#hhhhhh. god i just.
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hi so im thinking about ashara and cillian in the fade. the fear demon revealing to everybody that anders is alive and the resulting conversation <3 and cass is pissed obviously but instead of ashara being pissed at him she ends up defending him to everyones shock. and then she begrudgingly tells him and the group about her blood mage mother. and how everybody thought she was beyond saving, but that never made sense to ashara because she'd watched her mother live with control and discipline for like 14 years prior to her one unfortunate slip up. and she tells cillian that her mother may not have won her battles in the end but she believes that anders must be very strong to have held on so long and she believes that there is always hope for him to get better. bye
#oc: ashara#oc: cillian#im sorely regretting my decision to have cillian stay in the fade but :/ its what she would do smh#but i hc after adamant she organizes all the resources she can spare#into a secret unit working towards getting him out. she doesnt tell varric because she doesnt want to give him false hope#but i like to think she maybe... gets leli to intercept one of varric's letters to anders#and she lets anders Specifically know that theyre working on it. and offering him amnesty if he wants to help#hhhhhh. god i just.#i feel like the outcome of adamant was bioware's way of retiring whichever character stays but leaving it open ended to players#but i dont WANT open ended i want CLOSURE! and also cillian to come back from the fade with sick magic and freak out bc hes a rogue lol
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"I AM PERFECTION"
"IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME"
"I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH"
I like these mentally ill siblings
I tried to portray (what I think are) their biggest flaws (Ego, envy, esteem)
Also, I tried to show more about their flaws with their eye levels
Void believes he's better than everyone, looking down upon them.
Andromeda sees Stellar at eye level, seeing her as an equal, or a reflection of what her life could've been if she was saved.
Polarity is looking down at himself, feeling he's worthless when compared to his more able siblings, despite being the one who tries the hardest.
Here's transparent PNGs
Void, Andromeda, and Polarity all belong to @emthimofnight
#these are just what i can assume about them from the info we have#hhhhhh they're such good characters.... is it weird to have headcanons about them???#im thinking about these guys a lot#Void has a god complex and he gave Polarity an inferiority complex#Andromeda wishes she was Stellar 💔#my art#art#fanart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#shadonic#sonadow fankid#sonic fankid#andromeda the hedgehog#polarity the hedgehog#void the hedgehog#finished art
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coloring manga pages is. fun I think
panel is from chapter 12 woohoo
#got sick and bored#and I’ve been reading the manga and I really liked this page#tbhk#tbhk manga#jshk#jshk manga#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#manga page#manga coloring#coloring manga#yippee#the line art ain’t the best quality cause I couldn’t find a great image but alas#GOD I LOVE THIS MANGA#HAJKSHJKABLSJHSLLS#only just finished volume 8#AUGH I can’t wait to read more hhhhhh#the art is so so sosososososo pretty#literally eye candy
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Listen. To. Me. Deep space nine is the star trek of my heart. I fucking love it on soooo many levels. It's so so so good. The characters are so good. I'm dying. I'm screaming crying and throwing up. I'm rewatching ds9 for like the 4th time.
#like picard is the exploration captain. but hes like super boring. ben sisko is a dynamic and interesting person. which is why hes my fav#captain. just saying. god. but there r so many good episodes. and its dark and edgy but its not like grim dark. ya kno?#hhhhhh i need to draw ds9 art. but idk what to draw. its such a good show#and its even better as an adult. ugh. i lov it so much. the cardassians r my favorite bc theyre so interesting#i would die for kira#anyway. that is all. i just lov this show so much#unrelated
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Good morning (in a tone that is implying that I want to end it)
#mine#suicide cw#I’m fine. I got through the last trump election. I’ll do it again#but god I am. hhhhhh.#how am I meant to just go to work and be normal today
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LIVES WERE RUINED
#MUFFLED SCREAMING#ISJIFBDIBDKCBGKBCKXNFK#I CRIED#HIS EXPRESISON ???? MEGUMOMS VOICE ????????? they did this scene SO much justice.#THIS EPISODE ….. 😭😭😭😭😭 mappa animators i owe u all my life#GOD . GOD#he looks so so relieved T_T toji is genuinely such a heartfelt and wellwritten character i will DIE on this hill .#he spent BOTH his final moments thinking of his wife and son. like. he LOVED them. he loved them so wholeheartedly im gonna be sick#i love him sm mwah mwah . ill miss u my silly depressed middle aged man </3#hhhhhh im just . WOW. sukuna vs jogo was also so mindblowingly amazing . ill never be normal abt this ep i fear#AND TOJIS VA .... oh he KILLED it that final yokatta ne was so SOFT#grrrrr my mind is spinning rn. i loved this ep so so so much !!!#jjk spoilers#<- just in case !
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I have an unending hatred for those microwave dinners like why are the bbq ones the only ones that taste like anything
"spaghetti and meatballs" oh you mean starch noodles with tomato water and flavorless pieces of meat?
#AND THEN I END UP EATING MICROWAVE CHICKEN TENDERS FOR THE MILLIONS TIME IN A ROW#I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO COOK. WHY DID THE ENTIRE KITCHEN HAVE TO NEED AN EMERGENCY REMODEL. WHY ARE WE SO OVERBOOKED THAT ITS NOT DONE YET.#IVE HAD NO KITCHEN SINCE APRIL FOOLS DAY. THATS 6 MONTHS. HALF A YEAR WITH NO KITCHEN. HALF A YEAR WITH FLAVORLESS MICROWAVE FOOD#LIKE YEAH ID PROBABLY STILL END UP EATING A LOT OF MICROWAVED STUFF CAUSE OF LIKE. DEPRESSION AND ALL THAT BUT I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE CHOICE!#AND WHEN I USED TO HAVE A KITCHEN I COULD ALSO ASK OME OF MY SISTERS TO COOK FOR ME BC ONE OF THEM ACTUALLY ENJOYS DOING THAT FOR PEOPLE#AND THE OTHER ONE IS JUST NICE TO ME WHEN SHE KNOWS IM TIRED. GOD I LOVE MY SISTERS. GOD I HATE HAVING NO KITCHEN.#AND I KNOW ITS NOT GONNA BE FIXED WITHIN THIS YEAR. AS MUCH AD MY DAD SAYS HES GONNA TRY TO I KNOW WE'RE GONNA KEEP BEING OVERBOOKED#AND EVEN WORSE! THE KITCHEN ISN'T THE ONLY ROOM MISSING! HALF THE HOUSE IS STORAGE RN FOR ALL THE STUFF THAT WAS KEPT IN THE KITCHEN!#PLUS THE ELECTRICAL IS BEING REDONE SO THERES LIKE MAYBE 3 WORKING OUTLETS IN THE WHOLE DAMN HOUSE. NONE OF WHICH ARE IN MY ROOM#hhhhhh anyways yeah sorry for the random rant i should probably put my ooc tag#ohio breaks the 4th wall#but ohio would probably also not like microwave dinners#rant
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Finally reading The Guy I Was Interested In Wasn't A Guy At All
#holy freaking hell wtf holy hell i'm so lesbian i'm about to explode#hhhhhh#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#help#no in fact i don't need help it's just so much lesbianism to handle#i also in fact really relate on the crush part god freaking help me#lesbian biab blesbia lesbiab lmeiabv lesbian lesbia#girls#GGGGHDFGXFG
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And so the big sskk shortage begins (no sskk for the next 15 episodes) (and the sskk episode coming after kind of sucks)
#Hhhhhh this is such a good episode.#I don't have any particular strong feeling for Fukuzawa nor Ranpo but this is a very good episode.#The pacing is great the tension and ease are well distributed as much as action and exposition are.#The animation is spectacular and detailed. The drawings beautiful. The imperfect black and white is original‚ compelling and eyecatching#Truly something that shows the animators were given budget and enough time to really think it through. Please more of this#Off to more personal notes I clearly remember the moment in my dorm room I watched the bsd anime–#come back for the first time after three years and the reveal of the untold origins novel being adapted that came with it.#It's such a sweet memory. I was so so excited and happy and thinking back at it makes me :')#In love with Oda's voice please speak more baby#About voices Fukuzawa looks so younggggg and yet his voice is so deepppppppp it's a funny contrast ahah.#Fukuzawa was very pretty when he was younger.#Distributing countless papers on the floor of my childhood's house attic to order them to the point there was no space left to walk is–#something I actually used to do when I was little. That's a cute memory too. I've always liked organizing stuff lol#Seeing all the actors preparing in the backstage threw me back to my musical theater hyperfixation.#Theater backstage feels so familiar to me if only because I used to keep up with the actors' i/nstagram stories religiously pffttttt#I really like Oda.#Wish his life had a little more happiness in it. Wish Fukuzawa could have adopted him too. Wish he could have married Dazai.#Alas :///#Aight no Atsushi this episode (and no Akutagawa for a whole season God‚‚‚‚‚‚‚ ) but a lot more exciting things to come!!!!!#Oh almost forgot the op and ed songs are so good too hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Actually I think I just might have a soft spot for everything s4 since it's the first season I witnessed as it was airing pffttt#random rambles#I probably need to find a better file to watch the season... So far I'm still using the old episodes I individually downloaded–#as the anime was dropping. Which technically are still 1080 mkv but idk I feel like the quality is not the best.#And the subtitles are suboptimal
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Fully blaming you for my intense urge to start reading the captain america comics for bubky
DO IT HE'S SO SMALL bubky buggy buck he's the world's most important boy...captain america is there with his SMALL FRIEND and they're saving the day and it's cute. perfect ideal no notes. some notes
a note: i would maybe caution against reading the old timey 1940s ones unless you like old timey comic nonsense and can stomach like. insane 1940s wartime racism ldfkjhgkjhf
but the newer stuff i was posting about, the captain america and bucky (2011) one with samnee art was really good a lot of it's REALLY GOOD there's a lot of good bucky out there he's so cute...join me.....
#the racism tho hhhhhh huhhhhuhhhhh hhhh LIKE OH MY GOD#it tends to be like. quarantined into specific issues though there are lots that are fine and are just cute#and bucky is so small..............a baby...................he does little flips#i am in turmoil knowing he gets winter soldiered however winter soldier is also extremely cute so i carry on#kayvswords
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angel devil thoughts in my brain.
#angel devil#angel devil fanart#chainsaw man#chainsaw man fanart#my art#god hes just so hhhhhh#i love him#also finished the first part of the manga yesterday and im gonna proceed to ignored the last 20 chapters#self care!
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back in the hostel from coldplay concert
#my god what even was this#but oh my god i had such a perfect spot in the end#everything was awesome#we had fucking gpasuyf hhhhhh#jon smiled at me once#and i have so many photos and some are just oh my gooooood was i there? did i see this oh my god#445 jons and he is so <3 <3#and for the first time i have sharp and beautiful pictures of cookie#and it was awesome in the end despite of all chaos and how exhausting it was#oh and got a plectrum! (not directly from the band tho) but still! and a tourbook! and a whole bag of confetti
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ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???
#losing my goddamn mind#hold on a second#i'll reblog with context#but oh my god#oh my fucking god#he literally#and im just#hhHHhh#i fucking cant#ramblings of a mad man
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like/reblog ratio goes crazy. literally what
#hhhhhh okay before i get anyone in my imbox saying im acting entitled and selfish:#i know that I'm not “owed” interaction#i know that!!!! we all know that!!!!#but when you spend hours creating smth and you sit there nervously having just posted it#and the notes slowly trickle in#sometimes you just wonder why you even bother sharing it#now let me just say: i WRITE for MYSELF#i SHARE for OTHERS#i will never stop writing#but jesus fucking christ I'm collecting more reasons to stop sharing#what is it about hitting “reblog” that soany of you are afraid of? that someone will see and give a shit? this is TUMBLR#literally who gives a shit on TUMBLR#are you afraid that someone will (God forbid!) see that you have interests? hobbies? likes?#i don't know#i just can't believe that a large chunk of you really do so very little to support creators you enjoy#it costs zero money to reblog#but not reblogging may cost you that content you so enjoy#im gonna say it: as creators; we are motivated by interaction#that silly little serotonin boost we get from a comment or reblog is what motivates us to share#just wow#[ ❀ ] — reece's rambling#delete later
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Was supposed to be taking a test today but my teacher just moved it at the last second so I got like 3 hours to kill!
#HALLELUJAH!!!#THANK YOU GOD#i was both ready and not ready for the test today hhhhhh#more time to study at least#just me rambling
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hahaaa our sister says we need to tell the parents about. school. at some point.
#[three of swords]#we're gonna be kicked outta the housseeeee~#no we aren't. stop catastrophizing.#no hes got a point this is a legitimate threat theyve made. amongst worse things.#shut up that's not helping.#we need to find a job first so they're not too angry at us. as long as we're being productive we're still of worth in their eyes.#we know that not how its supposed to be but thats how it is for them. if we secure a job and then tell them maybe they'll be less mad.#but we're not qualified for a lot of these jobs... maybe we can work at this cafe if they let us if we're even able..#god what do we even tell them. we've been lying for weeks.#i dont know why we can't just keep lying for the rest of the semester :/ its not a bad lie if it keeps us safe#BECAUSE THEYRE PAYING FOR IT THEY'LL KNOW SOMETHING'S UP FINANCIALLY!! WE CANT KEEP THIS SHIT UP FOR MONTHS#ohhh we are so scared we are so scared WE ARE SO FUCKING SCARED!!! 🙃#It only gets worse the longer you wait.#we kNOW WE KNOW BUT WE CAN'T#hhhhhh#FUCK!! I HATE LIVING HERE!! WE'RE NOT TELLING THEM RIGHT NOW SO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!!#how much can our body cry jesus we need to fuckinh... oh sleep i guess i dont know anymore
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