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Okay I'm done. It's not my best work but I'm proud of it. JD here is probably intimidating someone by showing that he isn't above violence lol (he's bluffing...kinda) I decided to temporarily call this AU "Beyond Reach"
Here is a poorly done brief summary of what the AU is all about.
This AU has a similar beginning to another AU called "For This You Were Born" by @/blade-that-was-broken. (Where Trolls can sacrifice themselves before Trollstice in exchange for their family to be left alone.) JD's mom begged or dragged him away to sacrifice himself for their family. Unbeknownst to them, Branch was sleeping inside JD's hair at that time, accidentally also bringing him into danger. JD was definitely ready to die until he realized Branch was with him; this made him reconsider dying and actively try to survive. He got sold to a Bergen who lives far away from Bergen Town, and that's how he managed to escape. This is where the similarities end cause after injuring himself for a bit and meeting Rhonda, he decided that he must bring Branch home at all costs. It was his only motivator—to see and be with their brothers again. So imagine the pain and grief he felt when he arrived back at the hollowed-out troll tree with its roots dug out; his brothers were probably dead. The sight alone had made him turn gray (which also turned Branch a bit gray as well). After a while, he decided to raise Branch by himself. He went to the Neverglade Trails and traveled around the Troll Kingdom.
(I suck at explaining lol. Just expect a lot of art of them traveling around and JD angst™)
JD here is a little (okay maybe a lot) different from Cannon!JD. He's very protective and kinda serious here :3
If you guys have any questions about my au feel free to ask :3
#And that's my au!#hhhh this animation was a NIGHTMARE to make#i definitely made a lot of mistakes--#like the color shifting (that bothers me a lot)#the inconsistencies with the sizes and shapes (this as well)#but im too busy and tired to fix it :')#I have a doc that deeply explains this AU in full details. but it's not done yet#I'll probably show it to you all when I'm semi done with hi#semi done with it***#trolls#dreamworks trolls#john dory#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls john dory#trolls au#Beyond Reach au#BR!John Dory#BR!JD#animation
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stop bc i’m actually not ready and have no idea what i am doing 😐🤚🏼
#idek if I’m going to Brighton bc i have no one to go with and i might be too tired 😭😭#I’ve always wanted to go to Brighton bc it’s not toooo far but also scary bc never been there and don’t know anyone HHHH 😮💨#im sure something will work itself out#i will be walking around with scared big wet eyes in london if u see me btw#ik london a bit but still UHHHH london#anyway excited but nervous 🥵#käärijä
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i need to flirt more w my mutuals
#its fun and a fun way to grow closer too#im tired of being afraid but i won't be able to stop hhhh#jojo barks
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#hhhh i dont wanna work on things 😫 im tired and i wanna draw#i went a lil overboard on the blush here tho#catboy sasuke#i cant remember i have a tag for that#uchiha sasuke#naruto
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9, 16 andddddd uhhhhh 6??? 😊
AHHHH! THANK U FOR ASKING <3333
9. Write a recommendation of someone else's fic you enjoyed!
Reconstruction by @cyanichexanthine @cardinal-hexation
I absolutely ADORE this fic. It's such a great introspective look into Rick's perceived notions about Prime and how he thinks/believes Prime perceives him. I adore the prose, Hex writes wonderfully vivid/visual prose and it's so easy to imagine the scenes in my head. It's such a gutwrenching fic and there's one scene that grasps my heart and soul forever. The Prime dialogue is honestly so good and so in character and I love the difficult questions that put Rick on the spot. Overall, the premise is so deliciously angsty and so so SO great.
Blips and Chitz by @thatfinewine
GOD. THE QUEEN OF WRITING SUCCINCTLY. This less than 1300 word fic literally DESTROYS me every time I read it. It is the most in character prickcest I have ever read. I absolutely adore the way Prime is characterised here, the way he challenges Rick but even through all the tension... the fact that they still hang out together makes me so CAT SCREAM. This fic is so perfect the way it describes both Rick and Prime as characters and their relationship together, but explored through a simple video game at the arcade... honestly can't say enough good things about this fic tbh
BOTH OF THESE FICS ARE A MUST READ IN MY OPINION.
16. Do people irl know you participate in fandom?
OH LORDY NO LMAO my partner sort of knows I draw... maybe write, but he doesn't know the FULL EXTENT OF MY FUJOSHI DEGENERACY AND JUST HOW MUCH I CAN SHIT OUT YAOI SMUT LMFAO.
6. Show us a bit of a WIP!
HHHHHHHHH OKAY. Just for you, I'll show you a few snippets of some fics that will probably never make it out of the drafts LMAOOO 😭💀
First SS Premise: the boys sign up to be participants for a special experiment
Second SS Premise: the boys go get some ice cream... :)
#ask#YOOOOO THANK YOU FOR ASKING OMG HHHH#this was so much fun ;w;#idk if its cause im tired but#writing is hard again#i have two more fics to post and then i may be peacing out for awhile again LMAO#my writing
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Getting eepy but I don't wanna go to sleep :(
#pixies rambles#this is the kinda post id put in drafts but hhhh im tired so everyone gets to hear me be tired
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ranting abt personal life stuff because i have fRUSTRATIONS, to be deleted.
I love being treated like an annoyance because of my stances on companies and brands and my choices to not purchase or support my friends/family in purchasing from them and getting told off about how I'm a poseur and should put my energy into something more important and how I'm cringe. By mfs who cant live without buying chic fil a and starbucks and then TELLING ME like
bruh. dawg.
OOoOOo how dare i dont wanna eat mid chicken and prefer to make coffee at home
#Treating me like im narcissistic and guilt tripping everyone because i just choose not to buy those things#like i AINT EVEN IN THEIR FACES LIKE “HEY DONT BUY THAT” I SHOULD BE BUT IM NOT BECAUSE IM A WEENIE AND EVEN STILL#like bro it aint about me thats the whole POINT#its worse they act like im doing it for diet culture and to make them feel bad about their eating like hHHH#it isnt about eating fast food or drinking sugary drinks i like those things what i dont like is what they do with the money#oh or they tell me how boycotting is basically evil and im disrespecting minimum wage workers and ruining their jobs like ??????#i hate to express frustrations like these because its NOT ABOUT how I feel but like#I'm just so frustrated with people around me lmao and the attitudes bouncing around in this echochamber.#some people want to say or do ANYTHING to discourage mfs from boycotting#personal ramblings#im tired so this probably makes no sense but like#yeah
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"Wowie I'm so excited!! I can't wait for-" *falls asleep*
#im super excited about starting testosterone but my chronic fatigue/depression/whatever the hell this is is killing me#eee i want to jump around and dance and squeal but im so fucking exhausted#i slept for FOURTEEN HOURS why??#i know sleeping too much can make you feel tired too but hhhh#thats not jt because i always feel like this no matter how i sleep#hell i feel MORE awake when i DONT sleep#like i could pull an all nighter and have more energy than this#...oh wait#..i might be onto something#there is theoretically a chance that my sleepinv pills are making my drowsy for longer than they used to#but I cant not take them#like i will not sleep at all if i dont take them
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Aaaaaa am hi gushing about DaveRose across timelines
Alpha Dave and Alpha Rose are like soulmates (and normally, and as an aromantic person, 'soulmates' is such a squicky concept and kinda terrifies me, but when I think about Dave and Rose and both Betas and Alphas both dying heroically together, I just... ohhhmygoddddd... it looks so natural.)
They're like the last ones standing before judgment day, and while they know they're gonna die, but they can face whatever comes next as long as they have each other. They can't imagine being in a world without the other.
In other ways, Rose is so good for Dave, like he can open up to her in ways he can't with anyone else. Yes, Rose is, of course, going to pick him apart and examine his insides (how could she not when Dave is so deliciously... Dave), but Dave is totally fine with Rose doing exactly that, he feels safe around her, and she's the one constant in his life, and so he actually kind of really likes getting picked apart by Rose, and actively seeks that out, because he can fully trust her to put everything back where it was when they started. It's like going in for a deep clean - it's gonna feel rough, he might cry a bit, but when he comes out on the other side he feels a little more genuinely himself.
Like, Dave can't do that with anyone else, Karkat doesn't know what to do with him if he opens up like it doesn't come intuitively when they're together, Dirk is a tinkerer especially with feelings he doesn't understand and therefore Dave still has to be on guard about opening up with him, Jade doesn't want to get that feels-deep in Dave, John doesn't 'get' Dave and Dave doesn't feel comfortable enough opening up to John like that even tho they're best bros, and, well, Terezi is Terezi.
Rose is the only one he can really trust with his entire being.
Also, since I'm the gayest motherfucker I know... Can I also talk about the big gay energy they both have, too? Like. On the surface, someone might be like, 'Oh, that's a plain old hetero couple right there.' BUT NO. THESE ARE LIKE THE TWO GAYEST CHARACTERS IN HOMESTUCK. (Umbrella term 'gay' bc Dave is bi/whatever, and Rose is probably also bi, but we only see her in the context of RoseMary, which is why I started out with mentioning Alpha Dave/Alpha Rose. But like, they're poly imo anyway. I can't see them being exclusive in any timeline. The Alpha situation is just isolating by nature.) BACK TO MY POINT, THIS IS A WHOLE ASS GAY RELATIONSHIP AND IT GIVES ME SUCH GAY FEELINGS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
(On the subject, uh, all the Stri-Londes are trans in my book, too.)
Rewinding a bit, Rose doesn't need Dave like Dave needs Rose. That's part of what makes this so special, is that Rose is there for him because she wants to be. It's fulfilling in a way that she isn't 'needed' by anyone else. What she doesn't realize is how actively good having Dave around is for her. He gives her a reason to live and fight and die for. It was fated for them to be together like that in every timeline.
Even in one of the most absurd moments of Homestuck, we see them fated to be together with the whole Jasprosesprite and Davepetasprite incident. (Oh, don't even get me started on Davepeta, I have essays worth of thoughts about how they're the most OP character in all of Homestuck...)
Actually, let's end it there. Lol, I'm tired.
#big gay ramble#OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG#daverose#dersecest#ShitPost.exe#Cori.exe#Post.exe#hhhh im tired just gonna post this now hopefully i dont regret in the morning#dave#rose#striders#i dont mean ship hate at the ships i mentioned i enjoy them all some more than daverose i just wanted to write it like that for this post
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#goddamnit its too early to be having a breakdown#why why why why#i hate it ugh#still so goddamn stressed still so desperate and painful and ugghhhhhh#im. hhhh im just. ssuch a burden on everyone around me#want to crawl into a hole and never come out#I'm so tired and painful and#ggods#maybe i should just kill myself i dunno christ#I'm#hhhhhh.......#can't fucking do anything#I'm so tired of myself#so tired#so so so tired#I'm. I'm so tired
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ugh ive reached the point in packing that is so stressful and horrible and impossible oh my god why
#the bin#how am i supposed to know what to put in the bring boxes if i dont even know how kuch stuff i can bring??#hhhh. she didnt even give me any update today#im hoping to get most of the rest of the apartment packed tonight but its already 1am so. idk. but my room is almost done#i have no clue whats even happening. hhh. whatever. at least ive dealt with most of my stuff. still gotta consolidate all my art as much as#possible. im hoping even if i have to fky i can bring it all with me. i did find out apparently my family alreday has a scanner so i can#scan all my art very soon. thats nice. now i wont have to buy one!#hhh. im so tired. bleh
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does anyone else just have an amazing time at an event or something and then a sudden random ass wave of sadness hits you full force and ur brain decides to force feed you thoughts that everyone there hates you and maybe youre annoying and nobody wants you there and the people there love the others more than you, even after you get home?? like. brain. let me listen to bury me in black - demo on loop in peace. i dont need to cling to my cat and sob. i need my chemical romance.
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I've been busy with school since I'm 4 weeks away from finishing this semester but anyway I haven't thought of Jack in a while and was like "huh I never gave Jack and Siobhán the extra treatment like I did with Utonium and Chloe" so I gave them some nice fall clothes to wear :3 it's still a wip though (which is why you only see the color blocking sketches and also the base here) I wish I get to sneak time to finish them one day ;w;
Also hhhh im very obsessed with Jack's earrings here ngl akdjwlsolq ok byeeeee 🕊🕊🕊
#one of my fav thing to do with my selfships is i like to draw them in modern clothes or clothes away from their canon costumes#and its because its my way to make my selfship feel more personal to me hhhh thats why you see me draw Utonium and Chloe in nice clothes#other than im tire of seeing Utonium in his lab coat I want him to wear a nicer clothes#so i want to do the same for jack as well hhh he deserves good clothes 🤧🤧🤧#so like expect seeing both of them in other clothes more when I eventually get my semester break soon :3#wip#asukart#selfship#selfshipping#selfshipping community#selfship community#selfship art#self insert oc#self insert community#si x canon#oc x canon#samurai jack#office boyfriend for hire
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it’s my birth !! if u could reblog some of my art that u like, it would mean a lot to me!
#hhhh i wanna see naruto too#send somev#ples#hhhhsjdjjdjfkf#im so tired but man am i in love w naruto#fuckkdjfkjfjf
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#hhhh i started watching one piece and immediately i looooove zoro#which i guess isnt surprising bc hes lived rent free in my head for literally like 10 years but ya kno#and i still fucking struggle to draw his face. but im sorta having a style crisis and im v tired so ya kno#god. i may b making a terribke choice in committing to this show for real. well see if this starts a year of one piece#to follow up my over a year of narut0 rip#roronoa zoro#one piece#op
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