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I am absolutely on the floor SOBBING rn this is SO FRIKKIN COOL
Like actually speechless. Idk what to say. He looks so damn beautiful I adore him immensely thank you so much??? Also can I just say I’m HONORED you did most of this with no reference. This is so impressive and the fact you remembered him SO WELL fbskfnksnfk _(」∠ 、ン、)_
(And get out of here, you rendered it so well dude, I love the glowy stripes 😭😭)
COI Fanart
so guess who had an urge to draw leo again (impossible mode). you’ll never get this but it was me! no way. SO actually go check out @paintedkinzy-88 she has some absolutely beautiful work and i’m so obsessed with her COI au. and I did (kinda?) my own interpretation off of her reference (it was because I drew the sketch and lineart w/o the reference on a plane, so if he has 4 talons, no he doesn’t why are you looking that hard) but yeah its in my old style back when i used to draw an absolute junk ton of dragons in my WOF phase. (and i dont know how to render dont come at me)
plus a timelapse if you’re interested
#don’t mind me#hoarding this away for myself#frothing at the mouth at the shading and bubbles and his FINSS AHHHH#GOSH#SO COOL#;w;#also I feel you about his stripes they are a pain XD#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise leo#not my art#COI au#curse of icarus#dragons rise au#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#dragon au#Rottmnt au
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No, tell us about the dorm parties and Lily finding out about them, pretty please
ooooh a tag question! love these too hehe
okay so. a lil bit of backstory: i had a semi-wild teen life, ykno? like. not as crazy as ~american high school movies but in the context of the country i grew up in? pretty unreal. there were parties and alcohol and weed and a lot of hooking up. so much petty drama. so much irreverence.
point is: i dont like it when teens are portrayed as some pure, untouched, prudish creatures who've never heard of fun or drugs or sex. it just doesnt fit with what i know.
and i fully believe that hogwarts--a boarding school where kids have MAGIC (which really just means unending possibilites)--was a place where the students went wilddd. one of the ways? dorm parties. u have these private spaces for just you and like. 5 others. u can do a shit ton with ur wand. why wouldnt u use it for parties ykno?
so yeah, i think the common room had larger parties after like. quidditch wins and end of exams, but bc its more people and more younger kids, u had to be more careful. dorm parties tho? smaller, more intimate, and ur with the people u know/trust so crazier shit will happen.
the marauders were invited to a lot of them in the girls dorms (and vice versa) and ykno. they went to a lot. bc teen boys and girls. it was all very scandalous--booze and short skirts and shirts unbuttoned off their shoulders and hazy smoke filling the room and lipstick marks smeared over chins and necks and the like--and incredibly fun. just kids being kids, yeah?
lily, though. i've long been playing w the idea that her friendship w snape (and chastisement of james--and sirius, to a lesser extent) came w a substantial social cost. her defending someone who was so shady didnt win her any points and i hc as her a person who hid her insecurity w self righteousness (on top of just. being a bit of an abrasive person) which didn't win her additional favors. so even her dormmates maintained a certain distance and the dorm parties didn't often include her. she only found out accidentally when she went up to the room it was happening in to get a book back and saw everyone buzzed out and dancing and more relaxed (intimate) than she'd ever seen.
it was genuinely a huge shock when she saw the boys sprawled across the room in varying stages of undress (james had a girl and a guy on a thigh each, arms wrapped around both waists; sirius was hanging upside down w a joint dangling from his lips and its a wonder he didnt choke himself to death) and she squeaked out of the room in a moment of severe cultural shock.
it was only later that she worked herself into moral outrage and just. hurt-filled anger type stuff, ykno? her roommates sort of had to give her a reality check in that moment. the marauders only blinked at her in bemusement, amused at her high-handed attempts to manage them.
#lily evans#friend i'd apologise for the word vomit but...#hc that u can fly a broom up the girls stairs#its a classic and surprisingly unthought of move#and the maraduers quickly discovered it during a nighttime experiment#in fact. id argue that them sharing this knowledge (bc its not meant to be hoarded and on promise of not leaking to authorities) that#made them half as popular as they were#people were in awe#and wouldnt stop thanking them#many couples formed on the spot for the express purpose of breaking this exciting rule#anyway#okay but like#why do i wanna write this conversation b/w lily and her roommates now#bruh why do i always do this to myself#make up some ridiculous AU/HC situation in my asks/tags#and then i wanna bring it to life#but i can picture it so vividly#lily just spluttering- but but BUT#and her roomates are like. no. u dont get to pull away from us and look down ur nose at us and then disciple us at the same time#yum yum yum#this lily evans is also. i can admit. my pushback against her deification which will never not rub me wrong#but once again. another rant for another day#i just realised what a novel length response this became lol#but i hope u like it anon!#pen’s asks#pen’s notes
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#did i take 7 dogs and a 5yr old human to the beach by myself?#yes#did i let them all off leash?#also yes#did anything bad happen?#NO BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL SO GOOD AND HAVE GREAT RECALLS except for boof#who has a terrible recall#but is TOO OLD AND SENILE TO RUN AWAY ANYWAY#very proud of my hoard of critters and kid#an off leash rottie came launching over to us growling and barking#i thought he was gonna eat the 5yr old#i almost had to send miller in to bat for us#or else it would have been an 8 dog pile up#but when he got closer all 7 of my dogs turned and looked at him#postures stiffening and some of them growling softly#and the big idiot realised how BAD of an idea that was#and turn tailed it#not because his owners were calling him#because he had no recall at all#but because he was intimidated once he realised they weren't going to scatter#BUT they all stayed in sit stays beside me where i asked them to#which was very very impressive#and im very grateful for their training#trickle included#who has caught on so quickly#henry#moby#trickle#budgie#dogs
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truly quite literally the ONLY thing that has made me able to sort through my closet is the idea that some tiny homosexual is going to be SO STOKED to thrift this
#room cleaning tip#room cleaning#closet organizing#closet organization#donations#donation anxiety is a real thing#i had a panic attack last night bc i’m giving away all these things that are hoarded from my childhood#and it’s not enough to tell grown up me that it’s okay to change and that i can replace clothes#i have to bribe myself with a fake trans kid to tell myself he’s going to be STOKED to thrift my 82 hawaiian dad shirts
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currently waiting for my in game medium plot house in FFXIV to get demolished in a few days because I've been actively trying to quit playing this mmo so I'll have time to do other stuff with my life. and I don't want to have to log in just to keep my house when I might be tempted to keep playing more. and I've just regularly getting the email that's like "your house is about to explode! don't you want to log back in and save it?"
#also gave away like 50 million gil to each of my static mates when I ollied out. for their trouble since we were on the last floor of savage#since I also didn't want to be as attached to the massive hoard of gil I'd acquired over the years#still left enough for myself to come back and play comfortably if I wanted too though it was like 70 million or so#and I still always have my ul'dah apartment and the ishgard mansion I bought for my FC. but still.#my posts#ffxiv
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i’ll probably never do this but ive really wanted to make a sim story based on the events of my dragon age inquisition gameplay in the pov of my inquisitor’s little sister who followed her to haven. like that specific story has infected my brain for weeks and it will not leave now
#but wow that would take a long time#and trying to recreate the structures of dai cities would be so difficult#i might just turn it into a fanfic and hoard it away forever so i can read it to myself when i’m bored#i haven’t traditionally written anything in so long#i write the vlad/brie backstory and the straud legacy but i don’t consider those traditional modes of writing#hmmmm……………….. hhhhhmmmmmmm………………….#it’s in the pov of my inky’s sister so i can avoid plot and make it a romance HAHAHA oh how i love romance. swoons#plot is negligible to me#just let me read about two people falling in love. that’s enough for me!!#normally i’m a solas romancer of course but this particular oc is a cullen rutherford romancer :’) bc of course#yes okay i think i’ll just write this out so i can keep it to myself. that’s what i’ll do#writing fanfiction just to keep it to yourself is such a good thing to do i would recommend#i don’t like showing my traditional writing to people it makes me nervous. i just like hoarding my stories so i can reread them with glee#showing ppl my sim stories makes me way less nervous idk why#the topics are still revealing about myself as a person i think that’s unavoidable but it feels easier when it’s just dialogue#idk does that make sense i think it does. anyways it is fanfiction brainrot time
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bought a pack. chain smoked 3 cigarettes. realized im a total loser then crumpled up the rest of the pack and through them away in the dumpster. and my ash tray. and all my junk paraphernalia. im done
#🍒#why have i let the things that bug and ache me the most rule me#i also finished my bottle of vodka and thew that away too symbolically#no more drinking every night#no more worrying about smokes#weed is good in moderation but not in an emotional hoarding way (aka how i treat it)#im done giving myself up#my vices are like old friends. we had our time and now its time for better. even if the better hurts more
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when the fuck did I have a name of a nyeow mewtual in my name hoard what
#➳ the fool speaks#hm. so there WAS a reason i liked hys name so much when i first saw hys blog.#the pronouns give this post away#but whatever#sawrry i was rereading my fucking. uhm. hoard cuz i updated it#and HHHHELLO??????#I'm nawt 2 attached 2 it 4 myself n might remove it nyeow (??? or just prioritize my other names)#..holy fuvk wait did i get it from#did i#WAIT NWO SYLAS BRIAR.WOOD IS SPELT W Y NAWT I#and im purretty sure he was the reason i added that 2 my hoard !!! (sawrry but sylas briar.wood is so gender 2 mwe. purrobably cuz he's#a vampire but whatever.) so#ermm. fuck. do i. take advantage of the fact it's a 1 letter difference n the fact it's one of my less preferred names.#do i...
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it takes EVERYTHING in me to fight the urge to collect cool & cute & weird mugs
#i used to hate my mom for hoarding stuff but something about mugs makes me weak lol. i literally have to look away to stop myself#personal
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Also a massive fan of this classic:
Caption (cartoon of youtuber saying): So... Last month I spent $2000 on another project and had $500 of supplies left over. So those materials are basically free!
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I LOVE GETTING INTO NEW HOBBIES!!!!!
#sort of my art?#silly doodle#look i recycle so many bits and pieces. i hoard so many left overs#but i do not ever have 2 l of leftover 50€ wallpaint or a bunch of beautiful straight lumber or even 3 unsullied bedsheets#those things are getting worn to rags before theyre project material#i can do you three yogurts pots a bit of string and a weird plastic thingy i couldn't bring myself to throw away in case it was useful#and 14 screws of different sizes none of which is the right one
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craze cleaned my depression/hoarding apartment and got 10 trashbags full that is crazy and kinda embarrassing but. at least it’s all gone now
#mp#was looking for help and it was either basic housekeeping or hoarding help where they throw away literally everything#and like i’m bad but not That bad thank goodness#watched hoarders and scared myself into cleaning#bc nothing scares me more than the idea of a bunch of random ppl coming into my house and throwing away My Stuff
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stuck waiting for my friend in a lululemon outlet store and I honest to god think i'm gonna be murdered by a white woman carrying a pile of discounted leggings there are so many of them and they are so aggressive for nothing wtfffff
#put myself in a corner with very specific shit like surf gear n all#and suddenly a hoard of women are interested in biking tops#they all but snarl at me to get away from their obvious treasure find but end up taking NOTHING off the rack
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the stuff in that episode was so personal to me. how do they do that
#tw for a lot of fucking heavy shit in the tags#accept death accept my loving embrace let it be easy accept it let it go no pain no pain No More Pain#suicide by fire#they really got the burnt look right. burnt to a crisp and all the blood and the ashes flaking#had to fight flashbacks lol#suicide by fire. accept death. you will die and it will be unpleasant. accept my embrace. no pain#but louis was in pain. they were in pain. just kill me they keep saying#fucking hell#that’s where I see myself in 3-4 years you know#maybe sooner#I’m already fighting addiction I’ve fought it since 15#longer if you count the skin picking#which I do count. I’ve lost hours at a time to the compulsion#I steal my moms pills every time I come over#last time I managed to limit myself to just taking some weed#I dont even use it right away I hoard it for binges when I can’t see a way out#but face it I barely see a way out most days#I’m trying. Soft pillows. Sunlight streaming in through the window. a burnt almost-corpse begging for death#I’m trying so hard#keep living#it will be worth it#you smiled and laughed today#I laughed and I meant it#fuck
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god i'm SO! FUCKING! STUPID!
#okay. so. i'm sorry this is just me venting and being a whiny bitch BUT#IVE HAD A FUCKING CORD IN MY ROOM FOR THE LAST HOWEVER MANY FUCKING YEARS#AT LEAST FOUR#AT LEAST FOUR YEARS#AND I HAVE NEVER EVER ONCE IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE USED THIS CORD#I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS FUCKING FOR#I NEVER FUCKING USED IT#AND SO IM CLEANING OUT. GETTING RID OF SHIT. AS ONE DOES.#AND I SAW THIS CORD. AND I TOLD MYSELF I DONT NEED IT. I NEED TO CUT BACK ON MY PSEUDO HOARDING#AND SO BEFORE I COULD CHANGE MY MIND I CUT THIS FUCKING CORD#JUST SO I WOULD BE FORCED TO THROW IT AWAY#JUST SO I WOULDNT BE TEMPTED TO KEEP IT LIKE I ALWAYS KEEP THINGS WHEN IM TRYING TO CUT BACK ON WORTHLESS JUNK#turns out....#I FUCKING NEED THAT CORD#BECAUSE IM GOING ON A SIX HOUR FUKCING DRIVE OTMMOROW AND I NEEDED THAT CORD FOR A SPEAKER THAT I ALWAYS DO BLUETOOTH FOR#BUT IM 99% SURE YOU NEED INTERNET FOR FUCKING BLUETOOTH SO I GUESS THE DRIVE THERE AND BACK WILL BE MY MCR CDS ON FUCKING LOOP#IM SO! FUCKING! STUPID! AND MY CAR DOES NOT HAVE AN AUX PLUG!!!#I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH RIGHT NOW I WANT TO SCREAM#THE ONE FUCKING TIME I ACTUALLY TRY AND STOP MY HOARDING AND I NEEDED THAT FUCKING CORD#FUCK
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Related to my previous Rockstar Eddie Munson x Unimpressed Normal Guy Steve pose, I think when the RPF fanfiction comes onto Steve's radar he is extremely pissy about it.
I didn't really have an idea of when the original post was taking place, whether it was set in the cannon era and he finds out about RPF as it becomes a thing or if it's closer to the present day, but either way I think of Steve as someone who isn't very in tune with pop culture beyond a very shallow level of knowing only the very biggest music and movie icons by sight.
So either way fanfiction and RPF are not on his radar at all until he starts dating Eddie and starts being aware of his boyfriend's influence on pop culture and hoard of die-hard fans.
Eventually, Robin ends up sending him links to some truly terrible Sold Myself to One Direction RPF self-insert fanfictions centered around his partner. At first, Steve thinks it's funny because these people all write Eddie as super suave and sexy and imagining Eddie saying some of the dialogue makes him laugh harder than he has maybe in his entire life.
Until he skims through five or six of them and realizes that once you get through the more asinine details, the basic story elements are remarkably familiar.
MC gets reluctantly dragged to a place where Corroded Coffin is. MC is uninterested in whatever is happening. Eddie spots them in the crowd looking uninterested and instantly falls in love. Eddie woos a continually unimpressed MC until they fall in love and live happily ever after, Amen.
Steve has to put the screen away and just stare into the middle distance for a while once he realizes his real life is the stuff of a 14 year old's delusional fantasy.
#steddie#dreamer speaks#fanfiction#fanfic#drable#eddie munson#steve harington#robin buckley#it is Robin's job as a best friend#to torture and hype steve up in equal measure#rockstar eddie munson#normal guy steve harrington
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the way the stardew valley fandom interprets and talks about clint is so strange like are we even playing the same game you guys
#whenever they call him an incel i have to wonder do you guys know what that word means#hes just a shy dude with a crush.......... hes just a little guy#im protecting clint stay away from him bad faith critics who dont understand what words mean. hes just a little shy#sebastian and shane are way more dislikable and 'problematic' and theyre some of the fandoms favs#myself included. i love shane lol#but theyre objectively way worse than clint#hot take. the only reason the fandom treats clint like hes an incel is because hes fat#if he were conventionally attractive the hoards of fangirls would excuse every wrongdoing hes ever committed#HES NEVER EVEN DONE ANYTHING EGREGIOUSLY WRONG HES LITERALLY JUST SHY AND AWKWARD ABOUT HIS CRUSH ON EMILY OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#DID WE EVEN PLAY THE SAME GAME YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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