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am i...not important enough to you? does the attention of others obstruct my efforts to obtain your love? perhaps i should've saw this from the beginning. why did i think i could stand out among a crowd?

your words seem empty to me. affirmation with inaction is sure to cause doubt within one's own mind. and in the end, i have only myself to blame for the heavy weight of my feelings. this shall just prove as a lesson to myself. life will continue to go on for both you and i— our paths diverging from the unspoken words we refuse to admit.

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i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate this. i hate the way i am. why am i like this? i shouldn't be tearing up like this. about to cry. what's wrong with me?

i need to rationalize with myself. but the more i rationalize the more i seem to spiral.

this is so exhausting. feeling this much with nowhere for it to go. or more like...there is somewhere i want it to go. but they seem so far out of my reach. they always do. no matter what i do. how much longer must my emotions continue to torture me like this. over you.

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i really strive to be a peaceful and understanding person. but that proves to be quite difficult when i see others getting a little too friendly with you.

you wouldn't mind if they suddenly up and disappeared the next day, right? you shouldn't anyway. why would you? i'm simply better than them, that's just a fact.

you're all mine and i'm not gonna let these idiots think they have even a sliver of a chance with you. the moment they decided to look at you that way is the moment their downfall was imminent.

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gonna be a liiiittle more inactive, especially starting next month. just got a new job and i'll be starting online classes for my psych degree in march :,)

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i hate how you have me wrapped around your finger like this. my soul yearns for you so deeply, i almost want to cry. i want to be near you more than anything.

if only you could see what you've done to me. a huge part of me hopes that you feel the same way i feel about you.

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HIHIHIHIHIH 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Good morning, I hope you have a lovely day, I hope the birds sing and the flowers bloom and the rainbows shine radiantly!!! I hope you take care of yourself remember to eat something and drink lots of water. Also I miss you a lot I’ve been listening to the playlist religiously 🩷 With love, Sunny

HELLOOOO, my darling sunshine <3

i hope you have a wonderful day as well!! may the sun shine in your favor and when you walk by, mother nature will sing a song worthy of your beauty. take care of yourself as well!

unfortunately, i have an interview i'm heading to right now (i'm late but we'll talk about that later...) but i miss you too!! i listened to your playlist as i slept last night. if you need to reach me though, my dms are always open. or i could give you my discord if you want

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I don’t mind you having friends. It’s good for your mental health right? I care about you. I love you.

Don’t you dare prioritize them over me though. You’re the first person on my mind, I expect nothing less than your full attention.

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I want to be possessed. But not like an object you use and abuse and throw away. I want to be possessed like a dearest pet. Given a fluffy bed and cute clothes. Being coddled and cooed at. You're all I know, a God in my eyes. I wait for your return to me so patiently. You give me all that I have, and decide what I deserve. And I'll be so good, I'll prove that I deserve it all.

So take me away, until I'm left in only your embrace, your gaze the only one that graces my skin and your voice the only sound my ears ever hear. I'm yours, so please don't make me have it any other way.

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I want to memorize every inch of you. Like an artist studying their muse. Like a disciple worshiping their god.

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and before you know it, you have a loyal little puppy at your side. i'll follow you wherever you go, gaze at you like you're my entire world, desperately tug at your sleeve whenever i want your attention (which is always)

all i need is your unending love and i'll stay with you even after the day i die ♡

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If I don’t hear from you for the rest of the night I fell asleep to adventure time, but I hope once you go to sleep you HAVEEETHE SWEETEST DREAMS AND THE BEST HONK SHOOO EVER

AWWW THANK YOUU!! i have an interview in the morning, so i'll definitely need a good rest after i'm done playing with my friends (^_^)/

i hope you have the bestest sleep ever and sweet dreams (of me) whenever you happen to fall asleep <3

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teehee I added sooo many more songs since I was able to death scroll down to my Spotify

OOHH. that's so real though. i was searching through both my apple music and spotify. i can't wait to listen to it (≧▽≦) unfortunately, i'll listen to it before i sleep tonight since my friends want to play roblox with me (again....)

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ITS DONEEEE AGHHH

I’ll add more if I find more WHICH I LIKELY WILL

AAAAA IM SO EXCITED!!! i'll save it rn, but i'm gonna listen to it after i finish making your playlist ◕‿◕ i'm gonna make a custom album cover for it and everything hehe

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OMG YESSSSSS I GOTTA DO THE DISHES AS SOON AS I GET THEM DONE ILL WORK ON It

YAYYY YIPPEE!!! I'M GONNA FINISH EATING DINNER AND I'LL GET RIGHT TO IT AS WELL (≧▽≦)

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GIGGLINGGGG

SQUEALING

IM SO NORMAL IM SO NORMAL

omg what if I made a playlist

GAAAASP OMG WAIT CRAZY IDEA. WHAT IF WE MADE PLAYLISTS FOR EACHOTHER?? aaaa i'm already getting excited thinking about it. i love making playlists!!

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Me trying to act nonchalantly about flirting

SO TRUE AHDBSK. i get so nervous whenever i actually try flirting with someone....

but don't worry, i got super happy when i finally realized you were flirting with me hehe

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AHHHHHHH HGGHVVVVBCCVV

Sorry I was busy giggling and squealing

AWWW STOPP. i just wanna squeeze you!! i truly know what cuteness aggression is like now because i've felt like that ever since you started talking to me yesterday

like this is us. i'm the cat hugging you!!