#hi allistor

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

My version of Jackomoon

He said about mama solars death

Baybee.

[luciality]

yknow once ur eyes adjust to the dA furry style hazzbin isnt actually a bad show it's pretty funny

[amartgasaurus]

Oh yea it's boob day isn't it. Well for once I have an old doodle that's perfect for it here you go

[taylorswiftstylequestions]

Hi Sarah. I am feeling very unwell right now. I have always wanted to be childfree. For a while it felt like that meant no partner either and the pressure from my own mother has also always felt very suffocating. In recent years she has even taken to calling me brainwashed which feels like a knife in my heart and a complete disregard for my own identity and wants. I am 26 now and still don't want children and I met a partner who initially seemed not to want them either, but everytime we see a child now he says "don't you want one someday?" and it feels as if he is slowly trying to change my mind so one day I will. I love him so much, but this is taking such a toll on me. It makes me question if I should just compromise and have a kid in my thirties or leave someone who ticks off every box except that one? Did you ever face pressures like this? Does your mother respect you instead of treating it as an attack on her or making you feel that something is terribly wrong with you? Have you and your partner always been on the same page about it or was there ever a period of confusion like this? I understand if this is all too personal to answer explicitly, but I just felt compelled to ask you since you always have some beautiful insight and helping words for us (and you shine so bright).

Hi friend! Thinking of you - this is such a heavy thing to have weighing on your brain. It's a big and immensely personal life decision - it's a lot to figure out on your own and between yourself and your partner let alone all the added weight of the opinions other people in your life might have on this choice.

My husband (🥰🥰🥰) and I have always gratefully been aligned on our choice about what we want to do as a family and it was something established early on when we were dating. We also still do regular check ins (it comes up intermittently as some of our friends make the choice to have children and we gather to celebrate these additions to their/our lives or have their littles around as part of group events and dinners) even now. "It's so fun watching XYZ grow up - but I'm still confident in our decision to not have one of our own. Are you still sure?" / "Instead of kids, I'm really excited to adopt more cats with you" / "I like the life we've built with us and Allistor as a family. Are you still happy with that?"

My parents inquire about our choice every time I see them and my mom in particular doesn't accept my response about our choice. Despite having consistently given the same answer for at least 6 years - I imagine she still thinks I'm going to change my mind. I anticipate navigating our relationship in the next few years especially to be difficult and emotional.

All that said, there's a lot of nuance and highly personal feelings in this decision. People are absolutely allowed to change their minds about kids. People are absolutely allowed to be resolute and sure in their opinions (yes or no). One partner may be on the fence and the other may be so sure one way or the other and through personal discussions and conversations, you make a compromised choice based on what's right for the two of you. Regardless of where you land, you deserve the freedom to make the choice that you want to make and to be with a partner who respects and aligns with that choice (can confirm it is 100% possible) - and the intricacies of finding that alignment can be validating or devastating depending on where you each land.

I'm sorry I can't be more helpful for you but I recognize and feel you on how immensely difficult this is. I wish you transparent, respectful and open conversations with your partner on this. I'm here for you!

[lxdymoon0357]

Meet my OCs again!!!

Name: Reo Takahashi

Age: 20 years old

Height: 6'4

Ethnicity: Japanese

Species: Human

Job: Mafia Boss

Personality: He's known to be cruelest Asian mafia to be there in the whole underground fanction, and though that reputation is true to some extent, he is mostly a sweet person to his loved ones and kind of clueless about world, even though he is a mafia he was mostly a protected child.

Likes: Cold coffee, chow-chow, raspberries, koto, resin flower dagger, eyeliner.

Dislikes: Being late, dark chocolate, sausage, uggs.

Yandere type: obsessive, protective, manipulative and loving

Name: Ceseline Lynea

Age: 16-19 years old

Height: 5'4

Ethnicity: Japanese-Indian

Species: Lion hybrid

Job: A café shop owner/ manager

Personality: Ceseline is well known in her social circle to be motherly, but though that's true, she's also very chaotic and weird, often confusing people if she has a twin. Her duality helps her with her friendships and every single one of her relationship, sometimes she needs to be motherly and calm and other times she can be chaotic and weird.

Likes: Baby animals, swings, Indian sweets, saree, soft blankets.

Dislikes: hunters, people who are rude for no reason, sweaty people, her height

Yandere type: serving, protective, possessive, obsessive

Name: Emilianna Mylena

Age: 17-19 years old

Height: 5'5

Ethnicity: German

Species: human

Job: Uni student/ part-time barista for Ceseline

Personality: Quite a playful person, loves to spend time with the ones she loves except for her parents, who though were around didn't took part in her raising a lot, only her uncle who was single and she would often spend time with her grandmother, she's quite a sweet person, often helping people she loves and prefers to spend her time alone.

Likes: cranberries, shakes, beaches, volleyball

Dislikes: crowds, people who are loud, pushy people, coffee

Yandere type: Sadistic, caring, possessive, obsessive

Name: Allistor Hillard

Age: ???

Height: 6'0

Ethnicity: british-latino

Species: half-angel half- demon

Job: Librarian, part-time Assassin

Personality: He was raised by two mothers, he's knows to treat someone nicely despite their colour, age, gender, label, sexuality and Ethnicity. He is deemed the perfect 'boyfriend/husband' material by his friends and he knows how to treat someone the way they deserve to be treated. He loves to give affection, get someone gifts, be of service to someone or be possessive, fight someone, get jealous enough to keep you home, it's one thing he's made about a perfect mix of an angel and a demon.

Likes: rabbits, chai-tea, white chocolate, Rainy days, stone paths

Dislikes: Hot days, Glitter, anybody who tried to belittle or harass anybody for their own pleasure, Annoying people

Yandere type: puppy, servicing, loving, possessive

Name: Rikurou Takahashi

Age: 20-26 years old

Height: 6'2

Ethnicity: Japanese

Species: human

Job: assassin, hacker, part-time mafia

Personality: Rikurou, Reo's elder brother is somebody who refuses to say he loves his brother, but he shows it, but unlike in front of his brother, he shoes his whole affection in front of his darling. He loves to spoil them as well, though quite delusional and extremely good at manipulation.

Likes: Gaming, vanilla and white chocolate waffles, red velvet waffles with white chocolate, milkshakes, sakura flowers

Dislikes: pollution, marshmellows, cockroaches, mud, beer

Yandere type: Manipulative, manipulative, manipulative, possessive, obsessive, spoiling, servicing, loving

[bizlybebo]

Prime Defenders thoughts

^ me whenever i think about prime defenders

also HI ALLISTOR IM HAVING PD THOUGHTS SOOO BAD RN.

idk if you’re a huge demonkicks fan but i’m brainrotting them so hard and i’m specifically thinking of them in a cyberpunk/super futuristic setting. kind of like the pd universe but shifted wayy to the left

^ this was the note that started it all and now i have a vaguely 3-chapter fic planned out in my brain. they make me illllll

(i got the inspo for dakotas prosthetic leg from that time he literally stuck his leg into the chaos zone right before the training arc or something? i actually do already like to think of him having some kind of prosthetic additions or mechanical support to his leg in canon, since his leg seriously got fuuucked up. probably some weird ass shit from professor cross. you can probably charge your phone off of it or something.)

[popculturebuffet]

Art Therapy

Charlie: Okay guys, I gave you a few hours to express yourself with art, to help work through your pain let's see what you have. First up is angel Angel:(unveils a canvas that's dog's playing poker, but with dildos) Ta-Da! Charlie: okay... I don't think you got the point of the exercise but it still looks... goooooddddd? I think? Sir Pentious? Sir Pentious: I prefer a more hands on medium (Unveils a statue of himself with over the top muscles with eggboys at the base... that's also weeping uncontrollably and wearing a backwards cap) I call it "Sir Pentious' true masculinity" Charlie: oh okay your showing both how you wish to see yourself but also your vunerablity underneath. Very good. Sir Pentious: This is how I look every day. Underneath this suit is a row of rippling muscle. (He flexes.. as alastor casually burns his suit off.. and also starts burning sir pentious, revealing his skinny ass snake physique) Vaggie: (Sighs) I'll put him out. Again. Alastor: I wouldn't rush, his tears will do that. While we wait, it's time to show MY piece. Charlie: Oh you particpiated.. that's ... lovely. You really don't have to. (Alastor unveils his painting.. which is made of real demon blood and shows allistor in his more demonic form eting a unicorn) SHITWHATWHYNOOOOO Alastor: For the look on your face. It took ages to get all the blood. Charlie: That poor unicorn... Alastor: Was delicoius Vaggie:(Having put sir pentious out, whose standing ashamed and shirtless.. and lightly singed. ) Alright cut it out. Your lucky I don't stab you. Alastor: What a concidence that's what I tell all of you every night while you sleep. Vaggie: Okayyyy since Charlie is Charlie: (Sobbing uncontrollably) Vaggie: Let's.. move on to someone less disturbing. Who's next? Nifty: (Raises her hand excitedly) Vaggie: Fuuuuuuckkk Nifty: (lifts curtain over her scuplture without anyone asking. It's her, in her dominatrix gear, standing atop a gagged and geared up sir pentious) Vaggie: Okay that's ... fucked but in a diffrent way than I expected? good job? Nifty: (claps excitedly) Sir Pentious: I... have mixed feelings about this but nonmetheless with yoru permission it shall go in my gallery. Eggboi: You mean the closet boss? Sir Pentious: Yes my closet gallery! Nifty: I'd be honored. I promise to visit every night. Just like I do for every last one of you. Vaggie: O-kay. we're getting better locks. Husk you do anything? Husk: Fuck no Vaggie: Terrific. We're done. (Drags a still sobbing charlie off) Let's go get you some ice cream champ. You tried your best.

[theonlymadmanonmars]

Hi, sorry if i sound rude, but i thought Allistor from hazbin hotel was just ace? Cuz i keep people saying that him being aroace was just someones who worked with vizziepop headcanon and not a fact. Or is it just implied that with him being ace he is also aro? Again sorry if i sound rude im just genuinely confused and dont wanna accidentally misundertand the character or offend anyone.

(loved your postą about qpr though it was verry beautiful)

Not rude at all! I'm obviously no expert on the matter but I do believe Vivzie has said he is AroAce on multiple of her streams! If not it is definitely implied in the show With Rosie saying that he wouldn't date anyone and calling him an "Ace in the hole"

[sh1-n0bu]

congrats on reaching 300 followers!!! may i request for hetalia? (i’m not sure on the maximum amount of characters allowed so i’ll make a list, you can skip anyone you don’t want to write for) how would scotland, wales, spain, portugal, france and northern ireland deal with an s/o who’s always lost in their thoughts? like they’re always imagining up complex storylines with their own characters, impossible scenarios, procrastinating, giving themselves unnecessary anxiety, and it’s turned to maladaptive daydreaming at this point. they know this, and they say they’re trying to change, but deep down they really don’t want to because reality hurts, and they’d rather be lost in their own little world instead. am i self-inserting too much? probably-

✿ 𝙞’𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙙 ✿

characters: francis (france), allistor (scotland), dylan (wales), antonio (spain) and siamas (northern ireland) x nb!reader

warnings: hints of maladaptive daydreaming, disassociation, insomnia, existential crisis, comfort, fluff, light angst

notes: phew it has been so long since i had last watched hetalia so i had to watch a lot of vids, comps and read the fandom articles to remind myself of them lmao. with that the characters also might come off OOC

hetalia fandom r u still alive????? if so then yall better prepare bc once my inbox gets flooded with hetalia reqs im gonna terrorize yall🕴🕴

francis is a romantic through and through and due to that he daydreams as well. whether it be romantic dates or acts you and him could do together, recreating gentle scenes from his favorite romance novels, plan out your date and anniversaries - francis is a romantic soul and he feels your daydreaming problem to a certain degree.

whenever he notices you suddenly go quiet, eyes hazy and unfocused, staring at something while fiddling with the strands of your hair, nails, the strings of your hoodie or anything you can get your hands on, the man would let out a sigh and sit behind you. pulling your body close to himself and slowly rocking you both back and forth gently - waiting patiently for you to come back to the real world.

but sometimes francis just can’t help but get a little bit selfish. wanting your attention only on himself but he knows it’s wrong.

so that’s why, when you stepped into your shared home with the blond after another draining day at work, he had already prepared a tea party setup with your favorite novel’s theme, dressed up as your favorite character with a charming smile and gentle eyes. candles lit, the freshly baked goods’ scent wafting through the air enough to make you drool alongside a hot, steaming marble pot filled with a chamomile tea.

“mon amour, would you care for a tea with me?”

before you two started dating, allistor thought of your stimming and daydreaming moments as something familiar to his brother, arthur.

perhaps you saw something that the normal people couldn’t see and interact with them like his little brother, so the redhead didn’t ask anything of it nor did he thought it’s anything problematic. however he got smacked in the face by how deeply your maladaptive daydreaming problems run when after your date at the cafe together, you almost got hit by a car when crossing the street with unfocused eyes and slow, dragged steps.

since then, allistor took it upon himself to study and research more about the differences of daydreaming and maladaptive ones, what causes them to happen, the reason for one to end up having such an odd yet harsh behavior.

whenever you would end up stimming with your headphones plugged in, mindlessly and robotically going through your work with an eerie silence - the man would observe you for a while, trying to decipher if you’re slipping a bit too deep into the dreams before walking over to you and gently tapping on your shoulder.

when your lovely eyes would lock with his own bright blue ones he would give you a smile and reach out a hand. a silent invitation for a slow dance with him - a formerly talked upon agreement that you two made to help you reground again after another slip.

“dalrin’ would you care to share your dreams with me?”

dylan loves fantasy creatures and stories like his brothers and due to that the blond daydreams quite often as well. about the different mythical creatures, their origins, territory, how they would live and interact with one another - all sorts of things.

he tends to stim a lot without even noticing as well so dylan would be the best person to share your struggles of maladaptive daydreaming. not to mention the short man always carries around a big sponge or those cute, character shaped stress balls.

the first time when he found you completely unresponsive laying on your bed with your headphones in, dylan immediately knew what was going on. so he silently slipped into the bed next to you, held your hand in his own and rubbed slow circles into the flesh until you came back again.

since then you both had made a promise to each other to try and get better. slowly but surely working on your behaviors, problems and sudden slips. and it’s safe to say that you both had gotten better.

“cupcake! if you slip down the rabbit hole again then take my hand and drag me down with you! ‘cuz i don’t ever want to be without you.”

antonio is a bright and optimistic young man, however sometimes he comes off as blunt and insensitive due to him not fully being able to read the situation at hand.

perhaps it’s due to his inability to read the room that he was able to snap you out of your slip so easily and effectively when you two first met. a simple pat to your shoulder and voice asking you “what are you doing sitting around without doing anything for?” definitely stopped your daydreaming.

after you had said your answer to him in an unsure voice, the bright smile wearing man simple smiled even brighter and asked you if you wanted to be friends.

and since then antonio and you two became friends. meeting up in small shops, restaurants, gardens, everywhere anywhere all at once until one day after almost 2 years of friendship the young man asked you if you would like to take your relationship a step further.

whenever he finds you stimming with your fingers while gazing at someplace far away, he just can’t help but get a bit sad. you wanted to be someplace that’s not here and antonio didn’t want you to go somewhere where he can’t be with you.

so he would always rubs simple shapes into your hand or shoulder, giving you an unusually melancholic smile with his pinky raised.

“pinky promise to always come back from your wonderland to me?”

siamas is a loud and chatty fellow - the perfect human representation of a golden retriever if only he had blond hair instead of red.

it was all thanks to his bright personality that you have been getting better and better at regrounding yourself back again when alone.

when siamas first saw your behavior with his own eyes he immediately knew what it was. so the redhead calmly walked over to your sitting form on the couch, kneeling before you and started to plant butterfly kisses on your cheeks. trailing them slowly over your acnes/moles/freckles until you snapped back and let out a giggle at his sweet antics.

he always has a lot of different toys, chibis and cute little bracelets connected to his keychain so whenever you two are going out kn a walk or a date, when he feels your hand become loose in his own he would proudly pull out his keychain and put one of the toys into your hand. gently squeezing yours - which is holding the toy - in his own, giving you a smile and a proud kiss to your forehead when you ground yourself back.

“welcome back honey. so what do you think of getting for dinner today?”

[vanessalocke]

[UK Brothers]

Some notes:

- Arthur (England) x Marianne (Nyo!France)

- Connor (Northern Ireland) x Agathe (Monaco). Imagine a guy who talks a lot, gossips, doesn't like trouble, just likes to settle down, is indecisive, paired with a classy girl, calm outside, inside always thinking all kinds of evil plans.

Agathe is a girl boss, she looks small outside, but when she comes home, two rows of subordinates have to bow to her.

Like, the female boss of the gang, next to her is a red-haired bodyguard who likes to settle down, doesn't like getting into trouble (but he's good at shooting)

- Dylan (Wales) x Ivy (His Dragon)

Ivy is the dragon that sleeps on Dylan's shoulder. I have headcanon that the dragon can turn into a girl, she is Ivy. No one can see Ivy but Dylan, so Dylan is often seen as paranoid.

- About Scotland, I set up Scot as Asexual, single for life, whether Allistor (male ver) or Abigail (fem ver).

The reason is because Scot's mascot is unicorn, and unicorn is only close to virgins, who live a chaste life. So when I write fanfic, I will set Allistor simple-minded, not interested in love, inside with Peter Pan syndrome (Peter Pan is also a book from Scotland) but does not show that syndrome outside. It was because of his straight, unblemished mind that the unicorn became close to him. As for Abigail (Nyo!Scotland), I think she will be a virgin for life, regardless of marriage, and unicorns will often come and sleep in Abigail's lap without any defense 😉

The reason why the 4 brothers’ outfit is different: is due to the aspect of each person's job. Allistor is a mechanic, Dylan is a forest ranger (imagine that innocent face fighting with forest destroyers), Connor is an office worker, Arthur is an IT, but because Marianne takes care of him, his fashion is the best of the UK Brothers.

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Finally got around to doing a proper reference sheet for Rubi Ray! I have his brothers to work on plus my version of eclipse, and a virus character I technically don't use much. Only doodled once.

Ref sheet came from:

https://www.tumblr.com/allistormichelle/745159511791239168?source=share

Oooh. Rubi is so pretty!

[weirdestbooks]

Wrong Reflection Chapter 8

The Terrible Truth of the Countryhumans Family Tree (Wattpad | Ao3)

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Link to my family tree here

“What other family do you have? I’m starting to figure out that family trees might be a bit different if you don’t have a Britain.” America, now known as Sam, asked Alfred one afternoon.

“I mean, I have Mattie, who’s my twin. He’s Canada.” Alfred explained. Sam’s eyebrows raised, and he stared at Alfred with a look of pure shock.

“You and Canada are twins?” He asked, his voice sounding very surprised.

“Yes? Are you not?” Alfred asked, worried. Sam shook his head, and Alfred felt his jaw drop. Mattie wasn’t Sam’s twin there.

“And, no offense to you, Alfred, but I’m glad my Canada and I aren’t twins,” Sam said, causing Alfred to give him an almost offended look as he struggled to process that. Sam didn’t have a twin, and he was happy about that. He was glad he and Canada weren’t as close as they could be.

“Why’s that?” Allistor asked.

“Well, if we were, it would make the fact that we’ve had five kids together more awkward than it already is,” Sam said calmly, causing a deafening silence. All of Alfred’s thoughts about how lonely Sam probably was without a twin were cut off as he tried to process that information.

“Dude, what the hell,” Alfred said, brain swirling from that information. Sam and his Canada had kids. Together.

“Why do you just drop information like that on us,” Dylan asked, his voice full of pain.

“It’s amusing to me,” Sam said, a smile tugging his lips, “Also, we aren’t biologically related at all. Different dads and mom. So…just horrifying in concept.”

“NO, that’s horrifying in general. What the hell.” Alfred said, his voice cracking. Out of all the things he had learned about the other dimension, this was by far the worst. Maybe they weren’t related (which was its own degree of horrifying), but Canada and America had fucking kids!

“Okay, to be completely honest, I’m not even sure if it’s five kids,” Sam said. Alfred felt a wave of relief go through him at that information, feeling so overwhelmingly relieved.

“Oh, thank god,”

“It might be six.” Alfred made a pained noise at that, head in his hands, wishing he could forget what he had just been told.

“What is wrong with your world?” Seamus asked. Sam shrugged.

“The family tree gets worse. Canada and I have children, which is…strange, but it gets worse. Mainly for you guys, who have a much different family tree than us,” Sam said, smiling. 

“I don’t want to know what else is on that family tree. I think I’m better not knowing.” Ciarán said. Sam chuckled slightly.

“I think that’s the right choice to make if I’m being perfectly honest.”

“I’m telling Mattie about this. If I have to know this, so does he.” Alfred said, reaching for his phone.

“Oh, that’ll end well,” Sam muttered. Ignoring his counterpart, Alfred quickly pressed his twin’s contact. 

“Alfred? Why are you calling me?” Matthew asked. Alfred put him on speaker, so Sam could hear whatever Matthew’s reaction would be.

“Mattie, you aren’t going to believe it! My counterpart has had five or six kids with your counterpart!” Alfred exclaimed.

“Uh…Al, what are you talking about?” Matthew asked confusion in his voice. Alfred froze.

“Oh my god, I never told you about my counterpart,” Alfred said, causing Sam to start laughing, “Shut up!”

“Alfred, how did Arthur find out before Matthew?” Seamus chimed in.

“You told Arthur before me?” Matthew exclaimed, his voice holding a note of hurt.  

“I didn’t mean to! I forgot! I was busy with the fact that another version of me from another dimension had shown up!” Alfred protested. Matthew sighed.

“Well, I can’t blame you for that. But how did Arthur end up finding out?” Matthew asked.

“Alfred couldn’t find a science solution, so he’s turning to whatever magic your England claims to have,” Sam said, leaning closer to Alfred’s phone.

“Is that…”

“Other me? Yeah. We’ve been calling him Sam.” Alfred said.

“Hello, Canada,” Sam said, “How are you?”

“Processing things. Where are you, Al? I’m coming to meet my twin’s counterpart.” Matthew said, sounding somewhat annoyed.

“I’m at Arthur’s place. Cause of the…magic thing,” Alfred said, forcing out the word magic. Getting help from magic was almost as bad as getting help from Arthur. It…sucked.

“I’ll be there soon. And Alfred?”

“Yeah?”

“I’m going to invite Francis over, too,” Matthew said. Alfred groaned. He hated it when his brother did petty things like this.

“Why? Dude, I’m already dealing with Arthur and magic. Don’t make me deal with Arthur and Francis fighting!” Alfred protested.

“Too bad! Next time, tell me when another version of you shows up!” Matthew said before hanging up. Alfred sighed just as Arthur entered the room.

“So, Sam…what happened?” Arthur asked as he caught sight of the faces of everyone else in the room.

“I called Mattie, and now he and Francis are coming to meet Sam,” Alfred explained. Arthur groaned.

“Why’d you have to do that, America?” Arthur asked.

“I didn’t do it on purpose England. I just wanted to tell Mattie something horrific Sam told us.” Alfred said defensively, crossing his arms.

“Not to cut into this lovely argument,” Sam said, sounding almost…uncomfortable, “But I’m assuming Francis is France?” 

“Yep,” Allistor answered. 

“What a lazy name.” Sam then commented. 

“Yeah, Francis should have put more thought into his human name like the rest of us did,” Arthur said. 

“Isn’t King Arthur Welsh not English? You didn’t even name yourself after an English guy; you just named yourself after the guy from the legend you stole from Wales.” Sam said, prompting Alfred to start laughing loudly. Dylan smirked. 

“Yeah, Arthur, you just stole your name from my mythology. I’m so glad you think so highly of me.” 

“Oh bugger off, King Arthur is our mythology idiot.” Dylan just stuck out his tongue, and Alfred watched Sam bite back a laugh. Alfred smiled, glad to see that his counterpart was warming up to the other countries. Sam hadn’t exactly been hostile, but he had been distant.

Or maybe that was someone else. The fact that this America had DID scared Alfred. He had looked up how someone got it, and it scared him when he found out how someone gets DID.

His childhood hadn’t been great, but how bad was Sam’s for him to have developed DID?

[jules-m-scribbles]

I'm very late i think but: 💖🍖🖊

💖 [Heart] What is your favorite moment in this WIP?

“Oh Allistor,” Syralth said, his hands curling in Allistor’s hair. “I never stopped loving you, even from afar. Never, ever. You were a kid, and you had lost your world.” Syralth kissed Allistor’s forehead. 

Allistor nodded, trying to stop his crying. But it felt good to feel *safe,* even if his grandfather was smaller than him now. He hadn’t cried in front of anyone since the day of the funeral. He hadn’t had time. 

“I’m sorry, for not coming back, but it was never because I hated you. After that day, I confronted… The man who’s now Hjalte. I lost, and it meant that I couldn’t ever come back to you or he’d find you both,” Syralth said, rubbing Allistor’s back. “I figured it was better to live apart than lose you forever.” 

🍖 [Meat] How many fictional people were harmed in the making of this WIP?

Currently, the death count is 17, but the harmed in the general vicinity of it?

Closer to about 57.

🖋️ [Pen] Describe your WIP in a single, terrible sentence.

Dragons do dumb stuff, world is ending, brothers gotta survive.

[theshimadaslovers]

THE ONRYO

Chapter 3

(HANZO X FEM!READER)

*in the tavern, when the demon walk down the stairs, the whole place stopped to look at him*

Onryo- Mm… *he growls in discomfort* 

? - If it's not the demon again *the Scottish man laughed on the bar counter* I don't even know your name, Thing… It's so rude of me not asking it. 

Onryo- *Look away* My name… Is Hanzo Shimada. 

? - Interesting! You're not from those lands, aren't ya? *smirk* You're an interesting creature, never saw one like you.

Hanzo- They don't know me…? 

? - My name is Allistor, call me Ally  if you want. I don't care. 

Hanzo- Ally, I need information…*walking toward the counter* Is about a flower in a high and cold mountain.

Ally- Flower? *he seemed surprised and turn around getting on his knee picking up something from a drawer* I got some books that may help…I think I saw something like that *he stands up with a small notebook* That was from my daughter… *put in the counter and Hanzo open it* She used to love nature and was studying a rare flower. 

Hanzo- She…'' used'' to? 

Ally- She died from a sickness that she didn't told us… But, her notes may help. 

Hanzo- Mm… "Frigus Montem Flos". 

Ally- People know too little about it, she was planning in travel to the cold mountains one day with a big army *laughs* 

Hanzo- She was right. There's a powerful dragon taking care of those mountains. Can I… take it with me? 

Ally- My Anita would be more than glad to know that someone is also studying this flower *smile* Take it. 

? - There is a way that can lead you to the location… *a woman's voice  appeared beside him, with an Irish accent. A woman in orange hair, skinny, kind creepy… looks like a witch* I have a lot of experience trying to reach this flower. 

Hanzo- And who are you? 

? - Moira O'deorain *looked at him* And I've been looking for a creature like you, Shimada, but… I gave up

Hanzo- I wasn't available anyway. 

Moira- I believe that you're trying to become human again and you're having an interesting help. 

Hanzo- *growls* How do you know, witch? 

Moira- Witch? *laughs and look at him* You're good. Yes, a witch. A good one. So, do you want to know the flower's location? 

Hanzo-... You want something more…! *get closer to her* I can smell the darkness in you, woman! 

Moira- Pretty good smell, huh? This girl… I want her for me. 

Hanzo- For what reason? 

Moira- Let's say… Experiments? *chuckles* She has… royalty blood. A gold blood, how I like to call. 

Hanzo- Forget it! *he turn around and she appears in front of him in a blink of an eye* ?! 

Moira- I know your story, Shimada… if you allow me to help you… 

Hanzo- *stay face to face in anger* Fuck. Off. Witch. 

Moira- You're losing a great chance to become more powerful, Shimada. Why become human again when you can be immortal and… become a god? *smirk*

Ally- Is this woman disturbing you, mate? *annoyed*

Hanzo- Not yet… But she will. Stay OUT of our way! *walk to the stairs*

Moira- Our way? *laughs* Are you getting soft, demon? Is the girl? 

Hanzo-... *Look at her over his shoulder* Is it her humanity that calls me… Her purity and empathy. If you show your face again, witch… I'll rip your skin off…! *disappear to the second floor*

Moira- Good lucky, archer. 

*in the room*

You- *Hanzo enter the room* You got something? *he throws to you the notebook* Mm? What is this? 

Hanzo- You will see… *sits on the bed*

You - *open up* The flower? Wow, who made these notes? So detailed! 

Hanzo- Allistor's daughter, the tavern owner *you nodded*

You- Nice! She made some theories about where it may be… she's pretty smart! And we have a lot of different plants and flowers… 

Hanzo - We have the notes so… Can we go? 

You- Already? *you get up, Hanzo tried to say something but he gave up when he saw that you look better* I want to talk with the owner downstairs! *smiles going to the door but the demon immediately gets in from of you* What…?

Hanzo- There's someone downstairs that wants to harm you… 

You - The guards?! 

Hanzo- Kind worse… Don't go now, she knows about you. 

You - She? Who is she? 

Hanzo- A witch… she wants you.

You-... *sighs facing the floor* Right. 

Hanzo- Do you know her? 

You- Moira O'deorain… Right? 

Hanzo- *suprised* Yes… Exactly.

You- So… She is alive…*sit on the bed again* 

Hanzo- Alive? 

You- She… Killed my family to kidnap me. She destroyed them right in front of me. 

Hanzo- What does she want with you? 

You- My blood… My soul. My power. *stands up* My uncle saved me and keeped me with him in the middle of the forest protected by his magic against Moira. 

Hanzo - You've been running from her your entire life… 

You- I never went out of this woods… and now… I'm vulnerable. She found me. 

Hanzo - She did… But I'm here and we have a deal. I'll protect you! 

You- *smirk* Sorry to put you in this situation… 

Hanzo - I meant to be here. Don't worry. You needed someone to protect you and I'm here… 

You -... Thank you, Onryo. 

Hanzo- By the way… My name is Hanzo Shimada. 

You- *giggles* Cool, thanks for telling me your name, Hanzo… I'm Y/N. I think now we can really start something. 

*Later, in the room, you woke up and was sunset, everything was dark in the room already but you could see a little bit of a blue light coming from Hanzo's blue body, he was staring at the window*

You-... Hanzo? 

Hanzo- *Look at you* You finally woke up… 

You- I slept that much? 

Hanzo- Is almost night time again… We have to move. Allistor said that we can get out from the backdoor… Moira is waiting for you downstairs. 

You- She stayed here this whole time?! She's… terrific! 

Hanzo- Indeed. How does she know you were here? 

You- I don't have any idea, but she was fast… And I need to stay away from her. 

Hanzo- Go first, I'll be right behind you. 

You- You better be.

*you pick up your things getting out of the room, while Hanzo stand there for a few seconds before look around*

Hanzo- *close his eyes whispering some strange language while his body became white*

You- *get outside for the backdoor and sighs looking back* Where are you? *you felt a strange sensations coming from the tavern* What is happening? *a minute later, Hanzo appears, blue as normal like nothing happened* What was that? 

Hanzo- What? 

You- I felt a… I don't know, something strange in my chest while you were there. 

Hanzo- Oh… *laughs* I was cleaning our presence in the tavern and now until the next woods, we won't leave any track. Moira can't follow us that fast now. 

You- Right… *chuckles* Of course you do things like that, you're a spirit. 

Hanzo- Exactly, now, let's move. Where do we go first? 

You- First theory is an entrance to a mountain inside of a cave *you start walking* It calls… Aw shit… Is the Bear Cave. 

Hanzo- *stops* BEAR cave?! 

You- *turns to him with a fake smile* Yeaah… 

Hanzo- The bears on this land are a beast! Real beast! 

You- I know! *walk to him putting a hand on his chest* I've studied them too and why is your body so warm? 

Hanzo- Well… I'm a spirit of element fire… I'm… hot…? 

You - All right, that's new. I didn't know that spirits had elements. 

Hanzo- Neither I… I found out when I set fire in a guard just blowing to him *laughs* 

You- *chuckles* You crazy… *Look back* So… Bear Cave? 

Hanzo- Don't we have another option? 

You-... Hanzo, you control two dragons, you're a fire spirit! Don't tell me you're afraid of a bear! 

Hanzo- Is not just a "bear" , it is THE BEAR! 

You - Still a bear! Let's go! *turns around walking* 

Hanzo- Wait! *trying to speak something and whispers to himself* I'm scared of bears… *walking behind you stressed*

*After a few hours walking, you started to feel a pain in your feet*

You- *suddenly you squat tired* I'm tired… and hungry *sighs*

Hanzo- Mortals… *roll eyes going in front of you* Get up, I'll take you on my back. You need a rest. 

You- *Look at him with puppy eyes*... 

Hanzo- *confused* What? You want something, don't you? 

You- *open your arms on his direction* Pick me up? 

Hanzo- *take a deep breath feeling your body warmed up a little more* Better we go, it is getting cold. Come on, "princess"! *He picked you up like a bride* 

You - Is comfortable like that ~

Hanzo- Great, now shut up and sleep until I have some place for you to sleep. 

You- You don't sleep? 

Hanzo- *sighs* No… Or eat. I have no organs. 

You- Make sense… no organs. So you don't have the pipi? 

Hanzo- *stop walking* The what?! 

You- I'm curious, that's all… 

Hanzo- But…! Pipi?! 

You- Alright Mister Right! Penis! Genital! External organ! Masculine thing! 

Hanzo- All right! I got it and no! But yes! I… "lost" the "functionality" . Is here, but is not useful. 

You- *confused and laugh* What the hell do you mean with "functionality"? 

Hanzo- *blush and chuckles* Shut up, woman. You pervert. 

You- Sounds perverted, but is only a curiosity… and… Well, being honest, you're a demon with a horn and big teeth but… You're kind of hot. 

Hanzo- *stop walking again* Can you stop saying weird stuff? 

You- Is uncomfortable? 

Hanzo- No, just weird *sighs walking again*

You- I mean, look at this chest! I mean, you're not skin and bones like me, but it's sexy. Strooong arms. This neeeck~ 

Hanzo- Stoooop! Or I'll throw you into the bush! 

You - Try me…! *immediately throws you into the bush* He- Hey! HANZO! I CAN'T MOVE! 

Hanzo- *laughing out loud* You doubted me! 

You- Get me out of here! *One of the dragons appears getting closer* Hey little dragon…! Help me out!

Claw- *worry noises and look at Hanzo growling*

Hanzo- What? Is funny! 

Claw- *more angry growling*!!

Hanzo- All right! Dammit! *sighs* Females…*easily pick you up putting you carefully on the floor*

You- *Clean your outfit and Claw get closer again* I'm fine, cutie~ 

Claw- *cute noises and wraps around you* 

You- See? Even your dragon likes me better~

Hanzo- *roll eyes* Whatever… Let’s go.

*After hours walking and many rests, both finally get to a quiet woods, too quiet… Hanzo looked around to the few trees*

Hanzo- There’s no animals…? *look up hearing just one bird singing* What’s happening here? 

You- Well… *open the notebook* If this is the place, this is the Blood Land.

Hanzo- Blood Land? *frowned* Do you know this place?

You- Few things… it says that one of the most blood wars happened here between witches, orcs and men… 

Hanzo- And…who won?

You- Definitely the orcs… *looking around* If it is true, they still surround these places for ages.

Hanzo- I didn’t know the orcs were…true.

You- Are you scared? *smirk* 

Hanzo- N-No! I just never saw an orc before! Only on books. 

You- Well, they’re not different from the books. Ugly, super strong that one punch can break your jaw. Oh, and they say that the earth is “contaminated” with the war blood, so at night, the forest is red. They said that the blood of the warriors climb to the trees and their spirits can only vague through the lands at night. So…is where the name Blood Land came from.

Hanzo- Orcs, men and witches, they may not be nice spirits…

You- The Men spirits are weaker for sure, but orcs and witches, more aggressive…specially the orcs.

Hanzo- Well… *sighs* Those are only stories anyway. *start walking* But, why are there no animals? Since we arrived, there’s no birds or deers.

You- Maybe the land is really contaminated. *shrugs* The trees, fruits, water. 

Hanzo- And the “bear cave” is here? 

You- Actually…no, but after this forest we have Black Misty Forest.

Hanzo- That name is no good thing, right?

You- Nope, let’s go. *walking in front of him, he only looked at you going*

Hanzo- We’re going to die…

You- I may die, you’re immortal.

Hanzo- *Smelling something and walk to a small tree with fruits, he pick up one and smell closer* This…poisoned. 

You- What?

Hanzo- This is a Blueberry bush… Is all poisoned with something…something like…

You- Blood? *he nodded and you smirk* Well, explained about the animals! 

Hanzo- But why were the warriors' blood contaminated? And…the war, I believe that it was centuries ago.

You- Yes, it was… we had witches fighting in here, maybe…a plague? 

Hanzo- Mm…we are not investigating that, let’s move…*look up to the sky* Is getting night already and we need to build a fire.

*After a few minutes, you both found a small cave and built a fire. Hanzo keeps watching outside, the forest becoming slowly red while the moon still rise up*

You- Is red already?

Hanzo- I can…see the blood climbing the wood trees… This is bizarre. I feel that we shouldn’t be here. *look at you* I think we’re not welcome. 

You- Don’t say that, you’re a spirit! They should respect your…power.

Hanzo- I have no power through this land. 

You- But you're powerful. 

Hanzo- But not the most powe- *suddenly stops and froze, like a animal* 

You- Han?

Hanzo- Shh…! *slowly walking to you and the fireplace suddenly went out scaring you*

You- What was that….?! *whispers*

Hanzo- Me… I heard something *he crouched down next to you* Be quiet! 

You- *look at him* You put down the fire but you shine…! 

Hanzo- *growls* I know…! Quiet!

*Outside, heavy footsteps slowly approaching to the cave and then, at the entry, a enormous silhouette of a Orc growlimg and holding a human body in half. You gasped in fear and Hanzo hugged you from behind shutting your mouth with one of his hands. The orc looked inside of the cave and Hanzo tried to hide deeper, but it was the end already, he could feel the wall behind him*

Hanzo- Stay…still…*he whispered* He…is…blind.

*You're shaking and almost crying, the energy of this creature was terrifying! Hanzo has night vision, so he could clearly see the orc white pupils. The orcs smelled something, drop the half human body and slowly walking into the cave, you tried to move in panic, but Hanzo, with his other arm he wrapped around you, holding still*

Hanzo- Don't…panic…we're alright. 

You- *Close your eyes in fear and you breath was faster* 

*The orc didn't stop, Hanzo notice that he was smelling you, so he starts to whispers in a weirs language again, you seemed lost as he whispering in your ear, you couldn't understand a word*

*The orc stops walking in a few centimeters of both of you, making you gasp in relieve and praying for the orc walk away. The creature lost the smell he was following, so he turned around and slowly to the cave entry picking up the half human body, where both of you could see the organs falling off, then…he dissapeared, he heavy steps were getting more far away every second*

Hanzo- Don't scream…*he slowly let you go and he notice you were paralyzed* Hey…?

You- *take a deep breath taking your hands In your face* Oh…! Oh my God…! 

Hanzo- I know…that was tense…

You- Ho-how…! *you look at him, you were crying* How he walked away after….Smelling me?! 

Hanzo- I did the same spell I did at the tavern, he lost your essence. 

You- And…! He was…blind?!

Hanzo- Yes…*he stands up* he was ugly like the devil. Seemed like a pretty old fella.

You- Fe-fella?! We could easily be killed…! I mean, I could be easily killed by this thing…! 

Hanzo- *he notice your panic* Hey hey…We are fiiine…alive. We have a deal, I'll protect you. 

You- We were cornered…!

Hanzo- I had a second plan…*he hold your arms* I'll protect you, y/n.

*you take a deep breath and agreed going to the fireplace*

You- Help me with the fire…*a blue fires suddenly lights up and you looked at him* You could make fire all this time?

Hanzo- Yeah.

You- So why you let me work my ass to light this shit?! 

Hanzo- *laughs going to the entry* Is cute seeing you angry with the sticks. 

You-....*sighs blushing* Stupid…

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[rosesandartss]

More info ab each pairing!! Jallistor: They are soft. They are fluffy. they are hurt/comfort. they are sun and moon. at least in TDI. ASOS Jallistor is a pair of fucked up people who are fucked up together. They're only vulnerable with the other and even then they still hesitate. they would die for each other(in both versions tbh). They would kill for each other. They will literally fight gods to be together Velkyn x Bugsby: They are a classic sunshine x stoic character pairing. Velkyn is very smiley and nice and social and Bugsby is a hermit(and a priest) who hates talking and usually lets Velkyn do the talking for them. Also aren't officially dating even after 9 years of their ongoing mess Twilight Trick: They're both very fucked up clerics who love each other a lot. also flirty x easily flustered duo. Matthews a perfectionist and a prodigy who only has let Brook see him at his most vulnerable and Brook is a messed up guy who got abandoned by everyone and doesn't think he's deserving of love but Matthew is there to help.

[mr-nauseam]

So some time ago @rosesandalfazemas ask me for a list of fanfic recommendations... You probably have already read most of them or even know more works because this is a small world and I'm outdated but well!

ENGPORT FICS -AO3 EDITION

> Lovesick by Ludwiggle73

Summary: Fresh out of rehab, Arthur Kirkland is ready to get his life back to normal—or, at least, as normal as a rockstar’s life can be. He’s supposed to be sober now . . . but everyone knows love can be a drug. He might have a new lease on life, but the withdrawal of a lovesick heart could very well be the end of him.

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This is a classic, you know I will never shut up about this one but is punk ENGPORT, what we needed in this damn world and a great character study about England!

> O grito das gaivotas (The cry of seagulls) by Saso_615

Summary: João took out two bottles of rum and his precious instrument from the boat they had settled on the beach. Arthur was already close to the greener parts of the island ; palm trees, different kinds of plants, tall grass and bird chants drew the prince's attention. Though, he would be stopped by his captain who wanted to stay closer to the water.

"I'll teach you how to dance like the women in my country. Venha. (Come)" He placed a hand behind Arthur's back to lead him to a perfect spot.

"I will not dance like a woman!" The brit protested, though it only made the portuguese laugh.

"Come on, even for me?"

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I just read the title in Portuguese and I UNDERSTOOD NOW WHAT IT SAYS AND WHY IT IS WRITTEN LIKE THAT. Eu sou agora muito poderoso.

What can I say? It's fucking amazing. PLEASE read the warnings also if you can't stand a bastardized characterization of Spain I think it would be better to don't read this one but If you can. Go ahead!!

> Of Pointed Teeth and Tongue by Allheroeswearhats

Summary: Arthur Kirkland, against his best wishes and reason, is in love with the memory of someone he met on a beach many years ago.

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*I pound the table*

THIS IS PURE ART. YOU HAVE NO IDEA JUST READ IT!!

> Sailing away by chocoCate

Summary: There is a secret place in the depths of the castle of Picas, a magical room accessed through an invisible passageway.

Only a few people have been lucky enough to observe the room, drawn by an arcane magic that dates back to the time of creation.

Inside, the hands of a clock guide the destinies of the chosen, consecrating them as the new rulers of Picas.

Only Kings, Queens and Jacks have the honor of observing its ancestral mechanisms, of perceiving the strange sensation of the magic that caresses their skin and envelops them completely, of listening to the ticking of the hands that write their future.

No one escapes the destiny marked by the impassive hands, according to ancient legends.

But someone tries; well, this is the story of that attempt.

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IS IN ITALIAN... I translate that description BUT HEAR ME OUT!! JUST USE THE TRANSLATOR BECAUSE THIS ONE IS A CARDVERSE ENGPORT + PIRARES. WHAT A WONDERFUL CREATION. THIS ONE REALLY WORTH ALL THAT WORK.

> For i want what i cannot have by primaveris

Summary: Not at all, Arthur, Afonso wants to say, you're so much stronger and braver than I could ever dream to be.

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I read this a long time ago but I remember even now, how, like a ghost these words hunt me for we so touching. A cute and tortured fan work.

> Watch me cry all my tears by our beloved: Kai_Maciel

Summary: An aging, sickly sailor leaves his empty house to venture into the sea once more. This time, he won't be coming back.

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The title is a foreshadow of how you will end after read this one but I swear IT WILL WORTH IT!!

> The Dark World is Not Far from Us by le_serpent_qui_nous_devore

Summary: Summer, 1943. War warms the Mediterranean. Portugal simmers in his own resentment.

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VERY HISTORIC. NOT EXACTLY A ENGPORT ENGPORT ONE IN A EXPLICIT WAY BUT IS A MASTERPIECE

> Alliances by NothinToSeeHere

(best username 🤭)

Summary: Arthur stumbles across his nemesis, Francis and brother, Allistor together in a compromising position, and lifelong friend Miguel (Portugal) is by his side in an instant. Much angst, and lots of fluff for the rarepair lovers!

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Dude YOU DONT KNOW. BUT THIS ONE MAKE ME FALL INTO ENGPORT. I read this one on tumblr and gOD WHAT A EXPERIENCE!! Very emotional 💗👌

> Murphy's Law by extrastellar

Summary: Arthur is single and salty, and he can't even be left in peace at a dumb frat party, but at least the bloke who interrupted his sulking is actually pretty hot. So it's just Arthur's bad luck that everything that can go wrong, does go wrong and he ends up without a name, or a number, and a mission.

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One of my comfort fics 💗

> Jorge's Day by Shachaai

Summary: A small group of Nations attend a garden party on the feast day of a patron saint some of them share. It's obviously not a birthday party for one of them. It obviously is.

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Shachaai IS ONE OF THESE NAMES. Like of course! if you became a engport fan you will ending reading one of their stories because they will make all engport content existing for years but that one is my favorite

> A Guiding Star by sailorgreywolf

Summary: Portugal and England's once strong and enduring relationship is filled with rough edges and complications that must be resolved if they are to return to their love.

They have a heart-to-heart talk.

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This one dont have a summary but I make one. I hope it mades justice to it.

> A faery song by our godness: cakewizard

Summary: What an odd nation his friend was, Portugal thought and took his offered hand. He was more careful during the rest of the trail, watching for upturned roots and low hanging branches, England’s tight grip on his hand leading the way.

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People will say they carry the burden of making the world's best engport and they will be right 🙄