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I don't think seo moonjo necessarily describes how he feels towards you as love, because it's not. The label doesn't sit right with him, leaving a bitter taste in mouth. No, It's more possessive than that, more of an ownership. You're his. His to mold, his to break down and build back up again. To reshape you into something beautiful, into something worthy of being by his side. Redirects your oppressed anger into action.
#he doesn't realize how much he likes you until he starts making changes to his schedule for you#doing things for you that he wouldn't bother for other people#i don't think he can conceptualization being in love... it's more of acknowledgement#deciding that your better than other people#that you're noteworthy and not boring & annoying like the others#and let me not get started on his need for you to depend on him#his attachment to you & his need to be closer to you#his favorite fixation#he's soo <333 [explodes]#seo moonjo#seo moonjo x reader#jadewrites
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A very happy birthday to Misha Collins! 💙
Happy I finally got to draw my very favorite angel Castiel <3
soooo funny story around a month ago I ran into Misha at my local Safeway-!!? absolutely bonkers thing to have happen as I was not prepared in the slightest. I shop there every week and then Misha Collins is just there standing in the dairy section ??? What ??
Anyway afterwards I quite quickly careened down the ~ supernatural rabbit hole ~ again and happily broke I think the worst art block I’ve ever been in! And now we’re here and I’m posting this art for misha’s birthday funny how things happen like wth
#hi I know I’ve never made it known that I’ve been in and out of the supernatural fandom forever but I have!!#the supernatural fixation resurrected again#and I had to draw cas my favorite character#it’s sort of a coincidence I got this done today but a happy accident nonetheless#a happy birthday to our beloved misha collins#:D#misha collins#supernatural#spn#spn fanart#castiel#cas#castiel fanart#supernatural fanart#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#my art
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first rainworld content in a while ???
had to do a small redesign of my favorite gal ever. hi myths!!!! and all her single celled galoreee
#rainworld#rain world#art#rw iterator#doodles#iterator oc#it's been a hot minute hi#i think I've been gone partially due to not creating anything that feels of interest to the public/indulging in my personal space#which is fine#idk though... might make more rainworld art soon if i end up riding the fixation again#and considering ive been focused on blender lately#I'm tempted to make a model of her!!! because shes my favorite and i love her so much#we'll see though :] buggie OUT
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Pumpkin Rabbit and Witch Sheep wish you a Happy Halloween!!
(Click for better quality)
#first time properly drawing these guys#Hello Walten Files Fandom#the pumpkin rabbit#witch sheep#the mysterious house#the walten files#twf#my art#I haven’t thought about or engaged with twf in a good while#lowkey forgot about it ngl#but upon seeing that PR got a plushie I had to get it#had a brief fixation on tmh thanks to being reminded of its existence#I rewatched mysterious house for Halloween and i still enjoy it#pumpkin rabbit is still my favorite character#why is it always the murderous yellow/orange rabbits that end up being my favorite#anyway so I learned he apparently would wear black lipstick if he were human and his first design had it so. i gave him some#on his bottom lip bc top lip looked a bit weird#I never want to draw a spiked collar ever again#do not question me on the anatomy.#I know it’s a bit wrong#but I like how this turned out overall :)
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Mew :3
Listen, dont- dont look at me?? I can't count, apparently, so July has snuck up on me hnviadonvn
But yeah, I haven't forgotten one of my favorite Dangan boys! He get's the birthday-cat hoodie treatment (even if a day late)
#danganronpa#drv3#ryoma hoshi#arty draws#i dropped out of the dr fixation ages ago by now#but i cant help making something for my favorite tennis boi#this is a bad trend for me to set.#i did almost this exact thing to teruteru last year#maybe i should start doing his next bday piece now#since its coming up in a few months#yknow. have it ready ahead of time lol#anyway i'll go back to drawing puppets nowww
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girl, help! my tits are one polygon!
#ms paint#shockwave#transformers#maccadam#sorry to anyone who followed me previously#I got a new horrible hyper fixation#shockwave isn’t even my favorite character I just like his design a insane amount#what if a guy was purple… and had one eyeball… BRILLIANT!!!!!!!#also sorry for the caption idk what to say about that 😭#shockwave fanart
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Ya know what occurs to me?
Karai Bari is in the New World.
Crocodile and Mihawk only showed up after the establishment of the delivery service.
Buggy was in Paradise. Marineford would have been in Paradise, I think, or at least Buggy's crew still was.
He doesn't have conquerors to cross the calm belt.
So... to get to the New World and set up shop, he'd have to have gone through Fishman Island, wouldn't he? So he'd had to have gotten the ship coated.
He'd likely have had to face Rayleigh or at least he'd have anticipated it - maybe Shanks even mentions Rayleigh hanging around there, maybe even mentioning him having NEVER missed Shanks passing through....
So when Buggy goes when Buggy expects to be found and claims to be dreading it and is but is also so hopeful so scared so broken so hesitant he's got a few different courses figured for how this will go down.
Only.... Rayleigh isn't there. Shakky is. She just directs them to another coater. Buggy fights himself, wants to ask, doesn't want to beg, and-
Shakky answers the question he couldn'tdislodge from his throat. "Sorry, baby blue, Ray's just working on something real important. You know how it is."
He does. He does know how it is. Important, huh? That's fine. It's probably a job. It's probably not that big of a deal that dad master Rayleigh is preoccupied. Buggy shouldn't have expected the man to drop everything and come running why did he think that, Rayleigh never did it before, not even Shanks' assurance he'd leave a message for Rayleigh would change much, and fuck he can't afford to cry so-
So Buggy gets the ship coated. It's not as pricy as he'd worried. He navigates them down, can even bring himself to smile at the wide eyed wonder from the rest. It's nice. He's fine here - these are his people. He's okay, really, and he'll be able to let this go or shove it into that nameless box in his head and heart soon enough. He just has to ride the wave, you know-?
Only no. Not really. Because a newspaper lands in his hands. And his brain is racing.
Because Rayleigh wasn't at Sabaody at all. He was with Strawhat. He was training Strawhat. He showed up, after the war, so close to the conflict, to train the kid. Rayleigh is fast, but not that fast. He'd have to have left around a week before Buggy even arrived. Shanks had assured him Rayleigh was there when he dropped by ((two weeks ago)). He knew because his brother had wrapped him in his arm and tears were shed, voices were raised and hearts were broken, wounds torn open to drain the festering rot and the healing hurt, it hurt then, it hurts now, it will hurt and hurt and hurt, because Buggy had pushed the Big Top to her near limits just to reach the archipelago that his former guardian ex-father previous family that Rayleigh called home. Shanks had called him, said he'd dropped the message and Rayleigh had chuckled and nodded and Buggy wanted to see his dad because there were still so many scars that had to be seen and acknowledged and Buggy himself wasn't even fully recovered physically but emotionally he had to do it, had to take the step and try because vulnerability brought the best and worst of him out, because he lost a brother and gained him back and he wanted for his father, at least one of them.
But Strawhat was on that front page. And Rayleigh was behind him, smiling, warm, proud, happy, and - Buggy aches. He's angry. He's livid. A week or so, by his estimate, for Rayleigh to find him and get there to the war ground. A week or so because Rayleigh was old but he was still painfully fast. In a week or so, the older man hunted down a boy he'd possibly met once or twice in passing. A week or so and The Dark King showed up to bring another strawhat wearing monster of epic proportions under his wing, had made impressive time in finding the kid, making the plan, getting to the navy hq, getting out, and that's accounting for the article writing, printing, and distribution.
A week or so to find a bright little sunshine boy he barely knew when one he raised rotted in a cell for months on end.
Busy with something real important, he recalled Shakky saying.
His chest burned for a moment, hot and wild and unyielding - and just as suddenly, the fire was gone. He was tired. He was so fucking tired. His injuries throbbed, his head hurt, his scars itched. He sighed, set the paper aside and curled impossibly small into his chaise lounge with a teary chuckle as he gripped his hair and tried to silence the keen building in his chest. He cursed himself for it, bitter and angry.
After all, he should be used to being outshined, out classed and out loved by energetic boys with bright smiles in little wicker crowns.
Story of his life
He is unaware of the many eyes on him, of the people Plotting and Arranging things on their own time. Their captain is the best - uncommon, unexpected, temperamental though he is, he is everything everyone needs him to be because it's the only thing he knows how to do. They see the seams in his mask and performance, and they ache to pay back the pain left on their captain, their boss, their leader and friend. Buggy pirates stick together, freaks and weirdos united - and nobody is allowed to hurt their captain without some serious followup.
#buggy the clown#buggy d. clown#*smacks my blorbo* you can fit so much projection into this bad boy!!!#honestly i can see Buggy as kinda.... fixating on luffy a luttle#in a surrogate sense#personally? clown is petty ngl but 1v1 he actually likes and respects the brat#he refuses to acknowledge that though#if anyone asks it's On Sight#the yearly battle to the death with his nephew is non negotiable#but Luffy also is a walking Trigger to Buggy#oh no wouod be a SHAME if i used my favorite charavter to explore therapeutic growth aince i can't afford therapy!!!!#the HORROR#also buggy anf Shanks as brother for this one bc AAAAAA#sibling shuggy#they've got The Range#also it's so funny when you think of it#shanks: wow i love my little brother so glad I have him again#also Shanks: excuse me is a mafia man fucking my brother and my ex???? what???????????? IS MY EX FUCKING MY BROTHER??????????????????? WHAT-#cross guild polycule
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mannnnnn he xuan's all-consuming hatred for shi wudu and fury over everything he did to him and his family vs. hua cheng's all-consuming love for xie lian and gratitude for everything he did for him... shuangshui is truly the dark mirror of hualian
#both ghost kings' obsessions keeping them tethered to the mortal plane! ghosts are beings of fixation and emotion and lingering feelings#this is why hx is my favorite tgcf side character#and i think about him and his parents and sister and fiancee once every few business days#tgcf tag#he xuan#black water sinking ships#shi wudu#shuangshui#hua cheng#crimson rain sought flower#xie lian#hualian#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#mxtx tgcf#mxtx#mo xiang tong xiu
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#a doodley#favorite talon devlopment lore is his bday being in september came from divine intervention#and it was only later that i found out that pisces + virgo are opposite signs#(since he's my evil clone) (jork)#it was literally this month last year that i became more fixated on him! + decided to develop him more...#+ boyfriendify him of course. i love my decrepit corpse!#i hadnt drawn him in months then i forced myself to do so to fight off the ken infection#and i also created nyalon in september of last year too...yippee !
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Y'know, with how common depictions of charma are with Garma overly adoring Char while Char is more stone faced, I actually think canon more fully supports Char being the one more in love with Garma than he is him. Sure, in canon Garma clearly sees Char as a close friend and ally, but he's the one showing his fiance off to Char and saying he'll leave his family for her, Char is the one watching them from the window.
It's because he's having murder fantasies, yes, but I think there's also an aspect of him being kind of obsessed with Garma. He's watching him from afar and fantasizing about murdering him, he's mourning him on the night of his funeral, he's saying goodbye to him on the night he finishes his revenge when he should really be thinking about anything else, he's weaving all these little jokes into their conversations.
Compared to what we see from Garma, I think it's pretty stacked on Char's side.
#garma zabi#charma#char aznable#tbc I have no issues with the depiction of Garma being deeply in love with and obsessed with Char lol I think it's cute and an interesting#spin on their relationship#but I do think perhaps Char has thought more deeply into their relationship and is more fixated on it by virtue of Garma being his only#friend and favorite murder target#whereas Garma in 0079 and not Origins seems to see Char more as his bestie for the restie and clearly cares about him but probabaly ISN'T#spending a lot of his time obsessing over the intricacies of their relationship#I differentiate 0079 and Origins bc Origins Garma IS more obsessed with Char as a rival lol
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hello!! hope you're having a good day :D
since you're doing the pride flag challenge, I hope you don't mind me requesting the lithromantic/sexual flag!
left is lithsexual and the right is lithromantic, idm which one you pick :]
(it means to feel romantic and/or sexual attraction to someone but doesn't want the feeling reciprocated or stops once it is :>)
Day 297 of posting Jevil every day
#pride palettes#lithromantic#I wanted to go with the Lithromantic palette because I thought the green and red was interesting and also because it feels familiar#five colors.. mostly black? this is the closest I’ve gotten to drawing Jevil in his actual color palette since we’ve started this!#this whole June Pride event has been so exciting and it makes me really happy to see you all getting happy when you see yourself reflected#in a palette. But I do miss drawing regular Jevils!!!#I may get my chance though. Day 300 is coming up fast and it’s gonna be during June. do I do a regular Pride jevil or a special normal#palette Jev? I guess we’ll see how I’m feeling day of.#hmmm. hey if you’ve read this far- want some Dailyjevil lore?#when I started dailyjevil.. Jevil wasn’t even my favorite Deltarune character#It was Rouxls Kaard actually. Actually had a big crush on him- crazy right?? I don’t get those often.#Anyways I started Dailyjevil on a whim in the middle of my 5th period English class. I noticed there wasn’t a daily jevil art blog and#thought I could try it for a month or two. By the way- I had drawn Jevil like twice before this. Never could’ve seen it lasting this long!#Now I have around 300 Jevils in my camera roll. I didn’t think it would last once my Deltarune fixation wore off.#I’m probably gonna go in detail of it all later once this is all over in a big thank you post#I’m starting to plan what I’m gonna do for the final day#gah!!!!! I can’t believe I’ve almost made it!!!!!#dailyjevil#deltarune#deltarune jevil#jevil#jevil deltarune
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Darling, there's a part of me I'm afraid will always be Trapped within an abstract from a moment of my life - Abstract (Psychopomp) by Hozier
#i imagine this as the last thing Arthur thinks before he dies#it's almost that time of the year again guys#I seem to return to my merlin fixation around this time and i am perfectly fine with that#this is one of my favorite songs from his album#have i been playing this album on repeat since it came out?#yes#will i continue to do so until i get sick of this album?#also yes#although its unlikely i'll get tired of it anytime soon#bbc merlin#merlin bbc#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#merlin
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I was just thinking about the through lines of Elizabeth's characterization and her relationship with Darcy, and I'm really fond of this one:
[Mrs Bennet:] “Ay, that is because you [Bingley] have the right disposition. But that gentleman,” looking at Darcy, “seemed to think the country was nothing at all.” “Indeed, mamma, you are mistaken,” said Elizabeth, blushing for her mother. “You quite mistook Mr Darcy.”
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Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him [Mr Collins] from such a scheme; assuring him that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction as an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that it was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either side, and that if it were, it must belong to Mr Darcy, the superior in consequence, to begin the acquaintance. [...]with a low bow he left her to attack Mr Darcy, whose reception of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose astonishment at being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced his speech with a solemn bow, and though she could not hear a word of it, she felt as if hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words “apology,” “Hunsford,” and “Lady Catherine de Bourgh.”
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In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her mother’s words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a less audible whisper; for to her inexpressible vexation she could perceive that the chief of it was overheard by Mr Darcy, who sat opposite to them. [...] “For heaven’s sake, madam, speak lower. What advantage can it be to you to offend Mr Darcy? You will never recommend yourself to his friend by so doing.” Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her mother would talk of her views in the same intelligible tone. Elizabeth blushed and blushed again with shame and vexation. She could not help frequently glancing her eye at Mr Darcy, though every glance convinced her of what she dreaded; for though he was not always looking at her mother, she was convinced that his attention was invariably fixed by her.
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That he [Darcy] was surprised by the connection was evident: he sustained it, however, with fortitude: and, so far from going away, turned back with them, and entered into conversation with Mr Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had some relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, his taste, or his good manners.
Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of the moment, been led to make Mr Darcy acquainted with their fears for her sister; for since her marriage would so shortly give the proper termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its unfavourable beginning from all those who were not immediately on the spot. She had no fear of its spreading farther, through his means. There were few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended; but at the same time there was no one whose knowledge of a sister’s frailty would have mortified her so much. Not, however, from any fear of disadvantage from it individually to herself; for at any rate there seemed a gulf impassable between them.
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During their [Elizabeth and Darcy's] walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet’s consent should be asked in the course of the evening: Elizabeth reserved to herself the application for her mother’s. She could not determine how her mother would take it; sometimes doubting whether all his wealth and grandeur would be enough to overcome her abhorrence of the man; but whether she were violently set against the match, or violently delighted with it, it was certain that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit to her sense; and she [Elizabeth] could no more bear that Mr Darcy should hear the first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her disapprobation.
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Lady Catherine had been rendered so exceedingly angry by the contents of her nephew’s letter, that Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match, was anxious to get away till the storm was blown over. At such a moment, the arrival of her friend was a sincere pleasure to Elizabeth, though in the course of their meetings she must sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she saw Mr Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of her husband.
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"I [Lydia] am sure Wickham would like a place at court very much; and I do not think we shall have quite money enough to live upon without some help. Any place would do of about three or four hundred a year; but, however, do not speak to Mr Darcy about it, if you had rather not." As it happened that Elizabeth had much rather not, she endeavoured in her answer to put an end to every entreaty and expectation of the kind. Such relief, however, as it was in her power to afford, by the practice of what might be called economy in her own private expenses, she frequently sent them.
me, every time: oh, Elizabeth.
#there's literally no point in the book where elizabeth is not intensely fixated on darcy's reactions to her relatives#like - yes he /is/ judgmental but elizabeth is far less concerned about the opinions of other judgmental people#and i find it interesting that she keeps trying to intercede on his behalf - whether she dislikes him or hates him or likes him or loves hi#all things she feels towards him at different points! but her preoccupation with his responses and feelings about them is a constant#this is a big reason that while i am very much not on team elizabeth is secretly in love with darcy the whole time#i am also not on the ott backlash version (team elizabeth is actually indifferent to darcy for the first half of the book) either#she feels many things about him throughout the novel. disinterest is typically not one of them.#i do enjoy that this shifts from primarily being about her own visceral vicarious embarrassment and projecting her judgments onto him#to an anxiety about protecting him from situations she knows are particularly difficult for him specifically#(not like she hasn't spent a lot of time watching his every reaction like a hawk! she has good reason to know.)#but ngl my favorite is the anxious one during the lydia disaster when she's agonizing about how there's hardly anyone she'd trust more#to keep the secret - but also there's not anyone she'd rather NOT know. (elizabeth. ELIZABETH. it's fine. <3)#anghraine babbles#long post#pride and prejudice#jane austen#otp of otps#elizabeth bennet#fitzwilliam darcy#austen blogging#austen fanwank#edward gardiner
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drfitrod pagedoll things i made for my new strawpage <:3 f2u with credit
#transformers fixation came back in full force sorry chat#also i kind of just freeballed drifts design combining my favorite parts of his idw ones cause uhm#there werent very good refs .#transformers#maccadam#rodimus prime#hot rod#drift#drift transformers#driftrod#they make me want to fall down a flight of stairs#kas draws#i might make several more of these to practice drawing mechs
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I miss...giorno giovanna.
im thinking a lot about his complex role as a healer. his stand isn't meant to heal, he essentially brute forces it, which fits for the kind of person he is vs Josuke. furthermore, giorno is very self sacrificing in a very literal sense. he loses multiple body parts over the course of part 5 and just has to remake them. there's a ship of Theseus paradox here though I dont think THAT much of him was remade.
after the white album fight, mista tells him that their victory will be all of them surviving together as giorno once again tries to sacrifice himself. he takes this to heart, but soon afterwards its proven that this cannot always happen. His healing isn't enough. he can only give Bruno a little more time. and his reaction when bruno tells him this says everything.
Keeping everyone alive is his role, and he spends the early days of the part being given shit for being a newcomer, so having a solidified sense of usefulness only to have it swiped away so quickly when his stand cannot save his comrades is rough.
golden experience requiem is interesting in this context because its main purpose is protecting him from any and all harm. giorno has again, spent the entire part going through jojo typical levels of body horror, gore, etc, with the added benefit that he can remake limbs and chunks of flesh so they can do a lot worse to the part 5 cast and have them live. so in one sense, GER is a reward of sorts. he endured all that and his reward is never getting hurt again.
But at the same time, it's cruel irony that even with one of the most powerful stands in the world, its capabilities are on protecting him and no other. im sure that his enhanced capabilities make it easier of course, but the idea that he could still be too late will forever remain. whug.
#he was my icon for a hot minute in the past I remember#sorry I suddenly got hit with a rapid wave of remembering a past hyper fixation. giorno my beloved idc that people say hes boring think#about his actions and his powers please please please. and hes only my second favorite jojo lol#I also think an interesting aspect of him is how he DIDNT ever show a desire to be the boss in any way. he said 'gangstar' which is. vague#and just seems to be in the vein of 'responsible gangster helping their neighborhood' like his childhood hero but at every turn the#assumption is bruno being the leader and every time the idea of bruno leaving comes up giorno is greatly distressed. he actively plays#support hes the one lifting bruno up being THE main guy is not necessarily his desire but he has to be. it's his birthright. it was always#going to happen this way#jojo's bizarre adventure#giorno giovanna#jjba#vento aureo
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Very last minute submission to @gummy-worms-in-my-brain's RouxlBooke collab!
#if i need to resize this lmk and i will it was giving me trouble#hi deltarune fandom!!#ive been fixated on deltarune for the better part of two? years??#i intend to do jevilary (jevil january) (or as my friend misinterpreted evil january >:) ) but needed to draw rouxls first#cuz he was my first favorite character in this game#deltarune#rouxls kaard#rouxlbooke#rouxlbooke 2024
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