#honestly would not have believed it if u told me before when i was like.. hm 20-24 yrs old? legit wanted to d word but glad i didnt djjsnds
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"Will you overthinking this?" He asked as we were walking hand in hand in the park.
Me, fully aware I have already started overthinking the moment he mentioned that her friend broke off her relationship: "....... juuup"
"What are you overthinking about? Lets discuss it together, let me help"... I explained how, maybe, now that she is single, she might try to get over a guy by getting under another one. Or maybe, since you guys tall about problems and are pretty close, she turns to flirting now that she is single. "Okay and? Why would I get into that while I have my girlfriend at home? I would say no thank you. Also, I don't think she is the person to do that. I have met her before she was in a relationship, and she also wasn't like this then". Okay, well, .. maybe she will have heard bad things about me and will not like me or she will think I am not good enough for you, or too much, and tell you to break up with me. I mean, I'm in a relationship with you, not with her, but ja, well... He put his arms around me and stopped us from walking on, hugging me from behind. "Sometimes I forget how insecure you can be. Do you really think I'll just break up with you because someone tells me to? And besides, I think you should meet her. She is really kind and everytime I mentioned something, she was always more on the reassuring side." Well, I also thought your other friend was kind.. "..... true. ..... I don't have an argument against that."
"So... if she were to still be in a relationship, would it be okay? .. meh, I feel like that's a bad excuse. "Yeah she is in a relationship anyway" , as if that changes anything. Doesn't that sound like a bad thing to you?" Hmm. Well. Honestly, I felt better when she was in a relationship, assuming it wasn't an u know who typa relationship. It's always a 2 people's decision. And that way, I am at least sure that one side is on the no side (as I said it out loud, I realized how fuckedup it sounded.) "Shouldn't you trust me to already be on the no side?" .... I should, yes. I just don't know what to make of the fact that you told me that you can't promise me that it won't happen again. "That was a year ago" .... "back then I wasn't super sure, and before that I was def not sure. Also, I did not want to force you to trust me (def different exact words from his, buthey, u get the point.). It's been a year." Would you get back to it and say something different now then? "Yes. I am sure that it will never happen again".
And there it was. I know he is a firm believer in actions over words, but sometimes I need words to be sure. He told me that he tells me the truth, and I know he does. Thus, if he tells me, I believe him. So. Maybe this is what I needed to truly get to trusting him again. His word. It's not a signed contract, I know. I can't sue him if his words turn out to be false. Though, I needed this. I needed his faith in himself to make sure it won't happen again. Fuck damn hey. I needed him to believe in himself. If he doesn't believe he will stop it the next time, who am I to believe so? Well well well. Before he left, if our roommate wasn't sitting right next to me, I would've said after he asked me if I'm still okay (for like, the 3th time): "if you say it won't happen again, I trust you." Fuck. And I'd mean it. I feel like I have entered a new reality. One in which it is safe for me to have faith in him. In which, sure, maybe a girl will flirt with him, but I can laugh about it. I can be proud to be with that hotstuff that she can't help but talk to. I can make jokes about it and raise my eyebrows up and down. I can do it all, and enjoy the situation, knowing. Truly knowing. That it doesn't matter at all if the other party is on the "yes-boat". He isn't, and he won't get onto it either. Even if a chance presents itself, he won't even see it as one. He has the set in stone plan to come back home to me. Even if she would get him drunk and touch him all over, ... he will say no. Even if it scares me more with booze, he is still himself. He doesn't get into a crazy trans and turns into a different person with different values. He is still the same person who held my hand as we walked in the autumn colored park, and said that it would never happen again.
It feels like something in me has been freed. As if trust was a fluffy creature within me, which was tied down. His words freed it. It still can't believe that the tiny trust guy is free. That it's safe to stand up now and run and smile and truly trust. It's astonished, grasping for those words that set it free. Wanting to hold them and craving for them to invade its veins with its lightning energy and brightness. May it no longer feel the need to stay on the ground; the ties have been undone. Fuck.
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oh em gee the weather is getting warmer can i finally start wearing my spring-y sunglasses????
& on an unrelated note, recently i discovered Thee most delightful little thing, not to get too much into it đđ but its related to one of my fave anime boysđ and i've been soooo happeeeee like im suuuper glad i didnt kms b4 when i was depresso 𤪠b.c life is sooooo much better now and i cant imagine having missed out on this experience uwu đ
#so cliche but it literally does get better lmfaoooo#honestly would not have believed it if u told me before when i was like.. hm 20-24 yrs old? legit wanted to d word but glad i didnt djjsnds#now i feel like i can get thru anything these anime bitches r gonna support me for lyfe#like tbh im still dealing w kinda ew stuff like adult things TAXES RETIREMENT RENT HEALTH INSURANCE and etc other bs thats rly sucking the#life out of me and stressing me out i hate doing adult tasks like fuckkk thattttt#but i havent cried in suchhh a long time like wow im doing great mentally#anyways i love my anime boys thats the point of this post#��� ě§ëę°ě ě¸ě
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#post therapy tummy ow#today i surprised my therapist with a detail i didnt know i hadn't told her yet đĽ´#and i said it so casually and i saw her eyebrows raise REALLY hard and thats when i realized and i was just like ok put a pin in it#i realized recently that like. these traumas i experienced jumble in my head so much bc they DO overlap#and its so fucked up realizing how many people have seen me in vulnerable states and gone âah! i want in on thatâ#not as in âlemme helpâ tho but as in âlemme use you tooâ#like what the FUCKKKKKK#its not even specific to 2016 [where we're focusing on the chaos now] but even BEFORE THAT IM REALIZING#honestly if a chunk of u even knew a fraction of the trauma i experienced i think u would seriously not like me/find me as sexy as yall do#but anyway yea#my tummy hurts and i have to go to work /:#and all i want to do is keep vomiting about the traumas ive experienced bc i got really into some details there at the end /:#all ima say tho is: i deserve to have my life fully funded so i can have a fucking break bc what the actual Fuck#like yeah i couldve made some better decisions but the number of times i got hurt bc i trusted someone and told them things THEY ASKED TO#HEAR ABOUT/HOLD SPACE FOR and then they engaged in the same fucking behaviors or used that pain to then lie to me in ways that i would ofc#believe. . . . . .. . . . . . . disgusting its no wonder I dont feel safe fucking making friends anymore#like even thinking just about like the things i told certain ppl to the harm i experienced by them /:#and thinking of how all that ofc led to someone like my ex being able to take advantage of me#g-d i want to punch all these people
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#i was busy IRL for an hour and half btw#i feel really bad for upsetting that person so much but that really helped me#i think subconciosuly i knew i needed that bc when i was writing the tags i felt like they were Off but i posted anyways#i just needed someone to actually talk with me (even angrily/accusingly) about this because i was so lost. the anon#helped but it didn't really and one back and forth with an anon isn't really talking. bc i consider less theirpotential response#now that i've realized how similar to asexuality this is i can see how intersex ppl who don't personally want to be included#and are saying not to included intersex ppl at all are very insidous#i think i could have only realized that through confrontation in a discussion.#or like. someone telling me i guess lol nobody's actually used that analogy that i've seen#and i thnk that also would have gottten through to me#the weird thing is like. i didn't even believe that intersex people should be EXCLUDED. i never have. i just didn't understand WHY#the 'some want to be left out so be careful' thing was WRONG i had an inkling it was wrong but wasn't sure. and got caught up in that#honestly i don't think i even said that much wrong the OP is just forever fighting on this so i put her into the mode#(honestly i am a little bothred she wasn't really responding to the things i said but i understand her situation)#which to be clear I did NOT mean to do at all.#but i guess i should have expected i would upset that perseon bc all intersex advocates seem really angry these days#probably bc of ppl like me... sorry#but gosh i just don't think it's evil to be misinformed and think you're properly informed and therefore don't go out searching more#it's almost out of your control. because someone else did the lying to you#all u did was believe them. and if u never believe anybody u can't live so u can only doubt ppl when u have reason#and if u know nothing u don't have reason to doubt....#hi it's the next day on second thought it was kind of wild i spent all afternoon yesterday groveling for#having believed intersex ppl when they told me what their community wants as someone who had never heard of intersex before#it's not my fault they lied
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home run | s.r.
in which Spencer and jareau!reader finally get the opportunity to take the next step in their relationship
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who? spencer reid x jareau!reader category: smut (18+ mdni) content warnings: sex bro idk. the sweatshirt. smut with a lot of plot, glasses!spencer, dostoyevsky, paulo coelho, ur crazy if you think i proofread this, flirrrrrrting, protected p in v sex, fingering, heavy petting, post coital dysphoria (why can't i let them simply have a nice time) word count: 4.01k a/n: next on my quest to give fanfic readers realistic sex to read, i give you this! as always, tell me how u feel, my inbox is always open.
âWill you unzip me?â You asked softly, pulling your hair out of the way and turning your back to Spencer, who paused his own disrobing to undo the zipper of your dress.
Itâd been a long day, the light hours spent in the BAU, and the evening spent at Rossiâs, who wanted to get at least one more cookout in before the weather turned. Youâd finally reached the end of your day, and for the first time, you were spending it with Spencer.
Facing away from him still, you let the fabric drop to the floor, taking your sweatshirt from your go bag and tugging it over your head. Spencer hummed from behind you, âI canât believe you still wear that.â
A small smile formed on your face as you turned around. âItâs comfortable,â you justified, the old FBI Academy sweatshirt had previously lived in Spencerâs apartment, but youâd claimed it for yourself nearly two years ago. It had the perfect amount of wear, making it one of your favoritesâamong other reasons.
You tried not to let your eyes linger while Spencer changed, instead focusing on details in his room that youâd never seen before and making note of what books he kept on his nightstand. âItâs old,â Spencer responds plainly, putting on an old MIT t-shirt and reaching out for you, grabbing your waist and pulling you close.
Before being with Spencer, you wouldnât have considered yourself the kind of person to take things slowly, but with him, that was the only option you were willing to consider. You were so scared of things being ruined with him that you only made moves when you knew you were absolutely ready. Maybe that was why it took you nearly two years before the two of you started dating, but he was willing to walk the tightrope with you.
You walked around the bed, sitting up on the mattress and watching him go into the bathroom, âSo, what do you want to do tonight?â He asked from the bathroom, coming back out with his glasses on and leaning against the doorframe.
Humming, you look over at him, âDidnât think that far ahead?â A teasing lilt carried through your question, cocking your head as he made his way over to you. Heâd asked you on Monday if youâd like to spend Friday night at his place, and he had seemed surprised when you accepted his offer.
âI have a few ideas, but I wanted to see if there was something specific you had in mind. Since youâve already interrupted your usual schedule to stay here, I wanted to give you a choice,â he rambled. He always rambled when he was nervous.
You raised your eyebrows curiously, âSpence?â
With him standing in front of you, you studied his eyes. His contacts had a blue tint to them, so seeing him in his glasses was really your only opportunity to see his eyes as they truly appeared. âYeah, baby?â
Your heart fluttered at the nickname, âWe donât have to do anything special. What would you be doing if I werenât here?â
âReading,â he told you unabashedly.
Honestly, you shouldâve guessed that. âOkay, then we can read. Do you have a book I can borrow?â
Spencer nodded, âYouâre welcome to anything, but are you sure? We could find a movie to watch instead.â
âWe donât have to do anything special just because itâs our first night together, and besides, reading side by side sounds nice,â you told him, waving off his concerns about entertainment and walking into the living room, scanning over his extensive collection. Plucking one off the shelves, you return to Spencer, watching him pull the covers down on the bed, preparing both yours and his side.
You set your book on the nightstand and climbed up on the mattress, his box spring causing it to be almost precariously high. âThe Alchemist?â He questioned, reading the title of the book that you had selected.
Tracing the title with your fingertip, you shrugged, âIâve never read it. Should I pick a different book?â
He shook his head in response, âNo, and I donât want to influence your opinion with mine.â
âWell, what are you reading?â You peered over to look at the book in his hands, reading the cover, âHow many times have you read that book?â Since you started dating four months ago, heâd read Crime and Punishment at least three times.
Flipping the book back open, Spencer went back to the pages, âIâve never read this version before, the editor decided to publish his thoughts along with the translated text.â
You raised your eyebrows curiously, âAnd what are your thoughts on that?â
âI think his translation of the original Russian is perfectly adequate, but his comments read like a high schooler who was forced to read the book for a class,â he explained, his hand absentmindedly resting on your bare thigh once you settled into the bed.
Humming, you opened your book, reading the foreword and trying to ignore Spencerâs hand placement. There was no reason to lose your mind over a little thigh touching.
Once you made it to the beginning of the actual story, you became vaguely aware of Spencerâs thumb rubbing small circles on the inside of your thigh, leading to you closing the book and setting it back on the bookshelf. Taking a deep breath, you rolled onto your side, leaving Spencer to move his hand from your skin, and you rested your head on his shoulder.
You looked up at him, watching his lips move as he read the words on the page, you felt very lucky to have this part of Spencer. The Spencer who let his glasses slide to the very bottom of his nose and had an affinity for reruns of cartoons from the eighties. âAre you alright?â He whispered once he finished his chapter, reaching an arm up to ruffle your hair affectionately.
âMhm,â you murmured, âDonât feel like reading.â
Gently, Spencer craned his head to drop a featherlight kiss to the tip of your nose, eliciting a small smile from you. âLet me know if you need anything,â he said softly.
As odd as it seemed, you liked watching him read, at the very least, it was impressive to watch. You kept your eyes on him, watching how intently he focused on the book despite having read it several times before.
He looked back down at you, catching you staring, âCan I kiss you?â
The question took you by surprise, but you nodded in response, looking at him as he ducked his head down and pecked your lips. He pushed his glasses up on his nose, putting his free hand in front of his mouth as he went back to reading.
In his defense, his resolve lasted for one more chapter, turning the page before snapping the book shut and resting it on his nightstand. Spencer turned his head to yours again, âHey.â
âHi,â you responded, unsure about where he was headed with this. Opening your mouth to ask him a question only to be met with his lips on yours, he took his time now, resting a hand on the side of your neck, the pad of his thumb at the hinge of your jaw as he held you close.
Tentatively, he swiped his tongue along your bottom lip, and that single motion drew a small moan from the back of your throat, causing you to pull away from Spencer.
Your eyes were wide in surprise, âIâm so sorry. I donât know where that came from.â
Spencer shook his head, pulling at your waist, âCâmere,â he said, encouraging you to straddle him, your knees on either side of his hips, âIs this okay?â
âYeah,â you breathed, leaning forward and resting your hands on his chest, you pressed a soft kiss to his lips. âThis is okay,â you whispered against his lips.
It wasnât like the two of you hadnât made out before, it was usually just on the couch, or in Spencerâs reading chair, or one time when you were the only two on the jet. Thisâmaking out in his bedâit felt different somehow.
Coming back up for air, you looked up at Spencer, a giggle escaping your throat as you tried to meet his eyes. âOops,â you said, his glasses had fogged up while you were kissing, so you leaned back while he took them off, resting them on his nightstand.
Spencer rested his hands on your hips, his thumbs gently massaging over your hip bones as you studied his expression, âHoney,â he said, suddenly serious, âI want you to know that I didnât invite you to spend the night with this in mine.â
He was drawing the same conclusions as you, but still, you looked at him doubtfully, âDo you mean to tell me that the prospect of sex didnât even cross your mind when it came to inviting me to spend the night?â
A soft pink bloomed across his cheeks, you found yourself wanting to kiss them, âOkay, maybe it occurred to me that we might find ourselves in this position.â
You straightened up slightly, âSo, I trust you have a condom.â
Nodding, Spencer reached a hand up and smoothed your hair back with the kind of tenderness that made you want to cry. âI do, but we donât have to have sex tonight, okay?â
âBut I want to,â you responded, maybe a tad too quickly. Your face warms, âI mean⌠Iâd like to. If you want to.â With an air of finality, you leaned forward and pressed your lips to his, one of your hands found a home in his hair while the other rested on his collarbone.
As if on cue, the phone started to ring. An incessant blare designed to wake you up in case you were being called in in the middle of the night. Spencer chuckled as you dramatically dragged yourself off of his lap and dug through your bag for your phone.
If it were Penelope or Hotch, youâd answer without a second thought, but the caller ID showed your sister on the other line. You declined the call, texting her an excuse before leaving your phone on the nightstand.
Spencer dragged his fingertips down your arm, âWho was it?â
âJJ,â you told him leaning back over his torso and pressing a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth, âIâll call her back later,â you continued, kissing the other corner of his mouth.
He hummed in response, settling his hands on your waist, âTomorrow?â He proposed, gently guiding your back to the bed.
Nodding, you looked up at him, âTomorrow,â you confirmed, sighing contently as your legs fell open, giving him the room he needed to rest his body between them. Youâd never felt so at ease in bed with someone, no one had ever touched you so carefully before.
��Good,â he whispered against your lips, gently parting them with his own as you looped your arms over his shoulders, âHold on,â he said, pulling back and climbing off of the bed.
Your eyes followed him intently as he stopped in front of his go bag, unzipping the side pouch and pulling out a familiar-looking box. âYouâve been keeping condoms in your go bag?â Your question is succeeded by a fit of giggles, any nervousness disappearing at the realization that Spencerâs been carrying contraception with him all day.
Rolling his eyes, Spencer lobbed the box at you, but you were still laughing too hard to be bothered by the lightweight box hitting your arm. âExcuse me for wanting to be prepared,â he teased back, climbing up on the bed and finding a spot right next to you.
âNo, youâre right,â you said, continuing to giggle despite your best attempts to stop. âOkay, Iâm sorry, let me put on my serious face,â you pressed your lips together in a thin line, holding them together with your teeth as you tried to stop any giggles from escaping. âYou would make a great boy scout,â you told him, failing to keep a straight face.
Sighing, Spencer kissed your smiling lips, giving you a soft peck between every word he said.
âYouâre.â
Kiss.
âSo.â
Kiss.
âCute.â
By the final kiss, youâre ready to ascend into the heavens. Knowing you can die happy because you��ve known what itâs like to love him. Youâre not even worried about the fact that he chose to call you cute as opposed to hot or sexy. Spencerâs never let you consider the idea of being someone other than who you are.
âI love you,â you whispered, looking at him as he positioned himself between your legs again, taking your lower lip between your teeth because this time you could feel his length. Even through three layers of fabric, his hardness pressed against your core in a way that made your head spin.
Spencer hummed, âI love you too.â His tone was careful as his hands slipped up your sweatshirt, a totem to show where the two of you started and where you are now. His fingers wandered over your skin, an exploration of your body as the hem of the sweatshirt started riding up your waist, âyour heart is racing.â
You sat up, trying to encourage him to take your sweater off, âYou have that effect on me.â You took a deep breath as he followed your cue and pulled your sweatshirt over your head, once he tossed it to the hamper, you pushed at his t-shirt, whipping it off his body without a care in the world.
He was just looking at you, just studying you in the way someone would look at a piece of art. Feeling encouraged, you reached back to unclasp your bra, letting the fabric fall off of your chest before dropping it just off the side of the bed. âPretty,â he breathed, leaning forward to kiss you again, his lips making their way along your jawline, along the column of your throat, and just below your collarbones. âPretty, pretty girl,â he murmured, rendered uncharacteristically at a loss for words at the sight of you topless.
You gasped as his lips attached themselves to your chest, sucking at the soft skin and leaving little love bites behind. He moved his hand to gain better balance, leaving one at the side of your head, âOw, Spence,â you yelped.
Spencerâs head snapped up, âAre you okay?â He asked, more fear in his voice than was strictly necessary for the issue.
âYour hand is on my hair,â you said, moving your hair behind your head when he instantly moved his hand.
He dropped a kiss to your forehead, oddly domestic for the state of undress you were in, âIâm sorry, honey.â
You shook your head, âItâs okay, câmere,â you whispered, placing your hand on the back of his head and guiding his lips to yours. Slowly, you extend your free arm between your bodies, slipping your hand between the elastic of his briefs and his stomach, wrapping your hand around his shaft.
He moaned into your mouth at the contact, his lips faltering against yours as you ran your thumb over the tip, gathered his precum on your finger, and withdrew your hand, bringing your hand up to your separated mouths and sucking the liquid off of your thumb. âYouâre going to be the death of me,â he groaned, reattaching his lips to your neck, bringing his lips further down your chest until he took your nipple in his mouth, nipping at it gently with his teeth while his fingers wandered up to play with your other breast, massaging the flesh.
âOh,â you breathed, looking up at the ceiling fan and trying to stop your hips from bucking up as his mouth separated from your breast with a wet pop, his hand skimming down your torso and stopping just above the hem of your underwear, looking to you for permission before he exposed your core.
Slowly, he hooked his fingers in the sides of your panties and dragged them down your legs, leaving them on the mattress for you to find easily as he pushed your knees apart. His hand made its way to your pussy, fingers dragging lazily up and down your slit, âIs this okay?â
Nodding, âYeah,â you answered, bracing yourself for the intrusion of his fingers, but you were surprised when it didnât come yet. Instead, his index finger pressed gently against your clit, softly rubbing at the bundle of nerves, trying to prepare you. A soft whine escaped your lips at the sight, âWill you kiss me?â You asked, your eyes wide and pleading with him.
Obliging your wishes, he left his hand in its place while he pressed his lips against yours, you slid your tongue into his mouth, running the tip of it along his bottom lip. You moaned into his mouth as he played with your clit, need growing in your core as his fingers moved.
âAh,â you gasped against his mouth when he slipped a finger into your hole, separating your lips while you tipped your head back against the pillows. âOh, wow,â you breathed at the feeling of him knuckle-deep in you, his finger remaining still while you adjusted to the intrusion.
Spencer hummed, bringing his head back down and resting it on your tummy while he curled his fingers in your cunt. You brought your hands down to rest on his head, tugging at his hair while he started to thrust his finger in and out of you, wet squelching sounds emanating from your core as he did.
A moan was ripped from your throat when he added another finger to the mix, stretching your pussy even further while you felt your walls contract around his hand. âSpence,â you breathed, moaning again at the sensations that were coursing through your body, âSpence, baby.â
He tore his eyes away, looking up at you while his hand slowed slightlyâjust in case, âWhat do you need, honey?â
Honey. The sweet pet name plucked at your heartstrings as you propped yourself up on your elbows, âIâmâ Can we...?â You started, not sure how to proposition him. Can we have sex? Seemed like too little too late. Will you make love to me? Made you want to throw up in your mouth a little bit. âWill you fuck me?â Was what you settled on, albeit a bit crude, but it was your best option at the time.
He withdrew his fingers from your cunt, eliciting a whimper from you at the emptiness, he reached over for the box of condoms that he had previously thrown at you, handing the box to you so he could shed his boxer briefs.
Staring at the way his cock stood at attention, you considered wrapping your mouth around him, just for a moment, but Spencer didnât seem interested in anything other than doing what youâd asked of him. Instead, you reached out your hand and wrapped your fingers around the base. He was already plenty hard, but you felt the need to reciprocate pleasure, which is why you were surprised when he moved your hand before you could even start.
âItâs okay,â he reassured you, and you nodded a response, telling yourself youâd remember to return the favor in the future. Maybe in the morning.
Handing him a lavender packet, you watched as he carefully tore the package open, pinching the tip and rolling the condom over himself. âIs this good?â You asked, lying on your back as you watched him settle back between your legs, your breath hitched as his cock lined up with your entrance.
Spencer nodded, âYouâre perfect. Iâll go slow, okay?â He rubbed at your thigh comfortingly, waiting for you to give him another okay before he started pushing into you. Between your wetness and the added lubrication of the condom, he slid in with little resistance, but he took it slowly, just like he had promised.
He watched you the whole time with the knowledge that you hadnât had sex in years, the last thing heâd want to do was cause you any pain.
Once he was fully sheathed in you, you buried your face in his neck, pressing little kisses to his soft skin as you focused on anything other than the pressure in your core.
âIâm okay,â you whispered, he didnât even have to ask you for the reassurance. âIâmâ fuck,â you cried out, unable to help the way your walls tightened around his cock. âYou can move,â you told him, your voice muffled against his neck.
He inhaled sharply as he pulled his hips from yours before slowly pressing them back together, âI love you.â
You nodded, âI love you too,â you murmured, muffling your moans in his neck as a courtesy to his neighbors, unable to control them as his tentative thrusts turned into a steady rhythm. Carefully thrusting into you while he moved one of his hands up, intertwining your fingers with his at the side of your headâminding his hand placement.
Hooking your ankles together behind his back, you squeezed his hand at the same time as your cunt clenched around his length. He continued fucking into you, pushing your legs open even further until he hit a spot inside of you that made you see stars.
âSpence,â you cried out, trying to warn him about your impending orgasm before it washed over you. Your walls uncontrollably clenched around him as you fully muffled yourself against him, soft squeaks escaping your mouth as he kept going, the pulsating of your pussy driving him even closer to his own orgasm.
His hips stuttered in their movements as you pulled your face from his neck, breathing the cool air as Spencer spilled his cum into the condom. His head drooped, pressing soft kisses to your collarbone as the both of you caught your breath. âIâm gonna pull out,â he warned you, carefully slipping his softened cock from your hole.
A slight panic came over you as you felt tears well up in your eyes faster than you could process them, hiccupping for air as they fell down into your hairline.
That got Spencerâs attention, lifting himself and looking at you, âHey,â his voice was so soft, âWhatâs wrong? Are you hurt?â
Bordering on babbling, you shook your head, âNo, Iâm fine,â you cried, more tears falling from your face. âI donât even know why âm crying,â you told him, resting a hand on your chest.
âShh, hey,â Spencer cooed, âYouâre okay, Iâve got you.â Gingerly, he laid down on his back and pulled you into him, letting you rest your head on his chest as he smoothed your hair back comfortingly. âThere are just a lot of emotions going through you right now, and thatâs okay,â he whispered. âYouâre safe with me.â
You nodded slowly, âIâm sorry,â you whimpered, having ruined a perfect first time by bursting into tears immediately after.
Spencer pressed a tentative kiss to your hairline, âItâs okay, thereâs no need to be sorry. Itâs completely normal,â he murmured, one hand in your hair and the other rubbing circles on your back. âYouâre alright. Hey, itâs called post-coital dysphoria, and it happens to about forty-six percent of people,â he told you.
Despite yourself, you gave a breathy laugh, âI feel like youâre making that up so Iâll feel better.â You sniffled, wiping at your eyes with your fingers.
âItâs a real thing, I promise,â he reassured you, continuing to comfort you until tears stopped falling. âHey, what do you say we get cleaned up and we can watch something in bed.â
You hummed in response, âYou donât like screens in your room, you say it messes with your REM sleep.â
âIt does mess with your REM sleep, but Iâd be willing to make an exception for you tonight,â he said, smiling softly when you lifted your head from his chest. âCome on, honey. Iâve got you.â
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Hi could u write max x sunshine desi reader where she is his teammate and everyone (all drivers and team principles)adores her and she is known for wearing saris to events and award ceremonies and max and her having a grumpy x sunshine trope
Also like pr games for insta or smthing where he pronounce hindi words or muhavare and its cutee and fans love them!!!!!
I loved superstitions!!!!
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Summary: Based on the anon's request!
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max was not grumpy. he was fun, and he was slightly unhinged, but he was not grumpy. though, in comparison to his teammate, y/n, everyone else seemed grumpy. she was quiet literally sunshine embodiment.
the two had been teammates for two seasons now, and everyone loved her. as they should. secretly, max also loved her. he would never say it out loud, though.
his favourite thing about her was the way she dressed up for any and all non-race event. she was always in a kurta or a sari. max had not known what her attire was called till he heard her talking about it once to charles' girlfriend. he could have done the sensible thing and just asked her himself, but finding out the way that he had done was easier.
max and y/n's relationship had really changed from teammates to more after max had attempted to anonymously gift her a sari for an event. y/n had looked radiant, max was speechless, and the rest was history for them.
it was during one of the PR events where max had gotten unhinged again and cursed a few times. the managers were furious, but she could tell that he didn't really give a fuck. to save him from future scoldings, y/n had come up with a plan that she really thought could save him.
"max," she called out.
"yes, my love,"
"i'm going to save you from future pr nightmares," she said confidently.
max laughed, "right, okay. how are you going to do that?"
"you're always getting in trouble for saying swear words on live tv. what if you say them in a language people don't understand?" there was a glint in her eyes that told max that she was going to be trouble. but, he loved her for it.
"how are we going to do that?"
"baby, i come from a country where we have a wide range of swear words. we've got different categories too."
max laughed. he did that more around her. he would never let anyone from the outside world see or know that.
"i'm serious! we've got swear words for moms, sisters, animals, body organs, animal body organs. you name it, and we probably have it!" y/n insisted.
"okay, okay, i believe you. teach me some of the words, and i'll see if it works for me,"
y/n clapped her hands in excitement, and began going through her list, explaining their meaning.
max had never been more in love.
a few months later, when the desi f1 fans caught what was happening, they made a compilation video. it consisted of every hindi swear word that max had said in interviews and such, with y/n laughing in the corner, and the interviewer being absolutely clueless on what was being said. the video had compiled all of those moments with the least to worst swear words, purposely not adding the meanings to keep the rest of the world confused.
it was a long time before anyone else, especially the red bull pr managers caught on, and only then did y/n get yelled at for the first time by them.
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this is the first max verstappen imagine I've written! idk if this is what you wanted, anon, but honestly, I couldn't see max saying muhavre and stuff, but I could see him saying a lot of curse words in hindi, so I went with that! also, I love the fact that when I went on Pinterest to look for pictures of max, almost every picture was of him smiling or laughing. i've also got a link for my taglist and requests that you can find here!
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Hi can i request an smau with just met to love at first sight (maybe summertime fling) with lando based on Wherever u r by umi and V 𼚠happy ending!!
wherever u r. ln4. smau.
lando norris x actress!reader
lando always thought that love at first sight was some cliche created by the movies, something not applicable with real life. but then he met you
faceclaim: madelyn cline
y/ninsta posted a story
written: emergency leg shave in a hotel sink before going out in monaco that i definitely do not belong at, wish me luck.
y/bff replied to your story: i can't believe you are going to an event alone, your confidence baffles me
y/ninsta: if it makes you feel better i said yes when i was drunk and now that i'm stone cold sober i am shitting my pants
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written: two hours later and i am ready
y/nsightings posted a story
written: y/n spotted outside a club in monaco, there is a massive celebrity event there tonight she told a fan that her plus one dropped out last minute so she is attending alone and is shitting herself, sounds like our y/n
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f1updates: lando, charles and alex, daniel and heidi have all been spotted outside the same club in monaco. there is an exclusive invite only event taking place. several celebrities have already been spotted entering the club including zendaya, yn l/n, tate mcrae and the kid laroi
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user1: i would sell a kidney to get inside that club
user2: omg this is the event y/n was shaving her legs for
user3: she is so real for that if i knew that i was going to be in a room with f1 drivers i would shave EVERYTHING
user4: the summer break just started and they are already meeting up at a party they are all obsessed with each other
y/nupdates posted a story
written: y/n spotted leaving the monaco party with an unknown man
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y/nfan: guys! so my boyfriend does a lot of work behind the scenes in film and tv so we got invited to this event in monaco. and i spotted y/n standing at the back of the party not really interracting with anyone because she didn't know anyone so i went up to her told her that i was a massive fan and she spent a lot of the night with us. we were dancing and watching lando norris' dj set when he saw her and goes "holy shit that is y/n y/ln shit you are hotter in person" and when his dj set was done he ran off the stage and over to us and we were about to take a selfie so i got this gem. honestly the best night ever.
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user7: could that be who y/n was spotted leaving with
user5: omg that is such a lando thing to do
user6: i would not be mad at this couple
landonorris posted a private story
charlesleclerc replied to your story: alex is so mad that she didn't get the chance to meet y/n last night and you guys are just hanging
landonorris: man we are not just hanging, she is like actually perfect
charlesleclerc: oh dear are you what the kids call down bad
landonorris: i will forever hate alex for teaching you that
mclaren: so if you fancied inviting your new "friend" to the dutch gp no one would be mad, especially if she wanted to take part in media day
landonorris: you never miss a trick admin, i'll talk to her
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written: beach day
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y/ninsta: monaco trip dump
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sabrinacarpenter: can't wait for you to be back in la
y/ninsta: girl i have so much shit to tell you
alexandrasaintmleux: meeting you was a dream come true, can't wait until we get to hang out again
y/ninsta: love you so much, will have to visit again soon
landonorris: i made the cut !
y/ninsta: that night was too memorable to not include
user8: y/n what do you mean
user9: lando norris wtf is this crossover episode
user10: didn't she go on holiday alone, who took all these pictures
y/ninsta posted a story
written: first time on a private jet wtf never flying commercial ever again
landonorris posted a story
written: and we arrived, so ready for the next part of the season
charlesleclerc replied to your story: if "we" is who i think it is alex is going to lose her mind
landonorris: tell alex her job is to make sure y/n doesn't get lost in the paddock
f1celebs posted a story
written: actress y/n y/ln has arrived for media day here in the netherlands
y/ninsta posted a story
written: exciting things coming
mclaren posted a story tagging landonorris and y/ninsta
written: lando took actress y/n y/ln on a hot lap, click the link here to watch the whole thing
landonorris
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landonorris: bring your girlfriend to work day
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y/ninsta: i think you mean "almost kill your girlfriend at work day"
landonorris: babe i was actually going slow
alexandrasaintmleux: no you brought MY girlfriend to work
landonorris: well no...
mclaren: next time we will put y/n behind the wheel
y/ninsta: omg really !
landonorris: that is an awful ideal
user10: he has just beaten the norizz allegations by pulling one of the hottest women in hollywood omg way to prove us wrong
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Hiii! I read your works alot because it's one of the active twst writers I see (I'm a dead writer myself LMAO)
Savanaclaw, riddle and Azul with a reader who's cheery and often bouncing with optimism that always has the mind boggling stories to tell. What do you mean that they literally man handed a lion because it won't stop messing around? What do you mean they were in a pit full of scorpions because they accidentally rolled down a hill? What do you mean they literally escaped a real decapitation (hinting towards Riddle LMAO) because he put one spoon full of herbs instead of a teaspoon? Likeâ they could go on forever! And the thing is, they have evidence of it.
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A/N: Thank u so much I've been trying to stay on top of writing but it can get so hard!! But I really do try to keep this fandom alive w some goodies, anyways I'll stop yapping heres
Savanaclaw, Azul, and Riddle with a cheery, adventurous Reader!
Leona:
He didn't exactly always question your storytelling before he got to get to know you as he would rather spend time sleeping. But it seemed like literally everyone was captivated by your latest entertaining experience.
As you guys' relationship grew, it got to the point where he couldn't ignore you dropping an insane piece of lore about yourself.
"Yeah, I was accidentally poisoned before-"
"What did you just say-"
"It's okay though, the gnome did apologize and I got my stomach pumped but everything is all good!"
He makes sure to keep an eye out on you, and honestly your stories are the main thing that keep him awake during the day especially because they're real. And although it may seem he's nonchalant when you message him about where you're at, Leona always makes sure to respond as he does care.
Jack:
As your first friend at NRC and protector kinda, he would get paranoid when you would sometimes disappear. However at first Jack believed you were an independent person, and wasn't up to any nefarious activity.
Until you came back with a gorgon head in a brown sack where he was studying in the autobiography section in the library talking about that you accidentally defeated it.
He screamed in terror upon seeing the thing, causing for him to be shushed completely by offended students. But he could not care less due to the sliced head within the sack, however he quickly took you both outside and you being you didn't exactly see the problem in this situation.
Once you where in an open area near NRC's well he began to question you.
"Why-? A-And how? Why are you like this, do you know how much danger you were in?!"
"To answer all your questions in order, 1. I got lost and she had a huge problem with me, 2. I got scared and ran with my eyes closed with the sword and BOOM, just clean off, and yes I know I was in a lot of danger and I'm very sorry for not responding to your calls."
He was way too scared for both you and himself to respond and learned his lesson to keep an eye on you more.
Ruggie:
Ruggie always told you that he was a "see it to believe it" type person and he was never really believing your wild tales you would tell even if you came back with a little souvenir. He always just assumed you were pulling his leg for a bit.
Until he texted you one day over Magicam, since it was a slow day at the Savannaclaw dorm. Only for you to reply with a video, making him click on it not knowing what he should expect.
Queue you to being in an extremely angry dragon's mouth,
"Hey Ruuggieee! I'll get back to you later since I'm in a pickle right now, but I promise I'll call you when I'm done!"
He nearly passed out upon the sight because what in all of the sevens' names doing inside of that deadly beast. The beast man ended up walking to Ignihyde to possibly get Idia to track your location based on your I.P address, only for his phone to ring just as he was about to blab about what happened.
It was you!
He quickly picked up his phone to hear your excited voice blaring on the phone, "I told you I would call you back! Anyways, come over to my house I have something to show you."
You ended up bringing home a dragon's tooth and treasure and while Ruggie was overjoyed, he reprimanded you for being irresponsible.
But he wouldn't mind it too much if you brought back goodies like this just make sure to let him know so he could tag along.
Azul:
You were running late to a meeting about mending a contract between students he scammed. Since you know him quite well and is a good friend of his, the students thought your kind hearted nature could persuade him out of binding them to the Monstro Lounge for an entire semester.
He written in a small font on the contract that if you were over 15 minutes late, you would be unable to host this meeting and the deal would be off completely. The white haired boy glanced at the clock as the time ticked and he would have his own free work force.
Until you had to come 30 seconds from it being called off completely out of breath.
"Sorry Azul! But I got you a little present from the desert," you said dropping down in your seat and digging through this brown sack.
The ancient golden scarab of the Hot Sands.
"Is that-"
"The golden scarab included with the jewel eyes? Yup and I did it all by myself!" You said, extremely proud of yourself.
"Do you understand the value of what you have in your hand? And what were you doing all the way out there by yourself I just talked to you a day ago and that is damn near a 5 day journey?"
"I did this since I did the calculations and about an 1/4 of the wages that the students owe you is in the value of this jewel bug here. So if I split the riches with you, will you let them go?"
You did all of this for some measly students you knew in passing? How could you jeopardize yourself like that?
But he at the same time, respected you greatly and for your trouble and kind heart.
However, he told you to not go anywhere without telling him.
And no of course it's not because he cares about you and was scared once you told him where you went...of course not...
Riddle:
Is the first person who noticed you were gone because he likes to keep tabs on his friends. He didn't know what to expect but the red head just believed you were busy.
So, Riddle decided to shoot you a text as everyone was hanging out in the Heartslabyul dorm and he really wanted to see you.
'Good afternoon, Y/N please feel free to stop by the Heartslabyul dorm. Your company is very appreciated :)'
You quickly texted back, 'Hey Riddle! I'm gonna swing by with a surprise ;D'
He smiled at his phone, unknowing as to what you were going to bring by. Thinking you might bring by muffins or a sweet treat as such.
Not the sword of Excalibur.
You opened the door, bursting in loudly with the enormous sword slung on your back as Grim carried two sacks of gold. Everyone was completely flabbergasted, as the sword had been known to be a mythological thing not yet proven like the fountain of youth.
But there it was on your back as you grinned.
Turned out you picked up your first job at an exploration company and they sent you on a death wish mission to get this damn sword. And in contrary to what everyone believed would be the outcome, you succeeded and retrieved the artifact.
Unfortunately for you, you ended up being scolded for about two hours straight for being completely irresponsible by Riddle with some chime ins from your friends.
He admired your intense tenacity and bravery, but Riddle was super worried about you whenever you take on a quest. He forced you to have a partner whenever you go on missions and call him every time you reached an important point to make sure you were alive and safe.
"So... you really do care about me-"
"By the great seven- YES ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU COULD'VE GOTTEN KILLED IN THAT DAMN ENCHANTED FOREST-"
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Ok Derek angst what about a non-bau gf getting jealous of his flirting with Garcia? Bc ngl if my bf did that with a girl who I hadnât met I would be super upset and then May be his gf meets Garcia and realizes sheâs a girls girl and super sweet? Idk u can take it any direction
ty for your request ⥠fem!reader
You don't want anything to do with Penelope Garcia. Honestly, you wouldn't ever meet her if you had your way, but you're level-headed enough to know that she's important to Derek. Integral to his life. It's a miracle you put off meeting her as long as you had.Â
At first, you genuinely thought she was Derek's mom. He always ended calls with, "Love you, mama." It was only a few weeks ago when he shook things up to say, "I love you, babygirl," did you look up from the book on your thigh to ask who it was.
"Penelope," he'd said, like he was confused. "Who'd you think?"Â
You shrugged noncommittal, earning yourself a hair pet and a kiss. You lay awake that night wondering if you got it wrong. You'd heard a hundred stories about her and felt reluctantly fond, but now? Your boyfriend calls other girls pet names, what do you do about that? What can you?Â
You ignored it. And now you have to meet her.Â
She doesn't seem as nefarious as you've imagined her, springing from her seat at the cafe table to hug you. "Hi! Oh my god hi! I can't believe I'm finally meeting you, I've never been this happy in my life! You're so pretty!"Â
You wince at her arms thrown over your shoulders but reciprocate. You aren't a total bitch.
"Thank you," you say. She smells like coffee creamer and hairspray. She pulls away to beam at you, her lips painted a shiny, pretty red. "It's nice to meet you. Derek has nothing but good things to say about you."
It sounds awfully formal, like you're opening a bank account with a teller who has a shared acquaintance. Derek gives you a look. You give him a look back, mutual confusion. She may be his best friend, but you don't know her (and what you do know you're jealous of, so).Â
Derek takes your hand despite your off behaviour to show you off with pride, his teeth peeking from behind his lips milky white. "My two favourite girls had to meet eventually."
"I thought I'd be more jealous about coming second," Penelope says, eyes twinkling, "but I've never seen Derek so happy." Her voice turns scratchy like stretched linen. "He deserves the best, you know? And it's clear you're it. He's smitten."
"Maybe don't give up all my secrets, sweetheart," he says.Â
Seeing them together chills your raging envy. There's a lot of love there, clearly, but the sexual tension you pictured is fictional. "Girl code, my love,'' Penelope says with a shrug. She winks at you.Â
Insecurity nags at your skin like condensation on a cold window, "You've known Derek for nearly six years? Have you guys always been this close?"Â
"Well, mister muscles here didn't bother remembering my name for the first couple of weeks that we worked together, so he deferred to pet names. And, you know, he's him," âPenelope gestures to him as if to say, behold, drawing a startled laugh from youâ "and I'm me, so. I didn't want him to stop."Â
"Hey, now."Â
Penelope shakes her head at you. "He always does this."Â
"If 'this' is stopping you from talking bad on yourself, babygirl, then yeah. I'll always do it."Â
You feel clarity break, the sweet taste of relief and the muggier lick of shame. Derek and Penelope have a special friendship. That you knew before meeting her. She's made a huge, irreplaceable impact on his life, and Derek has clearly done the same. They aren't playing work husband and wife âthere are reasons for their affections that go well beyond the surface flirtation.Â
"I get it. Nobody ever called me anything so nice as Derek calls me," you confide. Derek's eyebrows leap up. You've never told him this; you're telling Penelope as a sort of apology, though she can't know that. "I never got asked out growing up. When he asked me on a date I thought he was trying to win a bet."Â
Penelope's expression flickers with relief. There and gone, quickly replaced by sympathy. "Are you kidding? You're so pretty, Derek's lucky he got to you before someone else did."Â
Derek kisses your cheek. His lips linger against the apple of it, your joined hands pulled instinctively to his firm torso. You might be imagining it, but Derek seems to know everything, so he probably knows the hill you've just climbed in your head. "Damn straight I'm lucky. I'm surrounded by beautiful, genius women. This is paradise for the modern man."Â
You flush at his touch and praise. Penelope makes a pleased squeak. "Ooh, you guys are cute! You need to let me take a photo. This'll make a great printout for your wedding."
"Penelope."Â
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Like a Drug
Toxic!Anakin x Reader
a/n: hihihi, this one is a pretty long one shot ahh sorry! its based on this ask from @hanasnx ! (Though I did change the promp a little) I just wanted to also update that It is officially finals week- so I'll be slower than i alr am SORRY!! but i have been working on the next xhapters of allow me and enigma when i get breaks!! I hope u enjoy! ALSO! Please don't stay w someone if they act the way anakin does in this fic- this is purely a scenario for fictional purposes, never let anyone do anything he does, to you.
Anakin has a very peculiar way of showing his love; well you call it love other people call it an unhealthy obsession... you finally realize how fucked up the situation is and leave- but the real question is how long can you stay away?
warnings: cursing, toxic bf ani, smex, cumplay, agressive behavior, mention of blood, fights, alluded sexual harassment, anakin is obsessive and posessive. (he's does some fucked up shit)
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âGet upâ Anakinâs stern voice rang as he gripped your upper arm.Â
You jumped at the unexpected contact- why was Anakin here?Â
âAni! You scared m-â you started to laugh before he tightened his grip.
âNow.â he growled.Â
You looked back at your friends sitting across the table from you; their eyes were wide. Before you could say anything, Anakin started to pull you up.Â
âLet go of her!â one of your friends demanded.Â
He snapped his head towards her and only loosened his grip on you to stomp to the other side of the table. His tall frame towered as he glared daggers at her.Â
âThe fuck did you just say?â he spat.
She went pale and looked down at her lap.Â
âThatâs what I thought. Anyone else have any smart comments?â he huffed, before promptly pulling you out of the restaurant.Â
Before you made it all the way out the door you mouthed an âits okâ to your friends before following your boyfriend outside.Â
âAnakin, what the fuck?â you exclaimed, throwing your hands in the air.Â
He continued towards his sleek black camaro (he loved to drive through the city at night, music blaring and his hand on his property, your thigh).Â
âDonât fucking ignore me Anakin!â you shouted, gaining the attention of an older couple who were heading inside the restaurant.Â
Your cheeks burned as you caught their stares, but honestly you were used to this shit, it wasnât the first time you and Ani had made a scene in public. Anakin always did this- he would get pissy over some irrelevant thing and you would get into an argument.Â
He stopped and turned with such anger.
âYou really wanna know? You shouldnt have to fuckinâ ask why Iâm upset! If you ever thought of anyone but yourself youâd see how fucked up it is of you to get dinner with those bitches who want to break us upâ he screamed; his beautiful blue eyes dark with rage.Â
You knew Anakin hated your friends. And you knew they hated him.
âYou know they donât like me and always try to get you to leave- Meanwhile those sluts cant keep their legs shut; theyâre probably just jealous cause Iâm the only guy who gets to fuck you and they have to find a new one every night!â he spat.Â
Most of your friends were in stable relationships, but of course Anakin didnât bother to remember that.Â
âHow am I selfish Anakin? I just wanted to grab dinner with the girls and you didnât even come up. I told them not to bring you up after the last fightâ you sighed, exhausted from Anakin's irrational moods.Â
His sculpted jaw clenched and his right eye twitched.Â
âIt's the fact that you still even allow their company, itâs disrespectful.â
You shook your head and huffed in disbelief.Â
âAnakin, you are absolutely unbelievable. Un-fucking-believable⌠Do you even hear yourself right now?!â you screamed.Â
âAnd not that it should even fucking matter, but how did you even know I was with them?âÂ
âI have your location- you know thatâ he stated as if you asked if the sky was blue.Â
âI know that, but how about them?â
He knew where they were because he made several alternative snapchat accounts and pretended to be someone from school who was just looking for new friends.
He spent nights pretending to be an excited freshman who was wondering where the science building was. He used remix to send your friends snaps that made it look like he was on campus or hanging out downtown with other students. And eventually he gained their trust enough for them to turn on their snap map for him so he could âmake sure they were safeâ if they went somewhere, since it's âdangerous for us college girls down hereâ.Â
âIntuition.âÂ
You rolled your eyes and laughed, âNo way, you probably chipped their phones or some psycho shit cause youâre fucking crazy Anakin!âÂ
âWell if you just goddamn did what I told you we wouldnât have to have these conversations or be in these situationsâ he replied dryly.Â
âHow many fucking ârulesâ are there for me to follow?! Everytime I go out or do anything, you find something to nit pick! It's exhausting! I donât even know why Iâm still with you?!â
âGet in the car.â he demanded.Â
âYouâre insane if you think-â
His whole demeanor shifted and he sighed, âbaby, please⌠Iâm sorry, letâs talk about thisâ.Â
âNo, Anakin- iâm done with your bullshitâ you said, heading back towards the building.Â
He felt his scarred eye twitch, but he needed to subdue his temper (just until he could take it out on your pretty pussy).
See, Anakin Skywalker was a master manipulator. He knew that no matter how much you fought or how insane he acted- you would always come back.
This was clockwork for him. Youâd fight, heâd act vulnerable, you would fuck, and then youâd be good for a while. A perfect system. Never failed.Â
He called your name with a desperate plea- he had no problem acting needy if it got him to where he needed to be, plus this gave you the illusion of having power in this familiar situation.Â
You hesitantly turned around to meets his gaze; his beautiful blue eyes glassy with his brilliant manipulation.Â
âBaby, Iâm sorry- I just worry about you..â he spoke softly as you subconsciously came closer.Â
Soon his strong arms were wrapped around your waist and his scent flooded your senses.Â
âYou know I can't control my feelings sometimes- I just love you too much- I canât lose you tooâŚâ he whispered into your hair.Â
You knew exactly what he was referring to with the âtooâ- his mother. He was very close with her, growing up she was all he had. A few years back she passed away and it took a big toll on your lover.
You never wanted to admit it, but you knew he used that to guilt trip you into staying or to get you to feel bad for him.Â
You hated him.Â
But you couldnât stopâŚ
You held him tighter and grabbed his shirt fabric, âI know Ani⌠I knowâ.
You were now crying too- You knew this was unhealthy- toxic even; but you just couldnât quit him.Â
You felt his strong arms lift you up and he carried you towards his camaro; you knew what came next⌠Heâd comfort you, fuck you, then you would act as if no argument ever happened.
A cycle you had gotten all too familiar with.Â
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âF-fuckâ Anakin stuttered as he slammed his cock into you; intensive sounds of your bodies colliding, ricochet off the bedroom walls.Â
âYou feel s-so good Baby- doinâ so good for meâ he praised as he thrusted in and out of your plush walls. You were lying on your back as he held one of your legs over his shoulder so he could hit even deeper.Â
The glorious feeling of his calloused hands along your smooth stomach made you shiver. When you first started dating Anakin he told you that he would please you so well that no other men would be able to compare.
he was rightâŚ
No man could navigate your body the way he does, read your tells like he could, no man could make you cum as well as Anakin could.
He slowed his hips for a moment making you whine at the lack of movement from his thick cock.Â
âLook at me babyâ.Â
You blinked your doe eyes open, tears falling from the corners. He observed your features before his eyes softened.Â
âMy girl, my pretty girl⌠always so lovelyâ she smiled before tenderly kissing you.Â
âI love you more than anythingâ he whispered against your plump lips.Â
This.
Moments like this were why you stayed: he could be kind- he was sweet- he did care.Â
You were about to reciprocate his statement but were cut off by his hand tightly gripping around your throat as he continued snapping his hips into yours.
You squealed with each powerful thrust- it was ok, youâd tell him later.Â
His swollen member was blushing red and as hard as could be. He absolutely adored having you below him, taking his dick like a champ- he remembered how proud he was when you were finally able to take all of him.Â
A particularly hefty thrust sent his neurons firing and he knew he was almost at his end. He sloppily bucked his hips into your pelvis as his breathing became more erratic.Â
âIâm gonna cum- w-where do you want it sweet girl?â he half stuttered, half moaned.
You patted your chest and gave Anakin a knowing look.Â
With that he was gone, his brows knitted together in ecstasy and his hips lurched forward. A string of obscenities left his mouth as he quickly slid his dick out of you to aim for your chest.Â
Barely one pump in, his warm seed coated your chest. You watched as his abs and thighs contracted with each wave of pleasure. Some of his damp curls stuck to his forehead, he had a sheen of sweat, and his cheeks were flushed.Â
What a beautiful sight.Â
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Anakinâs fingers tucked some wild strands of hair behind your ear as you slept peacefully beside him.
Last night cut it a little closer than he normally would have, but it all worked out because here you were, still with him- fast asleep in his bed.Â
He grabbed your phone and began to go through your messages (an unhealthy habit he picked up a few months back), his fingers immediately moved to the new notifications from your friends.
He opened the pinned group chat and read the messages from last night.Â
Where r u? Whereâd he take u?
Are you alright?
WTF was that?!
Anakin rolled his eyes; your friends were always so dramatic. But he smiled when he saw your response.Â
âGuys i'm good, ani took me home and we talked things out- heâs just been really stressed out lately, it's nothing to worry about!â
You were his good girl and heâd spoil you today for your loyalty.Â
He continued to scroll passively until he got to the newer unread messages.Â
y/n, can we all please talk when you get back- weâre worried about you
Yea, anakin doesnât seem like he has the best intentions
We hate to see you in this situation
Babe, heâs toxic- u need to dump him
â...u need to dump himâ
Anakin almost threw the phone across the room- no way these bitches were telling you to dump him?!
He was the only one who took care of you, he was the only one who knew what was best for you- who did these girls think they were?!
Before he could stop himself he took out his own phone and copied all of their numbers down so he could send several nasty message to the girls basically telling them to back the fuck off and being unnecessarily hateful.
After he blocked their numbers, he decided it was time for a shower, so he left you with a kiss and headed to the bathroom.Â
The emptiness of the bed made you wake. For a moment, you began to search for Anakin but the shower in the other room indicated where he was.Â
You smiled and cuddled further into his sheets. The warmth of the blankets began to pull you back into slumber but your phone interrupted the notion.Â
It was one of the girls you had gotten dinner with last night, what would she be calling this early for?
âHello?â
y/n, Iâm sorry but you need to come back now, I donât think it's the best idea for you to be with anakin-
âWait, slow down⌠why?â
She sent you screenshots of the messages he sent and you almost dropped your phone.
âWhat the fuck?! Anakin sent this?â
Yes, this morning- I really think you should get out of that relationship y/n- Iâve been telling you this! Heâs trying to make you dependent on only him- it's not healthy!
You took a moment to regain your thoughts and quickly said a goodbye when you heard the water stop running.Â
Why would he be so cruel? You knew he had his issues but heâd never been so explicitly viscous before. Maybe your friends were right, you had been manipulated so much that you were defending his toxic behavior. This had to stop.Â
You knew you wouldnât be able to face him for long (he would just pull you back in). So you quickly began to gather your things so that it would be easier to leave after you talked with him.Â
You almost had everything packed when the doorknob turned to reveal a fresh Anakin; his hair was still damp from the shower and his skin had a glistening shine from the residual steam. He had such a big smile⌠you hated this, but it needed to be done.Â
âWhatâs going on princess?â he frowned when he saw your bag was already packed.Â
âAnakin⌠I have to goâ you said hurriedly.Â
He moved in front of you and held up a hand, âWoah, can we talk about whatâs going on? Why are you leaving in such a hurry?â he asked (genuinely worried).Â
With a sigh, you looked him in the eye, âAnakin- we canât keep doing this- we arenât good for eachotherâ.Â
He felt his chest tighten.Â
âWas it your friends? Did they put those thoughts in your head?! I told you they werenât-â
âAnakin! Please, enough! I saw what you said to them- Why the fuck would you say that? Youâre not acting like the man I fell in love with⌠Youâve changed so muchâ you said with watery eyes.
For a moment he looked as if he were going to punch something but eventually he let out a breath and defeatedly stood to the side. Your words seemed to really hit him.Â
âAngel, I do what I do because I love you- you know that. I know Iâm messed up- but Iâve been working on it, Trulyâ he promised.
Tears fell as you shook your head, âI know Ani, but it's not fair to me- I canât keep doing this! We always end up fighting and you always get upsetâ
âI DON'T!â Anakin unintentionally shouted, making you shrink away from him.Â
âThis is what I'm talking about Ani, I donât wanna do this- no, iâm not doing this anymore. Iâm leavingâ you said, grabbing your things and heading for the door.Â
He called your name but you ignored him, you almost got to his front door when he grabbed your upper arm.Â
âLet go!â you shouted, snatching your arm from his hold.
âPlease, just leave me aloneâ you cried as you walked out of the house and headed for the uber you sneakily called while he was still in the shower.Â
As the uber drove away, you saw a confused and hurt Anakin standing in his driveway.
You put your head in your hands and criedâŚÂ
It needed to be done.
It had to.Â
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A few months later
The early autumn air nipped at your skin as you haistilly exited the rowdy club. You shivered and crossed your arms after checking the time.Â
10:34 pm
You had only gotten to the damn club 30 minutes ago and you already wanted to leave. You and some friends had gone out to reward yourselves for a hard week (and to hopefully get your mind off of your ex).
Some guy in the club had gotten a little too handsy fior your comfort- he attempted to put his hand up your dress and grope your breasts while you were just leaning over the bar to order another drink. You slapped him across the face and made your way outside to get some air.Â
You wanted to leave; as you stood by the curb you felt the familiar sting of tears pricking at your eyes.Â
Fuck.Â
The sensation of alcohol warmed your tummy and clouded your thoughts. Warm, strong hands protecting you from any other man who dared to look at you. Fierce blue eyes warding off any unwanted attention-Â
No.Â
You physically shook your head and opened your phone to distract yourself. There was no fucking way you were thinking about him right now. You scrolled to your uber app and looked up rates for a ride back to your apartment.Â
$40, $35, $47, $32, $43
The rates were through the roof, no way you were going to pay that just to get a few blocks home.Â
Almost instinctively, your hands moved so that your thumb was shivering over Anakinâs number.Â
What were you doing?!
You were about to swipe off when you realized: you werenât willing to take an expensive uber, but you also didnât want to walk that far in heels and at night. Maybe you should call him⌠at least you know him and he does owe you a favor anyways.Â
Fuck it.Â
You unblock and dial his number.Â
RingâŚ
RingâŚâŚ.
RingâŚâŚâŚ..
Voicemail.
You groaned. You knew very well what he was doing- he was making you call several times so that you would look desperate. He loved doing that shit. You dialed again.Â
RingâŚ
 Rin-Â
âHey sweet thing, finally came to your senses?â he said, smugness dripping off his every word.Â
âAnakin- please come pick me upâ you sniffed.Â
âAnd why would I do that? Why would I do you a favor after youâve been such a bra-â
âAni- someone tried to touch me- I wanna go homeâ you cried.Â
The other end of the phone went silent. Anakinâs eye began to twitch and his grip on the phone tightened.Â
âWhere?â he gritted out.Â
âWhat? Iâm on fourth street, over by the old mill-â
âWhere did he touch you?â he interrupted.Â
You took a breath- maybe you shouldnât have called Anakin, you knew he was going to cause a scene- but at the same time a dark part of you wanted him to become violent with his passion for you.Â
âHe put his hand up my skirt and started groping my breas-â
âIâm on my wayâ is all he said before finally adding-
âThat fucker is dead.â
You breathed a sigh of relief, Ani was coming.Â
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Anakinâs knuckles were a fiery red as he dealt several blows to the man who had dared to touch his girl. His vision clouded by rage and hatred; how dare someone try to touch what was his.Â
Sure, you were broken up (or so you thought); but anakin saw it as just a small break- You were getting back together- he knew it.
All he was waiting on was your call.Â
Once he was satisfied, he stood up and shook the blood off of his hand. He looked over his work; the manâs face wa bloodied and his lip was cracked (there was also possibly a tooth missing but Anakin didnât really give a fuck).Â
He leaned over and spat, âDonât ever touch someone who isnât yours againâ.Â
He made his way through the crowd of stunned onlookers who all began to back away from him as he headed towards the bathroom. Once he got there, everyone stepped out and allowed him to walk in with no hesitation (They didnât want to get on his bad side in any shape or form).Â
He leaned on the sink and examined the cut on his cheekbone.Â
Whatever.Â
He turned on the faucet and washed the blood from his hands; no need for his beautiful girl to see the blood of a fucking perv.Â
He dried his hands and exited the building to collect you from outside the building.Â
You stood there, arms crossed, his jacket draped over your shoulders: his Angel.Â
âHey, sweetheartâ he called in a soft voice as he put his arm around you.Â
You looked at him with big eyes.Â
âAre you alright?â He kissed your forehead.Â
You nodded and hugged him closer to you.
âIt's all taken care of, let's get you homeâ
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âI knew youâd come backâ he broke the silence in the car (well, the radio was on- but you hadnât spoken since he left the club).
âAnakin, can we please not talk about this right now? '' you said quietly.Â
He glanced at you and put a tender hand on your thigh.Â
âAngel, these past few weeks without you have been hell⌠Iâm sorry for how I acted- I love youâ.
You knew this was just another way he was trying to manipulate you- he definitely donât attempt to better himself, but you couldnât help but indulge him- after all⌠you missed him too. You placed one of your hands on top of his and met his eye.Â
âAni- will you take me to yourâs?â you asked shyly, as if you hadnât spent countless nights in his bed.Â
He smiled and rubbed his hand along your leg, âOf course darlingâ.Â
âMaybe I can help relieve some of your stress too,â he added with a deeper tone.Â
You mentally sighed- of course he wanted that; but you also wouldnât mind having him near you again, so you politely nodded with a smile.Â
He squeezed your thigh, âThatâs my girl, I knew you couldnât quit me that easyâ
You turned your head to look out the window at the bright city once more⌠He was right- you just couldnât quit him.
***
Once again anakin is completely fucked up in this fic- pls dont romantiscice this behavior in real life... other than that- I hope you enjoyed the fic lmfaooo. I haven't really written ani as an actually problamatic character before, its mostly just like rude or grumpy ani lmfao. but ty for stopping by!!
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⤡ xavierxrafayelxzaynexsylusxreader
⤡ sexual content, 18+, oral; ę°f&m receivingęą angst, too much alpha-energy for 1 room, booby zayne & booty zayne, unprotected sex, cum literally everywhere, spoilers to myths if u kno, sub reader, vagsex, marking/claiming, fingering, rimming, anal, alotta sobbing, so dumb. so wordy it looks like i think im smart. so long but plot flew away in mephistos beak. sorry for the semi abrupt ending but it had to stop. xavier leads the hierarchy
⤡ 15k words ę°pretty sure i was possessedęą
this went so far in a directionâdont @ meâill say I didn't write it (ÂŹ_ÂŹ")
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You were nestled against Xavier, his thighs and arms enveloping you, a serene sigh escaping your lips as his tongue danced lazily with yours, Your fingers tangled in his hair, while the soft candlelight and sparkling string lights surrounding you created a seductive ambiance that left you feeling delightfully light-headed.Lost in the moment, you could barely register Rafayelâs presence as he traced playful shapes along your sensitive thighs, delighting in the goosebumps rising under his touch. Zayneâs presence was equally faint, as he watched from a reserved distance, still contemplating his participation in the scene unfolding before him.Â
Xavier wanted nothing more to kick the other two men out of his apartmentâyour apartmentâthe one you shared with him. Despite being tied to the others by fate too, you had still chosen Xavier above anyone else, even over Sylus, with his cocky attitude and possessive grip on you. Honestlyâthe only thing working in Xavierâs favor tonight was Sylusâs absence. Xavier didnât have to constantly remind the man, through every interaction with you, that he was your favoriteâa truth the notorious leader of Onychinus would never accept without a fight.
Xavier knew that if Sylus had been here, there was no way he could endure the sight of the manâs hands on you. Sure, Rafayelâs lingering touches on your skin made him uneasyâyou responded to Rafayel with a passion far too close to what you shared with Xavierâbut there was something about the man with the glowing red irises that grated on Xavier like nothing else. In the back of his mind, he couldnât help but wonder if you had purposely not invited Sylus tonight because you knew how much Xavier despised the man.
Despite the discomfort simmering inside him though, Xavier couldnât suppress the growing arousal as he watched you respond so eagerly to Rafayelâs playful touches. With Rafayelâs teasing fingers gliding across your inner thighs, you couldnât help but silently thank the gods for this long-awaited night, one you had once resigned to being nothing more than a dream. You could practically feel Xavierâs unease thickening the air though, and you silently prayed to those same gods that heâd find a way to relax soon. You knew Xavier was doing this for you aloneâyouâd lost track of how many times you had casually mentioned how much you wanted this. When heâd finally agreed, you had nearly told him youâd changed your mindâthe last thing you ever wanted was to hurt him. But the thought of having Rafayel, Xavier, and Zayne all showing you their love at once was a temptation too powerful to ignore.
You gazed at Rafayel, nearly losing yourself in his sunset-colored eyes. âSo, cutie, ready to get started?" Rafayelâs voice dripped with eagerness, and he silently congratulated himself on his performance. Truthfully, Rafayel was almost as uneasy about the situation as Xavier, and likely Zayne too, whoâs watchful eyes bore into Rafayel as he spoke to you. But Rafayel believed he was set apart from the other two menâhe was wholeheartedly devoted to making this night fulfill your every dream. Plus, he couldnât ignore how the sight of you blushing from their collective attention, your quick, shallow breaths escaping your parted lips, and the lust shimmering in your wide eyes made his cock harden almost instantly. So, Rafayel cleared his mind, dismissing all his lingering worries as he centered his attention entirely on you. âIâm going to enjoy you first, and I want you to show these two just how incredible I make you feel, yeah?â Rafayel despised the way your gaze darted to Zayne, how your body momentarily tensed against Xavier before you finally nodded softly at his words. You werenât ready for the guilt that washed over you at Rafayelâs blunt demandâ you knew what he had mentioned was inevitable, but it still made you feel a little sorry for how it might affect them. "Stop this," you silently chided yourselfâwhat you wanted more than anything was unfolding right before your eyes, and here you were, ruining your mood with thoughts youâd already prepared for.
In that moment, you mirrored Rafayel's actions, clearing your mind and concentrating entirely on the man in front of you. You sat up and reached for Rafayel, cradling his face in your hands as you kissed him softly. âI can still taste myself on you, princess.â The way his eyes sparkled made you relax instantly, your heart racing in response to his heated gaze. His lips returned to yours, and you tangled your fingers in his hair as he kissed you again, this time with more passion. His tongue twirled with yours as you lifted his shirt, tossing it aside carelessly. âCouldnât resist stripping me down again, huh?â Rafayel teased with a playful smirk, and you couldnât help but nod shyly, a grin spreading across your face. âThatâs okay, I couldnât wait to get you out of yours, either.â That had been obviousâRafayel had nearly torn your dress and panties off the moment he stepped into the apartment. He showered your skin with open-mouthed kisses, his mouth a mix of tongue and teeth, leaving tiny bruises to subtly convey to the others that you were his more than theirs. Rafayel deliberately positioned one beside your exquisite cunt, a smirk spreading across his face as he admired his masterpieceâRafayel wanted it to drive the others wild, taunting them from the corner of their eye as they watched their cocks sliding in and out of you. After taking one final satisfied glance at what he deemed his finest creation, he hummed softly and drew a flat line up your cunt, groaning at the taste of you.
Xavier struggled to keep still, his erection nearing discomfort at the sight of Rafayelâs tongue moving in and out of you, your breasts arching up so beautifully in Xavierâs face. Unable to resist, he took your peaked nipple between his fingers, pinching it gently to earn a sweet little whimper from you. Suddenly, his breath was brushing against your ear, his tongue gliding along its curve as he drew you tighter against him.Â
Well, there it was, Zayne thoughtâyour hunter had finally given in.
Zayne had secretly wagered on this moment, betting that Xavier would storm Zayne and Rafayel out the door the instant one of them touched you. When it became evident that wouldnât happen, Zayne figured at the very least Xavier would stay uncomfortable and distant throughout the entire situation. As Xavierâs hands finally found your breasts, his eyes filled with lust, Zayne felt a heaviness settle in his chestâhe truly didnât want to be the only one feeling uneasy about all of this, and he was certain the ice in his heart at the scene before him wouldnât thaw. He honestly had no idea what had possessed him to say yes to this. You had consulted him and Rafayel about the idea before approaching Xavierâthe man you had picked over the both of them, a reality that the annoying Lemurian before you adamantly denied. Yes, Zayne had come to terms with the fact that he wasnât the most important man in your lifeâat least, he couldnât shake that feelingâbut what truly irritated him was that Rafayel appeared to be a close second in the hierarchy of affection among your four lovers. As he observed how you responded to the other two showering you with their love, Zayne couldnât help but notice that the passion you gave the two of them was nearly equal.
Zayne's emotionless gaze met yours as you looked up at him from the bed, your face glowing with bliss. You reached out toward him, longing in your gesture. Your voice was soft as you called his name, your big eyes filled with a silent question. Zayne closed his eyes and sighed deeply. The moment had arrivedâZayne knew he inevitably might have to take part in this charade, yet the dread that surged within him at the sound of your voice, a voice that usually soothed him like nothing else, was unbearable. He slowly pulled himself upright, each motion strained with a heaviness that made your heart clench painfully. Suddenly, nothing else mattered except the overwhelming desire to ease Zayne's worries, no matter the cost. You loved him just as fiercely as you did Xavier, Sylus, and Rafayelâsomething Zayne never seemed to fully believe, despite your countless efforts to show him. A deep intuition whispered to you that the others held the same belief about their bond with you. All of your lovers seemed incapable of confronting the truth that lived deep within your heart. Part of the reason youâd wanted to share your love with them at the same time was the quiet hope that your unwavering passion, equally spread between them, would finally help them see the truth and ease their fears.
Rafayel's voice broke through your thoughts. "No faaair," he grumbled, his pout firmly in place as he glared at you. "You promised I'd get to make you come first! How am I supposed to do that if you pull away?" You flashed him a playful smile. "Sorry, Raf. I just really need Zayne right now." Rafayelâs pout deepened as he muttered something under his breath, turning away but staying closeâhis resolve to not stray more than a body's length from you for the night was clear.
You were pleasantly surprised to find Xavier still leaning back against the headboard, his hooded eyes filled with both lust and a deep adoration as they followed your every move. Your smile widened, warmth blooming in your heart. It made you happy to see Xavier so relaxed, even more so to realize he was truly enjoying the moment. He didnât seem the least bit disturbed by your shift toward Zayne or by the intensity of your desire for the manâjealousy stirred faintly in Xavier, but it was quickly overrun by desire as he waited to see what you would do next.
Zayne stood in front of you. You couldnât help but notice that your confession of needing his touch above the others had brought a little light back into his eyes. And Zayne couldnât help but notice that perhaps your eyes truly did gaze at him with the same heat they had bestowed upon Rafayel and Xavier. Perhaps it was this growing connection that made him allow you to unbuckle his belt, sliding his pants down to reveal his slowly hardening cock.
Your fingers trailed gently along Zayne's length, your face painted with pure desire as you leaned in, taking him into the warmth of your mouth. Zayne couldnât suppress the groan that rumbled from deep within him. As your tongue and lips worked their magic, his erection grew hard and throbbing, his body finally surrendering to the pleasure. Sensing Zayne's shift, you became more eager, your movements more deliberate. Settling onto the bed, you prepared to fully focus on Zayne, but no sooner had you gotten comfortable than your ass was lifted into the air, followed by a playful smack. When you turned, you found Xavier behind you, a slow smile playing on his lips. At some point, he had shed his clothes, sitting back behind you as his hand slowly pumped his erection. A bead of precum slid down the side of his cock, the sight sending a rush of heat through you. Instinctively, your back arched, offering yourself to him without hesitation. In an instant, Xavier's length was gliding smoothly through your folds, instinctively seeking out and nestling inside your warmth. He let out a quiet huff as he bottomed out, his gaze shifting from your glistening cunt to your eyes. âDonât let me stop you,â he murmured, his hips starting a slow, tantalizing rhythm.
Zayne hated that a small smile crept across his lips at Xavierâs comment, but the second your mouth wrapped around Zayne again, that irritation vanished. He had to admit, this was better than heâd expected. The way you were so intent on him, the muffled moans as you struggled to take all of him, stirred something deep in Zayne. Before long, he found himself leaning into your enthusiasm, enjoying the sight of you grinding against Xavier while still keeping your focus on him. Though heâd never say it openly, Zayne felt a certain satisfaction at the thought of Xavier being the one to bring you to climax first tonightâ if Zayne himself wouldnât have that pleasure, then Xavier was the most suitable choiceâZayne found solace in the certainty that the Lemurians ever-present smirk would fade, no matter the outcome. Such a silly, juvenile motion was unlike him, Zayne mused, questioning once again if his affection for you was gradually leading him to madness.
Zayne concentrated on youâenchanted by the gentle waves of ripples across your skin as Xavierâs languid, purposeful thrusts led the rhythm. The captivating sway of your breasts beneath you was practically a sirenâs call for Zayneâhis fingers aching to tease the hardened buds with firm, loving caresses. âIâm going to come now,â he said, his voice a low, smooth timbre that sent shivers down your spine. Gathering your hair at the top of your head, Zayneâs other hand gently tilted your face to grant his cock the perfect angle. âWill you take it all for me?â he murmured, his words making your body hum as you nodded fervently around him. âGood girl.â and with that, Zayne took control, his grip on your hair keeping you steady as he tenderly claimed your mouth.
From his spot at the end of the bed, Rafayel watched with keen eyes, immediately picking up on the signs of your approaching climax. Feeling no guilt whatsoever, he took his cock in hand and began to stroke himself slowly, savoring the sight of your building pleasure.
Xavier could feel himself unraveling, teetering closer and closer to the edge. He wondered if something was wrong with himâhow your eagerness at the doctorâs words had sent him spiraling toward release so quickly. The moment Zayneâs hips stuttered, his cum spurting in thick ropes down your throat as he buried himself deep, Xavier couldnât hold back any longerâhis cock pulsed violently as he came, his breath catching at the sensation of your pussy tightening around him, almost painfully, as you found your own release.
The sensation of both Zayne and Xavier coming inside you at once had you tumbling over the edge. Your orgasm hit hard, pussy spasming uncontrollably as your body writhed against Xavier, while you greedily swallowed every last drop of Zayneâs cum.
Zayne was engulfed in the aftershocks of his orgasm, a wave of ecstasy so intense that he wondered how his heart could still be beating. Yet, a deep, insatiable hunger lingered within him, one that a single climax couldnât satisfy. Zayne instinctively nudged Xavier aside, flipping you onto your back and pulling your legs to your chest as he aligned the tip of his cock with your entrance. He marveled at the sight of your and Xavier's combined release spilling from your still-quivering walls. Shock coursed through Zayne as he slid insideâyou had never been this wet before. Perhaps that was one perk of this absurd situation, he thought. His thrusts were wild and messy now, dripping with lust, as he created the most scandalous sounds, each pump drowning in the copious amounts of cum slicking around inside you.
Xavier's eyes drifted to Rafayel. Xavier thought he noticed a bit of pain lurking in Rafayel's gaze âbetraying an emotion Rafayel was trying to suppress. Without fully understanding why, Xavier found himself rising to his feet and crossing the room. The narrowing of Rafayelâs eyes betrayed his suspicion of Xavier's intentions, but Xavier merely nodded toward you. âThereâs an open spot,â Xavier said before taking a place on the couch.
From the moment he woke up with his cock snuggled warmly inside you, to the ambush in the shower as you deftly slipped through the curtain to take him between your lipsâyou had been steadily depleting Xavierâs energy reserves all day. So for now, he was content to sit back and watch, indulging in his own pleasure. He couldnât believe how much this was thrilling himâXavier was completely captivated by the sight of you, more euphoric than heâd ever seen. You practically trembled with bliss, giving your all to bring them pleasure, and succeeding far beyond your own understanding.
You writhed beneath Zayne, his chest pressing your legs tightly against you as he thrust into you relentlessly, but you caught the silent exchange between Rafayel and Xavierâa moment that made your heart soar. You recognized the significance of Xavierâs subtle gesture toward you; you knew the sacrifice he made for Rafayel was not easy, yet your heart overflowed with love for Xavier for doing it all for you. Rafayel approached the edge of the bed almost hesitantly, his eyes locking with Zayneâs. âMind if I move her closer?â he asked, his tone light but betraying the effort it took to even ask. It grated on Rafayelâthe idea of seeking permission from another man when it came to you was something he despised. Zayneâs lips thinned in clear disapproval, but with a curt nod, he pulled back for just a moment, allowing Rafayel to gently guide you toward the edge. Your eyes were shining with love as Rafayel bent to kiss you softly, his lips barely brushing yours before his hands cradled your face. âYou are, without question, the most breathtaking creation Iâve ever seen, cutie.â his voice was soft and sincere, and tears pooled in your eyes from the emotion in his words. He continued, âIâll be honored to enhance this work of art,â his hands moved down to trace the curves of your lips, a promise of what was to come. âWhen Iâm done with this flawless face, itâll be nothing short of a masterpiece.â Your head tilted back as Rafayel pressed the tip of his cock to your lips, the silent demand impossible to ignore. You responded instantly, craving the sensation of him driving himself down your throat. Rafayel tore his gaze from you, turning to Zayne with a smirk. âSince you snatched away my opportunity to be the first to have my face wrecked by our princessâs exquisite release, how about a little competition?â Zayne sighed deeply, directing a lethal stare at Rafayel. Unfazed, Rafayel continued, âOf course, sheâll be running the show.â his words were punctuated by a sharp flick to your nipple. âSimpleâfirst one to come loses.â Zayne glared at him, eyes emotionless. âYou are easily the most immature individual I have ever encountered.â Zayne had frozen inside you the moment Rafayel voiced his playful challenge, but now he resumed his movements, a surprising, silent acceptance of Rafayel's absurd proposal.
Rafayel's attention was back on you, his hand moving to massage small, deliberate circles on your clit. âBet you wonât be able to hold it together when she comes hard around your cock,â he taunted Zayne, his voice dripping with amusement. your core clenched painfully under Rafayel's touch, and though part of you wanted to be strong for Zayne, you knew Rafayel was rightâZayne always lost control when you came while wrapped tight around him, and you could already feel your release inching closer. Zayne brushed Rafayel's hand aside, while his hand replaced Rafayelâs on your slick heat. âWhile that may be true, Iâd wager you wonât last either when her throat tightens around you. We both know how good it feels when she chokes on your cock.â Rafayel seethed in silenceâZayne wasnât wrong. Even now, Rafayel could feel his own release nearing, barely able to restrain himself as he watched you whimper with each of Zayneâs thrusts, your mouth working Rafayel eagerlyâspit and his own arousal trailing down your face as you struggled to take him deeper.
In that instant, Rafayel realized he didnât care who won the challenge. Zayneâs annoyance alone was reward enough. He lazily traced his fingers over one of the marks heâd left on your skin. âWhat do you say, cutie? Ready to make us feel incredible?â Your eager nod around Rafayel's cock made him smile. âThen go aheadâcome for us. Show us how beautiful you look when you come undone.â His words were like fuel to the fire. You could barely recognize the needy whimpers and groans spilling from youâlouder and more desperate than usual, saturating the room. Flattening your tongue against Rafayel's cock, you tightened your throat as much as you could, feeling him throb inside you. The sensation sent shivers down your spine, and your body trembled as you instinctively tightened around Zayne. Your second climax of the night was approaching quickly, even faster than you had expectedâyou could hardly handle the sensations of their hands on your body, of them moving inside youâthe pleasure they were giving you was so intense it felt all-consuming. Your hands grasped Rafayelâs thighs, squeezing tightly as you pulled him closer, driving him impossibly deeper into your throat, his balls slapping you gently on the nose with each of his thrusts. Before Rafayel could process it, hot ropes of cum erupted from his cock, as his eyes greedily took in the sight of your pussy tightly gripping Zayne. It was a sight Rafayel never imagined would send him spiraling into an orgasm so intense it felt like it fractured his whole world.
The atmosphere shifted the instant Sylus stepped into the room; the air fell thick and heavy with the simmering anger emanating from the other three men. Unfazed, Rafayel continued to thrust, intent on forcing the infuriating manâs attention as you eagerly swallowed Rafayelâs cum. Sylus observed with a sense of detachment as Rafayel attempted to provoke him, an endeavor that amused Sylus greatly. He had no interest in the purple-haired man moving in your mouth or the one lost in your cunt, not even the one glaring at him from the couch.
your cunt that, no matter what anyone claimed, was rightfully Sylusâs. He felt this was clear in the way you instinctively pulled away from Zayne and Rafayel as soon as you sensed Sylus's presence.Â
A smile stretched across your lips as your eyes met Sylus's, savoring the sight of him as if you hadnât imagined that very face a dozen times tonight already. His broad, commanding hands had occupied your mind, even as your other lovers guided you to dizzying heights. Now that all four were here, it felt like the night had finally fallen into place. A chill shot through you, though, as you caught sight of Xavier. His eyes, full of fury, were locked on Sylus, whose possessive gaze on you stirred something dark in him.
Zayne and Rafayel were no better off than Xavier at the sight of the infamous leader of Onychinus standing at the door. they remained to the side, their arms folded and eyes narrowedâZayne silently debating whether to demand Sylus leave. The only thing holding him back was the look on your faceâyou looked more content than heâd seen all night. Rafayel had noticed this too, so the two decided to stay back for now, allowing the situation to unfold. They watched as Xavier tracked Sylusâs every step toward you, knowing all too well the depth of Xavierâs hatred for the manâa loathing far more intense than their own. Zayne and Rafayel could only imagine how much harder this must be for him.
As Sylus reached you, he brushed his fingers through your hair with a soft, knowing smile. "Tell me, sweetie. How often did I cross your mind as they filled you?" His words made heat rise in your cheeks, but before you could stop yourself, your eyes lowered, and the truth slipped out in a whisper. "More times than I can count." Shame tinged your confession, but the weight lifted when Sylus gently tilted your chin, his thumb tracing your lower lip. You had braced yourself for Sylus to gloat, maybe even rub your confession in the others' faces. But instead, he only looked satisfied. His touch was gentle as he joined you on the bed, reclining against the headboard and pulling you close. His fingers playfully tickled your waist, coaxing a burst of laughter from you. You hadnât expected thisâyou had feared Sylus might act differently in front of the others. But instead, he was treating you exactly as he always did, showing you the side of him that was usually just for you. Your heart overflowed with love, moved by the realization that all of your lovers were showing, in their own ways, your joy meant more to them than their rivalries or tension with one another.
You leaned back into Sylusâs chest, eyes dark with desire as you gazed up at him. Grabbing his hand, you guided it down your body, gliding his long fingers through your slick heat and easing two of them inside you. Sylus chuckled, brushing a searing kiss against your lips as his palm ground against you. âWell, well. Such a needy little kittenâseems like these gentlemen didnât quite satisfy you.â You pulled back, fixing him with a pointed glare. âWrong. Now quit talking and do what youâre here for. Like you so rudely mentioned, Iâve wanted this all night.â Sylus's deep laugh was a warm ripple over your skin, making your eyes flutter shut and your legs part even wider. Sylus obeyed, but his gaze flicked to your blue-eyed hunter. Beneath Sylus's confident exterior, he shared the same unspoken worry as the othersâthat no matter what, it was Xavier you loved most. Sylus had come to terms with that long ago, but he couldnât deny the opportunity now before himâto show Xavier that, even if you loved him most, it was Sylus who could make your body tremble like no one else, unraveling you in ways only he could. The thought of teaching that same lesson to the other two men pleased Sylusâtonight, he had the rare privilege of schooling them all. Sylus had no hesitation about this encounter, nor did he care that he hadnât been invited. He had strolled through the door with his usual confidence, fully aware that the reason for his exclusion was currently seated on the couch, wearing a look that warned Sylus not to push his luck. Sylus didn't even try to contain the slow grin that spread across his face as he looked at Xavier, fixing him with a stare that oozed superiority.
âSeems thereâs an opening, dear hunter. Think you can keep your composure with your cock buried in her cunt, as my fingers trace her skin?â Xavier locked eyes with Sylus, his expression unreadable, as Xavier considered his next step. Xavier had to admit, your body was calling to him, the sight of youâso beautifully blissed outâglancing at him and giving a soft nod at Sylusâs suggestion had him faltering. Whatever Sylus's intentions, it didnât matter; Xavier was caving fast. And, as every man in the room would agree; the irresistible lure of making the others watch as you came undone beneath their hands was too tempting to resist. He moved toward your perfect cunt, stroking himself as he prepared to enter your warmth. He had just begun to slip inside when Sylusâs voice shattered his thoughts of filling you completely. âIâve got a special lesson for you, hunter,â Sylus drawled, his voice dripping with mockery. âPay close attentionâyouâre going to be a good student and memorize the way she falls apart in my arms, screaming my name, even while itâs your cock inside of her. And then, I want you to engrave it into that thick skull of yoursâno one else can make her feel as good as I do.â Sylus shot a pointed glance at the other two men, earning an exaggerated eye roll from Rafayel and a cold, icy stare from Zayne. With a quiet curse, Xavier buried himself deep inside your heat, hips starting a steady rhythm; determined not to let Sylus steal even a second of this moment. Xavier's voice carried a low, dark murmur. âPicture this: she cries out my name as she shatters, my cock claiming every inch of her, and there you areâwatching her squirm and whimper beneath me, her thoughts consumed solely by me; your presence all but forgotten.â Sylus chuckled, letting out a low whistle. âWould you look at that,â he drawled mockingly, âthe hunterâs got claws too, almost as sharp as yours, kitten.â He poked your side playfully, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek before returning his attention to Xavier. âWell, letâs see who wins this little wager, boy.â Sylusâs demeanor shifted instantly, teeth sinking into your neck, sucking and biting as if to erase any trace of the others, determined to claim every mark on your skin as his own.
Your eyes drank in the sight of Xavier, mesmerized by the delicate light that had appeared beneath his skin with his emotions, giving him an otherworldly glow. The subtle shadow in his eyes didnât escape your notice. Slipping from Sylusâs arms, you reached out, drawing Xavier close. Your whispered words caressed his skin like the softest breeze. âYou will always be my guiding starlightâthe one I search for in the darkness.â The words surprised you as they left your lips. Youâd truly had always believed you cherished all your lovers equally, yet this felt dangerously close to proving otherwise. You brushed the thought aside, determined not to let it linger, focusing instead on Xavierâthe way his cerulean eyes widened in surprise at your words, their stunning depths the last thing you saw before his lips crashed against yours with sudden, overwhelming intensity.
Xavier recognized the unspoken confession in your words, even if you werenât ready to acknowledge it yourself. He lifted you in his arms, pulling you close as you wrapped your legs around him, hands tangling in his hair. The sound that escaped you when Xavier thrust into your cunt was nothing short of sinfulâa cry of pure need. He was so deep, filling you so completely, pressing all the right places until you were seeing stars, chanting his name like a prayer. He carried you to the wall, lips never parting from yours, your heart pounding as he leaned back, steadying himself so he could fully enjoy you. He had taken you to the farthest corner of the bedroom, putting as much space between you and the others as possible. The impulse to take you to another room altogether was strong, yet Xavier resisted, making a silent promise that he would have you all to himself before long. For now, he stayed where he was, grinding slowly into you, savoring the feel of your slick heat gripping him as your combined arousal trickled down his thighs. Xavier was certain youâd never felt betterâso insanely wet; with Zayne's release and your own mixing with the precum Xavier steadily leaked. His cock slid in the slick mess, the obscene sounds making him dizzy with need.
Every one of Xavierâs senses was locked on youâyour scent, the sound of your soft sobs, the sight of your tear-filled eyes brimming with love for him. The feel of your sweet cunt gripping him as you bounced in his arms, your body clinging to him with everything you had. Xavier barely had to do the work anymore; his hands simply held the curve of your ass as you rode him, a love-drunk expression spreading across your face, your eyes spilling over with tears. Xavier couldnât help but think it was the most beautiful thing heâd ever seen.
The men glaring from across the room were distant memories, completely forgotten as you lost yourselves in each other. Nothing mattered except the way you moved around Xavier, the way he filled you so perfectly. Yes, you had completely lost yourselves in each other, so it was a shock to your system when Sylus appeared beside you, casually draping his arm on the wall above Xavierâs head. Sylus leaned down, his voice a low whisper in Xavierâs ear. âDid you really think you could take her from me that easily?â he clicked his tongue, ruffling Xavierâs hair, earning an impressively sharp glare in return. Sylus just chuckled under his breath, but something about the way Xavier looked at him now made Sylus pause. Sylus had long written Xavier off as a relic, a man past his primeâtired, weak, and no longer a threat. But there was nothing weak in Xavierâs eyes now. Sylus realized, perhaps for the first time, that if it came down to a fight for you, Xavier would be a formidable opponent. Sylus traced a finger along your jawline, pausing to take in the sight of youâyour parted lips, the sheen of sweat glistening on your skin, the way your body trembled as it eagerly welcomed Xavierâs cock. The sight of another man gripping your body, moving inside you, didnât bother Sylus. NoâSylusâs attention was solely on you, on the sheer pleasure radiating from your every movement. The intensity of it had him undoing his pants, freeing his throbbing cock. He gripped it tightly, stroking slowly as his gaze remained locked on you. He propped himself back over Xavier, watching you with a steady, unreadable gazeâexcept for one unmistakable emotion: tenderness, that softness he showed only to you.
Sylus's voice was deep and taunting as he spoke to Xavierâ"How do you expect me to hear her say your name from all the way over hereâassuming itâs yours sheâs calling out? I doubt youâll make her whine it loudly enough for me to notice from across the room." Xavier bristled at Sylus's proximity, at the infuriating comment, and the quiet, assertive dominance Sylus exuded as he stood tall over the both of you. But you refused to let the awkwardness weigh you downâinstead, you rode Xavier with purpose, almost sighing in relief when he gave in, greedily taking your nipple into his warm mouth. You were moving together now, Xavier's deep thrusts matching your wild bounces on his length. Sylus exhaled a low, appreciative whistle, âWell, kitten, just how much cream did you indulge in today? Youâre drenching your precious hunters cock with an impressive overflow.â His tone was a rich, seductive purr. âPerhaps you should pause and compose yourself. After all, the rest of us are quite parched, too.â His words sparked a smile on your lips and a mischievous glint in your eye, you shifted slightly, directing your playful banter towards Zayne and Rafayel across the room. âCould you two join us? I want you all close this time. I want all eyes on Xavier as he breaks.â Zayne sighed heavily at your words, trailing slowly behind Rafayel, who couldnât resist obeying you, the pull of your bond tugging at his heart.
You locked eyes with Xavier, your tone playful. âPlease,â you teased, âlet them see how gorgeous you look when I make you come undone.â Your words were a sly dig at the ones that had echoed around you all night. A deep blush colored Xavierâs cheeks as you continued softly. âLetâs come together, okay?â His only response was a soft smile and a gentle nod before his lips claimed yours, pulling you tightly against him. The moment Xavierâs lips touched yours, he was lost in you again, his hands gripping your ass with such force that you could already imagine the bruises they would leave. Your name was a whispered prayer on his lips as they traveled across your skin, spurring you to move faster, harder, desperate to make Xavier feel the same pleasure he was giving you.
Lust coated your voice as you called out the names of each of your lovers, each one rolling off your tongue with as much reverence as the last. Xavierâs mouth found your breast when you whispered Zayneâs name, your head tipping back in bliss. âRafayel.â His name came out soft, full of passion and need. Sylus growled when you cried out for him, the lust in your voice unmistakable as your hands fisted tightly in Xavierâs hair.
You locked eyes with Xavier, holding his gaze as the tightness in your core built. âSo close, Xav,â you whispered breathlessly, the sound of your voice pushing him even closer to the edge. You continued riding him, kissing him with abandon as your muscles began to contract, a wave of heat shooting up your spine. "Come for me, angel," Xavier murmured, his gentle words a sharp contrast to the intensity of his movements. Xavier's use of your favorite pet name, spoken so lovingly, had you tumbling over the edge. His name escaped your lips in a sob as you were taken over by an orgasm so intense it felt you might break from the sheer pleasure, a flood of bliss drenching Xavierâs cock.
A soft, disbelieving laugh escaped his lipsâXavier was certain you had never squirted before, and the realization that he had been the first filled him with pride. His voice was a teasing melody as he spoke. âLooks like Iâm the only one getting a first tonight.â His cock slid messily inside you before he pulled out, grinding himself lazily against your folds, marveling at the slickness coating him. As you clung tightly to Xavier, sobbing softly as you came down from the high, you were surprised to find no trace of embarrassmentâa feeling you had expected in a moment like this. What had just unfolded was nothing short of sacred, maybe the most powerful thing you had ever felt, and you regretted none of it. And you loved the feeling of coming down with Xavierâs cock still sliding through your deliciously slick foldsâedging you into a state of overstimulation.Â
You sighed softly as strong hands wrapped around your waist, gently lifting you away from Xavier and pulling you into their embrace. Your eyes fluttered shut, still lost in the waves of pleasure you had just experienced, barely registering Sylusâs dark, demanding words. âIâm going to need you to do that for me now, kitten.â The tone left no room for negotiation. Sylusâs thick cock pushed fully into you with a harsh thrust, one hand roughly circling your clit while the other held you effortlessly, bouncing you on his cock. You were dragged into the depths of overstimulation then, heavy sobs escaping you as Sylus greedily soaked in the sight of the tears cascading down your cheeks. Sylus took great pleasure in seeing you cry while his cock stretched you perfectly, your tear-filled eyes gazing at him with such adoration as his name left your lips in soft, broken hiccups. He was certain there was nothing in any world that could compare to it.
While Sylus was more than happy to let you take control whenever you wanted, he preferred being the one in charge. He relished the power of wringing out your pleasure with his hands; watching you unravel beneath his skilled touch. Thatâs exactly what was happening now, and Sylus was practically bursting with pride. You caught him off guard, leaning in to softly press your lips to his, tugging his top lip between your teeth before soothing it with your tongueâa secret desire youâd harbored all night. You couldnât help it; that lip was just so maddeningly irresistible. You kissed Sylus with wild abandon, your hands yanking his hair just hard enough to coax out a cute little whimper, one that made you grin against his lips. He pulled back, shooting you a glare. âSomething funny, sweetie?â You giggled, flashing him a dopey grin. âYou like me. Like, really like me.â The words were matter-of-fact, a truth you had only just come to fully realize. Youâd held off getting too excited until you were sure, and tonight had proven itâthere was no way Sylus could dote on you the way he did if he wasnât truly committed. Sylus was never one to fake his feelings. A soft chuckle rumbled through Sylus's chest as his pace quickened, bouncing you harder with each thrust. His gaze softened at the sight of your ecstatic smile, a grin tugging at his lips. âYou're just now realizing this? I expected more from a hunter of your caliberâarenât you supposed to be good at reading people?â You stuck your tongue out at him, teasing, âI can think of at least a million ideas of how that beautiful mouth of yours could be put to better use,â you quipped with a sultry lilt, âand none of them involve talking.â You kissed him briefly, just enough to make your point, then pulled away with a sly smile playing at the edge of your lips. Power coursed through Sylusâs eye, casting a vibrant crimson glowâa subtle warning shimmering in its depths. "Careful, kitten. You know what happens when you scratch at me with those pretty clawsâWhatâs that saying again? Donât bite the hand that feeds you?" Sylus's voice was a low, dangerous whisper, sending chills through your body. Your grin only widened as you leaned in closer, matching his tone. "Oh, I know. But they donât realize what I do," you murmured with a mischievous edge. "This hand likes it when I bite." And with that, you playfully sank your teeth into Sylus's cheek.
Sylus froze, his eyes widening in disbelief, a low growl rumbling from deep in his chest. His gaze seared into you, barely containing his irritation. You knew all too wellâSylus despised being toyed with, especially in front of those he didnât fully trust. âYouâre going to regret that,â he snarled. You bounced eagerly on his cock, clapping your hands in excitement. âPerfect! Thatâs exactly the kind of reaction I was hoping for,â you chimed. Sylus was nothing if not true to his wordâhis mouth on your chest was far from tender, drawing tears to your eyes that overflowed quicker than they had all night. Sylus was the harshest of them all, unleashing his passion on you without restraint, never hesitating to show you what it meant to mix passion with pain. You felt the guilty pleasure of your bodyâs eager response, every smack on your skin only making you want more.
"Harder, Sylus," you giggled through the haze, pouting up at him, knowing exactly how much control you had over him. "Iâm your naughty girl, remember? I need to be punished."
The others looked on in silence as you fervently rode Sylus, their eyes giving away nothing as they took in the scene before them. Rafayel and Xavier could barely breathe through their jealousy, but their minds were already scheming ways to ignite the same passionate reactions in you that Sylus was provoking. The way you responded to Sylusâs harsh touch sparked a desire in themâthey needed to see you like this in their own arms. Zayne, however, was fuming. His desire to tear you from Sylusâs arms and shield you was barely containedâthe thought of being rough with you was unthinkable to Zayne. Yet, even he couldnât look away from the utterly captivating way you fell apart beneath Sylus's relentless touch.
Sylusâs hand came down hard on your ass, the sharp crack echoing through the room like a gunshot. Your hoarse cry of "Yes! Just like that, S-sy," was muffled as your head fell onto his chest, your weak sobs trembling against him. Sylus's slaps rained down relentlessly, each one stinging your skin, while his thrusts became wild and erratic. Without warning, his hand moved from your ass to wrap tightly around your throat, forcing your gaze to meet his. In moments, you were choking beneath his grip, struggling to draw breath, gasping as you fought for air. Sylus's thrusts only grew harder, hitting every perfect spot inside you as you choked out his name between ragged breaths. His hand squeezed even tighter. "Is this good enough for you, sweetie?" he asked, though he already knew the answer. It was obvious to everyone in the room that Sylusâs brutal rhythm was exceeding your wildest expectations. The way you clung to Sylusâyour eyes begging for more even as he squeezed the light from them, told the other men everything they needed to know.
"Itâs time for you to break for me, kitten. I want to watch every fragment of you shatter around me." his next words were a dark, possessive murmur. "And I want to feel that stunning cunt flood my cock until I'm drowning in you. Understood?â You hiccupped, nodding softly, silently praying your body would respond the way he wantedâbecause you knew Sylus wouldnât let you leave this room until you squirted for him, a truth that was evident in the way his eyes had darkened as he watched you gush all over Xavier. Your body grew heavy, that all-too-familiar sensation flooding your limbs, leaving you limp in Sylus's arms. He chuckled darkly as your head lolled to the side, your tongue slipping from your mouth, eyes rolling back in pure ecstasy. "Ah, would you look at thatâit seems Iâve finally broken my naughty little pet." You didnât respond, and Sylus doubted you even heard him, lost as you were in the overwhelming pleasure you were experiencing. He bounced you easily on his cock, each deep thrust sending shockwaves through his body, bringing him closer to the edge. His hand released your throat, savoring the sound of your desperate gasps for air. Without missing a beat, Sylus's fingers found your clit, pinching it harshly as your body trembled. You let out a soft whimper, your tear-filled eyes searching for him as quiet sobs escaped your lipsââSâtoo much, S-sy.â Sylus's laughter rang out, warm and genuine. âThatâs unfortunate, kitten. Because you know whatâs next? Youâre going to handle it all like a good little girl, and afterward, youâll thank me for my generosity and clean me up.â You sniffled and nodded, eager to please him, yearning to make him proud. âWould it be okay if I cleaned these up first?â Your voice was soft and trembling as you reached for his hand, glistening with your arousal, sucking his fingers clean one by one. Your sultry gaze locked onto his, eyes momentarily fluttering shut as you savored the intoxicating blend of his skin with your taste. Every time your eyes flickered open again, Sylus could see the lust in them grow, darkening your irises to a near black. When your body clenched and a rush of warmth flowed over him, Sylus nearly cried out from the sheer ecstasy.
Sylus had found himself captivated by the sounds Xavier drew from your weeping cuntâthe wetness and intimacy of the act driving Sylus absolutely insane. Now, engulfed in your shared passion, each sound was Sylusâs own creation.
The raw, primal cry you released at the height of your climax left Sylus dizzy and consumed by sheer lust. The sound emerged from so deep within you that it took even you by surprise, leaving your voice ragged and your body trembling from its intensity. The moment Sylus heard his name fall from your lips on that cry, he lost controlâhe erupted inside you with powerful, hot waves, his own primal groans mingling with yours as he filled you completely, his cock sliding easily through the intoxicating slickness of your desire. As you gradually returned to a serene state, your heart's rapid drumming eased into a more soothing rhythm, and the residual tremors in your limbs slowly came to rest. When the world around you finally settled back into focus, you became acutely aware of Sylusâs languid movements, his softened manhood still intimately cradled within you.
Despite being wholly sated by the sheer force of your release coursing over him, Sylus seemed resolute in his desire to continue, determined to ensure that his essence remained woven into your very being. The idea of it lingering within you through the night was Sylusâs unvoiced declarationâa subtle mark of possession that would quietly assert your connection to everyone present. You cradled his face in your hands. âSy, I appreciate your enthusiasm, but your bodyâs saying its time for a breather.â you whispered playfully, his softening cock giving him away. Sylus kept his eyes shut, savoring your warmth as he drew a slow, deep breath. His reply was a slow, sultry murmur, like velvet over steel. âHush, kitten, youâre spoiling the moment. Besides, you know my fervor is limitlessâperhaps you need a reminder of just how untamed I can be tonight?â At that, his gaze met yours, and the intensity in those eyes was like a magnetic pull to your very being. A shiver of anticipation ran through you as you boldly met his stare. âWill you promise to deliver a lesson I wonât soon forget, teacher?â you murmured, your voice dripping with a playful wickedness that instantly reignited Sylusâs desire.
Suddenly, the atmosphere shifted as a brazen figure intruded upon your intimate world, hands reaching to claim you from Sylusâs grasp. In that instant a tension rippled through the air, Sylusâs muscles tensing as if poised to protect his claim.
Zayne payed Sylus no mind, scooping you up effortlessly, carrying you to the bed as delighted giggles escaped your lips, arms weaved tightly around Zayne's neck. âIt seems our meticulous surgeon is running short on patience today. Should I be concerned about how this might affect your skills, doctor?â Zayneâs gaze sharpened, as he regarded you with an amused intensity.
To Zayne, you appeared almost ethereal in your gentleness, innocence, and purityâan enigma, given how you had fervently begged Sylus for acts that defied your serene nature. Zayne was genuinely taken aback by the flood of anger now rushing through him, sparked the instant Sylusâs hand had first connected with your ass, and by the unfamiliar look in your eyes that almost floored Zayne with its power. To his surprise, Zayne experienced no remorse as he let the anger guide himâunceremoniously tossing you onto the bed, flipping you over and raising your hips high in the air. Z hand came down sharply on your ass, landing on the fading mark left by Sylus. Your heart seemed to pause for a brief, breathless moment, before picking up with renewed urgency. It was almost beyond beliefâyour Zayne, eyes glinting with resentment and something darkerâgazing down at you with a possessiveness that made your breath catch. The white robe Zayne wore, hastily donned while Sylus was still within you, parted slightly to reveal the chiseled contours of his chestâ you reached out, unable to stop yourself from trailing your fingers along his bare skin. They gently traced the defined ridges of his abs, following the faint trail of hair that led lower.
In your heart, you had long held the belief that Zayne was the most captivating of all the men in your life. With his sleek, dark hair, and those enchanting green eyes, and the raw power lying in wait under his skinâZayne embodied an ethereal presence that matched how he viewed youâhis steadfast compassion and innate selflessness, consistently putting others needs above his own, alongside his tranquil aura and extraordinary beautyâZayne seemed to embody the essence of a god walking among mortals. The reflection of awe and unyielding certainty in your eyes spoke volumes to Zayne. Briefly, his eyes softened, only to have the unfamiliar dark shimmer quietly slip back in as he returned your gaze. âItâs rare I find myself on the same page as him,â Zayne remarked with a cold nod toward Sylus. âBut you do possess a unique knack for ruining a moment.â You cast Zayne a sharp glare, feeling your heart race as the others settled onto the tousled sheets beside you. Xavier offered a gentle grin, while Rafayelâs laughter rang out freely. âI have to side with them on this one, princess. Iâm not even sorry.â Sylusâs lips curledâhe was fully aware that every man present shared the same thoughts about your nearly constant cheeky attitude.
Rafayel leaned in closer, his thumb tracing delicately over a taut nipple while his other hand explored your slick folds. He captured your lips in a tender kiss, skillfully keeping your entrance tantalizingly accessible for Zayneâs impending claim. Settling into a comfortable position, Rafayel seemed to prepare himself for the next unfolding of your pleasureâit was more than passing observation, he had long ago begun to immerse himself in your delight, captivated by the symphony of sensations you experienced. Whether it was the unique bond you and he shared, or simply his intense fascination with youâRafayel felt almost as if he could inhale your emotions, each wave of pleasure you experienced echoing through him.
Suddenly, a hand smacked your backside again, eliciting a sharp cry from your lips.
âAll attention on me now, little one,â Zayne's voice a deep, soft timbre that held an enticing edge of command. Only in your wildest dreamsâfantasies a lot less probable than the one you had of this nightâcould you envision your sweet, treasured physician standing behind you, exuding such soft dominance and possessiveness that it set your skin on fire. As your back arched higher instinctively, offering yourself wholly to Zayne, you felt like the luckiest girl aliveâexperiencing so many of your deepest fantasies in rapid succession. It crossed your mind whether you were using up all your luckâeach blissful sigh, every drop of ecstasy, every tear of joy, seemingly tallying against the fortune you were allotted in a yearâperhaps even a lifetime. But you didnât care in the slightest, you would gladly use up every precious ounce of luck for this night to stretch into eternity. The thought of sharing your apartment with only Xavier seemed suddenly small. Your mind wandered to an impossible visionâall your lovers under one roofâa notion so delightfully ridiculous that it sent you into a fit of joyous giggles.
Zayneâs hands, which had been boldly kneading handfuls of your backside while you drifted in thought, suddenly stilled. He shifted his weight to one hand, carefully avoiding Rafayel as his other hand slid down your neck to grasp one of his favorite things in the world. Your breast was firm but yielding in his grasp, the softness inviting his touch as he kneaded it. His fingers played skillfully with your nipple until it stood achingly hard beneath his hand. Zayne fought the urge to flip you over and spread you wide, revealing the feast of your form before him. Still, he was certain those beautiful breasts would never escape his lips throughout his time with youâhe savored the way you were currently arrangedâyour ass arched high in a wordless plea for more. Aligning the tip of his cock with your entrance, Zayne took his time, pushing past your tight walls slowly. He admired your bodyâthe way your soft, inviting cunt welcomed him eagerly, lovingly, despite being thoroughly ravished. There was no hesitation in your body's response to him, as if it wanted nothing more than to continue your pleasure.
In that moment, a realization struck Zayneâyour body hadnât experienced every form of pleasure imaginable tonight, not yet at least, and that thought filled him with unbridled excitement. Maybe Zayne was going to get to experience a first with you tonight, too.
Xavier, initially oblivious to what flickered in Zayneâs eyes, quickly grasped the situationâZayne had gripped your cheeks possessively, eyes feasting on the sight of your puckered pink entrance. Xavierâs voice carried a dangerous calm as he directed it at Zayne, as if daring him to act. Xavierâs eyes sought his sword, ensuring it was within reach, confident in his ability to retrieve it faster than Zayneâs ice could halt him. You tensed against Zayne, confused, wide eyes first locking with Rafayelâs before darting to a visibly intense Xavier. Xavierâs gaze briefly softened on you, before fixating back on Zayne. âWhy donât you share the little scheme I just watched form in that head of yours.â Xavier taunted, his head tilting with a mocking, piercing stare. âOr were you planning to proceed without saying a word?â Xavierâs comment left you puzzled, prompting you to sit up and loop your arms around Zayneâs neck. âZaynie, whatâs the fuss about?â you asked, giving him your best pout while pressing your body suggestively against his. Zayne exhaled sharply, muttering a soft curse. Blocking out the others, Zayne directed his attention solely to you, lifting you so you could wrap your legs around his waist. His hand traced gentle circles on your back as he began to explain. âDo you remember that idea I mentioned some time ago? When we were hiding on the hospital rooftop to watch the sunset?â Your brows furrowed in concentration as Zayne watched, almost imagining a whimsical little thought bubble forming above your head as you struggled to recall his words from long ago. You leaned back in his arms, eyes locking onto his with a look of incredulity, as if questioning his sanity. Your voice carried a mix of disbelief and playful accusation. âThat thing from a while back? More like just last week.â A deep blush spread across Zayneâs cheeks at your reminderâhe had nearly forgotten how recently heâd broached the subject.
That night, flushed and slightly dazed, Zayne had lifted his head from your chest, lips swollen and slick, breath coming in quick pants as he admired his handiworkâyour breasts beautifully marked by this attention. Despite his inebriationâhis medical instincts advising rest and rehydrationâZayne couldnât suppress the needy request that escaped his lips. Zayne had promised with fervent intensityâof which you had no doubtâthat he would ensure that every moment was as painless and pleasurable as possible. that you would relish in every sensation he would provide, if you allowed him this intimate privilege. You couldnât ignore the warmth that blossomed within you at his suggestion now, how it made your core clench with longing as it had so many times before. Though you werenât about to share it with the entire room, Zayne had subtly woven the idea of exploring anal intimacy into your conversations more times than you could count. In truth, you were entirely ready and willing. There was just one issueâthe pale-haired man beside you, who was practically vibrating with a fierce, protective energy as he shot daggers at Zayne.
Xavierâs reaction wasn't driven solely by a sense of safeguarding your honorâit was fueled by his personal claim to your promised first experience. The drunken echo of the promise lingered, a reminder of how you had assured Xavier he would be the first when you were ready. You genuinely intended to keep that vow, often finding yourself lost in daydreams of being pressed against Xavier, his strong arms enveloping you as you both navigated this uncharted territory. That promise seemed unwaveringâuntil you realized how much it meant to Zayne. And you absolutely loathed yourself at the hurt in Zayneâs eyes when you would refuse him. Time and again , after Zayne averted his gaze to mask his disappointment, youâd find yourself harshly pinching a spot on your skin hard enough to leave a bruise, hoping it would escape Zayneâs notice. The physical pain served as a temporary balm for your emotions, dulling the heartache at knowing you were hurting him. But inflicting that same pain on Xavier? Just the idea made you freeze, your mind racing for new, gentle ways to let them down. When you realized the moment for truth had arrived, your stomach sank.
Sylus noticed the shift in your demeanorâthe resolve settling in your shoulders, and the firm look in your eyes as you faced the two men. He let out a soft chuckle from his spot on the couch, lounging with a glass of wine in hand. âOh no, sweetie. The moment has arrived. Whatâs your plan?â Sylus smirked, tapping his templeâa mockingly confident gesture true to Sylusâs nature. âAfter tonight, Iâm sure you see the wisdom in the age-old sayingâtwo is better than one.â Sylus paused, feigning a sudden revelation as mockingly as his usual head tap. Despite the simplicity of his commentâthe gleam in Sylus's eyes suggested he saw it as a crowning moment of wit. Sylusâs amused demeanor was starting to grate on your nerves, and your glare spoke volumes about your patience nearing its limit. Yet, you held your tongue, seething silently as his monologue dragged on. âThe logic extends to confessions too, especially when itâs the same issue affecting both people. So, kitten, if you want my humble advice, Iâd suggest biting the bullet.â And there it wasâthe irritation simmering to the surface as Sylus droned on. Truth be told, it flared the moment the word âhumbleâ escaped his annoyingly charming lips. Applying such a word to Sylus was a stretch, unless you were talking about how he managed not to boast about his immense wealth. But for the rest of him? Not so much. You shot him a sharp glare. âI'm sorry, did you seriously just use the word âhumbleâ to describe yourself? In context with you, itâs leagues funnier than that terrible joke you just tried.â With a roll of your eyes you turned away. âGo find a corner to occupy, youâre officially unnecessary here.â Sylus smirked, gesturing towards Rafayel. âAnd what about our aquatic friend? Heâs not mixed up in your drama is he? If you push me out, Iâm taking him with me.â
Tendrils of crimson and shadow wove through the air like living smoke, Sylusâs energy magic reaching out with an elegant grace. It glided across the floor, coiling around Rafayelâs ankle with a deliberate tug. The unexpected pull caused Rafayel to stumble briefly, but with a graceful fluidity, he righted himself. With a deliberate flick of his wrist, Rafayel conjured a brilliant flame in his palm, the fire dancing with a life of its own. His eyes burned with a blend of purple, magenta, and blueâa mesmerizing kaleidoscope of colors that defied natureâeach hue shimmering like sunlit ocean waves. The teasing, joyous spirit you knew had vanished, replaced by a figure of such commanding presence that he towered over all. As he stood, radiating power like the majestic crash of ocean waves, you could almost see Rafayel as he once wasâthe God of the Sea. Though he no longer bore the title, Rafayel still embodied the presence and boundless power of a true deity. His voice echoed with authority, wrapping the room in its potent embrace. âWatch yourself.â His eyes locked onto Sylus with an intensity that spoke volumes, a simmering threat lurking in their depths. âIâve been itching for the opportunity to wipe that smug smile off your face. So go onâtempt me.â With a light tap to his temple, Sylusâs smile spread gradually, looking as though Rafayelâs fiery eruption was the most delightful present anyone had ever bestowed upon him. âAlright fish, thatâs enough for now. Letâs put your bravado aside, shall we?â The authority in Sylusâs voice stood toe-to-toe with Rafayelâs, yet it was tempered by an undercurrent of dark mockery that simmered beneath. âFlaunting power doesnât entice me, so letâs call this little performance to a close.â
You felt it the moment Rafayelâs composure shatteredâhis eyes darkened like a brewing storm, and his skin began to shimmer as his power surged to the surface. In that split second, almost reflectively, you did what you had vowed to never do.
âRafayel.â
Your voice carried a startling authority of its ownâresonating with a force that seemed to lunge forward, embedding itself within Rafayel. The bond you shared with the Lemurian came alive as you spoke his name, like a sacred invocationâthe mark over his heart blazing fiercely as the connection thrummed between you. Rafayelâs eyes locked onto yours, profound as the ocean, responding to the leash of his name. âRaf, please stopâyouâre making me nervous,â you implored softly, though you knew he couldnât resist your request. âAlso, I just updated the decorâIâd prefer to leave it intact." This power over Rafayel brought you no satisfaction, in truth it pained you. The notion of controlling a person was an enigma that unsettled you deeply.
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Unless you were asserting dominance over the men who hungrily surrounded youâthat was a scenario where power felt inherently right. That notion alone unleashed a cascade of enticing ideas swirling in your head. As you surveyed your assembled men, a plan began to take shapeânext time, the gathering would embrace a theme of you holding the reinsâa prospect destined to occupy your thoughts until it became a reality.
You shook your head softly, grounding yourself; swiftly concluding that what the room needed most right now was a diversion. Reluctant as you were to embrace it, you couldnât deny that this promised a truly spectacular distraction. With a decisive clap of your hands, you captured everyone's attention. âListen up boysâI plan on reliving this escapade as many times as I wish, and you will do your best to get along and fulfill your roles.â The teasing lilt in your voice was carefully crafted to reassure them that everything was okay. You pivoted toward Xavier and Rafayel, a sudden realization dawning as your eyes locked with Xavierâs. His eyes met yours with a calm, unreadable expression that sent your stomach into free-fall. You walked toward him but stopped before reaching out, respecting his clear, silent boundaryâmarked by crossed arms and a distant stance. âBun, whatâs going on?â Xavier's voice was so softâinfused with the pain and confusion he felt. The unspoken secret weighed heavilyâXavier struggled with the knowledge that there was something you hadnât entrusted to him. He longed to take you aside, away from prying eyes, to unravel this mystery in private. Despite his trust in you, the context was unsettling amidst the crowd. As he looked at youâhis anchor in the universeâhe hated the pang of mistrust that went through him. You breached his space, whispering, âIâm so sorry, Xav, I didnât mean to worry you.â before retreating to face Zayne, whose stoic gaze was softened with implicit trust. His faith in you radiated in a subtle lift of his lips and a nodâencouraging you to proceed.
Despite the commotion, Zayne felt a serene detachment. His faith in you was ironclad, be it amidst confessions or mysteries. More than anything, Zayne was just ready to delve into this issue. What had always gnawed at Zayne was the waitâthe endless anticipation of sharing that intimate moment he knew you both desired. It was rare for Zayne to indulge in selfish thoughts, but he couldn't help but hope that this resolution would come to an end with him buried deep in your ass. You flashed Zayne a gentle smile, before standing up on the couch, positioning yourself just within Sylusâs reach should you tumble. Sylus, all flirtatious energy and soft touches, gave your ass a light, teasing slap. You playfully batted his hand away, leaning down to plant a quick kiss on his lips, fingers threading through his hair. âHavenât you been a naughty enough boy tonight?â you teased with a sultry pout, earning a low growl and a sharper smack in response. âI guess iâll be needing some discipline, won't i, sweetie?â he murmured, his deep voice and tantalizing words sent a thrill up your spine. You kissed the tip of his nose, savoring the playful intimacy before straightening up again. âFirst, I want to apologize. Iâm largely to blame for this whole fiasco.â Your eyes narrowed in Sylusâs direction. âNot the sole reason,â you continued, turning back âbut certainly the main one. Soâsorry about that. Still; this entire situation is absurd. This secret doesnât deserve the spectacle itâs become.â
Exhaling deeply, your gaze met Zayneâs. âYou covet the honor of being the first to take my assholeâs virginity so intensely, I worry about the toll it would take on your well-being if that fantasy wasn't fulfilled.â Zayne just folded his arms, chuckling softly as he shook his head. âIn truth, those fears are mutual,â he jested. âProblem is, I already promised that particular honor to Xavier.â Suspicion flared momentarily in Zayne's eyes. âWas this before or after you made that promise to me?â His tone was cautious, yet curious. You quickly reassured him, âbefore, I promise,â and his suspicion dissipated. Xavierâs soft voice cut through the silence. âSo I guess that makes me the one who got screwed over.â Despite his upset he looked at you with gentle eyes. âCan we talk somewhere private?â You nodded, the prospect of a private conversation bringing you immediate relief. Together, you slipped to the kitchen, a comfortable silence enveloping you both. The gentle click of the door lock piqued your curiosity as Xavier approached, his fingers weaving into your hair as he rested his forehead against yours with a sigh. âI know you have your reasons; but it still stings a bit that you kept something from me,â he murmured. âYouâre right to feel that way,â you acknowledged softly. He squeezed you even tighter and asked, âSo, what happened?â You leaned back to meet his gaze. âI promised you long before Zayne brought it up. and I meant every word I said when I made it. But Zayneâs enthusiasm is overwhelmingâitâs like a dream for him.â Xavier whined softly, his hands playing over your hips. âWhy canât he be second? I just want to go first.â
Xavier's puppy dog eyes nearly undid you, drawing out a giggle as you leaned into his touch, rising on your tiptoes to wrap your arms around his neck. âIn the end, you claimed the V-card that really counts,â you whispered, Xavierâs soft sigh mingling with your words as his lips met yours in a deep kiss. He pressed gentle kisses to your eyelids and cheeks before lifting you into his arms and placing you softly on the kitchen table, his lips finding yours again with a passion much more intense than before. Xavier's eyes met yours, lips glistening and eyes filled with a dazed desire. âI believe,â he said, placing kisses along your collarbone, âyou fell for me first.â A teasing bite on your shoulder followed. âAnd that means Iâve won the right to lead you through all of your firsts⌠Particularly that that involve your irresistible body." His voice was low as his teeth bit the mound of your breast, his tongue soothing gently over the sting. âYou donât seem too troubled by the idea of me trying it with Zayne first though. And ever since you first mentioned it, itâs been radio silent.â You tugged Xavier closer. âWhat eased my nerves in telling you was your lack of urgency about it,â you added. Xavier pulled back slightly, his eyes dancing with gentle amusement. âI, unlike some, value patience and deeply respect your boundaries.â He combed his fingers gently through your hair, tangling them to tilt your head back. âHowever, it seems that was a mistakeârather than coming to me, you sought someone else to take my place.â You knew Xavierâs words should have sparked at least a hint of remorse, but there was none to be foundânot with the way he touched you, his blue eyes sparkling with a teasing warmth. He slid you back on the table as he expertly positioned your legs, bending your knees until they framed your flushed face. Xavierâs eyes danced lazily before fixing on his goal, his hands slipping beneath your hips to pull you closer.
Xavier's words came with a mischievous lilt, âI realized weâre out of lube, Bun,â he murmured, placing a kiss near your sensitive skin, prompting a surprise inhale from you. âWe canât let that happen to your doctor right? Let me help.â Your body momentarily froze. Sensing the pause, Xavierâs words flowed like a gentle stream. âYou know you donât have to if youâre not comfortable,â he whispered. You replied softly, âItâs not thatâitâs just, would it be good for you?â His answering look was so honest. âHow could it not be?â you nodded slowly. The remnants of your shared encounters lingered, and Xavier spread it, careful not to rush. The delicate contrast of your skin drew his gaze, stirring a soft wonder about how it might feel under the gentle sweep of his tongue. While Xavier quietly nursed his resentment for Zanye, he found comfort in the plan he had devised the moment the truth slipped from your lips. Xavierâs lips moved softly over your inner thighs and the curve of your ass, his tongue tracing light paths and his lips capturing your skin briefly, offering a hint of the pleasures ahead. His warm breath lingered over your sensitive skin, deliberate and comforting like a small breeze. Xavier hoped youâd enjoy the sensationâand he was right, as your quiet gasp and the subtle arch of your hips toward him revealed your growing need. This gentle urgency ignited a rush within Xavier, spurring him on as his mouth explored further. His tender kisses continued to dot your skin, the feel of his lips mingling with your slick warmth making you dizzy with pleasure. When your breathless giggles rang out, Xavier began to weave in soft flicks of his tongue, deepening each stroke as he moved toward your most sensitive spot. That first languid sweep of his tongue over your soft skin nearly undid him, a helpless whimper escaping him as your fingers tangled in his hair, urging him closer.
Xavier responded instantly, his next pass with his tongue applying a deeper pressure. The sensations overwhelmed youâentire galaxies danced behind your closed eyes, each touch from Xavier bringing forth a wave of pleasure beyond description. It was a tender kind of ecstasyâthe sensations were softer, wrapping around you with a warm blanket. This experience felt more intimate than anything you and Xavier had shared before somehow. His tongue moved with such tenderness and skill, sparking ripples of electricity at the point of each touch. Your voice softly spoke his name like a sacred chant, your hand traveling down to circle your clit in the slickness. The sight of your fingers dancing over your slick folds, chanting his name like a mantra, was nearly Xavierâs undoingâ barely aware as his hand found its way to his own arousal, spreading the precum in a hasty eager motion. His lips joined the fray, placing tender, wet suctions between skillful flicks and sweeps of his tongue. Occasionally Xavier teased you with breathy exhalations again, savoring the sweet giggles you gifted him in return. As his tongue gently explored your puckered entrance, the overwhelming pleasure had you gasping a soft curse, your hand on your clit moving more urgently.
Xavier was utterly absorbed in you, the sensation of your body lightly gripping his tongue, a promise for the time heâd finally claim all of you. He softly delved with his tongue, pausing for tender laps and licks at the smooth skin around it, mixing in gentle kisses and the softest teases of his teeth. The room was filled with the urgent sounds of Xavier's hand working his own arousal, intermingled with your breathless cries, creating an intoxicating symphony. Xavier sensed the approach of your release from the way your body tightened around his tongue, eliciting a soft sob from you. Your warmth trickled down, becoming one with the sensations Xavierâs tongue was creating. The way your body gripped his tongue, your warmth and your taste, had Xavier utterly ruined. Certain of your satisfaction, Xavier shifted, raising your hips to the perfect angle to receive his release. It was an overwhelming rushâstealing his breath and setting his heart racing as dizziness danced through his limbs. He spilled over your skin, ensuring no part was left bare, before gently scooping you up to maintain the placement of his release.
Zayne, Rafayel, and Sylus had gathered in the main room, lingering as they anticipated the conclusion of your and Xavier's activities in the kitchen. Rafayel and Sylus exchanged amused looks as Xavier walked in, holding you with your ass in the air, his release trailing down. Ignoring their knowing smiles, Xavier nodded towards the bedroom door, signaling for Zayne to follow. Xavier wanted to ensure that this intimate moment was only shared between you and Zayne. Xavier recognized its deep significance for both of you, and despite his own mixed feelings, he was determined to make the experience as comfortable and joyful for you as it could be. Silently, Zayne obliged, his gaze softening as he noticed your blissful grin, nestled in Xavierâs arms. âZayniee, I missed you" you whispered with delight, looking up at him with pure adoration. You embodied satisfactionâcovered in cum, eyes shining, a rosy flush adorning your cheeks. Zayne simply shook his head with a soft smile. Xavier gently laid you on the bed, keeping your body perfectly displayed for Zayne as Xavier motioned toward your inviting form. Speaking in a subdued tone, Xavierâs words carried an edge, a silent testament to his restrained fury aimed at Zayne. Always prioritizing your happiness, Xavier suppressed his irritation and offered a statement that provided him with some relief. âYou want to lead? Go ahead. But youâll do so wrapped in my essenceâin a way, I'm still there.â His gaze bore into Zayne, a mosaic of emotionsâa possessive protectiveness over you, frustration with Zayne, and surprisingly, a gentle trust as he entrusted you to Zayneâs care. With that, Xavier turned, leaving the room as the door closed quietly.
âZayne?â Your voice was gentle, yet carried a new undertone of seriousness. When Zayne met your gaze, he was nearly overwhelmed at the depth of love he saw reflected there. With a playful wiggle of your hips, you suggested, âThereâs a towel in the bathroom. Want to clean me up?â Your tender smile reassured him, and Zayne silently appreciated your request. He realized you would have welcomed the symbolism of Xavierâs essence being present, but he found himself relieved to forgo that connection. And truthfully, while you did enjoy the idea of intertwining their experiences, you recognized Zayne needed this moment to be exclusively his. You suspected that Xavier was aware of this too, as he had quietly demonstrated by leading you and Zayne to this room alone. Your gaze lingered on Zayne as he tended to you with the most gentle of careâhis eyes reflected a subtle tenderness, and every pass of the warm cloth on your skin infused you with comfort and a re-kindling of desire. Zayne took his time, ensuring that the soft rag caressed every part of your skin. The soothing warmth of the rag, followed by the coolness of Zayneâs touch provided a soothing contrast. Your eyelids soon grew heavy, and you were just on the verge of drifting off when Zayne wrapped you carefully in his arms, cradling you against him as he spooned you softly. His fingers brushed your hair aside, exposing your neck as he placed a soft kiss on your collarbone. âAre you alright?â he asked, his tone was tinted with seriousness. Zayne wasnât referring to any disagreement with you and Xavierâseeing you arrive in Xavier's arms, covered by his essenceâZayne knew you two were on solid ground. Zayne's concern was solely for your wellbeing; he had no intention of proceeding unless he knew this was truly what you wanted. You shifted, threading your fingers through his hair, meeting his gaze with a clear certainty. Seeing the honest assurance in your eyes, Zayne felt his worries melt away. You drew his face to your yours, arching into him with a passionate intensity.
You craved Zayneâneeded with every fiber of your being right now. You had dreamed of this moment, wanting nothing more than for him to be the one to share it with you. Now that it was unfoldingâyou were determined to seize every single second. This yearning drove you to cling to him tightly, your body aligning with his as if magnetically drawn. Feeling a light warmth trickle down your thigh, you reached between yourself and Zayne, wrapping your hand around his length, surprised by the abundance of precum coating it. You hummed in approval, spreading it over his shaft as you playfully remarked, âLooks like Xavierâs concerns about the lube werenât necessary,â Zayneâs look was direct. âIs that the excuse he gave you for that display?â You just giggled, cozying back against him and parting yourself to welcome him.
"There it is, Zayne, right within your reachâThe Promised Land.â A quiet burst of laughter escaped Zayne as his smile grew. âSilly girl,â he murmured, his lips brushing softly against your hair. When you spoke again, your eyes were earnest, âTouch me Zayne. Please.â In that moment, Zayneâs resolve crumbled, your words dissolving his composure. With you already spreading yourself invitingly for him, it was effortless for Zayne to slide his cock along your sensitive skin, his movements slow and deliberate. Though this was an act familiar to Zayne, it felt different this time, as though his very being sensed a deeper bond forming between you. Zayne dedicated himself fully, transferring every bit of his essence to you, reclaiming what had once been covered by Xavierâs touch. Pulling you closer, he let his warm breath linger over your ear. âAnd how exactly do you want me to touch you, little one?â Zayne's words were probing, suffused with a quiet heat, they wrapped around you, and your breath hitched as you guided his hand. You arched your back, offering better access to your smooth puckered skin. You exhaled softly as his fingertips traced the lightest path over you. âDonât you already know what to do, doctor? Youâve had plenty of time to study.â You purred, your voice a teasing lure for Zayne as his finger lightly caressed your entrance, enjoying its instinctive clench. You softly pleaded, âYou've been there before ZayneâI need more.â Zayne aligned his thumb with your entrance, stirring the slickness as he eased just the tip inside. âEven Xavierâs tongue delved deeper, Zayne.â That remark earned a low growl and a heated murmur of âbratâ from Zayne as he thrust his thumb in without warning.
Once his thumb was buried deeply inside you, Zayneâs other hand entwined tightly in your hair, positioning you so he could observe your every reaction. Zayneâs irritation was a particular pleasure for youâhis method of administering consequences always made your actions worthwhileâespecially now that his reactions carried a newfound intensity. This was clear from the way you felt no remorse, even though Zayne had just abruptly thrust his finger into your assâeliciting a sharp pain that momentarily clouded your lust. âBetter?â His voice, heavy with seductive authority, sent shivers down your spine. It was obvious too when the first words to fall from your lips came as a deep sigh of, âYes, Zayneâjust like that.â Those words ignited something within Zayneâhe had planned to approach this moment with the utmost care, showing his love in his every delicate touch. Yet, the tone of your voice and the longing in your eyes implored him for more, and it surprised him how willing he was to meet that request. Once your body settled into relaxation after its initial response, you almost went limp in Zayne's arms, completely entrusting yourself to him. He maintained a consistent rhythmâsensing your craving for intensity yet choosing to gently prepare you first. His thumb moved in and out of your entrance, slow and deepâZayne would pull back just to the tip, savoring the tight suction before drawing in more of his essence and plunging deeply once more. Zayne became enveloped in this sensation, his eyes closing as he focused on the feeling of your grip around his thumb, how each movement made you even wetter. He sighed as he ran his hand through your folds, mixing your essence with his. You were utterly tantalizingâthe very picture of a man's deepest fantasies. You felt Zayne slowly introduce a second finger, offering your body time to accommodate the new sensation this time.
Once you began to relax around the dual intrusion, Zayneâs lips and teeth etched a persistent path across your skin. You wondered how your lovers could still find you alluring, marred as you were by the marks of their passion. But, as Zayne eagerly added his own signature to the canvas of your skin, you realized this wasnât something to be concerned about. The challenge of concealing these marks in the upcoming weeks, however, was a much more realistic concern.
Zayne was nearing his breaking point, his lips flushed and slick, breath escaping him even faster than yours. He was more of a mess than you, and Zayne nearly rejoiced when your quiet whisper cut through his desire-laden trance. The request for âmoreâ was so faint that Zayne might have missed it had he not been attuned to every nuance of your expression. Zayne positioned his shaft at your entrance, gently tracing soothing circles on your hips and your ass. Your entire being cried out for Zayne to finally take you,and he could see that desperation, yet he had to confirm. âAre you completely certain about this?â Eyes remaining closed, you were nearly beyond words as you sighed deeply, sinking further into the softness of the comforter beneath you, âNeed you so bad, Zayne. Pleaseâi'll do anything,â The last word was a pure plea from the depths of your being. As Zayneâs cock slowly opened you up, your body stayed perfectly at ease. After the meticulous attention from both Xavier and Zayne, you didnât feel the slightest nervousness about what was to come.
Your mind and body were at ease, and soft giggles, whimpers, and whispered iterations of Zayneâs name escaped your lips as he pushed deeper into you. A strangled sob of âyesâ echoed as he pushed in completelyâZayne rendered motionless by the overwhelming sensation of your warmth and tight embrace. Honestly, Zayne was surprised he hadnât simply ceased to exist in that momentâreforming as a being set to traverse the universe to find your spirit once again. The pressure of being embedded in your ass was far more intense than the snug fit of your cunt, almost overpoweringly so at first. Drawing you as tight as he could against him, Zayneâs face nestled into your neck, his warm breath escaping in a huff as he pulled away to the tip before pushing in again. Quickly captivated by the intensity, Zayne seemed to driftâhis senses absorbed by the slow, deliberate rhythm of his movements. Resting his head on your shoulder, he watched in admiration as your breasts bounced gently with each pull of his hips. You embodied pure sinfulnessâyour slick skin exuding lust as your hand wandered across it. Zayne's teeth found your neck as your fingers explored your depths.
It was surprising how deeply connected you were to Zayne in that moment; perhaps this was the reason behind his insistence and eagerness to explore anal together. It dawned on you why he wanted to be your first, and quietly, you sensed he shared these same revelations. Zayne, having anticipated this intensity, knew from his research there was something special about it, yet nothing truly prepared him for this. Your body seemed intent on holding him as if he were becoming an inseparable part of you, and Zayne felt that profound bond as well. He was a beautiful messâhis skin glistening with sweat as he whispered your name and sweet murmurs fervently, his cock gliding slickly in an abundance of precum, a filthy testament to his arousal. You were equally overwhelmed, desperately rubbing your clit, your head gently bobbing with his motions, tears of bliss tracing your cheeks. A quiet, âlove you, Zayneâ slipped out, carrying straight to Zayneâs heart.
It was your declaration of love that tipped Zayne over the edge, building to a power climax that surpassed anything heâd ever felt before. Zayne succumbed to wave after wave of ecstasy, each pulse of his release felt keenly against your tightly enveloping warmth. The sensation of his throbbing veins and the filling warmth of his seed sent you spiraling into your own breathtaking orgasm, waves of pleasure coursing from where you were joined to every part of your being. Even after his movements slowed, Zayne remained nestled within you, savoring the lingering connection. Once more, your latest release soaked the beddingâa new trait of yours that Zayne found himself utterly obsessed with.
As the pleasure ebbed, you floated in its serene wake, a dreamy, weightless sensation setting comfortably within you. With movements that were slow and almost worshipful, Zayne delicately cleaned you with a warm cloth again. His touch was as meticulous and caring as it had been the first time; the warmth of the rag tracing soothing paths across your skin. His gentle hands and the soft kisses he left on your skinâs marks eased you softly to sleep. After attending to himself, Zayne took a brief moment to look in on you again before checking in on the rest of the group. During the time you and Zayne had been lost in each other, Rafayel and Sylus had quietly slipped away, leaving only Xavier dozing on the couch. Zayne sighed with relief, grateful for the chance to spend the rest of the night holding you close.
When Xavier awoke, sleep still lingering, he wandered to the bedroom to find you and Zayne softly entwined, your breaths synchronized in a peaceful rhythm. Gently, Xavier settled behind you, a soft, sleepy sigh escaping him the moment his body relaxed against yours. Your satisfaction seemed to emanate from you, enveloping Xavier as he breathed in your scent. A selfish desire stirred within him to wake you, fueled by the fantasy of taking Zayneâs place. But, exhaustion triumphed as he snuggled closer, melting into your warmth.
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can u do the "i like you I said I like you" thing with any random blue lock boy if u don't know it just search it up and it will be there it's pretty cute and when you do or u already know can u make like a big misunderstanding and it's a happy ending ty!
 I like you - rin, yoichi, hiori
â In which the popular kid (you) asks them out and they can't believe it.
Note: I hope I find the right thing đ rin is longer bc i missed the happy ending part at first. reader really doesn't take 'no' for an answer. mia đ¤ writting only with her favs
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Rin isn't the type to make friends in the first place, so when he found a note on his desk asking him to meet up with an anonymous person his first reflexes was to put it in the trash. He had better things to do than to talk to someone he doesn't even know.
He never expected this note to be from you, his pretty seatmate that, surprisingly, liked to work on a few projects with him. Everyone has a crush on him, but only a few can actually manage his personality.Â
But here you were, hands on his desk before he could take his remaining papers before leaving for practice. He glared up at you to realize you were frowning at him too, obviously upset. Yet you weren't saying anything, stealing glances around to see if people would actually leave one day.
"You're waiting for a deluge of what ?!" You yelled at the duo whispering behind him and he heard them running out in a second
"What's your problem?" He asked about your behavior.
"What is your problem! You never came yesterday," you argued, cheeks flush red and he can't tell if it's from embarrassment or anger. "I've waited for a while you jerk."
"You should've signed then." He added while looking away from the small pour on your face, trying to pull away his papers beneath your hand. "Now I have to go so be quick."
Lifting your hand so he can organize his bag, you didn't wait for him to finish before talking.
"I like you." You said, a lower voice, less confident ; a voice that sounded nothing like yours. He scoffed at your face, getting up and putting his bag on his shoulder. As if someone like you could actually have feelings for him, ridiculous.
"I don't have time for your joke. Get lost." Without caring to look back at you, he left the classroom with a bothered face. It's not that he didn't like you, but everything sounded fake. Despite himself, he doesn't want to be the joke of your stupid friends' group.
"Wait Rin !" Your voice followed by footsteps suddenly sends shivers down his back. Couldn't you just leave him alone ?
But your hand grabbed his wrist in a hurry to try and stop him in his tracks. You couldn't bring yourself to look at him, already trying to hide the emotion in your voice.
"I wasn't kidding ! I really do â "
A million thoughts pass by his silly little brain in a second but he sadly didn't have time for this right now. Or he didn't want to think about it at all.
"If you do then let me go." He sounds sharp and uncaring but his heart is weak when you let go of him with a pitiful try to hide the disappointment written on your face. Yet the only thing he does is run away from you, already late for his schedule.
"We'll talk later."
He sent it out of guilt before starting, not liking how he left you like this. Yet the notification of his message fell in deaf ears as you were already crying, hiding yourself in the bathroom.
After crying your emotions out you still went and checked your face after â bad idea. Your eyes are red, cheeks flushed and you can't get rid off the mascara that fell below your eyes. Great.
You sighed, getting yourself together before leaving the building to go home. You've seen his message but honestly you don't think you'll ever have the strength to face him now. Ever. Tears are always on the verge of falling from your eyes and youâve never felt this shitty in your life. It was the worst day ever ! And your friends would tell you "I told you so." . You hated it.
Yet, without meaning to, you still passed by the football field and saw Rin was still there training, all sweaty and panting as he scored yet another goal. As you ponder if you should stop by and wait for him, since he told you youâll talk later, you stopped in your tracks right in front of the tribune. From where you stand, you staying or not wouldnât probably change a thing to your situation. No-oneâs waiting for you and you certainly donât wanna see your friends at that moment. So you decided to stop and take a seat in the front row, gazing at him as your head lay on your arms.Â
It doesnât take long for him to notice you, you can tell and even if you didnât expect much from him, he stopped and slowly made his way to you.
He feels like an asshole, for once in his life. Itâs like he really did something bad that he regrets.
âYouâre going to catch a cold.â was all he could think about to break the heavy silence between you two. He doesnât expect much either, knowing well that you might be upset.
âItâs summerâs end though, itâs still hotâŚâ you answered, muffled in your arms. He was right, the light breeze past nine was in fact colder than you thought but you never wanted to admit that. But you werenât dumb, you knew he'd notice the goosebumps on your arms.Â
Soon his jacket fell on your shoulders, making you blink a few times in a vain attempt to process what happened.
âTake this and go home. Donât forget it tomorrow.â he finally said before leaving you behind, flustered but with a small smile on your lips. At least he cared more than he looked like.
Putting it on properly, you took your bag and made your way to the exit, following his words â he made sure for you not to get cold, you could at least listen. You expected it to smell like him or some strong cologne he might wear, but instead it simply smells like detergent. And for some reason, it comforted you even more.Â
It was a good idea to stop by.Â
Hiori never was on the popular side, even if he was a good football player for his two years of high school, he never compared to some of his teammates that got way too much attention for their well being. Not that he ever minded, it was just like this. He prefers his routine to stick to what it is, meeting with his small group of friends, talk about games then go back to his training. It can be boring, but it was simply his life.
Or it was before you came into his life out of nowhere during his last year. Youâve always been in his class but for some reason you two never talked before, he knew your name and thatâs it. Until you started to come see him play and encourage him with everything youâve got.
After that, it seems like youâve never missed a game and always come to see him at the end of it to tell him how well he played and then proceed to talk with him. It was nothing particularly weird, anybody can start to like football at some point and tell themselves that itâs never too late to befriend someone â beside the fact that you were the prettiest person he had seen.
For some reason, all this happening out of nowhere seems way too suspicious but he never mentioned it to you and was still happy to talk to you and learn more about your interests. He was really awkward at first but as the days went by, turning into months and you never stopped being nice to him, he thought he may have had the wrong idea. Until that day.
âI like you,â you mumbled to him after catching his sleeve before he could leave. Time stopped and your words were echoing in his head endlessly â he couldn't come up with an answer. His mind went blank and all he could do was stare at your feet, trying to ground himself. But you pull on his sleeve once again, right when he feels able to answer.
âCome on, donât ignore me when I just said thatâŚâ He can see you chewing on the inside of your cheek and a disbelief scoffed escaped his mouth.
âLook, I know but itâs just not funny,â he answered lightly but he couldnât look into your eyes or else he wouldâve cried. Saying he didnât develop a crush on you would be a lie, but he knew it was one sided and was fine with it. But you joking about it wasnât funny.
âWhatâ No ! Iâm not kidding Hiori, listenââ
âIâm sure your friends are laughing a lot but you really should stop nowâŚâ he cut you out before you could explain yourself and it felt like it was now or never. You took a step closer to him who was still avoiding your gaze and left a peck on his cheek, close enough to the corner of his lips for him to realize you werenât lying. His cheeks heat up at your move and he backs down quickly, taking a few steps away from you.
You were the awkward one now, looking away from him. You didnât want to seem too much of a push over so you nodded to yourself before.
âJust because you donât like me back doesnât mean you have to say Iâm joking. With that,â you added before waving at him awkwardly and were about to leave but this time it was Hiori who stopped you. Leaving a quick peck on your lips, he smiled shyly at you who was now a blushing mess â trying to hide your face away but with nowhere to do so.
âIt just feels weird, because youâre the pretty one you know.â he giggled. âBut I like you too.â
When Yoichi discovered the letter in his locker this morning, his heart stopped. It seemed normal from the outside â and thank god for that â but the inside contained words about how the person felt for him but he felt like dying. Nobody ever confessed to him, even less with a letter.
Nothing helped that he knew who it was. It wasnât as anonymous as he wished it was, itâs always like this in the movie. He looked like his soul left his body, making his friends worry â even more when he never wanted to mention what was up. He couldn't just tell them, they'd ask to read it and he didn't want them to know who it was. While being asked a thousand questions about it, he secretly glanced your way, a blush on his cheeks.Â
You were looking their way, not catching his eyes but with a knowing smile on your lips and he prays for them not to look away from him. He needed to talk this through with you, even if he didn't want to.Â
You squeal when your arm is suddenly pulled to the opposite side. Yoichi shushed you down, panicked at the idea of you screaming all of sudden. You blinked a few times, flustered at the sudden proximity. He was only a few centimeters away, looking around to be sure nobody would come and annoyed you and your heart had a hard time following.Â
Out of nowhere, he took out the letter from his pocket and almost shoveled it into your face.Â
âWhat is this ?â he whispered as if everyone around was listening to him, making you giggle.Â
âA love letter ?â you said, trying to hide your trembling voice. You never expected him to face you like this, he was the kind you can easily forget and yet he was bold enough to ask you straight about it. It charmed you even more at first.Â
âYeah I can tell,â he scoffed. âBut that's not funny ok. Get it back and leave me alone.âÂ
The small shadow of a smile fell from your face in a second, horror rushing in your body when he gave you the letter back â more like pushing it in your hands â before leaving the other way. You have to compose yourself a second before gripping on the letter and run after him.
Stepping out of the corner he pulled you, you rushed after him before tugging on his sleeve. Once again, your letter flew away from your hand right to his face.
âI just told you I liked you ! You could at least keep it even if you donât feel the same !â you yelled in the middle of the highway, people were sending Yoichi weird looks and he couldnât control the blush on his cheeks. On the other hand, you never felt so dumb in your entire life. It wasnât because he seems the most normal boy that he would like you back, not when he didnât know anything about you, yet you really hoped he would at least treat it well.
âI thought you were joking !â he yelled back, not sure what to believe anymore. âyou can whoever you want⌠why me ?â he subtly asked, not daring to look you in the eyes.
âWhy not,â you argue with a pour on your lips. âYouâre cute, thatâs it. Youâre caring with your friends and your mom â I overheard you on the phone once.â your ramble started to get a bit creepy, so instead you got close to him and bump into his shoulder. âEven if you donât like me yet, we could at least, I donât know, hang out from time to time.â
A sweet smile formed on his lips. âIâd love to.â
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When You Accidentally Kill a Clown pt. 2
Pt. 1 Ao3
I couldn't let the brain rot die
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Breath Danny, this is all fine. This was however not fine. Danny stared, mouth agape, food untouched, as The RED godamned HOOD sat across from him tearing into a burger and fries. The man had taken off his helmet and almost sent Danny into a panic before seeing he had another mask underneath. Which, honestly, shouldnât be surprising, from what Tuckerâs told him these bats are hella secretive and have an insane amount of contingencies. He thought back to the time when Tucker had tried installing similar plans in case of emergency, which mostly fell through after like two attacks. Only a few plans survived and receive semi-regular upkeep.
âDude you gonna eat that or what?â Danny was pulled from their thoughts by the vigilante sitting across from them. Right, that. As a response they lifted a couple fries to his mouth and Ancients these are good. Hood let out a chuckle at whatever face Danny had pulled, before his voice turned a bit more serious.
âSo howâd you come across the Joker? Much less put a crater in his gut?â Ah, so this was an interrogation, Danny can do an interrogation. He swallowed a few more fries before responding.
âUm, well, I was just walking back to my dorm, and the guy jumped out of an alley and grabbed me. He started talking about the Waynes and⌠some other stuff. So I panicked and then he was dead.â Danny trailed off, stuffing the burger in his mouth to avoid talking more. And if it werenât for his nerves this burger would have tasted amazing, but at this moment it was just a burger.
Hood nodded, âAnd the smoking crater? Are you a meta or something?â And there was the question Danny constantly thinks about because yes, technically he would be considered a meta, after all his dad and his sister both have the gene so it would be so easy to explain away his powers like that. But it felt so much like a lie. Like he was denying the fact of his true nature. But Danny also really didnât feel like explaining the complexities of ghosts at whatever Ancients forsaken time it is, to the Red Hood, over a burger and shakes. So he nodded, gesturing flippantly with his hand in a vague either or motion.
Hood looked weary but took the answer nonetheless. âI took care of the body and called some friends. Do you mind if I tell them who did it or would you like to keep it under wraps?â He said, leaning back in the booth.
âUmm,â Danny ducked his head and dropped his hand to his lap, âIâd rather not have my name or face publicized, if that's alright.â Hood Hmmâd in agreement before tilting his head to one side, A smile smile tug at the corner of his lips which, if Danny wasnât under an intense amount of stress right now, would actually be kind of cute.
âSpeaking of,â Hood said, his tone shifting to something Danny couldnât detect, âI donât believe I got your name.â and thatâs a lie, Danny had told him in the alley way. But then, Hood had been in a bit of shock so maybe he forgot?
âItâs Danny,â Danny said again, a bit more sure this time, âDanny Fenton.â He paused for a moment before tacking on â He/ theyâ and holding out his hand for Hood to shake.
That smile on the vigilantes face grew more as he took Dannyâs hand, âHood, he/him. Pleasure to make your acquaintanceâ was that a wink? It was hard to tell with the domino mask, but did RED HOOD just fucking wink at them.
âSo how old are you Danny? You said you were heading back to your dorm, are you a student?â
It took a few moments for their brain to catch up before Danny replied, âYeah, I just turned 20, Iâm starting my first semester at Gotham U in a couple days. Iâve uhh,â Danny ducked his head again, reaching to rub at the back of his neck, âIâve only actually been in Gotham for like three days.â he muttered sheepishly. Looking back up at Hood through his bangs.
âYouâve only been in Gotham for for three days,â hood whispered to himself, his brows drawing together in confusion, âAnd you killed the Fucking Joker???â He half shouted, incredulously.
Dannyâs Head shot around scanning the dingy burger joint, no one seemed to have noticed. Hood looked apologetic, then a war of emotions fluttered across his face before that smile, that Danny had now decided is definitely cute (Cause thatâs not a lot to unpack), crept its way back onto the manâs face.
âSo what do you study?â Hood asked, resting his chin on his hand and tilting his head just slightly.
Danny fought the blush threatening to creep up their face because no, no this serial killer crime boss is not cute you absolute idiot. And instead they launched into an explanation of how theyĹe majoring in Aerospace engineering and Astronomy, because this is his obsession and he could talk about his obsession all day if he could.
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Jason stared at the man before him, excitedly explaining a bunch of star stuff that, to be honest, he didnât really understand. But this man was so goddamn cute. Danny apparently is the kind of person that talks with their hands when they get excited, because the wild gestures they were making only managed to captivate Jason more.
The two talked for almost another hour before Jason had to drop them off at their dorm because, âYou almost got murdered once tonight and you got lucky, Iâm going to escort you home whether you like it or not.â before returning to his patrol route.
He made a mental note while he was beating up a potential mugger, to look into this Danny Fenton, to maybe meet in civvies, because there is no way Jason is going to lose this guy.
Pt. 3
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can you do one where the reader feels like they have lost their sex appeal and asks a friend for help to understand the situation? (Here my inspo and can you do a g!p too plz)
Pairings: sub!fem reader x g!p dom!wonyoung
Warnings: smut, g!p wonyoung (wonyoung has a dick)
a/n: hi anon! Just wanna say thanks for the inspo, i really like it when people request a plot which you did, and also i rlly hope you enjoy this cause i sure did when i wroteđĽš. U didnât request any specific idol so i just went w wony to complete ot5 and also cause i feel she would fit this inspo the best! (Btw, i recognise the fanart hehe, should i write for genshin too? đ¤)
It has been weeks since you and Wonyoung did that. Every time you try to initiate it, she would decline it, telling you she wants to go to sleep or that she was tired. It has you overthinking, what if she doesnât like you in that way anymore? Are you just not attractive to her? So many thoughts whirl in your mind and you really needed to let it out. So who else than your bestie? Surely she can help you with this situation right?
ăăă(it means time skip)
âI..I donât know how to tell you this.â You say, feeling embarrass even thinking about the situation you were going through now, your cheeks feeling hot at the thought of telling something so personal to your best friend. But she was the only one who you could rely on whenever you had troubles. ây/nnnn, you better tell me now.â She dragged her words, rolling her eyes in slight annoyance. You had been this way for the past 30 minutes, and Rei was starting to get frustrated she was not able to get it out from you.
âFine! Ugh, ithinkilostmysexappeal!â The words comes out quickly, the pout on your face as you look at the floor instead, suddenly finding that to be more interesting. The sudden sound of laughter floods the cafĂŠ instead, your head immediately shoots up, looking at Rei who was now laughing. You looked around, seeing some people stare your way and you glared at her. âKeep it down!â You whispered and she wiped the tears that escaped from laughing so much. âI-iâm sorry, i just canât believe you just said that.â She said, now more calmly as you sighed frustratingly.
âWony has been ignoring my advances when i try to initiate.â You say truthfully, your brows furrow in thought, your expression showing how worried you were that Rei becomes serious. âAnd what does she say?â She frowns, her fingers wrapping around the straw as she stirs her drink, taking a sip of it. âShe just tells me she does not feel like it, sometimes she says itâs because sheâs tired. Iâm worried Rei.â You looked at the table as you let out your emotions, and Rei pouts as she stares at you.
âMaybe sheâs just tired like she says? Honestly, i know Wonyoung could never stop loving you with how she keeps talking about you.â You looked up at her, tilting your head. âHow do you know that?â You were surprised, Rei has never told you stuff concerning your girlfriend before, so it came off as surprising for you. That was until you could see the slight tint of red on her cheeks, a smirk appearing on your face instead. âReiâŚdonât tell meâŚitâs Liz isnât it?â You squealed, and it wad Reiâs turn to look at the floor, covering her face.
âAha, i knew it!â You say rather too loud, attracting some eyes at your table once again, and you mutter a sorry in their direction, looking at your friend who only groans. âYes but i canât help it when she looks like a teddy bear most of the time!â It was your turn to laugh, but not as loud this time, with Rei quickly bringing you back to the topic at hand. âAnyways, i think you donât need to worry so much y/n yah, maybe you just need to..up your game?â She raises her brows in a playful manner, which makes you giggle a little. âYou meanâŚdress something that makes her want to do that with me?â She nods her head, and you give it a thought.
Dress something..what always makes Wonyoung go crazy? Your mind reeled with different images of you, and you were sure your face was red. Rei was giggling at your face, taking pictures from her phone as you groaned, trying to snatch her phone from her.
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You were nervous, your heart was racing every millisecond at this point, you looked at yourself one last time in the mirror, the headband rested on your head was one with bunny ears, and you had wore a lingerie with her favourite colour red. When Rei told you earlier to wear something that would make her go crazy, you immediately thought of this since you had wore something similar before and it had made her go feral. You just hoped the outfit you had on would make her go as feral as that time.
Soon you could hear the sounds of keys jangling, the door opening, and her voice ringing throughout the house.
âBaby iâm home!â She had said, and instead of replying or your usual, where you would greet her with a hug, you immediately jumped on the bed, sprawling yourself out instead to look sexy for her. âBabes?â Her voice echos again, and you could hear the door to your shared bedroom open, your heart was racing as she opens the door fully, her eyes immediately on yours as she froze there on the spot. Her eyes were boring holes into your skin, it made you feel naked, the electric feeling running through you. âWelcome home Wony..h-how do you like my outfit? I dressed up for you since you havenât been giving my body attention a-and though-â She stops your rambling instead by kissing you with hunger, her hands lost in your hair as she slides them down your back, feeling your skin on her fingers as you melted into her, moaning against her lips.
She pulled away, her eyes now a darker shade of brown, as she bit her bottom lip. âMy bunny wants attention that bad huh?â There was that nickname, you only whimper at her words, her hand slides up to play at your headband, stroking the ears as her eyes stayed glue to yours. âFuck..you make me so hard y/n..â She whispers against your ears, her tongue probes out, flicking against your earlobe as she grinds herself against you, making you feel how hard she was and you gasp, your fingers around her back pulling her closer to you. âY-you feel that bunny?â Panting, she pulls away, giving you a show as she undo her blouse and unclasps her bra quickly, the bra falling off as she throws it somewhere across the room, leaving the blouse on as she knew what it does to you.
Moving next to you, she pats her lap and you get the message, your thighs over hers as you watch her undo her belt. The bulge was already obvious, poking at her pants wanting to be freed of its confinements. It only makes you squirm on her lap, watching her as she finally pulls down her pants, helping her to get rid of it fully as you throw it at the edge of the bed. You stared at her covered bulge again, a damp spot evident on her panties. It makes you bite your lips, and you hear her clicking her tongue. âEyes up here bunny.â The nickname rolls over her lips, making you whimper again as you look up into her eyes, feeling like a prey as she stares into yours like a predator. âI want to see you bounce on me bunny, youâre good at that arenât you? Youâre a bunny after allâ She cocks her head to one side, and you nod your head desperately. The feeling between your legs was uncomfortable at this point, just aching to be filled with her cock.
You feel her pressing her fingers over your clothed area, the pressure on your clit makes you move your hips, moaning softly for her. She bites her lips, watching you as you masturbate on her fingers, it only makes her harder. She stills your hips with her other hand, sliding your panties to one side, looking down at how wet you are, it almost makes her moan. âFuckâŚyouâre such a fucking tease huh bunny? Wearing my favourite colour on you..and those bunny ears, you know what it does to me.â She groans, feeling her squeeze at your hip where her hand stayed, before feeling her pull your body closer to her, reaching to take her cock, stroking it and slapping it over your clit.
You gasp, your hands gripping her shoulders as she continues to slap her tip over your clit, making it red and puffy just how she likes it. âSo pretty for me, i love you like this bunny..now show me how you bounce on my cock.â She orders, making you whine out. Your hand goes to your panties, wanting to take them off before feeling her hands stop you. âDonât. I want it on bunny.â She warns, her eyes glaring into yours to not talk back which makes you gulp instead, feeling her guide her tip over your sopping hole. Your eyes rolls to the back when you feel her tip past your hole, the feeling only makes you moan loudly, gripping at her shoulders.
She pulls you down slowly over her cock, letting you adjust to her size before she was fully inside of you. The feeling only makes you whimper, as you start to bounce on her cock. She groans as she watches you move up and down on her cock, her hands goes to your ass, giving them a small squeeze before spreading your asscheeks apart, stretching your hole. It only makes it easier for you to move all the way, the added sensation causes your body to tremble slightly, a shiver running down your spine as you continue to milk her dry.
âW-what a good bunny.â She praises you, pressing her lips on yours as you both make out messily, her tongue slides across your bottom lip asking for access and you part your lips, the feeling of her tongue around yours makes you moan softly, still bouncing on her cock. You could feel her fingers running up your spine, making you shiver as she goes to unclasp your bra.
Pulling away from the kiss, she watches you as you continue to masturbate yourself over her cock, the feeling of your walls wrapping around her makes her moan softly, her hand goes over to your breasts as they shake with each bounce, stimulating them. She could feel your walls tightening around her, making her head tilt to the back as she lets out a throaty moan. âS-so fucking tight bunny.â She groans out, before gripping on your hips, guiding you over her cock.
You could feel your stomach coil, the need to come washes over you âI-i need to cum please Wony?â You struggle to say, and she holds your hip in place, driving her cock in and out of your pussy instead. You cry out, head lost in her neck as she moves her hips even faster, fucking you roughly, making your eyes roll. âI-iâm going to breed this pussy full of my bunnies, o-oh fuck fuck fuck, cum with me bunny!â Her words only sends you over the edge as you cum all over her cock, your eyes rolls back as you see white, crying out her name as your walls closes around her, feeling her seeds paint your insides white.
She pants softly, your head nestled in her neck as you both take some time to come down from your shared orgasms. âWow.â She wearily says, her fingers drawing lazy circles on your back. You look up at her, and she smiles down at you. âFinally back to earth?â She teases, and you roll your eyes playfully. âWell no, iâm still in heaven.â You reply, a smile forming on your face and you could see her cheeks turn slightly red. It was like a whole different demeanour from when she fucked you, but you liked it either way.
âYou going to tell me why you dressed up as a bunny now?â She changes the topic, and it makes you bite your bottom lip nervously. âI justâŚjust thought that i lost my sex appeal.â You tell her truthfully, and her brows furrows in thought, thinking back on how she has been the past few days, the realisation hits her and she sighs. âBaby, look at me.â She says, making you look up into her eyes and she cups your cheeks in her palms. âIâm sorry, i didnât notice i was neglecting my poor bunny, but i swear i still love you okay? Iâve just been really busy with work and just want to sleep each time i hit the bed.â She pouts, her eyes now looking sad as she stares at your face. You gave her a comforting smile instead, before pressing your lips on hers once more.
âAnd iâm sorry i did not communicate this with you sooner, it was wrong of me too.â She giggles, her infamous grin appearing on her face instead. âWell, i quite like this one though, you looked so hot in that bunny outfit.â She bites her bottom lip, and you only hide your face against her neck, whining for her to stop teasing you. Giggling, she pulls your face to hers, pecking your lips. âI love you my bunny.â She says, her forehead against yours. âI love you too Wony. And we should wash up now.â You were about to pull away before she pulls you back into her embrace.
âNo, letâs stay in this position for a while, i like being inside of you my bunny.â She teases, and you knew you had a long night ahead of you.
#ive smut#ive#ive imagines#gxg#gxg smut#wlw#wlw smut#wonyoung#jang wonyoung#wonyoung smut#jang wonyoung smut#wonyoung x reader#wonyoung x fem reader#g!p wonyoung#wonyoung g!p#girl group x fem reader#girl group x reader#girl group smut
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Sealed deal (Rowan Theodore)
⤡ One day when your parents came up to you and told you that you would soon have a fiance, you already had a certain person in mind. So why the fuck is this guy in here?
You: Dude, guess what.
Theo: What?
You: Mom and dad told me I have a fiance. Ngl, I knew this day would come but come on now. I'm not even 18, I have yet to fuck someone I like. Why should I get tied up to someone I probably don't even know let alone like.
You: Lucky you, your mom and dad doesn't force you to get engaged to some spoiled brat here and there.
Theo: Pity.
You: I know right? I knew I could count on you.
Theo: Pity the person about to become your fiance.
You: You know what, fuck you. U ain't invited to my wedding.
Seen.
Looking at the text messages between you and your childhood friend a couple of days ago. You cannot help but to frown and throw you head back in frustration fingers reaching out to losen your tie as you felt suffocated. What a fucking bastard, you thought. Currently on your way into the fancy restaurant that you are meet your fiance. And there was already someone in mind in that matter. The child of your mother's friend, someone who was in the same circle as you and Theodore. What was the name again? Matil.. Sanda.. you forgot.
You groan, wishing everything was just a dream. Honestly you cannot believe your parents who dragged you in here out of your own will. Making you wear these uncomfortable clothing just make up a good impression. What was the rush? You were only seventeen, it is not like you would run out of fiance once you turn old. And even if you did run out of fiance, that would be an even more pleasure for you who can live your life the way you want, out of romance and just by yourself. You cannot even take care of yourself properly, what more would you treat your fiance?
"We're here young- wait! Where are you going?! The madam and master was already inside-?!" Startled, your chauffeur shouted after you once you make a run for it. Running away from the restaurant and was about to call for a taxi when you felt your getting lift up by your collar. "What are you doing?" "Theo!" Your eyes sparkled upon meeting with a pair of green ones. "I knew you wouldn't abandon me! Quick, get me out of here!" You beam at him only to be faced by harsh reality once he started dragging you inside the restaurant and you upon realizing what he was doing. "Traitor! Let go of me!"
"Oh my! Just in time you two, Theo, my dear. What took you two so long? We were about to get worried you two might not make it in time." ??? "Come on you two, sit. Sit here, we were just talking about the time and date of your engagement party as well as the families to be invited..." What the hell is happening? You are so fucking cofunsed as you sat down on your seat across his. You were pretty sure you were to be engaged to someone else, not him. Not him. You were to sure because you heard your parents talking. There is no way in hell he was your fiance. But there he is, right in front of you. You are so fucking confused and taken a back. At the same time, you felt a huge amount of relief.
Looking at the man right across you, his fluffy brown hair stays in place despite his movement. The way he cuts his steak gracefully and elegantly. Then your (eye color) iris met with a pair of green ones. 'Eat' he mouthed you causing you to pick up your utensils with trembling hands. Nevertheless, you woukd never forget the way your heart beats widely on your chest as he reminds you to keep your smile after that. This guy... was not so bad after all. "So what do you think you two?" "I'm fine with it if (First name) is." Suddenly all attention turn towards you and with no hint of urgency. "I like it, let's proceed with that. Mom, dad, aunt, uncle." You smiled.
"Gahhh! That drained me. I thought I was about to throw up." "Dramatic." He roll his eyes at you before slamming the car door behind him. The two of you where right in front of a city view on a hill side. The one the two of you would often go, all kudos to Theo having a drivers licence. "No, because you didn't even told me you were the one I was supposed to be engaged to. I was genuinely about to run away." That earn a flick on the forehead from him. "I was only told this morning, I knew nothing about this. Who would have ever thought I was the pitiful bastard I was talking about?" He spoke but you swear you saw him smirk for a moment.
"So? What's the plan now smartass?" You asked as silence passed by. Just the two of you looking at the stars. "Plan? Why do we need a plan? Rather than that. What are your thoughts about this?" He asked, looking at you for a moment before bring his attention back into the view. Onec again there was a moment of silence. "My thoughts? Well I must admit I was relieved that it was you." "Really?" "Yeah. It makes things much easier. It's not like we actually wanted to get married to each other so let's cancel the engagement once we reach 25!" Maybe it was because you were too focused on the stars, but you missed the way his green eyes had such dangerous gaze on them when you said those words. "Why?" "Why? Whats you mean why? No offence but I do not want to get married. I could not even take care of myself. Besides, you are not really my type." You roll your eyes at him. "Perhaps if you have a black hair, things would have been different." You whispered.
"So? What do you think? Let's break off the engagement once were 25, in the mean time, no one is allowed to have another in those years. I doubt our parents would let that be. We could also go on occasional dates, well we do hangout regularly, let's just treat that as a date. That would be enough to fool our parents for a decades." "And if you fall for me?" "Huh?" You scoff at him and laugh. "Then I guess I might end up marrying you. But I doubt that." You roll your eyes at him. "And that matter about you wanting to fuck someone else?" "What?! Why would you bring that up now?!"
And so you decided to tease him. "Oh well whatever, that should be none of our business. I already fucked with them yesterday-" "Who?" "Huh?" Why does he look so damn scary right now? "Who is it that you fucked with?" "Who- the who- you look like you're about to kill someone! Why should I tell you?!" Seriously what is up with this guy who cannot even take a joke? "Mon chère, answer while I'm asking nicely hmm?" Mon chère? Argh whatever! He started talking insane again! "You! I'm just kidding! I'm kidding! Why do you kept taking things seriously?!"
"You should have said that earlier!" He suddenly laugh and messed with your hair causing you to protest. At the same time in that swift moment, he mouthed the man watching from afar 'cancel mission' in which they quickly disappeared as if they were never there. "Whatever. So enough nonsense- do we have a deal?" You spoke, holding up your pinky finger. "Whatever you say (First name)." He roll his eyes nevertheless linked his pinky with you before quickly letting it go. "Hey! Take this seriously will you!" "Yeah yeah whatever."
[âdark-night-hero] 2024°
: badly want to make this rowan x m.reader but sure, let's get this gn as possible lmao.
#dark night hero#oc imagines#oc x reader#rowan theodore#x reader#reader insert#oc x you#mafia x reader
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I need black out drunk Alex to beg you to fuck him and it ends up being kind of cnc (not rape js cnc)
u guys are killing me with these requests, theyâre SO goodđŤŚđŤŚ
prompt: you and alex fire up an old flame between the two of you
warnings! smut!! [both parties are not sober!!]
alex was drunk. you and your mutual friend group were out at a summer house party.
people were all over this huge house. they were smoking, drinking, and even doing other substances that you quickly would look away from because woah.
anyways, alex was really really drunk. you and him were close once but things were different now, honestly. you both had a small thing together but it quickly ended when his ex wanted him back.
he shouldnât have drank so much⌠you shook those thoughts away. you assumed someone else would step in and take care of him.
you had a few drinks in you but nothing too major, considering you had only been at the party for a few hours. it was just enough to let you shed your usual shy personality and be able to easily talk to the people around you.
you didnât even realize that your body had led you to the dance floor. they were playing some really good music and you couldnât help but move your body to the beat.
you felt a warmth at your hips and look behind you to see rubius dancing with you. you smiled and began to press yourself up against him, your ass on his dick. you felt his warm breath tickle your neck as he told you how beautiful you looked tonight. you turned around and held him close to you as you continued dancing. the two of you had been together basically all night. you were flirting openly and neither of you really cared.
from the corner of your eye, you saw alex near the kitchen. he had an angry look on his face, almost like he wanted to punch something or someone. you made eye contact with him and he rolled his eyes as rubius began to kiss your neck.
alex held a bottle of tequila and tipped it back, taking a huge gulp straight from the bottle. you were starting to worry about him but rubius caught your attention.
âcâmon hermosa, let me take you home tonightâ he asked in a flirty manner
âo-oh⌠iââ
a huge crash cut you off. both you and rubius quickly made your way to where alex had fallen over in the kitchen
âalexis, let me help youââ
âfuck you rubiusâŚâ alex slurred, wiping his face from the alcohol that had spilled
rubius was concerned and very confused about what he did but before he could make the situation worse. you stepped in, quickly sobering up
âalex, letâs go home, yeah?â you cooed gently, helping him up to his feet
you held him steady as you walked through the crowd and out of the house together. you drove to alexâs house in silence. the atmosphere felt tense and you werenât sure what to say.
instead, you said nothing and helped alex out of your car and to his front door. you opened the door and let the two of you in.
âlets get you to bedâ you whispered and did just that
after you tucked alex into his comforter, you let him know youâd be on his back porch smoking a bit since there wasnât much alcohol left in your system.
you smoked your weed for a little over twenty minutes and heard a notification from your phone. smiled at your phone as you saw that rubius had messaged you about having fun with you tonight.
âtalking with your queue of men? or is it just my son of a bitch best friend?â
you nearly pissed your pants as alexâs unexpected presence scared you. you quickly put your phone away to avoid any arguing.
âhey.. why are you out of bed? you need some rest, lexieâ you said, putting out your joint
âdont call me thatâ he said through gritted teeth
âw-what? alex, are you okay?â
âno. iâm not okay. you know exactly what you were doing at the party. tell me y/n, how many of my friends have you fucked behind my back?â
âexcuse me?â you said, not believing what he was saying to you
âyou heard me. i saw you all over rubius. and i know youâre probably sleeping with all of my other friends, too. do you seriously think any of them can compare to me?â
you didnt have time to respond before alex pulled you flush against his shirtless body.
âcâmon y/n⌠you know you miss me. you miss the way i fill you up completely, donât you? please⌠please let me fuck you, sweet girlâ
âi donâtâ no⌠alex, youâre drunkâ you shook your head
âplease y/n⌠look at what you do to meâ he whined, reaching forward and placing your hand on his clothed hard on
âalexâŚ.â
âiâm begging you, you donât know how much i need that sweet little pussy of yours⌠please, princesaâ
âiââ
âplease dont say no yet...â
âwhat do you mean?â you asked
he grabbed your hand and took you inside. he took you into his bedroom, or more like you helped him as he was still not able to walk normally. he gently sat you on his bed and you didnât know what to do.
your head hurt from smoking way too much and your thoughts were foggy from it, too. you let him lay you down. he started to run his fingers lightly from your legs up to your face
ây/n⌠iâve wanted this for so long. iâve missed you so much. iâm so sorry it took so long for me to say something. and im especially sorry that i let my jealousy get the best of me tonight. i thought drinking would help distract me from seeing you and rubius⌠but it only made me want you moreâ
âare you sure you want this? weâre both not sober⌠what if this isnât whatâs right?â you asked worriedly
âbaby, ill always want you. sober or drunk, i want you. do you understand?â he said genuinely
you thought about what he was saying and you realized you wanted him too, sober or high.
he smiled as he leaned in to kiss you. as your lips connected, you felt an eruption of warmth spread from your belly to every part of your body. his lips made your head spin and you loved it.
âyou feel so good, lexieâ
âand you taste so good, babyâ
as your tongues fought for dominance, you felt yourself slowly change positions. you were now sat on his lap and kissing him deeply.
your hands found their way into his hair as his hands rested on your naked thighs.
when did you take your clothes off? you were in only your panties and bra now and alex in his boxers. alex pulled away, only a line of saliva connecting your mouth to his. he began to tug at your bra, wanting it off
âi want to see youâ he whimpered softly into your neck as he finally unclasped your bra and threw it aside
he felt almost feral at the sight of your naked breasts sitting prettily in front of him. his breath was caught in his throat at the sight.
âyou look so beautiful like this, so pretty and needy for meâ he praised
he began to suck and nip at your neck, one of his hands rolled one of your nipples in between his fingers while his other hand was in between your legs. his fingers teased your wetness, only slightly dipping a finger halfway into you. heâd quickly take it out and trace circles around your entrance, making you clench, needing more.
âplease⌠donât stopâ you whispered into his hair as a mix of the weed and the pleasure he was giving you took over your every last sense
âi wouldnât dream of itâ his mouth was now sucking at your tits eagerly as you let out more and more whiny moans
you reached in front of you and took his thick and leaking cock out of his boxers. your hand slowly wrapped around him as you teasingly rubbed at his tip. in response, he bit down harshly on your nipple and you couldnât help the moan that escaped your throat.
âs-sorry hermosa, its just⌠you still remember how i like itâ he gasped and chuckled soon after
you smiled and began to move your hand slowly as he rubbed your clit at the same pace. the two of you kissed one another as you touched each other intimately and slowly.
you took your panties off and lifted yourself up a bit, making sure to sit right on his cock. his face was scrunched up in pleasure as he let out incoherent whines.
âgod⌠yes⌠oh fuck, just like thatâŚâ he said as his hands made their way to your hips, helping you steady yourself on his lap
you lifted yourself up and sat down eagerly with him buried inside of you.
âyouâre all mine y/n, not ruibiusâ, and not anyone elseâs. did you miss me? did you miss how good i fuck your brains out, hm? just look at how desperately youâre riding meâ he touched your face gently and suddenly grabbed your chin and harshly faced you to him
âlook at me when im talking to you, slut. did you enjoy having other men fuck you when we werenât together? i bet none of them were this good, were they?â
ân-no..â you managed to choke out
âtell me im the best cock youâve ever had, tell me babyâ he said as he began to fuck into you at a faster and rougher pace
ây-youâre the best iâve ever hadâ
âaw, you can do better than that. be a good girl yeah? tell me again or donât even think about cummingâ
âive never been fucked so well⌠i dream of your cock, i need you alex pleaseâ
âthatâs right sweetheart, so then,â he flipped your positions, having you faced down into the bed while he fucked you from behind, âwhoâs pussy is this? who does this pussy belong to, hm?â
ây-yours.. its yoursâ
ânuh-uh, you can do better than thatâ he shook his head, a smirk on his face
âthis pussy is all yours alex, please let me cum, pleaseâ
âwell, since you asked so nicelyâ
he fucked into you like his life depended on it. one of his hands was on your ass while his other was rubbing your sensitive clit. his hips snapped against your ass, making a loud noise as the two of you filled the room with panting symphonies of moans.
âim close, so c-closeâ
âshhh, its okay baby. i need you to take my load, okay? and i need you to cum with my cock inside of your cuntâ
you nodded with tears of pleasure in your eyes. you felt yourself getting closer and closer. you shut your eyes as your body trembled and your pussy clenched tightly, your own juices seeping out of you. with a few more thrusts, alex came inside of you hotly.
the two of you cleaned up and fell asleep together, deciding to deal with the situation tomorrow when the two of you were sobered out.
#alex quackity#alexis quackity#quackity#quackity x reader#quackity fanfic#quackity x y/n#quackity smut
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