#hnnnrgh

[umbrarkzoo]

Insanity

I stare at this image for hours on end regularly

[jasontoddiefor]

I’m in the fucking trenches my gays (reading character bashing fic because the original premise is interesting)

[squidsavior]

your honor....... it's the red and blue duo

@phntasmgoria

[mori-no-majou]

also I’ve never ordered directly from the good smile store before so for all I know this may just be how all their preorders work, but the fact that you have to order the tsubasa nendos separately is objectively quite darkly funny

[crystaleevee4]

LLAU!SKIB-LEH-MAN CHARACTER ANALYSIS(?) LESGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Hnnnrgh having Shrimp Emotions about lifeline au!skizz thinking about lifeline au!skizz thinking about guilty not remorseful thinking about Skizz buries his head in his hands and screams. Thinking about he really did try his best but in his efforts to save his best friend- to get Impulse back, because in Skizz’s POV Impulse is still there, but taken over by something other, when in reality it’s still Impulse, it’s always been Impulse, why can’t Skizz see that, thinking about Skizz inadvertently made everything worse, thinking about how now that he knows the truth, there’ll always be that little nagging bit of fear in the back of his mind, screaming that that’s not Impulse, that’s not you best friend, thinking about now that he knows the truth he’s always going to hate himself, just a bit, hate that fear he still holds, hate that he betrayed Impulse’s trust and nothing will be the same again because Impulse hasn’t forgiven him, he can’t and never will, and just because things are okay between them now doesn’t mean things are okay. Thinking about the gun being gone, and the following (implied) breakdown, because while Skizz had been hoping for neither of those two conclusions that he came to while calling Impulse, while calling Mumbo and Zed and X- while he’d been hoping he was wrong about both of those conclusions, it’d have been better if it had been the “the implant broke” option, because at least there’d be a chance, however small, to “save” (in Skizz’s mind) Impulse. But- the gun was gone, and whatever tok over Impulse wouldn’t need a weapon, it’s too strong. And- and Mumbo, on the call, had said he thought Impulse was hurting himself, which- better, at first, a better option than the other, because if he was, then Skizz could- Skizz could talk him down. So. Better option than the other, more likely, option. But the gun was gone and whatever took over Impulse wouldn’t need a weapon to cause harm, but the “ real” Impulse, the Impulse Skizz knows and loves? That Impulse would. And the gun is gone. The gun is gone, and on that call with Impulse, he’d worried. Worried that maybe impulse was spiraling further and further down an extremely dark path, one way or another, and the gun is gone and that’s just proof. It means Mumbo wasn’t seeing things wrong and that really was blood and the gun is gone and suddenly the less likely option, the better option, is the worst thing Skizz could imagine, and suddenly it’s the option that will happen, is happening, has already happened, and Impulse will be dead, is dying, has already died and is bleeding out on the floor of some abandoned place where no one will find him with a bullet wound straight through his skull and an alien is suddenly free.

ok thingy over. reminder if there are any plot holes- during guilty not remorseful, Skizz doesn't know about a lot of how the aliens function, and basically every current event has been kept from him-

uuhhh @slashmagpie mx. author was my lil analysis correct

[todayisyourturntolose]

hnnnrgh..thinking abt writing a story abt p4 dude going back in time (haven't rlly decided how) and meeting p1 dude whilst hes planning the events of postal 1 (or maybe hes alr carrying out the massacre. idk) and being like "damn bitch you live like this 🤨" and trying his best to help him like. not have murderous tendencies and not listen to the voices in his head. idk i just rlly wanna write a story with these two

[stormte]

hnnnrgh I love them

[heretic-saint-taliesin]

more church of winter shenanigans. This time - Revy started tragic shipping Maya and Mitrofan and HNNNRGH it's so good.

[squidlykitten]

I'm feeling that "gnaw my own limbs off" itch again hnnnrgh

Need to move to the woods and forget there ever was such a thing as email

[mossywizard]

Hnnnrgh the suns out I wanna weed but my head hurts so bad. Wish me luck on reading in the sun, I hope I can do it for a long comfy time

[triceratopsinthemilkaisle]

hnnnrgh.... gnerd...

[raibebe]

I CANNOT BREATE

[mori-no-majou]

wild how all the guides on recovering from covid are like ‘loss of taste may persist longer but shouldn’t prevent you from going out!’ like. whomst the fuck is concerned about how soon they can go out when they have Actual Covid. where am I even going to go. I look and feel like a lightly-used cadaver. my first priority is being able to taste food again so I can feel slightly less miserable about all my other symptoms. do you know what it’s like to have no sense of taste and the sorest throat ever of your life, right when the big tumblr meme is about vanilla. I have no mouth and I must scream for ice cream

[septemberlikestea]

eternally asking why i was the way i was in the past and the answer always is ‘well i was 15’

[jasontoddiefor]

Caught between the urge of immediately rambling what your new AU is about and wanting to keep it a secret

[ohmygod-stillhasapersonalblog]

Me: hey can we go back to me getting an official diagnosis? I've gone through the DSM and I think I understand it better

My therapist: Sure! Let's just... *starts talking about something completely unrelated for the next two sessions*

Me:

[id: a doodle with text over it. The doodle is of someone with two ponytails looking downward with a blank yet vaguely disappointed expression. The text reads:

[For the last time, I have no idea what I'm feeling or what happened this week

[Can we please focus on my current issue?

[/ end id]