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@scimagic Uhhh made this because I just think theyāre dynamic is neat. Also completely agree with the Puzzle headcanon super fun silly and very on point. As we speak he is clinging for his dear life :))
I really enjoy seeing the illustrated storyline you have unfolding between the two and figured it would be nice to see this motorcycle sequence in motion. So tadaa here it is! In animated form! Now your obligated to make a full length written novel in-depth about their relationship /j
Sincerely though thanks for the creative inspiration and keep on being a swagger artist šāØ
#Whoops seems my hand slippedāsilly me these arenāt my characters! Hereās your lovelies back sorry for abducting them momentarily :))#tagging people is scary Iām just going to hide under a rock after this gets posted jksjsksp#my brain goes āteehee my genius hidden evil scheme no one saw comingāyess I shall gift lovely artists fanart when they least expect itā >:3#and then once itās actally time to post my brain goes crisis mode and implodes#like why am I drawing attention to myself huh? why canāt I scutter off as a masked anonymous figure into the night#oh well at least we made a dope ass motorcycle animation hell yea. Hopefully you like it <3#honestly in retrospect kinda surprises me that Puzzles doesnāt have a helmetā¦pretty sure his screen is durable but not THAT durable#one oopsie woopsie and that thing will get cracked again <<#but then again where are you ever going to find a rectangle screen shaped helmet to fit his head jksjsksp#thereās simply no winning#oh uh also incase anyone wishes to know the logistics of making thisā¦.didnāt take too long just three days! Pretty speedy :3#ok now this is the part where I twiddle my hands and await results lol#ā¦..also just occurred to me the motorcycle model shouldāve been a Harley or Suzuki Iām just dumb and forgor#even tho it was specified in the tags of the initial post I referenced heavily#like I was staring at the art for reference + online material but that useful tidbit of tag information flew over my head :P#sorry all you get is the generic motorcycle modelā¦.mission failed better luck next time *dies*#hplonesome art#not my characters#gift for someone else#do I even need to specify that in tags NO CLUE IāM PARANOID/j
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the theerapanyakul kids: how close are you with each other?
loanās kinnporsche 2nd anniversary: favourite familial relationship: the theerapanyakul kids (insp: Ā½+Ā½)
#kpanniversary2024#vegas theerapanyakul#macau theerapanyakul#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#tankhun theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#kinn theerapanyakul#kp2anniversary#kpts#kp#loan.blr#loan.gif#loan.kp#yes this is also minor family focused (with a dash of kinnvegas fascination). that is thanks to who i am as a person.#in all honesty kinnvegas and vegasmacau are my fav platonic relationships of the shows. both so scrunchy!#imagine if you will that its macau recounting all the relationships. cause obviously vegas has a much more complicated relationship to him#that macau would perceive. but then again macau prolly sees some of the shit vegas has to shoulder for him.#but to macau vegas will always be his bestest friend.#this post is very deep if you think about it (i say. lying.)#im kidding ofc but i do kinda like the concept. you could argue with certain assessment of mine but generally the categories felt fitting#anyways. this is late but if im correct its allowed and im doing this thing where im being patient with myself.#also this is my second proper gifset and i dont think i get coloring. i vaguely understand what should happen but like.#i dont think i see what i should. i dont get colors. so these are just. idk. hopefully just a tad more vibrant and not too off color.#so. is this good? not really. but im practicing gif making! and i only get confused by ps like once an hour.
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do you make enough money from selling prints in etsy to sustain your life? how are you able to afford this beautiful house and time to crochet and go on walks and all of that? iām not asking for nosiness but because iām trying to figure out what i would need to do in order to make my life financially sustainableā¦ is art an optionā¦ etc
short answer i mooch off my bf <333333333333333
#long answer part 1: i make enough off my etsy to afford my stuff (and i really don't buy much) and help out w th food bills where i can etc#i hvnt been able to do much of that OR save anything for the past couple months bc i hvnt been selling much BUT . things are beginning#to pick up again and i hve new stock to add when i get back from holidays :3#i have a smallish job lined up from my agent which is exciting! but hopefully i will make enough w her doing picture books etc to be able#to pay my keep / save more etc! i hve been anxious abt money this past months but thats just more so money for me to spend on small stuff :#i also dont drive so . i dont rlly hve many outwards expenses . im very lucky to have him hes very kind and lovely !!#if i wasnt w him and he didnt hve a house i would still b living w my mama which i did since i left uni!#long answer part 2: i always make time for goofing off during my work day. always!!!#part of the joys of being a freelancer! i can do what i want!!#i can share my routine in more detail if u guys want but i dont start work until abt 2pm-ish most days bc i dont rlly work well in the#mornings. when i hve more work that might change!! i have enough on to keep me busy but im not rlly hvin 2 manage my time u kno#im very very lucky to be in such a comfortable position :3 i hope one day u can be as comfy !!#oh also. i think once the agency work kicks in i will b fine financially ! and also u can absolutely make a living off etsy when its good#its very good for me ! i was very comfy financially around xmas last year i made a lot#u can do it u can do it !! art will always sell !!
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I think thereās something to be said for the fact that I used to dread presentations when I was younger but now plan to go out of my way to sign myself up for them so I can improve my public speaking. Me from not even two years ago wouldāve never. But now ?? The more the merrier let me at them
#anything from research poster presentations to research conferences to medical conferences#i also plan on investigating conferences that center on arab culture through the refugee center i volunteer at#i think my frivolous little girl dream of being someone who actually contributes is coming to fruition more and more each day#obviously i'll be fucking nervous presenting to a bunch of doctors professors politicans etc etc#but it's just necessary! i want to conduct myself w confidence amongst professionals#instead of just being 21 and young and awkward and immediately getting written off as someone not to be taken seriously#not now!! i need to not do this thing where i throw myself into 80 different things at once#studying is my top priority atm#but soon! very soon. hopefully as i progress more thru my orgo research#so many things to look forward to i am going to melt into stardust#p
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iliad alnst au with patrochilles mizisua and odydio lukahyuna (<- person who would pay to watch achilles beat odysseus into the ground)
#dont ask me whos ivantill i dont know. paris and helen. fuck it.#anyway.#odysseus is obviously a luka guy. guy that makes everyone pissed off and wanting to kill him.#diomedes may not seem like a hyuna but hear me out ok#unwavering faith that the greeks will win into unwavering faith that humanity will be free#i know if patrochilles is mizisua the instinct is hector luka which also could work but idk who the fuck hyuna is in that scenario.#hector luka menelaus?? hyuna. helen hyunwoo.#i fucking guess.#once again dont ask me about ivantill. could be odydio in the hyuluka hector-menelaus scenario.#actually kinda slay. i just like hyuluka odydio better because well. theyve already got the stabbing thing down#anyway. ! no one look me in the eyes.#patrochilles mizisua the only universe in which achilles does not die i guess. hopefully. if mizi dies i fucking kill myself.#incredibly nicheposting that none of my followers will care about brought to you by mack at 11 o clock am.#alnst#the iliad
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena š
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#ok ok nothing definite yet but I might disappear at some point next week#like Iāll still be here but I feel kinda unmotivated to do some things even like things I find fun#Iāll still queue the Halloween fics once I finish them and reply to dms but I also did get like really psyched out today and it made me#scared and Iāve been stressing about it all day hopefully Iām just overreacting#BUT THIS ISNT DEFINITE!!!!!!#THIS IS ONLY IF I DO LOG OFF FOR A LITTLE BIT I MOGHT JUST BE POSTING THIS BECAUSE I FEEL WEORD RIGHT NOW#I WILL PROBABLY BE BETTER TOMORROW#claudia announcement
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Whaaa my other job got back to me (the temp ageny)!!! Some 3rd shifts but itās fine. I miss working with the agency since we get paid weekly and itās 20 and hr for easy work š!!! Yippie!!!
#she said that Iāll have a more consistent schedule in Octoberā¦ yayyy!!!#Iām tired of being broke!!!#rambling#if you live in Chicago and would be interested in working with the temp agency you could always use me as a referral eek#the onboarding process takes a while tho#well at least it took some time for me#Iāve only ever talked to this boss once before tho since I think she works underneath my actual boss but she mentioned something about#things changing and moving around so idk#but she called me from my bosses number so I doubt my boss got fired#she gave off the vibe that she was taking some of my bosses workers since she said something about Iām working with her now so š#not that I care just as long as I can get my money up again ahh#hopefully Iām not treated like shit at this new location
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ayyy
#winter holidays ^^#i need this#i will finally have some time to do things i enjoy and see people again š„¹#normally i'm always a bit sad almost when uni ends because i'll miss it#the rhythm of it and all the classes there and people#not that i don't like the winter break#well this year i'm more glad than sad i still like uni but i'm just sick of telling people off bc i have no time#and also i miss some of the people i had classes with last year and also my sleep schedule is sooo bad#i'm so looking forward to sleeping like a normal person again#i will still have to study for exams (and also train) but i will try to fill my time with things i enjoy#like playing tennis š i would play everyday honestly if i could#and i want to catch up with friends from uni i just hope they#*they're still in the city during the holidays bc often that happens that no one is there anymore š
#but on monday i still have uni football but without the uni š it will be a relaxing and fun day and i will buy some christmas gifts :))#altough now i'm on the way home to my parents and i will probably spend most of the time there#even though i like living in my uni city it can get lonely especially in winter and i realized i much prefer living with others#and right now my relationship with my parents is better than ever which makes me so happy š„¹ because it was rough sometimes when i was young#and i especially want to catch up woth that good friend of mine who left uni unfortunately š„² i will text him if we want to meet#anyways i also think i will feel better during the holidays being active and nature usually helps in winter#aaand it's only 2 more months until february and the days will get longer so i will get through this#honestly kinda sad but hey one day i plan on moving to a place with longer days and warmer weather hopefully that will help š
#like i was so happy in summer i still remember ... like once spring comes around i operate in a good mood again#nevermind#rant
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what exactly happened after Williams first death I would love to know
#doodle based off of David commenting that it was once William on the operating table during ep 31(?)#i think he said this. hopefully im not imagining things#I donāt think this needs a spoiler tag since this is just my own theory#that Williams death was the turning point for a lot of things#including Davidās ādownfallā#but since I know little about Davidās true goal everythingās kinda in the air yk#I also wanted to do a piece about deadwood before this episode dropped but I got too busy with other stuff </3#this will have to do#cw death#if this needs any other cws please let me know#david bell#mart
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a fucking MITZVAH out of nowhere!!!!!!!
a dear friendās parents are offering to give us 3K to get the car repaired. fucking. a big pile of money fell into our laps. oh my gods. because they have more than they need and they are happy to share it, because to do is a mitzvah, a good deed, and theyāre the kind of people who like to help.
iām fucking crying i was telling husbeast earlier that unless a big pile of money fell into our laps we were SOL, and thenā¦.a big pile of money fell into our laps.
Khaire Hermes, Friend of Man!!!!!!
#itās not perfect but it will more than do!!!!!#now hopefully the car you knowā¦can be repaired#itās over 20 years old and in VERY bad shape#itās a pt cruiser and we have sunk enough fucking money into this thing to buy an actually halfway decent car#if it takes the whole 3K to repair it that will be like 9k sunk into this stupid thing#but weāve never had that 9k all at ONCE to be able to buy a better car#a lot of it has had to be borrowed and paid back over time#yes yes a car loan but hey guess what!! poor people donāt usually have credit scores good enough for that#or if we do we get predatory loans that are literally impossible to pay off#so#nah#i am honestly hoping the mechanic says the thing is dead and we need a new car and they give us 3K to just buy a different car#hopefully one that isnāt made entirely of rust and garbage#seriously do not ever buy a pt cruiser they are the WORST
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apparently we're not out of the woods on holiday trauma responses just yet - i'm hoping we're on the tail end of it but like. good lord.
#this post brought to you by#dissociating so hard i had to quit playing magic#it wasn't that far into the game and i don't know wtf is going on with this but like. christ.#i'm so tired of having to come down from huge crying jags and panic and the fear of my mother coming to Get Me for not being Good Enough#like#what the fuck man#i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this#i thought i was DONE with the goo stage what do you MEAN there's more#cofronting has at least been less chaotic with only a couple people manning the helm at any given time#but like....christ alive can i just like. i don't know#how do you ask for vacation days off from your own brain? cause i'm exhausted man#i'm exhausted with this shit how is this the way i gotta go through life every day#like i could quit food service when i felt like this - and i did#but like. you can't opt out of your shifts in brain because that's where you live y'know?#ugh. i'm...something is wrong and i don't know what i did to fuck up this time but i don't like this#phrasing intentional to mean ''i have done an activity or action that has caused some sort of disruption in my brain that has made things#more difficult for myself due to brain chemistry and it has been relatively recently''#i don't think it's the meds i'm fairly certain it's the mental illness i already know about and am aware of it's just kicking up a fuss#because i don't enjoy this time of year and i won't start being Cool about things until january starts up properly#and there's always the risk it'll continue on through that due to other circumstances but i'm really hoping it'll just calm down#because the Threat of Christmas Celebration isn't imminent#(we *very* rarely celebrated past couchweek and that was usually involving a lot of travel so once january is here and Festivities die down#i'll start hopefully feeling more like a coherent person and not just a miserable ball of trauma)#anyway. i'm...gonna wait for dinner to be done and i can eat that and then maybe i schedule some i do not exist time to myself where#i just am in my room making no noise and pretending i don't exist but like it's a positive thing and not a negative one#because if i don't exist my ribs can't hurt and also the trauma can't gets me#(this is mostly a joke don't worry about it too much i rarely actually request Quiet Alone Time)#normally i just sorta Acquire it and vibe#until i am reminded i have a physical form and the world can inflict forces upon me
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recent things
#With the heatwave combined with being ill for like an entire week it seems I've lost like 16 days this month#where I basically did barely anything... grrr.... The passage of time... My Enemy...#Now that I can finally hold down food and stuff I'm feeling a little better mostly and my sickness has probably passed. But I still#feel weird a little bit like.. some lingering weakness or something. I think I'm just already having so many Problems at all times even in#my 'Normal' state that whenever I get sick or something my whole system is thrown off for a while lol#I'm supposed to be writing like 2000 words a day still ghbjhb... I've had multiple days of maybe 1000 - 1500. And a lot of days#where I write maybe 20 - 300. I've still been chipping away at the same single quest dialogue for all 20 something#days this month so.. AUGH.. Though that also counts the 16 days I did nearly nothing but be sick and overheated#I finally edited that whole big sims video I wanted to post!!! but now there's an issue with it ... T o T#My fault for still almost exclusively using windows movie maker in 2024 lol.. but HHHHhh.. It's like every once in a while randomly#a fully edited video will not be able to be exported. so evil for this to happen to my first sims build tour in a while. but alas..#ANYWAY... I have been slowly working on little things here and there.. in my little scraps of time.. Wishing to be fully productive at#some point. Maybe I can finally finish and post some things soon. like costume photos or sims videos and etc.#BUT HEY.. that solitaire thing is crazy to me.. I don't think I've ever finished a challenge in under 20 seconds#before. huzzah.. tripeaks squad.. OH.. and an image of#curly tail boye.............. he..... I took him to the vet for a check up and he seems surprisingly okay for a 16 year old. except he has#a mild thyroid issue or something so I'll have to give him medicine. But every time he goes in I'm always expecting them to be like#Sorry. Your Son Is Truly Doomed. or etc. so I'm always shocked when he's fine... a strange boy with many strange behaviors#so I can never tell if he's just Being Weird or if he's sick or soemthing ghjbjh#Also the bad thing about never ending summer heat is that when it IS finally cool for a few days. I don't want to do ANYTHING. It's like wh#n it's hot I feel too sick to do anything. And then when it's cooler I'm like 'OUU the first cool day in WEEKS.. i want to just relax and#fully ENJOY the coolness..'' So it's always constant warfare with my body like.. NO ..we cannot SLEEP. We must utilize this small patch#of Non Heatwave to finally be productive and finish things while we don't feel sick. But then it's like ''ohoho...to lay in the cold air of#the morning restfully.. i shall have a little nap with a blanket on for once.. perhaps.. tee hee'' Always at war with the Tired Sleepy#it seems. AAAANyway...... grr............ slowly finishing things. still usually missing my target writing goals..#Hopefully will have some actual art or costumes or something to post soon. Fumbling through the summer weather as usual lol
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Itās been a while since I last posted a picture here, but I figured Iād share one now. :-D Iām currently on a cruise with my parents that they got as a sorta graduation gift for me (except that Iām fairly certain I failed my final exam so Iāve not technically graduated yetā¦ oops). Either way, I decided to wear this pretty emerald green (that looks blue with the filters I put on it) dress that I got for less than $10 at a bin store. :-D
(Also, if anyone was unaware, a bin store is a store that has a bunch of bins of stuff that are all sold for the same price. Each day the prices decrease until restock day, when it restarts. My local bin store goes from $15, to $10, $7, $5, $3, then finally $1 before restocking. I either got this dress on the $10, $7, or $5, not sure. I also got my shoes for $1.50 at a close out sale for a Forever 21, so all in all my outfitās a good deal, which I always love to get. ^-^)
#Sorry for talking about the price of the dress by the way#I just love getting good deals and like talking about it. :-D#Speaking of good deals my dad was able to get $500 off my cruise because he got a coupon from a FB game he plays#So my room was less than $300 for him. Which is nice#GPOY#Hopefully this posts#I tried posting it earlier and it didnāt postā¦#Sp I had to rewrite the whole thing. Oof#Oh also I once got a wedding dress for $10 at the bin store. I learned later that it apparently retailed for about $300 online#I also got a dual kurig that retails for $190 for $15 once#Seriously if you have bin stores nearby you should check them out#Iāve gotten a ton of cheap stuff from mine#Like seven pairs of jeans for $2 eachā¦ though I donāt wear jeans so theyāve been in storage for years#BUT! I still got the deal!#Aha
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i have 2 interviews on monday so im gonna try to just eat so much tomorrow that i literally die
#one is the one from today that i did in fact reschedule bc tbh i donāt want that job and i was so not ready for the interview#bc from the phone interview last week the recruiter was like yeah youāre gonna want to know like the history of the company for the next#interview and reallllly have good star answers and i was like lol ok just kill me#so i wasnt ready and thatās fine now itās on monday BUT today i got an email for another phone interview from a job that i reeeeeeally want#actually itās like exactly what i do now but actual hourly pay and benefits which is all iām looking for#AND itās 100% remote anywhere whereas the first one which is the finance job that i know nothing about#finance but they have an office in the city i used to live in which is like idk 45 minutes away and is also the city iām planning to#move back to anyway once i can get the fuck out from under my familys roof#but training is 7 months in office so if i get tht i absolutely have to move bc i will not be driving that for 7 months but if i move itās#whatever but anyways the second job which is for copy editing which my ultimate goal anyway is to be an editor so this would be sooo good#and such good experience for me and my resume!!! and itās 100% remote like i said and NO PHONES#the other job is a complete customer service job but i need all these finra licenses and shit and iām like ok. how am i even supposed to#pass those anyway#but anyways. itās obvious which job i want but iām going to go to both interviews just to keep my options open bc i canāt be stupid about#this bc now that student debt forgiveness is completely off the table. lol forever. iām going to have to start paying that#so anyways. my life is so stressful rn but at least things are starting to come together at least in the job department#well hopefully anyway like watch me get rejected for both š
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Hey all, just wanted to apologize for the lack of new posts since returning. I've had some pretty serious burnout lately due to health issues leaving me pretty exhausted, physically and mentally. It's taken a bit of a toll on my creative output as I've been struggling to find inspiration and energy to do much of anything.
I'm still trying to work on getting at least something here and there that I can post, but it'll probably be pretty limited for a while until we figure out what's going on. And admittedly most of the time I have spent drawing lately has been of OCs, and I don't generally post OC art. <<;
Anyways, just wanted to explain that I haven't fallen off the planet or anything yet, just having a bit of a hard time right now. Sorry for the lack of content!
#I've been wanting to draw more AU stuff and I had a whole idea for a Halloween thing with Infidget but I was just so tired#even OC art wise I haven't been doing much either maybe a sketch once in a blue moon#I thought about maybe trying to write some things out to maybe draw at a later date? but I'm honestly a terrible writer#I need to try queuing up more reblogs too but I'm just so tired that it's easier scrolling through Bluesky or Twitter#I don't gotta worry about tagging or anything over there lol#this exhaustion is also why I took so long to finish game related stuff.. just didn't feel up to playing games#that and one of my more obnoxious symptoms is extreme dizziness and motion sickness#and Sonic games are reaaalllyy good at making those symptoms worse xD#anyways hopefully I'll have some answers within the next few months and can work on fixing it#I reaaaallyy wanna work on some of the comic ideas I had#at least two were based off some AUs and one was a kind of introductory/prologue and I wanna try making it so bad#I'm bad at long form comics but I wanted to tryyyy
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