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”okay but are you normal about-“ no. I’m an insane pervert.

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bro Bro BRO JUST HEAR ME OUT, OKAY, HEAR ME OUT.

So, rise!Donnie, right? But... sleep paralysis ride!Donnie 😲

IT'S LIKE... You move into the new apartment. You absolutely love it, everything is great. But then, after a few days, you wake up in the middle of the night. You can swear someone is starting at you. You fall back asleep soon enough and don't really think about it in the morning. It happens a few times almost every day, but you still doesn't really think about it.

Then, you wake up again. It definitely feels like there's something else in the bed with you. Or someone. You also feel like this someone is moving closer to you, the weigh of his body shifts and mattress squeaks. You were sleeping on your back, so you try to turn your head and see what is that, but you can't. Your body is still, doesn't matter how hard you want it to move. You just laying like that for a few minutes, before drifting back to sleep, thinking that this was just a weird dream. Even the part when you felt like there was a whole person literally laying on top of you, inhaling the smell of your still shower-wet hair.

A few days later you wake up again AND... YOU GET WHAT HAPPENED, AHAHSNDBDNSK.

IT'S JUST...you can't move at all and he can di whatever he wants and...just... 😭❤❤❤

This idea have been rotting in my head for a very very long time. I don't even know if it's good or not, ahahaah.

I'm sorry if there's any grammar mistakes, English it's my mother language. Also sorry if it's weird or something, haha.

Feel free to ignore:)

BTW, it's not a request, I'm not asking for a fuc on this idea or anything. I'm just like... Don't have any friends to which I can, like, tell any of those nasty thoughts of mine. I just wanted to share a bit of my rotted mind and... Well, I mean, it sounds kinda hot, you can't deny it, come on 😏

ALRIGHT, TAKE CARE, ABSOLUTELY LOVE EVERYTHING YOU MAKE, WE ALL VERY UNWELL MENTALLY BUT WE ARE TOGETHER IN THIS, BYE❤

CWs: non con, somno

Oh man, can you imagine if sleep paralysis is something you've always had? But the feeling of being watched, of someone else being there, of someone touching you - that's all new. So you're just thinking it's your sleep paralysis/dreams changing over time. And honestly? It's scary at first, like it always has been when you can't move, but... then it's... kind of nice. You start to really enjoy it. It's better than it used to be, before you moved here, when the sleep paralysis was just scary and nothing else. When you had nightmares instead of wet dreams. It's odd, waking up sore, but... you feel really good, despite the ache in your muscles.

Can you imagine what you might feel, waking up after another wet dream, to see hickeys on your neck in the mirror? What you might think, when you force yourself to stay awake that night, pretending to sleep, keeping your breaths slow and even, and the familiar weight that settles over you doesn't disappear when you open your eyes? When your fingers brush over scales and keratin, and you hear a voice say, quiet and raspy and scared, "You're awake?"

Can you imagine? Realizing that it's all real?

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The ache is persistent. A constant, nagging pain that keeps him on the verge of tears but not quite there. Something that he can't ignore, no matter how hard he tries to distract himself. It hurts. It hurts.

It's simple to smile through it. It's simple to smooth the mask over his face and act like everything is as it should be - because it is as it should be. Actions have consequences. And this ache, it's just that: the consequence of his actions. One of many.

He's being dramatic, really. It doesn't hurt that badly. It makes it hard to sleep, sure, but he wasn't exactly great at sleeping before anyway. The important thing is that it's. It's fine. He can walk and talk and- and breathe. Mostly. Well, okay, yeah, but the breathing thing is unrelated, other than the fact that it's another consequence of his own stupidity and arrogance.

It's not that bad. It's not. It could be so much worse.

But. He really, really wishes it would stop. Just for, like, five minutes. Just long enough that he can stop feeling like a frayed rope about to snap.

It's fine. He's fine. Everything is-

"Leo?"

Leo inhales, eyes widening as they cut your way. His smile blooms - automatic, almost instant - but it doesn't seem to soothe your concern. Hm. Evasive maneuvers. "Sí, princesa?"

He's hoping you'll get flustered, or maybe annoyed, but you don't even acknowledge the pet name. Brow pinched, lips pulled into a worried little frown, you walk up and ask, "Are you okay?"

Leo lets his smile turn lopsided. "Worried about me, pretty thing?"

Your brow pinches further, and- that's not what's supposed to happen. You're not supposed to look like that. Like something is wrong.

Before you can manage a response, Leo leans closer, brushing his lips against your ear and lowering his voice to a rumbling murmur. "I could help you relax a little bit, if you need it."

He nudges your neck with his beak, nuzzling against the skin there, and - yep. There it is.

You jerk backward, face flushing a pretty red. Leo's smirk widens as you stammer through a reprimand that he can barely focus on. And then you're gone, storming off and leaving him alone again with the ache.

Leo sighs quietly, his smirk dropping into a more neutral expression as he watches you stomp into the kitchen. You'll complain to Mikey about his 'stupid, infuriating, jerk of a brother,' he's sure. The rest of the family is otherwise occupied when he scans the room, leaving Leo to his own devices once again. Crisis averted.

Simple, he thinks, as he presses two fingers to his lips. His eyes linger on the doorway to the kitchen.

...Simple.

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[WIP]

this is my penance for making donnie so sad earlier

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do you take request?, if not well thats alriaght🥲.

But if yes, can you do heartbreak aganst with donnie? Bayverse or rottmnt

Im sorry if im requesting anonymously, im nervous and embarassed😆.

something like this?

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look, look here, can't you see (link to ao3 here) 4.2k

When he'd think look at me look at me look at me, this isn't exactly what he had in mind.

f!reader, rated e. friends to lovers, mutual pining, smut, body worship.

affectionately known as the tittytello fic, based off of this art that gb drew. i wrote this MONTHS ago and completely forgot about it, oops. plz enjoy ��

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donatello..............

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I hope you're doing okay! I got worried falling asleep and made a note to check on you in the morning

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Gornackkkk you are so sweet, thank you for checking on me!! I'm doing. Uhhhhh. Y'know! I'm alive!

Real talk, work is sucking the life out of me. I'm working up to 2 hours late almost every day trying to keep up with everything I have to do. Haven't had the energy or motivation to be creative, which SUCKS. I'm really sorry I haven't been writing much. I'd like to, I'm just. So drained. Anyway, I appreciate you thinking of me! I hope you're doing well 💕

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Ao3 is down, so have a design of F!Leo's mission outfit~ maybe for a mafiaAu? 👀👉👈 Who's to say~?

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But as soon as you blink, it’s gone.

hey are we all normal after reading nicht-zuhause-sein by @desceros? yes? no? awesome me too.

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nicht-zuhause-sein (link to ao3 here) 43k

Leo licks the taste of the kiss out of his mouth. This is not for you.

f!reader, rated e. heavily inspired by house of leaves (pulling from both it and the myhouse.wad doom mod which is itself based off the book). horror, dubious consent (oh my god it's so dubious), smut, hypnotism, emotional manipulation, breeding kink, possessive behavior, (yandere? kind of. not really. eh? eh.), ptsd, panic attacks. this is a dead dove fic, so please do heed the tags.

i was going to post this on halloween but i have no self control so. enjoy ✨

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now i can finally leave surprises in your inbox HEHEHEHE

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God damn it, something something straps holding you in place because you always squirm too much, and Donnie needs you to stay still while he fucks you, and the frightened little sounds and twitches you make when you can't quite see him and you get no warning before he touches you are so lovely, and honestly isn't this nice? When he doesn't have to move you into position? When he doesn't have to punish you for not listening? When you're ready for him at all times? When you have no choice but to be the perfect little fucktoy that he knows you can be? Come on, sweets, this is perfect. Say you love it. Say you love it, come on. You love the way he feels inside of you, don't you? Say it, or there'll be a gag added next.

There we go. That wasn't so hard, was it? Good girl. Good fucking girl. Now keep that mouth open so he can hear what he's doing to you.

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y know what i was thinking about (im sorry i hope im not being annoying 😭) rockstar leon wh you have a love-hate relatinship and who always has something to say about that lame guy you went on a first date the other night (and had the worst hookup of your life but leo doesn't need to know that right) so one afternoon the banter ends up with him casually eating you out just to prove his point about that lame guy and you end up not talking about it for a whole week afterwards but EVERYONE can tell something's going on lol

okay i'm gonna leave now sorry

PRETTY EXCITED TO FINALLY GET TO DO THIS!

@thegreatandlvable is the one who left this ask, and here it is! As usual, it is much longer than I ever meant for it to be. My bad, everybody.

NSFW, MINORS DNI.

Rockstar!Leon x Fem!Reader. Make sure you read the tags!

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OH MY GOD??????? THIS IS INCREDIBLE?????? GORNACK WH- WH- HOW DID- OH MY GOD???????? MY JAW IS ON THE FLOOR THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH DHEJOWDGSKSVSSKSVS IT'S SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!

A bit late. Happy birthday @turtlecleric

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Leos and Frame separately below, as well as an alt with words but I'm not quite sure I like it

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Kim Addonizio, “The Singing”, Tell Me

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Viola-chan...