#how she misses her pet dog
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thinking about seth and shivaani do much rn,, me and seth are beefing bc shivaanis life is literally so sad and its his fault!! men dont deserve shit yallđđ
#thinking about how shivaani was going to be the first female politician in her family#thinking about how her relationship with her grandpa was destroyed#thinking about how the first time she feels dumb in ber life is when she realizes shes not good at italan#thinking about how she slowly stops trying to make friends#thinking about how she feels ugly beside white girls who are into her super white husband#thinking about how she hates being a housewife#thinking about how she feels ungrateful for everything seth gives her#thinking about june being her closest friend đđ#how she never talks to her siblings again#how she misses her bedroom#how she misses pakistan#how she misses her pet dog#how she hates and loves seth#how she feels dirty after sex she feels like its just bc he pities her#how she felt after june moved to america for college#how shes never really had anyone until seth and then he had to leave#how the closest tie she has to her family is her business#how she will always be considered an immigrant#how people think shes a gold digger#how people think she doesnt have a husband befause of how little seths home#how june grew up looking italian and not pakistani so she never has to go through the things she did#how shes always wanted her fsmily to meet june even though they dont#how he felt sfter realizing she was all alone when june joined the AISE#UGHHHH#shivaani.*#resident evil oc#ocs#oc
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my in-laws have had this cat for almost two years now. we come over semi-frequently and we've house sat several times since they got her. we're house sitting again this month and finally today, she purred for me. she sprawled out on the bed with me and let me give her chin scritches and let me pet her consistently đ„čđ„čđ„č it's been almost two years and she's finally purring. she's laying in the bed with me and sleeping by my side. i feel like i've really won.
#the cats they had since i met my bf... they both passed away recently. and it's been tough because i loved them so much#the oldest one. she was an orange Abyssinian. she loved me a lot and i loved her so fucking much#i missed her so fucking much.#now that i'm finally bonding with the new cat. it just makes me miss my tiny orange one so much#and it makes me miss my dog more and more#i know it's fucked up. but ever since i lost him i've just not been the same around pets#because they're not him... and i know that's unfair of me.#but i just feel so empty without him and i can't help but desperately wish i could be laying with him right now#i appreciate all the time that these other pets in my life spend with me. it's a privilege. 100%#i just miss my baby. i miss him so much#being around other pets just reminds me how heartbroken i still am#it's been two years since my baby passed and i'm still as devastated as ever
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so i found a wriggly thing under my bed right is what happened. & naturally i catastrophise & jumped to the conclusion Oh no i have a maggot infestation! (ft. absolutely nothing to corroborate that) & so ive been stressed & upset & cleaning my room for the past two hours bc of that. well not cleaning so much as trying to sort all this shit i have no room for bc i have 2 pieces of furniture & thus not nearly enough space to put all my shit in. but yk. thats been my life without food đ
#extra context we moved in this flat a year ago & my mother never picked up the shit she left in my room that is hers#naturally i a person with adhd see the mountain of mess half of which i can literally do nothing about & am unable to do anything abt it#but im forcing myself. & then maybe my mother will stop fucking thinking she isnt taking up all my space.#once all my shit is sorted she'll see how much space shes making me miss out on.#extra extra context the dogs have pissed on my bed before so i have to use some of my boxes as a sort of gate#to prevent them from getting on my bed#& they pissed on my bed bc my mother is incapable of walking them like shes supposed to.#by incapable i mean 'she just doesnt care enough & somehow thinks shes not neglecting her pets she chose to have'#the dogs are also constantly cooped up in my room. she never even looks at them.#some people deserve to suffer. I mean who said that.
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i legitimately do not know how i have persisted under all this grief and i fear i wonât be able to for much longer
#it is like everything has been crashing down on me lately#everything happened in such quick succession that i had no time to even begin to process or cope#sibling went missing in â19. just gone. still donât know what happened to them.#my mom had her stoke in â21 went into a coma for months made it out relatively okay only to be diagnosed with stage 4 cancer months later#then she passed late â22#not even 6 months later my dad passed completely unexpectedly#had to give up my dogs bc i could not take care of them on my own/we canât have pets here#then my cat died a couple months ago#all i have left is my brother and our relationship is rocky at best to the point heâs physically hurt me and idk if we can ever recover from#all that#extended family on my dadâs side never gave a single shit abt us bc we were poor so i have zero relationship with them#my motherâs side is all dead#i really truly have nothing. EVERY single thing was taken from me in the span of 5 years#i try to foster the relationship i have w my brother but itâs genuinely bad for me mentally and physically at times#like how am i even supposed to move forward. what the fuck is left#iâve been suicidal since 8 years old and every year it just gets fucking worse#i have no hopes or dreams or motivation to stay alive whatsoever#el oh el#death tw
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2023 had one high point and it was finding Toni and catching her the day before my birthday
The rest of the year was been pretty shit. Ollie died of old age and Pumpkin died of probably cancer
And to top off December my mom got diagnosed with endometrial cancer
Really need 2024 to be less tragic and have less cancer
#very depressed this year#didnât read as much as normal#and my Duolingo streak of 500 days got kicked to the curb#I just couldnât do anything but play silly games and cry for a lot of it#and now my mom is very tired all the time#too tired to do more than sit#and my dad is useless#at least he drove her to the appointment today#heâs good enough for that#I honestly don't know how I would've made it without Toni#she keeps me from being too sad#she doesnât miss pumpkin and Ollie she never knew them#which is both sad and good#it helped everyone#all the pets were noticeably better once she come around#personal#cancer#pet death#so i have cats and a dog#pumpkin#Ollie#Toni#my mom has cancer#really happy I have therapy in less than 24 hrs
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Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl
17.11.2012 â 14.04.2019
#my art#artists on tumblr#I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already#I know covid messed with everyoneâs sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that#exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together#not the best movie to watch when youâve just lost your first ever pet you know#and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again#I know itâs because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly#instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her#feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time#well anyway. enough of that. Iâve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system#and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her#and I can count the number of times Iâve drawn animals on one hand so.. Iâm not too sure about the result#but it felt like to commemorate her in some way.#so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind#which I didnât always appreciate bc of how young I was. when youâre a kid it feels like pets will live forever#never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor#but Iâm grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself#she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but Iâve been down the road of guilt and regret#there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end#even if I didnât know how to show it properly. and great. now Iâm tearing up again#I suppose itâs unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe thatâs not such a bad thing#itâs good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. itâs healthy. itâs better than crying every day#she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. thatâs the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much#when I move apartments and get a dog of my own Iâm getting a spaniel. just like she was#well. maybe a different colour so I donât end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed#I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. thatâs just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home#and while I donât necessarily believe in the afterlife⊠I do hope that Fannyâs watching over me#spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. itâs a nice thought for sure#and hopefully she wonât mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes
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[ooc.] A few hours ago my beloved dog passed away. I'm a mess now. Please give your animal a hug from me while you still can.
#[ i will go on hiatus for some time]#tw dead pet#[ i cant stop crying for past 4h ]#[ please pet your animals while you can ]#[ sorry im a mess right now ]#[ just wanted to show you guys her last photos we took on a walk 2 weeks ago ]#[ Saba was a fucking amazing dog and I will miss her fucking deeply ]#[ I just wanted to share with you how good dog she was ]
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I went on a random walk around my neighbourhood and I realized a few minutes in that I was accidentally taking the route I always took with my dog and now I'm literally heartbroken all over again lmao
#how does one go through the grief of losing a pet? i quite simply don't know#i was very young when we got our first dog and very young when she passed away so i think losing lola truly feels like#my first time experiencing something like this#she spent 14 years with me and now it's like my parents leave and im home alone and im actually really alone#how can u spend 14 years with a living creature and then forget her just like that#like i remember the morning she passed i had to go to work??? girl i wanted to cry and cry and cry. not teach the fucking to be verb#god it feels nice to say it tho#miss her soooo much#i never knew u could form bonds like this w animals until her#sweet girl#sigh ANYWAYS#gonna go have some mate outside while there's still some sunlight#rose.txt
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#tonight or tomorrow morning actually is the 4 year anniversary of my dog dying and like surprise surprise lol im still not over it like.#i honest to god dont think i ever will. i honestly dont know how people move on and get other pets and just. keep on living like i#understand it like for some people it's part of the healing process but i just could never do it. like i just cant even fathom#i dont know that's not the point. the point is im having such a hard time because everytime i do anything tonight i keep thinking#4 years ago i still had my dog or 4 years ago in 5 hours i didnt know id be going to the vet at 1am and going home without my dog at 5am#and i just keep reliving it no matter how hard i try to not. and on one hand i want it hurt like i want to remember it just to punish myself#i just i just cant move on like it's just. i went 24 years of my life without ever experiencing death and then 4 years ago today my dog dies#in the most tragic possible way ever and then 11 months later my other dog who i had for 17 years since i was 8 dies and yeah still#not over that one either because i never let myself process that or truly grieve her because i had to shut that up real tight#or i would have lost it for real. and i have the most fucked up miserable tragic dreams about her so many nights a week#because she was old and had been u know. like old dogs do they just decline and that was impossibly hard to watch but at least i kind of#knew it was coming u know but like with my other dog. there was just absolutely no warning it was so sudden and it just ripped me apart and#i honest to god will never be okay again and then 6 months after all that i find out my ex died and only because after 6 years i finally#Finally decide to have the guts to talk to him again and apologize and explain and try to be friends and then nope he's dead#then in between all those deaths a super close family friend died and my grandpa my dad's dad died and like it's just#i had never even experienced death before and then all of a sudden i was engulfed in it and i just dont know how to come back from it.#but tonight is just. painful. like i havent even said his name out loud since it happened. i cant talk about him at all just writing this i#want to cry like it just fucking hurts forever. and it should i guess.#and i feel so stupid because so many times i wonder if my cat even remembers them and i wonder if she misses them too and idk#that makes me feel stupid and emotional and im just a wreck but i should be.
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I would really like to have a pet again
#đi miss my dog#she was the light of my day#its been a year and a half and although ive gotten used to an empty house sometimes i still think that i can hear her sighs at night#or the lil tap tap tap sounds shed make on her way back from the kitchen#her nametag is always on my desk#i still use her blankie#her toys are still in my room#hmm maybe i dont want a pet i just want my dog back#its so unfair how i have to live the rest of my life without her#i still remember how it felt falling asleep next to her#her weight pushing against me for warmth bc she was so cold in winter#my post
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me: hey so one of the three cats has diarrhea but I need to figure out who. can you keep an eye on your cat, because he only really comes down here to use the litter box so I can't watch how he's acting like I can the others
my mother: wh.......huh........... .? "keep an eye on him"...........i mean............ill try.......how am i expected to do that......................do i just "look" at him.....?. "pay attention to him..?"......i don't think i can do that.......... .you're being so fucking dramatic actually. this fork becoming dirty after i ate using it is your fault too
#joey i am so sorry i have to leave you with this woman#sorry ignore this lmfao i just don't understand why she acts like keeping an eye on how HERR cat behaves is so hard for her#she works less hours than i do and makes like 5x as much (literally)#''how am i supposed to know where he is'' you Look#''okay well how do i know if he's acting weird'' HES YOUR CAT. YOU LOOK AT HIM#im watching him too ofc because apparently im the only one that gives a shit about the cats in this household#but he doesn't like one of my cats so he doesn't come down here very often#is it like unreasonable of me to ask her this. like am i fucking missing something#the way she like sighed deeply after i asked and was like ''i mean.....ok....but i don't see him anymore than you do''#HE SLEEPS OJ YOUR BED#LOOK AT HIM#he walks around and plays with dogs and you pet him all the time just FUCKING LOOJ AT HIM#''and then what? youll take him to the vet?''YES????????????#yes i will take YOUR cat to the vet because you won't fucking do it#when my cat was peeing blood she wanted me to wait a week to ''see if it would clear out''#and when he couldn't use his leg she kept telling me it was just a sprain when in fact he has TORN HIS CCL#the vet told me the only other time she had ever seen a cat with a torn ccl was when a stray had been KICKED BY A DEER#yeah a sprain. uh huh. he slept for 48 hrs straight and it must've been a sprain#hes all better now thank god but im constantly kicking myself that i let her convince me into waiting a full week for his ''sprain'' to heal#just watch joey. just look at him. just literally pay any fucking attention to YOUR cat#if joey didn't hate my other cats so much i would 100% bring him with me too#but he's very much an only cat kind of cat so he WILL be happier when i leave#i just hope she gets her shit together and starts caring for him the way she's supposed to#maybe itll spark empty nest syndrome and she'll obsess over it or something#literally ANYTHING#vent
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i had a dream abt a dog and now ik why :(
#had a bunch of weird dreams and weird vibes in my sleep and i think i know why.#yknow how they always say that the night someone passes everybody close to them has rlly weird sleep or dreams#or wakes up exactly when they pass or smth#yeah.#shes being put down today at 2 and i have to miss work but i dont care#i dont fucking care shes .y childhood dog#i can get a new job but i cant fix her yknow#i cant bring her back to good health or make her a puppy again#i wish i had been better for her. and for the other dogs ive had too#i miss all the pets ive ever had or been around
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i think i could really benefit from a service dog but my other dogs would get jealous that i take one dog everywhere and not them lmao
#i really think if i at least got an esa i could go out into the world and exist fairly well#and i would even train them myself#and since im getting a new dog this saturday i can work on training with her that will help me out! even if she isnt an esa#i think id like to teach her how to ground me#cuz shes a shih tzu and she can sit on my lap :)#im so excited about my new doggie#even if i dont train her at all#shes going to make me so happy#shes a little tripawd shih tzu <3 her name is stella but her foster mom calls her bunny but im gonna name her lefty!#cuz shes missing her right front leg#and yes shes being named lefty as a slight fnaf reference#anyeays im going to pick her up on saturday <3#maybe ill show you guys the picture on her profile#or the ones i saw when i stalked her foster moms facebook#im not that creepy i promise#thats kinda a lie#i am pretty weird and creepy#but thats not the point#shes just so damn cute and im so excited#ive already picked out some stuff for her on amazon and were honna stop at the pet store on our way back with her#im getting her a special harness so it works better for her since shes missing a leg#EEEEEEEEEEEEE IM SO EXCITED#ive gotten all sorts of stuff for her to help her get around and enjoy life like any other dog#im gonna get her the cutest sweaters and then modify them to fit her better#i wanna learn to crochet too#this dog is the best thing ever#i cant wait eeeeee im getting her on saturday <33333#how do i pass the timeeeeeeee???#i cant even wait i am so damn excited
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One of my good friends got a dog yesterday. A shelter dog. Almost two years old. Her first dog. And i went over to see her tonight. It was very good and healing but⊠I cried like a bitch when I got home
#my mom immediately was like .. âhow was it!!đđ#and I couldnât even say anything I burst into tears. I just miss luigi so much.#but Iâm so immensely happy for my friend and this life journey she gets to go on with her dog. truly one of the few things that makes life#worth living. pets are so special.
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Ëâź want me that top!
ê© .á basically; viâs the type of topâŠ
cw; female reader. tons of praise. fĂŻngĂšrĂŹng (r! receiving). pet names (baby, babe, etc.). vi canât stop yapping (đ), softdom! vi. not proofread.
a/n: first thing i post omfg. i got into arcane recently and wrote this on a whim, i want this woman so bad. if u see any more warnings i missed, please tell me!
NSFW UTC.
viâs that type of top that just wants to see you feeling good <3
viâs that type of top that just canât shut up. she canât help it. praises spill from her mouth like a leaky sink when she pushed herself on top of you, staring down at you with what almost seemed like heart eyes. if that was anatomically possible, it would happen to vi. or maybe there would be little birds spinning around her head. youâre so pretty it makes her dizzy.
viâs that type of top to touch everywhere. she wants her hands all over you. she wants every part of you to be properly appreciated. she wants her handprints, her nail indents all across your skin.
viâs that type of top to also kiss everywhere. no matter if you think itâs weird or embarrassing. she just wants herself all over you. she wants her dna mixed with yours, she wants her skin to melt into yours. if she could blend you and her, she would do it. but sheâll settle for just marking you in every way she can.
viâs that type of top to almost never touch you too hard. she might touch you firmly, but never once will she try to bruise you. she could never, even if she triedâ your skin is just too perfect, *youâre* too perfect to be marked and marred by bruises. she does get a little out of control sometimes, though⊠sheâs trying!
viâs that type of top to sniff you like a dog. you might be sweating, sticky and all, but she doesnât care. she wants to smell your skin. she wants to breathe and live you. so sheâll keep her face buried into your shoulder at any time she can, trying to commit your scent to memory until all she can breathe is you.
viâs that type of top that wants to feel you. she doesnât really like straps, only when sheâs stressed and really just needs to fuck some of it away. vi likes fingering you. she likes feeling you from the inside out, feeling how wet you are, your warm, soft texture against her roughened fingertips.
viâs that type of top who just canât stop yapping when youâre about to cum. yeah? gonna cum for me, princess? come on, give it to me, baby. itâs what she does when she gets excitedâ also when she gets nervous, but sheâd rather die than to admit that. she just wants you to feel good.
viâs that type of top to be shameless. sheâs vocal and she canât shut up and she loves you. truly a killer combo.
âsâ fuckinâ pretty,â she groans into your neck, pressing kiss after kiss up and down, stopping to gently tug at your skin. her hands are under you, one grabbing and squeezing one of your thighs as she keeps it apart for her, the other pressed against your sobbing cunt, knuckles deep where you want her most, palm squishing against your poor, sensitive clit.
âvii,â you whined, hips bucking against her. she shushed you, gently biting your skin again as though it was a warning.
âshh. good girl, good girl, thatâs itâ fuuuckâŠâ
you couldâve sworn she was the one getting fucked with how she grunted and groaned. she wanted to smack herself for being so weak, so mushy. it wasnât her fault you felt so damn good squeezing around her, gummy walls molded to the shape of her fingers.
âshit⊠so fuckinâ perfect, my pretty girl,â she mutters against your skin, fingers digging deeper and deeper into your cunt, rubbing against the top side of your pussy to try and find that special little spot that made you cry for her.
âso fuckinâ sweet, ainât you? yeah,â she muttered, squeezing your thigh, then giving it a soft smack. âso fuckinâ sweet. pussy so fuckinâ sweet, so fucking wetâŠâ
the way she speaks, almost nonchalantly, the way she says those types of things so damn easilyâ it was always something that surprised you about vi. she could say the dirtiest things ever and yet make it sound so sickeningly endearingâ and exciting. you gush around her hand, slick covering her fingers, and you can hear her chuckle softly.
âoh gosh, baby. youâre dripping,â she briefly pulls her fingers out of your pussy just to see the wetness that coats her fingers, much to your dismay. your whines of protest are quickly quieted when she presses the tips of her fingers to your twitchy clit, rubbing soft circles against it.
âvi, pleaseâŠâ you whined, not even sure what you wanted. you just wanted her in general, you needed her.
âplease what, baby?â she muttered, like she didnât know damn well what you wanted. âwords, sweet thing. iâm no mind reader,â she was smirking, and you could hear it in her voice. she could be so mean.
âplease, fuckââ you whimpered, hips bucking against her fingers to try and seek friction, trying to look for some respite for the aching down there, the growing need. âplease⊠please, wanna cumâŠâ
you expected there to be some more begging, but you cut yourself off with a moan as you feel her fingers prod at your entrance again, slipping in with ease, her thumb now pressed against your clit to follow. you almost scream when she finds that spongy spot inside you, the knot that was building in your stomach tightening impossibly more. âfuck, how can i deny you, baby?â
she really couldnât. not when you looked so damn cute, squirming and crying, face as red as a tomato. she pulls her face from your shoulder to look up at you, soft blue eyes almost peering into your soul.
âviii.. gonna-â
âgonna cum, baby?â sheâs rubbing the pads of her fingers against your g-spot, thumb circling your hardened bud at the same deliberate pace. it was slow, but not lazy. if anything, it was careful. meticulous. measured. she wanted to give you the best orgasm youâve ever hadâwhich wasnât really hard for her, but she tried her damndest every time.
âyouâre dripping, babe,â she muttered against the love of your ear, briefly kissing over it, âfuck. gonna cum, arenât you, baby? gonna cum fâme?â
you can just barely whine out her name, eyes rolling back, and she smiles, pleased with herself. she doesnât let herself stop though. âfuck, yeah⊠just let it go, baby. wanna see you cum fâme. cmon, give it to me, baby, yeah, just cum fâmeâŠâ
and it doesnât take much more of her dirty talk and praise for you to gush onto her palm, orgasm crashing over you like a tidal wave, thighs trembling, head thrown back. if she could only explain how perfect you looked. she could probably reach her own high just seeing you cum.
âfuuuck, thatâs it, baby,â she grunted, kissing up and down the sensitive skin of your neck, leaving goosebumps in the trail of her lips. âthatâs it. good girl, yeah⊠let it all out fâme. gimme everything, babe. like that, goooood girl-â
she doesnât stop until youâre completely spent and starting to get overstimulated, shaking your head and trying to push her away by the shoulders. âgood girl. so good. so fuckinâ pretty,â she mutters as she pulls her fingers out of your cunt. not before wiping her fingers up your slit to gather every ounce of your orgasm and arousal she could, bringing it to her lips shamelessly.
âviâŠâ she smirked. âwhat? just tastinâ my sweet thing.â and she kisses you, the taste of her lips mixed with your essence slipping onto your tongue. she pulls away with a sigh.
âpretty girl.â she muttered. âmy perfect girl.â
viâs that type of top that just canât shut up, who practically begs to see you cum. because at the end of the day, all she wants is to make her baby feel good <3
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The Unexpected Gift | LN4
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. summary âââââââ Lando surprises Y/N with a very special gift, and she realizes just how much he values their relationship.
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. pairing âââââââ Lando Norris x she!reader
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. word count âââââââ 1.6k
The city of London buzzed with its usual holiday energy. Crowds filled the streets, rushing to buy last-minute gifts, as festive lights twinkled above the sidewalks. The atmosphere was alive with the enticing smell of chestnuts roasting, combined with the crispness of pine and the comforting essence of cinnamonâscents that typically brought joy to Y/Nâs heart. But this year, the season felt differentâhollow, even.
It was December 23rd, and Y/N sat in her cozy West London flat, hands cradling a steaming cup of coffee as she gazed out at the overcast sky. The grey December sky mirrored the heaviness in her chest. She had told herself countless times over the past few weeks that it would be okay. That spending Christmas alone wouldnât be so bad. Work had kept her in London this year, far from her family, who would be celebrating together in her homeland. But the real sting came from somethingâor rather, someoneâcloser to home.
Lando.
Theyâd been together for just over two months. It was still new, but it felt significant. Theyâd spent so much time together, sharing laughter, teasing over her love for cats and his unwavering loyalty to dogs, and indulging in cozy evenings that stretched late into the night. She thought they were building something special, something that might have included an invitation to spend Christmas together. But as the days ticked by, there was no mention of Bristol, no invitation to join him and his family.
âMaybe itâs too soon,â she whispered to herself, taking a sip of her coffee. She wanted to believe that. Meeting his family would be a big step, and she wasnât sure she was ready for it. But still, the absence of his offer lingered like a cloud, heavy and persistent.
She glanced at the empty couch beside her. It felt emptier than usual. Theyâd joked about adopting a cat beforeâher longing for one and his insistence that dogs were far superior. She could almost hear his voice now, playful and teasing: âCats are just judgmental roommates. Dogs? Theyâre your best friends.â
Despite her smile at the memory, the ache in her chest remained. This time last year, sheâd shared with Lando how much she missed having a pet. Growing up, sheâd always been surrounded by cats, and the absence of a furry companion in London made her flat feel even lonelier.
Her phone buzzed, pulling her from her thoughts. She leaned over to pick it up, her heart skipping when she saw Landoâs name on the screen.
Lando: âHope youâre doing okay. Missing you here in Bristol. Canât wait to see you when Iâm back in London after the holidays. xâ
Y/n stared at the message from Lando for what felt like an eternity before finally typing a reply.
Y/n:Â "I'm fine. Just missing you too. Have a good time with your family."
She hit send and set her phone down, the ache in her chest growing sharper with every passing moment. It wasnât that she didnât understand why he hadnât invited her to join himâshe could respect the fact that they had only been together for a couple of months, and it was clear he had his family traditions. Still, the loneliness was heavy. Christmas was supposed to be a time of togetherness, but here she was, alone in her flat.
Her fingers brushed her phone screen as she picked it up again, smiling faintly at the sweet message heâd sent. He was always thoughtful, checking in even though he was surrounded by family. But it didnât fill the emptiness she felt. Not entirely.
With a sigh, Y/n set the phone back down and reached for her mug of tea. Just a few more days, she told herself. Then maybe things would start to feel a little less empty.
Meanwhile, in Bristol, Lando was wrapping up a festive morning spent with his family. The house was filled with laughter and holiday cheer, but his mind kept drifting to London. It had been a whirlwind of excitement leading up to this moment, and now, the time had finally come.
For weeks, Lando had been carefully planning the perfect gift. Their playful debates about cats versus dogs always ended with him teasing her for being a "cat person," but he knew just how much she truly adored them. Every time they passed a shop with a cat lounging in the window, her face would light up, and he could see the longing in her eyes. She had never adopted a cat since moving to London, and Lando knew it was something she missed dearly. Determined to make this Christmas special, he was resolved to bring her the joy sheâd been longing for.
Lando wanted to invite her for Christmas, but he hesitated, fearing she might refuse because she wasnât ready to meet his parents. Not wanting to pressure her or make things feel too serious too soon, he decided instead to plan a different surprise. Heâd contacted a shelter in London and arranged everything for the adoption of a small, ginger tabby. He knew it was the perfect gift for her, something that would bring her joy and comfort.
He couldnât wait to see the look on her face when she met the cat. The thought of her eyes lighting up was enough to make his heart race as he finished packing his bag. The rest of the holiday could wait. This moment was going to be about her.
On Christmas Eve, after saying goodbye to his family, Lando set out for London. The drive felt longer than usual as he imagined Y/nâs reaction. The roads were clear, and the car hummed steadily beneath him, but his mind was a whirlwind of anticipation.
By the time he arrived at Y/nâs flat in London, the sun was beginning to dip lower in the sky. Lando took a deep breath before grabbing the cat carrier from the backseat, his heart beating fast in his chest. He knocked gently on her door, not quite sure what to expect, but knowing that this moment would mean everything to her.
The door opened, and there she stoodâY/n, looking soft and surprised to see him.
âLando?â she asked, her voice filled with a mix of curiosity and confusion. âWhat are you doing here? I thought youâd be with your family for Christmas.â
Lando smiled, stepping inside, the carrier gently in his hands. âI was. But I couldnât wait any longer to see you. I have something for you.â
Y/n raised an eyebrow. âYou didnât have to get me anything, LandoâŠâ
He didnât say a word. Instead, he crouched down and slowly opened the carrier. A small, ginger tabby with striking green eyes stepped out, its fur soft and smooth.
Y/nâs breath caught in her throat as she gazed at the cat. âIs this⊠for me?â
Lando nodded, his gaze warm. âI know how much youâve wanted a cat. So I thought, maybe this Christmas, I could help make that happen.â
Tears welled in Y/nâs eyes as she knelt down to pet the cat, her fingers trembling with emotion. âLando, I⊠I donât know what to say. Sheâs perfect.â
Lando smiled gently, his heart swelling with affection. âI thought youâd like her. Her name is Ruby, by the way,â he said, his voice filled with warmth. âI thought she looked like a Ruby.â
Y/nâs voice cracked as she looked up at him, her eyes glistening. âYouâre⊠incredible. I canât believe you did this.â
Lando stood, moving closer to her, his hands cupping her face softly. âI wanted to do something special for you. I know this time of year can be tough, especially with you being so far from your family. But you donât have to be alone, Y/n. Not anymore.â
Tears slipped down her cheeks as she whispered, âIâve been feeling so alone lately⊠and you didnât even invite me to spend Christmas with you and your familyâŠâ
Landoâs heart broke as he pulled her into his arms. âI didnât invite you because I didnât want you to feel pressured. It was too soon, and I didnât want to make things complicated. But Iâve been thinking about you, about us. I knew, more than anything, I wanted to be with you this Christmas. It just⊠took me a little longer to figure out how.â
Y/n clung to him, feeling the weight of her emotions. âI thought maybe you didnât want me there⊠but now, with this⊠with RubyâŠâ Her voice faltered as she held the cat close to her chest. âThank you. I didnât think Iâd ever get a cat, but now⊠I have Ruby, and I have you.â
Lando brushed a stray lock of hair from her face, his voice tender. âYou have me, Y/n. Always.â
They stayed like that for a long time, wrapped in each otherâs arms, the quiet comfort of the moment filling the space between them. The Christmas lights outside twinkled softly, but the warmth they shared was all that mattered.
That night, they sat together on the couch, the cat curled up between them as they sipped wine and exchanged stories. Lando had stayed in London with her, and while it wasnât the Christmas Y/n had expected, it turned out to be exactly what she needed. A Christmas filled with love, surprises, and the promise of more to come.
As they shared a soft kiss under the glow of the tree, Y/n felt a profound sense of belonging. This was home.
âMerry Christmas, Y/n,â Lando whispered, his lips brushing against her ear.
âMerry Christmas, Lando,â she replied, her heart full.
And for the first time in a long time, Christmas felt just right.
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