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i’m already so so excited for next chapters!!! (bestie when??)

I’m working on it!!!🫶🫶🫶🧡🧡

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Back w more Lando loving the birthmark ans y/n going insane.

A gathering before the fall out. Lando showing off his mark to the ladies somwhow being like look i can be your moon and you my sun. And y/n is like 🙄 dear god u

The absolute torture 😭😭😭😭😭

Like Y/N is standing there watching her ACTUAL SOULMATE use HIS shared birthmark as a pickup line with other women and she's probably dying inside like "THAT'S MY MOON, YOU FUCKING IDIOT!"

And you KNOW those women are probably eating it up too - like "oh wow, that's so romantic, you're so deep and poetic" while Y/N is internally SCREAMING because he's literally advertising their soulmate connection to pick up random girls! The man is using the universe's proof that they belong together as his dating strategy!!

Meanwhile she's probably calling them every name in the book in her head - "stupid bitch, pathetic whore, get your grubby hands off MY soulmate" - while simultaneously wanting to grab their perfectly styled hair and use it as a mop because the JEALOUSY is eating her alive!

The way she probably has to excuse herself to the bathroom just to have a breakdown because watching him show off that mark for other women, watching him get all seductive about something that's supposed to belong to THEM... like sir, you're literally showing off the proof that you belong to the woman standing ten feet away! And she's probably fighting every instinct to march over there, grab him by the shoulders, and scream "LOOK AT ME! I'M RIGHT HERE! I'M YOUR MOON!" while shaking him until some sense falls into his thick skull.

But then the rage would crash into devastation because this is just MORE proof that he doesn't care about her - not as Y/N, not as his soulmate, not as anything! Because who has the actual AUDACITY to use their soulmate mark - the universe's most sacred symbol of destined love - as a pickup line for random women?? It's like cosmic blasphemy AND personal betrayal all rolled into one devastating moment!

She's probably thinking "great, so even when he finds his soulmate, he'll still prefer literally anyone else"

It's the ultimate betrayal of their cosmic connection, and she's watching it happen while dying inside😫😫

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Did y/n pick up on the "I don't say things I don't mean” comment Lando made? Or is it more something she realises when she’s stewing over all the interactions they’ve had?

Y/n appears to overthink throughout the entirety of the series, so I was shocked we didn’t see any of her inner turmoil in relation to that specific comment!

Did Lando truly mean what he said in anger and since regrets it. Or, did he simply say those things in anger to cause as much damage as possible without actually believing what he was saying?

She actually didn’t pick up on that line in the moment - which is very in-character for her, since she tends to get lost in the heat of things and only processes details once she’s alone with her thoughts. It’s something that will definitely come back up in a following chapter, when she’s revisiting their interactions and starting to piece together the weight behind certain words and moments.

As for Lando’s side of it, he didn’t truly mean those things deep down. He said them out of anger, with the intention of cutting as deep as he possibly could in that moment, and then carried the regret afterward. I thought I made this clear in chapter 2 🤔 but it’s less about him believing what he said and more about the way he lashed out to cause damage - and the consequences of that are going to linger between them

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I read parts 1-4 back to back last night. Your writing is *chefs kiss* - I felt both main characters viscerally....but mainly Y/N as I completely get the 'broken, unwanted' feeling...it was me in my teens and twenties for sure. I was misunderstood and "presumed about" a lot, I was bullied a lot and thought I was the problem.

Turns out I was AuDHD...

Anyway. Point is, it's great! Can't wait for the next part.

Oh wow 😭

This means so much, thank you for sharing that with me. I’m really glad Y/N resonated with you, even if it brought up some tough memories. You’re definitely not alone in those feelings!! 🫶🫶🫶

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i just started your “A Love You Can’t Escape” story and i’m loving it!!! i only read the first chapter but i love it, im so excited for the next chapters 🩷🩷

Ahhh thank you so much!! 🥹🧡🧡 I’m so happy you’re enjoying it already!!!!🧡🧡🧡🫶🫶🫶

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THIS! Once Lando knows he's going to have a fixation on making anything he can have her with the last name Norris and calling her it. Reservations, one-off name tags and IDs, personalized items. That's going to be her future so why not start practicing; but also, he's manifesting and seeing her with his last name does get him off.

Like imagine Y/N going to pick up takeout and they're like "order for Mrs. Norris?" and she's standing there like "I'M SORRY, WHAT NOW??" while Lando's probably smirking like a man who knew exactly what he was doing.

And you KNOW he'd start doing this in the most random situations too - like booking her hair appointments as "Y/N Norris," getting her coffee with that name. The man would turn "practicing her future name" into a full-time occupation!

The way he'd probably get this smug little smile every time someone addresses her with his last name, like he's internally fist-pumping because it sounds SO right! But imagine the THRILL he'd get every time someone actually calls her by it and she doesn't immediately correct them? Like that would probably send him into overdrive thinking "see, she's getting used to it, she LIKES being a Norris!" Meanwhile she's probably just too flustered to argue with random people 😭

And imagine Y/N's absolute MORTIFICATION when she starts realizing the pattern! Like at first she thinks it's just coincidence - maybe the hotel messed up the reservation, maybe he accidentally gave her name wrong. But then it keeps happening and she's like "wait... did you tell the restaurant hostess I was MRS. NORRIS?!"

Plus imagine the poor service workers who have to deal with this chaos! The confused looks when IDs don't match the names he's giving, but he's just standing there looking so pleased with himself that they probably assume it's some rich people nonsense they don't get paid enough to question.

And the way this would probably make Y/N's abandonment issues go HAYWIRE because part of her loves hearing it (finally belonging to someone, having an identity tied to being wanted) but the other part is terrified he's moving too fast and will change his mind! Like she's simultaneously thrilled and panicked every time someone calls her "Mrs. Norris" because what if he realizes he made a mistake?

And the way this would absolutely backfire when she finds out he's been doing it behind her back! Like she'd probably storm into his place with a takeout coffee cup or a food delivery bag that says "Y/N Norris" on it demanding to know why half of London thinks they're already married! But also... the fact that he's so confident in their future that he's essentially practicing their married life? That would probably make her knees weak even while she's screaming at him about boundaries!

The man really said "if I manifest hard enough, maybe she'll just accept that Norris is her destiny"🫠💀

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if I reader correctly she’s never even been kissed right??…if so, i just KNOW that Lando is going to spontaneously combust when he finds out he gets all her first. Im talking this man’s possessiveness will be dialed x1000 and he’s going to be like a caveman talking about “you’re mine, only mine, will only ever be min, no one can touch” type ahh

side tangent, but i also have this feeling that he is the type to talk her through it and to make eye contact when he’s deep inside her and just say a variation of “i know baby, I know” when she’s clearly overwhelmed and consumed by him

OH MY GOD YES!! And you know this revelation would absolutely destroy him emotionally too - like the guilt of realizing he spent over a year being cruel to someone who'd never even experienced basic romantic affection? The man would be devastated knowing he wasted so much time when he could have been the one giving her all those beautiful first experiences.

But also imagine how this feeds into his need to erase every cruel word he ever said to her? Like he'd become obsessed with replacing every harsh memory with something tender and worshipful. The way he'd probably whisper apologies against her skin while showing her exactly how precious she is to him.

And the PROTECTIVE instincts this would unleash! Like forget the custom car with his name - this man would probably want to tattoo "TAKEN" across her forehead just so no other man would even THINK about approaching what's his. The idea that he gets to be the template for how she should be loved, the standard she'll measure everyone against (not that there will BE anyone else) - that would make him absolutely feral with satisfaction.

Plus the way this ties into her abandonment issues and never feeling chosen? He'd probably make it his life mission to prove that waiting for him was worth it, that she was always meant to be his and his alone. The man would turn "being someone's first everything" into an art form of possession and devotion!

And YES the eye contact thing!! Like this man would be absolutely obsessed with watching every micro-expression cross her face, cataloging every gasp and whimper like he's studying for the most important exam of his life. He'd probably refuse to let her look away because he NEEDS to see the exact moment she cums for him, needs that visual confirmation that he's the one making her feel things she's never felt before. The way he'd probably hold her face in his hands, forcing that eye contact even when she's trying to hide because the intensity is too much - all while murmuring those soft reassurances that make her feel safe enough to completely fall apart for him.

And the "I know baby, I know" - UGH!! Because it's not just acknowledgment, it's this perfect blend of dominance and tenderness that would absolutely wreck her! Like he's simultaneously taking control while being completely attuned to her needs, guiding her through sensations she doesn't understand while making sure she knows he's got her completely. It's giving "I'm in charge but I worship you" energy and honestly that combination would probably short-circuit her brain entirely!

Because you just KNOW he'd have this need to be completely present for every second of overwhelming her, to make sure she knows it's HIM doing this to her, HIM making her feel things she's never felt before. The possessive satisfaction of watching his untouched soulmate discover pleasure through him and only him - while he guides her through every sensation with that voice that's pure liquid comfort mixed with absolute ownership. The man would turn sex into a masterclass of "you belong to me and I'm going to make sure you never forget it" energy🫠🫠🫠🫠

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Also lando’s obsession with her hips and that’s the spot where the mark is. Almost like subconsciously his soul knows to look at her there.

The way his eyes would unconsciously track to that exact spot every time - like when she's in those barely-there pajamas - and he has NO IDEA why he's so fixated on that particular curve of her hip! 😭

It's like his soul is literally calling to the mark before his conscious mind even knows it exists! The pull would be so strong but he'd just think it's regular attraction, not knowing he's being drawn to the very proof of their destined connection!

And imagine how FERAL he'd go once he actually discovers the mark - like suddenly all those moments of inexplicable fascination make perfect sense! All those times he found himself staring at her hips, wanting to touch that exact spot, the way his hands would gravitate there during intimate moments... his soul was literally trying to connect with its match!

The possessiveness would be off the charts too - like not only is that where their cosmic bond lives, but it's also been his unconscious obsession all along! No wonder he'd want to put his hands there, claim that space, make sure everyone knows that particular part of her belongs to him!

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Lando heard she didn’t know how to drive and immediately called Zac and the factory for a favor of a custom car for her with Norris on the licenses plate/ in the car because it’ll be her last name.

OH MY GOD YES!! Even AFTER he's confessed and they're... whatever they are... this man STILL has the absolute AUDACITY! 😭😭 Like imagine Y/N thinking "okay so we've established feelings, we're taking this slow, figuring things out" and then she gets keys to a custom McLaren with "Y/N NORRIS" embroidered EVERYWHERE!

This man going "oh she can't drive? Let me just casually commission a bespoke McLaren with HER FUTURE MARRIED NAME on it" like sir??? SIR??? The man really said "we've had one emotional conversation so obviously it's time for matching license plates" 💀

Imagine poor Zak getting that phone call! "Right so I need you to make a custom car for... a friend. And put Norris on the plates because she'll need them eventually." Meanwhile Zak's probably thinking Lando has had some kind of breakdown because last he checked, this "friend" barely spoke to him! 💀

But the LAYERS of presumption here!! Like this man really said "she doesn't know how to drive YET but when she does, she'll be driving MY car with MY name because she'll BE mine" and honestly the confidence is absolutely unhinged but also... 🔥🔥🔥 The man really went full alpha mode with "she's going to be my wife so obviously she needs a car that reflects that" energy!

And YES, Y/N would be LIVID when she finds out! Because imagine discovering not only did he spend probably £200k+ on you without asking, but he literally had "Y/N NORRIS" put on everything like your future was already decided?? She'd probably be screaming "I HAVEN'T EVEN SAID YES TO DATING YOU PROPERLY" while he's just standing there like "but you're my soulmate so obviously we're getting married" with that infuriating confidence that makes her want to slap him AND kiss him! 😩

And she'd be SO conflicted because YES she wants someone who can provide for her, who wants to take care of her, but NOT someone who just decides her entire future without consulting her! Like sir, having feelings doesn't equal marriage license!!

But also... the way he'd been planning this WHILE they were still in their complicated phase? Like even when she was convinced he barely tolerated her, he was out here commissioning vehicles for their future domestic bliss? The man was literally designing their married life in his head while she thought he hated her! And the POSSESSIVENESS of it all! Like he really looked at a car and thought "yes, this needs MY initials so everyone knows she belongs to ME" and honestly... problematic king behavior but also why is that so hot??

The man really went "one feelings confession = time to brand my woman" and the delusion is honestly iconic! 💀

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But can you guarantee us at least a happy ending? Your story was exactly what I was looking for! Heartbreaking anguish. I swear in the episode where she has the crisis, I could feel her desperation and her pain. Congratulations on writing this so well, to the point where we can feel it!

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I can absolutely guarantee a happy ending!! I promise no matter how heavy it gets, they’ll earn their happiness in the end. The angst is just making the eventual payoff so much sweeter.

And thank you for reading and for such lovely feedback - it honestly makes all the late-night writing sessions worth it!!🫶🫶🫶🧡🧡🧡

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The polarity of the soulmate mark being on the front of their left hip and the fact that in secret the only solitude she thought she would get, sleeping alone at night, she decided to pack high waisted thongs that would show off the mark so vibrantly. Oh your mind is a genius, it’s her feeling her true self behind closed doors with the non existing clothes and in public her shield of being proper and practically covered head to toe on the daily.

Yes, it’s like her quiet way of rebelling - letting herself feel free and seen when no one’s looking. It makes the mark feel even more personal and meaningful.

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something that looked dangerously close to territorial satisfaction at the idea that they might have looked like a couple, that other people might have seen her as belonging to him’ well yeah! Only a super loving friend or an obsessed boyfriend would go around looking for foundation you love sick fool.

EXACTLY! The man was acting like a devoted boyfriend while his brain was still in denial mode!

Eight hours of driving around Spain in blazing heat, refusing to give up, paying for everything without hesitation, getting genuinely upset when they couldn't find what she needed - that's not "friend helping friend" behavior, that's "I would move mountains for this woman" energy.

Normal friends would've suggested alternative shades or given up after the third store. But Lando was out there treating her foundation crisis like a military operation that HAD to succeed. The level of investment and determination was completely disproportionate to what their supposed relationship warranted.

And that territorial satisfaction when Ed called them couple-ish? His subconscious was basically screaming "YES, SHE'S MINE" while his conscious mind was still playing the "I barely tolerate her" game. His soul knew exactly what was happening even if his brain was three steps behind.

The poor man was essentially having a romantic awakening in real time but was too emotionally constipated to recognize it. Meanwhile Y/N got to experience what it felt like to be truly cared for by him, which probably made going back to his usual coldness even more devastating.

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I just know if somehow she ends up wearing a man’s shirt to bed, (even as simple as Ed, Tom’s or Max’s because something happened to her pajamas) Lando is going to have an internal tantrum at wondering who’s man shirt that is and why she’s wearing it.

Oh, the possessive spiral he’d go into!!!😭😭💀

The man would probably spend the entire night obsessing over whose shirt she's wearing, mentally cataloging which of his friends it could belong to and WHY she has access to their clothes. Like he'd probably analyze the fabric, the fit, trying to deduce if it's Ed's vintage band tee or Tom's oversized gym shirt.

And the IRONY! Here's a man who's been pushing her away for over a year, treating her like she barely exists, but the second she's wearing another man's clothing he's ready to commit violence. He'd probably be fighting the urge to corner whoever's shirt it is and demand an explanation.

Y/N would be completely oblivious to his internal meltdown, probably just grateful to have something comfortable to sleep in, while Lando's across the room having a full possessive breakdown like "WHY DOES SHE HAVE ED'S SHIRT? WHEN DID THEY GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO SHARE CLOTHES? WHAT ELSE HAVE THEY SHARED?"

The poor man would probably lie awake all night creating increasingly wild scenarios about how she ended up with someone else's shirt while she's just sleeping peacefully, totally unaware she's triggered his jealousy over something completely innocent.

His soulmate instincts would be SCREAMING even though he doesn't understand why

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Lando is fighting the horniness lust demon and our girl is fighting true Dante’s inferno level demons. Do you know how hard it is to master that silent cry.

This comparison is so painfully accurate and honestly heartbreaking!!😭😭😭

The levels of suffering aren’t even on the same spectrum. Lando is caught up in the intensity of physical attraction and sexual frustration - which is real and maddening for him, sure, but at its core, it’s something that can be managed with distraction, cold showers, or just sheer willpower. He’s dealing with “I want her so badly it’s driving me crazy.”

Meanwhile, Y/N is carrying the weight of something infinitely heavier. She’s navigating decades of trauma, abandonment issues, and the deeply rooted belief that she’s fundamentally unworthy of love. Her pain isn’t about desire denied - it’s about a lifetime of rejection, of people who were supposed to protect her confirming again and again that she wasn’t enough. And now, layered on top of all that, is the cruel irony of cosmic destiny itself seeming to validate her greatest fear: even her soulmate doesn’t choose her. That’s “I’ve been rejected by everyone who was supposed to love me, and now fate itself confirms I’m broken.” The emotional weight difference is staggering.

The silent crying detail is what makes it all the more devastating. That’s not something people just instinctively know how to do. It’s a specific trauma response, learned in childhood when even the act of making noise while crying meant inviting punishment or more pain. She mastered the art of suffering in silence because it was the only way to survive. The fact that she can collapse inwardly without anyone hearing a sound speaks volumes about how many years she’s spent hiding her emotions just to stay safe.

And the disparity between them is striking. Lando’s struggles, while genuine, are born from a place of privilege and choice - they’re frustrating, confusing, and consuming, but they have solutions: communication, honesty, emotional growth. Y/N’s struggles, by contrast, come from fundamental wounds to her sense of self-worth that run so deep she can’t even accept cosmic destiny as proof she’s lovable.

He’s horny and bewildered; she’s living in the ninth circle of emotional hell, slowly dismantling her own sense of self just to function. He’s fighting basic human desire, while she’s fighting a lifelong conditioning that tells her she will never, ever be enough.

The contrast is absolutely devastating and shows how they are the same whole, just different sides of it.

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the way I need lando miserable and dry heaving when he finds out 🚬🚬(affectionally)

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You have me over here looking up this damn Armani Beauty Power Fabric on Sephora and finding my shade.

Lol 🤣😭

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Yoiu are so on point! I bet he even has posted it to like insta like guys lool at my very cool birthmark.

Meanwhile y/n when she saw it screamed into hee pillow like 🙄😭

Lando probably posted some shirtless gym selfie with the caption like "little crescent moon keeping me company during training 🌙💪" or something like that and Y/N saw it and had a full emotional breakdown!

Like imagine her just scrolling through Instagram, maybe during one of her "I'm definitely not stalking his social media" moments, and suddenly there's the physical proof of her connection with Lando just casually displayed for millions of his followers to see. She probably threw her phone across the room and then immediately crawled after it to screenshot it before having a complete meltdown.

Meanwhile the comments are probably full of fans being like "omg that's such a cool birthmark!" and "the moon shape is so aesthetic!" while Y/N is in her apartment like "THAT'S NOT JUST AESTHETIC, THAT'S MY ENTIRE DESTINY!"