#horrors: the loneliness
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i hate my appearance so much i hate what people think when they see what i look like because no !!! im not some oppressed or stuck up hermit who knows mothing about anything and is super traditional and conservative !! im just like you !!! please 😭
#horrors: the loneliness#i dont know guys i just. like w distant family too. the ones i want to connect with.#i feel like they look at me and think im traditional and judgy and weird but no !!! im just like you !!! im contrary !!! im just like you !!#please just talk to me once and youll see 😭 god#like theres nothing to DO and myself i get panicked when my other cousins dont answer my texts for personal reasons#and they havent been responding and as many people that im friendly with theyre not my friends#and sometimes it feels like. theres no one on my side. i dont know. </3 dont know what any of this is about. the horrors i guess#anywayz#hanancouldyounot
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Darlings. is it gay when the phantom you created as a manifestation of your dreadfull loneliness takes the form of one of your closest friends.
Fanart of this pretty good horror rarijack fanfic, "The haunting of carroussel boutique" personaly i am surprised the writer didnt take the chance to point out how fucking funny this is. Me n kim started laughing about it during stream and i just had to draw this
#i REALLY didn't mean to make this look like theyre fucking#it just happened i apologize#either way the fanfic is pretty good!#but i couldn't help but realise the writer stook to the horror genre like glue#and didn't think to point out how objectively funny that like.#Rarity is sleeping with a copy of applejack#incredibly akward#incredibly funny#also shoutout to when ghosts are born from a wish#fuckin LOVE that. much better than “some guy died here”#Rarity haunted herself because of her awfull loneliness#lucky for her the real thing has come to the rescue#applejack#rarity#rarijack#mlp#my little pony#suggestive#I GUESS!!!#fanfiction#pony posting#The Haunting of Carousel Boutique#friendship is magic#personaly i coulda done with more romance and smidge bit more of comedy#but the fic is still very VERY well put together#one genre fics are unrelatable to me but i respect the hell outta it
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"Being lonely does things to you"
#He is like the patron saint of male loneliness and suicide. To me.#Need to draw more of him. This game is so ingrained in my brain from the soundtrack to the voice acting to the graphics#It's everything I've loved from growing up with games like American mcgees alice. It's the same vibes to me#Cry of fear#simon henriksson#Cof#Cof simon#Cry of fear simon#fan art#art#sketch#character art#horror#gore#Blood#Blades#Syringes#Horror games
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A Quiet Evening - Alexey Egorov
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"If you look closely, you'll see that Latte is the only being Ongsa talks to."
23.5 (2024)
#23.5#23.5 the series#23.5 degrees#23.5edit#milklove#gledit#mine*#milk pansa#oh the abject horrors of being a teenage girl#[gathers ongsa gently into my arms and gives her all the warmth and comfort she deserves]#im sorry for how unkind i was to my teenage self; im sorry for unkind you are to yourself#i know her being unpopular and weird is played over the top for laughs but there is such a genuine#sadness and loneliness woven through it#having a sister who is popular and a leader and capable to a fault and a cousin who has her sight far beyond high school#and her peers and is so comfortable behind her high walls and within herself (also to a fault)#while you yourself are so starved and hungry for connection with your peers and to be liked but just seem so incapable of making that work#so incapable of getting out of your own way#is just so... god#its so universal and so heartbreaking and also i wanted to make this set#because at the end of the show ongsa will have her friends and a girlfriend and confidence in herself and hopefully#love and kindness for herself ❤️#in case you were wondering; why yes i will project all my own teenage issues onto this show because yes ongsa is a mirror thank you 🥰
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Leptirica (Djordje Kadijevic, 1973)
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decided to fill my oc Princeton with bugs, she's all about family, yknow?
#art#my art#oc#princeton oc#au#Trypophobia#cw Trypophobia#cw body horror#body horror#not too bad but its all subjective#technically tma related#decided shed be corruption affiliated#smthn smthn she lived so long in a house of corrupted dying memories#her family all dead and gone#that her loneliness ACHED#but then termites or something Other invested her walls and foundations and just having that something Else in her home was almost a comfor#the exterminators she called never found much but they were good enough company#she was thankful for the bugs and their quiet songs#but she didnt expect for when the house finally gave way due to the weakened and bug ridden supports#but she was even more thankful when the bugs who loved her and sang to her held her together and picked up her pieces#theyre her family now#her darlings#he named all of them
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the great impersonator ⭐️ written by ashley, starring halsey
#halsey#the great impersonator#moodboard#tgi#h5#a2#decades#if badlands is dystopian - hfk is set somewhere between in the clouds and the sun - manic is in ash’s thoughts -#and iichliwp is a 17th century fantasy horror - then tgi (even with all of its time travel and carnivale elements)#feels the most grounded and rooted in earth. unravelled and at its core it’s about the vulnerability that comes with being human#about mortality; loneliness; children and legacies; about feeling fraudulent and sometimes frozen alongside your childhood emotions;#about outer space and the drudge of living but doing it anyways for the uneventful and mundane joys etc.#anyways i’ll be thinking about this album for a long time 💌#pictures from pinterest#halseyedit#myedits
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anyone else out there loving and adoring ben hanscom on this fine day
#my stuff#ben hanscom#it 1986#what a funny guy.... book ben & his chaotic nature... forever on the mind#just the most kind and earnest soul on the planet actually and also he has these ridiculous cowboy boots on aaand he's snorting lemon juice#up his nose. does anyone wanna talk about ben hanscom and his love for books and horror movies and the inherent loneliness about him and
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Whumptober 11: Seeing Double
Gambit, Rogue, and Kurt x mute human!reader Tw: body horror, nightmare, drowning, shock collar
Loneliness Part 2 of Whumptober Day 8
Back in your little shop of flowers and gifts, you were picking out a vase to use for an order. The pink vase was too light of a color, and the plain green one was too boring. Overhead, music played softly as you stood looking between the two vases. You didn’t have a thought in the world about what was happening outside. You didn’t hear the X-Men fighting another mutant. You didn’t hear screams of terror as people ran away from the fight. Your thoughts were so focused on the vases, too worried about what would go with the order. The thing that brought you back was the sound of your window shattering and your wooden door exploding into splinters. You let out a scratchy scream, your voice shattering and rough, as you turned away from the blast and landed on the floor.
Under you, the floor opened up and you fell into the darkness below. You kept falling and falling, your hands reaching above you to try and catch something even though there was nothing. Your back hits cold, dead ink and you began to sink. You waved your arms around as thick, black smoke filled your lung, swirling around you like birds on a line. As your eeyes looked wildly around, looking for some type of help, you found what looked like a dead willow tree.
Hanging from the branches by fishing line and poison ivy, the three mutants were strung. Rogue’s hands hung above her as her ears bleed. She looked defeated and torn by something from the murky ink abyss. Gold blood dripped from the side of head, dripping down her skin on and her uniform. Next to her was the Cajun, Gambit, and his eyes were clawed out, leaving behind a bloody mess. He had ivy wrapped around his throat and growing from his lips, and you could hear him as he chocked at the poison in his throat. He was thriving in pain as muffled screams echoed from his caved in chest. Lastly was the blue demon called Nightcrawler, and his mouth was missing. Growing in its place were bright white lilies and morning glories. From his blue skin, flowers bloomed over him as if he was part of the earth itself, as if he was being swallowed whole.
With all your strength, you tried to swim towards them but didn’t move. The ink around you was quickly claiming you, calling you into the loneliness and forgotten. The coldness around you began to make you freeze, and the black smoke began to tear you apart. You could feel your body beginning to crystallize and morph into something different, something new. Your eyes began to water and began to cry thick black tears. Fighting against it won’t help you...fighting any more than you are fighting now will only drag you down. You came into this world, and you will leave this world alone. Hands wrapped around your throat and body, sinking you down farther and farther into the darkness below.
Just let it claim you and swirl your mind until you believe that there isn’t anything left of your body, mind, and soul.
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Gambit woke up to your fist landing on his chest plate hard and fast. Without thinking, his strong arms wrapped around you, holding you still. “It’s alright, it’s alright, petit,” he hummed low enough for you to hear. “Shh...just a dream. Just having a nightmare.”
He let himself to sleep...how could he allow himself to do that?
Rogue’s head lift and she wiped away the sleepiness from her eyes. “What...?” She yawned silently and let her eyes adjust. When she saw you thrashing, she moved quickly to hold your feet down. “Calm down! You’re like a fish on a hook, darlin’!”
With her voice, Kurt’s burning yellow eyes snapped open and his powers tried to move him away from the danger, but the collar around him ended up shocking him. His breath hitched and moved away from Gambit’s shoulder, laying on his side, as the shock ripped through his body painfully. His body tensed and his back arched when he felt the electric waves shake his bones, giving him a burst of uncontrollable energy in his core.
“Kurt!” Remy’s voice yelled, concern and fear growing in his eyes.
He breathed heavily through his fangs as drool dripped from his lips onto the floor under him. Shakingly, he lifted his head as he laid on his back. “Ich gut. Ich gut,” he breathed, his eyes watering slightly. “Is the human alright?”
Gambit didn’t had time to answer as you let out a rough and scratchy scream. You pushed away from him and fell backwards into Rogue’s arms. She held you closed and hushed you gently as you sobbed in her arms. She covered your head and held your side as you cried into her shoulder.
“It’s alright, sugar,” she reassured. “You ain’t alone. We’re here with ya.”
Gambit helped Kurt up and had him rest against his shoulder again. “You alright, fuzz ball?” Remy kept his voice gentle, trying to hide his growing fear in his eyes.
“I will be,” Nightcrawler breathed, his eyes began closing as he took deep breaths. “I feel sick.”
Gambit closed his eyes as he wrapped an arm around his shoulder. “The first time ain’t easy. Trust me, mon ami.” Then his eyes shifted back to your shaking form and frowned. “Must’ve been one hell of a nightmare, petit.”
Rogue rubbed her hand over your back in slow circles, hushing you gently as she did. Her breathing was even and slow, giving you a chance to match your heartbeat with hers. You felt alone still, unable to talk to them about your dream and express your feeing about it. The dream was enough to shake you, enough to make you feel helpless. You held on to her arms like a vice, steadying your breathing, and your tears slowed until there was nothing.
The ever growing pit in your stomach was only swirling faster.
#gambit x you#gambit x y/n#xmen gambit#x men gambit#remy lebeau x y/n#remy lebeau x you#remy lebeau xmen#remy lebeau x rogue#xmen rogue#rogue x gambit#rogue xmen#kurt wagner/remy lebeau#kurt wagner#nightcrawler xmen#nightcrawler#whumptober 2024#whumptober#whumptober2024#no. 11#seeing double#loneliness#tw body horror#tw nightmares#gambit x reader#gambit#remy lebeau x reader#remy lebeau
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So! The ost for Indigo Park chapter 1 released on youtube. and they come with official titles for all the songs
Do with this what you will Rambley Fans
#indigo park#rambley the raccoon#indigo park rambley#indigo park mollie macaw#mollie macaw#lloydford l lion#indigo park finley#finley the sea serpent#uniquegeese#seek's animation and stuff#((I personally see “lovesong” in a very abstract sense here. platonic love exists as well ya know#and i REALLY hope this means that the game is focusing on what I think it is for the story#that being Rambley's loneliness. moreso than whatever conspiracy is going on in the park#all mascot horror games in them have conspiracies it's practically a requirement. I wanna see CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT#and I feel Rambley getting too attached to the player in some way shape or form is gonna become an important plot point#maybe not romantically. but in a “oh god please stay and be my friend i need someone to talk to and I cant get out of here”#but again. to each their own#go hogwild rambley shippers))
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i don't care what brennan or any of the intrepid heroes say, FHJY is a horror season, they've deceived us
#fantasy high#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#from the stress tokens to finding a dead body of a teenager and your teacher to BARON appearing to being cursed#to deep loneliness and the horrors of high school#its a different flavour of horror but it still is horror#d20#dimension 20
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I'M SICK I'M SICK I'M SO FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD
#Been listening to the cof ost for three days straight end today I somehow got stuck listening to... This song on repeat#And I felt like I couldn't move on until I drew smth for it. So. I'm free now lmao thanks simon#The patron saint of suicide and male loneliness#Cry of fear#Cof#cry of fear simon#Simon henriksson#fan art#art#sketch#character art#horror#gore#Blood#Scars
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The fact that the Minecraft movie is just a ripoff of the new Jumanji movies makes me so sad because I would give anything to have a movie of someone finding themselves all alone in a seemingly empty and endless world and slowly exploring and building and learning and finding life all around them and advancing into the nether and the end and I just want a movie that it actually like Minecraft ya know
#minecraft#minecraft movie#give us the eerie yet beautiful pseudo post apocalypse movie that Minecraft deserves#instead of this cringy slop aimed at toddlers#where's the haunting loneliness juxtaposed by the thriving nature around you#where's the sense of exploration and achievement that you get as you progress#where's the horror that slowly turns to serenity over time#the people who made this need to listen to the games ost istg#Minecraft deserves better than this
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#artists on tumblr#black and white#illustration#drawing#art#horror#ink#dark#gothic#goth#dark art#screen tones#fire#Romantic#stars#heart#big hair#among the stars#there is peace#and a desperate aching loneliness
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what being hunted feels like
the moment before the predator closes in on you is perhaps worse than the feeling of her jaws latching onto your neck. tearing through flesh and blood and bone. you stand there, shrouded in shadow. her approach is silent, deliberate. she thinks you don’t know, don’t know what she’s going to do to you. you pretend to be startled by the quivering of ashen leaves, as she inches forward ever so slightly.
it’s nature. you eat until you are eaten.
you understand her desire. the way it consumes her better judgement. her hunger. she is starving for a taste of something real, for reality is tainted by falsities and disappointment that festers within the wound of your existence.
when she pounces, you don’t make a sound. instead, you glance up at the ink-blotted sky. a laugh bursts from your aching lungs. you are what you always have been: prey. her teeth puncture your core and you reach up, up, up into empty air, filled with the remnants of ancient stars. this is what you were made for.
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