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I feel like a lot of criticism of the good doctor comes from people who've never actually watched it
"My parents now think autistic people can't live by themselves". Well... I'm sorry to hear that, but Shaun does just fine on his own? A big part of season one is him not wanting a stranger to help him with things when his mentor/father figure tries finding him an aid or something. He only gets a roommate, his best friend and now wife, after she crashed at his place.
"He's such a jerk" he's... literally very sweet? The only person I can think of who he was purposefully rude to was his abusive jerk of a father, which... was deserved lmao
He usually tries to connect with his patients, and there are some very sweet moments.
#im not saying theres no valid criticisms#of course there are#i just feel like... some people say things about stuff without actually knowing about it?#i know a lot of people have issues with the show and with shaun and thats fair but#hes like. the character ive related to most ever in media#i started watching the show because apparently its one of the more medically accurate medical dramas#came out of it seeing myself in a character like never before#and such a great character too#i love him very much#ive never seen someone have. ? emotional outbursts like that#like ive had#where you breathe so hard you cant actually breathe#hit myself in the head#and when lea joins him in moving his hands and jumping around together when excited.....#i would die if someone did that with me rather than just giving me a weird look or laughing or calling me a bird#anyway. a lot of the criticism can be disproven if you actually watch the show#much like misako LMAOOOO#the good doctor#im so sad its goinh to end after s7 ;-;
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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One of the reasons why I love Steddie is how sweet Eddie was with Steve in the forest scene. That’s what got me into this ship. It was nice to see someone being patient and kind to Steve like that and it coming from someone like Eddie who viewed Steve so differently means a lot.
I loved how he told him how much Dustin looks up to him, making Steve smile and even after that wanting to joke around a little to make Steve laugh as well.
It was such a nice change, because all the other scenes we just see him bickering with someone or people making him seem stupid when he asks questions. Eddie didn’t make fun of him for not knowing Ozzy like he probably would have prior to things and instead let it be and called Steve cool. I love them.
#I know it shouldn’t be taken to heart how Dustin was like with him#But it just bothers me sometimes#Or even Nancy’s comment how it explains everything bc Steve hit his head#Implying there’s something wrong with him even as a joke#I just take things personally sometimes because I see myself in Steve and I’d love to be given that patience too#steve harrington#stranger things#eddie munson#steddie
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BRO LITERALLY DOXXED HIMSELF TO THE CYCLOPS. he was asking to get jumped come on
#ATHENA WAS LITTERALLY BEGGING FOR BRO TO SHUT UP AND HE WAS JUST LIKE:#“HEY CYCLOPS IM THE REIGNING KING OF ITHACA AND MY NAMES ODYSSEUS BET YOU CANT FIND ME”#my art#epic the musical#epic the cyclops saga#odysseus#odysseus of ithaca#odysseus epic#athena#athena epic#eurylochus epic#out off topic but people that sent doodle request on ask im not ignoring y'all ok#it's just that my grandpa fell down on the kitchen and hit his head so now ive been a bit busy taking care of him#he's good btw nothing happened to him it was just a cut#but the gdi head always bleeds so much it was so scary#plus i felt another artblock starting so I had to doodle something silly and funny to kinda motivate myself lol#AND PLUS i started trying animating and turns out I KINDA HATE-LOVE IT#it's SO MUCH WORK TAKES SO MUCH TIME IT CAN BE SO BORING AT TIMES#but also once you kinda check how its looking overall it feels so good and fun??#anyways ill probably get to those asks around the weekend when ill have some free time :)
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Doodles of loser behaviour (he gets kisses)
Another loser behaviour (he gets kisses, again)
they bring Roberto a headache on a daily basis
#merylvash!! merylvash!!!!!!!! (yelling loudly on the top of my lungs)#you know when you actively avoid something because you know you'll inevitably fall into an endless spiral of it once you trip and fall?#that's me with meryl (points at girl crush)#it's too late... i've started another obsession I cannot turn myself back onto anymore. sighs. girl crush hits hard.#heads up tho my take on meryl is a bit ooc. like ''the most studious student that definitely has a wild college life'' kinda take.#i think she can handle them both. ''in a fight?'' you may ask. schrödinger effect ensues#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#meryl stryfe#vashwood#vashmeryl#mashwood#myuminjiart
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springtrap says the EVIL sex word because hes so so SCARY and evil and PURPLE AAAAA!!!!!! AAAAAA!!! SEX!!!!!!! MOUMMY!! HEEELP!!!!
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#purple guy#william afton#springtrap fnaf#you all should listen ta the hit album 'sex in minecraft' by joel varg#a classic if i do say so myself#GRANDMA HAS DIED BUT I STIIIIIIIILLLL HAVE SEX IN MINECRAAAAAAAAAAAFT#what is up w/him and grandma first the ghostbusters album now this#glitchtrap#vanny fnaf#this has been stuck in my head for forever#this is what insanity looks like :\#oh well already knew thattun#i wasnt supposed ta draw this taday. it was supposed ta be. something else.#weeeeeereeeerrrrghgh#bye#suggestive#i guess#spacie scribbles
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I'm just so happy for Logan honestly he finally found a bitch insane enough to match his freak
#the rate that I started shipping poolverine is giving me whiplash#poolverine#Deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#was it casual when you grinned up at me as i bled into your mouth#was it casual when you hit me on the head with a fire extinguisher so you could steal my self sacrifice moment#was it casual when you broke down that reinforced metal door trying to stop me from sacrificing myself#was it casual when i used your skeletal adamantium remains to kill space cops#was it casual when both of us wanted to stay in that car#was it casual when#no it fuckin wasn't#and all of us knew it#logan howlett#wade wilson#ryan reynolds#hugh jackman#deadpool 3#deadpool 2024#he's gone through so much relationship heartbreak#mostly romantic which absolutely fuels the deadclaws agenda anyway#it's nice to see him enjoy being with wade#being with (stabbing. clawing. bleeding on. being bled on by. etc.)
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trailblazer makes a wikihow on how to become a raccoon
they commission gepard to do the art
#im doing the reqs out of order now apparently#this one hit me like a truck#i couldnt get the vision out of my head#therere defs more steps i just had to restrain myself#honkai star rail#trailblazer#tiny itty bitty#march 7th#dan heng#gepard#he put himself in as a bystander#doodle#my art#this took a stupid amount of time#gepards artstyle is so far out of my comfort zone omg
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zero's pressure
#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything#and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure#i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution#because of yourself#i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time#what CAN i do?#vent#just some adhd things#and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management#sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig#i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me#anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought
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me overhauling my pinned links instead of writing fics and rb things in my drafts
#that’s my bad 💯#but . i simply forgot how to write words in a decent manner therefore . pain anytime i look at my fic drafts#rmbr how i said i would give myself a deadline for my gojo fic#:3 well that’s not happening :3#i’ll try but i know i can only write when inspo hits 😭 and rn i got nothing omg#MAN I JUST NOTICED THE FIRE IS JOGO’S HEAD!:&/‘?:&/&/$/$/ LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#personal
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awesome games for girls
#rain world#rainworld#that one among us post about hitting each other with chairs#i dont really consider myself a shipper but i do find it funny that at i have at least some hand in starting the artificer / hunter spark#because im sick in the head and all red murder creatures are girls to me#i was a lesbian hunter knower from day ONE#same with arti i sense the vibes like a bloodhound
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Happy birthday Blue from Pokéspe one OF THE PRETTIEST CHARACTERS IN FICTIONAL MEDIA EVER OH MY GAHHHHH 💗💗
#skye’s-endless-imaganitories.txt#my art#pokemon special#pokemon adventures#pokemon#pkmn#pokemon fanart#blue pokespe#trainer blue#dexholder blue#green pokespe#trainer green#dexholder green#<—- adding those cause godforbid the english translation 😞#Leaf pokemon#trainer leaf#silver pokespe#rival silver#HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAYB GRAAAAHHHHHHHH#i love her so sumch she is just so pretty and sparkly#they really hit the nail on the head with the big-sisterly traits cause omg. I would let her adopt me smh#……… I know that i may or may not end up dead in her care but STILL!!#I typically despise doing lineart but… i think i did well on this one guys#Also. HAPPY PRIDE MONTH LOVELIES GRAHHHHHHHHH#SHOUT OUT TO ALL YALL GAYLADS AND GAYGIRLS AND GAYSPECIEMEN I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUUU#neh heh heh happy pride to myself too (i am a bisexual lass)#anyways BYEEEEE HAPPY. BIRTHDAY BLUE FROM POKESPEEEEEE ‼️‼️‼️
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starting my day by ripping my hair out and screaming into the sky
season 1 finale // episode 43
#silt verses what are you doing to meeeeeee#hitting myself w a brick over my head repeatedly#brother faulkner#the silt verses
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what if i said arranged ferrari marriage that slowly developed to love but then god said the divorce talks are happening right now
#i am having thoughts. someone put a gun to my head to stop them#dry heaving less than two months left with them i can't#i have come to love charlos and i'm mad at myself it took me so long#in my grief i will probably write a charlos fic that hits good. maybe. hopefully#charlos#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#f1
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i am unwell and not in the quirky cute and gentle crying way, in the hitting head and sobbing type way
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#i have a really hard time not harming myself while having breakdowns like i won’t relapse but i’ll but the skin around my nails/bite them#i’ll hit my head and rock back and forth.. and if there’s something around me that looks like i could fit it in my mouth#you better belive it’s in there in less than three seconds
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