#hiraeth : leo*

[youredreamingofroo]

How do you feel?

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[There's little details in most of these pics, so click/tap the pics to see those better :)] [ Names, Colors and Emotions/Feelings under the cut ]

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Red - Anger Nirvana represents Anger, Rage and Strength

Orange - Fear Hero represents Fear, Danger and Caution

Yellow - Joy Ithuriel represents Joy, Comfort and Happiness

Green - Jealousy Onia represents Jealousy, Envy and Possessiveness/Possession

Blue - Sadness Kyneva represents Sadness, Pessimism and Fragility

Purple - Mystery/Mysterious Roo represents Mysteriousness, Confusion and Frustration

Pink - Love Leo represents Love, Passion and Desire

Brown - Security/Secure Carter represents Security, Resilience and Responsibility

Black - Grief Phoenix represents Grief, Guilt and Isolation

White - Ease Nanel represents Ease, Calmness and Hope

[skylerskyhigh]

Team Rocket is back with some shenanigans! Instead of interdimentional polls, it's a zombie apocalypse!

Kosmara Leo belongs to @magpiecrown

His World Leonidas belongs to me

Check out Hiraeth here!

[youredreamingofroo]

Not anymore 🤧😭

Does your OC celebrate Valentines Day?

[thatsofic]

FAVORITE GIRL GROUP IS A FICFAVE AWARD!

They're so good, you will they were real! Meet our seven beautiful nominees for FAVORITE GIRL GROUP!

VENUS is a five-member fictional girl group that debuted on March 17, 2018.  Often called "TRENDSETTERS" and "RECORD BREAKERS" VENUS has solidified themselves as one of the best-performing girl groups of all time. \\ @venusvity

SUGAR N' SPICE is a five piece fictional korean girl group that made their debut in the music scene on april 6th, 2019. exploring the stories of five contrasting young adult women as they discover where they are meant to fit in this world. \\ @snspice

v i v i d is a fictional 5 member girl group under angelico entertainment that originally debuted under cube entertainment on the 3rd of feb 2018. the group consists of dayna, yuri, sora, sisi, and leo. \\ @alwaysvivid

honeylemon is a fictional k–pop girl group , managed by seventh heaven. the group debuted in 2020 and consists of six members : joori , meilin , anna , ryuhyun , ej , and kenzie ! their stories explore themes of fame , friendship , girlhood , betrayal , finding oneself , forgiveness , and more ! \\ @andsour

Introducing L8RBOY, Inferno Musik’s most prized possession. Really, IAN! Cry me a river! If you don’t know them, trust me, your favs do. Their debut wasn’t a big thing, nothing they released under Hidden Entertainment was. But Inferno came in the rescue and made them cool, getting rid of those two sad excuses of idols, Hana and Lo. Everybody say: thank you Inferno! \\ @seeyal8r

KRUSH is a 4-member (fictional) girl group under BIGHIT MUSIC. they debuted on october 1st, 2017 with the track “CLASSY.” \\ @urmykrushhh

hiraeth  히라스,  stylized  as  hiræth,  is  a  female  trio  under  octavia  music  co.  currently  regarded  as  south  korea's  darlings,  the  angels,  and  one  of  the  generations'  top  sellers  and  highest  selling  groups  thanks  to  their  charming  but  haunting  concept�� about  three  seasonal  angels  stuck  in  a  never-ending  loop. \\ @almostyours

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[zombiecicada]

=Wolfbell AU Lore and Posts Master Post=

While everything tied to the Wolfbell AU can be found under the tag ‘Kirby Wolfbell AU’ this post serves as a means to easily navigate the blog and find certain posts much more easily, as well as help newcomers get to know the au.

Note this post also includes the 2024 Kirby Oc Tournament. Characters belonging to other people will appear in this post, and everyone belongs to their respective owners.

So grab your bells and hop into the rift! Let’s dive in.

=What is the Wolfbell Au?=

The au tells the story of The Star-Crossed Hero of Dreamland, Wolfbell. Who came crashing from a rift in the sky after the residents of Dreamland received a mysterious prophecy telling them the answer to their problem lies within Wolfbell. In a universe where Kirby is seemingly nowhere to be found, this amnesiac hero without a past takes his place and is thrown into a doomed destiny to defeat Nightmare and stop Nightmare Enterprises.

The au serves as a means to indirectly tell my story, as many of the themes and some of the struggles the characters face are struggles I have faced myself or are still currently facing.

For that reason, I caution younger viewers or viewers sensitive to dark or disturbing topics to tread with caution.

=Blog events!!=

50 followers event:

Status: completed.

100 followers event:

Status: upcoming!

=Abstract Art Pieces=

Warning for eye strain!

These are some of my abstract art pieces that contain lore for the au. I typically draw one every Sunday, ore whenever I feel like it.

It’s all so incredibly loud

Random Gods

Where is your child Ryaki?

Pawns of War

Bio-Engineering

=Character bios and lore posts=

Includes various little character bios and lore that isn’t about Wolfbell the character!

=Hiraeth’s little corner of madness=

Hiraeth’s debut

How many waddle dees does it take to change a lightbulb?

Hiraeth steals Wolfbell’s asks

=Rem=

Rem’s debut:

=Zilla’s corner of gooping everyone=

Zilla’s lore

Zilla makes a friend

Zilla goops Fylass

And Whisp

Andddd Techie

=Yamilet=

Yamilet’s intro post

=World Building and Lore Posts=

Here is lore that is canon to the Wolfbell Au and its universe!

Leo species guide

Lykos

Documentation: Subject 42

Crux: The Demonbeast Sanctuary

=The Star Warriors=

The lore focused on the GSA and BSR and its members and history, including canon characters such as Sir Arthur, Sir Falspar, Sir Dragato, and Sir Nonsurat.

The main trio!

Dragato’s HCs

Falspar’s HCs

Nonsurat’s HCs

Yamikage’s HCs

Your Warpstar Is Looking Rough There Buddy

There Were Moments (Gamma/Yamikage)

What Did Sir Arthur Do?

Eating The Pieces When He’s Not Looking

Why did Yamikage Betray the GSA and What Does Dragato Think of Him?

=The 2024 Kirby Oc Tournament=

Wolfbell, the star of the show and my tourney oc for the 2024 Kirby Oc Tournament. All of Wolfbell’s asks and interactions can be found here.

All Wolfbell fan art and propaganda I see will go to the ‘Wolfbell Spotted’ tag. Be sure to tag me so I see it!

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Who’s Wolfbell? Read about the Wolfbell (the character) here!

Wolfbell’s tourney bio

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What is Wolfbell’s favourite food?

Wolfbell’s favourite things to do?

•Rock climbing

•Walks, climbing and having too many questions with no answers

What is Cappy Town Like?

Wolfbell’s favourite season/weather?

What does Wolfbell think of King Dedede?

Can Wolfbell climb trees?

Favourite places to visit + Wolfbowl

How did Wolfbell end up in Cappy Town?

Does Wolfbell ever meet Kirby?

Wolfbell purrs?

What happened to Fumu?

-Would Wolfbell like to help solve a bacon crisis?

=Wolfbell and Meta Knight=

Wolfbell and Meta Knight's complicated relationship.

-Stand up and fight

-He’s learnt she screams like a husky the hard way

=Some Random Wolfbell Posts=

How to draw Wolfbell!

Jellyfish have no brains

Stargazing

Mini Wolfbell power guide

Pride month with Wolfbell

This doodle means nothing at all

Lykos???

Wolfbell is so, so radioactive

Waddlebell!

Knuckle Joe July

=Meeting With Other People’s Ocs=

Wolfbell's first meetings with various other 2024 Kirby Oc Tournament ocs!

Wolfbell meets Kurabe and gets a cupcake. And a mild panic attack.

Wolfbell meets Cosmo

Wolfbell meets Mirage + teaches rock climbing

Wolfbell meets Halley (and dies just a little, but also gets adopted)

Wolfbell meets Fylass (and dies some more)

Wolfbell meets Dotty (and is bewildered wow you just popped out of the wall. But no she’s not stressed that would be silly)

Wolfbell says hello to Pip (and doesn’t die)

Wolfbell meets David (and also doesn’t die)

Wolfbell meets Dazor (oop there is the death, and it turns out there’s a rift in her head, who put that there???)

Wolfbell meets Anti (and gets a hug!!!)

Wolfbell meets Verin (and… is sleepy, apparently…)

Wolfbell meets Lady Celestine

Wolfbell meets Orion Knight

Wolfbell meets Fal

Wolfbell meets Gizmo

Wolfbell meets Fecto Flora

Wolfbell meets (has her brained fried by) Valfrey

[blackfire-fanfiction]

Recording how many words of fanfic I read per day (April 1)

Today: 294,001 words Yesterday: (40,171 words) Top this Month: 294,001 words

heh 50 fics on the dot

I read all of the one-shots in the hoard, and read a few of the 2-5 category. I’m starting out the month strong by reading over a quarter of a million words. Which means I could get over 2 million read by the end of next week

I am behind on asks though, I’ll get to them sometime I swear-

[Fics I read today under the cut]

Chapter 13 of Until I Reach You Again by Acornz, morning_sun, stormy_nyx  Three Red Turtles by Magical_Persona  my garden blooms (just for you) by intxicatedtears  Just Don’t Let Go by aliennopossumm  it stays there until you die by skittykitty  May we be reunited by spiromachia  I Feel You by GriffinStone  Find Your Family by this ones for turtles (WisteriaParfait)  a lesson in trust by katterv  Those Sleepless Nights by Amaranthyn  Mikey’s Cookbook by FightingGoldButCoda  Consequence for Indifference by Professor_Anxietree  Chapter 22 of The Last Ronin Becomes a Discord Admin by MelonPalooza  sugar crash by VaguelyVibrant  Hiraeth by MagpieCrown, SkylerSkyhigh  Homing pigeon by pitterpatterpot  they wanted heaven from me (i gave them hell) by spoopdeedoop  Give me that thing that I love (I’ll turn the lights out) by clandestineClairvoyant  Once a Jones, always a Jones by E_gant  The Why of Things (Turtles All the Way Down Remix) by slipstream  Call me up, when you need a shoulder to prop you up. by donnie (someguysnotes)  To See Another Day by teainthesnow  Empty Shells, Empty Soul by avengersasssemble  Chapter 3 of death's confrontation by BluetoothCat  Just A Man by H2Ready4U  Ballet by Harper_Skelli  Guardian by Harper_Skelli  all that i am has led to here by catatonicatnap  I'm not cold, the blue tint is natural! (But I am sorry.) by TheKawiiBear  Brother-hen Instinct by pyritegirl (orphan_account)  Caught a Bug by IBrokeThe4thWall  A Soul with Two Faces by GreenGoddessSmoothie  To Be Or Not To Be by GarbageCanFics243  What Makes a Family by KJDreamer  Tea Time for Turtle by pickledcarrotsandradish  nefarious Issue Number Two by bobtheacorn  That Old, Duct-Taped Vista by Nyomio  You Know I Love You by pickledcarrotsandradish Apocalypse Seers by Sam_The_Friendly_Ghost  Family Webs AU by bex19974  colors of the rainbow by MikeWritesThings  Ineffable Hiraeth by Leozi  Lonely Leo Au by Wrenny_Fang_03  Chapter 17 of Hey, Donnie? For future reference? This is NOT how we manage things by BoStaffsAreCool (Heyifyouthinkofausernameletmeknow)  For A Better Time by CartoonHostage  Chapter 13 of Mystic Malfunction by VanillaVengeance  Sr. Hueso, After Hours by obsessedwithstardust  Chapter 11 of Last Grain Of Sand In The Hourglass by TjLockticon  Chapter 22 of In the Bottom of the Bottle (I see your reflection) by BeeCeit  The Stolen Warrior by EpicE02 

[youredreamingofroo]

Roo and Leo. but are we surprised?? Although that's if you just wash out the toxicity,, and the grudges,,, also how far they live from each other,,,,,, and Leo's general just. distaste in Roo because of he finally came to terms with his feelings for Leo about 7 years later. But other than that! They're made for each other!! 😁😁😁

but on a more positive note, Ithuriel and Nanel match each other's freak SOOOO well, they're literally made for each other tbh. Also Jordynn and Sean match each other's freak very well.

📩 Simblr question of the day: Who are 2 OCs that actually did match each others freak?

answer in whatever way is most comfortable for you and feel free to share this SQOTD around, make sure to use the hashtag SQOTD and tag me in separate posts ~ 💛

This question was contributed by : @xldkx ~Thank you for the SQOTD contribution~

[kanouseis]

1, 2, 5, 6, 9, 12, for PANDORA HAATZUUU!!!

1 – character you relate most to

elliot <33 my dude and i share the problem of being a leo sun (way too impulsive, sometimes to harsh with words, actually a very soft person)

2 – character you look the most like

i aspire to look like sharon but rn its lilly probably. im cursed with a lil babyface

5 – fav character and why

eeeee if youre making me choose. leo. i like his story a lot, how its about choosing to accept the present, how it incorporates grief and also ties into the story overall, its all just so beautiful. other ppl in the run are break and elliot <3

6 – image associated with the fandom

a very refined chaos. a dress decorated with the most beautiful of flowers, yet it is so often overlooked by people.

9 – fav fic

hiraeth by sorrow_key makes me feel so many emotions. i love post-canon fic

12 – fav hc

lesbian lottie!!! i just think shes not normal about women. just like me

[ph4nth1ve]

☆ . ENSEMBLE STARS :

♡. Kohaku o. :

I SAW YOU IN A DREAM

♡. Leo T. :

SUNFLOWER

♡. Natsume s. :

HIRAETH [ Looking glass Natsume Au]

RAINDROPS

☆ . MAHOYAKU :

tba

[mertensiaovum]

Okay but pls take a moment to consider Hiraeth getting close to a human and while working or something just letting them poke at her or have fun examining her hands. Like just. Give me Hiraeth being soft with this fragile species that seems so curious about her squishiness and claws. 

[hiraeth-hera]

—  ↻  // BASICS !

STAGE NAME :: jisuk | 지석

GIVEN NAME :: lee jisuk

BIRTHDAY :: august 20th, 2004

ZODIAC :: leo

BIRTHPLACE :: seoul, south korea

HOMETOWN :: seoul, south korea

ETHNICITY :: korean

NATIONALITY :: korean

LANGUAGES :: native korean , intermediate english

—  ↻  // PHYSICAL !

HEIGHT :: 175 cm || 5'8.8

BLOOD TYPE :: b

PIERCINGS :: 1x lobe piercings , 1x 2nd lobe piercing , 2x helix piercings

TATTOOS :: 2x hand tattoo , 3x back tattoo

—  ↻  // CAREER !

PROFESSION :: idol ' actor ' mc

GROUP ::  hiraeth

LABEL :: beat interactive

TRAINING PERIOD :: 4 years

POSITION :: main vocalist ' dancer

—  ↻  // BACKGROUND !

Jisuk was quite timid when talking about himself, not that he doesn't like to, in fact he's quite fond of doing that. Just that he was scared of where hat information could go, who would see it and if it could get him in trouble. But in the end, he broke. He grew up in Seoul and never left home often. His family is quite wealthy, they grew up in a large modern family home. Jisuk parents work overseas for a magazine company in america. So him and his older siblings basically grew up without parents in this huge house. A few rumours about Jisuk said that one of his older brothers got addicted to gambling and spent half of the families wealth and now their in dept and that's why Jisuk became an idol so young, he had to earn money quickly to pay off the dept.

He started training when he was fourteen and continued for 4 years intel he turned 18 and debut with Hiraeth. He was the fourth member to be released. And almost immediately as debut was even mentioned Jisuk was put forward to do brand modelling and selling and other small promotions such as that. To help the group gain some popularity before officially debuting.

Once they did officially debut Jisuk's first task after promotions was to become an mc, which he accomplished at in no time. After that he made his debut as an actor in the webtoon adaption tv series 'true beauty' as a side character. Jisuk quickly gianed a fandom for himself and made his name known over time. He's still working hard to get out there but for now he if pretty content.

[youredreamingofroo]

The Fool... The Lover's Fool

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But is it really the Lover's doing in fooling the Fool, who hadn't loved the Lover? song : x

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[ before / after under the cut ]

[skylerskyhigh]

Want a taste of Team Rocket?

I little thing I did while watching Supernatural.

His World Leonidas belongs to me

Kosmara Leo belongs to @magpiecrown

You can read the duo's adventure in a zombie apocalypse situation on AO3. Hiraeth currently has 3 chapters out and ready to be enjoyed!

[xrikix]

» Hiraeth Chapter 14 || Haikyuu AU

❝They will learn how to fly.❞ – an AU where the kids of Haikyuu characters grow their passion for volleyball and face their problems.

Starring our OC’s Hoshi, Minami, and Leo! (don’t worry they’re as fluffy as our babies from Haikyuu but sprinkle in more angst)

Read Chapter 13 Here!

Unravel

The view of Leo’s home loomed into view, the sun’s warm glow filtered out from behind the trees. His body was curled up into a ball as much as the seat belt would allow him to. Was he comfortable— well, not really— but, all he needed to do was disappear from the world. 

Leo felt the low rumbling of the engine as it turned off, waking him from his slumber. Turning to look out the window, he realized they were home. Unbuckling the seatbelt, Leo tumbled out of the car seat and dazely walked towards the front door. 

His mind clouded with broken promises, and the radiant world he once knew seemed to turn black and white. With a downcasted gaze, Leo trudged along the concrete towards the door. 

He didn’t feel like himself. 

He didn’t feel like anything at all. 

It felt like watching an empty husk mindlessly go about life, wandering the world, being followed by the darkest of storms. Leo felt soulless.

Pushing the keys into the lock, Leo pulled the door open. The lights flickered on, and his eyes slowly adjusted to the brightness. 

In the midst of the flickering lights, his mind suddenly flashed back to his game. The gym lights shined overhead and the screams emanated in his ears. 

Leo jumped at Kageyama’s voice, “you forgot your bag—” 

He snapped out of his trance and growled at Kageyama, pushing past him to walk towards the stairs. It wasn’t in him to feel fear anymore. His feet quickly hurried up the stairs, thumping through the silent house. 

“Leo.” His body wanted to stop and turn around, but he forced it to continue. 

“Leo,” Kageyama’s voice raised louder. Leo flinched but kept going. 

“Leo, stop.” The commanding tone that laced his father’s words brought a pause to Leo’s movements, as he gripped the railing. Leo turned around to face Kageyama’s calm demeanor still at the front door, his bags still in his hands. “Dinner will be ready soon.” 

“Oh… okay,” Leo mumbled, shock evident on his face as he realized Kageyama wasn’t reprimanding him. His feet numbly continued onwards, and Leo couldn’t help but feel even more defeated.

The night sky glistened overhead by the time dinner was ready. The atmosphere surrounding the table felt dim. Shrinking his body closer into his chair, Leo poked at his food, swishing it around the plate. 

Without Hinata and Minami who could make the sun cower in fear, dinner felt deadly silent. Sometimes, he wished for a peaceful dinner with his family, but now he desperately wanted something— anything to happen. 

Storm clouds rolled in his head, and he couldn't help but sigh. 

Kageyama’s gaze turned soft as he looked at Leo’s despair. “Let’s talk Leo,” his voice turned soft. 

Leo raised his head, staring into his father’s concerned eyes. 

He couldn’t take it. Leo immediately turned his head back towards his food.

Kageyama pushed on, “you’re worrying us.” 

Leo grimaced, “but—” 

“Let me speak first.” 

Leo’s mouth sealed tight, the words that he wanted to say fell silent. 

“That outburst you had today in the gym isn’t you. I would expect that from Minami, but you… that was a surprise. Hinata and I have both felt something change in you since high school began. So let’s talk about it.” 

Leo looked at his plate, food still untouched, finding it more interesting to swirl his rice around. He really did regret his actions from before, but his mouth couldn’t form any more words. 

He was unsure what path was even his to take. He felt miles away from his family, silently drowning in the most desolate seas. 

Jealousy is a bitch, Leo thought. He was back to square one, depressed and absolutely astray. “I don’t even know…” Leo’s voice was soft compared to his raging thoughts. The words threatened to spill out despite everything he wanted to hold back. He could feel his voice shaking and he hated it. 

Leo could feel Kageyama patiently waiting, his eyes never wavering away from Leo’s. 

“I feel like I’m… falling behind. Everyone is just better than me. I really don’t know how to say it…” 

Kageyama nodded, “you should start eating, your food is going to get cold.” 

Gently raising his chopsticks to his lips, Leo planned out the next few words he needed to say so that his parents would be convinced that he was okay. Was he okay? Leo didn’t even know. “I’m sorry for what I did back at the gym, I really am. I was mad that we didn’t win, and I lashed out at everyone. I’m also sorry for pushing and ignoring you earlier.” 

Kageyama gazed at Leo, slowly nodding his head, “it’s okay.” 

Leo sighed, “I’m still trying to figure everything out. I know I should be doing better. I’ll sort out these feelings myself…” 

Kageyama shook his head, “it’s okay to feel like you’re behind. With hard work and practice, you’ll get there. Honestly, I think you’re ahead of everyone else.” Leo couldn't help but drown out his father’s words. “And about sorting out everything by yourself, you should talk to us. I know we seem like the best volleyball players out there, but we know how it feels.” Kageyama gave him a small smile, “so talk to us alright?” 

Leo nonchalantly nodded. 

“Promise me,” Kageyama’s voice became more affirmative. 

“Yeah, I promise…” Leo answered, already knowing the lies that will plagued his words. 

The rest of dinner continued smoothly. Although it was quiet, it was peaceful, the words that needed to be said were laid out and exposed. Leo excused himself from the table, ready to jump into the comfort of his bed and sleep. He wished he could shut off his mind forever. 

Nestling into bed, his blankets wrapped him up into a cocoon, Leo forced his mind to rest, but it wouldn’t stop racing through a million thoughts. His body felt restless. The flashes of the game played repeatedly over in his mind. The thrill, the exhilaration, the adrenaline mixed with the lights and screams, it felt like he was being transported back into those moments. It tormented him, hearing the celebrating cheers of the Tokonami High, the hatred that rolled off of him and Minami. All the eyes that continued to watch his every move, determining whether he was worthy enough to stay on the court haunted him. 

Too agitated to sleep, he walked down the stairs with a volleyball in his hands, wanting to feel the crisp air outside. The living room light was on as he walked past Kageyama watching the TV. 

“I’ll be out in the yard,” Leo said, putting on his shoes. 

“Okay, don’t be out too late.” 

“Yeah…” he responded, opening the door. 

Fingers tingling, eager to touch the ball no matter what, he stepped out into the darkness. The front lights were on, chasing away the dark shadows. The grass crinkled beneath his feet as the crisp breeze kissed his face. The stars twinkled overhead, the moon’s light saying hello. His hands felt the comfortable embrace of the ball as he continued to set the ball over his head. 

Arms raised, fingers pushed against the ball higher and higher into the air. It felt calm outside, just him and the ball, the normal, repetitive feeling of an old friend. Occasionally, his eyes would glance towards Hoshi’s home, the house silent signaling the empty place. 

As if reading his mind, he heard the ding of a message. Leo walked towards his phone, letting the ball roll away into the dark. 

Hoshi: hey, u good? 

Leo sighed, the bright screen illuminating his face. He wasn’t in the mood to talk to Hoshi, but he felt obligated to respond to his message. 

Leo: yeah 

Hoshi: I saw Mianmi and went over to tell her congrats for winning, but she looked pissed

He didn’t know how to respond to that, his fingers lingering over the keyboard.

Hoshi: she told me what happened so I wanted to check in with you

Hoshi: is everything okay?

Leo groaned, tilting his head back, hands clutching his phone. He came outside to not think about what was going on, but of course life had to pull this stunt on him. Hoshi was probably waiting for a response, leaving Leo to suffer while thinking about the perfectly constructed response.

Leo: everything’s fine, I guess losing just made me feel tired  

Hoshi: well if you’re so sure…

Leo sighed, he needed to end this conversation quickly.

Hoshi: Your dad told me how well you played so

Hoshi: I know it sucks losing, but good job! Your time on the court helped your team out a lot! 

Leo was stunned, a sudden rush of fury pushed its way to the surface. He wanted to chuck his phone far away, unsure why the last message made his blood boil. He felt so close to diving off the edge, into the chasm of the storm clouds that awaited him in his mind. The words people said that were meant to help were all thrown out. 

Sometimes the light shone through but now Leo wanted to ignore it all, and embrace the darkness. Embrace the waves that continually dragged him under into the freezing water, the monster that lurked in his world waiting to pounce any moment. 

Leo shoved his face into his hands, messing his hair up in the process. He felt trapped inside a never ending maze. Sometimes he thought he found the exit, but most of the time he would find dead ends. It infuriated him. 

He wanted things to go back to normal, when his sister wasn’t furious at him, when his parents didn't have to worry about him, and most importantly, when he knew his own self worth. 

He wanted to be on the court, but everything seemed to want to hold him back. 

It all blew out of him, his fears, his anger, and his jealousy. 

With his head tucked deep within his arms, Leo couldn’t stop the onslaught of tears. His body shuddered, and the pain erupted out with his tears. 

Anxiety clenched tightly onto him, relishing their deep embrace. 

The stars seemed to lose their brightness one by one with each cry that left his lips. 

The world seemed duller than black and white. Even grey couldn’t match the color of Leo’s heart as the world around him crumbled to dust.

The forgotten volleyball loomed out in the darkness, watching the beginning of an unravelment, seeing the shadows wrap around the boy who lost his colors.

[youredreamingofroo]

Roo would be so painfully disgusted by the sheer mention of "Is Cereal a soup?" 😭😭 Only because he associates soup with savory, and cereal is... well, not savory LMAO, he is a HUGE cereal ISNT soup believer. And Leo would also prolly think Cereal isn't a soup, but would say it is a soup just to spite people

📩 Simblr question of the day: Your sim is having a heated discussion with someone about whether Cereal is a soup or not, what side are they on? 👀

answer in whatever way is most comfortable for you and feel free to share this SQOTD around, make sure to use the hashtag SQOTD and tag me in separate posts ~ 💛

[kotofvi]

THE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME.

First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we all have witnessed some plotting once which did not went too well, be it because of us or our partner. So here have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot! Yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight? Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat.

Mun Name: Leo      Age: 27       Contact: IM, Inbox, Disco

Character(s) I rp: Canon: Shiro, Sebastian, Dirk, Kyoya, Kurama, Nelliel, Maka, Dwicky. OCs: Hades, Google, Emogene, Dominic, Seirios, Iso, Felix, Reeves, Nyx, Zeru, Ren, Charlie, Dakota, Nemo, Bluejay, Koko, BD, Raven, Cora, Sammie, Lucie, Poppie, Ollie, Alphie, Bambi, Abbigail, Hiraeth, Bonnie, Rei, Rory.   Which muse(s) inspires you the most atm?(for MM): Nelliel, Shiro, Rei, Bonnie, Hiraeth.  Current Fandom(s): Bleach, V/LD, Naruto. (I’m not deeply involved in the fandoms themselves anymore.) Fandom(s) you have an AU for:  Uhhhhh.. I basically have an AU for any fandom if I know it well and am asked for it.  My language(s): English. (I’m learning other languages but I don’t RP in them unless it’s just a sentence or two.)  Themes I’m interested in for rp:   Fantasy / Science fiction / Horror / Western / Romance / Thriller / Mystery / Dystopia / Adventure / Modern / Erotic / Crime / Mythology / Classic / History / Renaissance / Medieval / Ancient / War / Family / Politics / Religion / School / Adulthood / Childhood / Apocalyptic / Gods / Sport / Music / Science / Fights / Angst / Smut / Drama / etc. Themes/Genres you have an AU for: Modern, Mythology, Medieval. 

Preferred Thread length: one-liner / 1 para / 2 para / 3+ / novella. (I legit love all lengths, tbh, it’s more so with one-liners I tend to lose interest if there’s no substance to further it.)  Asks can be send by: Mutuals / Non-Mutuals / Personals / Anons. Can Asks be continued?:   YES / NO   only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO. Preferred thread type: crack / casual nothing too deep / serious / deep as heck. Is realism / research important for you in certain themes?:   YES / NO. Are you atm open for new plots?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.  (I’ve admittedly been v busy, so if you’re fine with me takin’ forever-- YES) Do you handle your draft / ask - count well?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT.  How long do you usually take to reply?:  24h / 1 week / 2 weeks / 3+ / months / years. I’m okay with interacting: original characters / a relative of my character (an oc) (It really depends here.) / duplicates / my fandom / crossovers / multi-muses / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / canon-divergent portrayals / au-versions (as main or only verse). Do you post more ic or occ?:  IC / OOC.(I post more IC, but the gaps between IC and OOC make it seem like there’s more OOC at times???) Are you selective with following others?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.  (This is entirely because half the fandoms some of my muses come from are absolute shit so I have to be careful.) 

Best ways to approach you for rp/plotting:  IM or Inbox-- tbh, Just kick my inbox in and screech that you wanna plot/rp with me so long as you’re a mutual. I’m honestly so laid back?? Sure, it might take me a minute but this is entirely because IRL things and not because I’m putting anyone off. 

What expectations do you hold towards your plotting partner:  Having fun? Having ideas? I guess, just, mutual interest? I mean, I’m here to write! I’m here to have fun! If you’re not interested in that much alone then?? I guess bye?? ‘Cause I’ll become very annoying to anyone who doesn’t have an interest purely because I’ll randomly ambush my partners with excitement and ideas. 

When you notice the plotting is rather one-sided, what do you do?:  Oh I’ll just straight up ask if they want to continue the thread or start a new one! I mean, I get it, you can lose interest or otherwise just not feel it anymore and that’s fine! If you’re not interested in that particular thread, then no worries, we can always start more! If you’re just being one-sided in general, however?? I’m not gonna be interested at all and I’ll likely tell you as such. 

How do you usually plot with others, do you give input or leave most work towards your partner?:  Normally it’ll just happen? I’ll do my “Hey what if they ___” thing and then a rapid bombardment of inquiries and excitement later, there is a thread. It’s usually mutual, the involvement of creating this plot, but sometimes it’s just me being excited and them being excited and then suddenly BAM THERE BE THREADS. S’all good over here! 

When a partner drops the thread, do you wish to know?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?: I mean?? I’d like to know, yes! But I get that sometimes it’s incredibly anxiety ridden trying to tell someone that you’ve lost interest in a thread. It’s alright if you don’t tell me, but if you can muster up the courage to do so I’d appreciate it! I’m not gonna be upset at you for losing interest/muse in a thread! If I cared deeply about the story, I might poke at you and then you can tell me?? Either way it’s fine and tbh, I don’t mind. However, please let it be known that you can take forever on a reply as well so don’t worry about just hoarding a draft too! Tbh, I had someone reply to a thread literally a year later and I was still excited for it!  - What should your partner do when dropping a thread?:  Just shoot me an IM or hell, make a list of threads you’re dropping and tag me in it??? Which ever! Or don’t even tell me at all, whatever works for you sugar! 

What could possibly lead you to drop a thread?:  Hmn, being overwhelmed-- I tend to accumulate a lot of drafts and 90% of them are long so sometimes I’ll drop a thread or two to help myself get by. Also lack of muse/interest is a factor. I won’t drop a thread purely out of being overwhelmed unless I just can’t muster up the muse to respond to it.  - Will you tell your partner?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. Sometimes I get overwhelmed myself and I’ll drop a thread, forget to tell my partner, etc. Other times I’ll tell them before I even delete the draft! 

Is communication in the rpc important to you?   YES / NO. - And why?:  Yes and no~ Yes primarily! I get that others can take a minute to muster up the courage to talk to others and would just prefer to keep things to a few sentences at first! However, I can and will ambush you with conversation and interest nonetheless. Because communication is important. If you’ve got something you wanna say to me, say it! I’m here for it!  - Are you okay with absolute honesty, even if it may means hearing something negative about you and/or portrayal?:  Yup! If you’ve got an issue or something that might come across as criticism to say, say it! Civil discussion is absolutely wanted here and I would like to work out any issues you may have with me or my portrayal.  - Do you think you can handle such situation in a mature way?  YES / NO.

Why do you rp again, is there a goal?:  To write and have fun! To explore in depth the characters I create or take on! I mean, c’mon, lbr here-- my gremlin ass muses require some more in depth speculation and investigation into their characters! I love the creativity, the world building, the constant drive to do better and to make others feel something from words alone. The capability to rend emotion from another living being simply from reading and reacting to something I created is amazing and I want to make others cry, laugh, smile and think. I want to create. 

Wishlist, be it plots or scenarios:  Oh man, there’s an endless supply of things I’d like to do! I want to explore the depths of my muses’ histories more?? Like Shiro, I want to write out the things he must’ve seen, felt, experienced. How Nelliel was when she was alive, how Shiro fared in the Arena when he wasn’t fighting, Seb’s life torn between the various throws of data and reality-- there’s so much! And ALL THE AU’s!!!! All of them!!!  

Themes I won’t ever rp / explore: Sure, I work with a lot of darker themes like torture, gore, etc-- but I will not write Rape, sexual abuse, nor will I write child loss.  

What Type of Starters do you prefer / dislike, can’t work with?: I can work with most starters! However, if I’m randomly given a starter that I can’t work with for the muse selected, I’ll inform the person who wrote it! I appreciate the effort given but don’t expect me to be able to reply to every random starter given! Sometimes, they don’t even show up in my tag. 

What type of characters catch your interest the most?:  Okay, I’m a sucker for the underdogs, aggressive folks and the villains. I’m not even going to try and lie and say I don’t immediately look at the Aizens and Kenpachis and go ah yes, those fucking gremlins, give me ten. I also love the background characters? The side characters in a show that seem so unimportant but have a crucial role? I love characters that have such an obscure involvement that you have to stop and ask why and how their involvement was crucial. I also love the soft beans? The ones who are so hyped with positivity and gleaming interest that they just can’t be ignored?? But then turn around and whoop some poor sap’s ass with that sparkle sparkle smile. Also love the upstanding moral types that also acknowledge that some things can’t be avoided and that morality is a grey area dependent on the perceptions of the individuals themselves. 

What type of characters catch your interest the least?:  Hmn-- I guess the kind that don’t seem to have much substance to them? The ones that are just uncharacteristically too kind. Yes, I love the overwhelmingly positive types but?? Also?? The ones that are too kind and without flaw just?? Don’t strike me as interesting. Also the ones that are just cruel for some obscure reason just to give them a reason to be villains. I mean I understand but also?? Villains don’t have to have a reason?? They can be cruel just to be cruel. Idk that’s always just been a thing with me.

What are your strong aspects as rp partner?:  I guess that I’m fairly laid back? I don’t mind if you take 10 years to reply, I’m going to get excited if you message me with some random idea, I’m not going to be bothered by any ideas you suggest?? I can also sometimes give u doodles?? I don’t have time to doodle a lot but sometimes, once in a blue moon, you’ll get a random offering of doodled booty for ur blessing. Also gonna hit you up with random HCs, ideas, threads, etc?? Always?? Idk, I’m not too good at thinking about positive aspects of myself lmfao. 

What are your weak aspects as rp partner?: Hnnn, I’m too laid back at times. I take too long to reply and I’m busy af IRL. I’m often goaded into being irritated by some asshole or another so I can come off aggro af too when I don’t mean to be. Sometimes I can get overwhelmed and disappear for a week, other times I can end up overwhelming someone else by being too excited? I tend to watch how much I do and say because I feel like I might come off as smothering and am too used to being shut down and told to shut up so I just don’t?? Do anything sometimes. I’m also not very good at initiating contact sometimes so I tend to go days and weeks without speaking to others. 

Do you rp smut?:  YES / NO. Do you prefer to go into detail?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Are you okay with black curtain?:  YES / NO. - When do you rp smut? More out of fun or character development?:  Usually only if it’s developmental for the characters involved. Sometimes it’s just fun to do! It really depends on the characters involved + if I have any muse in general for it.  - Anything you would not want to rp there?:  ???? Kinda vague, Idk? I mean if I don’t wanna rp somethin’ I’ll say so. 

Are ships important to you?:   YES / NO. Would you say your blog is ship-focused?:   YES / NO. Do you use read more?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES. Are you: Multi-Ship / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  Multiverse / Singleverse. - What do you love to explore the most in your ships?:  The relationship, the depth of two muses who can be wildly different or even similar. The multifaceted involvement of others to that relationship, the angst, the arguments, the sad moments along with all the happy things and how hard one might try while the other is cold-- etc. I don’t just want happy dates and sunshine, that’s not how relationships work after all!   - What is your smut tag?: Kettledrums

Are you okay with pre-established relationships?: YES / NO. - And what kind of ones?: I like a lot of pre-established relationships! However, I can be a tad wary of child muses? Aka: The ones who are children of one of my muses. Reason being, sometimes even I don’t know how they’d raise a child so the muse in question would be off putting to me because it’s out of my realm. Beyond that, I’m down for just about everything! 

► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.

- What could possibly make your Muse interesting towards others, why should they rp with this particular character of yours now, what possible plots do they offer?:  Since I have so many damn muses, I’mma just go with Shiro for all of this-- I suppose what they could find interesting is his very multifaceted dynamic as a soldier, human, technical non-human (Zombae), war worn, space exploring person. He can be rainbows and sunshine but also can suddenly become incredibly aggressive and cold. He’s not one or the other, he’s all and everything that he’s learned and encompassed while still remaining fragile and human in the end. Writing with him can be inspiring and can be soul wrenching, depending on the thread. As for plots, dude your character could be in space in one thread if the otherwise couldn’t be. There’s so many ways to go about writing with him?? He’s such an amazing character and the plots he can be instilled in are almost limitless with just his main verse. 

- With what type of Muses do you usually struggle to rp with?:   Hmn-- I guess the main one I have issues injecting him into place with would be the ones who are strictly non-tech oriented?? I mean, I can still have him there but getting him to fit is just?? Really difficult. Also with people who RP villains of his fandom and expect him not to be volatile. I’m sorry, but if you’re writing a S.endak or a Z.arkon-- you’re not going to get roses and butterflies with Shiro, plain and simple. If that’s something you can’t accept then don’t approach him with those muses.  - With what type of Muses do they usually work well with?:  He works really well with most anyone! So long as one goes into it knowing he can be hostile with soldiers, Galra, etc; then he can be used no matter what. He’s one of my most capable muses that doesn’t have much of an issue when it comes to responding. 

- What interests your Muse(s) in general:  Space, mechanics, biomedical engineering, people, freedom, fighting for a cause, flowers, his mother, violin, cats, sparring, getting stronger, constellations, nebulae, engineering, literature, alien languages, cooking. - What do they desire, is their goal?:  The safety of others, the freedom of others, the ability to choose, hope-- he wants to make sure those he cares for and all others are free and safe from the Galra take over.  - What catches their interest first when meeting someone new?:  How they look at him. If they show signs of pity, of fear, he tends to walk away from any possible meeting with them. Otherwise, their appearance is what first catches his eye. How they dress, how they respond to him, how they talk and if he can make them crack a smile with an awkward joke.  - What do they value in a person?:  Hope, Strength, Loyalty, Purpose, Honesty, Patience. - What themes do they like talking about?:  Shiro’s more of a listener than a talker, but honestly he’ll talk about anything of interest and question anyone’s as well to get them to talk about it. It’s what makes conversation with him easygoing most of the time.  - Which themes bore them?:  Himself. He’ll try to avert any conversation about himself if it’s too personal or too close to something. It’s not so much that it bores him but that type of talk is reserved for those insanely close to him. Also talk of command bores the FUCK out of him. He’s never been one to really like rank. 

- Did they ever went through something traumatic?:  So. Fucking. Much. Between being a prisoner of a war he was never involved with to being told he was a leader of a rebellion for said war, being a prisoner in the Arena and forced to fight and kill others, being held down and sedated as he tried to warn the others, DYING-- this boy has been thru too much.  - What could possibly trigger them?:  Certain noises, textures, Galra, medical equipment, certain lighting.  - What could set them off, enrage them?:  Galra, someone protecting him. - What could lead to an instant kill?:  Any bloodlust towards him or those he cares for. Most of the time, he has this under control and tries to be merciful, give them a chance; but sometimes, especially during an episode; there’s no stopping him from gunning for someone’s throat if they had any intent to harm another or himself. 

- Is there someone /-thing they hate?:  Z.arkon, S.endak, L.otor, H.aggar, Druids, himself a lot of the time. - Is there someone /-thing they love?:   The paladins, space fam in general, his mother, his friends, people in general. 

Is your Muse easy to approach?: YES / NO. - Best ways to approach them?:  Just approach him? Honestly, Shiro’s one of the easiest persons to converse with and get near. That doesn’t mean his guard is dropped, but he’s very easy going a lot of the time outside of battle. So long as you have a reason to approach him (even simpler ones like: his appearance, his arm, etc) then you’re set.  - Where are they usually to find?:  Oof, honestly? Anywhere. Space, Earth, other places-- he’s constantly on the move. If you want a set place, just say somewhere on Earth and I can work with that. 

Something you may still want to point out about your muse?:  Shiro is certainly easy to get along with, but he is not without flaw or issue. He has a plethora of issues even after the fall of the Galra Empire. He’s not without his scars, physical and otherwise. Approaching him is easy but getting close to him is not. Don’t expect him to be an open book. Just because he can talk about war, battle, fighting with a straight face doesn’t mean he wasn’t effected by it. He has suffered greatly and it will show the closer you get to him. 

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