#hi im alive still :33333

[spideyachilles]

once this is animated im cooked

[scekrex]

HIIIIII<33333333 i fucking love your Adam x reader fics ,im DYING to read more of them, so here is what we all love and crave

Adam x overlord reader. When reader found Adam after the battle, bringed him to his place with the garden etc, Adam lives here. Reader likes Adam and flirts with him often, trying to get closer to him. Adam, tho he would never admit it, likes reader back and plays along. Reader is also a very chill guy, so Adam feels surprisingly comfortable around him. He treats Adam as a equal person, not as some high-stated bitch who everyone need to bow to. As months pass, they are getting closer and closer, their relationship grow. But tho Adam likes reader alot, he still sometimes thinks about heaven, about Lute, about all he had left behind. Its not the same, down there. But this topic gets pushed aside whenever it pops up in his mind, cause he has his boyfriend(?) who loves him and gives him protection from all the sinners that want him dead. But deep inside Adam has that little hope that Heaven will send someone to get him back (tho they prob dont even know he is alive).

Meanwhile Lute was pleasing Sera to let her go down and look for Adam, who she belives is somehow alive. Sera eventually lets her and Lute comes down to hell and starts to look for Adam and ask everyone who she mets where he could be.

After these few months, once as the two enjoy spending evening together, they hear a ring to the door. They come out to that balcony and see Lute standing in the middle of the garden. She calls out to Adam to come back with her. Adam seems excited that his hope and his lieutant didnt let him down. But reader doesnt want to let Adam go. Adam complained from time to time that "what if heaven forgot about him and accepted the fact he is dead" And also reader knows Adams past from Eden. And suddenly reader switches from a chill guy to a serious manipulative persona. He starts to tell Adam things like "and it would take them so long to get you back? They dont really want you there", also mentioning how Lilith and Eve left him before, to hit Adams weak point. Adam, shocked by his bf suddenly mood switch and his serious harsh words, knowing how he have been acting in heaven, doesnt even realise the act of a fucking cruel, possesive manipulation and gives in, shouts at Lute to fuck off and he wont get back where nobody truly wants him. As they get back into the room, Adam from angry comes to sad and curles up into a broken, depressed ball of misery. Reader hugs him, gives him comfort, saying shit like "noone will hurt you anymore if you stay here with me" (still manipulation) while Adam totally breaks and starts to cry, feeling that he will never deserve a perfect live he was meant to have when God created him, that hes worthless and ruined himself

I need to see Adam switch right from his usuall confident, loud persona to a wet sopping cat, crying his eyes out in a sudden mental breakdown pls

You can change smth if smth bothers you, i know you will make it fucking fire as always i live for your writings<33333

I decided that this will not be part of the Bird of Hell's Paradise story bc that story is too soft and comfortable to add manipulation to. Reader is an overlord in this one, but it's not explicitly mentioned.

We'll be together, forever, we'll never ever part

pairing: Adam x male!reader

warnings: language, kinda toxic behavior, manipulation

note: not beta read bc fuck you

Before Adam there had been loneliness and coldness, before Adam, there had been long nights and even longer days, before Adam there had been a lot of things and all of them were negative.

But having an angel roaming your halls certainly was not what you had planned for your life in Hell, but said angel definitely brightened your days - even though he was a - well let’s call him a special case. Adam wasn’t at all like the angels portrayed in stories, he was rude and harsh, respected no one but himself and the brunette loved to cause chaos on top of it all.

But to everyone’s surprise, the brunette angel settled in somewhat nicely once he realized that Heaven would not send their angels to bring him back, he even got used to having you around. Well, maybe the wording ‘he got used’ isn’t entirely fitting, Adam even enjoyed your company, sometimes he specifically requested it - when he was playing guitar for example. The first man was keeping you on your feet and moving at all times, that was for sure and if you were being honest, you didn’t mind it. It was a nice change from your boring, lonely life in Hell.

And even though Adam had everything he needed and wanted - you very obviously made sure that the angel never missed anything - you knew that he wasn’t doing as well with his new life in Hell as he pretended. Adam was a loud and cheerful guy, so when he went quiet for longer, of course you noticed. There was nothing you were capable of doing to help him through those times - he was simply homesick for Heaven. When things got really bad, you were even able to catch him praying before going to bed, praying to the creature he called father to bring him back, to send him Lute who would escort him back to Heaven, straight through the pearly gates without any complications - but that wasn’t happening. Every being had their reason to live in Hell, even Adam.

“Adam?” you asked with a soft voice, wrapping your arms around the first man’s torso from behind as you leaned your head against his shoulder blade. The man in your arms flinched at first, he had been lost in his thoughts and your touch caused him to snap right out of it. A slightly confused “Huh? fell from his lips before he looked over his shoulder to spot you. The confusion in his eyes was overplayed by an emotion you couldn’t name and the usual grin Adam somehow always managed to shoot in your direction laid on his lips. “Can’t get enough of me again, huh you shithead?” His words were teasing and not the slightest bit serious which caused you to chuckle softly. “You seemed lost,” you answered instead of agreeing with him, knowing damn well that his ego was already huge - bigger than Adam’s body.

Adam grumbled words you weren’t able to understand, then turned away and stepped away from the hug you had offered him. He didn’t want to talk about it - again. And that probably bothered you even more than the fact that he longed for Heaven’s pearly gates. You were fine with Adam having hopes and dreams, it’s not something you would be able to take from him, even if you wanted to, but he never talked about it. The only reason why you were aware of the Eden incident was because of the bible - Adam never talked about anything that involved his past, at least not about the negative things. What you did know was that he missed his band mates and playing gigs with them and that his lieutenant seemed to be a crazy bitch he liked a lot - not in a romantic way but rather in a platonic way, maybe he saw her as some sort of little sister, you weren’t sure.

You sighed as you watched Adam go. He needed time and you would not deny him that.

-

Lute was walking up and down in Sera’s office, explaining her detailed plan on how they would get Adam back - she hoped it would be quite easy because Adam never actively fell, he had never truly died. So technically there was still divine blood pumping through his body which would let him cross the pearly gates back home. Sera sighed at Lute’s idea, rested her head on her hands and watched as Adam’s former lieutenant never stopped walking.

“Lute,” she interrupted the exorcist who stopped in her tracks to look at the tall seraphim angel, Lute clearly had not expected Sera to interrupt her. “We can’t bring Adam back, he is gone,” she explained as the seraphim slowly got up from her chair and crossed the room to face Lute properly. The white haired woman was not having it though, she stood up for herself, “You’re wrong.”

-

It was only a few hours later that Lute flew through one of the shiny golden portals and landed right in front of your house. She knocked against the door quite loudly, even kicked and slammed her shoulder against it, “Adam!”

You turned your head as you heard an unfamiliar voice calling out for the person of your desire and watched as Adam rushed over to the balcony. What the fuck was going on and who was calling for your lover? You followed Adam with heavy steps. Once you stopped right next to the tall and loud angel you wrapped your arm around him as you looked down only to see a woman you had never seen before - she appeared to be an angel too and you instantly feared for the worst.

“Lute!” he yelled back and was about to jump off the balcony to get to her, but you stopped him by tightening the grip on his hips, a little confused he looked down at your hand, then his eyes met yours, “Y/N?” he asked quietly so his former lieutenant wouldn’t hear. You immediately knew you wanted him to stay with you, there really was no way you would ever let Adam leave again, not when he was very much able to stay with you for the rest of eternity. And it wasn’t that you weren’t aware of how wrong that seemed, but it had been long since the last little toy that brought you happiness and joy, so you would hold onto Adam for as long as possible.

You simply shook your head and pulled him a little closer against your side, “If they truly want you back, then why would it take them so long to come and get you?” That caused Adam to close his mouth and he seemed to genuinely think about your words - he came to the conclusion that you had a point.

“C’mon Sir,” Lute yelled up at the balcony where you and Adam stood, “We’re going home.” Unsure eyes roamed over your body and you could feel that Adam waited for you to say something, you were right after all, why would Heaven wait so awfully long to bring him back? The expression on your face was blank and your usually soft sounding voice turned bitter and cold, “She wants to take you from me, Adam. She wants to separate us like Lucifer separated you from your past wives.” And that caused Adam to freeze, he slowly backed away from the railing of the balcony. “Darling, she could have taken you back ages ago, yet she waited - for what though? She seems to be out for power and she realized that you are the only powerful thing she can possess and get away with at the same time, all while she can stay in Heaven,” you hummed as you backed off alongside Adam, slowly guiding the golden winged angel back inside.

“Fuck off, you can go back to crawling up Sera’s fucking ass, I ain’t coming with you, cunt,” the brunette in your arm yelled and flipped the smaller angel in your garden off. A victorious grin appeared on your lips, your plan was working out just fine.

The door to the balcony fell shut and you heard how Adam crashed down onto the couch, he laid there, face buried in the soft fabric it was covered in and his wings were tightly wrapped around his body to isolate him from his surroundings. He looked so miserable, so helpless, so lonely and you hated seeing the usually loud angel so quiet. Your voice softened a little as you sat down next to Adam, you had forced him to stay simply because you wanted him to stay, now the least you could do was to lure him into the thought of protection and a good, bright life.

“Hey now,” you mumbled quietly as your fingers combed through Adam’s soft brown and messy hair, pushing it out of his face - his face which was still pressed against the couch. Your other hand gently moved up and down Adam’s back and when you heard the brunette sigh, you knew you had him wrapped around your finger just fine. “Noone will hurt you, not if you continue to stay with me,” you hummed, the tone you spoke in remained soft and calming and when you saw how Adam lifted his head to look at you, your heart did shatter a little.

His eyes were red, slightly puffy and his lip was quivering. The first man moved his head from the couch to your lap, pressed his face tightly against your belly and cried - it was the first time he was showing so strong and overwhelming emotions. His nails dug into your sides as he held onto your waist to keep you close, to feel you under his hands and to keep you from leaving like everyone else did, he wanted you to stay just as much as he wanted to stay with you.

And the worst yet best part of it all was that the brunette hadn’t even noticed how manipulative your words were, let alone your soft, comforting actions. He was yours through and through and there was nothing in this world - Hellspawn or Heavenborn - that would ever separate you from the brunette man crying against your belly.

[nutal]

Yo, im here to make you insane again >:)

(this is my interpretation so it may age as bad as milk but here we go)

I may get a bit too angsty here but, I'm pretty sure that if Adam realizes he's a sinner now, he'll have a sort of a mental breakdown partly (or mostly) because not only he's worried that he'll never see Lute again, but also because if Lute does come back in Hell, she may hate him completely (now that Adam's a sinner, and knowing Lute's hatred for sinners, he was sure it wasn't going to end well) and get abandoned by Lute like everyone else in his life that he loved

But instead, Lute hugs Adam, because in Lute's eyes, it didn't really matter if he was a sinner (Lute hates sinners beyond anything, but she believes that Adam doesn't deserve to be a sinner in hell), he was still Adam, she still loved him and she was just glad that he was still alive somehow (Lute still cries tho, tears of joy you can say)

Adam, realizing that even after all of that, Lute still didn't abandon him AND saw her crying, Adam immediately gets worried and tries to calm her down (Adam hates seeing Lute cry), but Lute tells him she was just happy to see him again, and that it wasn't tears out of sadness

Hearing this, Adam gets a little confused, but then it started to sink in FAST, that Lute indeed, will never abandon him, ever

Adam would try to hold back his tears, but it was just... JUST too much to bear, he would just break down into tears and hug Lute tightly around his arms as Lute hugged him back. It was just too much to comprehend, that somehow, even after all the trauma he's been through, thinking that he'll never be loved again, he was still loved by someone, he was still important in someone's eyes, in Lute's eyes. He STILL was able to be loved, somehow.

kinda angsty but im ending this ask like it's nothing cause hehehehehehehehhehehehhehehehehe >:33333

OH THIS IS BEAUTIFUL OHMYGEIDGEJDB 😭 SO REAL HOLY SHIT I LOVE THIS? I CAN DEF SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPENING IF ADAM DOES BECOME A SINNER LIKE

omg the part of him mentally breaking down and thinking lute’ll leave him n then her just hugging him out of gratefulness instead because she’ll realistically never leave his side ever and RHRGRJEGHRH GOD THEY MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND

[strawberrystepmom]

Miss 🍓, I’m still figuring out yami’s character but I was wondering how you’d describe his love language for giving and receiving love? And does it change over the course of your relationship?

hi baby <33333!!!!!! thank u for asking bc this is a really good question and i actually spent a lot of time pondering it on my first watch (i am now on my third) bc we really do see very little of yami's like...i dont wanna say romantic side but his romantic side. it's there, i can see it now, but at first i was like hmmm.

that being said, for giving he's a physical touch person. i think that he struggles with soft skills badly when it comes to romance and tends to be a touch aloof about sweet words but god when he gets his hands on the person he loves, every single thing he does is just teeming with affection. and not just sex although it shines there. his palm lovingly placed against the small of my back, the way he bends a little to make sure he can hear what i'm saying if we're in loud rooms and pulls me closer, plopping me down in his lap. he's very touchy in the right context.

for receiving he's a word of affirmation type. not to praise kink him on main but it's true. he has never heard enough how wonderful he is and when it starts happening, he's a little uncomfortable at first, but he gets used to it and find he really loves it. it also helps that i'm basically a compliment pull string doll, he walks into the room and im like there he is! the most handsome brave man alive! and he's like stop that but smiling.

it doesn't change a ton because i am good at adapting to the different love languages. mine for giving is acts of service and once i figure out what that looks like for someone, be it giving time or energy or words, i can handle it from there. mine for receiving is words of affirmation as well and he struggles a bit at first but we develop our own way of dealing with it. he's not over the top complimentary in the way i am but he says things that have a lot of meaning and that means more to me anyway.

[alienaiver]

yohoo for the writing game!! how about Lavi (dgm) and 95?

have a good night:))

AAAA the way i screamed bcos lavi <3333333 i gotchu!

ur lucky prompt is this: “You came all the way here for me?” and its 872 words long! there're no warnings, it's a fluffy sort of confession thingy. there's the usual "lavi is bookman" angst tho!

it kinda ran from me ngl..... i wrote three different scenarios before i settled on this one, i really hope u like it <!!!!33333 and i hope you have a good night as well, im sending you smoochies and berries!

send me an ask with a random number between 1-210 and a character and i'll write you a little story!

Lavi’s sitting on the edge of the roof, legs dangling hazardously, swinging like he isn’t too many floors up and could possibly plummet to his death at any given moment if gravity and wind worked together to will his untimely end.

It doesn’t seem to matter much to him, as his mind is busy with other things, head rested in his palm, emerald eye searching the wide landscape in front of him for answers.

His question has all the answers he needs – he just doesn’t like those answers. Maybe Mother Nature will provide him some new ones if he stares at her fleeting canvas for long enough. At least, that’s what he’s banking on.

He’s in love with you.

He didn’t realize until he’d returned alive from Noah’s Ark and finally seen your face again after what had felt like the longest mission of his life. Your radiant smile welcoming him home, helping him to the cod where he was to rest after Miranda finally released her Innocence.

He’d dreamt about you in the Infirmary. So much so that he was afraid he might’ve said your name out loud and someone might’ve heard. What if they had? He’s Bookman Junior, he can’t have attachments. Emotions.

There’s no future for the two of you.

That’s what he’s been telling himself non-stop, willing his heart into forgetting the way your eyes closed slightly when you laughed or the way you fidgeted with your hands when ordering your food from Jeryy.

He hears footsteps approaching but pays them little mind, assuming it’s Bookman who’s coming to chastise him for spending his time idly. In the back of his mind he does wonder who’d come all the way out here, to the tower at the southeast corner where nothing or no one really lingers of the Order.

When you clear your throat, he registers the uniform out of the corner of his eye and recognize it immediately to be yours, losing balance from the panic of you being so close without warning. He falls forward and you catch his left arm, laughing airily at him, “be careful.” You tut, as you dust off your thighs and sit down next to him.

“What brings ya here?” he asks, trying to bring a smooth and confident smile to his face but he’s not sure how well he succeeds. You smile and tilt your head in confusion, “to be with you, of course.”

“You came all the way here for me?” he asks, a mix of disbelief and astonishment in his voice. You laugh again and gently take his hand into yours. If you notice the way he flinches at the contact, you don’t say anything as you squeeze it, “obviously, Lavi.”

Silence settles between you, but it’s not uncomfortable. Your hand is still wrapped around his and he tries to will his heart to calm down. He knows the answer deep in his heart, even if he was out here seeking others.

You inhale sharply before you open your mouth, “I know you’re a Bookman in training,” there’s a pause before you turn to face him, “but I’m in love with you. I just wanted you to know that. You can do what you will with that information.”

If Lavi didn’t know you any better, he’d say you were incredibly calm about professing your love to someone but as you reminded him, he’s a Bookman. He’s memorized every tidbit information you’ve ever shown the world and he can see how tense you really are. The sharp line to your mouth, the slightly-but-not-completely furrowed brows, and the determination in your eyes, preparing yourself for rejection.

You’re not as good as Lavi at memorizing details on people, especially the small ones they can barely control themselves but you know that Lavi’s reaction isn’t one of his more controlled, proper ones. His cheeks are dyed red, going all the way down his throat and all the way to the tip of his ears. His mouth is stuck in a tight, wobbly line and his eye is as wide as it can go. You try to hold back a giggle at the man in front of you. You’ve just never seen him so caught off-guard.

He opens and closes his mouth a few times, seemingly trying to taste his words before letting them out. A single swear word ends up leaving instead, making you unable to hold back your laughter, leaning forward as you laugh. You abruptly stop when you suddenly feel his hand by your chin, lifting up your head and catching your eyes with his. He’s beautiful like this, you absentmindedly think as you can’t help staring at him like he hung the stars just for you. with a shaky breath he leans forward and you slowly close your eyes as he comes closer.

Your lips collide and he lets out a deep sigh, one that indicates that he’s been thinking about this for just as long and deeply as you have. You press closer to him, and the grip he’s gotten on your uniform jacket tightens, pulling you impossibly closer.

He’ll figure it out. He’ll find his own answers because this, this is what heaven feels like, he decides.

[tasteleeknow]

AHH DON'T GET ME STARTED ON HIM WITH FELIX IN THE HAUNTED HOUSE like he was teasing him at first but when he realized that Lix was genuinely scared the tone of his voice changed and it was so so so soft and gentle:,)))))

also when hyunjin said that he likes going to the movies alone and minho told him we can go together and you sit on row C and I'd sit on row D,, this way you'd be alone but I'd still be with you <///33333 crying in the corner rn

he's so playful and then so soft when ppl need it...and im supposed to be normal about it... hes all goofy and fun and silly and then someone needs comforting and hes like ok now im walking comfort and the softest human alive and IM SuppoSED to BE NOrmal

[sideeve]

hiiiii

i just wanted to send a message cause your vent kinda hit home for me as im sure it hit you 10x worse, imma just talk in points cause i talk in circles so yea 😅

- your writing, everybody has a writing block and feels sometimes their work isn’t good enough, a hiatus is always recommended don’t feel forced to write anything

- idk about your relationship so i don’t wanna dig too deep into it but if it’s anything of him not talking to you or anything he may wants to give you space because he knows something wrong with you or he distancing himself for other reasons

- stop looking at his exes page, it’s not worth it allll. comparing yourself never ends up good. no matter the body comparison or face comparison you’re always gonna feel a certain way but that’s okay as long as your comfortable in your body.

- i noticed you said you don’t know if you be alive before your boyfriend and ex, and while i hope that joke to feel better i hope you aren’t having suicidal tendencies or thoughts, i understand having doubts about everything and anything about yourself may hurt but you need to be able to have level head, if you are feeling suicidal something i did when i felt the same, i would keep a count of how many thoughts i had of unaliving or relapsing and make it a goal of keeping those thoughts at bay, i wouldn’t recommend doing it through an all but rather on paper. (for me to stop it took two years )

- with becoming into you head and letting thoughts consume you, you may feel like you can’t function. all you need to know it’s okay to shut down and not want to do anything, sometimes it’s okay for your body and yourself as in your conscious to relax, take a break and work on yourself, try different hobbies other than writing and try to keep it often so while relaxing your always moving away from thoughts you wanna keep away

- with weight loss i can understand completely, i had two ed’s back to back and trying to healthily eat was hard and it’s still hard. if you’re naturally skinny it’s gonna be like this all the time, gaining and frequently losing weight, same thing your plus size. but start with small meals, they don’t even have to be meals!!, have snacks that can constantly eat without getting a sweet tooth. drinking things can also help, mostly cranberry juice and it can be any variation. what also helps is it just being able to give into your desires, be a gluttonous, and random meals during the day can help also, don’t use a scale!! that’s your worse friend, let your body gain the weight it needs to

- cry, cry everyday if you need to, talk to yourself or someone about everything you’re feeling, scream it into your pillow, speak it out. it makes you feel better even if you don’t feel like it does in the moment. it definitely helps. getting ahold of your emotions helps you become emotionally intelligent. crying is one way of releasing built stress and other emotions.

ik i yapped a lot but i can’t stand to see someone hurting in such an important time in their life (i saw your blog said level 16, so i’m guessing you’re 16) and remember these are normal teenage emotions and it’s okay to be a teenager about it. i hope your okay and know your loved by anyone

i hope this finds you well <33333

thank you very much.

-i even cried while reading this ngl😭i had talked it over with him and he and i came to the conclusion we are distancing ourselves because of mental issues going on in our lives and on top of that, not being able to see each other :(

-the eating situation is due to body dysmorphia, my mind constantly telling me how fat i am (tho i’m literally under 140 at this point)

thank you for even writing this all out for me😭❤️it helped me more than you know

[jinkicake]

Hiiiii so I just realized you’re the same blog who recommended me a while back?? Thank you again for liking my Harbinger fics ^o^

And uhhh thank you very much for feeding the Pierro nation. I am still recovering from your latest work \(//∇//)\

Hi!!!!! Yes!!!! I love your pierro work!!! esp the one that you released a while ago, the super long one like 14k? i read it all in one sitting and it was just SO GOOD!! thank you for writing T T </33333

EEK?! MINE?! please im blushing like a fool hearing you say that hehehe im glad that you enjoyed it!!! TTTTTTTT pierro is sooo hot i must keep his tag alive!!! FOREVER!

[sunmoonjune]

okay sheesh i’ve been gone for too long exams took up too much of my time why did i chose to be a woman in STEM and god knows if i’ll even pass but 😭 I FINALLY GOT TO READ THE NEW (not so new) LTM UPDATE

a little late but late is better than never no?

FIRST THINGS FIRST i love your writing so much ik i mention this like everytime i send anything but your writing is genuinely mesmerising and i have to re read almost every line because you could rival shakespeare your writing in fact would make him jealous he would literally plagiarise you in fact he would wishe he could write that good if he was still alive!!!

the way yunho is so considerate and knows all of bugs ticks and how she’ll feel 😭😭 the one thin blanket so she doesn’t feel suffocated I CANT he’s so sweet give him not one but TWO kithes!!

and jongho being so caring and keeping watch and taking care of bug his love language is literally acts of service and he is servicing his acts!! big protector boss!! and the little forehead bump was so cute when he blushed when bug held his hand back AND HE CALLED HER LOVE >{^]!|$~! i’m literally gripping my hair rn

BUT BUGS DEVELOPMENT she’s sleeping soundly next to them which means she feels SAFE! and COMFORTABLE! but also the fact that it’s been one year omg that’s their baby that’s literally their baby

NOW HONGJOONG!! the long awaited bugjoong moment hath arrived!! the way he was on her left side so she’d see him instantly and not get scared,,,, the way he was so gentle in waking her up tapping the floor??? him bringing the mattress AND TELLING HER TO SIT BACK DOWN? she was sat instantly like girl me too tf

WE GOT A NEW SIGNED NAME AND ITS MY HONGJOONG!!! she called him HOME!!! and he HUGGED GER AND SHE THINKS SHE LIKES HUGS (girl me too) it’s over for me i’m gone im literally gone bye bye

AND THEN HIS STORYYYYY JOONGS BACKGROUND STORYYYYY him and bug deserved so much better im sat here crying :( but he was being so comforting of bug he was thinking about her mostly when telling his story he needs all the kithes in the world

and then woosan creeping and staring at bugjoong that’s literally all the readers creeping in on bug and her moments with all the ateez members staring like o_o

they’re so snuggly wtf i wanna be there too

anyways as per usual you absolutely DEVOURED THAT it was astronomical im gonna have to re read a couple times now again ‘‘twas too much for me

make sure you take care of yourself MWAH !!

- 📚

📚 anon I've missed you <33

gosh babes I totally understand the struggles of being a woman in STEM :")) it's a rough journey but you'll make it! I'm proud of you :D <3

omg omg omg better than Shakespeare??? No way I love you so much omfg <3 thank you thank you <33 that entire paragraph literally had me screaming crying throwing up :'D

yun is SO sweet and he knows his bug SO well :"] he takes such good care of her fr,, def deserves kisses and hugs <33

jongho's love languages are DEF acts of service <33 he just wants to take care of his partners and keep them safe <3 his lil forehead bump with yun was so cute too xD

also shoutout to 🪷 anon for helping me decide what nickname jongho would call bug xD I struggled for SO long and 'love' was mostly their idea hehe

THAT'S THEIR BABY <33 BUG IS ATEEZ'S BABY <33333

HONGJOONG <3 he was SO worried about bug and didn't want to frighten her even though he wanted to speak to her SO bad :') ALSO bug ogling joong's muscles while he brought over the mattress, so true of you babe xD

her home <33 the founder of ateez and the founder of her home <33

and joong's backstory :"(( they were clinging to each other and confronting each other the whole way through <3

woosan watching them snuggle was so cute xD they were blushing and kicking their feet fr :}

hehe I'm so so glad you enjoyed the update my dear <33 thank you again for your lovely review :D I enjoy them every single time <33 take care of yourself as well <33 kiss kiss <3

[phantom-does-a-thing]

phantom for ur consideration: Still Feel. by half alive as a rolan song :]?

I KNOW THIS SONG? LOL I held off answering this until I could listen to the song and then I listen to it and im like wtf I know this song <33333 love phantom for that.

"Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced / When I'm furthest from myself (far away) / Feeling closer to the stars (outer space) / I've been invaded by the dark (can't escape) / Trying to recognize myself when I feel I've been replaced" Giggles <3

"I still feel alive / When it's hopeless / I start to notice / That I still feel alive / Falling forward / Back into orbit" Something something something finding out that his entire life he's created for himself was built off a lie, built off his own misconception, that he never knew himself. That the reason why he felt so different, so alienated was because he was literally not human. Figuring out he's literally not human but still, despite everything, he still has so much humanity in him. Despite everything its still him. yeah.

"Floating in outer space / Have I misplaced / A part of my soul / Lost in the in between" Tee Hee feeling like hes lost or whatever and yet he's not I dont think. Trying to come to terms with the fact that Holy Crap he has been Dead for Ten Years. yea. Rolan song.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

HI ARI IM SORR Y FOR SPAMLIKING U BUT HOWVE H BEEN ana do u have any yuki thoughts to share w the class i’m curious :33

NEVER APOLOGIZE RIKO u can spamlike as much as u want <3333 I’VE MISSED U how have u been?? what have u been up to?? :33 tell me tell me 🎤🎤

uni has been eating me alive a tiny bit so i haven’t had much time to catch up on my tbr which depresses me T_T OTHER THAN THAT I’M DOING GOOD THO and wahhhh…. yuki 🥺🥺🥺 my beloved. tysm for asking riko AND WHILE WE’RE ON THE TOPIC that One yuki fanart of yours…. i just about collapsed when i saw it riko u drew her sooo gorgeous …….. women w big beautiful warm brown eyes >>>>>>>>>> Anything Else BUT OK yuki thoughts!!! i don’t think abt her as often as i should but i do have a couple hehe >:33 i love her!!

(jjk manga spoilers under the cut!!)

ok so first of all; i know i’m entirely delusional but idc i STILL think she’s coming back. i believe. i’m akutami’s strongest soldier. i just think it’d be so perfect if she swept in with todo and larue <33 ready to kick some ass <333 i know i probably shouldn’t trust gege too much but i trust him to handle his women decently . like he isn’t nearly as awful as some other shounen authors and i’m tired of people acting like he is …….. the bar is in the lowest layer of hell to be clear but still!! i believe in her return <333

i just think her final line is so so so interesting, and it’s such a specific choice to let it go unfinished…. ”it all boils down to…..” idk i just feel like she’ll come back and say the full line >:33 and it’ll be the coolest line ever also sidenote but i love the panelling here SO much the way her own words are getting DRAGGED into the black hole….. this is my favorite jjk fight overall btw it’s my most beloved ever ever ever none of u will see me again when it gets animated

and!! this is also in connection to this fight but kenny/yuki is one of my absolute favorite dynamics in jjk <333 i think it’s soooo funny how the two characters kenny seems to like most are yuki (beautiful stunning intelligent ruthless special grade woman) and takaba (silly little guy :33) I LOVE THEM SM i need them to live together. i need them to be best friends 4 life. i need to see them all interact so bad it’s never gonna happen but i would literally do ANYTHING riko….,, i adore all three of them <33333 my angels on earth

but honestly i just think yuki and kenny are so interesting….. any time they talk i just feel like they’re two scientists discussing their shared area of interest like there’s so much animosity but also a mutual understanding, it makes me oddly happy for some reason??? and obviously there’s also the fact that yuki is the kind of human being that kenny loves the most; someone who never ever gives up. even as she’s literally been teared into halves, she uses her last strenght to create a fucking black hole despite the risk and i can’t even imagine how much respect kenny must feel for her after that??? yuki & yuji are both the same in that they’ll get up again and again, no matter what, and i think that’s why both of them have a special place in kenny’s heart. yuki/kenny is toxic yuri to me idc i adore them like nothing else. they’re so funny!!!

but kenny aside, i really do think yuki is such a wonderful character. she’s just Everything. she’s so intelligent, so powerful, so all-consuming. such a perfect example of what a special grade is like. i really love the fact that she isn’t necessarily always on the Good side, she has her own ideals and goals and sometimes they conflict with what the good guys want. but yuki still desires a world without curses, at her very core, and i think that tells us so much about what kind of person she is!!

AND AND AND AND ANDDDDD arguably my favorite thing about her is how beastcoded she is. LIKE. she is a Beast and she’s gritty and she’s ruthless and she bites and bites & this is exactly how i think powerful shounen women should be depicted. akutami underutilizes his women for SURE but he still treats them with respect in the sense that their strenght doesn’t have to be justified, their bouts of insanity and pure instinct don’t need to be justified, all sorcerers are a little sick in the head and that statement goes beyond gender. yuki is a tiny bit insane and we love her for it <33 JUST LOOK AT THESE PANELS WAHHH she’s the coolest ever

”heal yourself!” ”hell no!” is one of my fav pieces of dialogue in the whole manga <33 god i love yuki vs kenny vs choso SO much… three bad bitches duking it out <33333

[kaiserkisser]

OKAY SO!! @le-dormeur-du-val since u said in the tags youd listen hehehehhe :33333 (HOLY SHIT THIS IS WORD VOMIT you dont have to read it if u dont want to!!!!!!!

so theres two parts, what i alrdy had, and what i came up with today. id already planned for there to be a kinda drunk blowout argument between skk where chuuya kinda unknowingly targets dazais sensitive spots, and like right after he leaves for a long term overseas mission and the argument remains unresolved,and uh theres stuff that goes down, the plot happens, dazai spirals uh yada yada point is dazai hasnt been heard from in a long while which makes chuuya get worried and yk guilty and all that coz its technically his fault, yada yada basically chuuya comes just a bit too late to save dazai (dazai dies lol but ive already written this bit properly)

NOW what i came up in addition to that lack of communication!!!!!! so yk chuuya is devastated is beating himself up over it yada yada point is on a mission plot happens he gets trapped in an ability which kinda- sends u to the past but of u accidentally change anything of consequence ur current world (that ur from) will collapse, and the world created bc of u changing events is what continues. SOOO chuuya stops his past self from leaving after that argumeny which changes a lot of events which saves dazai sooooo skk still exists in this new world.

original chuuya gets to see dazai be saved, but its not HIS dazai. his dazai cannot be saved, cannot be brought back because hes already dead. in another world, in another timeline, another chuuya isnt heartbroken and another dazai doesnt die bc of him. but in this one he has lost dazai irreversibly. oh and original chuuyas world collapses so that somewhere skk can continue being together, alive and happy, and original chuuya thinks that hes happy to be reunited with HIS dazai as he dies (bc yk, the world collapsed)

idk if the angst im thinking of while saying this is coming across 💀💀💀 i hope u can understand how sad i want this to be for original chuuya hehehe

Chat i just came up with the most wickedly cruel fanfic ending idea for an already doomed soukoku miniseries someone tell me to stop with the angst- i mean uh theyre happy in the end? But theyre also NOT!!!!!!! AT ALL!!!!!

[haruhey]

chronological thoughts of 11x19

this episode was hyped up by @theteasetwrites and @belatalbotgf so lets see if it lives up to expectations.

also, shout out to @normanplusdaryl for finding me a link there was no way i was paying amc after their transgressions 🫶 i also heard there was no carol in this episode so :/

- omg the astronomical slay by max is just

- HOLY SHIT THEY’RE BEATING THE CIVILIANS UP

- eugene’s stupid cowboy hat pls 😭

- god daryl is so fucking sexy fr

- LMAOOOO SEBASTIAN’S DEAD BODY

- omg she didnt lose her way she realized your way was wrong 😭😭

- NOOO LEAVE MAX ALONE

- oh eugene okay well maybe don’t do that

- ROSITA HAS THE COMFIEST LOOKING SHIRTS???

- jerry <33333

- aaron just wants to get back to his daughter :(

- even if i didnt like eugene i would still keep him away from mercer just to piss the commonwealth off

- omg she got her little backpack 🫶🫶

- EUGENE’S LITTLE VEST 🫶

- oh god eugene is gonna start feeling guilty and go look for her alone isn’t he

- NO JERRY NO JERRY WHAT HAPPENED

- wow this site im watching this on is so pixelated omg

- i dont remember who this man is but good for you lydia 🫶

- HAHAHAHA AARON CAUGHT HIM

- if jerry dies im gonna throw a hissyfit

- oh no aaron’s in a bad mood im sorry jerry :(

- lmaooo walker sebastian

- wish i felt something but i don’t

- PRINCESS SLAYYYYYYYYYY

- noooo lydiaaaaa

- aaron getting flashbacks of eric 100% :(

- NOOO HES TALKING ABOUT ERIC PLEASE

- PLEASE 😭😭🫶🫶

- FUCK NEGAN FUCK NEGAN FUCK NEGAN FRRRRR

- “those years in alexandria… it was the happiest moments of my life”

- HE WISHES THAT HE COULD TAKE BACK EVEN ONE OF THOSE NOS SO HE COULD HAVE JUST ONE MORE DAY WITH ERIC THIS IS SICK AND TWISTED

- omg are these the new walkers daryl is fucking off to france for

- omg they got max

- MAX SLAY MAX SLAYYYY

- omg so mercer became a cop bc he wanted to be like his dad

- MAX SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MAX GIRLBOSS

- um i just realized is someone gonna die to the new walkers like jesus to the whisperers bc if so can it be elijah bc i have no attachment to him

- YOU TRYNA EAT URSELF COCK??? NORMAN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

- omg eugene threatening daryl pls

- daryl looks so small in comparison to eugene omg

- NOO EUGENE :(

- babe daryl does not understand any of the words you’re saying

- “means lying” PLSSS EUGENE SAID DUMB IDIOT HAHA

- omg princess realize your worth SLAY

- LANCE ON HIS KNEES AGAIN?:!/!-?? FREE HIM HE AINT DONE NOTHIN WRONG

- HAHAHA pamela confronting him about all the bad shit he’s done only for him to go “yeah but consider”

- EWWW WHY IS

- THEYVE BEEN FUCKING THERES NO OTHER WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS

- WHY IS HE BRETAHING SO HARD THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME

- SUB LANCE

- UM WHAT IS HOIGN TON

- WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IM FLABBERGASTED BEWILDERED FLOORED TAKEN ABACK ASTONISHED STUNNED DUMBFOUNDED STUPEFIED CONFOUNDED

- WHY IS SHE IN HIS PANTS

- GET OUT OF THERE GIRL

- omg pamela in her two-face era

- omg hes gonna eat him

- SHE WANTS TO KEEP HIM ALIVE???

- THE GOVERNER ??? IS THAT YOU??

- omg princess breaking up with mercer

- no princess :(((

- NOO PRINCESS

- NOOO PRINCESSSSS

- “it could be better” SLAY PRINCESS SLAYYY KNOW YOUR WORTH “it should be”

- PRINCESS 😭😭😭😭

- NO NO NO NO NO LYDIA AND AARON

- YES A JERRY MONTAGE

- if he dies im gonna scream and throw up

- NOOOO NO JERRY ARE TOU FUCKJNG KIDDING ME

- ohhh my goddd

- just making out as aaron and jerry talk about the new horrors of variant walkers

- KING JERRY AND QUEEN NABILA!!!

- NOOOOO ROSITA NOOO EUGENE

- “you have to let me go”

- there are so many white men in that police station

- OH MY GOD THEY BEAT ROSITA UP

- I CANT WAIT FOR CAROL SLAYAGE YESSS

- CAROL AND DARYL SLAY PLEASEEE

- i need them i need them i need them 🫶

- IM SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK

[goldengoddess]

soooo the idea is a fic set during king of scars where the reader is nikolai's childhood best first and we stumble into his room one evening and we actually see him change into the demon and just absjajnsns

i am yours - nikolai lantsov

* KING OF SCARS & RULE OF WOLVES SPOILERS *

pairing: nikolai lantsov x reader

a/n: okay this is absolutely garbage rae i am so sorry pls forgive me,,, i KNOW this is not how nikolai’s demon works and he wouldn’t just like turn back but for the sake of this fic pls pretend <33333

for the lovley @wtfrae !!! i love u pls go read her work everyone <3

warnings: spoilers! some angst n like threat of violence but y’all know me, everything is good and happy by the end

nikolai had always been the one person you could turn to. since the two of you were kids, it had always been an unbreakable bond. something no one else seemed to understand. how to kids, tossed aside by their family, tested in every way possible, were able to find each other and bring out the best in one another. nikolai made you better, made you good.

life in ravka was never easy, it was a constant struggle. especially in the years leading up to nikolai’s reign. the two of you almost hadn’t made it out alive then, and while nikolai had been out fighting with alina in the fold, you had stayed at the spinning wheel helping the injured.

but when things finally settled down, alina and mal safe and away, nikolai had told you so many stories. the two of you had spent months apart. so out of nostalgia, every night you’d sneak into nikolai’s room and listen to your best friend tell you stories about everything. all the battles he’d fought along as sturmhond, what the battle against the darkling had looked like.

and even when nikolai ran out of stories, and you ran out of questions, you kept sneaking into his room to talk to him. he was the king of ravka, during the day he never even stopped to take a breath. but his nights were reserved for you. just so he could hear the sound of your voice before he was bound to his bed by chains.

nikolai loved you dearly, you were the only constant he had ever known. but he couldn’t bring himself to share what had happened to him during the battle with the darkling, what he’d become. instead, he told you the stories he told everyone else, how he was captured and tortured. it hurt him, to lie to you. but he couldn’t have you seeing him the way he saw himself, a monster. so even though lying to you pained him every night, he would do it to hear your excited questions and giggles as you snuck out of his room.

he always made sure you were gone before zoya came in. he wouldn’t be able to explain the drugging potion. or even worse, his horrible transformation into the demon that lived inside of him.

but secrets almost never stay secrets.

“saints nikolai,” you gasped, rushing off his bed to grab grab your coat, “it’s past midnight. i can’t be in here!”

nikolai sat up and looked out his window, you watched the color drain from his face. he cleared his throat and walked over to you, “you’re right you should probably go.”

you nodded and shuffled away from him, but before opening the door you paused. you turned back to the blonde haired boy, “nikolai?”

“yes sweetheart?” he answered, facing you.

“i could,” you hesitated, “i could sleep over. one night, i’m not saying tonight. just some night. i’ll sleep on the floor but, i spend all of my night here anyways. just like when we were kids.”

as nikolai slowly walked closer to you, you waited for his teasing remark and eventual acceptance. the two of you w had a sleepover since before he left ravka. of course it wouldn’t be the same, as he was now king, but he was your nikolai.

instead, he gently tucked a piece of your hair and kissed your forehead. “i don’t think that’s such a good idea sweetheart.”

your heart shattered at his words and his at the fact that he had to say them. there was nothing he wanted more. nothing that would bring him more peace than holding you in his arms until the sunrise. not just for a couple of hours right before bed, not having to pretend that everything he felt for you was strictly platonic.

“oh” you said defeatedly. “that, yeah that’s okay. i’ll see you tomorrow nikolai.” and with that you rushed out of the room.

later, as zoya gave nikolai genya and david’s potion to knock him out, all he could think about was the horrible look on your face.

at some point in the night you’d made the decision to go talk to nikolai. the two of you couldn’t go on like this, attempting to be way you have been before the darkling and alina while tip toeing around these new feelings you had for eachother.

but as you made your way to nikolai’s doors, hand on the doorknob, you heard a soft growl coming from inside. you covered your mouth with your hand to prevent a gasp from escaping your lips. you slowly turned the handle and stepped into the room.

on nikolai’s kingly bed was a dark giant looking demon. it’s wings were the color of the night sky seen in the window of the bed room. it took your breath away.

you pressed your back against the wall, trying to move back towards the door without making any noise. but the demon heard you and snapped it’s head in your direction.

every part of your body was screaming to run, to scream even. but something stopped you. the eyes. they stopped you. they were dark and pitch black but there was something familiar about them. not the color but the way they watched you. like they were trying to remember every single part of you just in case.

nikolai was the only person who you knew looked at you that way.

“nikolai?” you whispered to the monster.

the creature craned its neck to the side, similar to the confused head tilts that nikolai used to give you during lessons. you took a hesitant step forward, holding your hands up to show that you weren’t going to cause harm.

“nikolai” you tried again, with more conviction in your voice.

the creature let out a small growl as a response and you flinched away. at your movement it out a whine and moved away from you.

you shuffled closer, “hey no no i’m okay. nikolai?”

slowly, as you repeated your best friends name over and over, the creature became less beast and more man. slowly morphing into a messy set of blonde curls and body you’d hugged more times than you can recall. your nikolai.

he curled up in a ball and leaned his back against the end of his bed.

“nikolai” you attempted softly, falling to your knees in front of him.

he scrambled away to a corner of the room, “please. please leave. i’m begging.” his voice was raspy from misuse, thought the two of you had spoken only hours before.

“nikolai i’m not leaving, please explain to me. what was that?” you pleaded with him.

“that was nothing, now go. please please” he sobbed into his hands.

you crossed your arms over your chest in a stubborn gesture that he couldn’t even see, “you’re lying to me again! i’m not leaving until you explain what that was. why can’t you tell me the truth for once?”

“that was me!” he yelled as he lifted his head and met your eyes for the first time.

you let out a sigh of relief at the familiar hazel color of his eyes. you crossed your legs together, “that was you?”

“yes that was me. that is what the darkling did to me. now please,” he let out an exhausted sob “please leave sweetheart.”

you felt tears swelling in your own eyes at his voice. how broken he sounded. your nikolai never sounded so defeated. and if he ever felt that way, he had never shown you. you crawled over to him slowly and placed your hands on the sides of his face, rubbing away the tears.

“what are you doing” he whimpered and dropped his head into your hands, “i could hurt you. sweetheart, you have to go.”

“my nikolai” you whispered, pushing his damp hair away from his forehead.

he closed his eyes and you couldn’t tell if it was from anger, exhaustion, sadness, or a mix of all of it. “i cannot be yours. i’ve lied to you, i’m a demon, a monster. you can’t possibly want me to be yours.” he spit each word about himself as if it were venom, like the words ripped away a little bit of his humanity, or his confidence.

you shook your head and softly placed your forehead again his, still holding the sides of his face. “no. you’re my nikolai. you always will be.”

you placed two soft kisses on his cheeks, one on each side. “my” kiss, “nikolai,” another kiss.

“oh sweetheart, i am yours” he sighed and opened up his knees so you could fall into his embrace. “i am so sorry.”

“you should be” you mumbled into his chest. “what if you had died nikolai? and i wouldn’t have known what was happening to you until it was too late. i could have helped.”

he kissed the top of your head, still hesitantly. “im a fool, you can spend the rest of my life reminding me. i didn’t want to ruin this, us. it’s the last precious thing i have in my life.”

“we are still precious” you whispered and clung to his shirt like your life depended on it. “the same way you are still the nikolai i have always known, since childhood. you are still good. we will fix this.”

“and if we can’t?” he asked so softly that you almost couldn’t hear him.

“then i’ll have to get just as familiar with the demon as i am with you” you joked.

and the rumble of nikolai’s laughing chest told you that everything would be perfectly fine. demon and all, he was still your nikolai.

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[growling]

ep11....... finale......... and then its bungover....... waow.......................

damn child whose name i forgot you really did do that huh!!!!!!!

YEAHHHH FUKUZAWA YOU GOT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dazai is finally over <33333 and i get to see nikolai again <33333

hmmmm what man fyodor...... do you mean fukuchi or some other different fucked up fellow.......................

i think sigma's in trouble guys just a thought!!!

FYODOR PERILS

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK DAZAI IS ALIVE. THIS IS RIDICULOUS

NEVERMINDDDDD BRA-CHAN GOT HIS BODY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO

awwwww THE HORSEGIRL MOVIE CONTINUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU TAMED THE WILD YOUNG'N!!!!!

we did it everyone (except dazai) we saved the world :)

RANPO'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHUUYA'S ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY WERE PRETENDING THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S HOW COOL CHUUYA IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UUUUAAAAAAAUUUUUUGHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGRRRRRRHHHHHHHJHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHKHHHH

how is fukuzawa still alive........ i mean im not complaining but how.......................

awwwwww chuuya got the fake fangs stuck <333333333333 adorable fellow <33333 i want to drag him by the hair and throw him against a wall repeatedly <33333

sayonara fyodor :)

fukuchi just tried to end all wars lmaooooooooooooooooo. lolllllllllllll. lol. lmao even

wait so fukuzawa was the one who attacked tanizaki and kunikida

did he just got bamboozled by a self-fulfilling prophecy of some sort lmao

chuuya has anybody hhrrrmmmmm told you hhh how gorgerous you are yet .

oh nikolai you're here too. ummm. sorry about the fyodor!!!

he's hugging the severed arm. gay

bsd anti-war psa

anyway uhhh are we gonna learn where jouno is?? and what are kenji and tetchou doing currently??? sorry i have priorities and don't really care for fukuchi rn-

i knew he won't do it <33 u don't have it in u to behead a man fukuzawa

OH LMAO NEVERMIND TERUKO GOT HIM DBVFDHJDKEFHDGSRHFJGDHERJD

old man despair

oh hi tetchou hi kenji!!!!!

oh hi girl and her creature!!!!!!

hi lucy!!!!!! hi kyouka!!!!!!!!

whats up ranpo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

old man despair

two hours later fastforward......

yess akutagawa protect your atsushi. but also what the hell is going on

are they inside a poe book or something??

hit by the to be continued beam

anyway uhhh....... well that was bsd! there you have it! pretty gay huh!

bsd has done irreparable damage to my psyche anyway season 5

ep1:

two questions for this season before we get into it: 1 where ranpo. 2 where kunikida. 3 where akutagawa. sorry that was three

oh yeah the. coin bombs. oops

KUNIKIDAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoops his hands are gone. thats easy kunikida jsut take the pen in your mouth and like and follow for awesome more loading screen tips from one and only tumblr user growling

akutagawa spotted in the intr- nvm dazai is here too my day is ruined

back to lucy's server :))))) hello lucy :))))))

kunikida running the torment gauntlet these past few seasons it looks!!

its him. my beautiful normal pet sigma once again

nikolai i missed you and your silly wacky hijinks. dm me after this

love u nikolai that is very helpful. 10/10 magic tricks my offer still stands if youre interested just please please please pl

you know its /srs once nikolai takes off that eyepatch card thingy

damn thats gay

the inherent homoeroticity of lust murder

ango calm the fuck down can you just. wait for a moment.

now look how stupid you look ango. idiot boy. that was SO goofy i'll say.............. something about this scene was just so funny to me

oooooh the leader is called kamui :333

awwww they're protective of and about to go very easy on their best buddy atsushi but when ango offers himself instead they're like "were gonna fucking suck blood out your arteries like caprisun"

katai........... they took his fucking electronics can't have shit in yokohama. look at him he's fucking dying

feral

fyodor and dazai are. really fucking bored in there lmaooooooo they're playing fucking number games in there. when's the second episode of ur two man comedy show im a huge fan

WAIT IT WAS RANPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S RANPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RANPO I MISSED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING THE ENTIRE LATTER HALF OF THE PAST SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RANPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO he saved literally every guy that was held captive :33333 ranpo is the second most powerful person in this world right after chuuya (though it kinda blurs)

and he stole a cape <3

he's so smart and wonderful and perfect guys.

POEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S HERE THEY WERE WORKING TOGETHER RIDE OR DIE AROAPLNARC4AROAPLNARC DUE THE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my throat closed when i saw him this is what these two are fucking doing to me

oh fukuzawa's sooooo mad about this lmao <33 i knew he'd be he looked so damn pissed the whole time <33333333

holding up the heinous criminal photo of the agency discussing their fucked up and evil atrocities and the image is just ranpo doing the peace sign with the

RANPO'S HERE yeah let's go ranp show these stupid fucking 0 IQ babies fukuzawa's words not mine what you got!!!!

LET'S GO RANPO WOOHOO!!!!!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mirakeul]

HELLO <333 YES THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING THE LOML <333

HC: Dating Kurapika

notes: <333 i am inlove okay HAHAHAHA using the new hc format again uwu this is weird HAHAHAHAHAH

warnings: some cursing,,, some suggestive themes (maybe 1 or 2,,,)

taglist open, join my general taglist here!

okay, so as leorio’s best friend, when you learned that he was taking the hunter exam, you knew you had to come as well. one reason was you want to make sure leorio is not dead (i’m alive but i’m dead, yk?)

what happened instead was how fixated you was on kurapika,, i mean, when he revealed his reason for becoming a hunter, you had this inexplicable desire to just hug him and be the one to kill the so-called spiders

and when he said, “you take that back, leorio!” and leorio said, “it’s mr. leorio!” you fucking laughed,,,, and kurapika stared at you thinking, “their laugh,,, wtf?? (bitch, did he fall for you or what?)”

kurapika was hesitant to date someone because of his past as well as what he has planned to do. he doesn’t want anyone to be hurt because of him but you were stubborn like that and he caved in, allowing himself to be loved <33

when you both started dating, he was really protective of you, but not the overbearing kind of protectiveness. he’s just wary because he couldn’t think of what he would do if you ever get kidnapped or killed, he loves you very much <3

when you first told leorio you were dating kurapika, he TEASED the hell out of you, like bitch where is the taste?? and you’d be like, bitch he IS the taste! (doesn’t make sense but yk)

i feel like he doesn’t understand touch at first, like he’s not used to being touched, like hugs and kisses on the cheek. he would definitely be surprised when you first kissed his cheek but he warms up to it eventually, becomes much more clingier than you

he would definitely be afraid to be in a relationship, he would constantly doubt himself and why you would date him and whatnot because even though he knows he’s powerful, he’s afraid you’d hate him when you see his rage towards the phantom troupe. he would always tell you that you could still leave and that he wouldn’t blame you or tell you that you should leave before you die because of him

he likes calling you princex because for one, he’s in a clan. it makes him think of his future with you <333 would definitely call you royalty or some shit related to that (do clans have that,,, idk im)

your favorite pastime with him is teasing leorio <333 im just kidding, you both like cuddling together especially after a hard day. this man would not pass up a good cuddle okay!!!

you, in a dare by leorio, told him about using his chains on you which went like this (spoiler alert ; he didn’t use his chains on you but he did use one *wink wonk*)

leorio talked to him after you told your best friend you were dating. he threatened kurapika head on, telling him that if he didn’t take care of you, he would make sure kurapika gets what’s coming to him. kurapika did not hesitate to agree, telling leorio that he would be the first one to do that to himself, he swore to never EVER hurt you

basically, this baby loves you, okay? <33333