#hopefully that doesnt bother you too much 😭

[amethiosspouse]

. . . . . ╰──╮" Unlucky Gambler " ╭──╯ . . . . .

✎ rinne has lost his lucky charm. what happens now?

gift for @kurukuryu ^^

word count: i did not count

ship: rinne x kuryu

tags?: rinnekuryu, angst, no comfort, rinnekuryu ship being hit by a harpoon gun known as kurode, implications of rinne being drunk, kurode is ooc (i know nothing about him), light swearing, rinne is ooc

It's been a year since the red haired gambler lost his one and only lucky charm. He can still recall the night Kuryu walked out on him - her voice echoing in his brain telling him to grow up, the reoccuring scene of her taking of her engagement ring and throwing it on the floor and even that shadowy figure that took her away from him…that was all still so vivid and it was plaguing his mind.

Since then, Rinne has been drowning in debt and sorrow.His first instinct was to go to the casino and get wasted, and maybe if he was lucky enough, a pretty girl would find him and take him into her loving arms…just like what Kuryu did. No! He can't think like this! He needs to find a new lover, a new lucky charm, one who he can spoil with riches! But there was no point in that. No one would be as patient and loving as Kuryu, no one would do the things she did for him…

No! This break up is all Kuryu's fault. She was the one who gave him a second chance back when their first date went pear shape so she was to blame. He did everything for her, he dedicated so many songs to her, he snuck out of practice just so that she could see him. Heck, he even skipped a live show just so that he could be with her during her birthday. So she is the ungrateful one.

Rinne sighs in defeat.

No matter how much he tries to convince himself, this breakup was and is his fault. Despite all of what he did, he'd constantly forget important things about her, he'd get wasted with his friends and refuse to clean up the mess the next morning, he'd rarely pay attention to her and he had the audacity to blame his line of work for it. The guilt is crushing him, eating him, tormenting him even. Every night, he'd go drinking in a desperate attempt to wash away all his sorrows. But this time, it was different…way different.

Rinne was able to score a date with a hot chick on this dating site. He had already met up with her a couple of times and my god was she attractive. Sure, she didn't have the kindess or compassion Kuryu had and maybe she was just there for the fame and money but regardless of all that, he has a date. And tonight, he was gonna spoil her. He needed to get out of his apartment and he needed fresh air so this was the perfect opportunity for him. But all of this came crashing down when Rinne saw a familiar figure in the restaurant. A small figure that he once held in his arms. Now, she was being held by another man.

The instant Rinne's eyes met Kuryu's, he knew he fucked up badly. What was she doing with him? What was he doing with her? His mind began to cloud up will a bunch of different thoughts, all of which were the same ones that had been haunting his mind. Rinne slapped himself across the face. This was supposed to be a fresh start for him, this was his chance to get over his failed engagement. As the night went by, Rinne and the other woman exchanged pleasant conversations with eachother. He'd glance at Kuryu and the other man every now and then which seemed to piss of his date. She tried to keep his eyes on her but that failed, he was completely transfixed on Kuryu's smiling face, her expressions ranging from elated to plain disgust whilst she was eating her food. Rinne smiled. He wanted to see her as happy as that again.

The night was still young, everyone in the restaurant was minding their own business when all of a sudden, the man who was with Kuryu knelt down on one knee and proposed to her! Rinne couldn't believe it. That son of a bitch had the audacity to take everything away from him while he was watching?! Rinne had enough. He stormed out of the restaurant, leaving his date completely helpless and confused but that didn't worry him. He couldn't give two shits about that bitch anyways. She wasn't Kuryu. She'll never be Kuryu.

And there's nobody in this world that could ever be like Kuryu.

[alchemiclee]

as a fellow introvert; we are social creatures. introverts who purposefully see no one for months on end are usually just in a cycle where its been so long since they’ve hung out that it’s too intimidating for them to do anymore. i 100% feel tired after hanging out with my friends but i DO also feel happy and refreshed! tl;dr - you’re super normal lol. try to reach out to a couple people just to chat this week <3

thanks for reaching out I really appreciate it❤️ but I have to rant a bit. I allow you to ignore it!

I wish to not be a social creature because going too long without having a friend to talk to or not having someone to talk with almost daily feels bad and it's so hard to have a friend when I need one D:

i've been reaching out to people for the last few weeks or so but they don't reach back. try playing games with people but they play with their other friends or dont feel like playing. invite people to hang out but they say maybe and never give an answer or don't respond.

I don't want to bother my closest friends in our group chat too much in our group chat but the chat is mostly me sending messages with no response and even couple times saying I need a friend when I was having bad days but they didn't want to chat and I dont want to force anyone to entertain my lonely depressed ass. (especially when all I really needed was to talk about the new star rail stuff to distract me but I don't think they've finished it yet so I don't want to spoil) they live together so they always have to socialize and probably make each other tired without needing to add me to it.

so i've also been trying to reach out to new people, like joining twitch chats again for the first time in years. but that never goes well and doesn't satisfy my social needs. too many people talking at once and being the new person no one cares about and all....getting to know a new is very exhausting. but it's so hard to just be able to skip all that getting to know each other stuff jump straight into talking about a thing we both like (in this case it's star rail and cosplay and maybe art) I don't have enough already-known people to reach out to and i'm too tired to do the small talk dance until it's appropriate to jump into special interest territory. being autistic is so exhausting. I with to be one of those rare autistics I sometimes hear about that have 0 interest in social interaction at all

so as you can see, i'm trying. so hard. to the point I'm exhausting myself. it's been too much work for no payoff and makes things feel worse when the outcome isn't what I need and its constant reaching with no one grabbing my hand back. so I keep making annoying tumblr posts about it. i'm so sorry to anyone that reads my nonsense 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is a normal thing with me but it's usually kept to my other blog that's reserved for more serious posts like this but I tried posting here as a way to "reach out" and see if it invites any friendly friends or something but I don't think i'm doing it right...

(but I am going to a con tomorrow with someone I haven't talked to in like 2 years. but we don't have anything in common anymore so theres not much to talk about. he's the only person who responded to me after trying to reach out for like a month but I fear it will only exhaust me being around too many people and not help this gross need to have a deeper connecting socialization D:)

[darkbluekies]

Dr Kry asks #3

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Concept: I've put multiple asks into one post to avoid too much loose posts on my account! This way, you have more to read too<3

Warnings: insomnia, medication, drugs, chronic illnesses, broken bones, mentions of overdosing,

☁️ ... this is my last ask for the day i SWEAR. how about dr kry with a sleep deprived darling / a darling who's always sleep deprived. if that doesnt work because of the setting (cause yknow in canon the darling's always napping lol), then how about a darling who has trouble sleeping. OR BOTH if you want to and can make it work. sorry i really wanna request this one cause the only time i can have a good sleep nowadays is when the weekend hits 🥲 i just want a bit of dr kry fluff 😭

He will sit with you for as long as you need, putting your needs before his. He can see that you're struggling to fall asleep. He can see the hollow half moons under your eyes and his heart will break.

"I can't watch this anymore. I'm going to go get you some sleeping pills, okay? And if they won't work I'll go get anaesthesia. Hopefully that'll be able to make you relax."

You'll get your sleeping pills and then rest back against the pillow. Dr Kry will sit with you until morning hours if needed. He'll hold your hand, play with your fingers, hug you if you want one and read for you.

"Are you feeling a little sleepy now, Y/N? Yeah? Are the pills working? Amazing. Just relax and let yourself fall asleep. I'll be here with you until you fall asleep and then I'll meet you in the morning, okay? We'll eat breakfast together, I promise."

Dr kry with s/o who suffers from migraine. Like bright lights aren’t good, eats a lot of pain killers and sleeps a lot bc of it

One of the main things with Dr Kry is that he always forces you to sleep (as seen in his headcanon), but that's because of the poisoned air he puts you in. If the lights we're bothering you as well, he'll turn them down and use small, warm nightlights to keep the room somewhat lit up. He'll try to control your intake of pain killers since he's afraid that you'll take too many, but he'll make sure that you won't be in pain one way or another.

"What? Too bright? Still? But, honey, all of the lights are already off. It's only this little light that's still on ... alright, I'll turn it off. If this continues I might have to develop nightray vision. Why don't you take a nap, Y/N? It'll make you feel better."

How would Dr Kry react to a darling who's very interested in his love life and like to tease him ? Always asking question about his possible partner, what he likes, ect ? Just to say " I don't understand why you're still single, you're so easy to love! Besides you're also very quiet, I know a lot of girls who liked the quiet bo- Wait !! Let me set you up, there's a very nice nurse I think her name is ... Charlotte? You know, the short brunette on the first floor ? She seems very kind or maybe you're gay ?? Well, there's that one dude at the cafeteria, I kinda had a crush on him at the beginning but I thinks he likes men...you could still give it a try if you want 🙂"

He'd let you have a go at it at first, hoping that it'd only be a one time thing ... but you continue to tease him every. single. day. He'll try his best to avoid the subject all together, but in the end would lose it. He'd grab your shoulders and pin you up against the wall in an attempt to make you silent.

"Shut up! Just shut up, alright?! I don't want to hear it!"

He'd noticed that he'd scared you and let your shoulders go. Backing away a step while running a hand through his hair, he'd think on how to save this situation. You'd apologize for making him mad which would only cause him to sigh heavily.

"You're so stupid, Y/N. Why can't you see that I want you? My fingers ache at the need of touching you sometimes and my heart breaks at the thought of you imagining me with someone else! I don't want anyone else. I think I'm going insane! I don't want to hear you talk about other people when you're with me. I just want you to focus on me and me only. Can you do that for me?"

He'd notice how wide your eyes were and how you started pulling your arms closer to your torso. With a hiss, he'd bring you into his arms before you had the chance to run away.

"I love you", he'd whisper.

im going to be sending in two asks bc i am mentally ill. heres the first one: how would dr kry deal with a patient who is chronically ill and frequently needs surgeries? this may or may not be self indulgent because i may or may not have just gotten surgery yesterday on my silly goofy eyeball (im fine)

He'll be right by your side. He'll take care of you and give you everything you need. When you're afraid, he'll kiss your hand and give you a reassuring smile.

"I know you're scared ... I wish I could do something to help you. I wish I could steal you away from here ... but you need these operations to survive. I'm so sorry, Y/N. What can I do to help you? Do you want something to eat? Do you want me to read for you? Yeah? Absolutely, anything for you."

second ask: i literally love dr kry so hear me out 💀 how about dr kry with a patient whos just being a total cranky BRAT to him. acting up, mouthing off, just being a little twerp. (its me. im also a little twerp)

Do you want to die? He controls your body. If you're being a little brat, he'll make sure your air is even more polluted and you 'accidentally' hurt yourself.

"Your arms are broken? Oh dear, how did that happen? Well ... i guess your silly behaviour came to bite you in the butt. Well, now you have to be a little nicer to me if you want me to care for you, okay? I don't want to help an ungrateful brat. Good, let's start over."

What would Dr. Kry do if darling tried to take a lot of pills to overdose and feel independent without him?

You'd be tied to the bed :) and have no privacy :) and never be in control again :)

I just discovered your blog and i'm in love with Dr Kry 😭what would happen if reader was sensitive to loud sounds??

He'd sound proof the room and give you ear plugs. When he's talking to you, he'll use a soft spoken voice and if he gets angry, he'll try his best to keep his composure so he won't yell at you. If there were loud bangings or sounds he can't control, he'll hide with you in the bathroom where the sounds aren't as loud. You'll have your ear plugs and his hands over your ears.

"It's alright, little one, just breathe. The noises will end soon. When they end, we'll go back out into the room and we'll read a little, okay? I'll try to find out who made these awful sounds and make sure they won't do it again."

what if we actually end up living with Dr Kry??

This man would honestly take such good care of you. You'll share a big bed, have many plants and he'd show a more humane side that he can't show in the hospital. He'll smile more, love more, talk more. The constant stress of being in the hospital and having people all around who could take you away from him takes a lot of energy that he wants to project on you.

"I've baked bread! I've wanted to try for a while. How about you come with me downstairs and get a slice with some marmalade? I know your legs are weak, I'll carry you down if you'd like."

i was wondering how would reader and dr krys relationship be if reader was nurse or doctor

He'd make sure you were scheduled together so he can spend his work shifts with you. People in the hospital would think that you're a couple. Exactly as he wants. He'll buy you lunch and stay close to you on break times. If anyone asks him if you're a couple, he'll answer with something that indicates that you are.

"Y/N, do you want to go take a bit of fresh air? You've been working so well these last hours, you're well deserved of a break. Come here, let's go take a few breaths and a bit of coffee before the night shift."

[struwberrii]

Hi, I saw the matchup request are open so here i am requesting for one hehe <3

I want a romantic matchup! My pronouns is she/her and I prefer male characters. I’m not an underage so I want to be match with a timeskip character.

My types - I like someone that stable, reliable and very laidback. I want someone that understands my need for personal space and not pushy since i hate it when people tell me what to do. Despite being an extroverts, im not good in communicating my own feelings so i need someone that can communicate well and understand my struggles. I prefer someone introverts but not shy like they can communicate well with others but they’re just not a yapper (leave that job of yapping to me please). I also prefer them to be an act of service kind of person and not a clingy type (i dont mind pda but not too much).

Personalitiy - my mbti is enfj. im an extroverts but i like to have my own space and dont like it when people overstepped my boundaries. peoples says that im very welcoming and friendly despite my rbf which is why people are scared of me when they first met me. i can be very playful, chaotic and i like teasing people. but im very respectful when it comes to others feelings. most people describe me to be easygoing, funny, caring, and mature. I also can be very sarcastic at times but only with people that understand my humour. im good at reading people because im very observant of people behaviour and it always spot on too lmaoo. some says that i have such an inviting energy and that must be why people often come to consult their problem w me and asking for advice though sometimes we barely know each other. im very opinionated but secretive when it comes to my own feelings. I also tend to take care of everyone else first before me (sorry its a habit of being an eldest daughter). im also a chronic people pleaser lol.

Hobbies/Interests - I love reading. I read books, comics, manga, anything that can be read, I’ll read. I also love writing but mainly poetry. I like having a conversation of political and social issues (as long as people keep it civil like i don’t wanna argue lets have a calm conversation). despite being a plus girl, i do play sports like badminton, lawnbowl and sometimes futsal too.

Love language - My love language is act of service and words of affirmation. On a receiving end, I prefer act of service, words of affirmation and receiving gifts. when it comes to receiving gifts, I mean little things as gifts. lmaoo i would be the happiest person if someone even pick up a stone and gifted it to me saying that it remind them of me.

My dream date - I prefer dates like visiting art/history museums, food hunting in cafes/restaurants or anything that is simple and fun.

Sorry this is so long😭 I’ll stop here and I wanna thanks you in advance! Have a nice day <333

match up: tsukishima kei ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

hope you like the match up!! (also this is time skip i just couldnt find a pic of him in this art style post time skip)

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

tsukishima is very sarcastic and cold, but kind to those who are close to him and those he respects (which is hopefully you as his s/o lol). he is also a man of few words. he says all he needs to to get his point across he is DEF not a yapper. i can def see him being a very active and respectful listener when it comes to you, giving good and genuine advice that may be harsh but its always the truth. this also goes hand in hand with communication. he isnt the most expressive person but i can see him being very blunt and out right telling you when something bothers him or if hes uncomfortable with something since he doesnt want it to happen again, i can see him urging you to do the same and break out of your secretive shell since letting emotions build up and not opening up could end up being very bad

I also see him as a very laid back as a partner and pretty trusting for the most part. he would never overstep his boundaries and let you do whatever you please. i also see him as the type of guy who needs alone time to collect his thoughts as well so he would totally understand if you need some time to yourself as well.

he is DEF a nerd too i mean did we see how bro was fitted up and acting in high school? he would absolutely be coming to you with manga or comic suggestions or asking fro suggestions from you.

I can see him being a very deep and philosophical person behind that salty exterior and probably would love to read your writing and try to break down and understand whatever deeper or hidden message is hiding behind the words you wrote. this can also extend to date ideas, picking out art pieces and trying to understand how one another interpret the piece would be such a fun day for the two of you, plus super cute instagram pictures, i know he does NOT play about his instagram feed.

I see him as the type of guy who only needs to be told something once before he gets the message and just overall being very attentive and understanding to those he cares about and also being very protective over you. he doesnt tolerate any disrespect twoards you and its adorable <3

[wannaeatramyeon]

ahem. i would like to share my opinion of the brief mary content we have received lately.

shea getting sexualized and i hate it.

as a woman who likes wearing bras as if theyre crop tops and such, i dont think it's inherently sexual for a character to. but, its just the fact that mary has never until recently (unless im failing to recall like 1-2 panels) worn anything but baggy clothes and it icks me that she suddenly is and during the point she is, we get a close up of her tits. it doesnt feel like a coincidence and maybe it bothers me more than it should but i pray this isnt a slippery slope and ptj wont end up ruining her too.

Dude, I KNOW. Although 'received lately' was like 200 chapters ago 😭

I completely agree though. The latest panels that she was in (that I can recall) are just peak male gaze. Which, I don't necessarily mind - because you gotta give something to the teenage boy fans. But coupled that with how they like to write female characters... I am equally dreading and excited to see the return of our queen.

+ Before we jump into other asks. I'm still working through requests ...still in May omg. There's a few I removed such as request for explicit smut. Because 1) There are much MUCH better smut writers in the fandom 2) You'll be waiting forever 3) I don't really wanna 🥹 NSFW hc are much more fun for me.

I also find it difficult to write for canon characters that only appeared in 2 panels or whatever. We're up to our eyeballs in hot characters. I just need something MORE to build on, yknow what I'm saying?

++ responses to 6 asks below cut! (and a jumpscare loool)

I strong STRONGLY believe in the kinsey scale, and also don't believe anyone is completely het so... With most of the Lookism guys, they are definitely somewhere along the scale imo.

Thank you for being so sweet! I've started to add in whether my fics are G/N, M, F moving forward so hopefully that makes it a bit more accessible. I'm a little too lazy to go back through the older ones though, sorry!

LMAO. You really got me googling johnny cage ass. Yeah man has got cake.

+ Any excuse to post this.

... and also this. Sorry for the jumpscare (+ eat the rich!)

I AM EXCITED TO READ IT! @simpingforlookism has opened up my eyes to the throupling so... let's see what else people are cooking up. (Smutless cooking for me, yum yum).

Heyyyy from the UK! Ahhhh Taehoon and Goo. What fantastic taste you have. Thank you so much for reading my brainrot and look after yourself too!

YES. THANK YOU. Mary and Gyeoul are really queens. I love Gyeoul's attitude and Mary's platonic relationship with Vin (sorry Mary/Vin shippers).

I have read Questism up to about... chapter 50? But was pretty impartial to the characters and only wanted to see what the level ups were. I can't even name anyone from the manhwa (apart from Haru).

I don't mind the sexualisation with appearance - up to a certain POINT. I responded to anon above that you gotta give something to the male fanbase. Truly, saying that through gritted teeth though. Because the proportions, the angles, the outfits are ridiculous. However, sex sells.

But coupled that with their lack of personality and traits. It's pretty toxic, yknow. I don't wanna start ranting about patriachy and all that on a pretty light hearted blog. You know my feeling on this🫠

[jrueships]

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[finexbright]

holanon! a triple major?! that sounds like a lot of work omg how was it 😭 your masters sounds cool, do you want to be like an author or a publisher?

i've been enjoying the travel part too hedhlfkd. i have a bus pass so it doesnt cost me anything but its like an hour one way to uni and i know its not thaat much but still, saving that sleep and hopping on zoom 5 minutes before class starts has been pretty great. are you going to study in the UK? i don't know much about the covid situation there, but i hope everything goes okay for you!!

i don't celebrate christmas but i am going to new york on thursday which will hopefully be fun. im kinda sad about covid flaring up now bc i've not been out of country in 3 yrs ish, just hoping for a safe trip at this point 😩 what about you?

in bangalore most unis only offer triple major and yes some semesters did get very hectic but all in all i honestly had so much fun in college and we did some very interesting and fun things so even though academically i might not have gained much knowledge (such is the education system) i did have loads of fun and made some very precious memories! 🙈 i do want to become an author, so let's see how that goes. but for now, i think getting into the publishing industry will be a good start

oh god then it makes sense that you don't want to go because what if someday you have only one class and then it really doesn't make sense for you to spend two hours travelling. i hope that at least the view is really good during that travel! i remember last year my sister attended all her classes from the bed 😂😂 when it was online she didn't even bother getting up 5 mins before, just used to log in and go back to sleep 😂😂 but surprisingly this year she actually likes her classes so she attends them regularly

yes i am going to the UK, if all things go well that is. the only thing i'm banking on right now is that there will be student mobility no matter what.

oh that's absolutely love!!!! i hope you have fun in new york!!! will you be doing the whole times square for new year's thing or do you have other plans? are you going with family or friends? 👀 i really hope you have a safe trip and have loads of fun 🌻