#how am i supposed to focus
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Me, 18 years old: Oh, God, wangxian love each other so much, they are soulmates, their love has survived the worst of trials, they stood by each other when no one else would, Wei Wuxian has done nothing wrong, ever,–
Me, 21 years old: Oh, God, Wei Wuxian, what did you do? How am I supposed to be happy for them when there's. So. Much. Pain– Jin Ling lost so much while so young. Nie Huaisang had a reality check in the worst ways. The Wens were a casualty of war. Oh, poor A-Yuan. Oh, God, Jiang Cheng– Jiang Cheng, you were hurting, it was never your fault, you are enough, Meng Yao, stop–!
#mdzs#mo dao su zhi#the untamed#wei wuxian#lan zhan#nie huisang#meng yao#jiang cheng#literally i'm so upset over these families#and their pain#how am i supposed to focus#on their love#i am in SHAMBLES#OVER THE TRAUMA#sometimes my mind goes numb#and i decide to ignore everything#and focus on yi city#pretending that they're happy#if xue yang could live in delusion why can't i
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oh i am going to throw up
#AUGHHHSKDJSKSKSJSHHS#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FOCUS#I NEED THIS APPOINTMENT TO BE OVERRRRREEE#ramblings
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He got a haircut and I'm lightly losing my mind. 😳
#andy serkis#he looks sO GOOD#i will miss the floof#but that undercut though#and chest hair#i'm just over here staring like a weirdo#please sir#how am i supposed to focus#thinking about that man again#sexualizing that old man#equityuk#wga strike#sag aftra strike#solidarity
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Should i start drinking now i have a report for my boss due tomorrow
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how am I supposed to just go to work under these conditions
the conditions: new 9-1-1 stills just dropped
#the coma!buck brain rot is real#those stills man#how am i supposed to focus#its all i can think about#911 fox#911 spoilers
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Me when I see a fictional character that is a stoic, older man with dark graying hair, a beard, and a tortured emotional side that comes out when his perception of reality is shattered
#kino loy#eyk larsen#this has happened to me twice in one month#how am i supposed to focus#i have a type
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LET THEM BE SO SWEET AND UNBEARABLE
#timebomb#Arcaneshow is so cruel for releasing the trailer right before my exams because HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FOCUS NOW#I had to doodle this just so I could gain back some sense of sanity#doodles#arcane#arcane fanart#jinx#ekko#ekko x jinx#jinx x ekko#ekkojinx#arcane s2#arcane season 2#mw#mw arcane
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if I could turn off the bg3 brain rot for a few hours so I can focus on my Actual Job That Pays Real Money that would be GREAT
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Get. Him. Off. My. Blog!!!
#how am i supposed to FOCUS#when i see this man#hoo#my thoughts would get me sent to hell#in the FLANNEL#park seonghwa#the man u are#makes me want to die a lil bit#seonghwa#ateez
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GOD I HOPE THIS BRAINROT STICKS FOR A BIT ITS BEEN SO FUCKING LONG
Brainrot courtesy of @beautysnake for dragging me into narilamb hell 🐑❤️🐈⬛
#cotl#cult of the lamb#narilamb#narinder x lamb#narinder#lamb#my art#kayla im sO down bad how dare u#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FOCUS ON ART FIGHT WHEN THEY FESTER IN MY NOGGIN#lambert
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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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it’s officially hard nipple weather <3
#happy fall babes#someone come snuggle so i don’t have to keep turning the heat on!!#anyway#the point is it is cold n it has very obvious impacts on my life#how am i supposed to focus when theyre always hard???#me#my body#nsft pics
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#how am i supposed to focus in school now?!?!?!#kathony#kanthony#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#today i woke up happy because it was raining#the leaves are getting yellow and red fall is coming<3#and i bought a donut came home from class and made coffe#and then... BAM!!! kathony dancing :')#the gods from above really said “let give this bitch a break:)”
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hello 911? i’d like to report a dead body. it’s me. i’ve died.
#sombra#sombra ow#overwatch#overwatch 2#ow#ow 2#ow2#olivia colomar#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FOCUS ON WORK NOW#HOW#WHEN BLIZZARD RELEASED THIS#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH MYSELF???????
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ALEX MORGAN RETIREMENT ON A RANDOM THURSDAY MORNING CHECK ON YOUR WOSO FRIENDS WE ARE NOT WELL
#alex morgan#crying screaming throwing up how am i supposed to focus#uswnt#I HAVE WATCHED THE BEGINNING AND END OF BABY HORSE ERA#i need to cry
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He said he has ten tracks????
#kendrick do you mean ten total or ten More????#kendrick lamar#not like us#I'm fucking scared I'm supposed to start some online classes this week#how am i supposed to do focus on that when this is all happening??
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