#hopefull

[hel7l7]

[ Things have been changing - I don't really know how to explain. How to give words to the chaos I currently exist of. ]

[ Things have been good. I'm growing. Slowly learning and unlearning. I've been trying, I've messed up and I've tried again. ]

It's weird, this new phase.

[ Self-destruction is the familiar thing, it is what got me through before but what I'm leaving behind now. ]

[ I'm still figuring out how to get through without it ]

[ I'm scared. I feel unsteady. At the same time I feel stronger, whole & more at ease than I have in a long time. ]

[ I need some time, but I'll figure it out. ]

[wibzenadarksiderwithasoftheart]

WIP Wednesday

I decided to share a tiny snippet from 24 kisses because I'm still hopeful to one day share this WIP

Stolen kiss

Before he could stop himself or think, Obi-Wan silently walked across the room to settle on the edge of Anakin's sleeping platform. He ran a hand through his Padawan's short, spiky hair in a familiar, affectionate gesture, and it was almost as if he felt long silky soft curls between his fingers, the phantom sensation drawing him back to his earlier dream. Murmuring sleepily, Anakin pressed into his touch, seeking his closeness even in deep sleep, and though he should not, Obi-Wan stayed seated quietly in the darkness, his mind wandering as he played absentmindedly with the Padawan's long braid. Even in the dimness, he could easily see the outline of Anakin's high cheekbones and the long lashes that lay like soft feathers against his cheeks. His soft, full lips that could pout like no other looked relaxed and tantalizing in the faint light. Affected by the late hour and unsettling dreams, Obi-Wan wasn't sure of his own feelings and motives when he leaned down and pressed his lips to Anakin's. A soft gasp escaped the sleeping young man and Obi-Wan quickly broke the kiss, taking only a brief taste of the forbidden fruit that tasted horrifyingly familiar.

While he was still hovering over Anakin a wild and gentle feeling of recognition washed over him before cold horror at his own actions overtook him and he fled his apprentice's chamber, lips still burning from the forbidden, stolen kiss.

[i-may-be-an-emu]

2am is probably a good time to start a new fanfic when I already have 3 unfinished ones (or more I can’t remember) and so many fanart wip’s, right?

[lucalearnstowrite]

[bea-lele-carmen]

[oripeau]

This week in Nantes: n°603 | Hopefull, by Yuliya Ratnikova ↦ RUS

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This project is supported by trempo.com

[worldofanjello]

So if you’ve seen my first post and looked at the hashtags you will notice that this is my second attempt at blogging. I initially made the blog for me and my friend Yesenia, whom I love a lot. She’s my childhood bestie, but things just didn’t go as planned lol, but I want to show you guys my first attempt at starting a blog. Honestly, I think I did a pretty good job at designing the blogging website, but I was very inconsistent and by that I mean I barely posted on there and well Yesenia, didn’t really have an interest in it 😂 but that's okay tbh, IDK if that was even considered blogging :/ I also I tried to upload more things on there, but you need the premium version if you want to upload more stuff and honestly tumblr is the next best thing in my opinion it may not be as appealing as the original, but I’m liking it so far 😬😂

Also I think I always liked the desktop version better 🫶🏼

[shadowpusen]

My poor little Shadow girl, been to the vet this morning. She has almost certainly swallowed about 22 cm long thread from a toy that we tried to get her to vomit, but even with such a remedy at the vet almost nothing came out.

Now she is completely lethargic after the vomit medication and just lies straight in her bed, she has eaten and been given kerosene so we are crossing our fingers that everything goes well, it was bound to happen once as she loves to chew on things and this time she had gotten into the closet and pulled out all her string toys...

So watch you'r furbabies guys, you never know what they eat when you are not aware🚫

[grosskitt3n]

crying n then realizing ive survived everything else in my life so why wont i survive this

[zp3118g9]

we need to talk anout white woman trauma (kinda)

so after seeing all the tiktok hot takes i have decided to embark on my own we need to talk about kevin (2011) journey, and 27 minutes into it, i hate to admit but I am of the opinion this poor child of god was abused :( however this isn't also to say that tilda swinton isn't a victim! i think that is perhaps what makes this movies so device=nuanced, is that actually everybody is a victim here and the true antagonist (as per usual) is patriarchy and white supremacy.

and ultimately how much responsibility each character is accountable for and how succesfully/unsuccessfully they do that is judged by the viewer, which i guess is like every story ever. thats the point of having an opinion. anway, I guess i need to finish the movie and make my own judgements.

[kaitheking0x]

Something I try and always remember in my life is the fact that I have suffered and experienced things that still affect me to this day. I have struggled more than people deserve to. But I still do my best to be as kind as a person can be to others.

Never let your struggles change who you are. Your strengths will shine no matter how dark the world around you may seem. I have grown stronger in spite of all my pain and I will make sure others can too.

[hope-edits]

📌 Bestiário de licantropo megalômano (SF)

pedido para fanfic própria ainda em desenvolvimento de plot

caso se inspire, credite

[redsandsshoes]

[gwenpendragns]

joel miller 🤝 boygenius

[lizbwitch]

Diary Entry #12

So today I felt really on edge.

I almost spilled the beans. Not because I was pressured but because a lady came to my house to pray for my family and made me feel something... weird. Yeah, everyone else feels like we’re cursed so it’s kinda comforting (in a weird way) that I wasn’t the only one who thought about it.

She talked about family values and stuff that made me think about how I see my family. It felt awful as I’m usually on edge with my family for things we’ve done to each other in the past. It’s a cordial relationship but when left unchecked, a tense one. It has been like that for almost the beggining of the year and I don’t know what to think now. 

The truth is... I’m scared.

I shouldn’t feel like this but I can’t stop thinking of the consequences. I’ve been in situations like this before and even worse, now that I think of it. But just because I’ve been through worse doesn’t mean I’m eager to do it again. It’s terifying. It makes my whole body shiver as I think of the great shock that will make my home tremble once again...

...but that can’t stop me. Even as I write this, my resolve cannot be unfazed by it. I have to be strong as I count the hours for what is to come. I was always told that no one could force me to do it and that it was okay to wait for when I felt safe and was in a secure position. That it’s something you do when you feel ready.  But why wait for the inevitable? I might as well just get it over with already since we are all out of our minds. My logic is that it will be something that they will have to heal, along with their own wounds. I would just add mine already. 

Who knows? Maybe Dad will support me. Or maybe he will lose his mind once again. I can’t know for sure until I do it.

Lately I’ve told you I believe in you. That you can accomplish anything you want and that no matter what, I would love to see you triumph. I’m asking you now that, please, send me the same thoughts. I will need them for whatever happens tomorrow. 

The girl in the calm before the storm, Lizz <3

[rogue-hero]

As I start to court someone new.

Someone who I believe would want an open relationship

I really like to listen to the song

“Three Wishes” By Dance Gavin Dance

The lyrics are as follows

“I won’t tame you

I won’t fade your shine

I won’t restrain you

I won’t break your stride”

It was a song I listened to heavily to help get over my ex and the fact he dumped me for his new boyfriend.

But upon revision, I really like the song to show that I won’t hold the person I want to love back as we continue to grow. And hopefully grow together

Maybe you’ll happen across this Josiah, I doubt it, you don’t follow me on here but I know you are a tumblr boy