#hh god im emotional

[peachyfnaf]

hey :)

Mer Eclipse :D

ps, i rlly love your art <3

He says hi :]

[jyoongim]

Jyoongim’s Horny Game

Hi everyone! I’m Jyoongim and WELCOME TO THE SHOW✨

GUYS 2K plus????? IM GONNA CRY!!!!

In response I would like to show my appreciation to all my followers for showing love and support my blog and writings by letting y’all run wild!

I saw @okay-babe do something like this and I thought it would be fun and give it a spin hehe! 

✨INFORMATION✨

This is mainly for Alastor x reader requests but any HH character is welcomed (not Valentino he can choke or Husker just because I think of him as a tired uncle lol)

THERE WILL BE NO WORD COUNT - I am lazy sorry guys ;(

There is NO limit on how many times you play!!!

HERES MY MASTERLIST/TAGLIST comment here for future work postings📻❤️

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Here’s how to play!

SPIN THE WHEEL! This color coded wheel will decide the category of your prompt. (Color system is below as well to help)

2.) Select a prompt. SPIN THIS WHEEL! There are 4 prompt lists I have provided to pick from! Feel free to use the prompt list for inspiration MIX AND MATCH prompts if you like.

⚠️limit to mix/match is 2 per request⚠️

➡️Prompt #1

➡️Prompt #2

➡️Prompt #3

➡️Prompt #4

3.) Send in your request per inbox as usual. You can be anon or make yourself be known (your decision).

❗️use correct color when sending request❗️

▶️ I HAVE A COLOR SYSTEM TO HELP US WITH EXAMPLES⤵️

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Below is the color system and what it includes:

🟢: Fluff-sweet,cute, makes you cringe

cuddles, hand-holding, hugs, domestic, kisses, hugs, appreciation, romance, lovey-dovey shit

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🟡: Saucey-fluff but you felt something

Obvious feelings, mutual pining, admission of feelings, keep it cute 

‘example: their hands brushed and they quickly pulled away blushing’

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🟠: Flavor-you tease!

teasing, tension, banter, flirting, stealing glances

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🔴: Mild-its getting hot!

Sexual tension! high emotions, realization of feelings

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💥: Mild Spicy-oh you like that?

Plot! smut! Introduction of kinks!

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🟣: Spicy-give it to me good!

Usual smut with plot *sprinkle sprinkle*

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🔵 : Extra Spicy- what did i just read?

smut and no plot 

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⚫️: Uncharted-you need a therapist & God babe

Every single morally gray scenario & kink possible. 

THE SKY IS THE LIMIT!!

(Kinks however ARE limited by writer’s discretion)

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I look forward to see what you guys requests and thank you again for all the love! Xoxo 😘

MASTER/TAG LIST IS LINKED!!!

[ask-paradox-and-friends]

Adam vs Jeanne D'arc (using the majo teinshin verson)

(Just cause I wanna kick Adam's ass. Look, you work him to be compelling, but he's one note from what I've seen. THE FANBASE DID HIM BETTER AND JUSTICE SO KNOW IM NOT RAGGING ON FANON ADAM I DISLIKE CANON HH ADAM)

There's a joke here about angels and demons.

Adam info:

Height: 8 foot 5

Weight: 280lbs

Weapons: Holy Guitar Axe, Holy Light Beams

Strengths: Is the first human in the Hazbin Hotel universe and the main antagonist of season 1, Superhuman strength (Can be considered to be the strongest of the Executioners and possibly one of the strongest Angels, Can kill nearly all Sinner Demons with ease, Held his own against Charlie Morningstar, Oneshot Alastor with his Guitar Axe), Superhuman durability (Can be considered to be the most durable of the Executioners, Withstood attacks from Alastor and Charlie, Survived a brutal beating from Lucifer Morningstar that left him within an inch of his life), Hypersonic speeds/FTL reactions (Despite being overweight Adam is still extremely fast, Could keep up with and outspeed Alastor and Charlie, Could only just keep up with Lucifer’s movements), Is highly skilled with his Guitar Axe, Being only just a week younger than the Earth itself Adam has over 4 billion years of experience.

Weaknesses: Is extremely arrogant to the point of having a God complex, as an Angel Adam ironically suffers a weakness to Angelic Weaponry.

Jeanne D'Arc info

Height:unkown (short)

Weight:slim

Weapons:enchanted Iron sword demon wardrobe. Völundr (shape-shifting sheild that changes depending on mood.)

Strengths:As one of the 13 Einherjars chosen by Brunhilde that started training and became one of Göll's champions, along with a witch in Agat's tournament she is one of mortalkind's strongest and skilled fighters. Superhuman strength(was chosen to fight fucking Thor in ragnarok who apperntly can shake the world with his hammer and maybe even break the earth. In her canon series could easily overpower Wu zeitein and endured and held back Thor's strike.) Superhuman durability (could take a hit from Thor and held back his lighting powers. Kept fighting through a broken arm and shattered legs. Walked off a arrow through the shoulder and shin even though she had to be dragged away.) Hypersonic/Ftl speed (can dodge and deflect lighting could outspeed witches who uses rockets to propel themselves before her Völundr or magic and even intercepted Thor's teleport and his hammer throw when it flew through the air. Thor is surprisingly fast despite his size.) Is a skilled sword fighter and being a witch she's immune to all demonic and non magic weaponry and her shields can destroy any non holy weapon. Her magic is essentially weaponized empathy (she can make fire thinking about what she believes rage is. And her Valkyrie partner Göll's own mood can change how the sheild works.)

Weaknesses:Joan still has human weaknesses. Being a witch she's weak to holy weapons. Between joan not understanding her own emotions and Göll's own fears the sheild is prone to changing randomly. Her battlefield tactics are lacking. (Most of her fights are just simply 'charge forwards' or as extra history sums it up. Get'm!) Her magic thanks to goll can copy other saints based on legands but they do require on concentration.

[afreakingdork]

Miss Dork Miss Dork oh my GOD I've just read Chapter 57 today I think I've officially fallen in love with Reader-san AND Donnie at the same time.

Like, how do you do it?? How do you write a character like that?? How does Reader-san keep rolling nat-20s and say the most quotable thought-provoking character developing things ever?? Chapter by chapter they have proven and continue to prove themselves to be an extremely thoughtful individual with a will that shouldn't be reckoned with and OH. THEM AND DONNIE FIT SO WELL TOGETHER. NO WONDER HE'S SO WHIPPED.

I can see why Donnie is hopelessly in love with them now Reader-san is LITERALLY marriage material. I want to marry someone like them. I can't believe they weren't taken already before Donnie came and swooped them off their feet. Ghkkk.

The line “We’re us. I don’t want that any other way. No changing for one another. We’re us first and foremost" and "Do it. It was never yours anyway because you didn’t name it" in particular. Hh. Okay. I'm normal about these lines in particular. Very normal. In fact, I'd say I'm the most normal ab- WRONG IM GOING INSANE. FIRST LINE?? BANGER. SECOND LINE? ALSO A BANGER. THAT IS THE MOST PERFECT RESPONSE YOU COULD THINK OF TO SOMEONE DOUBTING THEIR IDENTITY AND THEIR RELATION TO THEIR PERSONAS. GOODNESS. BANGER AFTER BANGER LINE FR!!

God everyday I wish I could print your fanfic and kiss each page one by one with utmost tenderness reserved for your beloved. Each chapter is so good aughhhh they're so fucking cool god. Sniff. They're so. Sniffles. They're so cool and well written. They're literally perfect I love them so much. Please oh god I'm so ready to read about them having babies or growing old together I'm gonna DIE WAHHHHH HAH!!!!

OH WAIT HUH OH I MADE ANOTHER LONG RANT AND THIS TIME ITS MORE FERAL UH OH.

Sorry for raving and rambling (again) in your dms Miss Dork I am just,, Experiencing Emotions™. They're all good of course and I am experiencing them in an appropriate amount (lie). Yes.

Okay okay let me compose myself before I make this even longer so I can start my closing statements now: Its so hard to put into words without sounding redundant but I just really really like how you write the Reader!! Lifting your hand and kissing it, like, CHU. I am looking up at you like a doe eyed- well, doe, and also you really are just one hell of a writer Ma'am!! I will never get tired of saying that btw!!

Peace!!

-K.M

KM you are the most delightful mystery in my life at the moment! /aff /pos 💞💞💞

that is to say...

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

You are seriously the sweetest!!! I had such a blast writing those lines so hearing that you liked them means the world!!

ALSO NO RANT IS TOO LONG!!! WRITE AS MUCH AS YOUR HEART DESIRES AND I WILL READ EVERY BIT!!! YOU ARE A TRUE JOY!

It's so reassuring to hear reader is received well. Obviously they are meant to be a self insert, but at the same time there's no real way to represent everyone and I fret about it quite a bit. I hate alienated people and I want to make it rounded experience, but I also have this story I want to tell.

Just thank you truly, you have no idea how much you mean to me!

ALSO A HAND KISS!!! I'VE ONLY EVER BEEN HAND SMOOCHED ONCE IN MY WHOLE LIFE AND I BARELY RECOVERED!!! It was a Loki cosplayer and they stole my damn heart in one swift move when I complimented their costume! Swoon!!!

[gaymcr]

rereading unholyverse getting emotional as fuck like oh my god the WANTING. the. AUGH. QAARRRGHHH HH H HHHH HH . THE FORESHADOWING. THE ALL OF IT !!!!!! AaaaahhHHHhaHHh IM GOING TO CRY MY PANTS

[jinkookbf]

god i just realised how much bts rly mean to me like ,,, they rly are so fucking important in my life like u kno that one post thats like "we all found bts when we needed them most" like ,,, yeah that

hobi reminded me of my love for dance which seems like a such a small thing but its rly not ,, i dont really want to go into detail bc ive never talked abt it before but i was in such a horrible place with horrible coping methods bc i get overwhelmed super easy and never knew how to deal w it ,, and starting dance class forced me to deal w it better but also just made it easier like ,, i dont get so overwhelmed anymore bc dancing is such a good outlet and now when im angry or filled w some other emotion i dont know how to get rid of i know now that i can put on music and dance and that ill feel better

jungkook ,,, ok it started as a jealousy thing aksajdj which sounds so stupid and it probably is but like ,, hes everything i wish i was and he can do everything i wish i cld do ,, now its more of a competition ig ajsjjahd like idk he makes me want to try harder ,, study harder dance harder sing harder ,, its resulted in me like working out and stuff ,, eating properly and drinking more water and sleeping better ,, and hes also made me want to try harder to be kind ,, not just to other people but also to myself

yoongi ,, honestly yoongi is a big comfort to me ,, a reminder that everything is ok ,, is going to be ok ,, its ok to be human and to be sad and angry ,,, i dont have to prove my worth to other people im already good enough and that when u feel like u have nothing u still have yourself

joon has inspired me in so many ways tbh ,, hes made me want to learn like ,, everything akhshd and taught me to appreciate beauty and look for beauty and to never stop writing down and sharing that beauty with other people

taehyung ,,, honestly hes taught me to never like grow up you know ,,,, like stay a child at heart always love things and find joy in the small things ,, photography ,, fashion ,,, art ,, to hold onto your childhood dream and always look for the silver linings never let the good outway the bad,,, capture the beauty and share it and never forget to love life

jimin has made me feel more comfortable in my body tbh ,,, like im not 100% what hes gone through bc obviously idk him personally ,, but like i can relate to what ive seen ,,, hes made me feel a lot more comfortable in my femininity and w my voice and just with me ,,, like i dont have to force myself to be what other people expect or want me to be ,, being me as i am is enough

jin has taught me confidence tbh ,, like you dont have to hate yourself for the things u cant change about yourself ,, embrace it ,,, laugh louder and be silly and dance even if its not professional ,, but hes also taught me hard work ,,, like if im not satisfied and i can change it ?? why not be better ???

aksj god this is gonna sound kinda stupid but tbh i didnt believe in love until i met bts like ,,, i didnt think it was possible to love myself ,,, or to love doing something w my whole heart ,,,, or that ppl wld ever love me as i am ,, but i do believe it now ,, bts taught what love is and that its real

[sleepless-in-starbucks]

can i trade in my body? i want to trade in my body

[ajaegerpilot]

it’s so hard for me to be charitable and  respectful to conspiracy theorists like anti-vaxxers (esp wrt covid) and climate change deniers even though i know logically 1) getting mad/emotional @ them will NOT change their mind 2) having mutual respect is the ONLY way to have a chance of changing their minds 3) they are not stupid i’m just lucky.

like i am lucky/privileged that i am not surrounded by a community which is like theirs because if say they are getting their ideas from their family members it’s almost impossible for me to say that I wouldn’t be just like them. and if they are not simply ignorant because of misinfo, there are TONS of cognitive traps that people fall into which are the same traps ANYONE could fall into. they’re not broadly different from me.

and if I was say a christian with a bunch of covid conspiracy theorist relatives (maybe i am  vaguing someone i know maybe not) I almost certainly would hold the same opinions as them. At least to start. And there would have to be someone willing to provide a calm, rational, welcoming alternative (or at least a rational alternative because I think I’m one of the few people that doesn’t need my hand to constantly be held and babied. though being babied DOES help.) not make me feel attacked/defensive, if I would ever have the hope of changing my mind.

and even while i’m emotional because they are feeding into an existential threat that is NOT the same thing as THEM being an existential threat. and I think that’s where I get tripped up. i react as though they’re as big of a threat as the problem, but they aren’t. they’re just people. and it certainly doesn’t help when they’re arrogant or unpleasant, they’re still overall not my enemy. I don’t need to change their mind, actually. if i fail to convert them in the marketplace of ideas  that doesn’t mean that I’m personally contributing to climate change. i think it would be good for me to try and  calmly listen to their conspiracy  POV, calmly but firmly disagree. let them ask questions of me, ask  questions of them. rather than just get upset, as is my  wont, because I am really  upset about COVID, and climate change.

[atherix]

YESSSS OH MY GOD, like an impression of a memory. A phantom feeling, like a phantom limb or a phantom pain. It hurts but it’s happy and safe and just!!! HH!

God Scar learning early on not to trust Grian or That Feeling..... and now here Grian is, not only being kind but staying close... helping him and giving him company and keeping him safe and caring about him and just!! He doesn’t know what to say, how to react, if he should even trust that this is real...... but it all feels so nice, having someone who is just there for him. To have those feelings he’d learned to ignore returned?? 

He feels so bad for feeling good in all this. He feels so guilty that he’s happy, because he shouldn’t be; their Grian is gone, replaced by this stranger but this stranger cares about him so much more and just. HJFSJK. The guilt and sorrow clashing with the happier emotions and im so hhgjk

YES. Now it’s their turn, his turn to not be alone.

YES. YES THAT IS HOW MUMBO WOULD TAKE IT. Because this whole time it’s been him and Grian and the Southlands and loyalty to the end, but now Grian has LEFT him and is with SCAR, and he looks at Mumbo and the Southlands with the strangest expressions like he doesn’t even KNOW them anymore and!!! My heart!!!

YES YES YESSSSS!! Everything falls apart for them and Mumbo is left so alone, where else could he possibly go but to follow Grian? Grian, the one constant in his life, who has now chosen Scar..... but he’s still Grian, even if he’s not the same Grian.... he’s still Grian, and who else does Mumbo have but Grian? And if it means choosing Scar, too, well- Mumbo was never actually against Scar, so....

GOD HOW INTERESTING WOULD IT BE IF LIKE…. Okay. It’s last life. Scar is on red. He’s alone.

something funky happens, and grian pops up. but something is… off. he’s green (wasn’t he on yellow before?) and he’s acting differently with scar. he’s… protective of him, looking out for him. even while he’s a red name. scar asks him about the southlands and grian looks at him as if he’s grown multiple heads.

he sets up a little home on magical mountain, and it takes everything in scar’s power not to give in to the red haze. his curiosity and confusion is winning out.

grian makes his loyalty known as he follows scar around and yells for him to put his armor on. it perplexes Everyone on the server, and if they try to ask grian about it, he just looks at them like they’re the weird ones.

anyways I think it’d be wild if somehow 3rd!grian popped up on last life and hung out with scar ty

[arcadequeerz]

Hi I’m sobbing.

[featheredcritter]

i will never not be afraid of dogs

[datastate]

let the clones be emotionally vulnerable around each other you cowards

[friendsim-more-like-lovesim]

hi umm ,, GREEN,MAROON,BLUSH,UMBER,SAFFRON,PLUM ( wow I finally come off anon lmao )

Hi yes henlo I woULD DIE FOR YOU

[cowboyphobia-moved]

friendly reminder that trans people are stronger than any transphobe will ever be

[icharchivist]

HOME!!! 

[hazzabeeforlou]

Hi, I’m Toni.

Got a slew of new followers and I’ve been almost inactive the last half a year (at least) so wanted to do an update/intro so you know who I am LOL and so my long suffering fandom besties know what the fuck’s been going on (if anyone still cares rip sorry it’s been forever)

Currently writing this from my sick bed of ear cellulitis? That I got from wearing my mask? It would literally only happen to me. Had to go to urgent care and get a butt shot of antibiotics so it didn’t, you know, spread to my bloodstream :)

Anyways I say that to say that I probably got sick in the first place because I’m incredibly run down right now. The classical music world (im a professional musician) FINALLY opened up again, and to meet gig demands I only work my pandemic retail job once a week. I have been traveling the last four weekends in a ROW, which, due to my chronic pain (which has seen SOME improvement over the last year!!) makes me super duper exhausted and I have to admit tik tok has been getting most of my brain numbing time.

Life post-happy drugs has been tough. I’ve seen improvement in the areas I wanted to, physically, but mentally god. Drugs were nice. Anywho, I’ve done a ton of witchy/ancestral connecting/herbalist kinda things the last six months, and I now have an alter and a spiritual practice that has really brought me a lot of growth and meaning. It’s hard healing from your past when you’re still living IN it… and there’s no improvement with my parents. They’re still homophobic as hell and Republican as fuck, despite screaming matches. The threats of physical violence prevent me from confronting my dad any further. I’ve kind of given up hoping they will ever change.

It’s funny though, I would classify this year as the year I started to “feel” things, and of course that happened physically post the drugs, but also emotionally once I started to let myself FEEL emotions, god what a train wreck. Who knew humans could CRY so much? That emotional revelation led to the probably overdue realization that I’m likely Autistic and high masking, and have been suffering from that classic 30’s wall that “gifted girl high masking autistic children” eventually hit wherein they are no longer able to just push through and ignore. That’s been tough.

Writing has always been how I process and understand emotions, and now that I’ve started to actually FEEL them, it hasn’t become as essential to my functioning as it had been the last six or so years. I miss it, and I plan on finishing all my projects I left behind… as I’ve said many time The Garden part 3 IS coming I promise lol. But! Hopefully. And no promises. But I have the most delightful Christmas fic tucked into my head that I would love to publish this year, if I can find the time to get it on paper.

Okay as for fandom… I did a “growth thing” earlier this year and deleted all the bbygate stuff I’d been saving for the inevitable end. I just can’t anymore. All the photoshop, the blatant exploitation of it all… yeah I think the best option is just not to care. If they’re gonna drag this out for the rest of my life then I’m going to ignore the shit out of it. Speaking of ignoring, I also noped out of the H and O nonsense. God. What a MESS. I liked HH, truly, but the fave for me was Matilda. To be honest with you all, I listened until I grew naturally full of the album and I moved on with my life, it wasn’t world changing to me the way FL was. HOWEVER. FITF? Lord save me i didn’t even know it was coming out and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I’m fucking obsessed. I’m planning a MP. I genuinely think it’s Louis’ finest work and I can’t get enough of it. Every time I listen I like it MORE. I theorize it’s going to be a slow blooming album that smacks everyone’s expectations in the face. I’m so fucking proud of Louis. I bawled real ugly tears at Common People.

And lastly as always, I believe the boys were in love but I make no claims about their lives now. I enjoy the hints and speculation and love larrying along, but I think they’ve established these personas that are bulletproof to fan speculation these days, and I feel that’s how they truly want it. And that’s cool, won’t stop me from writing Larry because it was the truest gayest baby Star crossed lovers story out there and still makes the best fan fic.

Apologies for the novel but nice to meet you if you’re new HI I’M TRYING TO BE BACK to my old chums, and feel free as always to talk to me, my ask box is always open ❤️