#highfive of teenager

[goldstarkangta]

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I agree with Renee getting worse thru the books. I think Charlie suffers from the same regression. In Twilight he comes off hands-off but loving. He buys Bella a truck, he's taken care of his parents, etc. By Eclipse he's too dumb to make pasta and highfiving Bella's assaulter. Of course many fans have headcanons on WHY. I still hold that Meyer just A. Wanted Bella to be a Super Mature Old Soul, and B. Wanted Bella to be "right" in defying Charlie later on in the books, among other reasons.

Right in Twilight I didn't think Charlie was actually that inept at caring for himself or his household, I just thought Bella was employing the same teenage hyperbole that she used in saying "haha I took over the bills when I was six" or whatever. But then as the books wore on, it was like, oh he literally doesn't know you can't put metal in the microwave???? How did this man take care of himself and his elderly parents??

There's an interesting divide in fandom, I think, between people who look at Bella's relationship with her parents in-universe or out of it. That is, there's a lot of people who really feel for Bella and see in her someone who was the victim of parentification and neglect. They see a child who was forced to grow up too fast to take care of her parents and feel a lot of sympathy for her and imagine how it has informed the choices she makes in the story.

Then there are folks who look at it from an out of universe perspective, which is close to what you're saying here: that SM wanted Bella to be an Old Soul and seem mature and she doesn't really need her parents and that's why things were written the way they are. That whether Renee is a good or bad mother isn't really the point; the point was Bella needed to go to Forks for the story to happen. SM wasn't really interested in exploring parentification or any of that, she just needed a way to make Bella seem more mature than the average teenager so her relationship with an 100-year-old 17-year-old works.

I don't think either one is better or more "right" than the other, and both can be true at the same time! I can only say that I was in the out of universe camp originally; I was just like, it's a YA story, of course the parents have to be kind of useless, and I didn't read much more into it than that. Like yeah Renee not showing up to graduation is weird, but I was like "Bella already visited Renee at the beginning of the book, I see why as a writer SM didn't see a point in More Renee." But I've seen a lot of really thoughtful meta about Bella as a parentified child and how that can explain things like why she can't empathize with Rosalie's desire for children, or Bella's low self-esteem, etc. Certainly I think Midnight Sun takes this more in-universe approach with Renee coming off even worse than she was before and Edward musing about how Bella feels like she has to be useful, has to be a caretake, has to earn her place in a family, etc.

But yeah I think that came later, for both Renee and Charlie, and originally it was just "I need kind of hand-off parents for my YA story" and then letting them be a little bit of comic relief: Charlie's useless cooking, Renee's frantic emails, etc. She meant them to be kind of funny and then over time it got darker.

[tumbleweedsthesecond]

Tophvan post yayy... I wanna explain why I ship it or whatever. Why its silly to me or like how I view their dynamic or whatever. This is gonna cringe so probably ignore this if you don't like tophvan I'm not trying to say its like the best ship in the world or they have a great dynamic or whatever I just wanna explain how I view them. This will probably sound delusional but yk whatever. Cringe and free I guess. Here's some old art

Basically me going on their interactions sorta kinda plus my own headcanons.

Okay so hc wise I've always kind of imagined they wouldn't get along in some way. For obvious reasons, Topher tries too hard and Ivan doesn't try at all. So obviously Topher would at least try to seem like he didn't know him s1 and I don't think he does really know him s1 I feel like they would've followed each other on Flipflop(gah I hate saying that) and Topher just didn't care to block him because he only has two followers and doesn't want to lose one. Anyway I think with s3 I imagine the bleacher creatures met during summer school mayhaps because they all failed gym or math or something? That's my hc on it. I think they do seem close? At least good friends I think that jackée Ivan and Topher are the three main(vlad and lizzie I still loveee but its harder to get a read on them they don't talk much) anyway I don't think that Ivan and Topher would immediately get along obviously Topher let loose more because he's happier with his friends but still I don't think its perfect obv. so going to actually get into the analysis now I yap so much

Cringe part

I think that based off lines of dialogue like "its a fuck no from me" "a simple no would've been fine Ivan" that Topher kinda keeps him grounded at least a little bit???? Ivan doesnt seem to retaliate I think he does sort of view Topher as the leader in a way. Because Topher talks the most and tbh he does seem a little bit bossy. There's also that one time that I immediately think of when I think tophvan the part where he looks over at Topher as if to see if its approved or not before he agrees with jackée.

Like hes like 'is this funny? ' though it could be because he doesn't listen to jackée because female and he's a dumb teenage boy(throws tomatoes at him) I still think that its funny cause he doesn't even look at all the guys in the group to approve it first he just looks at Topher. you can tell by the animation

Anyway before that I think these two do talk more off screen Ivan looks at him when the others don't (even in other scenes though I don't really think that's a big deal imo) okay full headcanon time I think Ivan knows about tophers supposed crush on joan. I don't think Ivan likes Joan but I think he was like "give it a shot because Topher or whatever 🙄😒' but I also feel like he had a bet that she wouldn't be any help. Don't get me wrong I do think ivans dumb obviously but I also do think he just doesn't like Joan. He doesn't full on hate her or anything just don't think he completely trusted her. He does trust her in the vip room thing he thought that was coll but he is also the first to say she ditched us straight up. Ivans very blunt

We are standing in a closet!

Past that I think they do get closer or whatever afterwards. Kind of. We see them in the shower but I kind of ignore that episode and scene altogether so. That's not rlly a big thing I think abt so anyway

Dumb thing incoming I think its also like the way they look at each other or whatever. Like. whatever dude. I think they'd be kind of sweet or whatever. I don't know. Idiots who caresbro.

Overall I think Topher is a complete idiot too like obviously that one scene where he gets bitten by the snake and jackée says to suck the poison out and Ivan sucks the snake because he's a stupid stupid idiot. Dumb. Tophers stupid too very stupid but that's why I think they're fun together.

Forgot abt that scene where they highfive Topher laughs at ivans dumb jokes. They highfive. (I think Topher laughs way too hard at it like we get it bro. You think its funny. I would say it kinda sounds like forced like haha you're so funnyyy but that's probably a bit of a stretch 😔😔😔💔💔)Edit: I think he genuinely finds that stuff funny cause he's so stupid like bone high is not that funny he just has dumb humor. Anyway another hc I have Topher does like his jokes alot and at first I van laughs along with him but then Topher laughs too much so Ivan just like stares at him

Akso the thing where he sees Topher as the leader of the group I don't think that's too serious or anything I think its just like okay ill listen to you sometimes they're still a dumb high school friend group.

ALSO THIS ISNT ME TRYING TO BE LIKE ITS BETTER THSN OTHER SHIPS OR THAT "OH THRY HAVE SO MUCH DYNAMIC" they're background characters basically I just want to point out some canon stuff! Its fine if you don't ship them who cares anyway if anyone has any tophvan hcs please comment them I love seeing tophvan stuff!!!

Also I love all the bleacher creatures I'm ocifying them too.....sorry to single out the ship I just wanted to explain stuff

Also is this reaching? Probably but they're two characters with low screen time so. Shrugs

[angelpuns]

Ranting anon is gonna do her thing and rant but they have no real topic so they are just gonna say stuff- number one, the meeting April comic looks SO FUN! I love it already, super excited! I still love how you characterize April, she's so silly <3 Silly gal!! I love her, she's so cool, anyway- they just wanna say this bc like ive been thinking about it all day, being a teenage girl is so weird?? Because like damn, I'm having the best time of my life, but also I'm having the worst time of my life and I think that's a universal experience- it's funny. Anyway much love from ranting anon, u are a very silly, highfives <3 <3 <3 :3

APRIL IS SO SO SO SO SILLY AHAHAHAAAAA!!!

That is so so so so true. I to was a teenage girl once. It truly be like that, Though I hope the worst times get better

High five high five high five high fiveeee

[mossy-thing]

WARNING: this is very much a vent. I mention bullying, forced hospitalization and (very vaguely) a suicide attempt. Take care.

Also! I get sappy about a kids cartoon. The horror!

I... I can't believe the Owl House is over.

I know it sounds clichee (but who cares about cringe, right?) but it feels like I'm saying goodbye to a giant part of myself. I was this hurt, little kid, lying in a bathtub at 14 years old and trying to make it all end.

And now, I don't know who I am. But I think this show helped me figure it out, or send me on the way to do so.

I'm no longer suicidal, or in danger of hurting myself. I would love to say I don't care about categorizing myself to make it all make sense anymore, but I do. I think that categorizing will always be a big part of how I work.

The person I was two years ago is completely unfamiliar to me. They don't seem, well, real, somehow.

I started watching this show in the summer of 2021, meaning I got to it around the time of season 2A. I was hurt, trying to claw my way out of the trauma of being bullied all my life, trying to end said life and being hospitalized by people who didn't care at all about me and just hoped it would somehow make me fit into society.

I didn't even realize that I hurt others in the process. When people tell me stories about how I acted back then, I can't believe that they are actually talking about me. It's like I was under some kind of veil, locking me away from the world. I was so focused on getting better and fixing me how I thought was right, that I didn't notice what I was actually doing.

And then suddenly, there was this show about a stupid kid that couldn't let go of their fantasies about how life was supposed to be.

A kid that had never really fit in.

A kid that had to stop and think about how their choices were affecting others, who had to learn and grow and heal, and suddenly, there was a literal light at the end of the fucking swamp I had found myself in.

It was like Luz offered me her hand so we could both find the way out together. And I took it.

The Owl House was my first hyperfixation after spending years stuck in survival mode, and it felt so good to just be myself.

To squeal excidedly about new episodes and fanart and edits, to write fanfics with questionable characterization and way too much gore, that might have been objectively bad, but ultimately helped me to get where I am now and that still get a lot of love (to my surprise).

Trying to understand a character so I could portray them right led to me trying to understand the people around me so I could stop simple conversations with my sibling ending in a screaming match.

It was so easy to forget that everyone has minds of their own, but just like I had to figure out how Hunter would react to loosing everything he had ever had, I had to figure out how to react to my family loosing me.

Because they did loose me. Even if I didn't die in that bathtub, they lost the child they had raised and were suddenly confronted with this strange teenager, staring into their faces with empty eyes and screaming that they didn't understand ANYTHING because how could they possibly do so.

And suddenly, it's 2023 and the Owl House is over.

Time is passing, whether I want it to or not. Luz found her place in the world.

I think I'm finally ready to find my own.

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Also, her maybe sort of titan look was awesome as hell. I want to highfive her so baaaaaaad.

[mermaidmarsbars]

Incorrect Quotes As System People Part 3

#1.

Mars, confused, aromantic: “What do you do if you like someone?”

Peony: “You tell them”

Mars: “What if they don’t like you?”

Billy: “..I kill them :)”

#2.

Mars: “Remember when Bernard lowkey hurt me?”

Billy: “oh yeah-”

Marione: “That was annoying”

Benji, from six feet under in the forest in the inner world: “He buried me alive”

#3.

Bernard: “Sleeping is overrated,literally anyone can do it”

Mark, the main system caretaker: *sighs* “It’s a basic human need”

Peony: *shocked* “Wait— Really?? I mean- I usually just close my eyes for a little bit”

Mark: *squints suspiciously* “How are you two alive??”

Bernard and Peony, highfiving: “We aren’t”

#4.

Mars: “Yesterday I overheard Eli saying ‘Are you sure this is a good idea?’ And Ivy responding ‘Trust me’, I have never moved from one part of the subsystem to another so fast in my life.”

#5.

Billy: “On a scale of 1 to 10 how would you describe your pain?”

Mars, having a POTS flareup: “Zero stars”

Billy: “…”

Mars: “Would not recommend”

Billy: *eye twitches, internally screams*

#6.

Mars: “Why is everyone staring??”

Bernard: “Well Mars, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way but you’re kind of really hot”

#7.

Moon: “Don’t worry I have a couple knives up my sleeves”

Erik: “You mean cards”

Moon: “nope”

#8.

Mars: “Describe yourself in one word”

Cole: “teenager”

Mars: “maybe more of an adjectivey word”

Cole: “Teenager”

Mars, giving up: “Care to elaborate?”

Cole: “It’s the only word that can possibly convey the depth of my emotional trauma, Mars”

Mars: *flashing back to the trauma they literally wrote as part of his life*

Mars: “…teenager makes sense”

#9

Billy: “Wow this parking job is about as straight as I am”

Mars: “I don’t know whether to adress the fact that you just came out to me or that you just insulted my fucking parking”

#10.

Ivy: “Fuck the programmer”

Bernard: “..but I am the programmer”

Ivy, stripping: “Oh I know~ ;)”

[kierreras]

I wish we got more into JJ's abuse I felt like that wasn't shown much and I def wanted more Jiara scenes it felt like mot of it was angst but that was caused by Mike who I hate with a passion I don't think Kie knew how bad he treated JJ. I also wished the group had reaction on Jiara and we got more of them in episode 10 felt like after 9 we didn't get as much but that's just me

yeah, same here. i wish we got more of kie reassuring jj that we is worthy of love. like them talking about his traumas and eventually him overcoming those traumas and allowing himself to finally receive love. but you know what? i just hope that this is going to be addressed in the forth season because we should be getting established jiara there as for mike, i would have never guessed that mike carrera is going to cause my villain origin story. like the way he talked about jj when the boy is literally present there! the way he was about to get in physical fight with him? are you insane, bro? he is sixteen, he is a teenager and he didn't do shit to you! i understand being protective of his own daughter, but this is not what protectiveness looks like. i'm crawing pogues reaction to jiara. like we almost got one with john be when jj said he owed kie. we almost got something! but listen i need my boy jb to highfive his best bro on getting his dream girl. i need my girl sarah to tease kie about jj. i am forever upset that we haven't got anything. like even group reacting to cleope? come on, this show is about friendship! let friends tease friends!

[ihophashbrowns]

twitter search is so DUMBBB i tried searching h.o.t. just because and it gave me just results for the word "hot". and ofc it was ppl just saying stuff like "hes so hot" etc abt random ppl. i had to search highfive of teenagers instead like a LOSER

[kpopmemories]

[jaeducs]

H.O.T. 🎬

[woobinseok]

so pretty ✨

[ssamja-trash]

2022 Releases: My Top 22

part 1 / part 3

[anaalnathrakhs]

i'm not even real friends with my internet friends, if that's not empirical proof that what would fix me isn't "be around more people" but "be told or shown what exactly is normal social behavior" then i don't know what it is

[kourank-nerdyrobots]

I'm starting to make K pop jewelry and I've been thinking about doing some gen 1 bands mostly H.O.T. Highfive of Teenagers because there is not really a lot out there for them. Would anyone want to see it? Just tossing ideas around might help me but I'm thinking a bracelet for each member are there any HOT fans out there? Give me a like? Anyone know the Fan chants? I'd love to stamp them on a necklace.

[choongjae]

KANGTA 강타 - CHRISTMAS IN JULY.

[waitingforminjae]

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