared the mall. As cliche as it sounds, music was always there to comfort Y/n. No matter what would trouble her, she'd always turn to her favorite playlist. Once they all entered the mall and headed straight to the food court she turned off her music and tuned in the the groups conversation.
"Hey L/n," Sero began as the girl turned her head to gaze at him and hummed quickly to show that she was paying attention. "What are you gonna get to eat?" "The only place I ever go to grab my food. I'm gonna head to (restaurant) to grab my usual." Nodding, he soon turned to Mina and quickly talked. "Mina since you said you wanted to try something new to eat you should totally go with L/n." "Holy cow dude! You're totally right." She said as she pumped her fist in the air and walked towards me. "Let's go L/n, I'm super starving." Grabbing my hand she started dragging me. "H-hey broski you're going the wrong way." She chuckled as the Pinkette stopped in her tracks, said a loud "Oops." And took the girl in the right direction. (Is Pinkette a word? Probably not.)
Once both girls ordered their desired meal and sat down, they began to eat in peace for a good few minutes before Mina's phone rang. Smashing the accept call, she out it on speaker. "Whafs uf-" She managed to say as her mouth was filled with food. "Hey Pinky, tell L/n that me and the guys decided to skip the arcade and headed to Game Stop and grabbed the new Cyberpunk game. We're currently on our way to the fast-food place near the school and then we're heading back to the dorms." A loud Denki said, as we heard grunts and insults from Bakugou from their side of the call.
'Wait wouldn't that mean that Mina and I are now alone... Is this considered a date? Of course not. As if she'd even like you.' She thought as she then asked Mina why they suddenly decided to switch their plans so suddenly without saying a word in the first place until now. Without a word the girl hung up the call and continued eating.
"N/n you know that American movie where the princess and prince turn into a frog for the whole movie and then they fall in love and miss then poof, they're human again?" Mina asked breaking the silence that once stood there. "Hm? Oh yeah! 'Princess and the Frog'. I watched it before. Sucks how African Americans finally got recognition from Disney and instead they get bullshit since the two main characters are frogs for three/fourths of the movie!" The (hair color) shouted angrily as she stabbed her food. Laughing at the girls reply, Mina leaned forward in her seat. "You know that dessert they show in the movie a lot? Beignets? I wanna try one so bad." Both girls sat in silence as they got lost in each other's eyes.
'Thump.. Thump.. Thump..'
Feeling her heart flutter, her gaze shifted back to her food. "How about we buy the ingredients and make it? I made it once for a school fair and everyone seemed to like it. Only if you're down of course!" "Wait for real? Like for real real? Big bet let's hurry up and eat!" And with that the Pink haired girl began scarfing down her food, cho.king a few times.
Once they were both done and cleaned up after themselves, both girls left the area and walked to the supermarket. The duo sparking a conversation about their hobbies and interests, soon made it into the supermarket. Walking down aisle after aisle grabbing ingredients left and right, Mina suddenly grabbed Y/n's hand. "Since it's Saturday me and you should totally have a sleepover in my room. Let's go grab more snacks!" And just like before, she dragged you out of the aisle and into the candy and chips one. 'My poor wallet.' Y/n thought as she silently cried. 'Then again if it means I get to hang out with her more ... Ahh! I need to be more social with her. I mean we do talk a lot but I get so freaking flustered and it messes me up. Then again at least I can talk to females unlike Midoriya. Ha in your face!' Feeling pumped the girl grabbed the snacks that were occupying her friends arms, shoved them in the basket and speed walked to the check out line, payed for everything and with both girls holding two bags in each hand they soon began their journey back to the campus dorms.
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Entering the dorms, both females headed straight to their rooms and quickly changed. Mina wearing blue shirts with a yellow shirt while Y/n wore (f/c) satin shorts along with its matching tank top.
Both now in the kitchen with aprons on, they took out the items they brought for the beignets and placed it on the counter. 'MISS YOU!' by CORPSE was blaring from Y/n's phone as she bopped her head and hummed along to the lyrics while she added the warm water, sugar and active yeast in a bowl and whisked it while Mina measured the other ingredients, which Y/n soon regrets for the face that a mess of flour was all over the counter.
After mixing the rest of the ingredients in the watery liquid and letting it set on a lined baking sheet, Mina took out the fryer and added oil so that it could be ready for later. "Hey n/n can I play a song?" "Of course silly. I wanted to change the song anyways." Laughing like a maniac, Mina grabbed the phone and quickly typed away before placing the phone back on the counter.
"Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead"
The voice of both Smash Mouth and Mina's rang out in the air as the girl started singing the lyrics. "Heyyy you should sing with me! Come on." She said as she twirled around the kitchen floor. Giggling as she put the bowl filled with the dough in the fridge, she began shouting the lyrics right along with Mina.
"Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets?
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow"
Now moving her head to the beat, both girls grabbed each other's hands and began dancing like crazy with not a care to the world, swaying their hips side to side as they sang the next verse with all their heart.
"Hey now, you're an all-star, get your game on, go play
Hey now, you're a rock star, get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold"
As they continued singing, they began to clean the dishes and put most of the ingredients they wouldn't be using anymore away and took out a pair of tongs, paper towels, powdered sugar and honey from the cabinets. After a good 30 minutes past Mina turned on the fryer, the familiar 'click' of the knob sounding. Taking out the bowl from the fridge, Y/n placed the soft, glutinous dough on the now flour dusted counter and began following it out with the rolling pin until it was a good quarter inch thick and began to slit the doughy flesh making two inch squares just as Mina grabbed a few pieces and dropped it into the hot oil.
As time went by, they were finally finished frying. All they had left was to dust powdered sugar and drizzle honey to it. The second they did so, they took half the batch with them along with a few drinks and the snacks they brought and went to Mina's room. Closing the door on their way in the brightly pink room, they sat down on the bed and hopped on Mina's laptop to watch 'A Slap On Titan'.
"Armin had broken the silence as the video zoomed to the top of the wall, the starry night sky coming into view. "Do you ever with that humans could photosynthesis?"
Eren surprised with the sudden question, instantly replied. "What? No."
"I do... I think it'd be cool to be a plant." The scene then changed to show the Survey Corps coming back from a mission."
Liquid shooting out of her nose, Mina laughed as she grabbed a tissue and wiped her face, watching as Y/n pressed a pillow against her face to muffle her loud laughter. The now chuckling girl took the pillow from her face and noticed Mina's smile that was directed at her direction. Shooting back a toothy grin, she got lost in her eyes yet again.
'Ah jeez she saw me laugh... She looks so cute.'
"You know the beignets were really good." Mina said as she scooted next to her and leaned her fuzzy head on the girls shoulder. "You think so? I hope the others enjoyed the ones we left for them. I'm so happy we got to spend today together! I would have never expected this to happen ya know?" 'Play it cool Y/n. This is no big deal at all, she's probably just a bit exhausted from all the walking and baking we did earlier. Yeah, that's right-'
"You know, I'm the one who told the boys to leave us alone and to head back to the dorms."
That caught her off guard.
"Excuse me?"
Humming to herself, Mina life's her head slightly to look at the (eye color) girl. "Listen silly, I know when it comes to academics I'm not exactly smart, but when it came to you it was easy to figure you out." Furrowing her eyebrows in confusion, she urged the girl to continue talking. "I know you like me." Y/n's breathing stopped for a second, her heart beating rashly against her chest. How was it possible that the girl she's secretly liked from a distance knew? "Listen I-" She was cut off as a pair of soft pink hands covered her mouth.
"Hold up! Hear me out before you start talking. I sorta found out a few weeks back when I overheard you tell Iida about your feelings. Ever since then I confronted him and I made up this plan for both you and I to hang out alone. Like a date but it's not a date since you wouldn't know? Ahh anyways after I came up with the plan I began noticing how you'd act completely normal around the other girls, but when it came to me you'd barley mutter a word, despite you being super-duper confident." Y/n felt herself breathe again as she stared at the girl, her eyes now filled with curiosity and her head amused at the girls statement. She took the words to heart and found it to be true when she said she'd act differently around her. I mean how could she not when her heart would beat fast, her stomach flutter in nervousness and her brain would completely shut down on her.
"So wait... You like me?" She spoke slowly to make sure her voice wouldn't just randomly give up on her. Now sitting up straight, the pink haired girl nodded as she shyly smiled and rubbed the back of her neck. "I do."
'She likes me..'
The second her brain processed the two words, she locked eyes with her and then shut them down before slowly leaning forward. The feeling of her plump, powdered sugar dusted lips faintly against hers before both girls lips soon meshed into one and began harmonizing as if creating a symphony. It felt passionate and intense, yet delicate and sweet.
Sweet like the honey from the beignets they had moments ago. The floral yet earthy taste now onto her very own lips. Deliciously golden and wild. The strong fragrance drifting slowly to her nose, similar to a white dandelion falling slowly to the ground after being blown by the wind on a vibrant, sun-filled day.
They both soon pulled away, gasping a bit for air. Y/n felt her body get warm as she realized what just happened. "I like you, Mina. A lot. And I'm glad you like me too." She finally confessed. "Finally n/n, I've been dying to hear you say that. Now then let me ask you this, will you be my girlfriend?" Mina asked, her eyes shining as bright as a star in the dark. Y/n leaned forward and kissed the girls nose before speaking. "I'll be happy to be called yours," Both girls soon in each other's arms, held one another until she spoke again.
"Out of all the pretty girls in this world, I'm glad to share this space with you."
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folklore first listen
pls feel free to ignore this, i just wanted to record my screaming on my blog so that i can refer back to it and laugh at myself someday x
The 1
THE PIANO OMG I LOVE IT AND I LOVE THE BEAT I looooove THIS SONG ITâS SO NOSTALGIC WHO THE FUCK IS IT ABOUT OH MY OGD IM SCREAMING also the swearing Iâm living⌠ok seriously who is this about I am losing my mind. This is so bittersweet Iâm ?!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY LOVE THIS
CARDIGAN
I ALSO LOVE THIS WHAT ITSâ SO NOSTALGIC and the music video is so pretty wit the green and she looks like an actual forest nymph with the piano and the water and itâs all incredible. YOU DREW STARS AROUND MY SCARS BUT NOW IâM BLEEDING???????? BITCH. THE LYRICS IN THIS ARE FUCKING INCREDIBLE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK OH MY DISJFASLDFNSADF OH MY GDO I knew youâd linger like a tattoo kiss??????? MAAM?
The last great American dynasty
SO INTRIGUING HOW SHE WROTE THIS??? WHAT IS IT ABOUT? IDK BUT I LOVE IT
Exile
BON IVERRRRRR I LOVE THE WAY HIS VOICE SOUNDS IN THIS AND THE CHORUS IS HAUNTINGLY BEAUTIFUL and the background vocals⌠omg. This album his the most unique thing sheâs ever written I????? I LOVE HOW HER VOICE SOUNDS N THE CHORUS. âYou were my crown now Iâm in exile seeing you outâ? YOU KNOW LIKE I CAN IMAGINE THESE SONGS AS THE SOUNDTRACK TO SO MANY OF MY FAVOURITE FANTASY BOOKS IM LOSING MY MIND. ALSO OH MY GOD BON IVERS VOICE AT THE END HOLY FUCK!!!! THIS IS SO GOOD THIS IS ONE OF HER BEST DUETS IM LOSING MY SHIT this song is incredible I am in LOVE
My tears ricochet
TRACK 5 TRACK 5 TRACK 5 AHH I LOVE HOW DEEP HER VOICE GOES AND THE BACKGROUND VOCALS OMG. Oh my god the chorus I am in love, I love her voice sounds so raw on this album, we havenât heard that in years IF IâM DEAD TO YOU WHY ARE YOU AT THE WAKE CURSING MY NAME?? OMG. This is fully giving me like fae woodland imagery I just love it, the vibes of it all! Â AS YOU BURY ME? OH MY GOD IS SHE A GHOST IM SCREAMING I LOVE THIS PERSPECTIVE. HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK THE BRIDGE!!!!!!!! THE LINES ABOUT SCREAMING. THE BRIDGE IS UNBELIEVABLE AND THE WAY IT JUST FADES OUT I?
Mirrorball
Omg I love the vocal effects! This is full indie pop vibes I AM DIGGING IT. OH MY GOD THE CHORUS BROOO OK I OFFICIALLY LOVE THIS SONG ITâS EXACTLY THE KIND OF MUSIC I LIKE LISTENING TO. âDrunk as they watch my shadow, edges glistenâ oh wow the lyrics in this album are fucking otherworldly. Oh fuck this is  agood bridge. I really cannot wait for all the analysis of this album by smarter people because I am not understanding BUT I AM LOVING IT. ALSO IDK WHAT A MIRRORBALL IS BUT I LOVE IT ANYWAY. How does she know such fancy words, I want her brain
Seven
âI ht my peak at sevenâ ok but same? HEYY SHE MENTIONED MOON AND SATURN I AM LIVINGGGGG. Itâs so soft and wistful, those are the vibes of this album so far and I am really LOVING IT. PLEASE PICTURE ME IN THE WEEDS BEFORE I LEARNED CIVILITIY I USED TO SCREAM FEROCIOUSLY ANY TIME I WANTED?? IM YELLING I LOVEEEEE THESE LYRICS OH MY GOODNESS
August
ONCE AGAIN I LOVE THE VOCAL EFFECTS, I LOVE THE WAY HER VOICE SOUNDS. Â Omg the chorus is catchy! I love the way she sings âI can seeâ! OK THSI SONG IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES I MEAN JUST LISTEN TO IT? I HAVE BEEN IN A STATE OF SHOCK SINCE LAST NIGHT BUT THIS IS MAGICAL ETHEREAL GROUNDBREAKING NEVER BEFORE SEEN INCREDIBLE PERFECT. OHH GOD THE BRIDGE IS COMNIG UP- YES ITâS AJFDSNAFKJSDFAF SHE WROTE THIS SONG IITSâ SO GOOD MISDFN JASDNFLJK SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE AND SAYING US CAUSE U WERENT MINE TO LOSE!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAYLOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is one fo her best songs ever EVER OMG AND THE BACKING VOCALS AT THE END AHH AND THE BEAT DROP TAYLOR WHAT THE FUCK YOUâVE OUTDONE YOURSELF A G A I N ??? IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER FROM THIS FUCK
This is me trying
Firstly, this song title is such a mood, especially this year. The beat in this song s so good - THIS SICK BEAT. AHH THERE IS THS COOL INSTRUMENT IS IT A VIOLIN IDK BUT I LOVE IT OMG. ��THEY TOLD ME ALL OF MY CAGES WERE MENTAL SO I GOT WASTED LIKE ALL MY POTENTIAL AND MY WORDS SHOOT TO KILL WHEN IâM BAD I HAVE A LOT OF REGRETS ABOUT THAT II WAS SO AHEAD OF THE CURVE THAT THE CURVE BECAME A SPHERE I FELL BEHIND ON MY CLASS LATE UNTIL I ENDED UP HERE POURING OUT MY HEART TO A STRANGER BUT I DIDNT POUR THE WHISKEY! Oh god the âAT LEAST IM TRYINGâ MAAAAM. THAT LAST VERSE FUCK FUCK FUF ASJDO FUCK THE BUILD UP. Listen I donât know what the fuck this song is about but I do know that I love it I ADORE IT I FEEL LIKE EVERY SONG IS BETTER THAN THE LAST WHAT THE FUCK
Illicit affairs
Iâm so intrigued by the title of this song! I LOVE the guitar in this song omg itâs so soft and wistful? IT DIES A MIIIILLIOON LITTLE TIMESâŚâŚâŚ.. I love the little falsettos, that you picked out just for HIM! Take the words for what they are, a dwindling mercurial HIGH a drug that only worked the first few hundred times AND THATâS THE THING ABOUT ILLICIT AFFAIRS AND CLANDESTINE MEETINGS AND STOLEN STARES they show their truth one single time BUT THEY LIE AND THEY LIE AND THEY LIE A MIILION LITTLE TIMES. LOOK AT THIS IDIOTIC FOOL THAT YOU MADE ME YOU TAUGHT ME A SECRET LANGUAGE I CANâT SPEAK WITH ANYONE ELSE and you know damn well for you I would ruin myself a million little times. Holy fuck I have 0 words this is. Unbelievable itâs sunning I LOVE the bridge? I?
Invisible string
Oh lord I am not ready for this one. I love the way she sings the pre chorus! Were the CLUUUES I didnât seeâee-ee. Omg this song is actually so cute. CHAINS AROUND MY DEMONS? WOOL TO BRAVE THE SEASONS? HOW THE FUCK DID SHE WRITE THIS ITâS SO GOOD IM SPEECHLESS also I LOVE the strings in this song, I love the production of this entire album tbh. Itâs so chill and stripped back and it makes you focus on her vocals which sound soooo good.
Mad woman
TAYLOR SAID FUCK TAYLOR SAID FUCK TAYLOR SAID FUCK IM LIVINNGGGGG. ANYYWAY I LOOOVE THIS IM DIGGING ITTT I LOVE THE CHORUS EEEEK. the second verse omg I love the anger, the bitterness, you can HEAR it in her voice! Itâs obvious that wanting me dead has already brought you two together??? EEK THE BRIDGE a spinster? What a shame she went mad⌠YOU MADE HER LIKE THAT OMG BITCH
Epiphany
Omg the intro build up - I love it. This sounds like a church choir? Is this about a soldier in war? What? It reminds me of Dunkirk or something omg. This is again so haunting, very slow and the piano only adds to the somber tone
Betty
WHO? IS? BETTY??????? Oh hey this is a gentle intro with this instrument that sounds familiar but idk what it is but I love it. I love the melody in this omg!  SHE SAID FUCK AGAIN SHE SAID FUCK AGAI NOGAS JDFHLDSDKFLD TAYLORRRRRR WOULD YOU TELL ME TO GO FUCK MYSELF??? IM ONLY 17 I DONâT KNOW ANYTHING BUT I KNNOW MISS YOU! BITCH!!!!!!!! This is about like a lost first love! Anyway I really looove how her voice sounds in this and the melody���. I DREAMT OF YOU ALL SUMMER LONG OMG THE BRIDGE IS INCREDIBLE!!!!! Omg awww the only thing I wanna do is make it up to you so I showed up at your party?? AHH THE KEY CHANGE INI THE LAST CHORUS EEEEKKKKKK OMGGGGG WILL IT PATCH YOUR BROKEN WINGS IâM ONLY 17 IDK ANYTHING BUT I KNOW I MISS YOU OMG THE REFERENCE TO A CARDIGAN AGAIN!!!!!!!! AND THE STREETLIGHT! IM YELLING I LOVE THE PARALLELS AND THE MOTIFS and you can just hear the childish innocence int his song, I love it
Peace
This intro is SO COOL AND I AM VIBING HARD TO IT, I LOVE THE GUITAR IN THE BACKGROUND? Ok oh god I really like this one. The devilâs in the details but you got a friend in me Iâ THIS CHORUS IS AMAZING I ADORE IT. Omg this might be one of my favourites. Holy fuck I cannot get over how good the lyrics in this album are!!!!!!! I TALK SHIT WITH MY FRIENDS ITâS LIKE IâM WASTING YOUR HONOUR! Sit with you in the TRENCHES? Omg! WHAT IS THIS ABOUT I AM YELLING!!!!!!!!! âClowns to the westâ oh hey thatâs me. EEK THE SOFT KEYBOARD IN THE BACKGROUND - YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hoax
Last song? Maâam I am not ready!!!!!!!!! THE PIANO IN THIS OMG. The chorusâŚ.. itâs beautifulâŚâŚâŚ.. YOUR FAITHLESS LOVEâS THE ONLY HOAX I BELIEVE IN OH MY GODDDD. Iâm yelling I love this so much. I loooove the angst of the chorus, the resignation that this is the one love she wants, even if itâs faithless!  âYou know I left a part of me back in New Yorkâ⌠THE LOUIS TOMLINSON PARALLEL DAFJKHASFKADS (I know you left a part of you in New York). âWhat you didd was just as hardâ omg what did he doooo?? MY KINGDOM COME UNDONE AHHHHH YOU HAVE BEATEN MY HEART! WHY IS THIS SONG SO BITTERSWEET IM ???????
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First Reactions To Loganâs Playlist
K first song letâs do this
White and Nerdy-Weird Al Yankovic
Wtf this song was definitely Joanâs idea I mean who else would think of âWhite and Nerdyâ for Logan
Is this like canon he listens to this stuff or like songs about him???
Not Perfect-Tim Minchin
TIM MINCHIN
Bo Burnham better be on Logan's playlist
#deep
Is this about the mindpalace/inside of Thomasâ head??? Cause like???? Ouch???? I think????
Lol nvm itâs not sad lmao
I take back my take back it is sad
So this could be literally âin his mindâ or it could be figurative and itâs really messing with my funky flow
Streaks-ANIMA!
Cool instrumental
Love the voice sounds a little like MARINA and Regina Spektor
Oh no Iâm two lines in and I can tell itâs gonna be sad
OH NO CONFORMITY RELATED ANGST AHHHHH
Wow Logan is just out here being relatable isnât he smh đđ
"Cause you're a smart kid, but you're still a kid" LOGAN REALLY BE OUT HERE BEING RELATABLE ON MAIN
The Elements-Tom Lehrer
Sounds like what piano class would sound like if I took piano class
Something you would listen to in science class
Bop
Medicine-STRFCKR
A Fever You Can't Sweat Out vibes
Lmao nvm
Gonna go look up the lyrics rn brb
A sad bop
Philosophy cool
Human-Tank And The Bangas
Logan playing this to comfort himself because this singer is the only person who has ever told him this
WHO HURT LOGAN WITH THEIR WORDS
LOGAN THE HEART SKIPPING COMMENT ARE YOU OKAY IM GIVING YOU A HUG
GUYS LOGAN IS TRYING TO CONVINCE HIMSELF THAT HE MATTERS IM NOT OKAY
Last???? Relationship???
Okay I'm not a shipper BUT my theorist analysis obsessed brain is just SCREAMING about Roman and Patton
Observation: Logan is probably atheistic and this song covers God a lot. I don't have a conclusion or anything just pointing that out
This woman do be calming tho like yes I'm beautiful yes I'm special thank you
Okay so I already knew Logan wasn't okay but he 100% isn't okay
Fittet Happier-Radiohead
K two words in and I can tell this is gonna be sad here we go
Employees? Or maybeâŚother sides?
Minor key ok
SELF HARM ISNT OKAY
"WILL NOT CRY IN PUBLIC" NONONONO
So I heard of a good therapist just downtown-
The Watchtower-The Dø
I paused it cause I need a second after the last one
Guys as someone who dissosiates a lot I think Logan might be dissosiating
Dissosiating to protect himself from his emotions
Y'all just trust me in this one
Coming for the TĂP brand I see
K ready to start again here we go
Fire beat I'm vibing with it
Is he trying to distance himself from his emotions to try and perform his tasks better like watching from a Watchtower???
This is the first character I've seen that might dissosiate which only means one thing
I'm gonna be projecting an unholy amount in my fanfiction
"No one in particular" hon who hurt you
City Lights=Emotions (which he considers distractions)??? Maybe??
I'm a William Finn fan come on this isn't my first rodeo
Art Is Dead-Bo Burnham
BO BURNHAM I WAS RIGHT
We all love some good Imposter Syndrome (tm)! :D
This gives Learning New Things About Ourselves' a whole new meaning
Ngl this is the first time I heard the degrading of the piano at the end and I'm here for it
In My Mind-Amanda Palmer
Oop we LOVE setting up impossible expectations for yourself to the point you have a cripplingly horrid self esteem! :D
Logan I've done this before and trust me it isn't worth it the mental breakdowns are too taxing
I'll do it when I'm older=I'm never gonna get around to it
I don't wanna be the person I wanna be either
Why do I perfectly understand every lyric am I ok
Live!!! While you!!!! Can!!!!
At least there's a happy ending
Okay so I've decided that once I'm done I'm gonna make a list of songs I think would fit in the playlist
Algorythym-Childish Gambino
K its spelled incorrectly get ready for some metaphors my dudes
Intro is cool definitely very very Logan WOAH OKAY CHAIN SMOKER
Gonna go look up lyrics I don't understand shit
The chorus sounds like Thanksgiving at my Aunt's house where like 100+ African American relatives blast house music and dance until their feet falls off
Nvm no it doesn't
GO OFF
ELPHABA BETTER WATCH OUT CHILDISH GAMBINO IS COMING FOR YOUR BELT
Adlibs are everything
Letter C-Zach Sherwin
This gives off the same vibes as that one pickle video by Charlie Puth
Roman vs Logan rap battle but it's this
I don't really see why this is related but sure
Time Adventure-The Marcus Hedgehog
Nostalgiaaaaaa
Okay Logan has too many songs talking about one (1) person who is it
I have a gut feeling that it's about Thomas and how Logan used to be enough "back then" but now he thinks he's not cause like let's be honest when was the last time someone gave Logan a strong sincere thank you for all that he does????Excluding DWIT (which doesn't really count in my opinion cause they said he was cool, not like an integral and arguably the most important and powerful side) nobody really appreciates Logan???? Hugs???
Anyway plz ignore this is just how my brain works
K next song
The Breach-clipping.
OKAY SLOW DOWN IM GONNA LOOK UP LYRICS
Is this Daveed Diggs???? I haven't listened to Hamilton in like forever is this Daveed Diggs???
LITERALLY PERFECY PARRALLEL TO LOGAN AND THE SIDES
Sound effects
Really just gonna fry my eardrums like that huh
What I Do For U-Ra Ra Riot
Okay scrap anything and everything I said about it being the sides Logan is 100% talking about Character!Thomas
Erase Me-Ben Folds Five
Ooh this intro reminds me of this one particular musical songs but I don't remember which one
Wait have I listened to this before????
I've listened to this before!
Okay I need to stop being distracted
NOOOOOO don't Erase Yourself!!!!
Logan really just do be having no Self Esteem don't he
Okay so theory: Logan didn't pop up in person in the last video because his eyes were too red from crying
I have 0 evidence so it's not a very good theory butâŚ
Just throwing it out there
One More Time with Feeling-Regina Spektor
Oh no it's Regina Spektor
Oh no I'm gonna cry
Okay so Logan doesnt wanna block of all emotion, only permit some to show???? But most of the time block everything????
Did I get that???
Nobody!!!! Thanks!!!! Logan!!!!
Awww he just wants love and recognition
Tbh this sounds a lot like Roman they have so much in common despite their constant arguing
Galaxy Song-Monty Python
Ooh Monty Python
I haven't listened to Monty Python so I sadly don't know the context
Really just dissing all of the other sides aren't we
Can't really blame him tho
Very scientific
"Yeau~"
Sweet with dark undertones. Love it.
Equation-Hans Zimmer
Later I'm gonna check the equations if they're correct XD
Sunrise-In The Heights
!!!!!!
WHO???!!!!!
K to this is one of my favorite love songs ever it's just so sweet and as someone who's bilingual the concept is just amazingly wonderful so yeah I may be freaking out
Also because WHO??!!
Okay I said I wasn't a shipper but let's be honest this is probably about Roman not romantically but like
OR MAYBE JANUS???
IM SO CONFUSED
But Logan is definitely Nina in this situation it just fits so well with her character for the same reasons I really wanna play her (but never will cause I'm exactly 0% Latin American smh) yeah the pressures to be the smartest and then it backfiring horribly and oh God what if InĂštil is also in the playlist ahhhh
Okay moving on
Lifeboat-Heathers
WHAT
NO
NO
CONFORMITY RELATED ANGST LOGAN STOP BEING RELATABLE AHHHH
IS THIS CAPTAIN THOMAS??? THE OTHER SIDES AS A WHOLE??? AN ABSTRACT CONCEPT???
IM NOT OKAY
Bohemian Groove-Will Connolly
Okay I'm still not recovered from the last song but I need to continue or else I'm never gonna finish this playlist
Eeecccchhhhhoooo
Your friends haven't surpassed you Logan you belong with them okay????
Emptiness despite success??? Millennial who???
Vibing with it but also are you okay
Nvm I know the answer already
Hug All Ur Friends-Cavetown
Okay so Logan is a Cavetown gay noted
Self validation??? Who's she???
Lies. You care so much about what other people *sides* think about you
Maybe Logan listens to this song to remind himself to not care too much
But it doesn't work and it's getting to him more and more
Oh
That took a turn
Breathin'-Thomas Sanders
Good move
Don't really have much to say on this
The Bidding
Spoopy
Alchoholic!Logan
New idea for us fan writers
The pronunciation of beurgoise
Okay I'm like pretty certain at this point that all of the songs that mention a someone else is about Character!Thomas
A Better Version
OHMYGOD I LOVE THIS MUSICAL ITS SO UNDERRATED I HAVE LISTENED TO THE SOUNDTRACK AND UNGODLY AMOUNT OF TIMES YESSSSS
But also since I know the song in terrified cause the feels are gonna come in I just know it
Wait so is Jayce supposed to be Thomas???
I am suddenly feeling much more uncertain about my certainty
Okay let me unpause and just listen to it (even though I already know all of the lyrics)
Okay so I'm a dumbass and apparently this song isn't even part of the playlist
Okay so I'm an idiot and the last few songs have all been "related to playlist" and not in the actual playlist I'm big dumb.
Anyway here's my list of songs I think would fit. (BTW, I only went off of lyrics for these ones. I realize that thereâs a general sound and vibe for the playlist, but I decided not to follow it.)
Oh No! ~ MARINA
Hug All Ur Friends ~ Cavetown
Bohemian Groove ~ Will Connolly
Guiltless ~ Dodie Clark
Lifeboat ~ Laurens OâKeefe
The Bidding ~ *idk who*
I Am Not A Robot ~ MARINA
InĂştil - Lin Manuel Miranda
Through The Eyes Of A Child ~ AURORA
Community Gardens ~ The Scary Jokes
Let me know if I should do this with the other playlists as well! :)
#sander sides#ts sanders sides#sanders sides#thomas sanders#tss#logan sander angst#logan sanders#ts logan#loganâs playlist#first reaction#self harm mention#tw self harm
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musicians that get constant stream on my Spotify
doing this cause I'm actually so bored. this is going to be a long post
5 Seconds of Summer (Australian)
Iâve loved these guys since their first album dropped and seeing them grow into these beautiful young men they are now fills my heart with so much love and pride.Â
Year I started listening - 2014
First song I listened to - She Looks So Perfect
First 2 albums have pop-punk vibes. 2nd album gets quite personal and has helped me through some shit. 3rd album is different but cool. Very vibey alt-pop stuff. EPs are very underrated.Â
All Time Low (American)
Whipped from the start. Probably the most unproblematic artist out there. Just a couple of boys who want to play their music and see their fans. Pureâ˘ď¸. On the final Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - Dear Maria, Count Me In
All albums up to Donât Panic are very pop-punk. Future Hearts is pop-punk but there was this idk growth thing and it was just somewhat different to its predecessors. Kind of the record where they grew out of the âwhiny pop-punk sk8er boisâ and into more alt-rock. Last Young Renegade was very different. Some pop-punk tracks some alt-rock some completely different. Loved it nonetheless. New songs scream Dirty Work and Iâm living for it. Dirty Work is also extremely underrated and everyone should listen to it.Â
Boy Hero (American)
A bit like the love child of Sleeping With Sirens and Panic! At The Disco. Idk how to describe it but itâs hell good.Â
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - How Far I'll Go (Cover). Rebel Flesh (Original song)
These guys have a whole bunch of covers. Self titled is pretty good. Also they like anime and they do twitch streams. Lead singer lowkey sounds like Brendon Urie. Got a powerful voice.Â
Bring Me The Horizon (UK)
Big British metal core band
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Can You Feel My Heart
First album was deathcore then went to metalcore and got less heavy over time. Lots of people didnât like the last album but I liked it. It was different but good different. Liked how they decided to play with new sounds. Also makes it easier to cover their songs.Â
Counterfeit (UK)
British rock band. Also surprise remember the guy who played Jace in the Mortal Instruments movie yeah well heâs the lead singer.Â
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Lost Everything
Got a some EPs and the album is great. Should not be slept on.Â
Ed Sheeran (UK)
Ok everyone should know him or youâve been living under a rock.Â
Year I started listening - 2011
First song I listened to - Give Me Love
First album was straight up acoustic singer-songwriter stuff. Cute and stuff. Next 2 albums experimented with sound and it was great. Thereâs at least 1 song on each album that will make you cry. Actually went to his concert for the divide tour and it was great. Very chill.Â
The Faim (Australian)
Alt-rock with some pop-punk influences in there. Fairly new band and went under the name of Small Town Heroes before the name change. Sounds a bit like Panic! At The Disco, Fall Out Boy and All Time Low. Â
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Midland Line
The EP Summer Is A Curse is out now and boy it is good. Just waiting for the album to be released. They wrote some tracks with Ashton Irwin, Mark Hoppus, Pete Wentz, Josh Dun and John Feldmann and Zack Cervini produced it. I have very high hopes for the album. Entire band has this amazing stage energy which is absolutely mesmerising to watch.Â
Fall Out Boy (American)
Once again if you haveât heard of them youâve been living under a rock.
Year I started listening - 2016
First song I listened to - Immortals (bless Big Hero 6)
Extremely pop-punk before the hiatus. Went into some cool different stuff after hiatus. Mania was very different than their previous albums and I actually didnât like it too much at first but I gave it a few more listens and I loved it.Â
Gang of Youths (Australian)
An Australian indie band. Different to what I usually listen to. Very chill.
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - The Deepest Sighs, The Frankest Shadows
Latest albums is amazing. All the albums have a mix of bops and sad songs so you never know what youâre going to be hit with. Great lyrics throughout. Talks about real life issues in a number of the songs, some personal to the bandâs life.
Green Day (American)
You have been living under a rock if you havenât heard of these guys.
Year I started listening - 2016
First song I listened to - Wake Me Up When September Ends
Before American Idiot was like underground punk rock songs. After American Idiot got some pop influenced melodies which got them into more mainstream rock. Bops, anger, sadness and overall feelings throughout. Broadway Musical version is extremely slept on and I saw the production and it is a masterpiece. Left me kind of breathless at the end.
Harry Styles (UK)
Living under a rock if you donât know who this wonderful man is
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - Sign Of The Times
Super different from his 1D career. Has some old classic rock influences. Bops and sad songs throughout. Powerful voice and has an amazing stage presence. Media portrays him so badly when heâs actually such a wonderful human being.
I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME (American)
Ex Panic! member and ex Falling In Reverse member come together to make some cool different music. 2 beans chilling in a band together.
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Choke
Music is kind of weird but cool. Bops throughout and should really release more music. Label company really needs to hurry up with whatever theyâre doing cause the albumâs finished but they havenât released it.
Mayday Parade (American)
This band literally writes the saddest music known to humankind. Also unproblematic and everyone loves them. On the final Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - Miserable At Best
First 3 albums are very pop-punk. Next 2 go into more alt-rock and pop-rock. Last album are a mix of both. It sounds pop-punk but still maintains that level of growth the band has gone through since the start of their career. Be prepared with tissues cause this band will make you cry.Â
Mike Shinoda (American)
The rapper dude from Linkin Park. Literally the only rap artist I listen to.
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Crossing A Line
Latest album is super personal but a masterpiece. Raps are amazing and vocals are on point.Â
My Chemical Romance (American)
Should this even be on my list cause theyâre not a band, theyâre an idea
Year I started listening - 2016
First song I listened to - Welcome To The Black Parade
1st album was post-hardcore and somewhat depressing. Albums got less heavier over the years. Each album also has a different theme so thereâs days where I feel like I need to listen to Danger Days and other days where I need to listen to The Black Parade. Also my music teacher likes them which really surprised me since heâs an old guy that likes to listen to jazz.
One Direction (UK)
Was a 1D fangirl and still is a 1D fangirl
Year I started listening - 2011
First song I listened to - What Makes You Beautiful
All of the albums are absolutely amazing. Got less pop over time. Lots of bops with some sadness thrown in which makes my heart hurt. Not afraid to bop to them in public.
Palaye Royale (Canadian)
Actually found them when CrankThatFrank did a video with them. Still waiting for the kazoo kid to perform with Satanâs Favourite Boy Band. Just 3 brothers who want to play some music. On the final Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Mr. Doctor Man
Boom Boom Room Side A is a quality album and Iâm so hyped for Boom Boom Room Side B. Rock band that likes fashion and makeup. EPs have solid songs in them.Â
Panic! At The Disco (American)
Living under a rock if you havenât heard of them.
Year I started listening - 2016
First song I listened to - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Each album has a different vibe to it so it depends on what you feel like that day on what you listen to. Didn't really like Pray For The Wicked but gave it a few more listens and I love it.Â
Pierce The Veil (Mexican-American)
Post-hardcore band of Sexicans based in America.Â
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - King For A Day ft. Kellin Quinn
Got less heavy over each album. Collide With The Sky is probably my favourite album. Currently writing album 5 which I am extremely excited for. Vic Fuentesâ voice is quite high and but you get used to it. Screams are excellent.Â
PVMNTS (American)
Pronounced as pavements but they decided to not have vowels. Also remember Tyler Posey from Teen Wolf well yeah heâs the lead singer in the band. On the final Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Jumping Stairsets
Has a lot of early 2000s pop-punk influences. Sounds like Blink-182. Very excited for some more music from them. These guys did a UK tour with The Faim. Released an EP recently.
Shawn Mendes (Canadian)
Living under a rock if you havenât heard of this sweet boy.Â
Year I started listening - 2015
First song I listened to - Stitches
Newest album is very real and super chill. Got some new different sounds in it. First 2 albums are heavy on the singer songwriter genre. Amazing writing and his voice has a somewhat raspy tinge and extremely powerful at the same time.
Sleeping With Sirens (American)
Yes this is the band where the lead singer sounds like a girl.
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - If You Canât Hang
Newest album is quite different to their past stuff but I really like it. Explored some issues in the songs which they havenât previously done. Overall either angry or soft.Â
Story Untold (Canadian)Â
Pop-punk band. Lead singer (Janick Thibault) used to post a lot of covers on YouTube. Went under the name of Amasic before. Lead singer low-key sounds like Billie Joe Armstrong from Green Day. Also kind of looks like Alex Gaskarth and Awsten Knight. On the final Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - History
2 albums out currently. 1st album was extremely pop-punk. 2nd album explored some different sounds but still pop-punk. Also signed to Hopeless Records.Â
A Summer High (American)
Found them through CrankThatFrank when he did a reaction vid to songs Iâve never heard before. On the last Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2018
First song I listened to - Pretty Little Liar
Think fetus 5SOS and thatâs basically their sound. Basically the kids who never left their pop-punk sk8er boi phase. Has quite a few covers and needs to tour with 5SOS. All 3 of them can sing and they sing like angels.Â
SWMRS (American)
Yes this is the band that has Billie Joe Armstrongâs kid in it. Also itâs pronounced Swimmers. Just they didnât like vowels. Originally named Emilyâs Army but they changed the name. Found these guys through a reaction to songs Iâve never heard before from CrankThatFrankÂ
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - Lose It
Kind of like indie-surf-punk idk but itâs good. Drive North has some anger and some bops just an overall good album. Canât wait for some new music from them.Â
Twenty Ăne Piløts (American)
Living under a rock if you havenât heard of them. Canât even begin to describe the genre cause theyâre just that different.
Year I started listening - 2016
First song I listened to - Ride
Bops mixed with deep lyrics and sadness. Raps are amazing. Poetic writing. 2 talented beans who deserve so much. New music is heavier and it will go so hard live I cannot wait.Â
The Vamps (UK)
I had a phase with this band and their first 2 albums get heavy repeat.Â
Year I started listening - 2014
First song I listened to - Somebody To You
First 2 albums are absolute bops. Mixed feelings from their 3rd album. Vocals are great.
Waterparks (American)
Metaphors. Metaphors everywhere. Godâs Favourite Boy Band. On the final Warped Tour.Â
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - Iâm A Natural Blue
The EPs are great also angry and a lil bit of screaming. This band are a blessing sent from heaven and are pure boys. Follow Awsten on Twitter for the best quality content. Don't expect anything from Otto on social media he never uses it. Double Dare is cute but also slightly angry. Entertainment is full of anger and angst and sadness and itâs beautiful. Excellent songwriting.Â
With Confidence (Australian)
Pop-punk. Very pop-punk. Jayden Seeley has a beautiful voice. On the last Warped Tour.
Year I started listening - 2017
First song I listened to - Voldemort
First album is a poetic masterpiece. Some bops and some sadness (looking at you Long Night). Excellent songwriting throughout. Love and Loathing is probably one of the best albums of 2018.
Lol thatâs it. Will probably update everytime I get into another band.
#5sos#5 seconds of summer#all time low#atl#boy hero#bring me the horizon#bmth#counterfeit#ed sheeran#the faim#fall out boy#fob#gang of youths#green day#harry styles#I don't how but they found me#idkhbtfm#idkhow#mayday parade#mike shinoda#my chemical romance#mcr#one direction#1D#palaye royale#Panic! at the Disco#patd#p!atd#pierce the veil#ptv
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Just Like You, Only Sweeter
Words: 1976
Pairing: wouldnât u like to know jk itâs Thomas Jefferson x Reader with a surprise
World: Modern AU
Warning: Sexy, sexy things in here mhm (not smut tho, but pretty suggestive), also profanity and actual dickbaggery, angst
A/N: Hey hey hey hey hey so on this episode of âshouldnât be writing this because I have requests to fill but still wrote it anywayâ So Iâve been listening to my old music playlist back in 2010-ish? and ya kno how teenagers are w their edgy music and #Relatable lyrics. This fic was the love child of listening to All American Rejects and Fall Out Boy. Points if you can guess which songs inspired these lmao
Thomas groaned in pleasure, his hands gripping your hips tightly as you peppered kisses down his jaw to his neck. God, you were beautiful. So, so beautiful.
âWho has to know?â
You murmured against his skin as you mounted him, your black-lined eyes half-lidded and the stink of alcohol unmistakably heavy on your breath.
He knew this was just a one-night stand. A rebound. And he was perfectly fine with that. Your ex, Alexander Hamilton, had actually grown a pair big enough to come crawling back to Eliza, the woman he cheated on, leaving you to rot in your head for weeks on end.
You had planned on sulking around your apartment watching Friends reruns and binging on ice cream. Thomas had suggested getting drinks.
âHe told me he would make it right with me.â You had sobbed into your multicolored drink, tears smudging your mascara somewhat. Your dark-skinned companion tried not to stare too much, but found that he couldnât help it. You were mesmerizing even when you looked like a blotchy raccoon. His heart clenched. âHe said he envisioned a future with me! A family an-and kids!â
âHamiltonâs an idiot, [F/Name].â He murmured matter-of-factly, instinctively using his thumb to wipe your tears away. He felt her skin jump at the contact. âHe had the most scintillating woman in New York City, and he let it go. Itâs his loss.â
His breath hitched when you looked up at him through damp lashes, still managing to look enticing despite crying for over three hours. His mind went into overdrive, desperately trying to keep the trickle of feelings at bay.
He watched with controlled interest as you worried your bottom lip, his heart beat pounding loudly in his ears. He canât allow himself to give in. It was better this way, he chanted in his head like a mantra.
But oh, how her eyes shined iridescent against the dark.
âWould you have done the same, Thomas?â You whispered, leaning into him ever so slightly. His control was hanging by a thread. âWould you have left me like he did?â
He stared into your eyes once more, losing himself in them as he all but gave in to his desires.
âNever.â He whispered, voice strained and thick with want.
You closed the gap between you two, pressing your lips hungrily against his. You needed the friction, the intimacy. You wanted to feel wanted. And when you reached completion late into the night, your head thrown back in bliss as his hands still gripped your hips tightly, youâd like to think you were.
You never saw him around in the weeks following your drunken tryst. It was as if he never existed. He wasnât in his apartment, or his favorite bar, or the library. You even tried visiting his workplace, but all you got was his secretary telling you he had opted to work from home.
Oh.
The silent walk back to your apartment was filled with sniffling and attempts to choke back your sobs, going through your memories of that night.
Did you say anything wrong? Was the sex bad? He had seemed so eager to bed you, and the morning after was spent lazing around and cuddling his apartment. What did you do? What changed that night after you went home?
You tried to ignore the tightening in your chest as you reached the front steps of your apartment building, but there was only so much you could do to reign in your emotions. Collapsing onto the steps, you sobbed uncontrollably into your hands.
Why is this happening to you? Didnât Thomas like you? Didnât Alexander like you? Did anyone like you?
â[F/Name]?â
You looked up from your pathetic, curled position, tears still streaming down your cheeks. Your heart seemed to heal instantly as you recognized those head of curls.
âThomas.â
Thomas Jefferson was not an emotionally intelligent man.
He was cunning, and crafty, and wise beyond his years. But youâd be damned to think he was, in any way, in complete control of anything that doesnât involve his head.
After your pity romp, he was a mess. The moment you kissed him had opened the dam that held all the things he felt for you at bay. It flooded out into every kiss, every stroke, every breathy moan he made because of your ministrations. It seeped into everything he touched.
And he was terrified.
He wanted to be with you every second of every day so badly it hurt. He wanted to care for you, support you. Be the reason for your smiles and laughter. The need to be yours never used to be this intense. It was jarring.
So he left.
It was much easier to be your friend. He could occasionally flirt with you without consequence, and you could spill every thought and opinion to him when even Alexander had trouble wheedling it out of you. Nothing was complicated, nothing was at stake. You both worked better that way. It was better that way.
Wasnât it?
A month had passed, then two, into his self-imposed isolation and he began to doubt himself. Maybe he was wrong. Maybe he had let himself overthink your situation. ButâŚ
God, he was a jackass.
He had left you. You came to him in your hour of need and he took advantage of it. He left you for dead after being so intimate with you. You needed him, you were in pieces. And he left you.
You probably hated him. No, he was sure you hated him. With everything heâs done, he wouldnât be surprised. He left you after explicitly saying he wouldnât.
Heâs definitely fucked up this time.
Grabbing his jacket, he made his way to the door. He didnât know what he was going to do, or how to do it, he just knew he needed to make this right somehow.
You nervously picked at the assortment of flowers on your lap, your stomach churning with anticipation and nerves. Of course, youâve practiced this whole thing plenty of times before. But actually being here, today, was definitely more than you bargained for.
âHey,â You turned your head to acknowledge the voice, smiling slightly as you see the familiar face of James Madison. âIt seems like almost everyone is here.â
The smile on your face was shaky at best, the anxiety in your eyes shining through. âYeah? Thatâs-thatâs goodâŚâ
James smiled at you reassuringly before stepping into the backseat with you. His warm presence enveloped the car, giving you a slight confidence boost. âYouâre nervous.â
You laughed. âIs it that obvious?â
âItâs normal.â He answered, taking the bouquet from you before you pluck all the petals out. âWhatâs worrying you?â
âGod,â Exhaling, you looked up, tears inexplicably welling in your eyes. âI donât- This is insane. I never would have thoughtâŚâ
The man beside you simply nodded in response, letting you have the moment to express yourself.
âTwo years ago, I never would have imaginedâŚâ You trailed off, fanning your face in an attempt to blink back tears. âHeâs everything Iâve hoped for and more, James. I-Iâm scared that Iâll wake up and find myself on the front steps of my old apartment againâŚâ
You were seated on a park bench, sun shining like a halo on you, as Thomas watched you laugh. Your hair fluttered gracefully as you threw your head back. He smiled, memorizing every curve and hollow of your face. He reveled in the fact that he was right. You were beautiful through and through.
His hand wandered slyly to your thigh, making you turn to him with an unreadable gaze. He smiled innocently, those pearly whites of his shining unabashedly. You rolled your eyes as your hands found his and laced your fingers together.
How could he have been that lucky?
He leaned over and whispered in your ear, causing you to turn red and shift in your seat. He pulled away to look at you, his eyes darkening with desire. Oh, how he wished to be the friction in those jeans you wore.
You leaned in to press a passionate kiss on his lips, your hands coming up to cradle his cheeks. He pulled you closer by the waist, nibbling on your bottom lip gently before separating.
With the grace of a cat, he pulled you up with him and brushed a stray lock of hair away from your face, murmuring how he wanted to get you home and in bed as soon as possible.
How could you have been this lucky?
James led you to the huge cathedral doors, your gown flowing easily around you, while the veil you wore drifted to and fro at every move you made.
âAre you ready, [F/Name]?â You looked up as a fresh pool of tears made its way to your eyes.
âThank you, Jemmy⌠For everything.â You whispered, throwing your arms around him in a tight, tearful hug. He returned the hug just as fiercely, your head tucked under his chin.
âI would never leave you alone like that, [F/Name].â He murmured, his voice thick with emotion and an edge you couldnât describe. âNow go, Mulligan is waiting to walk you down the aisle.â
Nodding, you reluctantly let go of the man you had quickly considered a best friend within the two years youâve known each other for. Straightening your back, you walked through the cathedral doors, entering the small lobby just before the main hall.
âAnd [F/Name].â James called out, causing you to turn slightly while Hercules fussed with your gown. âRemember, this is real. Itâs real, and you deserve this.â
You beamed at him, watery and emotional, before being led away.
James stared into the cathedral, watching you float down the aisle like a cloud. Your back was turned to him but he could feel the happiness radiating from you as you passed friends and family.
A few seconds later, without as much as a turn of his head, he called out a name that hasnât crossed his lips for a while now.
âThomas.â
Without missing a beat, a figure loomed behind the smaller man before taking his place beside him.
âJames.â
The Virginian, like his companion, stared straight into the cathedral, watching you finally reach the man who had helped you pick up the pieces. The man he saw making you laugh that day at the park. The lucky bastard who now gets to spend his days with you, build a family with you, grow old with you. All the things Thomas could now only dream about.
âGilbert will make her happy.â James said, as if hearing the other manâs thoughts. They always did have an unnerving knack for reading the other. Thomas rolled his eyes.
âHe has the most scintillating woman in New York City. Of course heâll make her happy. Heâd be an idiot not toâŚâ
The other man said nothing, merely coughing into his handkerchief as silence fell over the pair of them.
âYou know why sheâs taken such a liking to him, right?â
Thomas opted not to reply, instead choosing to watch you recite your vows. He knew you were beautiful even on a normal day, but today you were simply breathtaking, even from his perch by the large, ornate doors. What he wouldnât do to be the man standing at the altar with you.
âYou left a bad taste in her mouth, Thomas.â They continued to watch the wedding, watched as you exchanged rings, watched as the priest gave people like Thomas a chance to speak. âGilbert⌠Heâs just like you. Only, sweeter.â
Silence filled the air of the cathedral as they waited for anyone to protest the union.
Thomas finally turned to James, his eyes brimming with tears as a few already trailed down his cheeks.
âI know.â
#hello darkness my old friend#why am i like thiiis#hamilton#thomas jefferson x reader#thomas jefferson imagine#thomas jefferson#lafayette x reader#lafayette imagine#marquis de lafayette#hamilton imagine#hamilfics#hamfics#hamiltrash
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idk if u listen to them, but the head and the heart's first album for the music meme?
wow sav i didnât really take you for a green day fan, but i appreciate your relentless effort to be the niall to my louis, so iâm happy to talk about the iconic dookie album with you.
my first ever exposure to this album was when i was sitting on a bus for a school trip when i was ten years old, and a girl i knew had the liner notes to âlongviewâ and was showing them to me and was all đŽđŽđŽ so i knew i was supposed to find SOMETHING scandalous, but i didnât know what it was because i didnât know what masturbation was THANKS FOR NOTHING, CONSERVATIVE UPBRINGING. like i get that american idiot was a big deal for this band in terms of their ability to stay relevant and valid, like i would never discount that at all, but for me, they changed from a band i really really liked into a band that i could appreciate but didnât really vibe with anymore. dookie is one million percent my favorite green day album.
âwhen i come aroundâ is such a good fucking song. it feels good to sing it, itâs in an easy comfortable part of my range, i can do lots of fun harmonizing with it because the melody is simple as sin, itâs just a straightforward jam. this song was E V E R Y W H E R E when i was younger. my parents were HELLA STRICT about what music i was allowed to listen to, and this was definitely not on the list, but it was an inescapable part of the culture of just being alive in the mid-90s.
because my parents were so controlling, i didnât own this album until maybe six or seven years after it came out. so for a long time, i really only knew âwhen i come aroundâ and âbasket caseâ and âwelcome to paradise,â just from hearing them around. but when i had the album myself and could delve into the songs myself on a deeper level, it was a big deal. so for my next song, iâm going with âshe.â it was a single, but never on the level as some of the other songs. listening to it for the first time in my bedroom, it felt familiar, but i didnât know it like i knew the singles. but the lyrics were a lot for teenage steph who was super isolated and questioning everything and still in a lot of denial about how depressed she was. âshe...sheâs figured out / all her doubts were someone elseâs point of viewâ like are you kidding me, i scrawled that in the margins of every notebook i owned back then, fuck.
so like...the internet existed when i was a teenager, but it wasnât like it is now. there was no youtube. there was no wikipedia. if you wanted to know more about a band, you found some shitty fan-made website and hoped the webmaster had bought a decent selection of magazines and typed up, by hand, letter for letter, enough good interviews to get some new information. or if there was a great interview on someoneâs local radio station, maybe theyâd be willing to mail you a copy of it if you sent them a blank cassette tape. so like, i didnât know much about green day, i didnât really care to do all the work to find out much more about green day, so steph at sixteen or seventeen was unaware of billie joe armstrongâs âadvocateâ interview a few years prior where he talked about being bisexual. and i think a lot of the world is still really unfamiliar with this???? which is all to say that i had no context for âcoming cleanâ the first time i heard it as a teenager in my room questioning my sexuality with literally no one to talk about it with and no sense that anyone in my life would ever accept me as anything other than straight. that song fucked me up then, and it still fucks me up now. i remember taking it apart like a puzzle, coming clean, coming......out? maybe???? skeletons come to life in my closet, like..the closet?? i found out what it takes to be a man / mom and dad will never understand. it felt like a secret that i was discovering all by myself. i didnât even know at the time if thatâs what the song was about, or if i was just projecting something onto it that i desperately needed to hear, but shit, man, iâm getting really emotional just thinking about it.
thanks for taking this journey with me, sav!!!!!!
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ya know those react videos? how do you think that the haikyuu boys would react to anaconda or side to side videoclips (the ones of nicki minaj and ariana grande i mean) XD i just saw some videos of koreans reacting to these and it was so precious bcs they're mostly so innocent like ' THIS IS INDECENT WHY U DO THIS TO ME. ' - maybe for hinata, kageyama, nishinoya, daichi & idk kuroo? thanks! (btw i cant find the rules idk if i surpassed the character limit. if i have pls just choose the charas )
oMG lmao. for headcannons the limit is 4, although iâm sorry i havenât upload the rules yet..so iâm sadly going to skip Kuroo.. Also idk why but i only used the song anaconda
so, HINATA and KAGEYAMA are probably just staring at the screen, confused because they donât understand the lyrics and wondering if a butt like that is even possible, Kageyama starts to understand whatâs going and flushes and Hitana is just like âwhat WHATâ because he knows that Kags knows but heâs just calling him idiot
NISHINOYA would be kinda aroused tbh, he may try to hide it at first playing inocent tho, he kinda enjoys the video, but fuck the music is horrible, probably not going to play this ever again..unless..nah probably not
DAICHI would literally have no idea of whatâs going on, heâd be like âhaha suga come see this, oh americans..â he actually enjoys the rythm and saves the song on spotify, one day, heâs listening and humming to it while cleaning the floor of the gym, and Hinata, Kageyama and Nishinoya stare at him âdo you know that song?â Noya asks smirking âoh yes, yes i do, love the songâ Noya grins âsureâ, Kageyama just flushes and Hinata still has no freaking clue of whatâs going on
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hello i am here for the *cough cough* bts ask shit-thing :)))) so um like 2, 4, 6âââââ, 8, 9, 10, 14, 15, 16ââââ (i enjoy to see you suffer cc: ), 21, 23âââ, 24, 25ââ, 26, 28â, and 29 - love you, aoibheee
kassy i know for a fact that youâve given me hard questions i sware,,,, anyWAY THANK U BABE HERE WE GO
2. describe is detail the moment where you fell in love with your bias(es)?
wHOOO so here we go lads strap yourselves in this is gonna be a wild ride. sooo, as u maybe know kass i was v deeply in love with the piece of food we call googie (jungkook that lil shit) @ first bc this boy was my first introduction to bangtan. he was the first person that caught my attention (the first vid i watched was dope so yeah he was in a police uniform and he just looked so good i literally pointed @ the screen and was like âYOUâ) he was just go good-looking and charismatic an d fuck the slut was cute ok. the first pics i saw of him did not help with my utter infatuation like seriously look how could u not fall in love:
so yeah my infatuation with jungkook was not short lived but dUN DUN DUN HELLO BIAS WRECKER
taehyung slid into my dms abt two months after i had discovered bangtan anD THEN THE FATEFUL SHIP TAEKOOK,,, he was literally not there one second and i was having a peaceful relationship w kookie and then fuckiNG BAM hereâs this cute lil peach with the prettiest smile ive ever seen and a laugh i would like to be played @ my funeral and literally the best personality and voice ive ever seen or heard like please taehyung if youâre reading this pls marry me bb
so yeah now taehyung is my ultimate bias of all of kpop im just so in love with him. everything abt him just makes me want to pick him up and eat him like please taehyung jUST I LOVE U. i hope this answers the question lol im just all over the place bc i love him sm :(((( well the moment i fell in love w him was p much when i was rewatching the boy in luv and war of hormone mvs and i just stared rlly hard @ him and was like?? yes thank u?? ill explain more in the next question lmaO
4. the moment you knew you wanted to commit to themÂ
anYWAY yeah i had a brief tussle between jk and tae, many arguments in my head but like i specifically remember the moment i decided taehyung was my bias- i was sitting up in my bed and it was abt 11 pm and i was looking @ the boy in luv music mv for like probably the seven hundredth time and he just appeared w his cute orange hair and his deep voice and i just snapped inside and everything inside me melted idk i jUST LOVE MY BOY TAEHYUNG KASS U KNOW THIS
all his awkward and endearing moments definitely made me fall for him even more, especially in the early days of knowing bangtan. i watched all the âv vs. awkward momentsâ like over and over and i just new that i was head over heels for him even tho i was trying to deny it bc i was adamant for jk to be my ult bias for a while lolÂ
one of the moments specifically!! the one where theyâve won a cruise ship and the presenters are trying to tell him whats happened and hes just so confused and blank anD SO FUCKING CUTE and hes just like?? u wot m8?? and like the presenterâs like âcruise.. travel.. hAPPYâ anD HEâS JUST LIKE âWOWâ o my god i love him so much dont evennnnn
6. favourite kimdaily and why?
GIRL WHAT YOU TRYNA DO THIS IS HARD,,, so ummmmmmmm dear god whICH ONE
probs this one?? its just his outfit is so cute and i love those trousers on him and namjoon!! in!! beanies!! and a pink one @ that!! i fucking agree!! and wow hes so pretty in shirts like that and just everything in this pic = perfection,, im probably missing so many kimdailys but this is the one that came to mind so ye!! i love namjoon!! whatta boY!!
(this oneâs also iconic,, minions who? i only know namjoon. legends only.)
8. favourite eatjin moment and why?
oml def that time jk joined in and they were making noises and doing âinterpretive danceâ to say how the âfood made them feelâ and they just went so insane that namjoon heard them and like came into the room and they stopped immediately and sat there lookin innocent while namjoon was like âwhatâs going on?â and jin was like ânothin dear go away ur hearing thingsâ i sWARE THESE BOYS IM SO :â)
9. how did you feel when yoongi released his mixtape?
does this explain? but no seriously that boy set me on fire that shit was so gooD and he deserved all the praise he got for his hard work and perseverance!! i love min yoongi :(
10. when did you realise that youâre in too deep?
i think it was the moment i watched bangtan bombs and interviews with no eng subs and just smiled so wide and laughed my ass off with them even though i had no idea what the hell they were talking abt?? and also when anyone asked me what i would want for christmas for for my birthday or anything like that and it was literally just like âbuy me bangtan merch pleaseâ. o and when i forced my my mum and my grandpa to watch three whole episodes of eatjin. i loved it.Â
14. top 5Â âyouâre lame but i love you anywayâ moments?
1. uhhhh so basically all of american hustle life lol but specifically that one moment where taehyung is trying to get across the room while namjoon is having an interview on one side of it, and he just fucking fails @ everything and breaks lights and trips and when he tries to slide back across the room on a fucking skateboard he falls of too and trips again and just namjoon was sO DONE i loved it even tho tae is the lamest person i swearÂ
2. the interview where jin confirmed namjin by telling everyone that namjoon was his celebrity crush, resulting in an awkward dude hug :â)
3. when jin said he rapped just like jay-z and yoongi just fUCKING LOST IT LMAO
4. âwin. lose. at the end of the day i still have this face so whoâs the real winner here?â
5. when jk sang to that dude on american hustle life and the guy said âi like your voiceâ and jk replied âyeah, i like youâ and the rest of bangtan reacted like it was the fucking best thing in the world oml i lov my idiotsÂ
15. the very first moment where you felt their sincere passion for music?
i mean, i always knew they really did love what they were doing, it was apparent just through how they express themselves and how invested they are in getting the music and performances just right.. but i guess it was really during the start of the wings era when i realised how much effort and time and heart that namjoon and yoongi and all of the members put into the lyrics and the whole album. what really hit me was how namjoon told us abt how they all just sat with jk and cried, and how the lyrics of begin really showed his feelings. along with all the lyrics from the wings album, especially their solo songs. it really gave me that feeling of knowing that they completely loved what they were doing and loved it enough to write about their own heartfelt experiences.
16. when was the moment when you felt âaw, kook is all grown up now~â?
KASSANDRA I SWEA-
?? why would u make me do thisÂ
21. what was the reason the you believed that they would make it big one day?Â
i think itâs always just their sincerity and hard work and pure talent that got them where they are. theyâve worked and grafted so hard to get to this level, but it was clear to see at the start of their career how much raw talent there was there, either with their fucking lit dancing and different style of music, thereâs just something so attractive abt bangtan that you just canât deny. they are DIFFERENT and i think thatâs why so many people love them. also theyâre huge dorks and i love them sm :(( also!! their music videos.. damn son. if you want just one reason out of many, thereâs one. captivating storylines, amazing music, beautiful boys, beautiful dancing. need i say much more?
23. how did they impact on your life positively?
um, where do i begin??? ok so, first off, iâve made new friends since discovering bangtan, interent and irl! they have such a huge fanbase its hard not to run into a few people you connect with. also, they have always, ALWAYS made me smile everyday since i found them around a year ago⌠yes hello i am that sappy stan trademark but like!! my boys!! sunshines of my life!! their music always makes me feel better, i love listening to it until i can sleep at night,, i have found my soulmate too?? mr. kim taehyung?? whatta man?? also a certain min yoongi has made my cry thoughtful, sincere tears with a lot of his lyrics.. i find this positive bc he opened my eyes up to a lot actually? his and namjoonâs lyrics are always hard hitting on a lot of down-to-earth, normal subjects like school and everyday problems. also iâve found many more posters to fill up my walls with so thats good!! they make me feel all fuzzy ok, i love them :â)
24. were their negatives in stanning them? if there was/were, what were they?
well, there are no negatives that affect me personally really.. i mean iâve gotten some teasing and stick @ school for like something thatâs not essentially ânormalâ. i mean, iâm from a tiny, tiny town in rural ireland so?? please fourteen year old white boys?? give me your opinions?? bc i need them so much?? tell me how weird it is to listen to korean songs and how i dont know what theyâre saying and how shit they are even tho you have never even layed eyes upon them?? :/ itâs really nothing tho, my love for bangtan outshines any hate that iâve ever received lolÂ
25. what kind of role do you wish to see taehyung act as?
BITCH DONT GET ME STARTED I,,,, so i really want to see him a modern day, possibly bad boy, moterbike riding, leather jacket wearing, cocky ass motherfucker,, please i dont care what type of drama it is really i just need to live out my biker!tae fantasies,, just give me a tae that i can make head canons out of with amazing gifs for backup!! just let my baby boy act his heart out :(((((((((((((((( WITHOUT GETTING MURDERED IM LOOKING @ U HWARANG U FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING I SWEAR IM STILL SO UPSET ???
26. a song of your choice that you wish for any of them to cover?
im sorry im a sinning man but i want to hear taehyung sing strange love by halsey in his sultry, deep voice so i can die peacefully. also?? tae singing death of a bachelor by panic! at the disco?? kill me??Â
28. most touching/sentimental moment of them
i think just the whole mama 2016 awards? bc they won artist of the year and jk and yoongi and jin just broke down in tears and all i could think abt was how hard theyâve worked and all theyâve been through and how theyâve been dreaming and hoping abt a day like this⌠and backstage, when namjoon pulled yoongi into that hug⌠dont evenâŚÂ
29. the proudest moment of them so far
um??? when they fucking literally blasted through the charts with spring day and the whole ynwa album?? stan legends only please?? theyâve gotten so far, everything just makes me proud :(( MY BBY GOOGIE GRADUATED TOO IM
ok dude thatâs everything thank u for reading this long monster ;) LOVE YOU TOO KASSY
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There we fucking GO
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
maybe three â¨95. Last movie you watched?
jurassic Park (clever girl.)â¨96. Favourite actress?
no clueâ¨97. Favourite actor?
hiddleston or Stan or Felton what a surprise or Holland bc heâs a lovely sweetieâ¨98. Do you tan a lot?
nope but im v tanâ¨99. Have any pets?
i have fish and it was a baby now itâs a growing baby and i love him and heâs also kinda fatâ¨100. How are you feeling?
fatâ¨101. Do you type fast?
on the computer itâs ok on the phone is a little fasterâ¨102. Do you regret anything from your past?
if u donât regret anything who r uâ¨103. Can you spell well?
it rlly depends (looks at our txts)â¨104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yesâ¨105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
nope bc no friendsâ¨106. Ever broken someoneâs heart?
probably who knowsâ¨107. Have you ever been on a horse?
no but horse is cute â¨108. What should you be doing?
sleeping but pshâ¨109. Is something irritating you right now?
yes??â¨110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
this is a funny question â¨111. Do you have trust issues?
?? whatâ¨112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
crying in front of others is a fucking never gonna happenâ¨113. What was your childhood nickname?
baobaoâ¨114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
thank u yws â¨115. Do you play the Wii?
sometimes but not a lotâ¨116. Are you listening to music right now?
bitch yes itâs all i do(me and my 300 songs)â¨117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
mmmMChICk En â¨118. Do you like Chinese food?
donât give me that FUCJINF chinese American crap then yesâ¨119. Favourite book?
Harry Potter series , but more specifically either the Goblet of Fire or half blood prince or order of the phoniexâ¨120. Are you afraid of the dark?
it depends â¨121. Are you mean?
fuck well damn this is all revealing it rllt depends who you areâ¨122. Is cheating ever okay?
nope fuck everyone who does think so â¨123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
yes but at some point I give upâ¨124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no but u believe in hoe at first sight (me)â¨125. Do you believe in true love?
how many times has then been asked but just worded differently â¨126. Are you currently bored?
no but Iâm tired â¨127. What makes you happy?
Honestly our blog , bae, food, clothesâ¨128. Would you change your name?
no bc Iâm not thinking creaTIVELYâ¨129. What your zodiac sign?
im that lusty bItchy Scorpio w
Everyone knowsâ¨130. Do you like subway?
when was subwayâ¨131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
P a nN iC ; hineykrt dont mnkwâ¨132. Whoâs the last person you had a deep conversation with?
um this has been answered right â¨133. Favourite lyrics right now?
What is he sick
No fool weâre gonna kill him, and simba too
Great who needs a king
No king no king lalalala
IDIOTS
there will be a king
ey but you saidâ¨134. Can you count to one million?
why would I waste my time on thatâ¨135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
why reveal it now â¨136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
close that shItâ¨137. How tall are you?
5â6 bitChâ¨138. Curly or Straight hair?
straightâ¨139. Brunette or Blonde?
both,?â¨140. Summer or Winter?
summer bc winter is a bitch (and imma
Be vain and say itâs also bc I canât wear my clothes I normally can) IF I CANT FIND SOMETHING NICE TO WEAR IMMM NOT GOING is my mood during winterâ¨141. Night or Day?
night babyâ¨142. Favourite month?
november or decemberâ¨143. Are you a vegetarian?
fucj K noâ¨144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
fuck dark chocolate so milk and white chcolateâ¨145. Tea or Coffee?
Both,,â¨146. Was today a good day?
yes is sleep all dayâ¨147. Mars or Snickers?
Fuck bothâ¨148. Whatâs your favourite quote?
hm idk but one I liek is
The poet, W. H. Auden wrote, âEvil is unspectacular, and always human, and shares our bed and eats at our table.'â
from criminal minds
or just this one from Harry Potter
â always? â
â always. ââ¨149. Do you believe in ghosts?
nopeâ¨150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, whatâs the first line on that page?Â
lmao thereâs nothing on page 42 so Iâll just do page 43
â the good weather holds â
-handmaidâs tale
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1. Favorite (Reprise)
honestly part of your old (reprise) from the little mermaid (alan menken) just THOSE HIGH NOTES MMM. i love theres a fine fine line (reprise) from avenue q cuz its adorable but it is like two lines so.
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3. If you could go back in time to see a certain production, which one would it be?
AMERICAN IDIOT WHEN BILLIE WAS ST. JIMMY. NO EXPLANATION NEEDED.
4. Who should write a musical?
i would watch the shit out of an existentialist comedic musical written by bo burnham. hes so hilarious and his songs are so catchy sjiowehefhe.
5. The routine you recreate when home alone:
every. part. of. one. day. more. from. les. mis. simultaneously.my bio used to be something like âmy main hobby is recreating all eight parts of one day more by myselfâ and it is still true. but also hello! from bom but it fails miserably because i try to act out all the parts oof ouch.
6. A duet youâd love to perform and with whom.
if you were gay from avenue q with me as rod and john tartaglia as nicky. now hear me out ik john is supposed to be rod and rick lyon is supposed to be nicky but 1. rod is like My Role⢠and as much as i also love rick, john was my fave member of the obc and ik he can do different voices well so...yeah hes gonna be nicky now so i can sing with him.
7. A musical everyone can learn from.
here we go again but avenue q. wowie zowie i like went through a midlife crisis the first time i listened to it but for now actually? changed? my? life? and everyones a little bit racist i mean cmon read my bio. theres so much about it that is so useful even if it seems a bit pessimistic. also elder price from bom learning to use his mission to actually help others and not just to be treated really well if heaven is some good shit but avenue q wins cuz i wasnt religious to begin with.
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9. Favorite person to play (insert role)
okay well im gonna fill this in myself and say elder price and say MY BOY THE ETERNALLY PERFECT NIC ROULEAU I CANT BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE HIM ON BROADWAY AND MEET HIM!!!
10. Best digital #ham4ham
uhhhh well like i said in my last post i dont like hamilton really so i have no idea what this means sorry
11. Make up a name and the ingredients for a Waitress pie.
okay well ive only just started listening to waitress and im not nearly as creative with names (or passive aggressive with them) as jenna but uh i really like chocolate pie but ive never seen a nutella one so. yeah that sounds delicious. the name would be something about remington leith idk.
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theres no 13 i guess cuz it is unlucky lmao
14. Express your love for the orchestras!
*inhales* GOD THE ORCHESTRA JUST MAKES THE MUSICAL. GO LISTEN TO ANY SONG FROM LES MIS AND TRY NOT TO GET CHILLS FROM THE INSTRUMENTALS I DARE YOU.
15. Favorite musical written by (insert composer, lyricist)
well lynz youre a FOOL and didnt send me a composer or lyricist so im just gonna reiterate that i love les mis it has been my favorite musical for so many years and i cant believe that my friend ryan saw it on broadway and i didnt.
16. Which part (or parts) do you sing in One Day More?
but especially my love eponine
17. A line that never fails to make you laugh.
runs to get my official avenue q script that i spent $20 on to make sure i get the line perfectly right
rod: well--i have this friend--
christmas eve: nicky?
r: no no--another friend. and i think he has a very big problem. i think--ithink my friend is (whispers) gay
ce: what wrong with that? you know rod. gay people make major contribution ro art and philosophy and literature for many hundreds of years now
r: but my friend isnt an artist--hes a republican. and an investment banker.
ce: ew. well tell him to stay in closet then. he good for nothing.
r: (a moment) ...well okay! great! thanks for the advice!
ce: yeah i wouldnt want a friend like that!
r: thanks again!
ce: bye now (she goes inside)
rod: bye bye! (beat. to the audience) ...shit.
18. An upcoming production youâre excited for.
DEAR EVAN HANSEN US TOUR
19. Do you have any funny misheard lyrics from a showtune?
yknow im sure i do but i cannot think of any right now...all i can think of is i used to think (on my own) âthe trees are full of starlightâ was âthe treeâs are fluffâs delightâ i have no idea what that means but it made sense to my young mind
20. A musical you would NEVER see with your parents.
avenue q. hahahahahahaha no puppet sex with rebecca and michael. but lets be honest my mum wants to go back to the city to see it off broadway since only i got to see it and if shes gonna buy me a ticket im totally seeing it again idc.
21. Musicals can introduce you to new cultures, interests, fancy words and so on. Name 3 things youâve learned form musicals.
bom: literally everything i know about the church of jesus christ of latter day saints is from this musical except for polyamory and salt lake city.
hamilton: alexander was NOT a president. i really dont care about us history whoops
les mis: I Learned Im Not Straight Because Of Samantha Barks
22. Favorite OBC.
avenue q mmmmm love u john tartaglia
23. Cast recording you know by heart.
les mis movie sountrack i literally have like 98% of this musical memorized
24. Cast recording for a long car ride.
grease (movie soundtrack) is a bop and my whole family likes it *fingerguns*
25. Favorite Miscast performance.
i havent listened to too many and ik this one doesnt really count but idc cuz i love it. nic rouleau singing go the distance from hercules is my sexuality.
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27. Showtune of the day:
im gonna go with two by two from bom cuz im listening to it right now and suidfuesrf it just kills me -the fucking chicken waddling walk ass choreography -WE ARE THE ARMY OF THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST oflatterdaysaints -ORLANDOOOOO I LOVE YA ORLANDOOOO -PUTT putt golfINGGGGG -arnold: thats me thats me hello. kevin: oh. hi! in the most fucking â:)â voice ever
28. Â Who would play you in a musical about your life?
i would hope samantha barks (les mis 25th anniversary and movie eponine) cuz we have similar ranges and shes so beautiful and she is my Favorite Theatre Actress
29. Who would play your best friend in a musical about your life?
im gonna go with dana steingold (ave q current kate/lucy) really for no other reason than shes adorable and has a versatile voice and seems really sweet. i feel like we would be friends in real life.
30. Â Who would play your romantic interest in a musical about your life?
honestly like maybe ben durocher (ave q current princeton/rod)? idk he just has a voice that i love and looks adorable in his glasses
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32. Describe yourself with 3 musical theatre characters.
eponine from les mis (what a surprise), kate monster from avenue q, sophie from mamma mia
33. A character that inspires you to be better. (does la la land count? im counting it) mia from la la land cuz she has a similar personality to me but less Anxiety which ends up helping her achieve her dream. i want to be like that
34. A showtune that always puts you in a good mood. bend and snap from legally blonde idk itâs just so fun and makes me feel confident it is nice
35. A showtune that makes you feel melancholic. there are worse things i could do from grease
36. Best showstopper. i believe from bom oh my gosh when i heard nic rouleau sing it live for the first time i had GOOSEBUMPS and it has just the right amount of humor to bootedit: OH JUST KIDDING LOVE U BOM BUT DEFINITELY BEING ALIVE FROM COMPANY OH Y GOD. I CANT CHOOSE BETWEEN NEIL PATRICK HARRISSâ VERSION AND RAUL ESPARZAâS THEY BOTH GIVE ME SHIVERS
37. A place you consider to be your Santa Fe. this must be from a musical i havent seen? idk well it looks really beautiful and not very busy so i guess...oakland? it feels like home to me
38. The name of the prettiest theater youâve been to. eugene oâneill theatre (bom on broadway) was lovely. i had standing room only tickets so i didnt really get to experience it cuz i was stuck in the back under the mezzanine (still great view though) but i looked around a bit during intermission and the was very royal looking and they had a nice bar area upstairs with CHAIRS I COULD USE
39. The most intense scene from a musical. mmm thats tough. from the little ive seen of moulin rouge so far the tango de roxanne part looks really crazy. so is the cell block tango from chicago. or honestly a LOT of american idiot...i love how badass letterbomb is
40. A great cover of a showtune: i really love this male cover of maybe this time from cabaret (i found this thanks to hetalia 2p!america fanart lmao)
41. Put your phone on suffle and write the first 2 showtunes that appear. 1. master of the house from les mis (10th anniversary)2. mamma mia from mamma mia (original cast)
42. Best design of a Playbill. i love effective minimalism so once
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