#hoping* fuck it im not retyping that
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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*rolls out of bed, makes and eats breakfast, starts crying for no reason, goes back to bed*
*somehow manages to sleep until 1:30 pm for absolutely no reason*
#i need my period to come NOW this over emotional PMS bullshit is too much for me#its a day late so ive been having symptoms for like a week now and its ruining my life#ive decided to get on the pill again (i was on it from ages 16-21) because i can not deal with this anymore. cuck it. i know its like#not good for you but i am at the spot where i think i would rather cut years off my life than to keep dealing with pms for 1-2 weeks every#month for the next 20 years. i can not do it anymore.#ive got an appointment in January for it so i hope hope hope hope this is my last pms experience for however long i can be on the pill#edit: i just saw that one of those tags says cuck it instead of fuck it lmaoooo im not going back to retype all this shit to fix it though
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big reputation || 2
caitlin clark x actress! reader masterlist - prev - next warnings: none
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caitlin_clark22 by the grace of whatever’s up there 🙏🙏🙏 Tagged: kate_martin03
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kate_martin03 caption’s tuff →caitlin_clark22 enough.
user1 WAIT IS IT A NOD TO Y/N’S TWEET →user2 its def not they don’t even know each other →user3 NO Y/N LIKED THE POST
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Y/n smiled as she read through Caitlin’s comments. After the eye-opening conversation she had with Kate last night, Y/n had become more open to the idea.
She also thought the caption was cute.
Y/n groaned as her stomach grumbled. She placed her phone on her bed, stood up, cracked her spine, and walked into her kitchen.
Y/n decided to make something easy, then sit on her couch and binge-watch crappy reality tv. This was her first week off in months and she would spend it rotting in her living room like every normal 21-year-old.
Y/n couldn’t tell you the number of below-deck episodes she had binge-watched, but by the time she finished, the sun was down and the crickets were chirping. She begrudgingly stalked back to her bedroom, changing into her pajamas and throwing herself down on her bed.
She picked up her phone, only to drop it a second later in shock.
[yn_ln] Caitlin Clark 4h ago sent you a message
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Caitlin, on the other hand, was freaking out. She had never even spoken to Y/n before, but Kate had convinced her to DM her.
Caitlin probably typed and retyped her DM 50 times before settling on a ‘hey !’
Caitlin groaned and shoved her phone down after finally hitting send. She couldn’t help but picking up her phone every ten seconds to see if Y/n had opened or responded to her DM.
After 10 minutes, Caitlin had eventually given up hope of a response and sighed, turning off her phone and putting her head in her hands.
Caitlin buisied herself by ordering doordash and sitting on her couch, rewatching film her coaches gave her to look over. She lost track of time and found herself mindlessly picking at her fingers, only coming to when she realized it was past midnight. ]
She groaned as she stood up from the couch, attempting to rub the sleep from her eyes. Caitlin walked into her bedroom as she sat on her bed. She picked up her phone and almost threw it when she saw her most recent notification.
[caitlin_clark22] Yn Ln 20m ago sent you a message
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Caitlin hey !
Y/n hey yourself sorry for leaving you on delivered i was binge-watching below deck
Caitlin which one?
Y/n mediterranean, duh
Caitlin good. That's the best one Yn liked this message
Y/n so, i’m assuming kate told you to dm me?
Caitlin well, to be honest, i had kinda been wanting to ever since i met you on facetime with kate.
Y/n brother that was 6 months ago 💀
Caitlin LEAVE ME ALONE, OK i'm just a girl
Y/n SO REAL whenever people tell me im doing something wrong i get so annoyed like im just a girl that curb shouldn’t have been there 😠
Caitlin LMFAOO Anyways, yeah, kate finally bullied me into texting my celebrity crush who she just happens to be best friends with
Y/n 🤨🤨 is that all i am to you?? a pretty face?
Caitlin NO NO I DIDN’T MEAN IT LIKE THAT I SWEAR
Y/n LMFAOO im just fucking with you anyways, going back to that… celebrity crush, you say? 🤨😏
Caitlin 😶 moving on…
Y/n no, no i wanna know
Caitlin umm… basically i’ve just been really obsessed with your show lately and kate told me i should shoot my shot but im now realizing maybe i should save that for the court
Y/n LMFAOO nah, kate was right she showed you my tweet, right?
Caitlin yeah, why?
Y/n because i wasn’t kidding.
#stars444hearts#caitlin clark x reader#caitlin clark#iowa wbb#wnba draft#wnba#wlw#lesbian#wcbb#wcbb x reader#big reputation 444
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HEYYY, i was wondering, do you have like a funny memory/storytime from you pjsk dr to talk about? Just cuz i’m curious and it gives me motivation ( ^ω^ )
i’m not that kinda person that likes to yap about their or but i do have some impersonal ones !
since us, MORE MORE JUMP!, are idols, we had some kind of photo shoot. While trying to find the perfect pose Minori nearly caused a disaster in the studio. in fact it’s not even funny i actually felt sorry for her (it’s always Minori istg)
when I was cleaning Rui's room late at night (IM ALLOWED TO. PRIVACY RESPECTED) I read some kind of a fairy tale on a piece of paper. I was very sleepy and so I threw it away. When I was just about to go back to the room, I remembered who my brother is and that it could be a script for their upcoming show. I panicked and tried to retype the script from memory. But of course I couldn't do it exactly. Rui noticed this but it turned out that he had a copy. Like a weight off my soul. But it was still really awkward 😭
while taking an evening stroll, I encountered a child who caught my attention. His mother kindly let me approach but as I got closer I sneezed cuz I was sick. I ONLY FUCKING SNEEZED. VERY. LOUDLY. The sudden noise startled the child and he burst into tears. I was so EMBARRASSED that I ended up staying home for the next three days
I'm An's friend so I heard about Nagi's death from her. and I suck at supporting so I said something like "at least you hoped she'd come back". she looked at me like "😐🙂". I just know she hated me at that moment oml
a whole post about lala embarrassing herself !💜
“just script out you get in awkward situations-” NO.
#shifting storytime#shiftingrealities#shiftblr#manifesting#shifting antis dni#shifting diary#loablr#pure consciousness#shifting blog#4d reality#void state#pjsekai#pjsekai dr#desired reality#shifting mindset#shifting stories#shiftinconsciousness#dr s/o#shifting community#shifting consciousness#reality shifting#shifters#shifting motivation#shifting script#shifting success#shifting s/o#shifting affirmations#shifting memes#shifting help#loassblog
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Hello. Please don't feel required to answer this publicly or anything of the sorts, at most read it. I'm not sure if you remember us, if memory serves correctly I used to date one of your alters. but I found a bunch of our ex friends usernames and all that in our notes app and instructions for us to reach out in case our host goes officially dormant and apologize. Well that's happened. I figured I'd try tumblr first so I made this new account just for this. If I have the wrong user my deepest apologies. I just wanted to apologize to you on behalf of our ex host, he's done awful things to us and I assume you as well. Around the time before he went dormant we had been basically put into two sides of our system and we're put against eachother, I was on the opposite side of his. For a short while I was on his but later on "switched sides". He had attempted to manipulate us all into thinking what he was doing was normal and had even threatened the body's safety if we didn't do what he had wanted.. which led to me faking his dormancy and him having us run off of our main account on twitter at the time. This had turned into our mental health, especially his, rapidly declining. This, resulted in his dormancy. To be quite honest we're all relieved he's dormant. I just hope you see our side and forgive us, while our ex host can't apologize for what he did, we are taking accountability as a system for what he did and letting him do it. If you can't find it in your soul to forgive us, especially him, I understand. Please have a good day and everything else. - 🎞️
this ask was enough to give me a panic attack. i hope that gives you your answer on wether or not id forgive the rest of you.
i retyped this OVER and OVER but i cant genuinely express the fear instilled into me. from preventing me trusting all my friends, struggling with dms and keeping close relatjonships, being scared of. Every. Single. Person. I interact with.
and wondering if I should forgive you? your ex.host? the proshipper who engaged on tcctwt and encouraged minors for shotacon stuf? the motherfucker that traumatized his own system and has the lot of you mentally scarred? the man who gives my very own brother meltdowns from remembering the friendship he had with him? the man who i had a relationship with and regretted every single fukckign day of those nine momths? the man who we bogh encouraged our mentally ill bejaviors towards onr another? the man who i struggle to get over bevause everything i do is correspondent to him? leaving me and my brother mentally scarred because.of him?the man who ruined mh social life because i cant fuckign cope and heal with the immense betrayal there was of finding that twitter thread made about him?
im sorry he was a piece of shit to you all i knew something was up in the beginning. but i. I cant forgive you guys. not even him.
actions can be explained. trauma responses can be explained. but i will never—EVER—EVER FORGIVE HIM FOR THE SHIT HES CAUSED FOR THE OTHER CHILDREN. ME. MY BROTHER WHOS THE SAME AGE AS THOSE CHILDREN. GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE HES FUCKING CAUSED HUH
you will never understand the pain ive been put through because of him. im not just someone behind a screen. my social skills worsened, my trust issues worsened, everything worsened for me bevause the one true person i thought was a perfect match for me ends up a pedophilic fucker and betrays me beyond belief. i knew since day one may 2023 that was my biggest mistake of meeting him.
ill never be the same again. ill never remember who i was in the past. you sending this ask aleady fuckign triggered me to think about him again and freak out. im sorry that happened to you guys but im never fogiving him nor your system.
please never show up here again. not through an alt account. never cyberstalk me. nothing. none of that. i dont want your pity. i dont wany any other explanation. nothing of it.
i just need to lay down and go to the nurse.
#Im leaving this untagged.#dont come back here ever again and expect forgiveness and give more apologies. i cant word what i want to begause it pains me as is.#i will never see your side. for a real act of forgiveness i am goign to ask you to never come back to me or my brother of any of my friends#ever again.
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Hi i know this is gonna sound really stupid but, how could a cis person go about making trans headcanons? Since i wouldn't want to accidentally make a blunder or say something hurtful
IM GONNA BE HONEST, ITS PRETTY SIMPLE!
STEP 1. KNOW WHAT TRANS STEREOTYPES THERE ARE. THIS IS PRETTY EASY, SINCE REALLY THE STEREOTYPES ARE NOT VERY SURPRISING (AND ALSO VERY PREVALENT EVERYWHERE IN ALL THE ANTI TRANS HATE GOING AROUND)
STEP 2. LOCATE THE CHARACTER U THINK WOULD BE COOL WITH A TRANS HEADCANON
STEP 3. THEY ARE TRANS NOW
ITS RLLY NOT SOMETHING I CONSIDER TO BE VERY DEEP. JUST THINK "HMMM....THIS CHARACTER TRANSGENER :)" AND BOOM! THEY ARE NOW! THERES NO NEED TO TRY TO JUSTIFY THE LOGIC OF THEM BEING TRANS, NOR TRY TO WRITE IT INTO THEIR STORY SOMEHOW. THEY JUST...CAN BE TRANS!
BUT ALSO LIKE. REMEMBER TO LISTEN TO TRANS PPL IF THEY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT SAID HEADCANON. IT DOESNT MAKE YOU A BAD PERSON IF YOU ACCIDENTALLY FUCK UP! AS LONG AS YOURE WILLING TO LISTEN AFTERWARDS, YKNOW?
OVERALL, THANKS FOR ASKING! TBH I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS VERY HELPFUL BUT I HOPE IT WAS :3
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Hello, hope you’re doing alright! I’m back with Ghosts related song recs part 4 lol.
You said you were up for some loud songs last time, so loud it is! Plus one calm song to salvage your ears lmfao. Watch you’re volume tho because I’ve killed my hearing one too many times with some of these. (Also excuse the mass amount of Cane Hill. I think they do loud music very well 😔)
(The New) Jesus - Cane Hill: If there ever was a song that is the epitome of Fed Rorke, this is easily one of the top contenders for me. You can’t tell me that man doesn’t love to play God. His ass was smug the entire game.
Kill Me - Cane Hill: this one is very Hesh coded to me. He was already pissed after Elias’s death. The dude must’ve been FERAL after the beach. Idk this song very much feels like blind rage to me, I think it’s fitting.
Screwtape - Cane Hill: Kick our beloved freak. What can I say, this song is a little screwy. (Idk how else to put it help.) I think it matches him well. I don’t think he’s this insane 100% of the time but he has his moments. A little savior complex, mayhaps?
Eyeless - SlipKnot: FED LOGAN, NO?? The feds fucked this poor man up for sure, he’s definitely a little crazy after the pit. Also the resentment towards a father figure is *chef’s kiss*. I definitely think Logan would hold some resentment towards his family/the Ghosts once he’s free. The classic “why didn’t you save me?” complex.
Gods - Sleep Token: I kinda got some Keegan vibes from this? Not too sure so lmk what you think if you’d like. He’s pretty calm and collected but he has his beserker moments—Ajax’s death, to name one. I imagine he must feel very strung out sometimes, and that frustration turns to anger: “my fucking form is but a wreck beneath them.”
There’s a Girl in the Corner - The Twilight Sad: here’s the calmer song lol. You said you liked synth and these guys use it a lot in their music. This song also gives me Keegan vibes, specifically after SV. The “she’s not coming back from that”, specifically. That op definitely killed a part of who he was.
Well, that’s all from me! I hope you like them. As always, I’m very curious to hear your opinions or suggestions of your own! Sorry for all the recs lately, I have so many 😟, but feel free to tell me to shut up lmao. I get it. Either way, have a good one. :)
— Cold blooded anon
Also!!! I apologize if this got sent twice. My WiFi absolutely offed itself in the middle of writing the first one, so I had to retype EVERYTHING. I don’t actually know if it sent?
Hello my dear, I hope you’re well too! Thank you for more recs, I’m being fed so well by you lol. I loved these and have many thoughts once again;
(The New) Jesus- godddd im obsessed with this+Fed Rorke, ur a genius. “Welcome to Genesis, go see the miracles now. I’ll be your exodus so you can tell all the others God was found” HELLO? The ex Christian in me is having many thoughts lmao. He definitely loves the power trip of being the Feds commander
Kill Me- I fw this bad. Hesh was definitely feral post beach and I think this perfectly captures how earth shatteringly enraged he’d be, and directed mostly at Rorke? Yeowch
Screwtape- KICK my freaky boy, I love this for him. I feel like when he gets upset it’d be very volatile/emotional like this. This band almost reminds me of Slipknot a bit, I really like them :))
Eyeless- well speaking of Slipknot I love this song hehe, smiled when I saw it cus it reminds me of my own brother lol. This definitely fits the genuine insanity Logan would feel from the pit. “I am my father’s son cause he’s a phantom, a mystery, and that leaves me nothing” this is KILLING me actually. He (and Hesh) were essentially thrusted into their father’s world (literally a phantom/ghost, hello), and all the mystery surrounding his legacy, all the unanswered questions they must have EEK. Rorkes “why won’t Elias save me” in the pit would be Logan’s “why won’t Hesh save me” in the pit, it’s perfectttt
Gods- oh I loveee this for Keegan, my poor traumatized man. His calm cool collected shit definitely gets challenged, even just looking for Ajax during that mission he was loosing it and I think this fits him
There’s a girl in the corner- WEEPING this feels like a Keegan song too. Love the synth and the vibe. If he was actually as young as his canon age suggests (which feels impossible to be 16/17 during SV but I digress lol) there’s no way he left with all the parts of himself he came with.
Def don’t shut up or apologize for all the recs!! I love and appreciate these so much, send as many as you want hehe. Also I did get the first one but i got interrupted with something right in the middle of listening to all of these earlier and then forgot 💀
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SUMMIT PT 2 LIVE REACTION
wdym u can explain eventually
TELL HIM VINCE- i-
WILLIAM ORDERED U but like why tho
ok porter i love u MWAH
SOLAIRES STAND AS ONE NATION UNDER GOD INDIVISIBLE whatever whatever
ALEXIS GET UR SHIT TOGETHER
period alexis
i would love a game of clue rn
shes not wrong abt the wrinkles
LEX??? WTF AYE Lex VINCENT WTF DO U MEAN LEX
sweethearts safe and sound BLESS 😭
GIRL ATP I NEED U TO SPEAK IM TO ANXIOUS FOR SILENCE
milo bby its ok OUR POOKIE IS OK
asher smooch MWAH ily be safe
yea davey king dead happened while u were in negotiations
PUSH THEM AWAY???
DAYYYUMM ofc they didnt get to see who did the murder DAAAMMNIT
idky but evacuate the dance floor is playing in my head
(EVACUATE THE DANCE FLOOR DOO DOO DOO DOO IM ADDICTED TO THE SOUND) ((i forgot the lyrics))
aww another trusting moment between the men
PORTER CMERE BABES
yeah tell him asher
GET HIS ASS
PORTERR ill-
GET HIM ASHEERRRR
im crying i have tears in me eyeballs yall i cant
SPEAK SIR
ok thats true but like why did u send SH in there right before u knew he was gonna die????
DID I HEAR HEARSAY
true i cant handle a war rn and lovely shouldnt be spending their first year fighting on behalf of a clan they just became a part of
porter if ur not spinning then why do u look like a ballerina rn?? hmm?? EXPLAIN
YEA BUT THE NUDGE WAS DONE KNOWING SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN A LITTLE HEADS UP WOULDVE BEEN FUCKING NICE
lets go crazy crazy crazy till we see the sun
the department is right there.. in sweetheart form
BLOOD FIRST??? oh yeah vampire clan rules blah blah i remember this being mentioned during quinns little moment
WHO TF IS SPEAKING?? alexis? GIRL THATS NOT U SPEAK LIKE NORMAL
OH THE MONARCH IS SPEAKING i was lost
baas? bahs? someone spell this for me i wanna kiss her SORRY yall
BOYS JUST KEEP UR WOLFY HANDS DOWN
. . . yeah shes not wrong solaire and friends should probably sit out
MILO ASKING THE REAL QUESTIONS
as if you care princely pop..
OH- TELL HIM ALEXIS clock him
oooooh???
alexa play ash by seventeen
well william aint here rn hes got other rich people duties
i hope SH is like stupidly staring at alexis the way i would be
so ur saying u left him alone before he died
HE DIDNT SAY? mf u were pestering abt funding just say he was annoyed w u
LEAVE WILLIAM ALONE HES BUSY (this is my sticking up for my 500 something yr old bby daddy)
well thats just hearsay princely poo
oh- AYE ADAM DESERVED IT CUNT!! (no he didnt i love him but yes he did)
YEAAAA TELL HIM
thank u porter poo
yea … christopher
they were fighting vincent for the most part so alibi CHECK
sorry monarch we didnt mean to kil- i mean let the king die without notice.. ill let u know next time
THEY FOUND SOMETHING YAALL
MORE TO THE STORY??? omg OH SHIT demon blood on a letter opener is crazy
so someone stabbed my other future husband with a letter opener
SHE CALLED ASHER PUP i love the monarch
OK MONARCH I WAS JUST COMPLIMENTING U GOD DAMN IT BE NICE
ok maybe david was a little silly asking that question but u cant expect him to know everything
so basically what im hearing is a demon was involved only ppl who closely align with empowered and demons would the house of bennett and their relationship with closeknit
CHRISTOPHER U LYING SACK OF SHIT WE CAUGHT U
ONE OF U OLD BAGS CALL ANOTHER SHAW PACK BOYS A DOG AND YOULL BE ON THE NEXT BEHEADING LIST
exactly someone got caught lacking after killing the king and didnt think to fuckin check themselves before letting the king be found
period porter.
i would retype all of this but shes just speaking fact so i dont need to take note of any of it
YOU GAVE HER THE POWER TO DO SO DUMBASS
ANOTHER DEATH??? damn both kings dead during the summit is wild
yeah milo my mind is kinda blown
NO MORE MONEY FOR CLOSEKNIT WOOT WOOT NO MORE MONEY CLOSEKNIT WOOT WOOT
vincent im too mentally unstable for an “are you alright lovely”
I REMEMBER IT BEING SPELLED BAAS so monarch baas is very right
NO HES JUST A BBYGIRL HE DONT KNOW NOTHIN
help “with any luck it wont be the last” shes so real for that
YES MAAM THIS WILL BE REPEATED TO KNOW ONE LOVE U HAVE A WONDERFUL REST OF UR SUMMIT *bow bow*
vincent listen i love u but like shes right we just have to keep it pushing
PORTER VINCENT TALK TIME lets gooo
IM EXCITED FOR PT 3
#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#i cant wrap my tiny little brain around all the information i just processed#redacted alexis#redacted lovely#redacted audio#redacted summit#redacted sweetheart#redacted vincent#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted porter#redacted angel#redacted asher#redacted darlin
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hi, i'm @/shwarmi, and tumblr tERMINATED MY BLOG (AND ALL MY SIDE-BLOGS WITHOUT WARNING ME) and i messaged them to get it back but idk when theyll get back to me, so here i am in the meantime, hello, i guess this is my back-up account now, yes, my url is a pun on Roman numerals, anyway, sure do fucking hope i gET MY BLOG BACK JFC
edit: i've been filling out a ticket form about Account Termination once a day (here's the link to it if you ever need help finding it for yourself in the future; please don't try to help me via spamming the ticket form or anything, they explicitly ask to not involve other people uninvolved in your account AND i feel bad enough doing spam once a day already; but, anyway, yes, i recommend doing what i did and having bookmarked the aforementioned link and just copy&paste my form answers into the ticket from a seperate document, like from Google Drive or something, so you don't have to retype it everytime), and i have recieved no reply nor even a confirmation e-mail. hence the lack of updates on how my account is doing. there's no other way to contact staff, except maybe via Twitter, as their support e-mail is no longer accepting messages (hopefully bc of the following they will be in contact with you sooner than they have been with me, bc i didnt know this following tip this past week i've been filling out that ticket and noW YOU DO, you lucky bastard. do what i did with a seperate document to prep in case this is a multi-day process, but hopefully you'll get farther in less time than i have bc jfc i wasn't even getting a confirmation e-mail beforehand big McYikes)
BUT!!1! a friend of mine who was terminated last year said to attach my un-terminated e-mail's account (aka the e-mail i am using right here for @/shwarmii, and not for the terminated @/shwarmi like i had been doing liKE A DUMMY APPARENTLY) to the ticket's general "Put your e-mail here" slot and to explain within "The more details, the better" part your original e-mail attached to the terminated account in addition to the rest of your explanation. and i finally got a confirmation e-mail that my ticket has been recieved! yes, it was just an automated response but yay! finally!! progress!!1! i at least got a fUCKING CONFIRMATION E-MAIL, HAHA, VICTORY!
god i fucking wish i knew about the "just dont use your e-mail linked to your terminated account" tip a week ago jfc on a hot dog stick, my guys, finally, a confirmation e-mail, gahhh
since i now have a confirmation e-mail, i will wait five buisness days (so today is the 8th and a Monday, therefore, i'll wait until Saturday which is the 12th except i said "business days" ergoooo Monday the 14th) to e-mail them again. i hate waiting tho ughhh like, fine, i'll do what i gotta do but also ugghhhhh
↳ additional note: this update/edit was made on 8 August 2023. @/shwarmi has been terminated since 31 July 2023 (or 30 July 2023, and i just was too exhausted to make the account/post until the 31st. i forget. i was in the middle of moving and im disabled, so i was over-exerting myself big-time. i had processed that my account had been terminated at the time and just responded by taking a nap lmao rip but yeah, therefore, it's all been a blur)
NOTHING HAS HAPPENED. COOL. (Narrator: It was not, in fact, "cool".) I WAITED AS PLANNED (this update is being written on 14 August 2023) AND STILL NO FOLLOW-UP TO MY CONFIRMATION TICKET. HATE THAT FOR ME.
instead of sending in a new ticket as i originally planned, i replied to their confirmation email since it said i could do that (for permalinks or whatever) so that they will HOPEFULLY get back to me without me having to be a pest about their automated systems, ugh.. (i have cropped out my email and the Ticket Number(? i assume that's what that string if letters and numbers are anyway) for privacy reasons, but here is what the confirmation e-mail looks like and how i replied. i am including this mostly to help out anyone who may be terminated in the future have an idea of what to expect and an expectation of "OH, okay, so i can reply to THIS email-address, got it" kind of nonsense or whatever. why not lmao)
i will wait another five buisness days, so that'll be on the 21st of August 2023. hopefully, i will update with good news before then (aka: they'll haVE REPLIED MAYBE PLS PLS PLS) but i guess i will have to be annoying if not
it is the 20th (so they have one more day before i have to be annoying anD I DONT WANNA BE.. pls send me ideas of how to be annoying that doesnt include the Hateful Xitter pls, my only idea is to DM them there and i dON'T WANNA) and even my gmail thinks the lack of response is fucked up lmao rip
having a Bad Brain Day streak rn due to my (abusive) dad's failing health and unpacking and all this other shit i have to do post-moving like switching my insurance and renewing my liscence and fuck all, so bothering tumblr about not replying to me is gonna take a bit more of a backseat for a minute, hold on
it.. is now August 30. brain still in gutter, but i forced myself to make a xitter/twitter (don't follow, ill delete the account after they help me or not). and it wouldnt let me dm, so i had to just @ them and post. brain so sad that i cannot even be amused rn that @/shwarmi on there was taken by a shwarma restaurant. @/tumblrsupport's Replies tab shows signs of helping people as recently as 2 hrs ago, but idk if there's another queue here. i guess we'll find out?? i just want my accounts with all their posts and shit back pls, this has taken so long to try to do 💔
edit: if you're curious, it is 3 Sept 2023 and i am still waiting (it looks like they are looking at people who @'ed them on Sept 1 rn and iM LIKE "PLSSSS, I @'ED YOU ON THE 30TH OF AUGUST PLSSSSSSS", gonna give them until the 5th before i tweet again i guess 🥺)
i am not god's strongest soldier. i continue to cry out for help, alas, i have yet to receive an answer
it does not help that the twitter account sometimes says to people: "What is your Tumblr URL? We can check and see if there was a glitch of some sort. But be advised that if it is a TOS violation situation or a bigger tech issue, we cannot assist/reply on Twitter" so that doesnt make me panic aT ALL that maybe i broke TOS without any form of a warning or knowledge that i wasnt following tumblr's terms of services regarding things like nsfw and whatnot (narrator: they were panicking)
i hate it here. staff should at least be able to tell me (via email, if not twitter) that i wont be getting my account back or whatever else instead of just saying NOTHING??????
going to do all this again (tweet support, make a whole new ticket (i still have the info saved thankfully), reply to my old email confirmation) on September 27th (an arbitrary date based on I Have A Lot Going On Rn) if they continue to not reply. if i hit the 30 images limit, guess ill be reblogging and adding even MORE to this thread jfc juST TALK TO MEE!!!1!
#me#shwarmi#never have i been so glad that i have a google doc of mcs and all the i.f. games theyre from &&& also#how much i screenshot from tumblr to tell me who i was following before lmao rip
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tumblr isnt letting me post my musings about how nicky would fare if he was gallifreyan sooo im retyping it and praying. im thinking part of the Problem Loom Generation and joined house paradox early on - except i cant remember how that worked and the book of the war is unnavigable so im going to hope that they were actually recruiting people from other houses . he can start out as a cia agent as a treat but normal nicky is obviously in it for the intrigue and glamour not out of a love for his country and as such i truly don't think he'd give too many shits about the web of time either he sees the weird goth guy calling himself grandfather paradox experiment with rituals and bones and goes well that seems more exciting and fucks the fuck off. also he'd make a terrible conceptual entity can you fucking imagine
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did Tumblr eat my ask lol? I'll retype it now if so
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🖕🍃fuck leaves I just stepped on one it was so crunch 🍂
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I hope a tree falls on you and then you get caught in a wildfire and I watch from a safe distance as I make out with Lilia 🖕
NOOOO
Whyyyyy
WHAT DID I DO IM SO SRRY???
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Vent post bc I need to vocalize (typalize??) my thoughts and feelings; ignore if you want
So someone I consider to be a really close friend of mine just unfollowed me on Tiktok. I know that it isn't the worst thing in the world, but my brain / anxiety loves overthinking literally anything and everything negative that happens to me and my brain is just screaming at me like "he fucking hates you and ur reposting too much stupid shit and / or reposting things he doesnt agree with" [pretend that's in all caps I don't want to retype it] which isn't entirely untrue bc like half a year ago(??) whenever the One Piece Live Action show came out I was reblogging the absolute fuck out of every one piece art thing I saw on my feed and I just assumed that's why he unfollowed me on here, which I still overthought but mainly understood bc it would clog up his feed. But tiktok isn't tumblr and reposts don't necessarily take up as much of your fyp, like unless he's on his following page exclusively, I don't really see it as a problem
Idk I'm think im just going to give him the same benefit of the doubt I did with the tumblr unfollow bc his 18th birthday is in a month and I already planned on getting him something so I'll just keep my hopes up unless he straight tells me to my face "i do not like you, fuck off" or something but ppl I know are notoriously dogshit at telling me if they have a problem with me and are really vague about not wanting to talk to me / be my friend anymore (I might make a vent post about a specific person that did that in the near future hehe)
Ok end of vent heres a funny tiktok screenshot as a reward 🤑
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if you live through this, youll end up in hell
#my art#▲◻X⬤♡☆◻⬤#waaaaaahhhhhh i love this song so muuuuuch and i dont think i did it justice but dawn said she liked it so ill take her word for it#im way too anxious to like. tag tumblr user lacecap cause i rly dont think i did the song justice but.#part of me hopes they see it regardless plus it was fun to draw <33#when she went 'triangle square x circle heart star square circle' i really felt that#also fuck me im trying to retype my tags from memory cause i had this in my drafts the whole day#but then i made the dumbfuck mistake of posting it from mobile so the caption was deleted and everyone NEEDS to hear the song#otherwise its just pointless#uegh i just woke up from a nap so i very quickly had to dm the 1 person who reblogged it immediately and scramble to my desk to fix it#and here we are. chaos chaos#i already said this when i rbed the song awhile ago but god FUCK i need a vocaloid cover of this NOW
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trying not to cry b4 having to go on register 🤪
#thank you sir-- ma'am- uhhh whatever you are#it's soooo fucking busy in here and everybody todat so far has like a 300 dollar cart and wont help bag their own fucking groceries#shout out to the lady who said earlier :^)#i should b used to it by now ig#edit: goddamn it my tags got scrambled bc of quotations and im too lazy 2 retype them. hope you can parse em!!!!
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I get to pick up my paycheck today, which means I’ll have money to spend for the first time in months I’m so excited
#personal#random#heres hopinn i have enough to commission thief#hoping* fuck it im not retyping that
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signora's battle themes are fucking amazing and im a bit Salty we didn't see more of her before the end of the archon quest
#i wish!!! we learnee more about her actually in game and not just bits hidden in weapon/artifact lore!!!#ESPECIALLY limited banner weapons!!! like what the fuck is with that!!! thats an entirely different rant but--#signora deserved MUCH more than what she was given from the game. fucking shit dude sometimes the writing is SUPER good.#like i felt like the last few cutscenes were amazing and it felt VERY good playing it#but signora. my beloved. you were not a good person. but you deserved more of a spotlight than you got.#like conversely? why the fuck we gotta know so much about like. childe? and not her? and then she was killed on screen?#dont get me wrong- i like childe and hes a fun sort of typical bad guy turned...not as bad guy through his story quest. but why the fuck.#did they kot expand a bit on her? i hope that mhy actually gives her some more thought and fleshing out ingame even if she stays dead.#if you see typos no you fucking dont btw. im not retyping tags.#i suspect we will learn more about the harbingers when snezhnaya comes out#but tbh with what they did with the shogun and how she just......got away with all of this Shit(TM) with no explored backlash thus far just#leaves........an awkward taste i guess. Doesn’t Feel That Great lmao#ANYWAY. soapbox over and im not debating anything. just thoughts as i hyperfixate on signora#now im going to actually fucking wash some dishes#genshin impact#genshin impact spoilers#i guess i should. tag that lmfaoo
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