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[ozanxbulut]

location: brunch and barrel

status: closed for @stevienelson

"Can you believe that I still feel hungover after the Valentine's Day event?" Ozan grumbled as he downed his second glass of water, clearly annoyed at himself. Truthfully, it'd been a while since he'd drank and he'd gone overboard the night of the event, trying to swallow down a lot of things; feelings more than anything but he would never admit it, not even to Stevie.

The two of them had always been close. He always remembered her as the first friend he had ever made in America. It was a miracle that they had managed to hang out back then, when he barely knew enough words in English to find a bathroom or the exit. But Stevie had went out of her way to help him, so much so that even angsty-teenager-Ozan couldn't ignore her efforts.

Several years later, they now sat at a table, getting brunch together. There was something important to be said about how close they still were despite having a brief relationship together upon her return. Their friendship had always mattered more, which is how they'd stayed in touch through the years. "I didn't see you there, by the way. Did you have a date of your own and decided to dip on us single people?" He teased as he began pouring syrup on his chicken and waffles.

[kylorens]

Solid Snake and Finn for the ask game?

hey. send me a character/ship and I'll tell you

On the og reblog I said I won't be able to write down cohesive words but I'll try bc I usually NEVER get asks on my ask game reblogs lol THANKS &lt;3

my general perception of them

Snake: OK so if you know me, you know what I'm going to say. This man HAS ME in his chokehold, okay? This man could throw me on the ground, stomp on me and I'd thank him. Somehow in such a short time he's become one of my favorite characters of all time. He's got the heart, the look and everything. I love the fact that he never stops trying. <3 Even though the world doesn't deserve this at all!!! I love him.

also I'm more of a moobs girl but i realized the importance of ass thanks to him. I also like thighs a lot so we will sexualize the old man.

Finn: FINN IS LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAV SW CHARACTERS and I just get SO MAD thinking how badly he was treated in the trilogy. I had such high hopes for him so it was so sad to watch it all fall apart. I still think if the EU ever starts to think about continuing on where TROS left, he still could be made into a Jedi knight. I WANT TO BELIEVE. (So far the only thing we have is the LEGO movies lmfao. Even they know that Finn should be training !!)

Anyway. I always thought that giving a redemption arc to a random stormtrooper was a great idea. Imagine if he became a full on Jedi ok not going back to that whole rant I absolutely love how big hearted he is and the way he got super courageous even in the first movie alone.

OKAY I CAN'T NOT SAY IT John Boyega is hot and I'm thankful for his hair transition in the later movies - especially in TROS he was HOT ASF.

@ lucasfilm I will fight you for what you've not done for Finn.

an unpopular opinion or, failing that, a fun fact

Snake: If this was an unpopular opinion about MG in general HO BOY WOULD I HAVE A MILLION. IDK what can be said about Snake that would be unpopular. I can't think of a fun fact either. ;_; so I'll widen the question (like i want snake to widen the gap between my legs ok ill see myself out) and say that I don't like how Snake was sidelined after MGS3 was hyped so hard and he became like a secondary character the BB and this is my villain origin story,

Finn: ok again. I don't think I have anything that would be unpopular opinion about Finn since I think we majorly agree that Finn was handled very badly. But I guess I can say one thing - I don't find the way he wants to be with Rey certainly A BAD THING. She was literally the first person after Poe who believed in Finn, and him tricking her made him feel awful about it. She was one of the reasons why he had changed his ways and I love their relationship, platonic or romantic. They are the best <3

music i associate with them (if any)

Snake: OK I HAVE SO MANY I've posted lots of Muse songs with MG characters already but I'll do it again ;)

Frou Frou - Let Go (I actually have a wip with this lol)

Family of the Year - Hero (Maybe too on the nose idc)

Muse - Map of the Problematique (OK BIASED bc this is one of my top top TOP muse songs ever. kinda snox vibes actually... the animations I have in my mind every time I listen to this. I always say to myself I'm going to make something with it and never do) Muse - The Handler (Writing this down too just because I've posted this before saying it fits Snake but I had just finished MG1 then and he was all I could think about, later I felt like it could also be Raiden's song. But. He fits Citizen Erased better.) Muse - Cave

Oasis - Part of the Queue

Imogen Heap - Headlock (in my otasune playlist...)

MFÖ - Mazeretim Var Asabiyim Ben

I probably have more and will be like "ah i should have added that one" but I can't think of anymore rn

Finn: Wish it was 2014-15 and I would have been in my peak SW era and give you a million songs. I can only give meme-y songs rn

Rober Hatemo - Sana Çinden Koşarım (he sings this to Rey)

Gloria Gaynor - I Will Survive (and this to Kylo lmao)

if I feel (spiritually) like I could beat them in a fight

Snake: Just NO. LMAO. I think he would just laugh at me if I even tried to.

Finn: Before TFA? Maybe. He was only a sanitation worker. But I wouldn't want to 🥺

[hp-imagines-07]

I can't believe I did it again

Sirius Black X Fem!Reader

Universe: Harry Potter; Marauders era

Type: fluffy, sad and angst

Summary: [y/n] is in love with Sirius and just her best friend, Remus, knows. Until, the day that they saw Sirius kissing another girl...

Request: YES|no - "Hi! Can i have an imagine with sirius black with 14,22,43,36? Thanks bb" @kerouacbridge

Prompts: 

14- "Why are you awake ?" "I could ask you the same." 

22- "It's nothing, I swear." "Yeah. sure, you're just bleeding to death." 

36- "It's cold here..." "Come here, I'll keep you warm." 

43- "SHE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!!!"

Warnings: swearing

Song: xxx

Word Count: 1.8K

Posted: 22nd of April 2020

A/N: that's my first time doing a request with prompts, i really hope you like it - and [y/h] means 'your house' 

My Others Accounts: @imagines-07​ (Principal Account) | @stit-imagines-07​ (Stranger Things & IT) | @obx-imagines-07 (Outer Banks) | @cm-imagines-07​ (Criminal Minds) | @mcu-imagines-07 (Marvel Comics Universe)

MY MASTERLIST

Sirius Black...

Well he's a hell of a guy.

The one that all the girls want, the only bad boy at Hogwarts that is really worthy and the best friend of my best friend.

My best friend is Remus Lupin, one of the Marauders, just as Sirius Black, the boy I fell over heals for.

It's not easy being around him so frequently and try to hide my feelings, but looks like I'm not good at this hole thing of hiding feelings.

Moony already knows that, right now and it's been getting harder, because he keeps saying that I should tell for Sirius about my real feelings.

But I always say that I can't, 'cause he's never going to like me back, that's obvious.

But Remus just saw that, when me, James and him saw Black almost fucking a girl in the middle of a corridor.

I could fell the hot tears starting to come, but I couldn't let anyone else know about my secret love for Sirius, so I tried my best to hold my tears back and gave an excuse to the boys, running to my dorm, where I could cry until I didn't had any more tears.

That was the plain, until Lily, Marlene and Alice saw me running, and there wasn't a worse moment to let one single tear to fall.

So they stoped me and, as the girls asked what was wrong and started walking with me to the common room, everything that I did to hold back my tears was totally on the past.

The first tear came and, before I even knew, we were at their dorm, me crying my ass off and the girls trying to understand what I was saying.

"Wait, so you are telling us that you are in love with Sirius and you found him almost fucking a girl at a corridor?" Marlene asked, finally understanding what I was trying to say for the past 20 minutes.

"Oh merlin..." Alice said and hugged me.

Lily sat at the other side of me and dried the tears from my cheeks with her thumbs.

"Girls, did you saw----" Remus said opening the door and seeing us four at Lily's bed, the girls hugging me and my face all red.

He came to us, toke Marlene out of his way and grabbed my hands, pulling me to my best friend's embrace.

He hugged me tight and my sobs come back.

He knew the reason that I was like that, and that's what broke his heart with mine.

Both of us knew that he couldn't do anything to change Sirius feelings about me.

Neither I could.

When I calmed down, I took a bath at the girls dorm and waited until there wasn't anyone - that would stop me and ask why I was crying earlier - at the common room so I could go to my dorm.

The girls were already sleeping when I went downstairs, seeing the Gryffindor common room without a single person.

Thank god.

I sat at the couch in front of the fireplace and tried to organize myself before I would go to my common room.

I know that will be a few people there, probably talking about the match against Gryffindor, they probably are players of the team and, for my lucky, they would be a few of my friends.

Yeah, I'm a lucky girl.

But then, all my thoughts stoped as I heard the last voice that I was expecting and the last that i wanted to hear right now.

"Why are you awake?" Sirius asked to me, coming to where I was.

"I could ask you the same." I had to answer it, I didn't wanted to actually tell him the reason.

"You caught me..." He chucked and sat next to me at the couch, while I kept looking at the fire without a single expression, so he couldn't try to read what I was feeling.

We both sat in silence. 

That wasn't weird, after a moment I could just hear his breath.

*Flashback - Sirius' POV*

I got to my dorm and saw just James and Peter, where is Moony ?

"If you are asking yourself where Moony is..." Wormtail said and caught my attention. Did he just read my mind????? "He heard that [y/n] was crying and went to the girls dorm, because she's probably there." 

"But why was she crying?" I asked and sat beside Prongs at his bed. 

"We don't know..." He answered me, but it was obvious that James was lying. He knew why [y/n] was crying but he didn't wanted to tell me.

Even before I could open my mouth and complain about my brother lying to me, Remus opened the door and everyone looked at him.

"Bro, you're good?" I asked and he looked at me, then I saw his wet shirt - probably by [y/n] tears - and his angry face at me.

Maybe I should run... 

"YOU! YOU SON OF A BITCH!" Moony screamed and pointed at me, coming in my direction.

Ok, I'm a dead man.

James and Peter held him to come any more closer to me, while I got out of the bed I was sat.

"Woah, I know that my mom is a bitch but, what did I did?" I asked confused.

"YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU DID?" He asked/screamed and I was still confused about the situation. "SHE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!"

*Back to common room - [y/n]'s POV*

I think that already passed 20 minutes, maybe?

That moment I thought that I wouldn't die if I just gave a little look at him, and before I could stop myself I was looking at Sirius.

But he was already looking at me, and I kinda got scared so I just looked away, my cheeks becoming the same color as my eyes were.

"Well, I don't know how to tell you that..." The boy beside me says and caught my attention. "But I think that you should know that, that the girl you saw with me, she was just a distraction. I was trying to forget you..." 

Wait... What is he talking about?

"Look, I know that it might sound kinda crazy, but I've been in love with you since last year." 

W H A T     T H E     F U C K ?????????????

"You should stop screaming, someone would think that I'm killing you!" 

Did I just said that out loud? 

"Yeah, you did." 

Sirius started laughing at my scared face but then stoped when he felt my breath hitting his face.

"When did we get so close?" I whispered, with our noses touching and my lips too closer to his.

"I don't know, but I'm liking it." He smirked at me and I just couldn't control myself anymore.

I pressed my lips against his and he took like 3 seconds to hold my waist and try to bring me the closest we could.

A few seconds after, he tried to deepen the kiss but I pulled away, still trying to process everything that happened on the last minutes.

"Just let me understand what happened." Sirius started and hugged my waist with both of his arms. "Does that kiss means that you fell the same about me or..." 

"Are you actually asking me this? Like, a few hours ago I was crying because I saw you kissing a girl that wasn't me. You know the answer." I said and he smiled, with his perfect teeth.

"Thank you." 

I can't believe I just did it again... 

"Don't worry, I wont tell anyone that you think about something but you accidentally say it out loud." I smiled as an answer to him. "Will be our little secret." 

The next day...

I was at the match, cheering for the team that made the points.

I wasn't really hopping that an exclusive team to won.

One of them is my own house and the other one is the house from my best friends.

I'm gonna win at both ways.

But I just stop caring about the team that would win when I saw, actually pretty close, one of the players from [y/h] pass next to Sirius, but I couldn't see what happened, all I saw was blood coming out of Black's body.

I ran down the stand to the pitch, founding Prongs helping Padfoot to get out of his broom. I went to where they were and helped Sirius too.

"Guys, chill." Black said to us, while me and James grabbed his arms around our shoulders and helped him to get out of the pitch. "It's nothing, I swear."

"Yeah, sure, you're just bleeding to death!" I answered him and he tried to laugh, but the pain stopped him.

I don't know if the game stoped or if they went on without Potter and Black, all I cared was about was Sirius.

We took him to the hospital wing and Madam Pomfrey took care of him.

James and Remus were talking - more arguing - about who would stay with him at night, while I looked at Sirius sleepy face.

He's so cute sleeping. 

"[y/n/n]." The boys called me together and I went to the bed they were talking, looking at them.

"You said you could stay with him, right ?" James asked and I nodded, remembering the moment they first started talking about it.

"So, the problem is that we all have the same classes as him tomorrow and we should note the stuff to him..." Moony started but before he could finish, I stoped him.

"Don't worry about it, I can sleep here with him." I said to them and the boys thanked me, already going to their dorms, but bringing a pillow and a blanked for me.

I adjusted myself at the armchair beside his bed and after a minute, I was already sleeping.

It was a long day.

At 3 AM...

"[y/n/n] ?" I woke up with Sirius voice.

"Yeah, Padfoot. Do you need something?" I asked getting up and going to his bed, looking at him.

"No, I just wanted to make sure you were here with me." Black said and I smiled at him.

"And now that you know that, I'll be back to my sleep." I got back at the uncomfortable armchair.

But that night was just so cold, just the blanket the boys gave me wasn't enough...

"It's cold here..." I whispered, thinking that he wouldn't listen to me, but he did.

"Come here, I'll keep you warm." Sirius suggested and I thanked god it was dark so he couldn't see my cheeks getting red as Lily's hair.

"No, your healing. I don't wanna hurt you." 

"But you will hurt me if you don't come here." He used that little voice of him, that I just couldn't say no.

And why am I trying to pretend that I don't want it?

So I just got out of the armchair and Sirius opened space for me at the bed.

As I lied at the bed, Sirius wrapped his arms at my waist and I, trying to not hurt him, putted my head at his chest.

And it actually worked, he's so warm.

"I know."

I can't believe I did it again.

[ceo-of-daichi]

Characters ~ Ukai Keishin x Fem!Reader, Sugawara Koushi x Fem!Reader

Summary ~ Just some fluffy headcanons about what these 2 would be like for your birthday :)

Genre ~ Fluff

Warnings ~ Swearing, Slightly Suggestive

Word Count ~ 1.5k

A/N ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY @super-noya !! Hope you have the best day and enjoy these fluffy headcanons🥺

Ok so this man is not one for extravagant acts of love and affection like I feel Suga would be! 

He just wants you to have a good time and enjoy your special day because he really appreciates you

SO hear me out, I feel like he would go to your friends and start to organise a surprise party

Fully organising it for weeks before, he wants everything to be perfect

Why do I feel like he makes bunting for it, and banners? I feel like he is hands on, he wants you to know that you are loved by everyone and this is the perfect way

Gets to the point that you almost catch him making the banner and he legit has never moved so fast in his life, quickly spinning you round and walking you out the room.

‘Hey Keishin, what you want for…’ Before you could finish your sentence he had turned you around. ‘K-Keishin what the fuck are you doing?’ You asked as he pushed you down the hall away from his room. 

‘Oh i just.. Erm, I thought we could make dinner together? A real couple bonding experience you know?’ He smiles through his rapidly thought up plan.

‘But you're a shit cook,’ You state, raising a brow at him and laughing slightly.

You are so confused the whole time, he starts acting hella weird on occasions and honestly you have no idea why. He was suddenly trying to keep you busy a lot more than usual...was he cheating on you? Basically you start to worry

He sets up the school gym, hanging his homemade banners and bunting. The boys and your friends help him (you don’t go to Karasuno because that would be pedophilia HOWEVER you know the boys through Ukai and therefore the gym is the perfect place)

ALSO lots of balloons that Hinata and Kags spent the whole day blowing up, Tsukki kept laughing at Hinata because he could NOT tie a balloon. This meant Tsukki now got left to tie all Hinata's balloons.

You get slightly worried because all you received from your boyfriend was a simple text in the morning saying ‘Happy birthday love! Hope you have a good day.’ 

You also received a text from your friends that said ‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Be ready for 7pm we are taking you out!’ 

Ngl low key sad that you weren’t going to see your boyfriend that day! SIKE.

Your friends pick you up for 7 and they walk you to the gym, because you don’t live far away. 

Confused af because… WHY are you at the school gym, when you left highschool like 3 years ago.

Open the double doors to reveal all your friends, the volleyball team and Ukai.

Honestly almost had a heart attack, but you quickly hugged your friends before running over to Keishin and giving him a BIGGG hug and a lil kiss

You had a bomb ass time, they all got you little gifts which were super cute! 

Keishin definitely is someone I feel goes above and beyond for gifts like, something you really need, or something hella practical you didn’t know you needed.

Like… a chainsaw or something you get my point

So you are really grateful for what he gets you and from that you can tell he really cares and pays attention

At the end of the night you thank your friends because you have had an amazing time but they are like… it was mainly Ukai

This kinda shocks you

So you thank him! And also I feel like he would really say happy birthday with soft sex after :3

‘It was really Keishin that organised all this?’ You questioned, unsure why he hadn’t said anything. He was letting other people take the credit for something he worked really hard on, sounds like him.

‘Yeah, he roped us in but he worked on all the decorations and cake.’ Your friend says as she picks up her bag to go. Waving her off you go to confront your boyfriend. Sauntering up to him with your arms crossed over your chest and a brow raised, you began to speak.

‘So… this was all you huh? How come you didn’t say anything honey?’ You gave him a playful glare.

He chuckled and moved closer to you, ‘Mainly because i didn’t want you to call me that…’ you saw the blush appear on his ears as he stood inches away. 

‘I thought you loved that nickname babycakes’ You teased, wrapping your arms around his neck. You knew he hated pet names; this was the perfect revenge for letting everyone else take credit for his work.

‘You know I hate your pet names love…’ He whispered before catching your lips with his, hooking his hands under your thighs and hoisting you up. You wrap your legs around his waist as you melt into the kiss.

‘Happy birthday [y/n]…’ He said after pulling away from your lips to start roughly kissing your neck. You had a feeling this is where your actual birthday gift was about to be given.

I feel like Suga is hella big on birthdays, like he wants to make it the best day for you (as you deserve)

So he probably starts off waking you up early with a balloon in his hand, softly singing happy birthday (even if he doesn’t live with you he will find a way into your apartment or house)

Soft kisses all over your face when you awake, whispering how he has the whole day planned for the both of you

Suggests you wear something summery before leaving you to change

He is DEFINITELY someone who has pre prepared your favourite breakfast so when you come out your room all you can smell is food.

After yall have eaten breakfast and chatted for a bit allowing you to wake up, he leads you to your car, not letting you know where he is taking you

KING of being cute af on the drive, either holding your hand or thigh

Why can i see this man taking you to a little seaside town, letting you go into all the amusement arcades and paying for all your games so you can try win an awesome prize

Won’t leave till he has like thousands of tickets bet

HE IS DEFO SOMEONE WHO SPENDS AN HOUR TRYING TO WIN YOU SOMETHING FROM THE CLAW MACHINE LIKE I DON’T TAKE CRITICISM

After yall are done with the arcades ( i also feel like he would wanna play mini-golf?) he takes you to a really cute restaurant on the beachfront

Definitely told them it was your birthday when he booked so they would sing you a song or something like they do in TGI Fridays i love the balloon crowns ok

He requested when he booked that you got a table next to the windows that look out onto the sea because he knows you love to watch the ocean

 But he also pays for the food, even if you insist you should split it (it's your birthday... he ain’t letting you pay for shit)

After you both have had food, he takes you for a walk along the pier (boardwalk) and onto the beach

You both just chat nonchalantly and bask in each others presence, allowing the sea breeze to wash over you

Before you leave he takes for ice cream and you both sit on a bench on the pier looking out

Probably lean your head on his shoulder and be all cute

Then he drives you back home… WRONG he takes you to a cute location and you star gaze

Safe to say its the best birthday you have had in a while

‘Koushi, where are you taking me? I thought we were heading home?’ You question, gazing out at the field where he had parked his car.

‘You really thought your day ended with ice cream huh?’ He chuckles as he got out of the car, running round the side and letting you out. Confused you let him lead you, eventually you got to the top of a small hill that looked over a lake. Sitting down on the grass looking out on the view, you couldn’t help but think about what an amazing day you were having. All thanks to your boyfriend.

The lake was surrounded by greenery, not a house or big road in sight. Your eyes immediately focused on the small forest off to the left of the lake, the trees gently swaying in the wind. You loved trees, and wondered what type of habitats would be hiding inside. It truly was a beautiful place. Especially the stars, the way they twinkled a light gold against the contrasting night sky. You found yourself sighing deeply as you let your thoughts be taken over by nature. As you were lost in thought a soft pair of eyes landed on you, not being able to look away at how engrossed you were with the surrounding scenery.

‘Wow this is beautiful…’ Noticing how the sky wasn’t polluted by light and how clearly you could gaze off into the sky.

‘Yeah… my favourite view’ He wasn’t looking at the sky though… his eyes locked on your figure once again as you gazed off into the sky. Being with you was his favourite place to be.

Tags: @stcrryskies​ @iwaxme​ @bb-noya​ @vventure​ @scorpiosanssexy​ @sugawarasimp​ @watermelonsugawara​ @kageyamathegrump​

[mylifeisactuallyamess]

Too Far Gone

Sith!Kylo x Female Reader

Warnings: Trooper violence against reader, drinking, swearing. NSFW 18+

Word count: 3.9k

Read Chapter 3 here on AO3.

The weeks had flown by morphing into months before you knew it, Poe had risen through the ranks quickly not only impressing Leia but everyone else in Resistance High Command. His flying skill coupled with his winning personality had everyone wrapped round his little finger, you could see when he walked through the base the amount of admiring glances that were chucked his way and it made you smirk. He really had the pick of the bunch. After a fairly successful and daring supply run Poe was promoted to Commander and he named you his Captain almost immediately. Standing in the conference room around the holotable you stared at the large construct before you called the Colossus.

‘I will send Commander Dameron and the Captain to gather intel from our spy on the fuelling platform, apparently the First Order has taken interest and I want to know why.’

‘I agree, we have to find out why the First Order is sneaking around and what they want with it,’ said General Ackbar, his bulbous yellow eyes blinking slowly. Leia turned to you and Poe a twinkle in her eyes as regarded you both.

‘You’re going to like this, come with me.’ You followed her into hangar one wondering what she was going to show you. ‘These are your new rides.’

‘Whooooa!’ Poe shoved past you as his excitement got the better of him. ‘Are these modified T-65s?’ Your eyes raked over the two spaceships before you, they were painted in bright gaudy colours, both ships had their top s-foils removed and their nose cones had been replaced but they were unmistakably T-65s the older model to your T-70. You crossed your arms as you regarded the fighters.

‘The Colossus, it’s a fueling platform, protected by the Aces squadron.’ Leia nodded at your words.

‘I need you to find out how far the First Order meddling goes. And I need confirmation on why they have shown interest.’

‘Yo! General! These are amazing!’ Poe shouted loudly.

‘I should hope so Commander! They cost an absolute fortune. Don’t ruin them.’ She moved to the side as two ball droids rolled up, one was orange and white and the other was blue and red, both of them beeping a greeting. ‘You will be assigned a droid each..’

‘Dibs on BB8!’ Poe jogged towards you, his face lighting up when he saw the little droid.

‘I would have taken CB23 anyway, girl power right?’ You knelt down and nudged the droid and she produced an arm to wave at you as she beeped in agreement. ‘When do we leave?’ Leia regarded you and you realised these questions should be coming from Poe but he was too busy talking to BB8 about the racers.

‘As soon as you’re ready, when you get there the contact will make himself known to you. He’ll know who you are.’

‘So are we just expected to fly in? Are we racing? Keeping a low profile?’ Details, you needed details Poe was rubbish with details he winged every mission he was ever on but you didn’t work like that.

‘You will fly in, ask for repairs, they will take you to the right hangar and then don’t get sucked into anything just watch, recon.’

‘Recon. Right.’ She patted your arm gently.

‘I’ll leave it to you Captain, your Commander seems preoccupied.’ You sighed wearily as you watched Poe, he was like an excited child but it made you smile.

‘We’ve got our work cut out for us CB.’ The droid beeped in agreement. ‘Can you stay with BB8 and do some diagnostics on the ships? Make friends with them and things, we’ll leave soon.’ She saluted you with her little arm before rolling off squealing commands at Poe and BB8. You watched Poe jump down as he headed towards you, he draped an arm over your shoulders as you both headed back to your room.

You sat on the bed as Poe was in refresher, you were warring with yourself about whether to take your lightsaber or not, the idea of leaving it behind made you panic but the idea of taking it also made you panic. What if it was discovered? What if you were taken by the First Order? So many things could go wrong with a mission like this. The bag sat heavily on your lap as you automatically untied the knots revealing the silver hilt. You gently ran your hand over the pattern you had carved into the metal feeling the ridges with your fingertips, the ridges that felt so right when you held it, the slanted top gave it an unusual appearance. Well all lightsabers were unique to the person who wielded them but Master Luke always seemed interested in yours but he never said why, and you’d never find out now. The door opened and you slammed the cover on your bag shut as Poe came out of the refresher, but he caught your movement.

‘You thinking of taking it?’

‘I don’t know, maybe, probably not. I don’t know, ok?’ You marched your way into the refresher and pushed the door shut. You could feel the pull to your weapon in here and it was driving you crazy, it was getting louder and louder, the headaches had started as the pressure built. But you kept ignoring it, you refused to acknowledge that side of you anymore, you’d cut yourself off from the Force as much as you could. But clearly, it wasn’t enough.

You splashed water over your face before heading back out into the room, Poe had got dressed, you’d been given plain flight suits and you packed some of your own clothes to change into. You ran the mission through with Poe, he seemed quite content to let you take the lead on this so you were going to. You headed back out into the hangar, the droids already ready and waiting.

‘Did you run diagnostics? Fuelled up? Ok then, Fire it up CB!’ You jumped into the cockpit feeling excited as the engines came to life, making the frame vibrate around you.

‘Red one can you hear me?’

‘Loud and clear Black Leader.’

‘You ready?’

‘Always.’

‘Good luck you two. Don’t get caught.’ Leia’s voice sounded in your headset.

‘Have faith General! See you soon!’ You followed Poe out of the hangar racing past him once you were in the clouds.

‘Wow! This has got a kick!’ You exclaimed as the g-force pushed you back into your seat.

‘You wanna race?’ You grimaced slightly thinking you shouldn’t.

‘I don’t know, maybe we should save fuel.’

‘Worried I’m going to beat you?’ You rolled your eyes as the sound of his smirk easily came across in his voice. ‘We can refuel when we get there.’ You looked at him through the transparisteel of your canopy noting his cocky expression and you felt a surge of competitiveness.

‘Sure. Let’s race flyboy.’

‘Alright! The girl knows how to play! BB8 count us down.’

‘Get ready CB…’ you murmured and she beeped in acknowledgment. BB8 let out a shrill beep and you released the throttle as far as it would go, feeling a rush as again the g-force pressure pushed you down and back into your seat.

‘Woooooohoooooo!’ You yelled as your engines flared and you sped away from Poe.

‘BB8! How’s she doing that? Give me more buddy!’ You spiralled up into the sky breaking the atmosphere at speed and just marvelling at how the blue and white sky gave way to the deep black of space. ‘You cheated!’ You grinned at the indignation on his voice.

‘Just take the loss, we all know I’m a better pilot than you.’ You heard him mumbling under his breath through your headset and you couldn’t help but laugh to yourself. You looked across at him again as you both glided smoothly in the nothingness of space.

‘Beautiful isn’t it?’

‘Yeah it really is, but we should get a move on, CB prime the hyperdrive, after you Black Leader.’

‘No no, ladies first.’ Without another word the white lights of hyperspace began to glow around you before blurring into a continual stream of white flashing light. You always enjoyed travelling at lightspeed, the silence was comforting, the sound of only your breathing keeping you company.

‘Well we’ve got 5 parsecs to go, these things really klick.’ Poe’s voice came over exceptionally loud in your headset shattering the brief moment of peace you had.

‘They really do. What do you think we’ll find once we get there?’

‘I don’t know. But we can’t come away empty handed. We need evidence for the Senate.’

‘I know. The First Order are being sneaky bastards.’

‘Try not to get us pulled into any fights.’

‘Who me?? More like you flirting with the wrong girl or something, keep it in your pants this time Dameron I do not want a repeat of Tatooine!’ You heard his groan and you knew he was covering his face in shame.

‘I was drunk…’

‘That’s no excuse! Let’s just both make a promise to not hit on anyone this mission.’

‘Sure. That’s a deal.’ You sighed slightly and saw you had three parsecs to go.

‘Nearly there.’ CB whistled and you frowned. ‘What do you mean you’re detecting something?’ You listened to a series of quick beeps and whistles from her as she chatted. ‘Black leader is BB8 reading the same?’

‘Yes Red one, something big is blocking our way.’ The proximity alert started beeping and flashing on your console. You flicked some switches priming the inertial damper to lessen the jolt coming out of hyperspace.

‘Dropping out now!’ You pulled the lightspeed lever dropping the ship manually and instantly you were faced with a huge starship looming ahead. ‘What the...that’s a First Order star destroyer. CB switch everything off and deactivate so we can glide by undetected.’

‘Good plan, BB do the same.’ You looked over as Poe as you both glided side by side, the First Order ship was huge, and you held your breath hoping they wouldn’t see you. You shivered as the coldness began to seep into the cockpit. It felt like it took forever to pass by, you started counting all the lights glowing from inside to keep yourself calm. You heard Poe release a breath in your headset as you both restarted the ships and bringing the droids back online.

‘That was close.’

‘I’ve got a bad feeling about this.’

‘Let’s just get down there and see what’s happening.’

You were both directed to a repair hangar and you glided in slowly and landed. A large mechanism came down and gripped the wings pulling it below the platform to make room for Poe’s x-wing. The owner of the repair hangar came out to greet you, he was coming up to middle aged, his black dreadlocks tinged with grey and pulled back away from his face. He had a weathered look about him and his voice was rich and deep, he gave you directions to a bar that you could wait in while they looked over the racers. A young dark skinned girl was already casting suspicious looks at you both as she climbed onto Poe’s one and leaping into the cockpit. As you walked away, the droids trailing faithfully behind, you heard her speak.

‘Yeager, there’s nothing that needs fixing here!’

‘Just fuel them up Tam, stop being so damn nosy.’ You smirked as you heard her sigh loudly before the door shut behind you.

‘So no hitting on people? That’s the deal right, because…’

‘No. No because ! The deal sticks. End of. I don’t want to have to rescue you, shoot or punch anyone for your sorry arse.’ He gave you a mischievous smile as he saluted you.

‘Yes Captain!’ You shushed him as you spied the traditional white and black armour of a stormtrooper ahead.

‘No titles!’ You hissed. You eyed the troopers cornering a poor civilian asking for ID their blasters shoved in his face as he shrunk away from them. You and Poe dipped your heads not wanting to attract attention, Leia had paid handsomely for these fake IDs but you’d rather not put them to the test at all if possible. You both made it to the bar without incident, Poe ordered your drinks as you leant against the bar surveying the eclectic collection of alien species around you wondering who your contact could be.

‘Let’s head out onto the balcony.’ You nodded taking the drink off Poe and letting him lead you outside. The busy platform stretched out below you as it bustled with people attending the market. As you looked up into the blue sky you could see rings just hanging in the sky, they must use these for racing. You wondered what it felt like, heading for such a small space, fighting other people for position as you both dived for the same point.

The telltale screech of a TIE fighter lazily cutting through the sky had your stomach clenching in fear, knowing you were a member of the Resistance always made you hyper aware of everything First Order related. Poe rested against the rail of the balcony, he seemed so much more at ease than you and you felt jealous with how he just absorbed these new situations like they were nothing. You downed the harsh liquid, coughing as it burnt a fiery trail down your throat.

‘Gods Poe what is this?’ He shrugged as he looked at the doors behind you.

‘You needed relaxing, heads up.’ You turned around to see Yeager from the repair hangar heading towards you both, he stood next to you not really looking at you as he spoke.

‘So the First Order numbers are growing everyday, they are looking to take over the fuelling station as a tactical move,’ he spread his hands. ‘Of course I have no proof, you’d find that in Captain Doza’s office.’ Your eyes travelled to where he was pointing and you saw a tower standing proud from the rest of the platform. ‘You’ll find it at the top of Doza’s tower.’

‘He named the tower after himself?’ You asked. Yeager shrugged.

‘You’ll find it difficult to get in there.’ Poe looked at the droids as BB8 rolled towards you emitting a series of beeps.

‘BB is right, we’ll easily gain access with their help.’ Yeager nodded as he looked over you both.

‘Get in, get out, the longer you will be the more likely you’ll get caught. Go when it’s dark.’ He pushed away from the rail and you nudged Poe’s arm.

‘This mission just got far more interesting,’ you whispered.

‘Let’s finish up here and have a look around without getting caught.’ You made a motion to the droids and they both rolled to your sides.

‘I don’t have a good feeling about this,’ you murmured. Poe paused before he opened the door, his brown eyes looked at your worried expression before grabbing you in a tight hug. You breathed in the scent of his leather jacket, loving how much this simple familiar contact made you relax.

‘I’ve got your back and you’ve got mine,’ his voice rumbled quietly through his chest. ‘We’ll be fine. Let’s face it,’ he pulled you away slightly so you could see that infuriating cocky grin he always had before he landed you in a heap of shit. ‘We are pros at getting each other out of trouble.’ You shoved him away swatting him playfully on the shoulder, but nothing could shift the creeping sense of dread you had, it coiled around your insides and you couldn’t help but take it as a warning. Something was coming.

Darkness fell on the station and your breath came in short quick gasps as you hid round the corner. Your palms felt clammy as you held the blaster in your hands, there was a Trooper standing right behind you, just round the corner. All you had to do was spin and shoot. Spin and shoot. Your eyes flew to Poe and he nodded at you, ok spin and shoot. You took a step swinging yourself around the corner and shooting the trooper before he could even react. He dropped to the ground and you hid again, your chest heaving as you realised what you’d just done. Poe leaned across you to have a look round the corner.

‘Clear,’ he breathed. The rest of the corridor was empty and BB8 rolled up to the doorway and you hoped this was the right door. The door whooshed open and you all dived in the empty office closing it behind you. Poe stood by the door as you rummaged through the desk finally coming across a data pad with the First Order insignia on the back, you grabbed it and shoved it in your bag. The light on your commlink went off and you pushed the button hearing CB’s agitated squeals and beeps, your eyes widened, without much time to react you pushed some buttons on the desk. You had spied a door in the wall and to your relief it opened .

‘Get in here quick!’ You hissed. It was a tight fit especially with BB8 crushing your legs together but you managed to arrange it so you could see out of the tiny crack in the door. A cold sensation trickled down your back followed by an oppressive feeling on your mind, it was heavy causing you to sag slightly against Poe, he managed to wedge an arm around you so you didn’t make any noise as you shifted. The door opened to the office and man you supposed was Captain Doza walked in, he was flanked by two stormtroopers, and a trooper in gold armour.

‘Commander Pyre this visit is highly irregular,’ he stated angrily.

‘Have you had a look at our proposal Captain? We are getting impatient.’

‘I have had a quick look but I need to go over the finer details.’ The gold trooper shifted slightly as he listened to a transmission through his helmet.

‘It seems the Supreme Leader has got tired of waiting. He’s here.’ The colour drained out of the Captain's face and you shivered against Poe again, he tightened his arm around your waist, you could feel his concern but he couldn’t voice it.

‘Is there anything you want to say before he arrives, Captain?’ Captain Doza finally moved heading to the drawer where you had found the datapad. He scrabbled around for a few seconds. ‘Is there a problem?’ Asked Commander Pyre.

‘It’s gone, the proposal it’s missing!’

‘We will not stand for this Captain,’ the Commander's voice rolled threateningly from his helmet just as the door whooshed opened again. The cold feeling intensified clawing its way through your body as the tall figure of the Supreme Leader marched into the room.

‘Well?’ His voice spat out of his mask as he regarded everyone in the room.

‘The Captain has apparently lost the proposal.’ said Commander Pyre. You closed your eyes feeling the raw fury emitting from Kylo Ren, it battered you making you feel tender and highly aware of everything around you. The hairs on the back of your neck sent a prickly sensation down your body, goosebumps flooded your arms and you noticed your heartbeat racing as it thumped loudly in your ears. The feel of Poe’s leather jacket pressing into you and the way his arm held you, mixed with the heat of his body and the familiar smell of him all bombarded you aggressively and you could feel the heat rising in your body as your stomach churned. You needed out. The feel of Kylo Ren’s presence was immense and you couldn’t shut it out no matter how hard you tried, the cold touch of the Dark Side made you feel sick.

‘I am tired of waiting. Commander Pyre, take the Captain to the Shuttle. Take the station by force.’

‘Yes Supreme Leader.’ The two white troopers grabbed the Captain and he instantly dug his heels in but it was futile.

‘No wait...please! My daughter!’ His voice faded away as they dragged him from the room the Commander following behind. But the Supreme Leader stayed, his mask slowly looking round the room as he scanned it, your eyes widened and you held your breath hoping he didn’t sense you, hoping he wouldn’t find you, because if he did, you were both dead. With a sudden swirl of his tunic the door opened and he left.

You and Poe waited a few beats before spilling out of the wardrobe in a tangle of arms and legs, you leant on the desk your stomach roiling at how close you had been to capture.

‘We need to get out of here.’ Poe whispered as he tried to grab your attention, but the sickness was boiling up inside you. ‘Come on move!’ He wrapped an arm around your waist heaving you towards the door, BB8 already working on opening it. ‘CB get those ships in the air!’ He whispered into the commlink as he dragged you out, your legs barely working as you still reeled from the effect of Kylo Ren’s presence. Poe paused and shoved you against a wall, he looked around making sure you were both alone before grabbing your face. ‘Come back to me, I need you. I need you to help get us out of this!’ You nodded concentrating on his brown eyes as you took a deep breath. ‘You might need this.’ You looked down as he pressed the cool hilt of your lightsaber into the palm of your hand. You looked at it, not believing you were really seeing it, your fingers snapped around it and you felt a surge within you. It cleared the fog that clouded your mind giving you clarity and strength you needed.

‘Alright, let’s do this.’

‘That’s my girl,’ breathed Poe as you took the lead. You knew you had to escape the maze of corridors before you were discovered, the longer you were in this place the harder it would be to leave. The First Order would be swarming the station in minutes. Finally you spied the door you had used to come in and BB8 hurriedly opened it only to be faced with Kylo Ren. Cold dread swept through you as a platoon of troopers crammed into the small space but you were frozen as you stared into the sightless mask, the silver lines around the eye holes captivating you, holding you in place. You could hear Poe yelling as he opened fire, he was yelling at you to run, to fight to do anything but just stand there. But you couldn’t move, trapped in a prison of your own making.

Pain blossomed at the back of your legs and you fell to the floor, the prison broken as pain became your main focus, another trooper smacked you across the face with the butt of his blaster splitting your lip and spraying blood on to the white leg of the soldier. You grunted numbness spreading over your face as the welt swelled quickly. You were alone, Poe had fled with BB8 and a detachment of troopers on their tail, you hoped they made it because if they didn’t it meant the First Order was already winning.

[janellion]

HAPPPYYY BOKAY THURSDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!! *que air horns* Anyways would you like to write some 80’s AU Bokay head cannons?? Like how you first met??

TYSM FOR THE ASK BB!! i’m sorry it took so long for me to get to it! this ended up being,, WAY longer than i anticipated? i just went off on one idea so this is less general hcs and kinda how we met and got together! also i made a moodboard for no reason? 

OK SO this is a college/uni bokay late 80s/early 90s au!!

bo is there on a sports scholarship (likely american football or maybe rugby) and also part of one of the frats on campus!!

so he’s not trying as hard as he could be on the academics side

THIS ISNT BC HES NOT SMART

i know a lot of ppl don’t see bo as smart BUT HE IS

he’s just focusing on other things and using his smarts to plan the best parties that campus has ever seen

so as a result of his scholarship, he has to keep his grades up

unfortunately, he’s slipping in a couple of his classes and gets told he needs to find a tutor and that’s where i come in!!

i work at the academic success center (i actually did do this in college!) and so he’s one of the students that i get assigned to work w

our tutoring sessions consist of a lot of him semi flirting but also blushing?

he’s embarrassed bc he’s here to get help even tho he could have done the work he’s just kinda lazy and gets distracted when there’s a million other things on his plate

like practice and workouts and training and the ton of frat events he attends

so the flirting is a lot of “you look different today, did you get a haircut or something?” “actually i slept like 3 hours thanks for noticing” and then awkward silences

bc im over here thinking ‘WHAT THE FUCK THIS GUY IS SO HOT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FOCUS ON SPANISH LITERATURE WHEN HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AHHHH’

at least at first?? but then he does all this cute stuff during tutoring sessions like chewing on the end of his pencil or doodling little notes in the margins of his books, or using cute photos of his family back home as a bookmark

and then it goes from just appreciating him as eye candy to ‘well shit i kinda wanna love him forever’

we go on with tutoring for a while, but eventually bo’s grades pick up and he doesn’t need the appointments anymore

both of us are a little too shy and awkward to say anything on the last session so we both go home at the end just kicking ourselves for not asking for a phone number or to meet up or anything

we don’t see each other for a while

or at least bo doesn’t see me for a while

i go to all of his home games and cheer him on but he doesn’t know bc i like to sit at the top and leave before the crowd heads out

but he’s always searching the crowd at games, trying to see if i’m there, and feeling a pit in his stomach whenever he sweeps the crowd and doesn’t immediately see me

one night some months later, after the season has ended, i’m waking back to my dorm through greek row bc i’m a slut for architecture and none other than bo is walking out of one of the large building wearing a toga, a crown of poorly painted gold leaves around his head, his face flushed, and a huge grin on his face

i stop in my tracks momentarily at the sight, wondering if i’ve actually passed out in the library and am dreaming

but then bo’s voice calling my name is ringing through the sounds of the party drifting through the open doorway behind him and he’s bounding over, the grin on his face growing

as he gets closer, i see the flush in his face and the slight stumble in his step and brace myself for impact as he crashes into me for a hug, his arms wrapping around my waist and lifting me up

“uh bo???” i’m blushing and trying to free myself from his grip ok i’m not trying that hard WHO WOULDNT WANNA BE IN HIS ARMS

but he’s just grinning and laughing before setting me down and grabbing my hand, pulling me into the brightly lit doorway and up the stairs of the house

“i’ve been kicking myself for not asking you out ages ago so let’s go out now!! we could get burgers or just walk around the city or get ice cream or go skinny dipping or —“ he cuts himself off, looking back at me with wide eyes as his smile drops for a moment while he lets go of my hand

“oh my god i mean if you want to of course i’m so sorry this probably seems so creepy and pushy —“ he babbles on, his facial expression now one of panic instead of excitement

i just laugh, still kind of thinking that i’m dreaming, and reassure him with a squeeze of his hand and a small smile, “bo no that all sounds amazing, i’d love to. i was hoping we’d run into each other too”

at this, his grin returns to his face as he continues bounding up the stairs and down a hall, before pulling me into a bedroom

“aren’t we moving kinda fast?” i tease him as i look around the incredibly chaotic room

bo turns around with a shocked look on his face before it melts into a grin and a hearty laugh as he sees the teasing look on my face

“i’m just getting changed! can’t go out on the town in a toga,” he calls over his shoulder as he walks to the closer. “don’t look,” he turns around and waffles his eyebrows at me with a grin, before pulling out a shirt and some jeans

as he gets changed, i turn around and look around the the room, not failing to notice the sticky notes littering his desk, little messages and reminders that i’d written for him during our tutoring sessions

i feel a tap on my shoulder and turn around to see bo, eyes excited and face still slightly flushed, but now fully dressed

he sees me eyeing the sticky notes on his desk and blushes even more, a hand going to rub at his neck before he’s laughing and grabbing one, looking at it affectionately before sticking it back down

“they help me stay focused, you know? remind me that i should be working hard. you really helped me a lot”

before i can respond, he’s grabbing my hand and pulling me down the stairs, out the door, and into the fresh night air

we walk around the city, getting to know each other better over burgers before getting ice cream and MAYBE SKINNY DIPPING IDK 👀

at the end of the night, we head back to my dorm, deciding to watch a movie and since “it’s close enough, and we might as well stay up to watch the sunrise” 

we end up putting on a movie, something fun and light like hercules, and cuddle up on the couch, falling asleep just before the sun rises 

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THE WAY I COULD HAVE KEPT WRITING I-- IM SORRY THIS GOT SO LONG AHHH

tysm for requesting this bb!! i rly didn’t think i’d be able to write much bc i don’t rly “get” decades aus? i think it’s bc there aren’t many POC in media from the 80s and 90s and so it’s hard to picture for me! but N E WAYS, this was my best attempt!! it was a lot of fun to write once i got into the mindset!! and thank yall for reading if you got this far?? I LOVE YOU 

🌻 bokay taglist (also my faves): @deadontheinsidebut @stcrryskies @sstardusty @zoni @kuronekomama @anianimol @the-kool-aid-man-is-real @nekoma-hoe @sugacookiies @churochuu @shoyosun @achoohq @miel-meraki @dearest-kiyoomi and i’m tagging @strawberriimilkshake @yamagucciii bc i think y’all might like to see this as well?

[geo-winchester]

YOU’LL BE BACK (4)

A/N: Hi! I hope you been fine and safe! Finally here’s the part I been waiting for with a little more Poe💙, I hope you like it! If you want to be tag in this story let me know!

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Tag list: @heda-mikaelson @treblebeth

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Yn was helping chewie with the falcon, but as she keep working she didn’t know her brother was watching her, maybe he didn’t know where she was but she knew she her was with Chewie, he didn’t saw his father or any trail of the droid, he hear her sister laugh about something Chewie said as she pass him a tool, he feel how a part of him wish he was there but as soon as the thought came he get back to his room. He stay still for a moment, the sound of his sister laugh keep replying in his head, he didn’t remember the last time he saw her smiling and laughing, he knew her path wasn’t the same as his, but he didn’t want to let her go, he want to be there to protect her, it was his job to take care of her, but he also knew he belong to the darkness, and he knew who can help him to remember him that path, he went to the other side of the room and sit on a chair in a corner.

-forgive me- he said -I feel it again... the call of the light, supreme leader sense it too... show me again the power of the darkness, show it to me so I can’t take the same mistakes my sister made, she was weak but I’m stronger, please show it to me and I won’t let anything stand in our way... please grandfather and I’ll finish what you start it- he said.

-Sir- one of the soldiers interrupted him -We have the location of a droid- Kylo walk to the him -They saw it with the traitor, a girl and... Han Solo.

-What about Yn?

-They didn’t saw it.

-Let’s go, take care of the others, I’ll take care of my sister- He start to walk a out of the room.

-But sir...- the soldier said, Kylo turn to him -The demonstration of the weapon is in 5 min...

-Do you think I care about it? Tell me what is more important isn’t his moment? A silly demonstration or the map?- he could feel the fear in that man -lets go for that droid- he said and he walk away.

Yn was sitting on a ground, they finish with a falcon a while ago and chewie take this time to catch her up with everything they been through, she feel like a little kid again. She remember that when she was little and her father or sometimes chewie took her and her brother to bed they tell them stories about their aventures, Yn prefer the smuggler adventures than the war stories. She was immersed in the story about a job when she felt it, an awake on the force, but the excitement of that moment didn’t last, they saw something on the sky, when she realice what is it, she told chewie that they need to go with her father. As they approach to the castle most of the people were looking at the sky.

-Dad!- Yn said but she stop when she saw the explosions in the sky.

-That was the republic- Finn said as he run to them -They finish it- he said and she nod without taking her eyes from the sky -Wait, where is Rey and BB-8?

-Come with me- Maz told them, she took them to an underground hold -I had this for ages- she said as she open a coffer and take the lightsaber from it, Han recognize it immediately.

-Where did you get it?- he ask.

-A good question for another time- Maz said, she give it to Finn - take it, found your friend- she said and Finn took it.

They start to run to the exits when they hear the battle above them, when they get out, one of the towers of the castle was falling. A few of the TIES were flying above them, but Yn didn’t pay attention to them, she was surprise to feel her brother, she saw his ship on the other side of the castle, she was about to walk to the ship but finn take her by the arm and pull her close to him, she saw a shot from a blaster pass in front of her.

-Are you ok?- Finn ask her, she nod in response -We need a weapon...- he barely finish the sentence when Yn use the force to stop an stormtrooper and she throw him to the wall, she took the blaster, and handle it to Finn.

-You can take this if you let me use that- she point at the lightsaber, he nod.

They start to fight at them as they try to found Han and Chewie, Yn was worried to face Kylo, his last conversation replay in her head, as she was distracted she didn’t notice one of the stormtroopers point at her and shoot, the shot hit her on the right arm, Finn try to help her but a stormtrooper stand between them, but before he can move Yn stave him, when he reach her she knew she couldn’t move her arm so she hand him the lightsaber and she took the blaster, they start to run again when they hear someone calling them traitors, two stormtroopers leave their weapons and face them, Yn saw Finn turning the lightsaber on and she point at the stormtrooper, but she drop it when he kick her, she stand and kick him on the chest, they keep fighting until someone shoot him and the other stormtrooper, Yn turn around to see her father with chewie’s weapon.

-Hey I got it under control...

-Yeah, yeah, I know but... - he wasn’t able to finish the sentence.

-Don’t move- some one yell behind them.

A few seconds later a bunch of stormtroopers surround them and take their weapons, they start to take them to one of the first order ships when one of them point to the lake and they saw them, a few X-wings was coming to them and they start to shoot at the stormtroopers, they took the opportunity and get their weapons and they start to shoot. After a few moments Finn and Yn freeze for a moment when they saw one of the pilots.

-That’s Poe!- Yn said.

-That’s one hell of a pilot!- Finn said as he hug her -I think your boyfriend save us- he joke, but before she can say something a shot pass near them -Well almost.

They keep fighting until the troops of the first order start to went back to their ship, Yn look at her father, who was freeze in his place and she notice what he was watching. Her brother was taking Rey to his ship, when he sense his sister he turn his face to her, she could feel his anger and in one moment she feel a sharp painful through her body, she start to scream, her father and chewie run to her trying to figure it out what was wrong, the pain stop when Kylo left the planet, Finn come running telling them what happen to Rey and after a few minutes a second ship landed, Yn and Han stand quickly he took a few steps to the ship as they saw a few members of the resistances get down the ship, suddenly Leia step down of the ship, she stop when she saw Han standing in front of her, she gave him a weak smile.

-Goodness, Han Solo! It’s I C3-PO, you probably don’t recognize me because of the red arm- Yn could help it and she laugh, that was the moment when her mother saw her, she walk slowly to her.

-Hey mom- Yn said leia took one of her cheeks -I know what you’re going to said, I should wear my hair on a bride or a ponytail in combat- both of them laugh, Leia hug her daughter for a long time but she stop it when she groan.

-What happen to your arm?

-Oh it’s nothing, you should see the other guy- she joke but leia stop one of the member of the resistance.

-Please tell the doctor that we need him- she said -go to my ship and let the doctor take a look to that- Yn was about to protest but she do what she said and BB-8 follow her, Leia notice that Han hadn’t move from his place -I told you that she got you temper- she said.

-You change your hair- he said, she smile.

-Same jacket?

-No, new jacket- chewie get close to her and hug her, when he left them alone, they stay quiet for a moment- I saw him- Leia knew who he was talking about -Leia, I saw our son, he was here, and I don’t know how but I know he hurt our little girl.

-Let’s go to somewhere safe and talk about it- he nod.

After a few couple of stitches later, Yn put on Poe’s jacket again, she didn’t know why but she was nervous to see him again, she keep talking to BB-8 through the journey but the second later after the doors opens, the droid roll as fast as he can, Yn start to follow him, but she was stop by her father voice.

-Hey where do you think your going?

-I’m going to take care of BB-8...

-He’s home, he would be safe, now let’s go we need to talk- he said, but she keep watching as the droid went away, at the end she follow her father, they get in to the control room where her mother was waiting for them.

-Your father told me that your brother hurt you- she shook her head.

-If he want to hurt I wouldn’t be talking to you, he just gave me a warn...

-That was a warn? You were screaming of pain...

-Exactly, if he could do that imagine what he can do if he catch me- she snap -he was warning me to stay out of his way.

-So what are you going to do?

She was about answer but the screaming of Poe looking for leia filled the room, when she turn around Poe stop abruptly, he hug her.

-You’re here and alive and... is that my jacket?

-Oh yes- She said as she was about to take her off.

-No, keep it, it suit you...- a clear of a throat interrupt him.

-I thought he was death- Han said, but Poe didn’t take his eyes of her making her blush -Hey flyboy! If you like your hands take them off my daughter.

-Daughter?...- he said and he look at the solo family and he freak out when he was hugging the general’s daughter but when Yn smile at him he couldn’t help but smile her back.

-I know this is a cute moment and after this end I’m going to tell you I said so...

-No one is going to said that- Han replay behind them.

-Ok, I won’t but right now we had more important things than your love life.

-It isn’t love-Han, Poe and Yn said at the same time.

-Yeah what ever you said- Leia said with a smile -But the kid it’s right, we need to know what the first order is planing.

-We know- Yn said -we can help.

[rainandhotchocolate]

Tension - Part 7

 A/N YOOOOO im a mess pls dont hate me - love u all lots <3 I hope you enjoy xx

Part 7

The train began to pull away from the station, picking up the pace as it headed out towards the Scottish highlands, snow covering every inch of the ground that Y/N could see from the large window inside her compartment.

 She was mulling over Lucius’s last words to her letting her go onto the train. If you know what’s good for you, stay away from Potter. His words hissed in her head. It wasn’t like the sentiment hadn’t been there always – the Potters were blood traitors, and Sirius’ affiliation with them just made everything so much worse. But it was odd, Y/N could have sworn there was concern in his eyes. Had something happened?

“Y/N?” Remus’s voice trickled into her attention and she jolted away from the window, turning to face the lanky boy leaning against the door to stop it shutting, “Can I come in or do you want some time alone.”

He was grinning and didn’t wait for Y/N to respond before pulling his trunk through the door and loftily onto the compartments carriers above each seat.

“Ha, ha,” Y/N poked her tongue out at him, “Is a girl not allowed to admire the countryside?”

“Oh yes, I love when it’s so cold I’m worried my nose might fall off.” Remus’s face screwed up as he sat down and glanced outside where the snow was falling heavily now, building up in little craters underneath the windowsill.

“Have a good Christmas?” Y/N leaned into the leather seats, feeling the warmth of the seats making her feel like falling asleep then and there.

“Yeah not too bad, mum didn’t try to hide my scars to the family this year so that’s progress.” Remus snorted but Y/N smiled at him. As much as his tone tried to hide it, she was sure he was secretly elated. “You?”

“As per, received a set of books on the Malfoy family history and Defensive spells that probably should have had dark, evil and prepared to kill somewhere in the title.”

“And how was the ball?”

“Mmm?” Y/N pretended not to hear him. She’d been avoiding talking about it to Remus, excluding some of the information that Sirius had told her about the Lestranges. Not that Remus hadn’t asked in every letter he sent all holidays.

“Oh stop it, I promise I won’t make fun of you, I just would like to know what’s going on in the messy head of my best friend.”

“Suck up.”

“Is it working though?”

“A little,” I grimaced at him and then sighed loudly. “It was… fun. Much more than expected.”

“And…?”

“It was fun with Sirius.” Y/N finally said, looking down at her feet when she said his name, “We might have danced.”

“Danced huh? He didn’t get handsy with you did he?” Remus held a fist up, pretending to hit something in front of him.

“What are you going to defend my honour?” Y/N snorted, kicking the edge of his foot softly.

“I will do what is necessary.” He pounded his chest valiantly. “But I am glad you had a good time. And you shouldn’t get so angsty about hanging out with Sirius, he’s alright.”

“Alright?”

“He wouldn’t be a bad person to hang out with more,” Remus winked at her. “Now, I need to read this before we get to school, McGonagall said she’d let me tutor some 3rd graders if I can memorize the syllabus.”

“Nerd.”

The afternoon rolled around and Remus had four other books out with two rolls of parchment rolling across the seat as he scribbled aggressively across the page, ignoring the standard left to right classical style of sentence creation. Y/N was lounging against her own seat so she had a view of the outside whilst she read Remus’s Christmas present to her, a copy of Dracula by an old wizard Bram Stoker. He’d been outcast after he began selling his books to muggles, apparently living somewhere in mainland Europe where he tries to find vampires.

A soft knock on the compartment door broke Y/N and Remus’s concentration, looking up to see the trolley lady peering in to look at them.

“Anything from the trolley dear?” she warbled, holding a hand out over the piling heap of sweets and savoury food that Y/N was always shocked wasn’t falling all over the corridor. Y/N lept up, her stomach beginning to rumble and pulled the door open completely so she could properly look over the bounty in front of her.

“You want anything?” She called to Remus, still looking through the chocolate frogs in case she could somehow tell which card was sitting underneath.

“Can you get me some peppermint creams and a couple of sugar quills?”

“You’ve got an addiction,” Y/N raised an eyebrow, turning back to him, “you’re going to end up eating the whole quill one day.”

“Shut up and get my fix.”

Y/N grinned and turned back, ordering Remus’s food and picking out some chocolate and cauldron cakes and was just searching for nougat chunks when she heard the compartment door next to theirs pull open and a loud voice yelling into the compartment.

“Ok Bertie Botts, chocolate frogs, any acid pops, Pete?” James winked into the room, jumping out of the way as something had obviously come towards him. “Fine, fine, liquorice wands – anything else?”

“I do not trust you to pick the right chocolate frog.”

Y/N’s stomach curdled at the sound of Sirius’ voice and she cursed herself for having any reaction at all. Heat crept up on her cheeks as she heard someone stand up and move towards the door, and she leaned down to go through the toffees at the bottom and pretend she had something better to do than listen to their conversation.

“Ok so, you’ve got to check each packet’s – Y/N?” Sirius interrupted himself and Y/N turned to look up at him as casually as she could. He looked like a deer caught in headlights, eyes wide, body tensed. Not quite the picture of ease and excitement she might have hoped. And then she noticed a soft red line carved from his temple to the crook of his chin, leading to a flowering bruise that was purple and blue on his jaw. He was wearing a large, oversized jumper that almost hid his arm but Y/N could see from her vantage point on the floor a tightly wrapped bandage looped across his hand.

“I – are – what…” Y/N stumbled on her words, standing up too quickly and hitting the trolley, cringing as sweets began rolling around the floor. “Shit I’m so sorry.”

“No worries, dear!” the trolley lady still had her soft smile and pulled out a wand, giving it a flick and watching them shoot back up and onto their shelves. Y/N turned back to Sirius just in time to see a flash of panic in his eyes and the back of his head as he slipped quickly back into the compartment.

“What did I do? Is he ok? What’s going on?” Y/N whirled on James, her heart fluttering as flashes of his injuries flicked through her head. James just shook his head.

“Not my place to say, Y/N. Just give him time I’m sure he’ll tell you.” James gave her a tight smile, handing over a few galleons and picking up the food he’d bought, slipping back into the compartment. Y/N stood still momentarily before the trolley lady tapped her on the shoulder and returned her change.

“Oh, thank you.” Y/N smiled, moving back into the compartment and stood at the doorway.

“You ok?” Remus sat up, giving her a look.

“Yeah, I am. Sirius, not so much.”

“What do you mean?”

“He looks like he was punched a couple, hundred times.”

“By who?” Remus leaned forward; his head crooked to one side.

“Hell if I know.” Y/N moved slowly back to her seat, heart still pounding uncomfortably. She was probably overthinking it. He probably got into a fight with someone or was practising some stupid new spell with James. Maybe the panic was nothing. Or maybe something was very, very wrong.

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[merlin-rabbit-hole]

From the salty ask list!! 27. Least shippable character?, 21. What are your thoughts on crack ships?, and 20. What is the purest ship in the fandom? Thank you for being wonderful!!!! (and bonus if you just want to rant about 25. How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX? even though we 100% know you wouldn't leave it exactly as is. )

aww anon you’re so sweet thank YOU for being wonderful<3<3

27. Least shippable character?

AGGRAV-AINE i was originally stumped by this bc i think i j genuinely tried to block this ridiculous pedophilic-vibes piece of shit out djdj but yeah definitely him uwu

honestly even uthers more shippable than this asshole bc come on ~ewther x troll~ should be everyone’s otp :)

21. What are your thoughts on crack ships?

LOVE THEM give me more of them!!! like going by the base definition of ppl who have literally never met in actual canon canon being shipped i offer you: geon (leon x george) bc @meteorjam has converted me completely and the concept is immaculate, morgal (mordred x daegal) bc thats j freaking adorable, elena x vivian bc I LOVE THEM, aggravaine with the pointy side of a sharpened stake- i mean what? ig mans is shippable after all <3<3, and a bunch of others i cant think of rn!

in conclusion lmao live laugh love crack ships:D

20. What is the purest ship in the fandom?

aww im tempted to say merlin x freya! j bc they were both so young w such full hearts and hopes, definitely a really pure ship fs:’)) also mordred x daegal again bc,,,,bbs:’))

25. How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX?

haha ANON thanks for giving me the opportunity to rant ab this jaldfj;aslkf you’re a real one homie ill add a cut for this to spare torture on the rest of anyone who might read this haha

OK SO real talk: ik it literally says in my freaking bio that the end of season 5 never happened for me:’D 

but in all honestly? i thought the ending of bbc merlin in terms of arthur dying (albite super fuckin rushed fsssssss) was rlly beautifully done/managed? which is a total tribute to colin and bradley rather than the writers tbh lets be clear ab that

i also think that arthur dying is a large source of the reason why this fandom holds onto the show in such a strong and lovely, commendable way, bc it doesn’t give us room to be satisfied and move on and holds us in the world of camelot and whatever the fuck they planned albion to even be too djdjj....it also means that we get all of the INCREDIBLE fics that we do from amazing amazing content creators bc of the absolute shit we were given from the show as an ending w the totally open-ended possibilities and approximately 0 actually answered questions

if i were to change anything specifically at all, the one important feature i would add as a large LARGE portion of season 5 before even setting up the whole mordred turning psycho shindig is the development of albion itself and whatever the living fuck kilgarrah the massive scaled hippie meant when he said “all you and arthur have dreamed of has come to pass” to merlin

like what the fuck writers,,,,give me that supposed bliss, happiness, and magic inclusive/supportive king arthur instead of that half-assed statement from the apparently dying dragon like bro

imma stop there before i get too too carried away but that’s p much my take on that! left out/forgot a bunch, but thats the basic gist:))

thanks for the ask lovely!! take care<3

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15X11 Commentary

I’M AN ASSHOLE THAT FORGOT I STILL HAD THIS EPISODE TO FINISH LOL.

Bunch of tired and caffeinated Europeans ( plus a sleepy American) scream together, and then die and try to get on with their day ( lol AS IF)

@smol-and-grumpy​​​ (Nat)

@dean-winchesters-bacon​​​  (Kat)  

@waywardbaby​​  (Zee)

@ain-t-bovvered  (Giulia)

Nat: 3

Nat: 2

Nat: 1

Nat: go

Giulia: lol that tapping tho

 Zee: The hissing again

Giulia: Didn t need the hiss

Nat: All good thing must come to an end

Nat: Ew

Giulia: This song tho

Nat: "Big Sam left Seattle"

Zee: He’s too mousy

Giulia: DADDY

Zee: Oh the snacc

Zee: Tf?

Nat: Ah

Giulia: AAAH JEEZ

Nat: Yum

Giulia: he had to have that deep voice. Damn

Nat: Who dat

Zee: Of course

Giulia: Yummy

Giulia: I hope the Winchester won’t kill him

Giulia: Wow

Zee: Ouch

Zee: Welcome

Giulia: MY BABY

Nat: Ah the other daddy

Giulia: LOVE HIM

Zee: When did his voice get so deep?

Nat: snorts, they really went right

Giulia: WHY DIDN T THEY USE THE PHONE

Zee: Silent mode

Nat: SILENT MODE IS ALWAYS AN OPTION.   I AGREE

Giulia: what a dad

Zee: Old school bitches

Nat: That smolder

Giulia: Change your diet

Zee: Damn. Does he really sound that deep?

Giulia: Jensen doesn t

Nat: Jensen doesn't but he does have a loud voice

Giulia: Compensating for last time’s kick

Giulia: HEWWO

Giulia: Agent Watts

Nat: Working a Case in Alaska

Giulia: Lizzo

Nat: I'm too old for this shit

 Zee: Jack

Giulia: AAAAAH BB

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AWE BABE

Nat: BABY

Giulia: AWE

Giulia: DON T

Giulia: MY HEART

 Giulia: THAT FUCKING UGH

Giulia: WOW

 Nat: LOL

Zee: Stop shouting y’all

Nat: WE'RE ON A BUDGET

Giulia: wow

Nat: Two forks

Nat: awe

 Zee: Awe poor babies

Giulia: Snort he’s lactose intolerant 

Nat: I feel you Dean

Zee: Nuts is good

Giulia: Nuts is good

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: NUTS IS GOOD

Zee: He should shut his face

Giulia: Yeah you are

Giulia: THAT POUT

Nat: Sort of an accident. Yeah

Giulia: DEAN CONTROL YOUR FACE

Giulia: sounds like a job for them

 Nat: OH NO

Giulia: OH UH

Zee: He’s so done

Giulia: aaah not ready for cas reaction

Nat: CAS IS DONE

Giulia: AAAAH

Zee: I mean you can stab him but not baby

Zee: Oh shit

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AW JACK

Nat: NO

Giulia: I DON T UNDERSTAND

Nat: WHY

Giulia: oh ok

Zee: A heart?

Nat: NO

Nat: JACK BB

Giulia: Lol those bar are always the same tho

Zee: Tf is that coin ?

Nat: Winchesters are broke

Zee: Two waters

Giulia: Waters

Nat: Two waters

Nat: PAX

Zee: Pax

Giulia: PAX

Nat: PAX THE SNAXX

Giulia: TO THE MAXX

Giulia: look at him

Nat: so deep

Zee: What she said

Giulia: He’s getting me distracted

Nat: touch it

Zee: Touch it

 Giulia: TOUCH IT

Nat: i'd love to

Giulia: don t mind if I do

Giulia: Average

Zee: Control your fucking lips

Nat: lol of course "keep playing"

Zee: Is this the deep voice ep?

Nat: It's probably a criteria to be cast

Giulia: Can he stop with his hands

Nat: I know

Giulia: When he was 4

Nat: Swinging clubs before you were born snorts

Zee: Between naps and snacks

Giulia: The triangle right

Nat: you saw it too. THANK GOD

Giulia: of course. 

My eyes went : ZOOOOOM

still me: 

Nat: I swear it was on purpose

Giulia: He’s so strong

Giulia: Oh

Zee: I think I miss important

Nat: What

Nat: that fucking smolder

Nat: stop your lips

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: fuck off

Giulia: What she doesn’t say

 Nat: oh oh

Giulia: I DON T LIKE IT

Zee: Lots of hands close-ups, I ain’t complaining

Giulia: ah

Giulia: Sam

Nat: Bundles of eggs?

Giulia: Witch hex bags

Giulia: IT’S REALLY NOT

Nat: ah

Zee: Does she really not know ?

Nat: OH, she knows

Giulia: Where is the snac

Zee: should have walked away

Zee: There’s one

Nat: What

Giulia: Ah

Giulia: MY OTHER BABY

Giulia: MURDER BABY

Nat: Wha does Jack want

Giulia: hearts

Zee: But why?

Nat: I'm on a roll

Zee: Sucks you in

Giulia: What he said

Nat: OnE mORe GamE

Giulia: I heard Daddy out of dean’s mouth and im not ok

Zee: I’m dying here

Giulia: NICE

Nat: He's so full of himself

Giulia: KICK MY ASS TOO

Giulia: SO COCKY

 Zee: Smack is better

Giulia: NO KICK IT

Nat: oh no

Giulia: AWE

Zee: Rodeo

Giulia: are we spending this whole ep with jazz music and pool

Nat: Sam so proud

Zee: Hell of an ep

Giulia: Stop that tongue

Nat: Apparently not

Nat: OH shit

Nat: He ded

Zee: The crinkles

Zee: I’m dead

Giulia: Dean will be happy

Nat: Dean won't like this. He just involuntarily killed a man

Giulia: Yup

Zee: Great

Nat: shit

Giulia: Yup

Giulia: Awe Sam

Nat: Sam's always so righteous

Giulia: Well he actually doesn’t seem so bummed

Zee: Annoyingly so sometimes

Giulia: Baby treat me right

Giulia: AWE HE GOT IT RIGHT

Nat: No, because he's really set to beat Chuck

Giulia: yeah

Zee: Awe his face

Giulia: SNORT

Nat: Ah Cas showed his badge right?

Giulia: yeah

Nat: Did ya see?

Nat: He was holding it up the wrong way?

Giulia: .

Giulia: PAX

Nat: She's the one who played you, Dean!

Giulia: the fuck he is

Giulia: Dark castiel?

Zee: A what ?

Giulia: With that black trench coat

Zee: I want cas dressed like that

Giulia: He should have had the black trench. In the promo he was

Giulia: Ok but how is Jack alright now 

Nat: Billy got work for him

Zee: Hello

Giulia: HEY SNACC

Nat: See. It's her

Giulia: AWE SO YUMMY

 Nat: He's bulkier than Dean

Nat: I CAN ALWAYS MAKE MORE SONS

Giulia: Can I be in that sandwich tho

Nat: A beach read?

Zee: Beach read

Giulia: Beach read

Giulia: Wow

Nat: YES YOU ARE BABY

Giulia: AHAHAHAHAHAH

Nat: TOLSTOY

Giulia: TOLSTOY

Nat: Tell her

Giulia: don t touch sam

Giulia: OF COURSE SAM

Zee: Oh come on

Giulia: HEY STOP THAT

Zee: Thanks for the recap

Giulia: so tired of people hurting my innocent baby ok

Nat: Jack's not afraid because he knows that he's gonna come back

Giulia: Completely innocent

Giulia: U like children

Giulia: Yuck

Giulia: Kill him

Nat: YEAH you fucking pedo

Giulia: AAAAAH

Giulia: DAD

Nat: so billy sends Jack out to kill those

Giulia: NICE

Zee: Dad to the rescue

Giulia: I AM NOT PREPARED

Nat: That eyebrow

Zee: We could use some more light

Giulia: SOB

Nat: Sammy you got this

Giulia: He is so worried

Zee: So focused

Nat: Liver failure... and she looks at Dean lol

Giulia: Liver failure

Zee: THE god

Giulia: Little guy

Giulia: Squirrley as hell

Zee: Welcome to the club

Nat: When you apes climbed down from the trees... aw

Giulia: Thanks

Giulia: Oh this is actually interesting tho

Nat: Get her on board and then go against Chuck

Zee: She knows Chuck

Nat: I mean

Giulia: All the gods

Zee: And when you lose

Nat: Dean lol

Giulia: YAS SAM

Zee: Learnt from my brother

Giulia: No stop it

Nat: NO

Giulia: NO

Zee: There’s always a catch

Nat: DON'T

Giulia: STOP

Zee: They will say yes

Giulia: OF COURSE

Nat: WHY DID KNOW THAT SAM WOULD SAY YES

Giulia: AWE SAM

Giulia: not to the Winchesters

Zee: 15 years

Nat: Ok, but now beat her alright

Giulia: SUCH HEROES

Nat: But like, she fucking lives in a pool hall. What are the odds

Giulia: I ‘m sick of this music and pool tho

Nat: Hate it

Nat: NO

Giulia: Of course

Nat: Are they gonna die

Zee: Fuck

Zee: They can’t yet

Giulia: Thanks

Nat: Ah right, still 9 episodes to go

Nat: Our luck will do that on its own

Giulia: Awe

Nat: Wait what

Zee: She let them out

Giulia: Sob

Zee: Our kind

Nat: Awe

Nat: She helps them

Zee: Make him play yours

Giulia: Make him play yours

Zee: Mojo back

Giulia: Awe are they back to normal

Nat: Awe

Zee: Yes

Nat: Good

Giulia: Dean stuffing his mouth with cheese

Nat: Scratcher

 Nat: lol

Zee: Porn

Giulia: Sob

 Giulia: What was that high note lol

Nat: Back to back double cheese burgers

Nat: Oh oh

Zee: Wait for it

Nat: Oh oh

Giulia: can t wait for jack

Nat: Oh Oh

Nat: OOOHHHHH

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: HEWWO

Nat: AAAAHHHHHH

Zee: So much hurt

Giulia: AAAAAAAAAAAH

Giulia: SAAAAM

Nat: I didn't think I would cry

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: NO

Giulia: STOP DEANP

Giulia: HE LOOKS AT CAS

Zee: Our son is back

Giulia: SOB

Zee: And you let him?

Nat: every day I wanted to come HOME

Giulia: awe Jack bb

Giulia: Grandfather

Nat: He's afraid of me.

Giulia: YES HE IS

Nat: JACK WILL BECOME THE NEW GOD

Giulia: OF COURSE

Giulia: but they just said that there can’t be no god

Zee: So it won’t be the Winchesters?

Nat: It's plausible that Jack will take over.

Nat: He's not God-god. He's Jack-god.

Nat: Ok, so promo then I need to leave

Giulia: UGH

Giulia: if don’t come I’m dead

Giulia: ...same

Giulia: Snort

Giulia: I need Jesus

Nat: What I say

Zee: March 16!

Zee: Hate it

Nat: Sob

Zee: It’s been established

Giulia: I just wish they could change the finale date

Zee: I mean why do they have to drag it like that?

Giulia: There are festivities or some shit idk

Giulia: The superbowl?

Giulia: Whatever

Zee: Oh that shit is on?

Zee: We have a month and a half to find a solution

Nat: There. He showed it the wrong way first?

Zee: Yeah he did

Zee: Lovely dork

Giulia: Ah shit I was writing here and look after he turned it around

Zee: Me too

Nat: Yes hi hello, this is Pax the Snaxx

Zee: Yes hi hello

Giulia: Fuck

Zee: I didn’t ask for this

Nat: Apparently, I don't care

Zee: Apparently you’re a bitch

Nat: Apparently, he's not been always a snaxx

Nat: Because

Nat: snorts

Giulia: Aaaaand it’s gone

Giulia: I love beards, my god

Zee: So fucking vanilla

Giulia: I can’t taste anything

Giulia: This tho?

....the flavour is amazing

Giulia: Yum

Zee: I can’t complain about this flavor either

Zee: Nat started chaos and now she’s sitting somewhere laughing like the evil bitch she is

Nat: No, like I've seen other pics of him and I will spare it for you. But like in the ep he's a damn fucking main course

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Continuing the Conversation about the Portrayal of Racism in RWBY

I’ve read the criticisms done to Faunus and the White Fang: The Portrayal of Racism and I think it’s time to address them.

Again, I am white and do not claim to speak for POC or that my knowledge of racism is amazing (it isn't). I am also not continuing this conversation to criticize RWBY for the sake of it. I just really don't like the idea that the people talking about this are edgelords whose stance of racism nowadays is "it doesn't exist and POC are just whiny".

 I’m going to address the end of my post: Trump. I claimed that the election of Trump proved racism is alive and well and some took it as “people voted for Trump because of racism”. I see how one could interpret it that way, but that’s not what I meant. I meant that all the xenophobic and racist rhetoric didn’t stop Trump from being elected – it wasn’t a deal-breaker. And no, the other options, either Bernie or Clinton weren’t worse or even as bad.

 RWBY doesn’t show racism as something done by individuals but as systemic because... Atlas

For the most part, it doesn’t show it as systemic. I claimed Atlas was the exception in my original post and even extended Mistral with the sign prohibiting Faunus, which reveals there are no anti-discrimination laws there. However, I maintain that’s not enough, especially considering there are 6 volumes.

It seems that Atlas will explore the systemic racism more, considering the first 3 episodes (especially the third) and that's good, but shouldn’t we have had something more before? What about all the other kingdoms? From the conversation of Ozpin and Blake, it seemed like racism is supposed to be a widespread thing, but it’s not if Atlas is the only offender or even if Mistral also is. I think we should have had more of an exploration of the subject in Mistral, considering its history and its lack of anti-discrimination laws.

Even Vale should have been shown more. We had an anti-racist group willing to destroy the city (and die in the process) - there should be a justification for that besides "there are some racists here". It's one thing for a few members to become extreme, quite another for an entire not-so-small group to do so. Not only the WF seems to be a large organization, it also seems to be the most relevant. Yet they decided to attack Vale, the city where racism only exists in a few specific individuals (who tend to be jerks), because... 

OK, to be fair, the individual racists are allowed to be with no consequences. For example, Cardin's bullying of others and specifically of Faunus as he attacked Velvet via her Faunus trait, did not face any consequences for his actions. This shows that more than a few people are very much willing to let others attack minorities, so they're complicit. This been said, I wish we had been shown a lot more. As it is, it just feels hard to believe so many would be OK with both killing and dying for their cause.  

Qrow wasn’t justifying racism, he was just explaining it

He still frames it as understandable and rational in some way with “it’s not too hard to sympathize with that”. To me, it's still "yikes".

 Blake’s speech was wrong, but it’s just meant to be a call to action

A call to action that claims that if they don’t risk their lives to save people who will gladly exploit or injure them, then they will prove the bigots right. Sorry, but that speech is completely indefensible.

I would also like to add that Ghira’s stance of “no violence no matter what” is absurd and it does send a message to the minorities, whether CRWBY intended it or not: don’t fight back ever, not even when someone is threatening you. A stance that CRWBY seems to be changing with Weiss defending Blake at the beginning of V7, but was there until then. Also, what does it say for Weiss, someone who is not a Faunus and actually benefitted a lot from the exploitation of said group, is the one who is allowed to use violence to defend Faunus, while Faunus themselves can’t? That puts Faunus very dependent on "white saviors". I get this is part of her arc and showing she's not the same as she was in V1, still... just saying it risks doing that, even if I hope for the best (which I do).

 Racists are people too

“I think the writers were going for “racists are people too”, which is a troublesome stance to take when you frame the ones fighting racism as flat out evil.”

I can see how this can be interpreted as me having a problem with the portrayal of racists as anything but monsters, so I’ll make it clearer: I do not think that “racists are people too” is problematic in itself, quite the opposite: I think when dealing with racism, we could benefit from showing people who are altogether nice, yet still willing to hold on to their privilege (like say... by voting for a racist candidate). I think it would be great to show racism in a way that is not completely blatant and that would challenge the audience to question their own behaviors. However, I do think that “racists are people too” is an awful stance when you show anti-racists to be completely irredeemable terrorists. The problem here is the extension of sympathy to the racists while showing none to the ones fighting it.

 White Fang is a cautionary tale for what can happen to social justice groups/movements

It can, but it's not often. Either it's a relatively small group of radicals or it's radical members in a very large group in which the majority is not radical. Sometimes, these are made to appear to be worse than they are because the media focuses on their violent actions while ignoring everything else. Sometimes, the media misleads us by ignoring who really started said altercations (though the responses often can be disproportionate).

The problem is that the anti-racists are way less sympathetic than most racists.

 “Remnant can’t be racist, because…”

Last time, I counter-argued some points I have seen around defending that Remnant can' be racist. Someone countered mine when it comes to Leo and the townspeople.

Leo

“in V3 we are shown that headmasters (Ozpin included) are under the council. So while Oz might have chosen Leo, Mistral's council could have booted him instantly”

OK, but how do we know the people in the council aren’t progressive? I mean Mistral still allows for discrimination, but for all we know, the council is deeply conflicted and Leo might have had just enough support to not get booted. Also, not all racism is overt. For someone to actively refuse someone on the basis of race, they don't have to be just racist, they have to be racist, proud of it and not even slightly interested in pretending they're not. Most racists aren’t like that. I don't think putting a Faunus as Haven's headmaster was the best idea, but the argument "a kingdom can't be racist because it has one Faunus in an important position" is just flat-out wrong. Again, the USA had a black president. The Republican Party has black politicians.

 Townspeople

"i really hate how people think this is defending racism. Please, remember the context of what happens. The white fang in Adams short are with an uniform and MASKS, masks that ONLY appear AFTER the first terrorist act commited by ADAM who starts the entire concept. The soldiers having masks already marks them as a terrorist organization by that point, because despite Ghiras leadership, we can see Adam under him, commiting criminal acts. I think that they really dropped the ball on that short with the visuals they employed."

And I really hate how people think blocking someone's path and shouting is worse than trying to shoot people1.

No, you cannot start shooting people just because you find them suspicious, not even when the reason why you think they’re suspicious is that they are wearing masks! I can’t believe I have to repeat this.

Masks=terrorism is one hell of an assumption, even if they were started to be used after Adam’s first act of terrorism. For all we know, WF members thought the whole "we are monsters, so we'll wear masks" was a good idea, so they adhered to it even if they disagreed with Adam’s methods. They were with Ghira and not fighting back at all, despite having weapons. They could have dropped their weapons, sure, but they were still not using them and they would have been completely justified in doing so – it would have been self-defense. It is particularly strange that the person who defended the townspeople action for attacking masked WF members also threw a tantrum over Antifa because some members harassed elderly people for thinking they were racists. Which one is it: is it wrong to attack someone because of what we think they are or not? Why is blocking a path and screaming awful, yet SHOOTING isn't? Weird...

 1 This should not be seen as an endorsement of that Antifa’s actions in that situation.

 More RWBY posts:

Faunus and the White Fang: The Portrayal of Racism

Filmmaking and Bumbleby

Bumblebee was Always the Plan

Bumblebee was Always the Plan part 2

BB & Renora

Weird Post on Weiss’s Clothes

Foils: Adam and Yang (this one is in wordpress; it was my first one and I didn’t have Tumblr then)

Let’s talk about Adam Taurus (I didn’t post this one on Tumblr because the title and tags could lead Adam fans thinking this was about “his wasted potential” when really it defends the decision of killing him off and explains why it happened)

 The original.

[marcellaisnotme]

to everyone.

to all the amazing people that light up my 2019, let's continue our journey to 2020. 2019 has been pretty amazing to me than last year and i'm rather excited for what's going to come on 2020. its a bit frightening but at the same time i'm ready to face it.

i'm dedicating each of you who got this page a personal message <3

let me start it with my loving Ren ♡ we met not that long ago but long enough for me to call you a special friend. i love hanging out with you, i love ranting everything to you cause you're a really good listener, advisor and most importantly a really great sidekick. okno. you know what to say to make me feel better and i admire that you can think of so much in a short amount of time. the way you handle everything is very responsible and careful, i look up to you alot. let's be more closer and share more stupid shitposts (RED VELVET PLSSS). i love you!!

Jason ♡ we known each other for a very long time but we always been pretty close to each other, but sometimes we don't talk and we argue that one time. and you went missing too but when you came back i was really excited. you were really funny and entertaining. just what i need, just what i wanted. we have a love hate relationship and we never get tired of each other and buuuu-ing each other everytime. okno. you are special to me and i cant find another jason to replace. thanks for being such a great friend. i love you!!

Juan ♡ my favorite movie partner and cuddle buddy <3 the one that would always tell stupid jokes which myself find it really funny even when it's pretty dumb. the one who never get tired of me punching you in the arm. okno. i wanna spend more time watching movies with you cause i personally hate watching movies cause i'm a book person. but when i watch it with you and hear you explaining to me everything made me love movies. pstt. only when i watch it with you <3 HAHAHA let's do more movie dates next time juan, because movies are not watch worthy without you. okno. i love you!!!

bwi ♡ as much as i find you pretty annoying and such a coward but i really know how it takes courage to do something. i know how does it feel when you feel like doing something. but it's find. i dont judge you for it ok? i was just messing around with you cause your reaction is always funny i dont wanna miss it. OKNO. if you havent moved on completely, it's fine. it takes time to heal and takes time to grow. i hope you have a better life and be happy in 2020. i love you!!

Belle ♡ SINCE YOU'RE A GIRL NOW IMMA CALL YOU BELLE. okno you were a guy when we first met and first dated. okno. i can't believe we made it till today even when we dont talk that much these days. i just want you to know even when i'm very very very annoying and stoopid but i am really thankful that you were always there listening to my probs and teas :(( i'm so dramatic. wipes non existent tears. okno. be less busy so that i can kacau you more :(( i love you!!

Kitty Kou ♡ my wife :(( my husband soulmate boyfriend girlfriend my everything :(( screams i miss you so much we're not talking much this days are you THAT busy gimme attention bich :(( okno. i'm glad that you are fine now (i can see and feel it) also i dont want you to be sad no more cause you dont deserve to be :(( i'll karate anyone that tries to mess with you i swear >:( i love you soooo much you're my fav bestie ever you listen to me and play along with me cause thats what soulmates do :(( dont ever leave my side or i'm gonna tie u to me so that you wont escape HAH take that :(( i love you bb♡

Qhal ♡ you stick up to me since day-1 and thats what i love about you. you grew into a better person, you were so much braver and bolder plus happier these days and i've never been so proud of you. i hope your happiness last till next year and the following and forever. every day is a new day. you dont have to close old books and open new ones. you dont have to be someone you're not and importantly, you dont have to do things for anyone else. yourself is your top priority and always remember that you're just as important. seeing you happy makes me happy. we've been friends for god knows how long and you never left my side, ever. you're always a special friend to me. you're always in my heart. i love you!!

Irwin ♡ not gonna deny you're always there for me when i'm in an existential crisis. okno. you're such a fun and funny person to talk with. i always enjoyed talking to you because you could make and awkward situation lively with your randomness. you radiate great and positive energy that anyone around you feel better. you make me feel better when i'm sad. i hope you and jade last looooooooooong enough just like how long we've known each other. i love you!!

Tian ♡ i love talking to you and randomly being stupid with you and jason. i love how we click with each other that much it's like we're siblings. rough things happened but let's all forget about it. i hope for you happiness as you were always sad about a certain someone. it's fine to think about it. it's fine to hold onto it. cause the longer you hold on, the easier it will go away when it gets old. you should really reveal your cute daughter to everyone. cause i miss her and everyone needs to see her <3 she's amazing just like you. i love you!!

Cosmo ♡ as long as we known each other, you were the brightest person and the easiest to get along with. you always know what to do and put your heart in everything you do. i dont like seeing you being sad or depressed anymore because you weren't like that when we first met. always surround yourself with happy stuff >> me. and do things you wanna do that makes you happy. you will always be my cosmo, and i'll always be your wanda♡. i love you!!

Junguan ♡ hi bestie how u doin. okno. i am glad that you're always happy, always problem free. thanks for listening to my problems, thanks for being a great friend. i have a great laugh and a great time with you always. your reaction to my stupidness and sarcasm was always funny i'm not gonna lie. you're always the one that i believe would keep everything i tell you a secret. you're such an awesome person and a great friend. i love you !!

Xie/ Axel ♡ you're a really interesting person to talk to. aside from our past relationship. you're a really strong and a great person. you're someone that doesn't give up on anything you do and i really adore you for that. you make everything seem so funny to me idk why oKNO. but except for our snapstreak, we dont really talk mUCH. did you moveD or are you just busY cause u krik krik im thinking twice about softblocking you. okno. talk to me bitch. i love you!!

marcell/shaq ♡ you change your name to match mine cause you like me eh?? buuu. okno. you were always someone i trusted because you're responsible of doing your job and you're someone nice to talk to i mean not nice nice because you're mean but nice by i can have a conversation with you and talk about random stuff without letting it die because i'm funny and you're lame okno. let other judge your outer and let yourself know your inner. jangan jadi noob for 2020. okno. i love you!!

Eric ♡ my stupid bun. my ride or die. ew. these two years 18/19 has been pretty rough for the both of us and i think it's just a step and a lesson to grow into a better person. you helped me alot through this year and i'm never less thankful for that. the loving things you do for me, the things you would let it slide when it comes to me. your soft spot for me never goes away huh HAH and i'm taking advantage of that. okno i'm kidding. you are a big help for me and for what i went through. you never said no. you always agree on everything and i really appreciate it. when we broke up last year, you still insisted to talk to me. which i find out really annoying. just kidding. i'll let everything slide since you do that to me too. you're a really great person, amazing let me tell you. thanks for being a great friend to me. thanks for helping me out with almost everything. i owe you big time. i love you!!

harry ♡ first of all,  thank you for being a great bestie, we would always talk to each other everyday but you got busy these days :(( but yey, its almost a decade since ive known you, kyak. we met when we were in kbb. you were d__, kyak, smpipol 💕 i feel so giddy giddy all of a sudden lololol. and then we started exchanging contacts, you were first harry, on fl.  and then we had this, nOOt squad gTG. im nunmul-ing.  why is this suddenly a throwback session.  and and and then theres trisha gosh i love trisha and you too. i adore you for being such an honest person, when it comes to telling your problems to us, which is something i cant really do. if you have problems, dont hesitate to tell us, though i dont really help much eheh. but sometimes there are things that arent meant to be said. its okay, theres nothing wrong feeling sad, feeling all those negative feelings. we are human too, we have feelings. it is okay to sometimes not be okay, it is okay. but other than that, be happy with those you are surrounded with. youre someone that worth a big hug.  i hope you spent your day with those you love 💕 i hope youre having a good day. youre an amazingly talented person. i hope youd achieve your dream soon, i pray for your health, and for you to surrounded by lovely people. you're such a talented person and gosh, your drawings for the fashion week, cries. chef kisses momma!!! you should update me on your life more because i wanna know what you do and support you on everything you do. don't forget me anyways :(( because you're the only realest annoying brutally honest bitch i love :(( i love you!! 

thanks for an amazing 2019, lets get closer in 2020. i love you guys. ♡

[dayna-scully]

ncis/tiva s8 lb

season 3  |  season 4   |  season 5  |  season 6  |  season 7  |  season 9  |  season 10  |  etc

8x01

mountain mama

I can assure you, I do not have any tan lines

things that would probably get you arrested

sharks circling again

this would have been better as the s7 finale

8x02

I am a younger model

I can hear ya McGee, I got ears

8x03

seriously dinozzo

is this also necessary

husbands

8x04

why is he trying to break into ziva’s computer

you’ve been flirting with the Miami heat

a walking Israeli love machine

handle with care, contents priceless

he loooves her

8x05

dinozzo? turning down a girl in a bikini? the world must be ending

ooooor he’s in love

tony has every iteration of ziva memorized

Compared to the ziva I shared a bed with five years ago

You were just putting on a show…you were putting on a show, right?

they always put ziva in these father & daughter situations

here again

I can tell/that’s just my knee

her daddy taught her to play catch 😖

“my father taught me”

gibbs’ nod is everything

8x06

special Ethel

you’re dating within your age range

why are they always sitting behind each other!! Never at their own desks!!!

if only that shirt fit a little better, tony

it might be slightly less horrifying

are you supposed to be fat Elvis?

8x07

aww ziva’s American passport

wow, you’re in a great mood

ziva is worried

ziver

I’m a federal agent, dad

I very much doubt that senior does anything but lie by default

oh dad, shut up

oh toe-knee

ziva is a grandma name

ugh all these assholes

she sees her dad all the time, Abby, his name is gibbs and he works upstairs

oh ziva

McGee needs to change his pants

I wish they had spent less time on Eli and more on ziva’s mother

we are calm, you’re yelling

tony can tell when she’s getting squirrelly

8x09

I don’t really care about Leon’s flashbacks…

8x10

looks like tony, doesn’t sound like tony

oh gosh, I’m sorry, are you and he-?

the lady doth protest too much

she’s got the eyes of a killer

you feeling okay, dinozzo?

enough! we’re just friends, there’s nothing different about him

oh really ziva

ziva: ????

you are not crazy

and that is why we love you

oh, we?

this coming from the girl who said she barely had a professional relationship with tony yesterday 🤔

but you love him

yeah, sure, “we”

ziva’s gonna shoot the confetti

that was always so hilarious

8x11

duck, call

abbses

that is why it is called a bat nap

May be code for something/yeah, hedonism

men are trash

8x12

McGee noticing tony staring at ziva’s empty desk

tony definitely hasn’t been thinking about her all weekend

I need my inhaler/I want ziva back

I promise you, Ray is a good man

why do you have to reassure tony about him hmm??

8x13

ziva feels bad but not bad enough to get involved

a pool dolphin

late nineties?? That makes you sound so…

ziva was barely a teenie bopper in the late 90s

you know, Tony, you do not wear jealousy well

oh so we’re acknowledging the fact that he is jealous of the guy you might be dating mmhmm okay

I know a bickering couple when I hear one

this reminds Gibbs too much of Shannon and jelly

ziva is endlessly amused by tony

this is all about mcgee but she’s only looking at tony

I like Tony’s maturity around the service people they encounter (usually)

for someone without rank over them, he sure seems to pull it

I’m not sure I wanna open up those wounds, duck

well is she talking about saleem or about Eli

you’re too young to act so old

8x14

I do not want to hear about your threesomes

whyyyyyy do they always have to go back to Kate

which writer was obsessed with her

when confronted with a psychologist, ziva looks to tony

hmm worried about something?

I want something permanent, something that can’t be taken away - is that too much to ask?

oh z bb

I liked Kate but I don’t understand the preoccupation the show has with her

it really rubs me the wrong way, like ziva wasn’t enough even to the writers, she was always just the puppy to kick when they needed drama

8x15

“this new app” it’s the same program you guys have had since season 3 but okay

close your mouth, tony

I miss my blackberry

ziva’s being the nice big sister and Tony’s being a dick

I could never be that energetic

oh mcgoo

the hydrant didn’t deserve such an undignified death

ziver, get the phone

8x16

sometimes the brains sneak out of the hole

tony and ziva stuck together for hours 👀👀👀👀👀

8x17

I cannot smell you from there

oh the sass

ziva is going to eat ej

very territorial

mmhmm thank you thank you

why all the touching ziva

no this one’s problem is definitely her bite

ugh

8x18

tony looks kind of ashamed that ziva is noticing he’s talking to ej

8x19

ziva wants gibbs at her wedding he’s her dad

I should stop this

bickering

8x20

oh yes all the flirtatious looks at tony

I don’t have a special anything and it’s none of your business

the last time ziva has a boyfriend in town, you killed him, tony

I suppose this candlelight dinner may have seemed sweet but it just seems cheesy and try-hard

uh ooooh

if you were fine you wouldn’t be here

oh my god tony said thank you to someone

what about you and ej?

oh christ ouch

the implication being that he…never understood ziva

that is the fakest fucking eyeball I’ve ever seen in my life

8x21

ziva is going to murder ej

dinozzo got some ass and now he thinks he’s hot shit

why don’t you tell him how many sides it has, Tim

I’m pretty sure you don’t like her, z

this stakeout scene is adorable

the writers make very strange choices

why is Tim jealous of the other guy when it’s been three thousand years since he and Abby slept together

like either commit to mcabby or let it go!!!!!

why does ziva look so sad

YOU CANT DO THAT

you can’t make pixels where there are none!!!

stop doin that!!!!

brunch date ft. shared croissant

same

the cia you say

8x22

why don’t you just investigate

and again, ziva is always watching tony

Tony’s hair was never that dark but ok

you can’t outrun me, I’m wearin tube socks!

you’re not just any partner, McGee

you’re her little brother

I don’t think that would count as reading him his rights, tony

8x23

most bottom feeding mudsuckers

franks looks more like a corpse than when he’s actually a corpse

tony and ej is unsettling everyone, not just ziva

that wasn’t even that deep???

poor ziva

there is always another monster

how does tony reconcile this kind of intimacy with his insistence that they have a totally platonic professional relationship

like that is undeniably incredibly intimate

he initiates the hug, and that’s a totally different hug from Abby and McGee

anyways

8x24

gibbs is gonna murder secnav when he finds out

if he wasn’t, I am

Tony’s really wound tight

ej’s patronizing is gonna drive me up the wall

it’s just different for some of us

oh???? Different how, Anthony?????

cause you can’t live without her?????

I hope tony knows ziva’s actually alive post season-whenever

I need to find ziva

supporting each other

no thank you please don’t come back, ej

ziva needs steady, ciray is not steady

[merlinthoughts]

Season 1 Episode 4 - The Poisoned Chalice

- god fucking dammit here we go again, i'm bloody done with my life and do not, at all, want to see merlin die bc i don't remember anything except that, yeah, he dies and someone has to get off their ass and save the motherfucking day and kiss him

- i realise how much i swear in these posts bc 1. when do i not? 2. i'm emotionally invested 3. i have no other excuse i just like swearing

- AAAND NIMUEHS IN CAMELOT SHE THINKS SHE'S SO SLY WITH HER HEAD THING

- id recognise her in a split second tbfh, she aint subtle

- *heterosexual tension*

- merlins skin be looking so smooth this episode, this boy be wearing lots of Dove

- he looked so excited to be in the banquet, then arthur just fucking slashes him with “not quite” and his hopes and dreams are destroyed

- “wanna see what you’ll be wearing tonight?” arthur says as he's behind the fucking changing curtains, about to get undressed and show merlin his birthday suit

- i honest to god thought that was where he was going, but no, he was just getting something from behind it

- “tonight you’ll be wearing the official ceremonial robes of the servants of camelot” IT'S A FUCKING DRESS ISN'T IT

- aw damn id have preferred a dress

- that smile shared between them was the most adorable scene

- god

- i

- fucking

- love

- their

- smiles 

- sm

- best thing ive ever seen

- i mean… hunty look at that piece of glistening butter beauty

- wow ok back to the episode:

- bros being bros and giving each other a handshake to destroy the mortal enemy pack and put together a family, we stan.

- as if a servant who has only had eye sex with another servant ONCE would trust them enough to say that one of the chalices were poisoned. like??? “ur the only one i could tell” LMAO NO?

- she's a sly fucking dog tfbh

- “if he kills arthur, uthers soul will be broken and camelot will fall” at this rate uther prob wouldn't care if his son dies or not, look at him, he's already mentally broken. he has anxiety and paranoia over magic. child services where u at in the medieval ages?

- i wouldn't believe a word she said, or well, id have believed it was poisoned but id say yeah no damn way you aren't in on it if you know which one it is. bayard wouldn't tell a fucking servant.

- HE'S GONNA SNAP ISN'T HE

- MERLIN FUCKING SNAPPED

- yknow what we say here folks? U DO U MERLIN

- okay i was fine if uther made bayard drink it but like the moment uther said “mmmh… no.” and slowly turned to merlin i think my arteries just crunched together and died so

- “if it is poisoned, he’ll die” HE'S FUCKING SCARED MERLIN WILL PASS AWAY ISN'T HE?

- “it's fine” he says, then starts to fucking choke

- ah fuck he's down

- my boy is down

- FUCK ME SIDEWAYS WITH A CHAINSAW

- ARTHUR CROUCHES NEXT TO HIM LIKE “BB NO”

- lmfao bayard looks so shocked, his face is in disbelief and confusion, he's like who tf done me bad

- arthurs carrying merlin fireman style this is what i live for folks

- did like nobody notice the flower stuck on the inside of the cup? like honestly if you take a sip you’d kinda spot it or perhaps even the person pouring the drinks would have been “is this chamomile tea? no? then what the fuckery-doo is this leaf in here for?” yknow. it's like that scene in Matilda when the angry buff lady completely missed a fucking salamander in her cup when it was the size of her bloody hand. it brings out the same mood honestly

- does gaius have an index for these books or does he just have every page memorised and know exactly what page to go bc I FUCKING NEED THAT it would make bio so much easier if i knew what page it was on instead of looking back and forth from the homework sheet to my textbook, then closing it by accident and having to find the index again for that specific page i need

- arthur wants to fucking go on a life-or-death journey to save merlin i've never been so happy

- this is honestly my favourite episode, like it may be really fucking angsty but i love it so much

- arthur betrays his dad and leaves his room even after being told not to just so he can save a servants life is literally my new moto

- NO IT WON'T LOAD MY NETFLIX IS STUCK ON 99%

- okay so while i'm waiting for my shit to load, i just discovered the new fucking tumblr rule starting dec 17 and i'm like 0.2 inches away from just spamming NSFW pics on here just for laughs

- like hunty, that won't stop people from posting elsewhere or for thinking about sex bc like??? whatchu gonna do tumblr?? get the fbi to erase it from our minds

- i think nOT thot

- watch me get flagged for just using the fucking term “NSFW”

- i'm gonna end up asterisking everything (is asterisking a word? wow it has red under it so like probably not but i just added it to my dictionary so uhh it is now)

- by asterisking i dont mean furry kin shit ew no

- i mean like N*FW, s*x, t*mblr, m*rthur

- god it took me like 20 minutes to calibrate my fucking wifi and fix the connection problem

- wow the stage for the poison increased by 75% in 30 mins, damn

- merlins like like having a conniption on his bed lmao, chanting arthurs name and sweating lot

- do we ever find out how uther gets that scar bc i'm like 100% positive arthur was a little child and swayed his fucking sword too hard just as uther rounded the corner. the sword then collided into his fucking brain and destroyed a good part of his intelligence, targeting especially his morals on how to accept people and how to be a good father

- that’s my theory

- merlin starts talking enchantments in his sleep while gwens watching, and gaius is just there like wtf merlin ur blowing ur cover “oh! gwen!! uhhh sorry. he’s just... in a latin study group in his pastime and has an oral presentation in minutes”

- omg, nimueh, stfu

- i didn't know dinosaurs existed back then, this reptile be whack

- y’know what's funny? ppl thinking dinosaurs didn’t exist. i find creationism very very very intriguing bc how fucking stupid could you be

- that sword throw was faker than my moms tits

- arthur could have done better

- k but like what if merlin’s hand wasn’t under the covers? like he was just throwing that blue ball around right in front of gwen

- can arthur like not hear her? nimuehs literally enchanting the rocks right behind his ear lobes and arthur acts nothing of it until those said rocks collapse and he gasps and suddenly he realises shes evil

- also his fucking hair in this scene looks glorious. perhaps bc it's pushed back rather than his bowl cut, but its doing things to my abdomen

- i thought for a second she was pulling off her mask to say “nimueh” and arthur was gasping bc he only recognised her after her hair was shown, just like in that scene with joker and harvey in the hospital

- OH RIGHT THE SPIDERS I LIKE COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THOSE SONS OF A GUNS

- i’d be dead if those spiders came crawling up to eat me lmfao

- k so nimueh went from :) to >:D in half a second

- i'm smelling up those symbolisms, boys

- watch out pals cause here are some of them:

- merlin is the LIGHT of arthur’s life

- he LIGHTS up the party

- he gives arthur a BRIGHTER future

- he's the GUIDE for his path

- hahhahahaha

- i'm serious when i say i have a huge fear of insects (spiders count in that too, no discrimination) so i'm just putting that there, saying to yall id be fucking terrified

- gaius would be so confused, like we don't see his face here but merlins close-up sweaty concentrated frown, but he’s literally just screaming “ARTHUR!!” “FASTERRR!!” “YESS!!” “CLIMB!!!” gaius would be looking like he walked into something he wasn't supposed to. prob thinking he should just let the kid die so he doesn’t have to deal with this shit anymore

- UTHER LOCKED HIS SON AWAY I'M FUCKING QUESTIONING HIS PARENTING SKILLS

- that's grounding???? throwing ur child in prison???

- yes 999 can i have child services on his ass

- gwens so smart honestly i love her

- pretending to be a maiden for the food, god what a queen

- arthur buying it and saying “yuck you say this is food?! disgustang!”

- the fact that i misspelled disgusting but it autocorrected to disgustang (which is originally what i wanted but autocorrect shouldn’t have known) makes me consider if i should really check my dictionary…. who knows what words are on there

- they’re so smart

- and then this fucker ruins it all while eating his food, checking her out and saying yeah arthurs a prick, hyuck hyuck, realising only that wait fuck u aint the maiden

- how’d they know GWEN was the one not supposed to have delivered the food, what if it was that chick right there???

- welll….. maybe it's because gwen took her sweet time up those steps, staring as if she couldn’t blink at the guards below

- i forget what happens at the end of this episode besides the kiss, and there's like 9 minutes left my fingers may rot at this point

- wake him up! wake him up!

- OH WAIT HE DOESN'T FUCKING WAKE UP DOES HE AND EVERYONE PANICS

- YEAH OKAY I'M SEEING THAT NOW

- MERLIN STOPPED BREATHING

- LMAO GWEN IS IN TEARS

- “HE'S DEAD” SHE SAYS

- ARTHUR BB COME IN HERE TO KISS UR HUBBY ALIVE

- OH WAIT UR IN FUCKING PRISON

- WAIT UP, HE'S ALIVE AND SHE KISSES HIM AFTERWARDS????

- FUCK ME I THOUGHT FOR THE WHOLE EPISODE THE KISS HAPPENED BC HE COULDN'T WAKE UP THAT'S FUCKING WITH ME I DIDN'T KNOW

- i keep forgetting to switch up the cap locks, sorry if it seems im screaming im legit using my inside voice for most of the time just emphasizing my words a little more

- goddamn, everytime they say mercia i just think of “murica”, like those americans on the 7th of july or whatever date the “we love our country” day is, chanting it as they throw around beers and fireworks as people gather round in jerseys or crop tops

- it's not that hard to spot the european on here

- the most celebrated holiday here which contains a lot of beers and big pub gatherings (besides every fucking night honestly) is either new years, lowkey stereotypically correct saint patricks, and ig easter monday but that's more for the kiddos

- i mean ofc christmas and all that shit but im not the most devoted christian, i just like presents and small gatherings among good friends

- wow okay it wasn't the 7th of july

- i mean at first i looked up “USA day” (i couldn’t remember the name) and it popped up today’s date, and i was like no thats not it at all. dec?? its in like july i think. and i was close! it was july 4th.

- uther damn knows it's nimueh!!!

- i mean, he just overheard morgana and arthur talk about it, and initiated himself into a convo about it once morgana left, as his sneaky ass just slithered up like “hey man, u know that woman? yeah uhh, what she say? anything about me? no? k i know who it is tho”

- i thought he was going to apologize or like explain to arthur what's the sitch, but he just waits for five whole seconds before saying. “those who practice magic know only evil. they despise and seek to destroy goodness wherever they find it.”

- arthur, confused: sounds as if you know her

- uther, walking away: i do

- arthur:

- wow k lots of fucking quotes here cause it's the merthur reunion

- get ready babs

- arthur: still alive then?

- merlin: oh yes, just about… i understand i have you to thank for that

- arthur, leaning on the chair merlin is sitting in, stifling a smile: ah it's nothing, a half-decent servant is hard to come by. i was only dropping by to make sure you’re alright… i.... expect you to be back to work tomorrow

- merlin, watching arthur as he slightly walks away having embarrassed himself: arthur... thank you

- arthur, slowly: you too

- they stare for like 5 whole seconds

- arthur, uncomfortable: well… get some rest

- there we go folks: my eulogy.

- hope someone reads it at my funeral

[ny-watcher]

#BB20 - Here we have the New Big Brother House Pictures 🙂👌

Ok we saw the Housemates now it's Time to see what the Big Brother House Looks like this year and NO I won't Rant about how it's time they Overhauled the House by giving it a complete makeover which means New House Layout not just New Props and Decor cause that won't happen. Every year its the same Story I Expected the Expected with this Penny Pinching Production Team and even though in the World of Big Brother they have become the Laughing stock - this BB Production Team doesn’t care. Even in 3rd world Countries they change their BB House Layout (which Means changing Rooms around and/or adding more Rooms not just changing the Decor) every year and some even have 2 Houses.  Sad but True

Well anyway lets talk about whats New this Year. They Say the House is More Techie because they added some New Tech related Features but in REALITY its more of a Game Room Adventure Theme than a Techie one. So what is New? Ok lets begin

1- They Added a New Intercom in the HOH Room that allows the HOH to watch a few extra rooms not normally shown on the Main HOH Monitor and the HOH can speak to anyone in those rooms but they can't hear them - Yep it's a one way Intercom. So how does this make sense? Well it would make it easier for the HOH to call someone up to the their Room for a Private Convo assuming the Speaker in the Room doesn't Broadcast too Loud since that would defeat the Purpose. It's also one way cause you wouldn't want 2 Housemates having Long conversations on the Intercom - that would be annoying.

2- They added a Pin Board to the Lounge Room so Housemates can Press their Hands and Faces into the Wall to entertain themselves - But we all know there will be someone who will press their ass into it - Mark My Words! it will happen.

3- They added a Rock climbing wall in the Living Room and according to Julie she encourages the Housemates to use it. Which is interesting cause in this House they always shut Housemates Down when it comes to doing anything risky in the House. Although I would Like to think they are Loosening up to allow Housemates to do more and have more Fun - I Feel the Rock Climbing will be short lived and someone in the Control Booth who didn't get the message will most likely Shut it down and stop them from using it. Lets hope Not but Like I said I Expected the Expected with this Production Team.

4- They added Wheels to the Kitchen Counter - HUH? Yep thats right - but Why? Hmmm Maybe they forgot to take them off when they moved the Counter to the Kitchen and decided to call it a Feature or maybe they will use it in a Special Task at some point who knows but I can see some Crazy Housemate trying to take it to the Backyard or even the Bathroom LOL.

5- Ok Now The Housemate Profile Wall - Many have Noticed there are no Keyholes next to where the Profile faces should be and many have wondered why. For me it's not a Big Deal and being a Logical and analytical Person by nature I would think the reason for the Keyholes not being next to the screens is because they can now add the Keys Next to the Housemates Faces and even change the colors of the Keys to indicate who is Nominated etc. So there is no need for inserting or removing Keys or Housemates trying to Steal them by putting them in their Suitcases when they know they will be Evicted.

6- And Last but Not least even though the Production Team hasn't given the Public what they've been requesting for years (which is a New House Layout) the Penny Pinchers atleast tried to used the Decor Budget a little more wisely and decided to use a Sliding wall between the Bedrooms to make the House feel more Spacious. It's a Welcoming change but how much the Sliding doors will be used is anyone's guess since a more open area means less privacy to chat. Although we all know the walls were always thin and conversations could be heard through the walls all the time - Some will think the Wall will sound proof their convos and want to keep the Sliding door closed. What I do see happening is a Big Pillow Fight atleast one before BB Shuts it Down.  

OK So I'm sure there are a few more things to point out but I'll leave that for another time. Oh Wait there is one other Issue (The Have-Nots) - As you might have noticed there are 3 Main Bedroom areas not including the HOH Room. You see the Blue and Pink bedroom and you have the Fidget bedroom - So where is the Have-not Room? and Will there be any have-Nots this Season. Well that’s a wait and see thing. As for a Have-Not Room perhaps they will use the Gym Room -aka- 2nd HOH Room and reveal it later on. Or Maybe they eliminated the Have-Nots and are going back to Basics - Hmm Doubtful but Possible. Like I said it's a wait and see thing until they make it Official. As of this Writing there was no Info one way or another - if that has changed let me Know.

So there you have it - Now we wait for Big Brother 20 to Begin. Lets Hope with some of these Minor yet New Features it will add some additional Entertainment into the BB House. Cross your Fingers 😉

[geo-winchester]

YOU’LL BE BACK (5)

A/N: Hello! So I finally free from school, I think one part of me is starting to freak out but one of the best thing is that I had more time to write! And to celebrate here’s the fifth part of this story, I hope you like it and if you want to be tag to this or my other story just let me know!

Tag list: @heda-mikaelson @cool-ontherun-world @treblebeth

Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4

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Yn was standing next to her father, they were on the control room with a few members of the resistance, everyone was paying attention at what Poe was saying about the new weapon of the First order but one of them interrupted him and describe it like an hyper-lighspeed weapon built it in a planet, Yn and Finn nod as they confirm what the Commander was saying, one of the majors compare it with the Death Star.

-That’s a cute tough but this weapon is easily 10 times bigger and you saw it, this weapon can take a whole system down...

-I’m sorry who are you?- one of the genrals said.

-I’m Yn Solo- at the mention of her last name, everyone around her start to whisper.

-Yeah, this is my daughter and she and that kid- Han said as he point at Finn -can help us, but lets keep hearing what the pretty boy is saying- he said making Poe blush, he clear his throat as he activate the hologram of the Death Star.

-As Yn was saying, this was the Death Star- he push another button and another hologram appear -and this is Starkiller base.

-So it’s big- Han said.

-How is it possible to power a weapon of that size?- a general ask.

-It use the power of the sun- Finn said -As the weapon is charged the sun is drained until it disappears, when the sun disappear it’s over...

-Ma’am- one of the techs interrupted them and give a paper to Leia, she look to everyone around the table.

-The first order, they charging the weapon again now- Everyone start to murmure again -Our system is the next target.

-Oh my, without the republic fleet we’re doomed- C3-PO said.

-Ok, how do we blow it up?- Han said -there’s always a way.

-Han’s right- Leia said, Yn look at the way her parents look, she couldn’t help but smile.

-The base has a Thermal oscillator- Yn said -it’s similar to the one of the Death Star...

-Yes, it is on the precinct 47- he said as he move to the hologram and point the oscillator -Here.

-It might destabilize the core and cripple the weapon- someone said -and maybe the planet.

-We’ll go in there and hit the oscillator with everything we got- Poe said.

-That’s a good plan- Yn said - but there’s something wrong with it, they have defensive shields, it’s going to be difficult to your ships to penetrate them.

-So we disable the shields- Han said -You work there, what do you got?- he ask, Finn look at Yn, who gave him a nod.

-We can do it, we can disable the shields.

-we just need to get there- Yn said, her father look at Chewie.

-We’ll get you there.

-Han, how?- her mother ask him.

-If I told you, you wouldn’t like it.

-So we disable the shields, we take out the oscillator and we blow their big gun- Poe said, chewie roar in response -Alright let’s go.

Everyone start to made their way to the hangar, Leia ask one of the soldiers to guide Yn to a room, it was a simple room with a single bed and a trunk, when she open the trunk she saw that everything inside it belong to her, before she could ask him about it, she saw that the soldier was gone, she took a few of her old clothes. She was walking to the Falcon when she saw BB-8 rolling to one of the X-wing, after she follow the droid, she start to look at the ship.

-Are you thinking on flying one?- she turn around, Poe was standing in front of her with his orange jumpsuit on -I’m sorry to tell you this but this X-wing it’s taken... you can have my jacket but you have to find your own x-wing.

-and what about BB-8? Can I keep him- Poe’s smile fades quickly -I think we made a bond, don’t you think Beebs?- BB-8 beeps in response.

-Not funny, you- he point to BB-8 -get to the ship, we have to go but we are going to talk about this later- Yn couldn’t help but laugh.

-I’m sorry, Commander- she said.

-So what? are you thinking on staying?- he asked her.

-I don’t know, my father just offer me a job and I got to say I don’t think I would look good on an orange jumpsuit- he laugh.

-What are you talking about I think you look great... I mean everyone look great in this uniform... anyway it would be a shame if you leave.

-Really why’s that?

-You would be great to the resistance and I kind of getting used to see you.

-Are you flirting with me, commander?- He scoff.

-What of course not, I just saying...

-Hey kid! We need to go!- Han yell at her, she saw her mother rolling her eyes with a smile.

-Han let them be, they’re just talking.

-They’re smiling at each other, no one can smile to my little girl that way- he said giving to Poe a deadly look, when he turn to leia who seem a little distracted -What?

-you know, no matter how much we fought, I’ve always hated watching you leave.

-That’s why I did it, so you’d miss me.

-I did miss you- she said.

-It was ‘lt all bad, was it?- he ask with a smile -some of it was... good.

-Pretty good- she said making him smile.

-Somethings never changes.

-True- she said -you still drive me crazy -She said, they stay quiet for a second just looking at each other.

-Oh for the love of... just kiss her- Yn said, making them smile, she turn to Finn who was taking something from a box -Finn, you should be careful with that, those are explosive.

-What?- Finn said freaking out, they laugh about the scene.

-Thank you- Leia said.

-For what?

-For bring our daughter back- she said, he bring her in to a hug -And if your see our son, bring them home.

-Sorry to interrupt this but we should go dad- Yn said, Han nod and kiss leia forhead before he walk to the ship, Yn step in front of her mother, she hug her before she could say anything.

-Please be safe- she nod -and take care of your father.

-I will- she said and made her way to the ship but she stop and before leia could ask something Yn was hugging her -Mom I’m sorry I leave... I... I miss you- she said.

-I miss you too, honey- Leia said -just for your knowledge, he’s single- Yn look at her mother a little surprise -just saying- she smile before she run to the ship, when she get to the cockpit she put the belt as the falcon start to take off.