#hm idk

[yourlocalbadgerscales]

Marauders & Co incorrect quotes based on a gay panic I had the other day

Sirius: *sitting next to Remus at a lesson, chewing on his chewing gum wide-eyed* Sirius, thinking to himself: Oh no, why why WHY did I put in a chewing gum before going to class today?! I shouldn’t have done that… ugh, it’s so awkward now… am I chewing too loudly? Can Remus hear it? Does it disgust him? Sirius: *panicking* And I bet it looks weird too… Sirius: What do I do? I can’t just spit it out here… Sirius: Should I just- swallow it? I mean, that can’t be that bad… but it’s kinda big, and I might- Sirius, blushing furiously: OMFG I MIGHT CHOKE ON IT, SKISJDJSIDIDIISID THAT IS GONNA LOOK SO AWKWARD, AND REMUS WILL SEE ME FALLING DOWN ON THE FLOOR AND CHOKING AND HE’LL PROBABLY FIND IT SO ICKY Sirius: Remus: *has no clue what’s going on in Sirius’s head* Sirius: Sirius, thinking hard: Oh and uh, it might kill me too. Sirius: That’s also really bad. Come on, Sirius, snap out of this! Sirius: *visibly shaking*

[mossytrashcan]

quick alina doodle because it’s been a minute lol

[foxinys]

SEUNGMIN in 특 (S-Class) @ Music Bank / 230602

[aliceosemansolos]

i've been watching bojack horseman for the last few months and i've just started the fifth season. i see myself in bojack quite a lot, does that make me an asshole? i've watched a lot of tiktoks about the show and every comment i've read has talked about how all the characters are quite shitty except for todd. i see myself in todd too and it's like a line that i'm standing in the middle of. i've asked people around me and it's always a mixed opnion so am i a bad person or a good one? i mean who decides that i am a bad person or a good person. i can't tell and i really don't have anyone to guide me on this. is there something in the middle?

[sweet-cuddlebug]

ALSO HAVE THIS

I'M GOING TO PUBLISH ALL THE DRAWINGS I HAVE SAVED

:]

[walking-circles]

should i start listening to smash mouth

[runwiththerain]

thinking of redoing my whole tagging system again.......

[myriad--starlings]

did you know when you're having rolling crises for years on end and there are so many OTHER reasons to struggle with your body you can like....forget / entirely compartmentalize that you have dysphoria. and also you can so thoroughly tell yourself that you're NOT allowed to feel negatively about weight gain because boy did you need it and also your body went through an induced famine, fair enough it gained some weight, that you can like ... not let yourself have any feelings about your body changing. that maybe you do have. because you have dysphoria. hm.

hm.

well

[jumpluffdrifting]

Mahiru theory, uhm okay.

So a big thing with Mahiru’s character, going all the way back to Undercover, is that she cares a lot about and is conscious about “giving and receiving.” Sooo, this being Mahiru’s first boyfriend, and she herself has expressed that she’s inexperienced at love, and when her boyfriend gives her a bit of cake at the beginning and she gives him the same thing when she perceives him suffering at the end, it might be that most of Mahiru’s ideas on how to be in love came from her boyfriend.

As they walk through the (metaphorical, it’s a metaphor) forest, they’re both bruised and their clothes are tattered. I think that Mahiru’s partner had some toxic traits of his own that Mahiru replicated and turned back on him, because “this is how to be in love with you.” Of course, this is mutually destructive for both of them even if Mahiru remains optimistic about the suffering she’s going through and the suffering she’s subjecting her partner to, and at some point he just couldn’t take anymore.

I don’t think it needs to be said that this doesn’t make what Mahiru did ok, even though I still have no idea what it was lmao. But it does make a lot more sense in my head

[kdramacrybaby]

Sooo… he’s just gonna outlive her and eventually watch her grow old and die?

Not how I thought they’d end this tbh

[sk3l3t0n444]

its going to be a long but fun night

[seraqhites]

i’m rolling and crying

[ry-ya05]

i like lamenting the problems in my life even though i know that it may be false.

i don't feel guilty when someone shouts at me because of my mistakes.

i don't want to feel sad because i'm a horrible person, so i shift the blame in my mind though i'm the one responsible.

and so because of that, i became too egotistical.

nothing brings me "true" joy because everyone treats me like im above the rest; that i should be others in the same level.

but the others are all unique and i don't feel like i belong.

i can't get along with anyone without exaggerating my personality. i don't even make sense in conversation anymore.

is this really the [me] i've grown up to be?

some people can figure themselves out. they're self-aware of their problems and how they act because of it. it's up to them if they want to improve or not.

but most of us think we know ourselves better than other people, but in truth, we don't. we can't pinpoint the factors that influenced us to be the way we are today.

i am a walking contradiction.

i keep on saying that i like writing but i can't even feel proud of my works no matter how good it is.

i'm not a fond of chess but i use it as an excuse to tell my parents that i do play a sport.

i don't have a driving force to keep me going but for some reason i'm here typing this out.

i don't have an important role in the bigger world yet i keep on trying to get included.

i liked drawing but i gave up because i felt that i couldn't express myself in that way even though i had "talent" for it.

i'm gonna be such a let-down when i grow up.

i'm a smart kid, i should have a high-paying job and have a healthy body and stay happy!

but i'm still a kid who doesn't know what to be when they grow up because everyone tells the negatives of life and nags them to be athletic when they'd rather be inside and limits them from doing something because "it doesn't suit you".

then again, it's all on me if i become a disappointment. it was my choice not to eat, it was my choice not to study, it was my choice to lie and hide, it was my choice to be unemployed.

and now everyone's leaving my side 'cause i gave up in front of the finish line. i couldn't cross it, i stared at it, i yearned for it, but i was glued in place because i couldn't keep up and i lost my motivation to go on. if i succeed, will i feel that level of happiness again soon?

i'm still questioning on why i'm coded like this even though i know i won't arrive at an answer -- maybe i'll know when i grow old.

but for now,

let's try to focus on living.

take it one day at a time.

let's worry about the present.

[yellowstriipes]

why is the left side of my nose swollen…?

[nautikalmiles]

control — famine — war edit: added these on my inprnt!

[lukitua]

She stroked Rhaegal. The green dragon closed his teeth around the meat of her hand and nipped hard

Decided to make matching portraits for the remaining of Dany's children, so here's Rhaegal