#hopefully itll get better after my finals

[aoki553]

feeling burned out about saiki and everything i do

i cannot work on OHS translation at all until second half of may. i really don't want everything to look like this, but i just have to live with it not sure how will it go, will i stop posting for a while or what

i feel like a failure

[arolesbianism]

We did it boys we got our first game crash in oni 🎉

[seeminglydark]

good news! i finally got a job after being unemployed for a few years. it’ll be at least a year or two before i’m able to move out due to trying to pay off my credit card debt but i’m excited that i’ll be able to leave town and get away from unsupportive family. i’m trying to spend as little money as possible on entertainment stuff and i have a massive book collection that i’m excited to read and sell some of it i don’t feel like i need them anymore. you’re comics have been very helpful for me to be able to understand and express myself. it has given me a lot of joy since finding it especially after the loss of my cat a month ago.

any tips for a queer punk trying to escape and start over with no support system?

happy pride month! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

ANON! I'm so proud of you, thats incredible! i am wishing you all the best on your journey forward and out. it sounds to me like you already have a good handle on things, paying down your debt is a great place to start. depending on how much debt you have, (most of my advice is US based I'm afraid, since thats where i grew up as a poor lonely punk so hopefully it can help you, or someone else) you may be able to find a financial counselor or coach, (not adviser!) to help you get rid of some of it immediately. there are ways to 'challenge' things on your credit that have been there for a while, and many times the creditors will either drop it cuz they dont want to deal with paperwork, or reduce it to a much smaller payable sum because to them something is better than nothing. a lot of cities has free nonprofit programs to help with this, and other non profit organizations offer them as well depending on your community. This will also help improve and build your credit score cuz even a punk might need to buy a home or rent an apartment one day.

i know there is an allure to big name cities when you move, i lived in one myself while poor as dirt and it kinda sucked (Austin tx specifically) because it was so expensive. look into where you want to go before moving there, look at cost of living, and public transit, things like that. it looks like youre waiting a while before going, look into job transfers so you might not have to start completely fresh from the bottom.

thrift stores are great but they are getting more expensive by the year, but when youre a poor guy in a new place, dumpster diving might be an option. please dont ever get a mattress from a dumpster ok? bedbugs are a thing and often why those are thrown out, but other things like tables, chairs, shelves etc. check your local papers and neighborhood boards, sometimes hotels and such renovate and when they do they auction furniture off dirt cheap. Thanks Mr Marriott for furnishing my house for like 40 bucks in 2005!

When you move out, if you are still struggling financially, you can look into fixed rent apartments, you usually have to get on a list, but there are places out there to help you get on your feet. a REALLY good resource for many things if going to be your local library. librarians are like gods and they know SO MUCH that can help you.

speaking of libraries. you do deserve a little joy, i would think about perhaps getting a electronic reader, did you know that you can rent books and audio books from libraries with one? plus it reduces the bulk of books you may have to move later. i know the vibe is different from getting to touch the pages, but the pleasure of reading is still there. The library is also going to be a great place to meet people and find a circle of support and new friends. many of them have clubs and community activities ranging from book clubs to everything in between, you can even suggest a club yourself that they might consider hosting. don't deprive yourself of happiness, itll be helpful on the days when it gets hard to move forward.

its been a hot minute since i was alone and starting over, and things have changed a lot so im not completely sure all of this is still relevant, library is ALWAYS a good place to start. if my followers have any advice, please feel free to chime in the comments as well! im so proud of you anon, and keep us updated as life goes on. <3

[prestonmonterey]

TLT UPDATE!! BEFORE I GO TO BED

(gods im so tired...)

@vincentaureliuslin @tatsumisheep3

no photos today so heres my cat :P

OPENING NIGHT!!! it went super well!!!!! (i think)

it was PA night so the understudys were percy and annabeth and they killed it!!!!!! :DDDD

also my director gave me a compliment today so im in a good mood (it was somethin along the lines of "you finally did a good job as cerberus" but ill take what i can get...) (i still have beef with him but.. whatever....)

its crazy how fast this show is going and that itll all be over after sunday,, but also i am SO tired bc we literally spend more time at school than at home this week :(

also getting a lotta acne bc im not used to wearing this much make up every day :P

but hey at least ill get to rest a teeny bit on the weekend (just in the morning TwT bc we have matinees)

also my parents and some of my friends are comin tomorrow so they BETTER FUCKIN BUY ME CANDY (i really really really want candygrams... one of the stage managers got like 4 boxes of candy i am so jealous...)

also also also we did the legacy robe last night before preview night and my friend (and mother /ij) got it :DDDD very happy for her

um um um i felt like i had more to say but idk this is already a lot and i cant remember things im kinda tired :P

oh i finally got my camper necklace!!! the beads were missing for like a week but they were just on the table in the costuming room... anyway my friend made it for me during tech class bc shes so so sooo sweet <3 (while i was in math trying to force my friend to study... *stares at neeks* /aff) i got four beads that kinda almost make the ace flag!! (black for tech, silver for the fall play, light blue for this show, and purple for my grade)

idk if i explained it before but all of our necklaces represent how much theater we've done,,, bc its kinda like how long we've been at camp. theres a bead for each grade based on our class colors, and the tlt bead, so everyone gets at least 2. theres also beads for each of the past musicals and plays at school, and a black bead if youve done tech, and a white bead if youve done leadership :D some of the seniors have like most of their necklace filled because of how many shows theyve done

heres another cat pic to keep you engaged and reading this /hj

also also also many many thanks to my wonderful actor and tech friends i would not survive without them (especially thanks to tech bc they have to put up with us actors... /hj) its poseidon's actors first show i think and they have a LOT of quick changes so their section of the rack is,,, kind of a mess. also the lamp for the oracle scene has broken multiple times i think already... and i already left my make up bag out yesterday and my watch in the cubbies today TwT we are a hot mess

my graphic design teacher was acting today :D (the farmer in drive is a teacher role, and they switch out every night) and i love him being so absolutely perplexed by the energy circle before show :333

also i remembered to put setting powder on for the first time,,, and... i forgot that my mom is SO much paler than me TwT (i was very washed out...) so ill probably stick to spray for the rest of the week :P

sorry i really am rambling tonight...

ok i will probably hopefully do at least one more update after strike on sunday!! (depending on how tired i am,, i might just curl up on the floor and sleep after the sunday show actually...) unless something goes horribly wrong,,, then ill probably post about it too

good night!! i need to collapse in bed and try to save up enough energy for tomorrows show :3

have a wonderful day/night and remember to hydrate! (or you'll die straight...)

[potatochip-oc-dump]

i am going to dump a bit of lore on your doorstep (by copy and pasting smth i wrote on discord a few days ago) so i can give context to something i have drawn

disclaimer: it may be long and wordy. but thats what its all about baby

"in short i finally figured out how Arthur gets their name.

so to preface this i must offer. context. be warned this is gonna be one of those Rambles.

before we begin, i am debating on whether or not i should keep the 'arthur possessing gidget' thing, change it to where they possess chip (?), or get rid of it... my reasoning being: i think it makes more sense for arthur to be closer to chip especially cuz they end up as siblings in the end, ALSO i dont remember why gigi had to be the one that was possessed and i think the story would work just fine if it was somebody else.

in fact itd probably work even better with chip not only bc the theming of Being In The Wrong Body and everyone claiming u r somebody youre not works even better if its with chip, it also works cuz chip in the story is frequently like... whats the word. overlooked. or not taken seriously.

but anyways:

two, there is a plot point sometime during chip & gidget's stay in the castelle manor in which everyone but chip is trapped inside a dream by moonlight (in the waking world they are all asleep & cant wake up) bc she is searching their dreams in order to find Arthur (and kill them)

hopefully that doesnt sound. too convoluted. ah. anyways. something something chip teams up w arthur to enter their dreams and wake them up. i think.

i think probably arthur was either forced into going w chip or he agreed relunctantly, but (assuming he is still possessing someone) chip asks arthur if they can see his real face. and he agrees but in a way that makes it clear he is Lying

they wake up in (.....i dont think i have a solid name for this place yet. i think i called it Space 2 in my lore doc for the bit but i think itll be called 'otherside')

and Arthur just looks like a weird version of [whoever they were possessing at the time.] chip comments on it and art's like 'oh you mean my REAL REAL face yeah ok let me. um.' (they change into an exact copy of chip.) 'Better?'

at this point it is becoming clear that arthur might not have a 'real face,' but chip doesnt know that yet

meanwhile there is some chatter between the two, w arthur passively explaining who Midnight and Moonlight are. ALSO there is a fun fact i think about moonlight canonically having a preference for Women & that Arthur's pre-death appearance was modelled after the first human woman. i think. at one point they get onto the topic of art and chip asks Arthur if they like to draw, in which they respond: 'no.' Riveting.

something something climactic point where arthur breaks down and finally admits that they dont have a body, dont have any of their powers, and they cant even remember what theyre supposed to look like. he says that he feels useless!

& then chip says something like 'you dont have to have powers to like. create stuff.'

and then they draw together :]

chip agrees to help give him a "new face" so to speak by drawing him a FURSONA (it is a JACKRABBIT with a RAINCOAT AND UMBRELLA and an EYEPATCH and like. epic scars. and two swords. and a pet dolphin & demon wings. and other convoluted detailed design elements akin to that of a sparkledog) which they lovingly name 'Arthur.' (maybe w a last name like 'skullcrusher' or soemthing)

and arthur like draws his own version of that. which is Close to what Arthur's design is currently. & he's like 'yeah. so um. uhh. close your eyes i cant do it while youre looking.'

(chip puts their paws over their eyes.) 'um ok! what are you doing?'

'im gonna show you the real me.'

& then he looks like the character he drew."

[z0urcherri]

Sooo this week has been a special kind of hell. I got sick, then as i was recovering the motherboard blew out. Sent the PC to the repair shop and was told it would be a FULL WEEK bc of how busy they were. So a week of no contact with the online world goes by and all i had to keep me sane were phone calls to Jesse and my two furbabies The final decision was to fully upgrade that shit and hopefully never deal with the bs i was having (always running out of memory), and since it wasn't ready to take home after Memorial Day (it was. supposed to be as far as i know) we picked up a preowned to use temporarily, so yes it was a huge financial blow as well but very much worth it bc itll be so much better when i do finally get back

[bicyclepainting]

Morning, Smartass.

I left for work before you were awake– think I might've finally tired you out last night. Coffee's in the French press still but I doubt it'll still be warm since I brewed it before going to work. The travel mug Oliver got me has been keeping my coffee warm at work better than the old one, but don't tell him that.

The new year means I can finally start actually making some recent changes at Vesta, at least. Oliver seems to be shaping up well with the help of his mentor– they've done a better job teaching him than I would have. At least the damn coding issue is finally solved (for now) and I can actually do my job.

I should finish early tonight, provided nothing goes to shit here. Knock on wood for me will you? This place is put together by toothpicks and tape at this point. Hopefully we can catch up on that show you're trying to get me to watch; I can make pasta for dinner. Don't cause too much trouble until I get home

- Aaron

(Mun: I am assuming you'll answer this in the morning for simplicity's sake; do as you wish with it though)

good morning <3

thank you for the coffee, it being cold won’t be a problem, i like iced coffee all the same. though it was awfully cruel of you to leave without waking me but i’ll let it slide this time… you certainly did wear me out last night ;)

glad to hear about oliver and his mentor, they always did have that special way with him. they seem well suited for each other. and dont worry, i wont tell him about the travel mug. i was so close to just buying you one myself, im just glad your coffee is actually staying hot for more than an hour now.

ill be knocking on wood and keeping my fingers crossed all damn day for you to come home early. itll be a nice, refreshing change after these last few months of the busy season. you were starting to spend more time at the office than at home, and while i certainly enjoy sending you teasing texts and pictures while you’re there, its a lot more enjoyable in person.

see you tonight

—smartass

[fishlord-of-the-shrimpire]

finally decided to share a pic of my big community tank (future home to the neon rainbow babies)

i know it looks like shit, im working on it.

the water quality isnt actually bad, it just has a lot of algae and gunk on the bottom

it actually used to look pretty nice before i added guppy grass. and then that shithead of a plant ruined everything :/ when i finally decided to get rid of it it left SO MUCH GUNK behind, that i couldnt get rid of it after 3 major water changes!

and it also outcompeted and killed all my other plants.

i swear duckweed is better. at least fish love eating it.

also heres the snail that i bought

it immediately dug into the sand and dirt.

its a giant tower cap/ herculean snail. the store only had 1 white, and I like them the most, so i only bought 1 for now. hopefully itll do well cuz it cost a fortune, and i really want these snails in my tank

[sand-lily]

update:

i did it again today, i used pushpins instead of tape (honestly annoyed i didnt think of that originally), and i found a more abandoned part of the office

i pushed a desk in front of the door and did it in 1 take so that nobody would barge in, and i did it in about 10min...

it's not very good because i was rushing through it, but its 5.5min which is in the 4-6min mark, so that's fine ig

i watched it ONCE to trim the extra few seconds off the beginning and end (you know, the part where you turn the camera on and off), it was not v good...

my old tripod is missing and my new tripod got delayed and arrived AFTER i got off work, so i had to put my phone in the stand up by itself mode (so its shot in portrait, not landscape), making it a struggle to stay on screen (BUT i was on screen the WHOLE TIME, and that's what counts) (also apparently??? you cant zoom in with the front camera??????????? so it's a weird angel)

HOPEFULLY its the same as last time and at the interview they will give me tips on how to make it better and i can have more time to reshoot it (but even then i would have only had 3 hours to reshoot and reupload it, so i better research hotels close by ASAP so i can have one on lock)

i have a half day on Friday, so i can actually just go to a hotel right after work and just do as many retakes as i need

but there's no guarantee that theyre doing it this way again considering they made the Grammar test harder, changed the phone interview questions to be more nuanced, and changed the way they want us to do this final interview (WHICH IS ON FRIDAY BTW)

its be wild if the video is the thing that stopped me considering the video/audio quality is VASTLY better than last time and i still got my visa approved by the Japanese government with that nonsense...i wish i still had that, id 100% change the date and resubmit it...

maybe since this is a multi part thing (and I did kinda do good at everything (?? maybe?) except for being a filmmaker, which I don't think they're expecting), theyll overlook the video and itll be fine

I'm literally not expecting anything, like i haven't even started saving any money or looking for storage for my furniture or anything....but itd be NICE to have a W after 3 years of taking Ls back to back because of COVID

literally i woulda already been there for 3 years if it wasn't for Covid ... instead of working at damnly follar and sub-nasty

things will get better i think

im not retyping all of this

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

heartbreaking news cozy masc king no longer cozy due to the fact that he remembered that theres school tomorrow and he needs to plug his phone in. cozy masc king also turned miserable pile of stress due to finals week- barely begun but already kicking his ass

[shiftynightshade]

Shoto tilted his head against the pillow of his futon and stared drowsily at the base of his dresser, boredom gently lapping at his consciousness. He briefly considered taking a nap, but that would most likely lead to Endeavour bursting into his room and leaving him in a shitty mood.

‘Guess I’ll go check the kitchen. Hopefully, I still have some cold soba left.’

With a huff Shoto dragged himself up from the floor, groaning when his back creaked in protest. “Nope- nope-nope-nope- todays is just not it.”

A few minutes later and Shoto finally stumbled into the kitchen, silently thanking every god that Fuyumi or Endeavour weren’t in the room. Grasping the handle to the fridge Shoto pulled the door open smiling when the cold soba was still on the shelf he left it the previous night.

Grabbing the bowl and kicking the fridge door shut, Shoto clutched the bowl and took his first bite of the noodles, humming in delight at the taste. He walked out the doorway and into the living room. A small shine caught his eye though.

Shoto raised an eyebrow and walked over to the bench, eyes widening when he saw exactly what the shine was.

‘No way…’

Placing his half-eaten soba down Shoto grabbed the slim rectangle and felt a smirk grow across his face. ‘Let us have some fun now, shall we?’

* * * *

Their phones all pinged at once, a photo from Todoroki was accompanied by a single message. Ochako's eyes sparkled as the image of Shoto with a devious smirk spread across his face, eyes full of life and ready to wreak havoc.

And in between his index and middle fingers?

Endeavour’s Platinum Card. Ochako tilted her head and stared at the message that was across the photo.

“It’s Either Murder Or Vandalism, Take Your Pick” – Tenya Iida

I Tried To Fight a Cop In Hospital Slippers: lets go fuckers, we’re going shopping!

I Suplexed A Feral Pomeranian But I’m Still Broke As Fuck: holy hsit yes please

I’m Coming For Kacchan’s Arms And Legs: dude lets go and buy as much shit as possible

I Fist Fought Stain In A Back Alley And Got Stabbed Multiple Times In Response: Shoto…

I Say What’s On My Mind And I Drown Perverts: Come on Tenya just this once?

I Suplexed A Feral Pomeranian But I’m Still Broke As Fuck: CMON TEN-CHAN ITLL BE AWESOME

I Fist Fought Stain In A Back Alley And Got Stabbed Multiple Times In Response: I wasn’t gonna argue actually, I ONLY HAVE ONE RULE THOUGH

I Tried To Fight a Cop In Hospital Slippers: fine whats the rule

I Fist Fought Stain In A Back Alley And Got Stabbed Multiple Times In Response: we have to max the card

I’m Coming For Kacchan’s Arms And Legs: jhdwfehj SWEEET

I’m Coming For Kacchan’s Arms And Legs: meet you guys there then?

I Say What’s On My Mind And I Drown Perverts: meet you all there

The next few hours were the best Shoto’s had in a long time.

They had passed a hero merch store and Shoto saw how Izuku’s eyes had shone, so he grabbed All Might’s secret love child and dragged him into the shop, handed him the card and said “Go crazy ‘Zuku.”

The rest of them had wandered in five minutes later, Ochako grabbing a Gunhead keychain and a 13 plushie, giggling when Tsu walked up with an enamel pin of a silver gun. Ten minutes later and they finally left the shop, Tenya shaking his head with a smile as Ochako manhandled their shopping bags from the rest of them with little effort.

(And if they giggled at the group of teenagers of various genders staring at her with blushes on their faces as they stared at her biceps? Well, they kept that to themselves.)

Shoto and Ochako had walked into the home deco store and had stopped and stared. The two shared a look and dashed into the store, throwing waves over their shoulders as Tenya yelled out, “We’ll be at the café!”

Ochako and Shoto ended up spending nearly over an hour in there, easily racking up all of their purchases a hundred and twenty-five thousand, one hundred and eleven yen each for all of their decorations. Shopping in hand they stumbled over to the café table, shrugging when Shinsou levelled them with an incredulous look. Hatsume didn’t look fazed in the slightest, instead smirking at them from where she was sipping her drink next to Tenya.

Tenya smiled. “We found these two wandering around earlier, so we kind of just… grabbed them?”

Shoto blinked. “Really?”

Hatsume laughed. “Hey, two things.”

She smirked. “One, I need new stuff that Power Loader Sensei won’t supply, sooo Ten-Ten over here said that Endeavour’s Platinum Card in paying,” Hatsume shrugged. “and honestly, anything to piss him off.”

They slid into their seats, Ochako looking over to the purple-haired male. “What about you Shinsou-Kun?”

Shinsou shrugged. “Hey, I don’t like Endeavour, he has some pretty… interesting choices of words to say about quirks like mine.”

Shoto tilted his head. “Understandable.” He said.

They had put drinks aside for them, which had been received with smiles of thanks.

Shoto sipped at his drink, smiling as he stood to throw the cup away, snatching Izuku’s empty cup while he was distracted, and smirking when he squawked in indignation.

Tsu stood and stretched. “We better get going if we want to get back in time.”

Izuku smiled. “Or,” He said, eyes twinkling. “We can go and crash at Tenya’s house for a bit.”

Tenya shrugged. “I’d have to double-check, but my parents love you so I’m pretty sure that they won’t object.” He turned to the new additions to their rag-tag group. “You two are more than welcome to join!”

Hatsume nodded while Shinsou shrugged.

Tenya hummed. “Are there any jewellery stores near-bye?”

Shinsou raised an eyebrow. “Why do you need to know?”

Tenya gave a lazy shrug, shoving his hands in his pockets. “I want to see if I can get any more studs.” Hatsume whistled. “Wow didn’t take 1-A’s class prez to be the kind to have piercings.”

Izuku smiled. “Can I pick out a colour this time?” Tenya extended a hand. “Sure, lead the way!”

* * * * *

It only took them a solid five minutes to find Tenya a few new studs, which included a silver stud with a deep blue Cubic zirconia gem which shone in the light, a similar stud but with gold and a red gem, and a simple silver and white gem that gleamed.

With a numerous amount of puppy eyes, Tenya caved and picked out the gold and red stud, turning to borrow the mirror on the far wall. When he turned back around the stud was nestled comfortably on the right side of his nose, the other studs packed away into a small box.

“Lookin’ good Ten-chan,” Ochako smirked. Tenya merely smiled.

Time passed by quickly after that, they bought a few more things, but the mall had begun to close, so they finally left, all seven of them making their way to Tenya’s house.

When they walked into class the next week after the holiday half of their classmates had double-takes when they saw Tenya’s nose piercing, the blue and silver stud, which had been switched in, was glittering in the morning light, made them laugh.

And if they offered to buy stuff for their classmates (bar Mineta, due to his suspension) well, it was their little secret.

[pbandjesse]

Today was great. Just an excellent snow day but also I got a lot of work done. I was sort of in a weird mood, but as long as I was working it was great. Im having some sinus pain in my head right now but emotionally Im feeling pretty good. 

I slept well. And woke up around 830 when James came to give me a kiss before he got on his zoom call for work. He got to work from home today and will do that again tomorrow. He's going to need a desk so we are thinking about moving the furniture around a bit which is exciting. But he was basically just quietly working in his room all day. 

So I had to occupy myself. I did not love my outfit today. I wasnt as cozy but that was alright. It worked. I just didnt feel quite as cute. My makeup was pretty good though and that helped me feel better. 

I had breakfast and basically was just working in the studio for hours. It was really nice. 

I made some more bunnies. And once those were pinned for their final sewing (cotton holes closed and any lumps fixed) I decided to work on a pattern for a rat. Someone suggested it and I am really happy with how they turned out! I have to make the tail a seperate piece which was not my plan, but once I figured out I could sew over rolled fabric it solved a lot of issues and Im really pleased with how they came out. I hope other people like them too!!

I worked on the sewing through to the afternoon. James ran out on his lunch break to go to the grocery store. And I put a pizza in the oven for us. He got home just as the timer was going off. We had lunch and both got back to work. 

I knocked out a few digital drawings today. And Im really pleased. I am nervous that I wont have another idea on what to draw after this project is over. Which has always been my issue with 2D work. But I am really proud of myself and the 3 drawings I made today went pretty quick actually! It was cool! Im excited about this new thing Im trying and thats just really nice. 

Late in the afternoon, once I was done my art, I would spend some time cleaning. And then just rested for a while and watched videos. It was calm and then I got really excited when James came in the room to tell me that it was snowing again! Big fluffy snow flakes. It was lovely. 

Its been snowing just a little all day. And thats been really pleasant. But the school hasnt said if were open tomorrow and Im annoyed about that. Like its fine. Ill find out tomorrow. But also I wish they would just say one way or the other. 

Once James was done with work I played animal crossing for a little bit while James rode his bike in the livingroom. Eventually we would just eat snacks and hang out. I fed the fish and the frog. And our neighbor Kim came down and I got to pet her dog for a while. Just a really good day. 

Now I am hanging out in the living room. I want to eat something but I do not know what. But thats alright. I think I will go have a snack and maybe Ill take a shower and get in bed. 

Hopefully tomorrow I can just be home and work on my things but itll be good either way. Im willing another good day into existence. 

Goodnight everyone! Sleep good! 

[shhh-no-ones-home]

the wrong L word (*) vinny mauro x reader

+++++++++ Request from @ohnoooooooooo : "Aright so I was thinking of one where vin comes back home from tour and him and his so are all over each other and she accidentally slips out an I love you in her native language while they're fucking thinking he won't understand but he brings it up afterward and just ahh idk I love the idea sorry if it's very specific."

since this is reader insert I'm just going to put "i/l/y" and you can add what ever "I love you"/endearment statement you wish to use 🤗

(*) - hints at sex but doesnt go all the way, its talked about too

i am so sorry this took so long holy shit. school has kinda been keeping me busy plus my sister has been visiting a lot more so i didnt really have any alone/free time. i do hope you like it though and hopefully too it was worth the wait ^-^

Song: heavenly by pale waves

tag list: @musicsexandpizza69 @svintsandghosts @alilpunkrock @cynic-spirit @theoneandonlykymberlee @joeybarber @ryansitkowskiswifey @thisplace-ishaunted +++++++++

"i missed you while you were gone."

i said slowly, curling into his side on the couch, taking his hand in mine as the tv played soft music. he kissed the top of my head.

"Aw, i missed you too baby."

I looked up at him and smiled, switching to lace our fingers together. He looked back down at me for a second before pecking me on the lips quickly. I half frowned.

"You've been gone for two months and that's all I get just a quick kiss?"

He laughed at my pouty attitude and kissed me again, for real this time.

"Is that better?"

He asked, I raised a brow and thought for a second, running my thumb gently over his hand.

"I don't know, I think you can do better than that?"

He sat back and actually looked at me like 'really'?

"Is that so?"

I nodded.

"I believe in you."

I said, winking quickly at him. He smirked at me before slowly moving in, never breaking eye contact. Right before he met my lips I pulled away laughing.

"You goob."

I said pushing him away as he tried again, laughing as well. He took his hand out of mine and wrapped his arms around my torso, bringing me closer to him as he began tickling my sides.

"Vinny!"

I yelled as he assaulted my most ticklish spots.

"Are you gonna let me kiss you?"

He said in a playful voice, mocking me.

"Fine! Yes! I surrender!"

I said through short breaths and laughs. He quit and held me to him, leaning over me as I was almost fully on my back now. He pushed my hair out of my face and readjusted in his spot next to me on the couch. I looked deeply into his eyes as he dipped down and caught my lips in his. I hummed against him as I felt his tongue graze my bottom lip. it was pure bliss until he pulled away which made me sad. i really did miss him and i was reveling in this feeling.

"is that better?"

he asked lowly and i nodded.

"if thats all youre willing to give then yes, absolutely."

he raised a brow.

"oh so theres more?"

he asked, a playful smile appearing on his lips as his hand slid down to my hip. i poked his nose lightly.

"well i was hoping we could maybe have a little extra fun. you have been gone for a while after all and normally we're there by now."

he laughed a little bit.

"youre right, i sleep for two days and then you get me all to yourself but its been longer than two days already and we havent done any of the fun stuff we usually do."

he winked at me as i traced my hands lightly up and down his chest.

"all the fun stuff?"

i asked, making sure i knew what he was talking about, finding amusement in it. he nodded slowly, moving his hand to cup my ass.

"fun stuff like this."

he said lowly, leaning down and kissing my chest gently. i closed my eyes and leaned my head back as he moved slowly up to my neck.

"i think i could get behind that."

i half moaned out as his hand slid up my back, under my shirt. i felt him undo my bra as he began biting at my collar bone.

"you sure?"

he asked half amused as i nodded.

"i/l/y baby, now take my clothes off."

in a second my shirt was off and my bra was falling to the floor.

"gladly m'lady."

°°°°°°°°°

i breathed heavily as vinny snuggled into my chest, our sweaty bodies pressed together into the couch as the tv still played in the background. i was now very content and very sleepy.

"hey babe?"

vinny asked quietly, hugging me tighter to him and kissing my chest gently.

"yeah?"

i said, readjusting onto my back, eyes half closed as i looked to the ceiling.

"what did that phrase mean you said earlier?"

my eyes went wide, i didnt think he had caught it in the heat of the moment, and i was much more awake now.

"what phrase?"

i asked, hoping he wasnt talking about what he thought i was talking about.

"uh, i dont know exactly what it was, but you said it like right before we started. when you asked me to take your clothes off."

he laughed a little bit at the thought.

"like it sounded familiar but you kinda get that traveling all over the world."

i shook my head and ran my fingers gently through his hair.

"well if im being honest i was hoping you didnt catch it. it uh, it means i love you."

i looked down at him and he was smiling widely at me.

"you love me?"

he asked in disbelief. i nodded my head slowly, shrugging my shoulders.

"well yeah."

he leaned up and kissed me softly.

"i love you too."

he said when he pulled away. i smiled back at him.

"you do?"

he nodded quickly.

"of course i do. why would i not? youre amazing. "

i laughed a little bit.

"so are you baby."

he kissed my cheek before resting his head back on my chest and intertwining our fingers.

"im glad you said something, but im not gonna lie, i was gonna take you out this weekend to a nice dinner and finally tell you so thats kinda ruined."

i snorted, making him look up at me again.

"what?"

i sent him a look.

"we can definitely still go out this weekend. before sex isn't exactly romantic."

i laughed.

"we can do something nice and actually say it in like a cute way. like walking down the plaza streets hand in hand under the street lights."

he smiled at me before kissing me gently.

"i couldnt think of any better way to do it."

i sighed as he settled back into his spot against the back of the couch.

"itll be beautiful."

he readjusted his head against my chest.

"almost as beautiful as you."

i smiled to myself as i pet his hair lightly.

"thanks vin."

"goodnight y/n."

he said, yawning. i felt my eyes getting heavier again as he traced his finger over my stomach, mesmerizing me.

"goodnight baby."

[honeyjxsung]

Stray Kids reaction to their s/o being a kung fu practitioner

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request: Hey hey hey💕 can you make a SKZ reaction to their s/o is a Kung fu practitioner and keeps going home with bruises because she constantly trains with badass weapons?

A/n: im sorry if this wasn’t good, i had to do research on this to make it kinda accurate. but enjoy <3

Chan

Your boyfriend was aware of  your job and actually found it quite cool

But every time he sees you with bruises, he’d immediately get worried

You’d come home and he would stand at the door with an ice pack because he already knows what’s coming

And you appreciate his effort of taking care of you since you didn’t really do it yourself 

When you’re cuddling he’d kiss the dark marks, hoping it would make you feel better

And though it didn’t, you still found his attempts adorable

Minho

Minho knows the kinds of weapons you use and he thinks they’re interesting

But he also knows that it’s a bit dangerous to use and that you get a lot of injuries due to them

He tries pampering you and sometimes it gets to the point where it’s borderline annoying

But he doesn’t really care, he just doesn’t want you hurt

You could be reading a book in bed and he’d pop up randomly and place a cooling pack on your bare skin where the bruise is located

You yelp at the sudden cool touch, looking at minho with shock

‘mINHO’ 

‘I heard putting something cold with help-’

‘nOT DIRECTLY ON MY SKIN’

Changbin

he’d be really fussy 

everytime y’all are cuddling and he sees a bruise anywhere on your body, he’d get hella whiny

‘yah i told you to be careful~’ 

like you know he’s not mad at you but he’s kinda scolding you in a way 

even if you tell him that the bruises are normal and a part of what you do, he still warns you to be more cautious 

you can only your eyes and nod your head

but even after that discussion, he continues to see blue and black marks on your skin 

you try hiding them from him by wearing long clothes that cover your skin but he can see past that 

he knows you don’t want him to get mad, so he tells you that he won’t get mad

but he’ll take care of you nonetheless

Hyunjin

he tends to worry a lot

especially about you

he knows being a kung fu practitioner will involve being injured constantly 

plus he’s seen the weapons you train with and the bruises that were formed because of them

you, being stubborn, decided to hide your dark bruises from him by using makeup 

you just didn’t want him to get so worked up and concerned 

at first the foundation worked 

but you got exposed after a few weeks when you two were cuddling on the couch

your thigh rubbed against his black hoodie and some makeup stuck to the fabric

when hyunjin saw the stain, it didn’t take him a while to put the pieces together

he’d get a bit sad because you didn’t tell him, but eventually he’d soften up and forgive you 

he’ll wipe the makeup off your body to get a better look and would grab some ice and gently place it on your thigh 

you were so thankful to have a boyfriend like him

Jisung

Hell also get pretty clingy

And ask a ton of questions

He’s a curious boi and you love him so of course you tell him everything and answer all his questions

‘How did you get the bruise?’

‘Are you hurt anywhere else?’

‘What weapon did you use today?’

‘Do you need anything?’

He’ll get pouty as he treats the injury, acting as if he’s the one hurt

Itll take a lot of reassuring for this guy

When you finally convince him that it’s normal to get a bruise, he’ll let you be

But it won’t stop him from cuddling you

‘Jisung, you’re really extra, you know that?’

‘Trust me, y/n, i know’

Felix

being a black belt in taekwondo, felix knew how often one could get hurt when practicing 

even though taekwondo and kung fu aren’t the same

like you would arrive home with a bruise on your arm and he’d already stand by the door with a cooling pack ready.  

You appreciate how understanding he was

He gives you the right amount of care

Like he’s not too clingy to the point where it’s suffocating, but he’s also not cold as if he doesn’t care

He’s perfect

But he doesn’t want you not telling him about it

He hates it when you hide things from him, especially when it’s about your wellbeing

So you make sure to tell him when you’re injured

Doesn’t matter if it big or small

He’ll be with you always

Seungmin

Ok look seungmin will obviously be worried about you when he sees you coming home with large bruises painted on your body

But when you explain to him that it’s normal he’ll cut back on the excessive concern

Instead he’ll lowkey think it’s kinda badass

Like damn, my girlfriend can take down anyone, thats kinda hot

aND she got the bruises to prove it

You laugh at his reaction since he was being weird

But even though he’s hyping you up he never fails to take care of you

He’ll still put pressure on the bruised area and elevate it

But in his head he feels like the marks are just evidence of how hard working you are

That’s admirable

But hopefully you don’t get it twisted

It’s not like he’s encouraging you to get hurt more

That’s the last thing he could wish for

Jeongin

The thing is

Your poor boyfriend didn’t even know you were a kung fu practitioner

So when he saw random bruises he kinda freaked out

One day you were taking off his hoodie and he saw a big black/blue bruise on your arm

He did a double-take before worry took over him

He’d run a finger over your arm and ask what happened

You would then explain what you do and he relaxed as you told him

But he was still worried nonetheless

He’d be like ‘why didn’t you tell me earlier?’

And you just shrug, saying that you didn’t think it mattered

He’d sigh and pull you into his arms, careful not to hurt your injured one

‘If it has anything to do with you, then it’s all that matters’

[golgoterror]

ok so like. i guess updates about me lately and why ive been a bit slow? i guess?

about two weeks ago i was going back to bed after using the washroom and just fell unconscious. i then went to sleep and not to the hospital like i probably should have but im kind of stupid. anyway doctors fear i had a seizure. given that i almost had a second one a few days ago ive been in and out of seeing doctors and getting tests done and stuff. they have no idea what caused it. i have a lot of appointments this week that im not looking forward to.

i have a lot of health issues and always have. im on copious amounts of medications and always seeing doctors for physical and mental health related issues. that was just kind of a big scare so theyre taking it very seriously. 

i dont want anyone to worry like im probably going to be fine but yeah. just an update i guess. my mothers court case got settled (fucking finally) so i hopefully never need to speak to another lawyer again. after being a witness for vehicular manslaughter and then this, if i even see another lawyer again in my life, itll be too god damn soon.

anyway, things are looking a bit better minus the fainting and possible seizures, i did some replies last night and queued them. hopefully will get to a bit more today between bouts of homework. jake pesterquest is getting me through this lol the second that drops its all over for you guys. good luck getting me to shut up about him.

[the-angel-like-satan]

I'm finally back on, it's been a really long time but guess who's brother has been constantly laughing and shouting at them about how they're fat, disgusting and lazy and then realises that they dont fit into their size 10 Jeans anymore 👌👌

THIS GUY

I really want to get down to like a size 8 or a size 6 before Japan...I have just over a month to get down one or two sizes and I'm going for it.

There is no way in hell I'm moving to Japan fat. I want to wear the pretty gothic clothes and look handsome, I want to be the goth alien I am.

I've been too scared to weight myself because I've been off diet and recovering for so long but this itching urge is making me want to do it. This same urge is begging me to throw up the empty calories I ate today after a binge. I'm slipping but honestly I'm letting it happen because I cany fit into any of my nice clothes anymore and the fat that I see any time I sit down is genuinely making me ill.

Hopefully I'll be at a better size when I'm there and I'll be able to impress my friends and family when I come home after my stay there. Itll stop me being the fat friend finally.

I'll update my weight and whatnot when I wake up tomorrow and finish my workout for the morning.

Lots of love

Killian.