#holds a special place in my heart ngl.
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I'm sorry not sorry, but
it's 'missing stevebucky in 2024' hours
#it's th. it's the beauty of the sheer devotion transcending decades.#the 'my care and love for you even after all these years is powerful enough to break through to you when all others have failed'#DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON#'I'm with you til the end of the line' get the fuck outta here oh my god /pos /lh#and the poetic beauty of 'we are the same in soul and body and no one could know one another better than the way we know each other'#god. fuck.#not to mention that I met my own now husband through the stevebucky/mcu fandom overall.#holds a special place in my heart ngl.#I could go on and on?? about these two???#maybe I should re-watch catws... maybe. perhaps#shut up hadley#hadley.txt
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#ngl i did have a zonami moment due to many such cases#zoro#nami#zonami#early one piece zonami holds a special place in my heart#well also they're part of the romance dawn trio so there's that#one piece#psy reads one piece#ooooh also one of zoro's best outfits is gonna come now (obvs stolen)
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It's a clear, beautiful summer's day, the type of day that starts out bright and full of birdsong, that ends looking up at the stars and the moon while crickets chirp and fireflies show soft bursts of light. When the air is warm and full of life and the smell of hot grass and lavender and honey permeates everything.
The whole summer had been like that, really. Running outside with abandon, chasing each other through the tall grass deliriously happy and lying down in the fields surrounding their village, watching the clouds float by while they eat cucumber sandwiches. It's the summer before their first year at Hogwarts; the Sallow twins know that their life's about to change and are determined to enjoy their last summer of childhood.
Maybe they're too old for this sort of thing - they are eleven, after all, but both of them know that this summer is a turning point for them and they want to cherish every moment for as long as possible. Their parents have been encouraging them, often sending them out for the whole day, piling journals and ink and quills and picnic baskets full of food in their hands, encouraging them to research and be curious about the world around them as they had always done.
This day, however, their parents are almost eager to push the twins out of the house. Their mum's smile doesn't quite reach her eyes. Sebastian feels nervous about this, but doesn't realize why until much later, when the memory is analyzed and remembered during his dreams. (definitely not while awake). When they leave the house in the morning, she makes sure to kiss each of them on the cheeks which she normally never does and Sebastian pushes her away in disgust, much to his future horror. In the moment, all he can think is that he might still be holding on to the last moments of his childhood, but he's too old to be kissed by his mum.
(but now, Sebastian doesn't know if his memory is faulty and he is adding moments that never actually existed in the first place. the mind is a tricky place)
He never allows himself to think about these halcyon days, the perfect-until-it-wasn't summer before they went to Hogwarts; this day in particular is forbidden to remember. His unconscious mind rebels against his iron will.
They spend the morning looking for the fairies that Anne had dreamed about the night before. She's convinced that it's a prophetic dream and they march around in circles in the little copse of trees - a forest to the two children, who haven't really ventured out of their village - as Anne tries to remember where she had seen the fairies in her dream.
Sebastian is happy to follow her even if (maybe especially if) he thinks it's a futile adventure - what else are summer days for?
They're in that strange junction between childhood and adolescence; desperate to just grow up already and become the people they were always meant to be, and yet just wanting to spend their days being kids, without a care in the world.
"Come on, Sebastian," Anne calls to him, a tiny stream gurgling between them. In one hand, she's holding the map that she drew as soon as she woke up; in the other, boots stuffed with her stockings.
Sebastian huffs as he trudges behind her, arms full with their bags, his shoes, and the picnic basket. Anne had offered to help him carry things, but he refused on principle. Their dad is always doing small things like this for the women in his life, and Sebastian wants to be just like him.
Anyways, Anne has her own role as the leader today, and it won't do to have her bogged down.
And he's eleven, more than old enough to carry everything.
He steps through the tiny creek, mud and slush squishing through his toes, and he smiles. There isn't anything he loves more than being outside, except maybe being outside with a good book.
"Keep your eyes peeled for a tree with a knobby trunk, with lots of knots that look like faces," Anne tells him, glancing over her shoulder, then turns her face back to her map and scrunches up her face. "In my dream, the fairies lived nearby."
They spend the rest of the morning continuing their fruitless search, laughing as they walk in circles, then set up their picnic in the field next to their house.
"What do you think Hogwarts will be like?" Anne asks, a dreamy look on her face.
Sebastian doesn't look at her when he answers. He lies back and stares at the clouds. They've already had this conversation hundreds of times since their Hogwarts letters arrived, both of them have their parts memorized. "Amazing. I can't wait to actually be able to use our magic instead of just reading about it."
Anne rolls to her side and props herself up on her elbow, getting a better look at her brother's face. With a smirk, she says, "I think I'll like Transfiguration the best. I can't wait to be able to turn you into a -"
A huge noise interrupts her before she can continue. Sebastian sees the confusion in her face before he truly registers that something has happened. It's like everything's moving in slow motion and all he remembers clearly whenever he dreams of this day are his feelings of confusion and disbelief and the smell of fire.
There's a huge explosion and the air is full of smoke and he and Anne are scrambling up, the picnic blanket tangled up around their bare feet and -
Hand in hand they run in the direction of the huge black smoke that is billowing up. It coats the air - they can't see anything and the smell of burning fills their noses and the smoke fills their lungs and they're coughing coughing coughing -
Sebastian doesn't want his sister anywhere near the blackened husk of their former house but he is also terribly afraid to be alone. They stand in the middle of what used to be their house, blackened half-walls, charred wood that used to be their table, the old couch they read on every night, it's all smoldering, all gone, the thick black smoke making his eyes water and choking and smothering everything in its wake. His mind can't comprehend what he's seeing. Everything is so familiar and yet so wrong.
He doesn't know how long he and Anne stand there, clutching each others' hands like they are a tether to reality. Which, he supposes, they are. They might be there thirty seconds, ten minutes, one hour, an eternity...
Then, neighbors are running to the twins, coughing, covering their faces in the crooks of their elbows as they conjure blankets with their wands and wrap Sebastian and Anne up and drag them out of what is - was - their home.
This part is always hazy. Sebastian can't remember if he cries. Or if he even says anything. He just stands there with Anne, the smoke thick and oppressive as it pours out of their house. Everything is crumbling apart.
(A hand gently caresses his scalp, fingers light and reassuring as they dance through his hair)
Their neighbors try their hardest to salvage what they can. The daguerrotype that their mother had cherished more than anything, taken a few years before, miraculously survives. Sebastian stares at it, the tiny figures moving and laughing and smiling as though everything is perfect. He wants to throw it and break it or maybe rip it up to shreds but he can't bring himself to do anything but stare.
Their father's wand is also shoved into Sebastian's hand, unscathed. It was found just outside of his father's curled fingers, lying pristine on the ground as if mocking the destruction that it caused.
At some point, their Uncle Solomon, who they've only really seen once a year growing up, shows up with a loud crack and tears through the rubble, tears carving wet tracks through the soot on his face. His voice goes rough with desperation and when he walks up to the two orphans, he is almost unrecognizable.
As if in slow motion - maybe an after-effect of the curse that has destroyed their lives is that the air has turned into molasses - Sebastian watches his uncle stagger over to them. He looks much older than Sebastian remembers.
Later, when Sebastian looks at his reflection in the mirror of his new home, the boy staring back at him also looks much older than he remembers.
Before It Felt Like A Sin, Chapter 14
#i was rereading through random chapters of my fic (as one does) and I really like this scene#it always makes me a bit weepy ngl bc I’m a crybaby#but I like it😔🫶#anyways my low-effort post of the day#im not sure if I ever put these two drawings in the same post??#anyways here they are…my two little rascals💓#i literally LOVE this drawing of Sebastian so so much it holds a special place in my heart#and I’ve gotten like 200 followers since I posted this give or take so if you haven’t seen these drawings yet!!!!#that’s one thing I hate about social media tbh. everything immediate and then we move onto the next#create create create & these drawings take me a long time (even though I draw like crazy😆) so to just have them be a one-day thing…idk…#so maybe sometimes I repost old art I like a lot😌😌😌#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#anne sallow#hogwarts legacy fanfic
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I am going so feral for your Raph and Art style
Everytime you pop up on my fyp my day just turns into a GOOD one ~
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Sobbing every time I get an ask like this why are you guys so nice gjshflkskjfjs
Tysm!! I'm super glad people still get a lot of enjoyment out of my stuff, especially considering how little I've been posting :') it really motivates me to keep coming back no matter how long I disappear
#sorry about disappearing so much by the way! i am just. idk#warrior cats is still controlling my life ngl#but rottmnt will always hold a special place in my heart#asks open
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My friend asked me how to pronounce patroclus and the only response I could give was “do whatever your heart tells you”
#I’ve heard it pronounced in so many different ways#when I first read tsoa I said pa-troh-clus#but then playing hades and hearing everyone say ‘pa-traw-clus’ kinda made me default to that lol#and then paris the musical says PA-tro-clus and I just can’t fuck with that ngl#I explained all of this in a rambling voice note because I have thought of this a lot#anyways I say pa-traw-clus now even tho pa-troh-clus holds a special place in my heart#patroclus#the iliad#tsoa#the song of achilles#hades game#paris the musical#tagamemnon
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DREW THIS FOR A COLLAB I DID WITH A FRIEND GAHH :3
#artist#digital art#small artist#digital artist#art#sonic art#sonic exe#sonic.exe#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the hedghog fanart#sonic.exe fanart#cringe but free#ngl sonic exe still holds a special place in my heart#hes so ugly brah#slash pos
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remembering how much i love ep 31 of fairytail. this ep and the next singlehandedly made loke my favorite character when i was a kid. i remember rewatching those two eps probably about 30 different times and just rewinding the different scenes i liked. that scene with loke and lucy in the restaurant is still my favorite hands down, i rewinded that one the most for sure
#also the eps that made me ship loke and lucy when i was younger#id say im more of a nalu fan now but ngl lolu holds a special little place in my heart i just love them#avidly excited to get to the tower of heaven during my rewatch its coming up really soon#and then gajeel!!!! yippee!!!#fairy tail#fairytail#loke fairytail
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Seeing sky fanarts reminds me of how much i love Sky. I wish I can have that feeling back.
#i still like it ngl but it doesn't feel the same#esp when the game has reached its saturated point and how everything is just “too much”? idk#just feel like they try it a little too hard. The core gameplay will still hold a special place in my heart#or...maybe i have grown out of it(?) who knows. but yes the fanarts are still as great as ever#nickknack
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NF - Hope
+ song references
#nf#nf edit#nf music#nf hope#nfdaily#nathanfeuerstenedit#nathan feuerstein#music edit#dailymusicedit#vx:gifs#vx:m:nf#vx:edits#idk how to tag music videos ngl#but this was a must#if somebody is interested#i am not dead because of this guy and one more :)#so this holds a very special place in my heart
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Are you and Jenn still dating?
No me and Jenn broke up in 2019/20
#rip Jenn#I hope you’re doing okay wherever you are#you will always hold a special place in my heart#personal#ngl this ask hurt a bit
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It still feels like we're the hungry band playing five nights a week at O'Shea's trying to get everybody to come to our original shows that weekend. And dammit, we're gonna pull 'em in.
#imagine dragons#ramble alert#i was rewatching live in vegas and ngl this part really got me#esp the interspersed clips from the early years#their music is just. so personal to me and it has been for 10 years#i went from casual listener to having their songs as the soundtrack to the most important events in my life#catching midnight trains alone across europe to see them#and i just. idk man. their music holds such a special place in my heart#being able to witness the long long journey is so so incredible to me
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Absolutely not sorry for the Techno spam you fuckers will remember my favorite YTer of all time
#I’m not an active fan anymore ngl but he will always hold a special place in my heart#I’ll always love him#it’s his special day. always will be#arah post
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A CANTERLOT WEDDING IS THE S2 FINALE ???? I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT THAT
#peach patter#rewatching mlp . if u couldnt tell#i technically never finished . i stopped around s5 i think??? maybe s6 ? we'll see when i get there and stop remembering the eps#anyways . cant wait for the most pussy popping villain song to ever exist in a cartoon show#my current fav is fluttershy ngl . tho rarity will always hold a special place in my heart for being my icon for so long as a kid
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How do i say i love phase 1 but without sounding like an elitist
#like i love phase 3 and phase 5 but. idk man something about phase 1 just hits different to me#esp the art style which compared to the other phases actually does look more reminiscent of a 2000s cartoon ngl which knowing me. yea#thats probably why i like it so much i try my best to replicate lmao#not as detailed as the later phases which is also a plus for me#its very simple but still charming!#no diss to the other phases#theyre all unique and i equally love them all (some more than others)#BUT idk phase 1 will forever hold a special place in my heart#self titled is still alright though#minionsweep
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this shit is funnier to me now as an adult
#been watching random episodes lately and my god#spongebob#its weird its almost like i remember every line from the older episodes too#because i watched spongebob every day after school for years#and rewatched it on dvd a lot#this show means so much to me ngl#even when im not into spongebob it holds a special place in my heart
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And the winner is Plant Baby Shen Yuan!! Thanks to everyone who voted!! :D
Edit: Here's the piece! Enjoy <3
I am once again experiencing art block 😔
#galaxy rambles#ngl this was more spread out than i expected it to be#but im so glad all of you are enjoying my silly little aus!!#especially plant yuan it holds a special place in my heart#but dont worry liushen girlies ill have more content for the botw au soon as well o7#but plant yuan will be first :p#a little hint it will either be some bingyuan or his lil butterfly content
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