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Guess who won a screenwriting filmmaking prize and is also here on tumblr dot com
#guess who is on professional speaking terms with the most acclaimed Spanish director of the last few years#how the heck is it me#what did I do how did I get here#I just wrote a silly story and submitted it to a contest sponsored by a car company#anyway what a wild ride#I can't believe my career has been officially kickstarted#by the god of the 12 Goyas no less holy hell#personal#rambles#my stuff
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#layer modes heck me over but i think theyre all recognizeable#gay snakes#snake saga!#lgbtq+#pride month#transgender#homosexual#lesbian#pansexual#bisexual#aromantic#asexual#genderfluid#nonbinary#women are my favourite guy#there’s a hidden amongus in all of these#it’s shmbolic of how people with various identities live among us#snakes#stickify#vex draws#my art
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just thinking about hair and faces
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#i don't THINK this counts as face horror but just in case#face horror#for your daily dose of me losing my mind over anime characters#i don't know why the hair thing surprised me so much. i think because i thought it was funny that lilia named silver after his hair color.#like ha ha lilia is hilariously bad at names how cute and silly!#oh. oh it's kind of a Thing.#anyway i am excited to see where the heck all of this stuff with silver's various dads ends up!#we still don't actually know who killed meleanor!#we still don't know literally anything about dad draconia! (dadconia? dradconia?)#we don't know what happened to the macguffin gem with its magical dad-saving powers!#(surely this will not come back to save a certain dad at a later point. of course not.)#man i was not expecting episode 7 to be all dads all the time#i mean i'm here for it but#hey remember when the highest stakes were who was gonna win the big talent show#then robots started kidnapping people and now we've just escalated from there#episode 8 our cat is going to turn into a drippy ink kaiju and we're going to have to mecha battle him to save the world or something#each member of diasomnia pilots a limb and we gattai into a giant robot dragon and hold on i gotta submit this spec script to aniplex brb
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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i decided today was as good a day as any other to learn how to 3d sculpt and then trace and animate the model…
so i made a little machete to spin in my head
(i still want to fix the snout length a little so it looks consistent, but i feel like it’s a pretty good first attempt at this)
hope you have a nice day and nicer ones to come! :)
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#aw heck aw jeez#I wish I had the willpower to learn to 3d sculpt and then animate the turnaround#in one day??#he's so cute#like an animal crossing villager#I like how you rendered his fluff#especially in profile view oddly enough#and his ears! have such good angles in the front facing frame#also the way you colored him like.. in a style that looks almost like charcoal and chalk on paper#such a nice effect mwah#really satisfying visually if you ask me#thank you! aaa this must've been a lot of work#I'm honored you chose my lad for your first attempt#gift art#anxiousravens#Machete#there he goes#the bike seat head man#his tiny little ear notches hraah
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Dumbest part of criticism of SU Future is when people say "Future is character assassination of Steven" and "The show trivializes/poorly represents mental illness" in the same breath. If you think a character whom has suffered immense interpersonal and physical trauma having breakdowns and snapping at people because of being triggered is mutually exclusive to a character being kind and empathetic, I don't think you have a right to speak on mental illness rep.
Seeing a character who is defined by kindness and compassion crack under that pressure of being there for everyone like that is crazy to see in a kids show. Personally I hadn't felt that seen by anything in a while, and it's just offensive as hell to me to say that a character acting traumatized in a way that isn't sad puppy dog eyes means they're mischaracterized or abusive now. That's half the point of Future that Steven didn't know how to express his problems within his role as precious angel.
He wasn't mischaracterized, he was recontextualized. It's like people can accept "this mean character was once nice but changed cause trauma", or "sweet character is now depressed cause trauma", but the reality that someone youre familiar with can change dramatically due to trauma - acting angry and abrasive instead of sad and demure - is blasphemous somehow.
Double points if they then say the gems or Greg were dumbed down to make Steven look better. Like, My Brother In Christ, they are exhibiting the exact lack of awareness you are thinking it's impossible for a person like Steven to have angry or vengeful trauma reactions.
EDIT: Actually not gonna leave this in the tags -
Something-something ableism, something-something not accepting dramatic and unpalatable expressions of mental illness in fiction and likely not for people IRL.
#steven universe#steven universe future#su#shut the heck up#more su's strongest warrior hateposting#i was actually blown away by steven getting an arc like that in future i cant begin to describe-#-how much it means to me to see a childhood fave struggle like that#if i meet someone irl who thinks shit like that im dropkicking them into the sun fr#tag talking#also something something ableism smthn smthn not accepting dramatic mental illness
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just a boy with his house elf
#i saw penny in a hat and i was like i want to draw penny happy with a hat#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#house elf#penny#hogwarts legacy penny#fanart#hogwarts legacy fanart#Minding Your Own Business Side Quest#Haunted Hogsmeade Shop Quest#the location of this side quest is so well made ohmygod#when u play it the first time it's just#G A S P everytime u rotate the camera#house elf is just the saddest creature to ever exist#their whole being is just meant to be enslaved what the heck with that ; - ;#it made me think how do they even have enough time or drive to reproduce at all with that kind of life#i went to google yesterday and good to know i am not the only one pondering this question#anyhow i cannot figure out how his lower body part goes ; ~ ; so.....#summer update
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Finally… after 2-3 months of working on this…
it’s finally done!!! I can finally sleep in peace now-
To give context: Mickey went to the Realm of Darkness to search for Oswald (cause he figured out he was still alive and such, don’t know how). And later he found him, but not the same brother as he knew before… (and then they proceeded to have a 3 and a half minute musical because it’s what every Disney characters do sjfjsjdk-)
Anyways enjoy! This was really fun, yet challenging project to do considering this is my first animatic haha! ☀️✨
(Animatic inspired by Frootoon on YouTube btw! Just wanna give credit is all)
#my art#art#disney#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 3#my animatic#mickey mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#king mickey#anti-Oswald AU?#eh I’ll add it why not#holy cheesewheels how the heck did I do this???-#I guess all this really did paid off haha!#even tho there were some mistakes#but I’m not gonna get too picky on it#anyway let me know what y’all think!#rapunzels tangled adventure#tangled the series
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this is basically what happened, right?
(these guys are very lucky that everyone at NRC 1) has the combined intelligence of a sack of bricks, and 2) is easily distracted by shiny things.)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#these two are SO sleazy and i am utterly delighted by them#can't wait to find out their tragic backstory in approximately 3-4 weeks!#fortunately i have like a month to figure out how the heck to draw their hair (spoiler: i will never figure it out)#also. god. i love it whenever leona accidentally reveals his Mom Side.#he doesn't care about any of this but he WILL be tagging along to make sure no one else gets into trouble#once again he has to be the Responsible Adult and he hates it. the whimsical hat weighs heavy upon his head.#anyway this is me so excuse me while i now talk about diasomnia for three hours#but lilia being all 'kids gotta have some adventure in their lives!' is hilarious#specifically because you know silver would NEVER.#100% silver not only never snuck out but he always went to bed on time AND brushed his teeth AND flossed even when nobody made him.#lilia: aww but you should be enjoying your youth! >:c#silver: i am. i enjoy being respectful and disciplined and honoring you as my father.#lilia:#lilia: maybe i'm TOO good at raising kids#you know i was going to say none of his kids would be involved in this but i actually think malleus definitely would#he would not see it as a moral quandry though. he would just be excited to be invited along.#(the only reason he isn't there is because he was busy admiring a termite-infested beam somewhere and yuu didn't get a chance to ask him)#i mean MAYBE if lilia as his single authority figure told him no then he would have some reservations#but lilia's the one who's screaming HELL YEAH LET'S SNEAK OUT AND DEFY AUTHORITY while dabbing so moot point there#sebek would never and he would rat on everyone else. unless malleus is going in which case he's already there.#and i guess if everyone else is going silver probably would too#but he'd. y'know. feel conflicted about it.
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I just remembered I sketched this but never finished it lol. So uh, @radiance1 's blob ghost dragon Danny. Y'know he uh, probably either doesn't care or can't remember how to do human forms or disguises. Or at least completely.
Oh well I'm sure Amity Park doesn't care and I'm sure the JL will be fine. Don't mind Henry-the-emotional-support-scientist he is also fine. Or he will be. Once everything stops spinning.
Honestly remind me to finish this at some point lol.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#blob dragon danny#blob ghost#blob ghosts#danny fenton#dragon danny#ibispaintx#sketch#remind me to actually finish coloring this lol#Why yes his cloak is supposed to mimic wings and yes it can change shape#the blob ghosts are so happy because Dad? Dad is BACK?! Heck yea!#And he's brought a baby sibling!#Just realized that with how Henry is Danny must be fuckin huge#Good thing the Fenton house was built with Jack's and Jazz's height in mind already#Look Danny deserves to have a bunch of knicknacks#dragons have hoards and his is probably memrophilia from his friends
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things that are Too Much: both times lancelot dies, the last face he sees is merlin's, and the last thing he does is smile.
#bbc merlin#merlin#lancelot#merlin x lancelot#mercelot#lancelot du lac#the darkest hour#4x02#4x09#parallels#text: merlin#my text#no i still haven't made it to 4x09 in my rewatch bc i don't know HOW i could possibly do that to myself again#especially when lancelot's death has been hitting me harder the last few weeks than it ever did in all the years since i first#watched the show#but i /have/ watched the ending funeral scene#and cried#a lot#i could cry just seeing gifs of that scene#heck at this point merely /thinking/ of it might be enough
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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.
Starring Role (Patreon)
#My art#ISaT#ISaT Spoilers#Siffrin#Loop#Technically - you know how it goes#Me when I relate to Siffrin: Oh no haha that's probably not great whoops haha#Me when I relate to Loop: Oh. Oh No.#Lenti has such a deathgrip on my ISaT opinions wtf how is she so powerful I thought my fave was Sif?? But I mean well-#Lol#Does this count as vent idk lol#It was fun to write tho :) Very easy! Done all at once!#As was drawing this! Also done all at once! And black and white is still really fun to work with hehe#I got to use some pretty cool outline/lineart tricks for this one yay :D#The original draft of the fic had a different title but ''Starring Role'' is kinda?? too perfect???#To the point where I looked around and I was like#Kinda shocked that there doesn't Seem? to be another fic with the same title?#Which is.........oddly relevantly thematic to this fic actually hahaha#Not to get too exacting about it but the whole thing of Loop feeling replaceable well#It would imply that other someones could do what they do better than them#What an odd refutation. Huh. Weird#Anyway - behind the scenes fun fact!#I actually really love the song Starring Role but I didn't think of it until after writing this#And now that I sing it to myself it's actually kinda perfect what the heck#So that's something to think about as well#Anyway if you're going to listen to it pls listen to the Axiom remix it is The version in my heart <3#The glitches and stutters are perfect.....#And the clock ticking?? Why is this song so ISaT I'm gonna think about this for a while now heck#Animatic in my head shower thought -core lol
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"Well, this doesn't look too unfamiliar. How about down there ..."
Bulma would make for a very curious mermaid. 😏
Bonus:
(what am I even doing)
#dragon ball z#dbz#bulma briefs#vegeta#bulma x vegeta#vegebul#i have no excuse#but no one can tell me bulma would drape herself in some dirty sail - so this kinda happened 🐵#I'm still not big on doing comics but I couldn't resist#and it was kinda fun#also yes it's a little mermaid au and yes bulma still has her voice#how could i resist a shameless bulma mortifying the heck out of vegeta
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My first impression of LWJ: "Oh god, not another one of those broody, cold asshole CEO-type of Male Leads, is it??
Me after reading the novel several times: "I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS GUY. HE'S SO SO GOOOD!!!! GHFGGFHDSETYGFDGG BEST PARTNER, BROTHER, FATHER, BEST EVERYTHING-"
Seriously, the way he struggles with his perception of wrong and right and what he's been told all his life is the right thing versus what he's been shown the right thing is, the way he loves and yearns so deeply but is just as determined to not trouble his love interest with his desires, lest he feels obligated to reciprocate out of (God forbid) gratitude or a sense of debt, the way he grows and learns from his mistakes and becomes a better man in a way that few characters in the novel, or in general fiction, do and is so, so righteous. (Growing up is not easy! And he had a lot of that to do before he could become a partner to WWX, because he didn't exactly treat him as an equal. But he does, and I love that so much!)
#mdzs#I know I harp on about how much I love and appreciate WWX but I love LWJ just as much#one of the best written characters ever and underrated as heck#this is a LWJ appreciation blog#lan wangji#wei wuxian#wangxian#also I love how he is just so so good#so good I don't know how to explain it#I get why WWX was obsessed with him like yeah me too bestie
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Dude i CANNOT recommend ibispaint enough. The really just added an AI disturbance filter. WHO is adobe protoshop
#like i know it's a paid feature but the premium mode was 5 reais for me#which is 1 dollar#i think they're underestimating their product#it's underpriced as heck#idk how much it costs outside of brazil but#1 dolar a month with 1 free month is just too much of a blessing#nonsims#non sims
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It's Branch time baby, plus broppy ofc
They went flower picking for their date. The smallest flowers for the smallest creatures 💕
#my colored pens decided they will no longer work as they should#so i might change to digital drawing#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls branch#trolls poppy#broppy#branch x poppy#trolls broppy#heck yeah#they make me sick#of love#ahhhh#idk how to draw trolls properly dammit
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