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reminding myself that i should be posting the Ideas i have in my head no matter how cringe they are. social anxiety healing or whatever idk i'll probably (hopefully) forget abt this post in 20 minutes anyways heres my warrior cats x danganronpa au i have growingly extensive lore for it
the shuichi and his uncle collection
Birchwhisker would be his uncle in this. Brightfeather is his mom. Shuichi himself, his name is Olivepaw (the v3's are all 'paws)
the yellow cat in the back is an oc of mine named daypelt btw, shes a really old warriors oc dating back to like... 2019 at the very least? not sure. she aint a dr character ignore her
the cat saiouma
Kokichi, otherwise known as Spotpaw, started as a rogue in a funney little rogue group. can't imagine who they'd be. He joins the clan cus he's interested in their life and also maybe DICE is like slaughtered idk im still figuring that one out. buuuut!! he does join the clan and as you can imagine it goes. great
kaito and kokichi rivarly persists. at first he's wary cus Spotpaw's an outsider, but eventually theyre only fighting just cus he doesnt fucking like Spotpaw LMAO (´▽｀*)
His name is Nightpaw btw. His grandparents are elders in the clan. They tell funny stories to the children and Nightpaw tells them facts about the sky and he never shuts the fuck up about how their warrior ancestors inhabit the stars. at the same time he is also freaked out of the idea of the medicine cats (hiii mikan!!) being visited by the ghosts of fallen warriors (´- `*)
and finally
Shuichi and Tsumugi. Had to get a little strange with the family lines because... warrior cats... but basically Olivekit and Threadkit were raised together as siblings. Unfortunately! Junko is very present! Under the name of Goldenclaw. Mukuro is here too btw her name is Blackstrike. I'd share their designs but i hit my 10 photo limit on mobile and im not getting on my computer for this. oh yeah abyway uhhh Threadkit is kind of Goldenclaw's kit?? Goldenclaw probably found her in a ditch somewhere and went "oh yeah i can make a legacy out of this". She makes her sister raise Threadkit under the guise that shes her biological kit, and because of that, Birchwhisker goes to her for help to raise Olivekit. blackstrike is not happy about this
It all starts out as one big clan run by Jin, who has...yet to be Warrior named. And for a while, they're the ONLY clan. Buuuut.... Junko is here. The SDR2 cast are here. it does not stay peaceful
I won't type it all out since I'm still figuring it out and also I want to post this before I back out from nervousness but basically, Junko-- Goldenclaw,, yeah she's feeling a liiittle rebellious. Despair rises. Civil war within the clan begins, and eventually, Goldenclaw and her (very brainwashed and manipulated) group split off from the clan to start their own. and then they go to war (((・・;) typical warrior cats stuff
Eventually the conflict ceases as Makoto takes leadership of the clan as Luckystar. And I think, in this world, this is how the 9 lives ceremony woukd start-- some of the cats killed under Goldenclaw's tyranny come back to revive him with 9 extra lives to defeat her. They discover some sorta moonstone/moonpool (i prefer the stone lowkey) during this story. the drama. thats the best part about warriors. the DRAMA.
ok that's all i think i got it out of my system. maybe i'll come back to this maybe i won't i dunno,, i have a bad habit of having an idea and then forgetting it a day later (；ω；) so. you guys get danganronpa battle cats instead of anything... normal. whoopsies
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It’s been *checks watch* a good few years since I’ve drawn something somewhat polished
Anyways got into danganronpa recently lolll hi
#danganronpa 2#hajime hinata#or something#how does this site work LMAO#fml hi internet#getting into DR for the first time in 2025 I feel insane#I’m so fucking rusty forgive me#can you tell idk how to draw hajime’s hair
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I love the internet, there is a neigh endless amount of tutorials and references from which I can learn art, from the fundamentals to more complex things like perspective, anatomy and the like
But I fucking hate the internet because All these fucking companies are just using ai to make shitty slop and people eat it up instead of making use of the vast resources it provides, seriously every day I log on here I lose more and more of my faith in humanity
#ai bros talking about some 'aI mAkEs ArT aCcEsSiBle'#art IS fucking accessible bitch if you have a pen/ pencil a piece of paper and an internet connection you can fucking learn#you think i got here overnight by dome god-bestowed magical powers?#no bitch i picked up a pencil when i was 10 and decided not to put it back down for the next 6 almost 7 years#fucking PewDiePie learned how to draw in like 3 months of dedicated learning#youtube is fucking free#damn#and it makes me sad too#art is the staple of humanity#through history people made art. they drew. they made sculptures. they sang and danced and played music and lived#but we live in a capitalist hellscape that wants to strip us of everything that makes us human#what is art if not an expression of man's very soul?#what is man without art?#dont mind my rambling#im just venting#lowkey doing better in my life actually. been getting better grades and shi#just a last little bit of frustration i needed to dump from my brain#personal insanity#personal stuff#art
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#its so interesting to watch disinformation spread on the internet. and i mean through communities of very online people. not thru offline#ppl who just dont understand how the internet works. its so strange. like if you say something with enough conviction and if you have enough#online clout you can warp reality around your mistruths. its like that succession line im misremembering. you dont predict the future u say#things and the ppl around you scramble to make them true. and bc no one actually cares or has their own bias they never try to understand#the situation. and its so hard for me to tell where the reason behind that misinformation orignates. is it knowing lies to insight#harrassment? a huge distortion of perspective thru ego and echo chamber? or actually being a total moron? its so strange#i dunno. the internet is also very strange in that people as a collective are absolutely incapable of handling conversations that are even a#little bit complicated. you see it all over the place but its especially apparent when you watch live stream chatters flip the fuck out when#a streamer says something they disagree with even a little bit or theyre charitable to opposing perspectives. and its so baffling to me bc#everything in life is complicated and its insane to not want to interact with that even a little bit. so you end up with creators who r#audience captured bc they're afraid of upsetting ppl and that pushes communities to be unempathetic and hostile#and ready to devour anyone who doesnt meet the standards of their rigid purity test. and. in some particularly unhinged circumstances#streamers and particular member of their audiences will ensite hate under the guise of pretending to care about historic tragedies ongoing#in the world. like bro just bc u feel u have the moral high ground on one particular point does not mean u r completely immune from all#criticism and u can say truely horrifc shit abt something else and allow ur chat to be really gross. ur using the death of children to#deflect criticism wtf is happening? and again its not a clean situation. its messy. good and bad things r happening in these communities but#like there is so much content being pushed out that its almost impossible to keep track of if u arent terminally online so normies just hear#things that may or may not be true and make a black and white judgment on it. and then u get this bloated backlash based on misinfo bc#someone has a louder voice in a particular space. its madness. very interesting to watch it play out in a kind of disgusting way.#and someday there will be this empty record of an internet war no one cares abt anymore. so strange. anyway. terrible things happening in#the communities of streamers. if the internet does anythinf well its magnifying hate to obscene levels#unrelated
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i saw that you used to hint at oc stuff on twitter (don't ask me why im digging im looking for zola stuff lmao) why don't you post more about them?
i am simply terrified that if i post oc things online someone will steal the concept and run with it faster and better than i ever could have and then i will be devastated forever and ever
more seriously i have very little to show for any of my oc things (adhd brain making life difficult as per usual awawawawawa) and every time i've shared oc things in the past i've ended up never following up on it and it makes me feel bad and guilty so i've just convinced myself i will Never talk about my ocs until i have something substantial i can put out there
#mio answers things#anon#i'm getting a little better with making things for my ocs#on account of having friends i can actively share my brain rot with#but i still dread the feeling of posting a character and being forever haunted about never doing anything with them ever again#(echoes of custard howling in my mind)#just like how i dread having a repeat of that time in middle school#where i talked about my werecrow oc in the comments of a bigger artist's works#and they ended up making their own werecrow oc immediately after#they very much directly aligned with mine#but it got wildly popular on their account and they made a ton of art for it and i just#ended up deleting any evidence of mine because i felt so bad about it skjdfhgkldhfkgj#like i have no problem with people taking inspiration from my designs#i think it's fun seeing people design vy2s with two toned hair and kyos with pink eyes and hair pins w#but like. the thought of posting my oc and having someone run them through a blender to make their own character makes me feel. bad.#i can't articulate the specific reason Why it makes me feel bad but it does skjfghdkjfgsdhkjf#like if i finally posted theater gang stuff and then saw someone else take those concepts and make them into their own characters#i might just collapse into a pile of beef trimmings and never get up sdfkjhglksjdfg#it's silly and i don't know why my brain's like this but because of this in combination with my fear of posted oc things haunting me foreve#i simply will not be posting <3333#(and also just that. i'm incapable of producing enough artwork to make my ocs matter in a public context i think.)#(like you breed affection for a character through familiarity)#(which you only really get by creating A Lot Of Art)#(and i cannot do that <333)#(so instead most times i post it's a few handfuls of likes)#(and that doesn't really feel worth it to my brain when i could just settle for going insane over them with my friends skjdfhgkjsdf)#i really think this last year has just taught me that i really. honestly truly prioritize the reactions and feelings of my friends#over strangers on the internet#and it feels a lot more comfortable that way w#AH
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a young person has been trying to explain how to type on my phone like a young person does (they use their thumbs, wtf?) and i have not yet done it enough to see improvement but i need to report my shock that using your thumbs does not seem to be worse than using the typing finger of the hand that isn't holding the phone. this seems MADNESS as thumbs are the wide fingers! and yet. i suppose if that's the way they're supposed to be used (phones, not thumbs) they probably make phones with that in mind. that you're using your widest fingers on the tiny tiny keyboard. insanely.
#don't worry i can say insane because i am#i also turned predictive text back on which i may soon regret but we'll see how that goes.#i am NOT a boomer-level phone user! that's my dad who holds it at arms length and doesn't even try to reply to text messages.#i am just Millenial Level by which i mean i assume the snake game is on the phone somewhere and i worry about texts getting Too Long.#oh no i have filled the memory completely by having 8 saved text messages! i must delete some so i can play the snake game again!#the internet?? but there's no cable on this phone how would the internet get to it? through the AIR?! ha ha ha ha!!!! as if!!!#technology#it me#anyway this could unlock whole new kinds of typo in the notes i make on my phone to remind me of things. EXCITING!
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gotta go harvest my celery or whatever I planted in tunnel town
#The tall green one#I forget what its called#Yeah I went and got another APK for the game#Already got a sprout bunny#Needed it to breed w the mountain one cuz I both want and need a snail bunny#So yeahhh#That's sorta what I've been up to#Lets hope nobody reads all the tags#Gosh I've been in such an insane place mentally lately#Every movement makes me flinch#All the background noise sounds like people screaming a each other#Everything I touch is unpleasantly textured#I'm everything around me is just scary#My anxiety is getting really bad again and I don't know what to do bout it#I either forget how to cope in the moment or find the thought of trying to silly and embarrassing#And I'm to afraid to ask for help because I know my mom is gonna blame my problem on the fact that I never come out of my room or some shit#I hate her#She's too stern#She just recently yelled at me for booting up the wii after lunch cuz I didn't o the dishes first#There weren't that many so the thought never occurred to me to do them#She could've just politely reminded me or something and I wouldn't be upset about it#But I also feel like the one in the wrong because I'm probably just lacking another big chunk of common sense#Maybe normal functioning people are able to do stuff like that right#Here I am asking for the 100th time if the work can go in the microwave#And why my phone and printer have to be connected to the same internet to work#I'm a fucking idiot and I hate it
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I just want a life where my mom isn't so much of an asshole that on like a bi-monthly basis my eyes hurt by the end of the day from crying so hard cause she's such a fuckin giant dick
#like. I cannot stress enough. no one else in the family wants to deal with her NOT because of her disabilities#but because of how much of an ASSHOLE she is#and like. I can accept that some things are harder with her cause her mental faculties are like. idk#not great#so *sometimes* she maybe doesn't understand something or whatever#that's never been a problem for me. like she doesn't really ever remember how to use her ATM card. whatever. I help her!#it's INFURIATING tho to try to have any conversation with her when she's permanently on the fox news IV drip#like. it's insane. she's SO combative abt a lot of stuff it's to the point where I KNOW#if she went to a therapist they'd have her on new meds like *that*#it also doesn't help that numerous times drs have told her like you definitely have other diagnoses#things I wont list here because it's not my medical history but let's just say YES HOLY SHIT SHE HAS THOSE#but she literally doesn't want to be ~crazy~ so she got a new doc and got them to REMOVE THE DIAGNOSIS#said it was in error she doesn't have those#she 100000% does. and if she were on meds for them and in INTENSIVE therapy#with someone who was REALLY qualified to treat THOSE issues she might do better#I'm just SO tired bro. I'm 36 years old#and I continuously have to drop whatever I'm doing to handle every little thing for her#my internet went out I know its 8:30pm but it's out! I can't log into my hulu!#like. it's so much. and I make like. seriously not enough money. and I don't get enough hours#and this has been my WHOLE LIFE. when I was in high school I wasn't even paid for it! I was going to school and basically#parenting her and my brother#I'm SO TIRED bro. I'm so tired. I'm stsrting to cry again ughhhhhh I just really needed to vent#delete later#erin explains it all
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every time I post I feel like a fuckin politician. the girl gets 3 texts a day with a ss of my response to something with "was that the right thing to say" underneath it.
#its so exhausting here sometimes#it doesnt help the fact that half the people on here are insane and unreasonable so it#becomes difficult to decipher when someone is bringing up a genuine issue to you.#and then its like#should i trust the opinions of my friends?#(people who have a natural tendency to agree with me)#or should i trust random strangers on the internet#(fucking random strangers!)#idk. just#sooo exhausted of having to constantly be vigilant of how my every word can be dissected and#taken apart#maybe its because i was a spn twitter girlie back in the day and im just still mentally trying to#get over that LOL#egonkula rambling
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It’s genuinely depressing watching people rooting for the tiktok ban on tumblr. “Yes get rid of the misinformation pipeline!” as if I wasn’t lowkey tracking black salve facebook groups or the weird urine cults on Twitter 10 years ago. Misinformation and the algorithms that feed it to you were not invented by tiktok and they will not go away just because the gov has shut down a single app.
#tiktok ban#tiktok#i go to tt for like. actual discourse because something about actually seeing someone’s face feels more connected#and i can pretty easily distinguish a bad faith troll from a genuinely held bad take#like i cannot get over how everyone is genuinely so in line about luigi on tiktok#but on here there’s still anonymized accounts pushing bad faith ‘but but he’s white and but but he’s rich we can’t be in solidarity!’ takes#and like really? i’d rather be able to hear someone’s bad take and ratio them as they deserve#than read a dozen psyop ass anonymous hand wringing#like im finally seeing a sense of class consciousness and where? tiktok#while on tumblr dot hellsite we have people counting lawyers and doctors in the edible rich category#there are so many trolls on this site just saying whatever the fuck they want and it gets debated as genuine discourse#no#im gonna be so pissed when tt is gone cause i cant handle more of this shit#like meta gets hacked multiple times a year the data leaks are insane#the amount of data google collects and sells about you is insane#but we’re focusing on TikTok why? ugh the united states internet is about to get boring af
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【please do not reupload!】 red string of fate redraw of this
#jibaku shounen hanako kun#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#tbhk#地縛少年花子くん#hanako kun#yashiro nene#nene yashiro#dooblenauts#i didnt have internet for a week and decided to do this finally after 400 years#been 3 years and i still dont understand how to draw 😔#also went for a darker 'water' cause i thought it looked nicer#idk im overwhelmed with everything cause ive been doing like. nothing for a week#and internets back and now i just want to sleep#ive been waking up at like. 6-7am!!!! cause i had nothing to look forward to doing!!!!#now the internet is back and i wake up at 10am!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK#its insane how much better it is for me to be offline but god im so insanely bored during the day#i can draw but i had nothing to watch or listen to or anything while i drew#i have music for speed drawings but that gets annoying after listening to the same songs over and over#i need to figure out a happy medium between productivity and being online#also lost like. 6 followers on twitter from being inactive (':#not that it matters i dont do much anyway#just kinda hurts. but whatcha gonna do
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girl i have to give a presentation tomorrow morning abt how social media has decimated journalism and news media (duh) but google is literally so non-functional now that i can hardly find ANY sources about how disastrous pivot to video was
#like.. i lived thru it i listened to a podcast abt it last week#but i cant find anything anywhere#i found one academic article with old atlantic articles linked#and i can get around the paywall w internet archive etc#but i cant find anything else organically#its just insane. its just bonkers.#i was listening to someone talk abt how their old articles from 2014-2015 were like lost media now even to them#and YEAH#where the FUCK IS ALL THIS WRITING I REMEMBER READING#its like 'i remember the facebook algorithm did this and had this effect'#then i search for that specifically#and i find nothing#why doesnt google work anymore
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#i have a rant but it doesn't need to be seen so its going in the tags- like i need to get it out but like it doesn't need to be 'loud' yo?#*yk?#also sidenote my emoji keyboard updated so there's probably gonna be a lot of typos#i seriously cant believe my eyes when it comes to some of the hate online#like#i just blocked a good dozen people because they were just so--- mean spirited? i mean i guess its no surprise there's trolls on the internet#but these ppl are not trolls they just genuinely have these hateful opinions. and that's fine. thats why I'm whispering in my tags because#like it really is fine they're not doing anything wrong. but i just cant bwlelievw my eyes#how can people just so profoundly misunderstand others? and then yell about it so loudly like they're the the most righteous voice?#especially on the internet. i think a lot of times we forget that we only see a tiny little window into what a person is really like.#we will never know the whole story of who someone is or what they've been through in a parasocial format. hell even in a real life format.#it just boggles my mind#i cant imagine the amour of strength it must take to be bullied your whole entire life- as a child and teen and now as an adult creator.#thats insane#and then to have people constantly demanding that you step back into the ring#as if they've never made a mistake before - as if they're anger as a stranger on the internet is some sort of divine right#i just wow#complete opposite energy of the boop button#we need more boop buttons#metaphorically and literally- we need to push more buttons that say 'i love you' that say 'i don't know who the fuck you are or what you've#been through jut i see you and i love you'#what if we all just held hands#ugh#i guess you could call this rant 'baby's first time seeing an anti tag'#ughhhhh
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thinking about my childhood fandoms. will promptly be exploding.
#thinking about the book of life again. WAUGH the book of life my absolute beloved <333333333#that shit was the epitome of Story to me#and you know what it still is#it was everything#and ever after high too. i saw a post yesterday that reminded me how insane i was as a kid abt ever after high.#GHGGFSFSGSHDJS#i wanna watch maya and the three but im not sure#recently when ive tried to watch kids shows- even really good ones- ive found myself appreciating them#but not enjoying them as i know i would have when i was actually a child#bc now im more mature and now i like more complicated things so a lot of kids shows don't explore those things in detail or at all#so while i can appreciate that the show is good i can't really sink my teeth into it#i could when i was a kid cuz thats all i really had and was able to understand at that point#and i DID get really into them then. but idk. im scared i'll like it but won't love it.#:/#bluebird.txt#uf anyways. manolo save me diego luna save me#i wasn't even In those fandoms as a kid cuz no internet really but i was just as insane as things im in fandoms for now sooo
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hot(?) guilty gear take:
danger time is fun and not nearly as bad a mechanic as some people like to claim. they're just salty when they lose to it
#crow.txt#like its a really hype mechanic. its fun to watch and tbh never bugged me that much to experience#granted i didnt go to tourneys ever but like#idk. both opponents are given the same things. is it kinda a reaction time game? certainly. but thats like all of fighting games#idk why its so Irredeemably Awful to a lot of players who probably never even play in tourneys they just like regurgitating the same things#repeatedly forever bc its the internet and predominantly reddit#even if the argument is that some matchups are skewed unfairly (like slayer pilebunkering repeatedly) i mean.... yeah? thats like#the fucking crux of fighting games. its not specific to danger time. you can make that argument about literally anything#you could make that argument about certain overdrive mechanics in blazblue#i can see how it would be frustrating in a tourney but if youre getting THAT big mad about losing this specific way then.. man idk#is it that different than being beaten normally. not really#the real unspoken bullshit mechanic is being able to instant kill functionally whenever you want. THATS the tourney killer#its unrealistic in the vast majority of scenarios but like... at least with like every other game. blazblue and unib#you have to EARN it at least a little. yeah the consequences of whiffing are major but also with stun in xrd it can be easier to land#even when someone is a huge dick about astralling me in blazblue i dont get nearly as tilted about it as i would#at getting hit by a bs instant kill setup like first round in xrd. are you kidding me. holy shit#at least astrals have to be match point. you literally Do have to earn it. unib you yourself have to be half dead rather than the opponent#being able to instant kill just Whenever feels so much cheaper#getting off my soapbox for an opinion nobody asked for. even tho strive damage is already crazy insane#danger time was a fun mechanic and idk a danger time mod might be funny. never seen anything quite like it but thats true of a lot of gg#only guy on earth who misses danger time apparently
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When i say art is less about the quality of the thing itself and more about the impact on its audience (a very cliche statement yes i know), i mean like an iconic tv show is less about the quality of the actual show and more about how feral it makes the fanbase
#Usually art needs quality to illicit such a response#But its not required#Take ninjago#Ninjago sucks. But its a force of nature kept alive by the sheer will of its secret underground fandom. And that makes it something special#Other shows- like steven universe and gravity falls and the fucking owl house- are incredibly well done high quality works of art#But like im sure people could take other shows that they think are better quality and be right about it#But because of what these shows meant to the fans#and how that meaning allowed the shows to leave permanent marks on their hearts and on pop culture and animation history as a whole#Thats what makes these shows so special on such a broad scale#to get to that level they needed to be good shows so they would be able to connect to fans in that way#But again- the quality is not the actual thing that makes them the legends they are. Theyre only legends because we call them that#Because we love the shows so much#Idk man i just think its kinda beautiful#How art can be something so legendary to an entire community of people purely because of how it makes them feel#Ive never seen homestuck but ive heard the plot is hella confusing and convoluted#yet you see the impact it has had on all of tumblr like do you see how insane this is!#The power of art to shape the very course of history all because it flipped a switch in people’s heart and made them feral#I love the world. I love the internet.
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