#holy yan

[yousta]

Saint Jacob? Uhm Patron Saint Bocaj? No, live forever Youiusey! Even if it's just Delila and me. RIP chris

I wouldn't have spent years alone

with no one hitting my phone.

Felt they all left me on the shelf.

Found no peace within myself,

loathing wanting to kill my self.

Couldn't really love myself,

hadn't defined love for myself.

It's a word you throw around,

and I notice.

Inspires distance in the eyes never focus.

For some image you said was your purpose.

Wait, I'll set you straight.

It's not love,

that only exists under hate

I would relate

Built through fear

Instead of being open to shedding a tear

It'd come out when we'd talk,

It's funny how I was always wrong.

Doubt you'll hear this song, I'm long gone

hope y'all go a decent way.

If not today, Someday.

I'm not holding out for what you'll say.

You should've known by then they aren't all just bitches okay?

[morweneledhwen]

Neo and Yan An being cute behind the scenes

[wayfayrr]

My love mine all mine

Continuation of I bet on losing dogs

It's my birthday so that means I get to treat myself by writing a continuation of my Roman Empire fic <3

It's a reverse Isekai but this time it's post the event that caused him to isekai, and he's got a bit more to deal with now - but he'll be fine because he's by your side, and he won't let anything change that there is so much lore going into this fic, so there might be more to come in this saga yet :3c

[masterlist]

I’m still here? 

No - no I’m not in Hyrule now, something feels different enough that I know that. If I was still in Hyrule then that ‘sky’ would be here if I wasn’t hallucinating him. Besides that though, something feels different, I’m not in as much pain although everything feels heavier. Almost - no don’t get your hopes up yet link.

Moving still takes a painful amount of effort, like my wounds are still there but now everything suddenly weighs triple on top of those. It was the shift from feeling floaty and detached to suddenly being forced back into a body, one that doesn’t feel like my own, that makes everything feel so undeniably real. Now it’s just a matter of opening my eyes to see what’s actually happened to me. 

The room I’m in looks so similar to [name’s] when we ended up here one time chasing the shadow, from what I can see lying down like this anyway. Don’t get your hopes up until you see them link. There’s a blanket over me too, the very same that they lent to me the first time I was here; the feeling of it over me makes it the fact that I can’t barely move somewhat more bearable as I let out a low groan. Which seemed to almost summon the person who’s probably responsible for taking me in. 

“[Na]-”

“link what the FUCK did you do?”

Wait, what do they me-

“how the HELL do I have memories of you being my best friend growing up now - I know I met you for the first time in hyrule. you aren't supposed to exist as a person here and yet.”

“[name] I don't -”

“I have the most vivid memory of everything. including having to pick you and sky up passed out on the street because apparently the two of you decided to go out on a bender or something - I don't know but I can remember it somehow.”

That rant seems to have cooled them off for now, not that they're mad just concerned… not that I'm not also. Those memories they mentioned too, I know what they're talking about; it's trippy. I have two sets of my life, one that I know is true and this other one that feels like a learned lie. A cover up. It feels similar to a backstory I learned to lie during espionage, but it's information about [name’s] world. Memories of a whole life lived here, like it's preparing me… or trying to adjust something new being forced into it that shouldn't be here.

“I don't - I think it's cause… I. You said sky is here too?” 

“Yeah, he's the reason I'm so certain these memories aren't real, he only got included when I found him when I went out to buy supplies for you. Something feels off about all of this, and I think you two have the answers I need.”

Did sky..? No he wouldn't have. Would he? 

“I think so too.”

“Can you tell me what you think it was?”

My voice is dead in my throat, I can't tell them what I did. They'll lose any respect they had for me won't they? I don't even know for certain if sky did the same… but I could have sworn he was there when I - I…He wouldn't have done that to himself, surely not. Even though I could've said the same for myself before everything.

“I… would prefer not to, if that's alright.”

“Okay link, I won't push you. Either way, it's nice to be back at your side even if it's slightly different than what I'm used to.”

That's all it takes to finally break my guard and for the tears to start flowing. I can finally rest, there isn’t any expectation of me here, no pressure to be the picture-perfect hero, no nothing. I can just exist here with my lover for the rest of our lives. 

“Can you tell me why everything feels so different now though?”

“Link, haven’t you been able to tell? You aren’t a Hylian anymore. Whatever you did, you’re a human now and you've got a whole recorded history here on earth. You and sky both. Speaking of him, he’s downstairs helping himself to stuff; been awake a lot longer than you have, should probably go check on him really. You feeling alright enough to come with me?”

Moving my limbs still feels different but now it isn’t impossible to move them and seeing the smile on [name’s] face from me just sitting up to move is more than worth the slight discomfort. Falling into their open arms is just another perk of it, being helped to my feet whilst being allowed to cling to them? It’s a dream come true. But despite this there’s something that doesn’t feel right, why is sky here… I’ll have to ask him myself. 

“S- why are you drinking all of my milk straight from the bottle sky?”

“...Wanna get drunk.”

“It's milk. You’re never going to get drunk off of drinking milk.”

With the two of them distracted by each other, [name] still letting me cling to their arm thankfully, I get a proper look at him. It’s sky, it’s really sky, but he’s human. All of his scars are the same asides from a new one on his neck and a few burns on his hands ones that look like they come from holding a sword. Fi must have tried to stop him. The strangest thing is seeing him with short rounded ears though - I can’t imagine what I look like to him. This has to be the first time I’ve seen him trying so desperately to get drunk though, he saw you do it. He’s drinking to forget, like you have so many times in the past. 

“What do you mean of course I will. Why do you think milk bars were so popular in hyrule?”

“But you aren’t hylian now sky. You’re a human now, and we don’t get drunk from milk.”

“You - we… don’t? Ah. Well. That explains a lot of things then.”

“Did everyone think that I was an addict? Oh my, that explains the ‘interventions’ each of you had with me. Even my boyfriends thought I was an alcoholic.”

The sigh they let out before resting their head against me could make me an addict, as ironic as that is. Although that does bring up the question of how everything is going to be so different now, we’re going to have to relearn a lot of what we’ve always known as fact. But it’ll be by [name’s] side. And I’ll do anything to keep it this way.

[liegau]

Dude

DUDE

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

[actualbird]

this is not gonna be very coherent, but on the anniv 2 global server pv...........insane in the brain from the differences in it when compared to the original cn server anniv 2 pv, where the descriptions of the rings were originally in different foreign words up to translation-interpretation. for luke, the word is dévouement

but in global server anniv 2 pv, the foreign words were translated into english verbs. for luke...

after researching ive found that the original french word does get the definition of "act of sacrifice" but it is also noted to mean "dedication, devotion, loyalty" so it is just.....INTERESTING. to me. that for the EN pv they chose SACRIFICE as the verb specifically: a verb that has such known and iconic connotations, a verb that inherently contains the act of surrender and Giving Up Other Things in its definition.

nobody:

no one at all:

not a single soul:

luke, to whom love and selflessness are synonymous: i would give it all up, every single thing, for you. btw.

[yanaleese]

so guys I have an update

I may not be able to draw on my PC for months

😭

[myreputatioooon]

new crack hc, all the vocaloids got a Nurse Joy going on and one of the Hatsune Mikus found herself in a City, picked up an instrument life forced her to drop to make ends meet, and then joined the Dawn Office with her new name Yuna

Or maybe she used to be a Mikuo who transitioned, or is from another vocaloid family entirely, we can do anything!

[mamayan]

I feel like they organized the U.S. DMVs across the entire country as a personal form of self torture.

How bad you want that new title & registration? You want it bad huh? Huh you dirty slut— here’s a number, go sit in the corner and stare at a wall for 4 hours, better not get up to pee or try to drink water, we’ll call your number at that exact time only and you’ll have to get a whole new ass number and sacrifice your first born and give us your left pinky finger if you want to see anyone today besides our closet goblin.

[turtlecleric]

Plotting a lot of Yan Mikey arts for both rise and bay and wanted to blame you affectionately 🫶

Here's my thoughts on that: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[yansurnummu]

man every time I see a gif or video of da4 i'm like oh yeah so that's why it straight up wouldn't run for me

[bloomingcorpses]

🌹 for all of them

Ouuhh I love this!!

Cemetary Girl (icp) reminds me of my beloved Devoted Angel ,, I cant quite describe it but it really makes me think of him!

Candle Queen (ghost and pals) reminds me of my Feral Angel .. the song really just captures her in my eyes.

The Masochism Tango (tom lehrer) makes me think of my Puppy ... not in a bad way, but in the way as I'd let him do all of it to me and more if she wanted.

For the beloved Deer, Living Dead Girl (rob zombie)! Its also hard to describe ,, but it just fits them .

For my oh so sweet Mutt, Its Only Sex (car seat headrest). Nothing to do with our relationship, but he introduced me to csh and now she's all I can think about when its on!

And finally, my Zombie .. Meant To Be Yours (from heathers) feels right,,, theres more songs thag really fit our dynamic, but I relate this one to us the most!

[zorosdimples]

I JUST MET AETHER AGAIN AND WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON

[civilight-eterna]

[collectivecloseness]

I’m still not feeling 100% unfortunately, but my brain is absolutely swimming with the want to write, I just think full fledged fics are off the table for another day or two because wow I am not doing well

But I would really really love to hear your guys thoughts/hc’s on yandere!characters/polys and chat about them!

Please feel free to send in any of your thoughts on any character/poly/scenario with (eg, yandere Eddie, yan fruity four, yan steddie etc) and I will write and write about how brilliant and correct you are but also how that could all go down and what that could look like and potential worldbuilding and etc etc etc 👀

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]