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putting my prediction on record now that the coming decade is going to see the rise of viral-marketed fancy at-home water filtration systems, driving and driven by a drastic reduction in the quality of U.S. tap water (given that we are in a 'replacement era' where our current infrastructure is reaching the end of its lifespan--but isn't being replaced). also guessing that by the 2030s access to drinkable tap water will be a mainstream class issue, with low-income & unstably housed people increasingly forced to rely on expensive bottled water when they can't afford the up-front cost of at-home filtration--and with this being portrayed in media as a "moral failing" and short-sighted "choice," rather than a basic failure of our political & economic systems. really hope i'm just being alarmist, but plenty of this already happens in other countries, and the U.S. is in a state of decline, so. here's praying this post ages into irrelevance. timestamped April 2023
#apollo don't fucking touch this one#serious post#not a shitpost#hope i forget about this post and have no reason to ever look back on it one day#fyi i'm aware that access to potable water is already a major issue in parts of the U.S. yes i know flint michigan exists#i'm saying that this issue is going to GROW unless local & federal governments work together to fix it.#so it's a matter of if we trust them to fix it. And well--do you?#what are the chances the government just denies there's a problem until the water actually turns brown#at which point it's already been common knowledge for years and people have just become resigned and that's our new normal#i'm mean come on. how many of us already believe that we're being exposed to dangerous pollutants we don't know about and can't avoid#like that's pretty much just part of being a modern consumer. accepting that companies will happily endanger your life for a few pennies#and the most you'll get is like a $50 gift card as part of a class action rebate 20 years down the line#probably the history books will look back on Flint as a warning and a harbinger that went ignored#luxury condos will advertise their built-in top-of-the-line filtration systems--live here and you can drink water straight from your tap!#watch the elite professional class putting $700 dyson water filtration systems on their wedding registry#while the rest of us figure out how to fit water delivery into our grocery budget while putting 90% of our paycheck towards rent#also eggs are $15
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I have been having... a very bad day. Any spare fluffy headcanons for the boys? (and maybe some nsfw ones if you're up to it-)
ohh no my dear helena !!! its unfortunate that youāre having a rough day today :( remember that everything is temporary and that this day, like every other hard day before (and all following after), will pass in its own time.
i can absolutely spare some fluff ! thatās all iāve got !
ā¢ javier goes to bed at about the same time that kieran is waking up every morning, right before dawn, and itās a common occurrence that he will forget to untie his hair before laying down for bed, especially after a long night of guard duty. kieran will notice every time, and knows himself how easily long hair can get matted, so he will beckon javier over so that he can untie his bow. usually, heāll also take the time to run his fingers through javierās hair to detangle it as well, so that heās even less likely to wake up to knots. javier adores it, teetering with the weight of his head and leaning hard into kieranās legs on each side of his shoulders- sometimes kieran will even indulge himself in giving javier a head massage. javier never sleeps better, and coincidentally, he began forgetting to take his hair down a lot more after moving out to clemenās point ā¦.
ā¢ javier snuck kieran his first bowl of pearsonās stew after āmaking a social callā. john kicked kieran off his horse at the entrance of camp and javier watched as the latter dredged himself through the brush to what would become his usual resting place behind the rock by the horses. he looked miserable, dead on his feet, and javier knew by then heād been weeks without a meal. he was a dirty, disloyal, unholy traitor of an oādriscoll, but something about his sunken eyes, the shake in his hand as he lit his first cigarette as a free man again- likely to quell off the hunger- it urged javier to act in a way that heād never felt before. javier could kill a man in cold blood easier than he could stand to watch fear starve a man even after his hands are free to reach for the bowl. the study for learned helplessness in psychology will come years later, but javier understands himself now through watching kieranās instinctual desire to survive be beat out of him by the gang javier dedicates his life to. with a healthy amount of spite to himself, he scoops a heaping amount of fresh stew into the cleanest bowl he can find, and sets out to add a fresh layer of flesh to kieranās prominent bones.
ā¢ following this, cooking for kieran is one of javierās favourite things to do when they get together. javier will cook for him traditional mexican dishes from home (as best he can. both with his limited skills and also with his limited accessibility to the proper ingredients. (probably for the best that he canāt get authentic chili peppers from home and has to use a less spicy chili native to this northern climate. kieran does okay with spice but it isnāt in his genetics to truly have a high tolerance.)) and not only will it be an unknown love language from javier, to feed kieran and make sure he is full, but it will also be a love language from kieran, to let javi share a piece of home with him.
ā¢ ^ also applies to modern au javieran ! javier loves cooking, and especially for kieran. they would cook together, but kieran struggles to cook with other people in the room, and javier gets so absorbed in it that heād likely be running into kieran or otherwise being unhelpful in aiding in making sure the dish is being cooked correctly because heās too Locked In to guide kieran LOL but theyāre more happy to simply keep each other company, anyway. kieran on the counter/table/floor, watching javier sing and dance to the music heās blasting from their speaker. cue dancing in the kitchen when the love songs come on (hereās a good one (rip javier escuella you would have loved dannylux)). the parallel play and quality time with these two is off the charts
ā¢ come mid/late clemens point, the way javieran make most of their money for the camp is by going on days-long fishing dates, laughing and laying close to one another in the grass under a tree on the riverbank in the shroud of darkness. they come back to camp flushed as all get out but with stacks of cash in their hands wadded up so thick no one dares to ask where it came from. kieran will get excited at even the smallest of fish, perking up and sharing/asking javier for tidbits on the species. they never miss a bite, either. one time one of the bells on their bobber rods rang once and they both broke out of a very hot and heavy make-out sesh so fast that javier tripped on kieran and nearly broke both of their wrists. they laughed so hard about it, javier was certain that by the time he arrived to his rod, the fish had already successfully ripped the bait off of his hook. he reeled in a boot, at the end of it all. he never lives it down.
ā¢ kieran is ambidextrous, and javier is fascinated by it. javier stumbled upon kieran writing on one rare occasion, and noticed immediately that he was writing with his left. āleft handed, huh ?ā kieran cocks his head at him in thought. javier wonders why on earth he would have to stop and think about a question like that. āuhh, not really ?ā well, now javier is simply confused. āright, then ? is something wrong with your dominant hand ?ā āum ā¦ no, thatās not it either ā¦ā and at this point, javier is demanding kieran explain what the hell heās talking about, and why heās pulling a prank on him. cue kieran explaining and javier making him do all kinds of silly ātestsā like writing, shooting, playing guitar (as if kieran is going to any better with either when neither of them can do it right to begin with) because he finds it so cool.
ā¢ modern au kieran gets overstimulated incredibly easily, so heās got a pair of noise canceling over-ear headphones that he often wears to dampen sensory input and ground himself when thereās a lot going on. when itās cleaning day, generally no matter what heās doing, he HAS to wear his headphones. javier is left to dodge him the same way he has to dodge the cats when theyāre weaving in and out of between his feet. it also leaves him to dance to his own tunes when kieran suddenly swoops or sways or dips him to the music only he can hear- though just as often, javier will catch kieran dancing by himself and he will simply be unable not to join him, even though he canāt hear what it is heās dancing to. as overwhelming as they can be, cleaning days for javieran somehow always end up feeling more like a date than anything.
ā¢ on a similar note, kieran also wears his headphones to bed, and listens to asmr/white noise to sleep. the pressure helps him feel safe, and the silence of a room makes him anxious. he also has a terrible bedhead and rbf in the morning. both of these things javier finds incredibly charming, and if he ever does wake up when/before kieran does (incredibly rare), this is his pov (right before he tries to kiss kieranās face off and gets shoved away with a sleepy giggle that only bolsters his aggression);
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nsfw under the cut !
and how could i resist a chance to finally talk about this ;3ā¬ ?? iāll try to keep them fluffy !
(context, i hc both of them as tguys usually (though im content with writing javier as amab too), with both of them being absolute, unabashed switches. they have little preferences anywhere in terms of bottoming/topping, though kieran has a preference for subbing, and javier has no qualms with domming more frequently.)
ā¢ as much raunchy, animalistic sex that javieran have, they have double as much slow, loving, tender sex. and most times between, theyāre having raunchy, loving, animalistic sex.
ā¢ javi loves to turn kieranās brain off, he loves more than anything to make kieran feel so overwhelmingly pleasured that he forgets everything that ever has, ever could, or ever will happen to him. nothing gets javier off quite like seeing the face of bliss kieran makes when all he can think about is javierās mouth/hands/cock working overtime just to make him feel good.
ā¢ both of them i think are quite vocal when theyāre able to be, and kieran tends to be vocal whether heās supposed to be or not. both of them often dissolve into whimpers and āi love youās and praise like āyou feel/sound/taste so goodā by the end. their love for each other has a carnal grasp on every aspect of their sex lives as well <3 so theyāre always speaking so sweetly to each other, even if the way they growl it seems violent
ā¢ javier LOVES love bites. he loves to mark kieran up and he especially loves to bite and lick and suck on his neck, not only because of the primal aspect of his jugular being so close (as well as the warmth of his pulse thrumming against his mouth), but also because it arouses kieran to the point of making him shiver nearly every time. javier has permission to bite him hard, but itās pretty rare that he ever does, and itās only late into their relationship does javier feel like it will be more pleasure for him than it would just be pain. sometimes he canāt help it though, heāll get so worked up that he just latches on and the way that kieran tightens around him is mind-numbing.
ā¢ unironically i think kieran is a GREAT soft dom, and that is something that javier generally had never experienced prior to getting with kieran. javi thinks itās hot to be man-handled and roughed up, and kieran can do his very best (despite the constant guilt and fear) if javier is really feeling it, but where he really excels is soft domming. once the nerves melt off, heās so gentle with javier that it makes the latterās skin hot all over. constantly praising him, cooing at him, asking him nicely, rewarding him for good behavior, all the while touching him oh-so-gently, it all makes javier feel so awkward but so, so good. kieran makes him feel so loved and worshipped that the world in which he has anything to question simply just fades away, and all he has to think about is doing what meager tasks kieran asks of him.
ā¢ they find so much peace in each otherās bodies. in every rib and wrinkle and sunspot, these two will spend hours simply exploring and enjoying the body of the other in whatever the closest form of āprivacyā they can manage to acquire. turns out, kieran has sunspots all over him. turns out, javier has a keloid scar on the back of his bicep. turns out, kieran has a mole on his scalp right where his part is (this is canon btw i saw it once when i was studying him in photo mode like a specimen in a petri dish), and javier has back dimples, and kieranās ribs stutter and dance beautifully when he laughs, and the flex of javierās thighs warps his skin like a marble statue. javier escuella and kieran duffy love like artists, and they spend hours just learning and looking and studying each other, like a painter with his muse, like a writer with his words, like the last things they want to see while theyāre dying are all the hours they spent learning the beauty of the other.
i could honestly come up with more but it would never leave my drafts, so i hope u like these that i came up with as quick as i could :ā) ! i hope youāre feeling better and have gotten some good rest !! thank you for the ask !!!!!
#thank you for always coming to chat with me :ā) especially on a hard day. i hope you know you are appreciated no matter how you feel and#that you do good things for peopleās lives every day. even if you donāt know it or notice or if they donāt tell you. your existence inherent#ly makes the world a better place#and i can say that with confidence because you do it for me every time you come to say hello or share my love for javieran :ā) i do hope#youāre feeling much better today ! i apologize for this post taking so long. i struggle a lot with coming up with things without prompt and#i also had a friend over so it took me a little while to come up with anything i thought was worth reading about !#i love them :ā) thank you for giving me the chance to talk about them a bit ! i need to actually write them soon ā¦ā¦.. they are so special to#me waugh#i usually have lots to say in the tags but i truly used the entirety of my last braincell for this so thatās all iāve got for now </3#i love you ! be well ! make sure youāre eating and drinking lots of water !!!#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#text#art#kinda i guess#hero draws sometimes#hero more like shakespeare#heroās javier#heroās kieran#heroās javieran#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#galacta-phantasma#i think thatās it. lord. now iām going to run on the treadmill for 10 hours ! bye !
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do you think the abyss healed Childeās scars?
realistically I know itās stupid graphics & model ālimitationsā
But do you think his skin looks as normal as it did before he fell.
Cause when theyāre hit, an abyss monster.
They disintegrate.
Do you think Ajaxās scars healed like that? In the abyss? After it, too?
Do you think they burned? Or was it numb, as the darkened skin faded away with little, yellow, glowing particles?
That he has no evidence of his suffering for those three months in hell (and his only companionās silence) but dull eyes no one wants to look at?
Callouses on his hands and feet that no one pays attention to? Takes care of?
That he shows his prowess and uncanniness and abyssal hunger because thatās the only way how? Yes. he is hungry and wants a fight. Look at him. Heās off. Broken now.
Look at him.
Please.
#am I self projecting?#maybe#a little bit#Nothing like a mental breakdown from a sort of family dinner meeting new people to remind a mfer theyāre fucked#itās me Iām mfer#also abt that companionās silence part#as much as I fucking Abhor genshinās uwu-ifying of Skirk#and her characterization cause god fucking damn it hoyo Give him a good parental figure#She says she didnāt talk to him at all/the bare minimum cause she sees him as weak#what the fuck#How do you send your son that was missing for three fucking days Blow off his trauma And then send him to the military?#You donāt care about him.#skirk evidently doesnāt#And the tsarista is all up to interpretation and is dubious as an average#does childe have any caring parental figure? Who the fuck knows.#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#tw vent#?#self projecting#itās sad. isnāt it? to have suffered but have nothing to show for it.#Christ Iām fucked.#do u think I should go back to the social gathering?#:/#drink water#stay safe#<3
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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Everything is so fucking hard I canāt even get a doctor ššššššš
#I need blood work done so bad#Iāve been constantly dehydrated no matter how much water I drink for months#and Iāve been with case worker after case worker and nobody can get me a fucking therapist and Iām literally just not okay#Iām exhausted all the fucking time#I literally canāt do anything i need I feel so helpless#I donāt wanna struggle every day for the rest of my life
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diet soda is fr such a double edged sword, like I love the taste and the lack of calories but I just know the chemicals are sooooo bad for me
#like how much Pepsi max do I need to drink before my brain starts disintegrating#I obv drink a bunch of water too but like two cans a day is so bad š
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one thing about barton is that he (unfortunately) has the most dead-eyed stare half the time, even when he's describing something extremely traumatic that happened to him, so people may not know whether it's due to the fact that he just doesn't feel like he has ' life ' in him or if this is because he was really messed up by the trauma (it's both. it's both in most cases)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#yeahhh he uh. i feel like every time he talks about his bio father in particularly he gets this dead eyed look to him-#and it may be kind of disconcerting to see BUT part of it is due to the fact that he has kind of separated himself from the pain if that-#makes any sense?? like barton sometimes thinks about his past in such a way that it makes him feel like it happened to someone else-#bc he genuinely cannot still comprehend all of the trauma that wesley put him through sooo yeah. but he'll also get this look when-#talking about how it was like to transition from being in a VERY toxic household (aka with wesley) to being in what comparatively was a-#saints household (winslows household) bc both of the environments were so different that they were like light and day to him-#buttt whenever barton talks about his father he pretty much is ALWAYS speaking about wesley bc (and i know this is just... OMG but)#he taught him the ideology that he uses today that is such a big part of his life now so his brain tries to occasionally tell him that that#and other... thing's that wesley did that were very much NOT love were actually his way of showing love to him and it's. yeahhh it's#kind of devastating but anyhow JSJSJ how are y'all doing today? have you been drinking enough water and have you eaten yet?#tw: discussions of mental illness.#tw: trauma.
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hey what's everyone up to
#getting eaten alive on twitter for not think phannies are at blame when it comes to the inherent unfairness of m&gs#ngl not the most fun i've ever had but i know it's a nuanced and frustrating thing#so i don't really care as much as i do care???#bc at the end of the day we all want the same thing: for m&g access to be fair#we're just blaming different people for the unfairness of it all#anyway hows everyone. y'all drinking water?
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had to leave work early yesterday and have been struggling literally all day today bc of what i have to assume is pregnancy-related low blood pressure and it's making me fucking miserable
#every time i get up i immediately have to lay down again#i am drinking so much water and gatorade and eating as much as i can tolerate but still my head aches and my body feels Bad#watch your feet#rempreg#how the fuck am i supposed to go to work like this. i work on my feet for at least 5 hours of the day#my husband keeps assuring me it's fine if i need to take more time off work but what if it's Not#i feel so guilty for feeling bad. it's not my fault and no one is mad at me. but i feel guilty anyways#anyway im taking a too-hot bath rn i'll let yall know if i pass outš«°
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sometimes I believe that My tendency to avoid telling My family when I'm having health issues is just the result of avoidant cognitive distortions, but then I actually do it, get told that it's "normal" and/or a lifestyle issue, and realize the real cognitive distortion was expecting help at all -_-
#personal#I'm struggling to breathe and My heart rate is high. inhaler doesn't help. go tell My mom about it and she says#1. try again. 2. drink water. 3. eat a mint. 4. I'm getting fat#and then last time I told her about this same issue she said#1. I have anxiety from too much silence (I'm auditorily hypersensitive? noise gives Me anxiety not the other way around)#2. I'm so sedentary that it's only natural that standing up would give Me tachycardia (I obviously stand up multiple times a day everyday)#3. I don't need a therapist (which I've been asking for) I need a physician#and it's just a ton of excuses to deny what I'm saying. because how is it just in My head but I need a physician?? make up your mind#am I crazy or sick. it's literally just whatever makes Me look like I need the least intervention in that moment#medical neglect is a bitch man. it's not even that she doesn't want Me to be healthy. she absolutely does#but she just never wants to believe that it's THAT bad. I can't have anxiety because it's just cabin fever#I can't be delusional because I'm just spiritually gifted. I can't have an arrhythmia because I'm just fat. so on and so forth#she constantly doubts that I'm doing anything for My health on My own (I literally asked for a fitness boxing game this christmas#and yet she doesn't believe that I exercise in My own time until I outright tell her)#and never believes that I'm suffering beyond something that can easily be solved. it's so patronizing#she acts like I've never heard of breathing exercises for anxiety or exercise for hypertension. everyone knows that!!#you acknowledge that I know so much EXCEPT when Me being knowledgeable on a subject would mean that I'd be able to recognize when My health#is failing. once she said she thought I had hypochondria as a child and I increasingly believe that influences how she sees My health today#she said she never told a doctor because she didn't want Me to be dismissed in adulthood and yet she does that same thing to Me#and honestly I do get anxious about My health! I developed contamination OCD when I was fucking eight!#but that doesn't mean that I'm just being compulsive whenever I suggest a need for medical/psychiatric attention!
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The problem with starting to think about the Pack more is the fact that now I want to grab Skalamander the same way I grabbed Bobo like. My house now. I want to use your character potential.
#Generator rex#genrex#Just. Ough. OUGH.#Bobo was just a bad use of his potential but Skalamander is just a nothing use of his potential. Very little character there.#But looking at his design I just. Cannot get the question out of my head of 'Is it painful?'#Is he an EVO who lives in constant pain? We see that he can't stop drooling and is blind on one 'side' of his head.#And his tongue flops around when he has his mouth open. His skin stretches and sags in awkward places#It makes me think that he probably lives a pain-filled life and has probably got a wrecked mind bc of it. And then follows VK#Someone who looks at him and says You are not broken. I have use of you. I have salvation.#And with the disability symbolism with Genrex Skalamander also looks the most chronic pain having#Though granted most EVOs with significant body changes probably have chronic pain#I just. Head in hands. Fucked up lizard. How much of his mind is actually still there.#Do you think he has good days and bad days. Bad days where he can't move or days where his mind is more of a mess than usual.#He definitely has to struggle to eat and drink. With no other mouth.#Thinking also in context of Rex Pack AU of like. Skalamander having his bad days and having people who actually care about him#Doing the best they can to help. Bringing him food and water with specially designed straws and utensils#Sitting and talking to him on days his mind isn't fully there so at least he's not alone. Giving him space if he needs it#But making sure to keep a close eye on absolutely anything he needs.#Bc they're one big disabled family and they take care of each other
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tooth pain will make u want to kys
#ive had it for up to seven months now and my dentist thinks it's bc of stress and clenching my jaw#its true im extremely tense#but i fear that coupled with my head bite malocclusion it has caused a fracture#idk what to do or how to check bc apparently fractures arent visible on xray#i dont wanna eat at all the whole day i just drink water then when i come home n try to eat the pain flares up n i lose all appetite#ive been crying about it every day for the past two weeks i feel like im losing my mind#like my dad cooked rice today i was so hungry i took two bites bit down on a seed or kernel and my chest immediately caved in#when i see my brother doing the bare minimum dental care no flossing nothing drinking only soda every day#not having been to the dentist in years never having had braces i want to cry even more#i love my teeth so much the way they look everything i cant stand that theres smth wrong with them
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my friend gave me both fishing lure earrings and bandaids for my birthday and you'll never guess what i needed after cutting my finger on the back of the sharp as fuck fish hook section of the earring
#if she is psychic and foresaw me needing the bandaids i would've appreciated the warning but you know what. it's really funny regardless š«¶#the bandaids have shakespearean insults on them bc she knows i like shakespeare she didn't just. give me a handful of bandaids as a gift.#SHE ALSO GOT ME A COPY OF SHAKESPEARE'S LOVE'S LABOUR'S LOST FROM FUCKING 1895!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OLDASS BOOK BEAUTIFUL BOOK#the single coolest object i now proudly own#older than most of the objects i've seen with my eyes in my life probably. and it has Pencil Written Annotations in such a lovely little#victorian cursive script and illustrations in a style i've only ever seen on the fucking internet archive or uploaded scanned fashion plates#like holy FUCK it's SO COOL and i will nerd out about it for the rest of my natural days i assume <3#anyway. still need to find the bandaids in my bag as i'm currently just sitting in the dark holding a paper towel over my finger#on the bright side i finished the hat that will either be hers or was the trial run for knitting her hat (it depends how much i get done on#the other gift hat i decided i was making the day before i left on my family roadtrip)#oh my fucking god the family drama on this trip has blown other trips' nonsense out of the water and it was. the first day. of the trip.#oh sick as fuck fish hook earrings amd old ass book and bag of knitting supplies we're really in it now.....#a post#anyway who else is excited to drink their way through the rest of this week š«¶ (she says on sunday)
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it's way too early in the morning for me to be down in the dumps about myself LMAAOO
#these are post 10pm thoughts!!! not 10am thoughts!!!!#anyways the fear that I'm annoying and talk way too much and people only listen because they don't wanna hurt my feelings šš½šš½#I'm so sorry about how much i ramble on and on š i don't mean to#I've always felt bad about it ajdhajsj i never really do shut up huh#it ties in reaaaal nice with my fear of my f/os leaving me because they think I'm annoying#or better yet. leave me for someone better#i think about it so often and goodness i wouldn't blame them one bit#sorry akdjsksj I'll delete this later#i try so hard to be silly goofy ash but man. maaaaaan.#my irl bf dumped me because we're better as friends and honestly i agree. he's a great guy and I'm glad we're still friends. i dunno if I'm#heartbroken but i still think about him every single fucking day. i just cant get the thought outnof my head that maybe my f/os too would#realize that I'm a much better friend than i am a girlfriend#i need a nap#sorry about this post sjdjsjdj no one has to comfort me or anything!! I'll go drink some water and shit#it's just.. one of those days#negative#ash rambles š#maybe I'm just tired. was traveling for the past few days#i really need to practice talking less methinks#I've always had an almost irrational fear of some of my f/os finding someone else and leaving me for them#it just gets worse when I'm already sad- adds fuel to the fire and all that#okay I'm done now i swear
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New art new art!
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#welcome home#wally darling#syncrovoid.art#syncrovoid.txt#technically it is still a WIP because uhhh there is still much i would try to fix but i do not wish to work on it for any longer @:P#hfaceless hands of those beyond laying claim on your visage and fame#where is the horror in that? surely being a being that is aware of the audience without knowing who wat or why they watch would be so normal#nothing is wrong nothing is wrong. everything is so normal for a silly little guy like him#also it took SO long yo figure out how to draw his face until i settled on this.. i really need to practice expressions#but hey i was practicing different digital painting styles and i think i found one i like (as seen with the hands haha)#i am still learning!!#that is why it may look a little rough but i think im improving!!#anywho i have been busy so new fic update might take a while but yeah!#i hope you (collective you) are having a lovely day/night! dont forget to drink some water and have a snack#@:)
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No one ever talks about hemiplegic migraines and how much they suck and ESPECIALLY no one ever talks about how much your head hurts THE NEXT DAY king my head felt FINE when I went to bed let me LIVE
#anyways hi my migraines get so bad half my body goes numb and every time i move my head too fast the next day it throbs#best way i can describe the day after headace is like. if you've ever had covid and you got that really bad headache???#and like every time you'd move your head you'd have to like wait for a second cause it was fucking THROBBING??#that's the day after headache i usually get sometimes it isn't THAT bad but sometimes it is#and i guess hemiplegic migraine is like#what if you have Migraine boss mode and it felt like someone swung a baseball bat at your head so hard you were experiencing stroke symptom#teehee! ā¤ļø#i am NOT exaggerating one time i made the mistake of trying to sleep off a hemiplegic migraine after playing animal crossing at like 4am#cause screen bad for migraine but ot already sucks so i can be miserable or miserable a d playing animal crossing lmfao cnxncnxncnddf#and ANYWAYS i had a nightmare timmy and tommy were beating my head in with a baseball bat lmfao like you cannot sleep that shit off#it will follow you and it will hurt!#Anyway here is Mimi's super cool guide to a hemiplegic migraine: Take more ibuprofen that is comfortable (my max is 4)#drink a LOT of water cause hydration helps with migraines. lay down in a dark room and throw on a video essay you can half pay attention to#you aren't gonna be able to fall asleep but close your eyes and just focus on that. ALSO icepack. you're gonna be here for a while#anyways i would like to switch up my pain meds when having one cause. ibuprofen isn't good for your stomach! but idk how much to take#so i am stuck in limbo until i figure that out i caught yesterday's too late and that's why my head hurts today
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