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Years ago when I was in middle school I was in a movie club in which we would watch movies and then discuss them
And at some point we watched a movie where the main character had autism
When it ended the teacher asked us if we knew/had autistic persons in our life etc, you know the experience ✨
Now, my friend, who I used to be best friends with for many years (we now don't talk anymore but that's irrelevant) has a twin autistic brother
By the end of the movie she was obviously touched
I don't remember whether she was crying or holding back tears
But anyway
The teacher asks, "Do you know any autistic persons?"
Some say their cousins, their uncles etc and sharing experiences they had together or something
And this dude
"[Name]'s brother. We were in the same school"
Like. The audacity
I was so mad at him
Like my friend was obviously unwell and your experience with autistic people was her brother?
DUDE WAS NOT EVEN IN THE SAME CLASS AS US
Like we were what? 50 people in there? The 25 went to the same school, 15 or less in the same class
(forgot to clarify, her brother was in the same class with us throughout primary school and then went to a special school)
So like, half the people there knew about her brother, the half of the half had him as a classmate for 6 years and this dude who was in the ΣΤ2 class was like yes i know autistic people. Her brother
Like dude?? I sat with him daily on the bus for years when she had ολοήμερο and I wouldn't point him as an example he probably never even talked to him
Anyway the teacher then turned to my friend and asked if she wanted to share with the class, so she said a few things, I don't remember much, probably "yes, my twin brother is autistic, it's hard" or something at this point I think I just held her hand, or hugged her cause she was tearing up
But to this day I'm still mad at this random dude
25 people shared your experience of having him as a school mate, she shared the experience of being his twin you're not the same it's not your story to tell
#he was a good kid i wonder if hes doing okay#when she had ολοήμερο i used to sit with him on the bus in order to like look after him#hold him a seat and all#honestly now.. ok im not sure if i sat with him daily?#maybe on the start? when we were younger? i don't remember#i remember tho that everyday he asked me about our dog#long story short my friend used to come daily at my house and one day he came too but he did something and the dog bit him i think#i think he liked did 'boo' at the dog or something and im not sure if it actually bit him or just barked at him and he got scared#but he never came again in the end#anyway in the bus he always asked if the dog was grounded#and everyday i told him the dog was grounded#until one day i was like actually the dog is now in prison and won't get out again so you don't have to worry#i think that was the last time he asked#sugarenia talks#sugarenia school stuff#not really but it was a school club so yeh
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kacchan there is actually a way you and izuku can be together forever i have this crazy inventive solution for you it's called a marriage license
#trust me look it up it's real#it's easy it's not free but it's worth it trust me nothing can go wrong this plan is flawless#bakudeku#bkdk#manga spoilers#mha leaks#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#listen to me i know what you're thinking gabstar this is a shonen the only way two males can be inexplicably linked forever is a rivalry#how are we supposed to be together forever without constructing intricate rituals in order to be closer to each other than anyone else#i hear you i understand you i get you#JUST MARRY HIM ITS 2024 YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY CHICKEN WITH YOUR FEELINGS I PROMISE ITS OKAY#hori listen to me the next chapters can just be a bkdk shoujou BL we are all seated we are here we are ready#no one is gonna complain if we're just in bakudeku making heart eyes at each other land and slowly repairing their friendship#while kacchan tries his best to convince izuku that he loves him through his actions but inevitably has to use his words to be like#LISTEN NERD I LOVE YOU CAPITAL L CAPITAL O CAPITAL V AND FUCKING E LOVE YOU GOT IT#and izuku s like did i die did shiggy kill me am i in heaven#and kacchans like FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND
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guys idk about you but i am NOT ready to delve into uncharted waters as we move into new content with bsd in the upcoming chapter.
this new chapter could include anywhere from ada reunion and a return back to yokohama OR to a new horrible twist after fyodor’s death, ensuring that if he lost then dazai would too. taking dazai down with him.
not to mention if we return back to yokohama that’s a whole other gut wrenching story as one ada member is selected to go to the port mafia. i am not ready to see the futile and tragic looks on the other agency members as they grit their teeth and watch one of their own step into the world of darkness. the tragedy of letting someone go after they have all reconciled. being separated again, but for good this time
#AND AND HOLD ON……….IF ITS DAZAI OR YOSANO????#DAZAI MIGHT JUST GO TO SAVE YOSANO.#NOTICE HOW HES BECOMING MORE SELF SACRIFICAL AND READY TO DIE FOR THE ADA?? ESP DURING MEURSAULT#MORI KEPT DAZAI’S EXECUTIVE SEAT OPEN. HE HAS BEEN KEEPING IT OPEN SINCE DAZAI WAS EIGHTEEN AND FLED THE MAFIA#guys if dazai is the one chosen to go back to the pm do you fucking realize that i will kill myself#his whole redemption arc….EVERYTHING he has done up until now to wrench himself free of the shadows of his past that still cling to him…#….ITS ALL GOING TO BE FOR NOTHING. IT IS HIS WORST POSSIBLE OUTCOME. HIS DETHRONING. HIS FALL.#im going to be sick im not fucjing ready im not ready for this I CANT DO THIS#bungou stray dogs#bsd
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241027 scoups smiles <3
#seventeen#scoups#choi seungcheol#i had a weird glare on alot of the lighting from my seat but i think these ones came out good#i caught him holding his leg/knee alot though.... i hope he's taking the time to rest between performances :(#our sweet Cheollie 💕💕 i finally got to see him be all shy and pouty in person and fell even harder#still not over how many of the members were glassy eyed in their ending ments ❤️🩹 i love my boys so much :(
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"My cat won't let me get anything done"
And then it's just a picture of Ganke sleeping on Miles's chest while he's struggling to use him as a table for his sketchbook.
^^^
#across the spiderverse#miles 42#prowler party#clawcode#ganke lee#miles morales#milesganke#prowler miles#slur gallery#doodles#traditional art#i like to think that Ganke is touch starved as FUCK and needs bf cuddles#constantly#hes an absoluuuuute sucker for being pet#hands in his hair? please.#kiss on his shoulder? god yes.#he cannot fall asleep unless he is besides Miles (he often waits for him at night when hes out as the Prowler totally because he loves him-#-and not because hes an insomiac#who drinks 8 energy drinks a day...#and stays up all night on his computer.....#Miles acts like he hates it but he really genuinely loves being needed#at lunch Miles is seen with Ganke behind him leaning over his shoulders and playing with his hair#theyre caught sleeping on a couch in the library and Miles is the little spoon#they hold hands everywhere they go and people stare because why the hell is this short angry gremlin being affectionate-#with this giant nerd that acts like hes a teddybear#sometimes they switch up and Miles is the one needing love#he spots Ganke sitting on a table and comes over#forces his way into the seat in front of Ganke and puts his head in his lap#and Ganke doesnt miss a beat and continues talking and everyones just like#...what the hell
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A Defense of Benny Gecko
Benny is more of a capable leader and person than people give him credit for.
Seeing as no one challenged his position as head Chairmen for 7 years and even then he only loses the position if he’s caught, killed or forced to leave. Yes, it’s also likely House wouldn’t have allowed him to be killed but he sure as hell would of found a way to remove him if he was causing too much unrest within The Tops power structure. Even Swank and Tommy don’t outright dislike him and more so are concerned with his recent secretive and shady behavior, emphasis on recent.
Taking all we know into consideration, Benny likely knew the future direction that he wanted to take Vegas but was so caught up in the plans to acquire Vegas that he didn’t think of how to make his dream a reality. Something he admits to in canon. I see this being used as the main argument that Benny doesn’t know what he’s doing at all but I see it more in the same vein as you can’t really plan something from nothing. The transformation of Vegas is a sensitive thing that he can’t really work on until he has it. The only reason he ran to the Fort prematurely is the Courier who was causing so much of a stir he would’ve likely been found out much faster, making all that planning for nothing if he didn’t take that chance.
Benny is careful (well a lot more careful than he is regularly depicted in fanon), the Courier being able to trace him was dumb luck on their part and his hair being noticed at the Fort is a realistically small oversight that even Caesar is disappointed in because he admits Benny got farther than he should’ve been allowed by his legionaries. The fact he can plan an ambush on the Courier or tries to quickly and concisely clean up lose ends that don’t lead back to him shows he’s not just acting on impulses or in the moment decisions. Or rather he’s quite good at thinking them out, whether they work depends on how you play really. This is all to say it’s 100% believable that Benny could lead an independent Vegas (house was basically setting him up to do that). If he had known explicitly that House was setting him up to replace him, he likely would’ve bought more time by getting in closer, learning more of the system to then flip House’s edge to his favor. Again something he was doing already but likely without the knowledge of House’s feelings on him personally.
No matter what, Vegas’ future was tied to Benny; House’s plans for him, having to get the chip and if he had somehow succeeded. It’s also interesting that of all the people vying for control of the dam/Vegas, Benny’s plans are the only ones actually oriented towards a new future, not a recreation of something long past.
#something something despite going against you Benny has the most in common with an independent player#he’s just like an asshole and also knows when he’s no longer in the driver seat so he leaves it to you#cause despite all his lame traits Benny got supper far in his plan and likely could’ve done it if the courier never got involved#if he didn’t have the need to run to the fort he would’ve waited to learn what the chip did and then made a more direct plan but when a big#clue to what he’s been up to cough the courier cough came he had to throw caution to the wind#this is sorta related to why house chose Benny and his plans for Benny cause likely the rest of house plans were gonna be#about getting Benny to adopt his ideals and views on Vegas before testing whether Benny could run it like him#and would’ve likely been proud of all the planning Benny did for Yes Man if it wasn’t for it being against him#all I can imagine is like Benny being more disappointed than anything with how house decided to run things and he holds nothing personal#towards house this is a necessity as house will never give up control kinda like bingo but I feel like Benny at least respected Bingo#something something bingo could’ve been a father figure making killing him more of a reason Benny would go against house cause he murders#a potential parental figure thinking it’s what he has to do for the betterment of his tribe only to feel like he led them to stagnation and#a longing for days gone by cause the guy who filled ur head with glittery promises ain’t sparkling no more#and makes the resistance to a parental house make more sense#fallout#fallout new vegas#benny gecko#benny fnv
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I think I finally know why this shot was a religious awakening for me
more in tags because you fuckers seem to enjoy that
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool 2024#logan howlett#wade wilson#wolverine#deadpool#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#*inhales* god adhd brain don't fail me now#IT'S A POWER PLAY.#wade is physically tired at this point#his emotions are running high and he's tired and aching and bleeding all over#same as logan#and yet somewhere through all that spandex and all that cancer and all that fourth wall breaking he decides#“Oh I'm not coming to you motherfucker. I decide the pace of this. You come to me.”#and he could have#i'm choking#he could have used his left hand the one on the other car seat to go “come get it”#it still would have been hot#me personally it's so much fucking hotter that he used the same hand holding his knife#which looks like is that a survival knife?#as if we need any more nails in the coffin of the fact that logan is a wild partner to have#and wade absolutely THRIVES with him#it's so much hotter that wade used his right hand holding the knife to dare // DARE // logan to attack him#practically saying “Bite the bait you son of a bitch. I'm ready to cut you when you're in range.”#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#is it weird if i say i want to scream into the void because they have an actual void in this movie#fuck lmao
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Adjacent topic, but. One of my favorite things actually is when Alfonse pulls the player aside and is like "Let me think out loud real quick." and when the situation calls for it, "Also what do you think?" Like obviously this happens so much across any game ever, especially ones that have a designated partner character. But it feels so special to me...
Especially with Alfonse, especially when he calls the summoner by name. He didn't used to do that!! In the very beginning!!! And he slips up, as Lif. Trying So hard to take it back. It just feels so personal... 🥲🥺
#i have no greater point here i just like it a lot.#like to me i feel like he has that deep unique bond that the pmd2 partner has w the player#again could just be. two games w a designated partner character. but to me personally how i feel.#like i feel like it's comparable actually esp the way your partner pokemon will pull you aside too#making a point to include you. and also will just talk at you extensively LMFAOO but it's okay 😊💖#but also it just feels SO special and so personal and so rewarding from alfonse in particular.#like this guy did Not want that. he was so scared of that. he's also just one big loss away from feeling like he's lost it all.#one thing about me is that i don't agree. w how he feels about losing friends. i think it's okay. i think it's for the best.#i'm not lonely and sometimes it's a relief. knowing i'll never have to see that person again.#even when there's no hard feelings. even when i geniunely liked that person and they liked me well enough.#i just tell myself it's for the best. they'll move on without me. i'll cherish the memory. i hope they forget me.#but even as i say that it's like. i don't know how true it holds. but i do know it's fine to leave actually.#and i do know i'm not lonely. i've made peace w it a long time ago. i'm content by myself. i keep myself occupied.#meanwhile. i am always obsessing over what alfonse says and what he feels and i feel a DEEP. DEEP SEATED NEED.#to pelt him w rocks. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤#this is why moe exists. the vessel. to pelt him w rocks.#fe alfonse
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Okay but how excited are you to see Aki in the movie, training... In his tank top... Sweating... Maybe we'll get some Aki panting in that (god I hope)
unfortunately I will not be able to contain myself when tanktop clad aki comes on screen I may also come as well
#gripping the seat in an iron hold#the whole theatre will hear me moan#okay but imagine if they show a more extended scene... of him beating up the guy...#aki arms... aki shoulder...#him sweaty all over.....#hnnnng I'm just so excited to see him in general I've been missing him so much lately...#I need my aki.........#ask mags
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car seat headrest concert footage is fun to watch because there will be several minutes of just wordless wailing and guitar distortion and the audience will be a pretty even split of people losing their absolute shit to it and people who are clearly you know. they’ve heard music before and they’re not entirely sure that’s what’s happening right now
#watching them perform at pitchfork paris in 2018. little emo boy you understand me so well#all i want for christmas is for csh to tour near me with affordable ticket prices PLEASE#he came near nash a few years ago and i considered it but didn’t make a decision in time and i REGRET IT. COME BACK#forgot how slow they did hippie powers at this concert it’s very trippy#anyways. i am holding him with forceps and dangling him in the air#to the like 12 people moshing in this crowd there are tears in my eyes i love you i love you#you get it. you also killed that fucker and took his name and got new glasses#this is just me liveblogging a 5 year old concert in the notes of my own post. whatever#i dropped will toledo from my forceps and now he’s collapsed on stage at the pitchfork fest paris 2018. Sad#very good concert recording! makes me want to throw up! as all csh does! 👍#car seat headrest#csh#tunes posting#orating!
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i need some drunk sad hughie on the edge of the gun after robins death for morale boost
#hughie campbell#he would be standing there in a haze holding her arms#for hours because he won’t let anyone take them#he won’t say what happened because he can’t comprehend it#his favorite hero as a kid just killed his future wife and his mind is shattered#the ambulance is called for hughie and his father comes#hugh is the only one who can get through to his son#but even then#hughie won’t let go of her arms until his dad physically tears them from his hands#and hughie collapses and his dad scoops him up#they take him to the hospital but he’s clealyy in severe shock#so he’s not speaking at all besides small whispers and sobs that are intelligible#when hugh takes him home he just wants to go to bed but hugh is concerned hughie may hurt himself#which isn’t incorrect#he leaves the door open and in the middle of the night sort of comes to#and he can’t handle it#he can feel her blood under his fingernails#even though they’d practically scrubbed him clean at the hospital#so he raids the liquor cabinet#like he’s a child sneaking booze from his parents#his dad finds him the next morning still hammered beyond belief and sick over a bowl he dragged from the kitchen cabinets#hugh isn’t sure how to help so he just sits by his son and rubs his back as he’s sick#because what are you meant to do when that happens to your son?#hughie clings onto his dad and scream sobs until he finally finally begins to feel the claws of exhaustion weighing on him#he sleeps on the sofa for the forserable future because everything reminds him of her#and hugh feels safer knowing hughie is in eyesight and not behind a door in the hallway where it’s less obvious to know if hughie is safe#hugh takes to sleeping in the love seat by the sofa to keep an eye on him#hughie knows what he’s doing and appreciates it but he can’t help but feel like a burden#i’m gonna perhaps write this
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sometimes i feel like extending the kindness you can, when you can, is the only thing there is
#two days ago on the train home from work there was a woman next to me with three very young kids.#she was trying to keep them in the seats#exasperated and tired and yelling.#trying to make a phone call as the kids swung on the handrails and did cartwheels in the train car#i wasn't trying to listen to the call but caught that somebody had died in a station.#I tried to mind my business for a few minutes;#the kids bounced around as their mom tried to wrestle them down and took a swig from a bottle of vodka in their wagon.#when there was a break in her phone call i said “this is none of my business but if you want me to keep the kids busy I can try to help.”#and she said “you're not gonna be able to. they're being real bad. but you can try.”#so I took some post-its out of my backpack and folded them tiny paper cranes#(I tried showing them how to fold cranes but they were far too young for fine motor skills.)#I stuck post-its to the seats and gave them my pens so they could scribble and draw.#I told them I'd draw them anything they wanted if they sat in the seats while I drew.#I challenged them to a breath-holding contest.#When one started showing me that he could do cartwheels in the car aisle I asked him to come sit down and I could draw him doing a flip.#All in all I think they ended up more or less in the vicinity of the seats almost all of the time and having some kind of fun -#I almost missed my stop. I gathered my pens and pencils back from the kids and picked up the post-it confetti from the floor#and when I was putting my helmet on and grabbing my bike the kids waved goodbyeand the mom looked grateful#and told the kids to all say goodbyelike clearly they were in rough times#like clearly they were in rough times#money. health. holding on#there is so much I can't give#but I can give twenty-five minutes
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#god i was so giddy today (or well i guess yesterday. its almost 2am JDJFJFJF)#i was waitin all day for him to finish work so i could message him n he messaged me in seconds... triple texted NDNDJDJDNDNDMDMDN#god hes so cute. im so !@@@@@ i like him so much. like ..... !!!!!!!!!!!!#he makes me so happy idk how to explain. i just !!!!!!@@ like him so !!!!@@ much !!!!#why do i deprive myself of him 😭😭😭😭😭#but i mean we did talk for 2 hours straight in person a few weeks ago. not much you can like. converse about after that JDJDJDJDJDJDJ#:')))))))))#maybe i'll let myself be a lil hopeful.... 🥺🥺🥺#personal#also omg i think i figured out why he was so combative??? when i saw him last#i think it was bc of our mutual friend...........#n e way HDNDNDNDNDN#so maybe thats why he was like that. bc with me.... sure we tease each other but hes not like....... out for the kill idk JDJDJDNDNNDNDND#hes so sweet.... like not in an obvious way but like NDNNDMDDMD IDK.#we'll put it this way....#when ppl ask him for help... he tells them to google it#meanwhile hes explaining stuff to me in detail; going up to the teacher n asking questions for me; getting up out of his seat n#looking for a plug for me JFJDJDJDD LIKE ?????#hes also so polite... thanks ppl... holds the door for ppl. god hes so......#if he's like....... the guy im gonna be with for the rest of my life... o i'll be so happy BDJZNZNNZNZNZNZNZ#THIS IS SO SAPPY GOD.#if u saw the messages you'd be like literally what are you giddy over HFJDJDJJDJDJDJD AND THATS OKAY#hes just some guy.... love that about him the most.....
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People find out about shit I’ve put up with in the past and are like “how did you not punch this person omg” and I just need to explain one thing to you about me. I can store up things indefinitely if I have to. I am capable of rational thought in even the most insane of circumstances and if I decide it’ll be infinitely more satisfying to get back at someone at a later date when I’m more coherent than to yell at them now, by God I’ll do it
#this post brought to you by my stepdad asking ‘how did you not rip him [friend’s ex] a new one’#because i knew it wouldn’t have done any good. i knew she’d have sided with him over me and i wanted a front row seat to his downfall#and now; 4 and a half years later; i’m about to have it. it’s called playing the long game#back in 2020 he was playing checkers and i was fucking terraforming the earth okay#i have the level of self control and patience you only see in people who have been masking their entire life#and also spent their teenage years repressing homosexuality#(yes i did do both of those things)#it’s also the fact i have a tendency to stutter and cry when i get in arguments and i hate it because it ALWAYS leads to me losing no matter#how good my points were#not to be all ‘i have a long fuse but it’s attached to dynamite blah blah blah’ but i mean.#so instead of arguing back i just store up whatever the person did so i can do something psychotic to them later#is it toxic? probably. do i care? no#my dad was also a master of this. if anyone cares#i just think why get in a fistfight when i could help someone sue you#a black eye lasts what? a week? legal costs take a fucking long time and a lot of work to pay off. just saying#don’t piss off people with good memories who treat holding a grudge more seriously than their actual job#personal
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EVERYONE IS KIS PRINCE
#personal#EVERYONE#GON#ZUSHI#TAKE IT A STEP FURTHER BEYOND MY SHIPS ALL TWO OF THEM! HOW BOUT RETZ#SHE WOULD LOOK DAPPER IN PRINCES CHARMINGS OUTFIT AND KI IN CINDERELLAS DRESS AHHH AHHH YES#PLATONICALLY ALSO EVEYRONE IS KIS PRINCE#LEORIO BIG BRO PRINCE IKALGO BEST FREIND PRINCE PALM HER TOO#EVERYONEEEEE UR NEXT DOOR NEIHBOR BETTER EVEN OFFER THEIR HAND TO KI AND LET HIM TAKE IT HES A PRECIOUS PRINCESS#U AND ME AND ALL OF U BETTER STEP UP KIS A PRINCESS 😤😤😤😤😤#HE DESERVES TO BE TREATED LIKE ONE#KI IS THE MOST PRECIOUS PRINCESS 😤😤#EVERYONE BETTER PULL HIS SEAT OUT FOR HIM BOW FOR HIM AND LET HIM TAKE THEIR ARM#HELP HIM ACROSS STAIRS WHILE HE HOLDS HIS DRESS EVERYTHING
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thinking more about this moment in closure, and how his hands are on samantha’s words, and her hand is on him.
#ya know??#he’s reaching out to hold onto anything left of his sister#she’s reaching out to be in it with him#so much of SUZ/closure is about mulder being ready to surrender the search#he’s spent his entire life tirelessly chasing after that one connection he remembers#that one person that he was just close to and loved by#and there is no closure#there is no letting that go or giving up on samantha#she’ll always be the picture on his wall and the motivation behind everything he does in his work#but he can witness the reality of what happened to her and accept that she’s not coming back#because he IS close to people and he IS loved#scully scours old files and consults experts and takes the lead and goes to talk to the nurse#and it’s because this is where it has all been heading#this is the end of the road#and yeah she loves him and wants to be sure that he’s okay#but she loves samantha too#and he’s able to be ‘ready’ in that and in the end of the road not being just him alone and aimless#it’s the two of them and skinner in the front seat and he’s ‘free’#closure#txf.txt
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