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if youre cold hes cold. let him die.
#art#pathologic#daniil dankovsky#god willing he will be set upon by dogs while walking between little vlads shack and the stone yard and his body will never be recovered#hes checking his written directions for the third time before he knocks#this is mirroring the experience of watching me play classic. i open the menu every five seconds#anyways.
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Simon said I love you first.
Their most emotional kiss in season one for sure. The anxious demeanour. The careful step back, looking down. Like he’s nervous about the confession he just made. They’re worried about what will happen next, and Simon wanted to emphasise his feelings, letting Wille know where he stands.
#young royals#YR stuff I will never recover from#Simon might not be as sensitive as Wille but he’s more honest about his feelings when he needs to be#wilmon#prince wilhelm#simon eriksson#I just needed to get this out of my body#my analysis
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he cooked ! he served !! HE ATE😮💨🥵
#& WHAT A GOOD MORNING IT WAS YEEESH WOOF WOOOOF#HE ROSE UP FROM THE 💀 HONEY HE DOES IT ALLLL THE TIME😌💅🏻#bruh this chapter actually brought ME back to life I stg#I actually cannot express how Fyo in this fancy fit has rewritten my DNA I’ll literally never recover#no bc also why does Fyodor hold the sword like that ya know-🌝👁️👁️#we got an outfit change & a plan reveal & FINALLY his ability confirmed !!!#I feel so validated for getting the majority of its aspects right🤭 were y’all’s theories close or are ya mind blown#I am v sad for Bram & Aya😭 but I truly don’t think he’s gone !! his body is an unded🧛🏻 after all#but also Bram pls let Fyo keep this fit TY😶🌫️ he had no right to look THIS GOOD IN IT my gaaaaawsh#I drew this like a maniac yesterday for insta but am finally getting to post here🫰#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#bsd fyodor#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#bram bsd#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#bsd 114.5#bsd manga#bsd spoilers#anime#manga#manga panel redraw
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https://www.tumblr.com/necrotic-nephilim/762551245228703744/ok-ok-but-jayroytim-this-feels-especially-funny?source=share
i'm sorry i'm just thinking on days that jason and roy are particularly annoyed (in general or at each other) they would have a dick measuring contest of who can make tim come more and tim ends up very sore the next day every time
(the jayroytim post) ooooh i love this. i love putting Tim in Situations where he's just the stress relief caught between two arguing doms, it's like. my fave concept ever-
i like when it's an unspoken kink dynamic too. like, Jason and Roy start arguing again and Tim is already closing his laptop and taking his clothes off bc it's the only reliable way to get them to shut up, when they pass him back and forth until he's overstimulated and crying. sometimes, they just do it because Tim is overworking himself and won't put down the case he swears he's *so close* to cracking.
but taking it to the next level, seeing who can make Tim come the most is a turn Tim does *not* expect. i think it's fun if they spring it on him, maybe Jason and Roy had the argument when Tim wasn't around and come to the completely reasonable conclusion that this is the only way they can solve it. (neither of them are sure what they were actually originally arguing about when asked.) they text Tim and tell him to clear his schedule for the rest of the day and make sure he doesn't have patrol that night. and Tim is caught between wondering if he's about to get a great date night, or if he's about to clean up an absolutely shitshow they've caused. he is *not* prepared whatsoever. meanwhile, Roy and Jason are. bc there are logistics to work out. hydration, comfort, rerouting emergency calls to all three of them if the world starts to end.
i think it's fun if Jason and Roy set rules, bc they're both known to be cheats and they want clear definitions of what "counts" and how to make sure they're not just wrestling over Tim. of course they both try to cheat anyway. but the general set up is they pass him back and forth each time Tim comes, with breaks and other sorts of rules. if they're doing this, they're doing it right because they're both competitive bastards who leave no room for grey area.
Tim is ruined within the first hour. he's crying and begging and barely feels like a person. i think Roy and Jason are both mean, cocky sort of doms who pour a lot of dirty talk into all of their touches. i think Roy is the sort who will ignore his own pleasure to focus on Tim. sure, he wants to get off, but he's not focusing on himself and is fine if he ends up basically edging himself for an hour bc he wants to see if he can work his entire fist inside of Tim while Tim cries. Jason on the other hand, is more needy with his pleasure, to the point Roy will mock him about being more of a bottom than Tim is. i think it's fun if Jason likes to ride Tim bc Jason rlly likes to lose himself in his pleasure when he's torturing Tim. it's a maddening dichotomy for Tim to be stuck in-between, knowing that they're both going to torture him in different ways.
in the end, i think Roy wins. just because Roy is a bit older and has more canonical experience sleeping around, he's very smug about proving the point he's always made about being more *experienced* where it counts. Jason is certainly good in bed, but i'm always particular to the headcanon that Jason is very inexperienced and possibly even a virgin the first time he sleeps with Tim. bc rlly when would he have had the *chance* to have sex. (yes, ik about Talia but i either ignore that it breeze over it in fanfic bc i think it was poorly handled which sucks bc JayTalia has so much potential-) and Roy is smug about it for weeks, while Tim is in absolute fear (/lh) bc he knows sooner or later Roy's bragging is going to make Jason demand a rematch and Tim is just waiting for the next time they forcibly clear his schedule.
#necrotic answerings#nsft#jayroytim#i *love* sticking tim between two doms having a dick measuring contest.#this is so good anon. they absolutely would.#tim does not recover for days.#i personally pictured this with trans!tim but i left it vague in the text bc whatever floats your boat ig#but i'm always a sucker for trans!tim esp with overstimulation vibes#bc i like the headcanon he's never done much self exploration bc like many afab trans folks he never got the hang of pleasuring himself#like straight up can't make himself come and thinks that it's just how his body is so he warns his partners in advance#“oh yeah i just don't really come but dw i still enjoy it”#and roy and jason would *absolutely* take that as a challenge.#and make tim regret ever bringing it up in the first place bc now he can't walk and he's stretched in every place.#10/10 vibes.
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tis the season !
#the charcuterie board was devoured and ppl rly loved the cookies and the dates r usually popular#and the baked brie too!!!#and then ppl brought their own assortment of treats and drinks as well#i rly enjoyed my blackberry orange drink personally#my gf’s friend does really beautiful pottery and all the food she brought was in her gorgeous homemade pieces#was so fun i love feeding ppl and making things look pretty and festive#my gf did the insane lettering on the drink menu#and decorated so cutely#and then we all went to the halloween event at the amusement park afterwards and it was fun and cold and misty#and i mostly sat outside of haunted houses while they walked thru them haha#i struggle rly rly bad to recover from being startled and sometimes it just. turns into a panic attack even if im not like Scared?? idk#it’s stupid my body just can’t distinguish real danger from fun danger very well#but they had these “’no boo”’ necklaces i could wear so actors would then just interact w me nicely and creepily instead of jumping at me#which was still fun :-)#bummer tho i hate being mentally illlllllll#and rly embarassing bc the necklaces lit up rly bright so it was like i was wearing an im-a-weenie beacon#lolll#also shoutout to my mutual who recognized me while i was waiting for my friends and stopped to say hi LMAO that was crazy#won’t name names so i don’t dox u#but i’ve never been recognized from tumblr before was a very i like your shoelaces moment😭😭😭#top 10 most embarassing things to happen to me ever but thanks for saying hi !!!#personal
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"Why would you ever go back?!"
Mithrun's brother has been very supportive of Mithrun's but i think he may have broken down a little when he heard Mithrun's was going to go back to the job that almost k1lled him
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#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#mithrun's brother#dungeon meshi spoilers#i know misu's brother was never seen with him physically#when misu was recovering#but can you imagine his frustration; his worry?#then misu just doesn't answer him#misu of course starts talking but he was never the same#do you think misu's brother looks at misu and thinks that his brother is dead in everything but the body?
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some postgame doodles for pride month
#martzipan#komahina#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#domestic kmhn likers pspspsps cmere#i never draw just fluff/domestic things bc i get too in my feelings lmao. this one was no exception#i had to take a break midway through bc i got sappy. IT'S OK THO we got it done :3#neways these tie into some headcanons of mine so i'm gonna share 'em here#mainly i hc them having little ways where they just look out for each other#komaeda is usually the only one who can convince hinata to take a goddamn break without having to forcefully drag him away from his work#bc hinata does NOT take enough breaks. and he does not listen to reason#until there is a komaeda who is tired and can't go to sleep without his human teddy bear :((( can't let him go to bed aloneeee#n i think hinata just. casually feeds komaeda ALL the time#bc he won't eat enough on his own. and if you offer him food he'll be inclined to see it as a nicety and try to reject it#but if you just. Put Food In Front Of His Mouth. he'll eat it#it's kind of a reflex like komaeda doesn't realize he's being fed most of the time#they take care of each other bc they won't take care of themselves otherwise lmao. it's a little dysfunctional but they're trying#i think once they've recovered enough to be able to just enjoy each other's company they get REALLY really giggly#they have a lot of teenage/young adult love stuff to catch up on and since they didn't really have a puppy love phase. they laugh a lot#they'll try to do something tender or sweet but then one of them will start to laugh. and then it's not long before the other breaks#komaeda usually breaks first. bc he's always in awe of just how happy he is. bc he never thought he COULD be this happy#not without hell looming just over the horizon anyways#when hinata breaks first it's bc he's thinking of how much they've both been through and put each other through#and he's just sort of like 'how the fuck did we end up here'#(btw komaeda snorts when he's trying not to laugh. this is just fact trust me)#OH AND I HAVE MANY HEADCANONS ABT THEIR SLEEP STUFFS#as stated hinata runs hot and komaeda runs cold. but ALSO#hinata's a sprawler. komaeda gets Clingy. it works out for them tho#if komaeda doesn't have hinata to hold like a body pillow he'll curl into the tightest little ball. it gives him back pain lmao#oh and yes. they absolutely wake up with their legs incredibly tangled together
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What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?
What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.
#my characters#this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain !#its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL#they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve#deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird#like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire#but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body#like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo#he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever#on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things#and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic#he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity#and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him#this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today#i received gift art of these two and i may never recover#its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him#its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer#its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire#so hes like oh well thats odd hmm#and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things#and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst?#and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item#or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares#he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people'#and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness#and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that?#and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures#like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed#he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified#and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool
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just saw your post about shidou and wing tatts on his back and OH MY GODD I NEED HIM SO BAD</3
REKHA YOU AND ME BOTH GIRL!!!!! 😩😩😵💫😵💫 NGGGHHHHH i think about him all the time he haunts me he mAKES ME SICK!! IN THE HEAD!!!
you best believe i’m gonna make all his shirts disappear if he insists on acting so whoreish with that back tattoo 😤 i’m gonna objectify him in my own house sooooo bad
“dollface, have you seen my shirt?”
“hm? 🤔 which one babe?😇”
“all of them, angel. i can’t even seem to find one.”
“oh? how strange😌”
“a mystery.”
“truly.”
“y’re not even gonna offer to help me look for them?”
“oh i would but i’m just so busy you know maybe later :(”
but the bastard knows. of course he knows. so he forgoes even his otherwise still available hoodies and saunters around your shared home shirtless, grey sweatpants hanging dangerously low on his hips. makes sure to stretch his back muscles well and groan as it burns while he gives you a show that leaves you itching to jump him.
and when you can’t resist anymore, he makes you straddle him as he sinks you down on his cock, positioning your bodies in a way that lets you ogle his back muscles through the full length mirror in your bedroom – how they ripple and flex together with devil wing tattoos hugging every sculpted part of him as he bounces you up n down in his lap<3
#—my dearest<3 (rekha)#HEEELLPPP REKHA IM GRIPPING THE BED FRAME AS WE SPEAK AKSJSBDNDNC#i want him so so bad he’s everything to me my little savage gremlin#absolutely no normal boan in his body that’s so sexy of him#YOU FUELED MY BRAINROT AKSJSBDNDN i shall never recover#shidou my hellcat <3#—bllk.thirsts!#blue lock smut#shidou ryusei smut
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How did all the mutanimals die in your universe, you know, so I can cry more after reading the Idw comics
The Mutanimals in the AU died the same day Splinter got nearly fatally wounded during the peace treaty.
Mikey would not find out about it until after Splinter's health stabilized and Leo recovered Raph's body.
The saddest part about it all wasn't the fact that they were taken by surprise, ambushed and died swarmed by foot soldiers. It was that they actually tried contacting the brothers before perishing, but nobody answered because the brothers and Splinter were getting attacked at the same time and trying not to die.
Mikey didn't even get to say goodbye properly.
#(for the ones who havent read tlr) pointing at the leo recovering part. thats specifically for the au because in the comics we just never#got to know if raphs body was ever recovered. In the au leo immediately went after raph and was#able to recover the body. he didnt make it in time to help him tho. he just got to hold his little death brother to april and caseys place#for more context abt how the Mutanimals died#karai basically sent a lot of foot soldiers strategically to kill the hamato allies at the same time#as they ambushed the brothers and splinter. she did not want anyone to come help them#a bunch of allies from the hamatos actually died that day. the mutanimals were the most notorious ones tho#ask#peepaw and babies au
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i haven't written anything today, but i have spent a lot of time obsessing over blood, and blood loss, and blood type, and blood type compatibility theory. so that's been fun :)
#megumi is ab#yuuji is o#for obvious reasons#lines up pretty well in the personality theory too tho#vampire megumi au#i'm learning a lot but i'm not gonna obsess too much over making everything make sense biologically#there's magic interference so like i'm gonna hand wave some stuff#when i get too in the weeds about stuff like this i tend to just get lost and never find my way out#like i'm thinking about like how recovery from blood loss works. and it takes a long time for your red blood cells to be replaced#which could cause some problems but like. idk yuuji is kinda magically enhanced? in a way. so i think i can kinda just make it not a proble#he recovers fast that like his thing#and i saw that post that was like if a vampire drank enough to kill someone they would only need to drink once a month but like#idk the magic vampire curse needs a lotta blood idk#and i was like how does a non-functioning effectively dead body function? and process blood? and how does he talk if he doesn't breathe?#and apparently you can't breathe if your heart isn't beating?#but then i'm like. it's fine. the curse. it just does all that. it's fine#idk i like thinking about this stuff but it's a trap lol
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Later on in Tubbo’s pregnancy with Bug do you think Ranboo would just pick up Tubbo and take him places when it would be too hard for him to walk?
AWHHH YEAH TOTALLY
i actually already have the headcanon that Ranboo just. Picks people up and carries them around sometimes? (Usually Tubbo or their kids. But sometimes his other friends too like Tommy or Techno or Eryn) especially in Enderwalk Ranboo just! Likes holding people! It’s comfortable to them yk! So I for sure think that like Ranboo would carry Tubbo around when the aching and the exhaustion was too much for Tubbo to move! (I think Ranboo’s fucking STRONGGGG so it’s like nothing to him. They literally rip chunks out of the ground for fun and can carry around solid stone they’ll be fine)
#i literally can never understate just how tired n achy tubbo was by the end of it#bug took a SHOCKING amount out of him for being so small. plus like his body was already worn from all the stuff that used to happen#like the wars n stress n whatnot. sure tubbo’s body gonna have recovered significantly when he’s 31#but like some of that u just cant take away yk? especially considering some of it was mental blockage like the snapping at bug in the womb#bug posts#pregnancy tw#mutuals <3#faggotinnit
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fucking finally all caught up on prime defenders.
holy shit dude im changed
#prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi show#jrwi#jrwi spoilers#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#GODAMMIT DUDE THAT ENDING#AND THE EPILOGUE?????#ILL NEVER RECOVER FROM WILLIAM’S DEATH AND DAKOTA FUCKING CRYING OVER HIS BODY#fucked me up man#jm different now#somehow i avoided spoilers for the whole thing LMAOO
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me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects
#maybe my mom was onto something all these years telling me i'm bipolar#no i don't think i am but i do technically have a bpd diagnosis so like. mood swings up the fucking wazoo are not new#but i am not one to be like 'exercise will fix me'#i've also just come to terms recently with the fact that i didn't kill myself already so might as well start thinking of the long term#so not being in constant pain when im older is something im actually thinking of now#so like. gotta move more which i was doing during this semester! walking like 3 miles a day which didn't help brain but#it's gotta be good for you anyway even if i don't get the endorphins everyone says you get when working out#that's neverrrr been me bc also chronic illness w exercise intolerance#so it's like. wah i have a desire to move my body more and know it's beneficial#but chronic illness + mental illness + trying not to think about exercise in terms of weight loss bc i'm trying not to make that the goal#although certainly wouldn't be mad if that was the result but if i prioritize it over just overall health it's gonna make me obsessive#i'm saying a lot of words. i have no one to really talk to so i once again come to tumblr as a public diary#ANYWAY. trying to find balance with wanting to exercise for overall well-being but dealing with other factors like chronic illness#which has actually been under the most control it's been in years i barely even consider myself (physicslly) disabled these days#and also balancing the fact that while my disordered eating has never recovered and i still have extremely bad relationship with myself#im in a relatively better place with that. i'm not starving myself and im not going through binge/purge cycles#but my relationship with food and eating is still very much unhealthy#and i don't think that will ever really change bc it's so ingrained in the everything about me#i don't really know what i'm talking ahout anymore or what prompted this#i can't simply just say 'i'm gonna go for a hike today' and be normal about. always gotta psycho analyze myself#im in a very weird stage in my life where i feel like i have control over nothing and i barely even exist in my own body#im just like a cacophony of voices trapped inside a meat suit but im not in the drivers seat im stuffed in the trunk and tied up#and the guy driving is an old blind mind who should have lost his license his ass is NOT road safe!#so it's like i have all these ideas and desires and feelings and ahh!! but hey i'm locked up here let me out please#and also the state of the world. so bleak and hopeless and paralyzing that i've just kind of shut my feelings off so i'm rapidly switching#between numbness and overwhelming agony#what the fuck am i talking about
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Moving from that post but maybe he didn't go to school for a few days. Maybe he didn't dare to move, to wake up from the dream he so desperately wanted to stay in where everything was alright. Maybe the landlord showed up to kick them out only to find a dead body and her grieving monstrous son. Maybe he doesn't know where his mother was buried because they never had the money for a headstone. Maybe—
god when i get you /silly
#jokes aside i think this is exactly how it went#the house would’ve been entirely depleted of everything#andrew never gets to go to her grave because she doesnt. have one#he wouldn’t be allowed to stay in the house anyways#god im gonna make myself cry again…….#usually his mother is up before he is. usually she’s doing the household chores or just finishing her own prayers#he would go to wake her up i think before realizing her body is cold and ouh#god i don’t think he’d even begin to recover from that until after a few weeks
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Anyone who’s out of high school or in college, do teenage boys eventually get nicer? They make me not want to go to school.
#sorry to the good teenage boys out there#but I hate these guys so much#why am I being harassed just because they don’t find me attractive#why do they come up to me and say random shit just because I’m quiet#I remember in sixth grade a boy called me a gorilla because of my hairy arms#and it’s been years and I still haven’t recovered I bleach my arm hairs because of that#it got better when I grew into my body a bit more but still#they call girls females and speak lowly of them#this one guy said he would never be afraid of a female even though he’s under 4’9 and everyone is taller than him#ik height is not relevant but why is his ego taller than him#they’ve called me out on my checks flushing (it’s rosacea)#and the amount of times I’ve heard them rate a girls body behind their backs is gross#and now that I’m not ‘ugly’ they respect me which still sucks bc why is that the reason they don’t treat me like shit#and the girls who are like them and condone the behavior are just as bad bc why are you against yourself do we not have enough difficulties#anyways#had to ask this#because the school year is starting and that means I have to see them again#after a nice summer of recovering from then#rant?#idk#when do they outgrow the middle school phase because it doesn’t look like it’s happening anytime soon#teenage boy#girlhood#?#or is that just me#pjo#kotlc#high school#idk what to tag this as#school core
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