#hiiiii i'm back

[noita-tip-of-the-day]

Noita Tip of the Day: lightning bolt is a pretty good spell for clearing out soft materials like coal powder, wood, and your healthbar

[cosmicquilt]

the heart rate monitor stays ON during sex

[chainsofother]

Well, Sinclair? You’ve grown a spine, coming all the way here!

[copia]

Flood Gates 🔞 — 3.6k, copia/cirrus, angst and (attempted) hurt/comfort, dom/sub dynamic — more tags on ao3

Copia angled his head against her shoulder and kissed a spot on her neck below the mask, where her collar had slipped and a patch of grey skin peeked through. I need your help, he should have said. I need it all to disappear. Frater Imperator makes a detour on the way to welcome his successor.

part 3 of I Fiaschi

[thecurepumpkin]

AND IM BACK AFTER A ARTSTYLE CRISIS, so have Jane Doe from ZZZ

[possession1981-moving]

JACOB Watch It (2023)

[the-nation-of-today]

Lonny Eagleton - Where Did You Sleep Last Night (Nirvana Unplugged Cover) ↳ requested by @fyeahlonnyeagleton

[rayofmisfortune]

WOOOOO Somehow got to the transformers #23 (?? I believe that's the one 😭) any yoooo THE IDEAS THE COMICS ARE GIVING ME FOR THE STUPID BACK ALLEY PRIME THINGY JFNFNF

Imma have to play with how the matrix and primeness would work in my take but

Spoilers for the transformers issues up till n.23

FUUUUUCK oh my GOD Just drop a bombshell on me OP why don't you. I'm here all like "yea the matrix will hurt roddy actually" WHILE SAID THING APPARENTLY HAPPENED TO IDW OPTIMUS???

Now I understand why people say acquiring the matrix feels amazing when in relation to rodimus 😭 THE PARALLELS, well...more like opposites I suppose. I don't know yet just HOW OP got the Matrix, I do know how Roddy got it and was bonded to it and that itself looked very very different from what OP has/had going on with it. I already gave a spoilers warning so if you're still reading this, entirely on you of you get spoiled on how Rodimus got the matrix. In short, in Roddy's case, the Matrix literally brought him back to life after sustaining a lethal wound. It was for a time the only thing keeping him alive until it repaired him enough to function without its aid. With that in mind, I think I could still play with this property of the Matrix in my own... au(? I guess it's an au lmao) Since in the au Roddy isn't on the brink of death when he bonds with the matrix I can still entirely go ahead and MAKE IT HURT LIKE A BITCH cuz I just love my lil guys so much yk?

[tezzbot]

Had a little bit of a nostalgia moment!!! Sander's Sides is a series that meant a lot to me in high school and I just did a rewatch of the whole thing and I might be invested again Whoops lol I just really like these characters and the messages they've been sending out over the years<3

[bugsinshoes]

"O sweet Juliet, thy beauty hath made me effeminate, and in my temper softened valor’s steel!"

[the-one-with-spider-brainrot]

Thorjulbre: Me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic Idk au where Bishop Narinder gets rizzed by some random traveller spider. I just think its funny-

[cheemerthelizard]

he's a beautiful transgender man. to me.

[ghostforwhat]

when you’re off of work would you please elaborate on your hannibal service top agenda,,, please my family is starving

i don’t want anyone to starve so obviously I will extrapolate on the service top aspect of Hannibal Lecter o7!! I am going to get so carried away and I apologize in advance.

Alright going to start this off by saying I do think they’re vers but only in regards to each other, I think for canon relationships, Will has a tendency to allow himself to be directed while Hannibal loves to orchestrate. With each other, though, it grows increasingly and alluringly complicated. Arguments could be made and subsequently thrown out depending on what part of the show you’re watching and post fall is an entire free-for-all because you can’t tell me two grown men survive murder-suicide via cliff and then settle into the puritanical rigidity of who tops and who bottoms.

Okay that being said, honestly i could make the case that both of them lean more toward making sure whoever they’re with is getting the most out of the encounter (maybe for different reasons; the popular trope of Will’s empathy causing a sort of blissful feedback loop and in Hannibal’s case, it stands to reason the politeness overlaps with a challenging sort of hedonism, he’s in control and playful about it) but I think that specifically for Hannibal, Will’s reactions are what he’s constantly seeking and then hoarding. Like. Will responding to stimuli that Hannibal presents is basically the premise of the show and Hannibal very clearly gets off on that, maybe not anywhere explicitly but we see shots of his pupils dilating, his gaze always caught on Will, licking his lips, all in response to Will reacting to him. It’s very rare he’s outright hungry at the beginning of a conversation or interaction, he seems to maintain a sense of aloofness until Will snarks or baits or replies or even defers and then, it’s as though he’s desperate to see more. I'm not getting into the whole them eating meals together because I'll devolve very quickly but like. just keep in mind the way Hannibal watches Will eat, as though he savors Will instead of the meal he cooked. Right. Okay. He gets caught up in Will’s responses very quickly, enraptured and almost stupid about it and trying to immediately trigger more which!! Goes hand and hand with him doing very uh lets say unique acts of service (the malewife jokes are only half jokes); the breakfasts & dinners, the driving, the caretaking. Yes all that’s manipulative but to Hannibal, that doesn’t negate that it’s still getting him the responses he wants and that’s also maybe why he’s so quick to say they’re friends because he’s viewing it as a form of relationship building and quite frankly, that is the only way that man knows how to build relationships; he sets himself up as a crutch and then breaks your leg and unfortunately at that point, for Will, for Jack, for Abigail, for Bedelia, for Chiyoh, you are too grateful to be standing that you forget he’s the reason you can’t do it on your own. The others I mentioned learn either very quickly or very (in painful irony) rudely that he is only a crutch as long as he enjoys it, as long as he can benefit from holding you aloft.

However. In Will’s case, he tries to remove himself and finds that it’s him who can’t stand and he’s immediately resentful and desperate to take back that ability, leaving another gift, another act of service, for Will to prove that he can still provide it and detrimentally putting himself on the map for Jack and Mason in the process. He’s so eager to have Will’s response, he waits at his own fucking crime scene. Will gives him what he wants and he’s too overwhelmed to respond with any sort of power or immediate selfishness, he runs again. And then. Muskrat Farms and his surrender. I feel like I don’t even need to explain why that backs up my case here, that man is so so ready to rescue and then surrender all because Will’s involved; two things he’s never done in his entire life, they essentially reduce him to this almost pathetic thing and it doesn’t give him pause at all because again, they’re acts of service whether Will wants them at that point or not. Like Bedelia said it best, he’s obsessed, he wants every reaction, every word, every sigh and curse, he’s very single-minded about getting them and he doesn’t care who he has to hurt, himself or others, to get them. Now, combine all that and the cliff scene and tell me that man doesn’t spend every second they’re in a bed together completely and utterly focused on Will and Will alone.

[kaijukinship]

\\\ ── ( ❝ soft breath, beating heart ... ❞ )

NIKOLAI / Nokk | They/Them | 21 yrs | FR/UA/USA | Self Shipper!

✭ DNI // under 18yrs, pro/comship, share my ult + main f/os ... ✭ Ultimate F/Os (irl partners) // newton 'newt' geizler ( pacific rim ), erik 'maverick' thorn ( rainbow six: siege ) ... charlie kelly ( it's always sunny in philadelphia ) ✭ Other Links // about ... main f/os ... secondary f/os ...

[forgetfulcj]

some sims i made recently...

[vake-hunter]