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#baldur's gate 3#bg3#larian studios#astarion#astarion ancunin#halsin#bg3 halsin#comic#comics#fanart#me browsing my saved clips like 'wait why did i record this one—'#cuts the scene im laughin for solid 5 mins#i feel so bad for astarion it almost looks like he isn't my fav w this treatment kcvvnxovx#'the bank money can wait - we need to pamper astarion now'#hey past me why did u try to switch places w halsin instead of- yknow- tHE GUY YOU PAIRED HIM WITH#prob was bc halsin had more hp to let him step on fire - and also forgetting the water pipe does that#ngl i still don't really understand how to do this part the proper way#like- yeah i know what to do but it's never perfect and always someone will get burned or pushed#plot twist im making better numbers here than twt w bg3 so i'm posting here first while i do a twt detox#my mental health this month is hanging there by two strings and these strings are baldurs gate 3 and hades 2#currently doing my honor run with my rebooted tav'chyon the dracomonk pls wish me luck
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I just love coming to the blog to look at the tags on That new art of yours, and seeing the post before being a 3L anniversary reblog of your dramatic, tender, heartbreaking Dogwarts-end piece with Ren and Martyn. What a whiplash. 10/10 experience
Alsjfkfjskaj I KNOW RIGHT!! Get you an artist that can do both ✨
The reaction on Twitter is also so funny, thank you Sausage
#ask#boonbeenblade#like I was looking at it cracking myself up and wondering like hey can I even post this??#i came up with the joke and then drew that during a break from commission work in an hour#two of the comms I’m working on rn for different people are proper paintings inspired by pix. he’s almost certainly seen this one. sorry pix#we make Sophisticated Art over here at floweroflaurelin 🫡
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I literally do not have anything smart to say here, this drawing literally only happened because my siblings were telling me I should post my brainrot doodles on here, and my anxiety-ridden ass couldn't do it, and decided the only solution was to spend days (read: the entire latter end of April) working on a proper drawing because "if I'm going to post anything on tumblr, it better be a full-ass drawing"
#little fire's art#dragon ball#kaioshin#db shin#grand supreme kai#north supreme kai#south supreme kai#west supreme kai#idk the proper tags#and I don't really care rn#I just want to get this posted so I can hide in the Void for a million years or so#anyway#normal db fan: MY FAV CHARACTER IS [insert super duper powerful character here]#meanwhile#me: *holds up Shin* blorbo...#but hey this drawing did make me make some big steps out of my comfort zone for art#so I guess my db brainrot is good for something??#also for the record I DID finish this a couple days ago#my anxiety just prevented me from posting it here until now#but technically it's still a contender for April's art piece for the end of the year art summary#I'M NOT GOING TO MISS TWO M0NTHS#Feb sucked bc my tablet said fuck you and I had to replace it#if anything looks wonky pose-wise just remember I don't use pose refs much#bc I hate myself#no really#I just about drove myself insane one night trying to figure out how to draw Shin's right arm#bc the angle is weird and idk why I did this to myself#shut the fuck up Fire
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rewatched the premier definitely super legally and just look at them
#these tags get. very rambly. so expand at ur own risk i'm just kinda yelling here#bob's burgers#ur insane if u think i'm tagging every character#i HAVE to draw gene in this outfit proper u don't get it i just love when they let him go full music man#this premier made me clinically insane i don't think u understand they're consuming my thoughts like brain eating amoeba#catastrophic autism levels rn#god rest the poor souls at uni that'll ask how my weekend was#genuinely surprised they managed to get jjr. zeke. rudy. marshmallow. AND fischoeder in the premier#like they got ALL our fav little guys in here huh#no courtney or alex tho i'm fine. no it's fine that's fine#love how gene just started lying down at some point#lil bro did NOT care abt the chores he was invested in the narrative#there were some rly great bits in this ep too#gene just being dramatic. 'hey guys look at pepperoni the pony'. every time fischoeder was on screen#v strong premier i am clearly very normal abt it#ngl i just made this post to archive all these screenshots for myself bc i love the costumes here
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Re: Chair Lore: Where is the Chair From?
I was joking about the seat looking like a sim chair, but after doing some research, I'm almost 100% sure they just took seats from a 2012 Ferrari 458 and put them on plexiglass platforms 😭
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It's going to bug me so much that I can't find the exact chair UGH, like with the white stripe in the middle, you know? But yes anyways, this is my theory.
*fyi, I'm planning a drawing with this chair and my thought process with finding reference is always "this has to be exactly perfect and 100% accurate" so thats why I'm being incredibly specific and over-detailed about this 😭 please don't think I'm weird
#THIS HAS GONE ON WAY TOO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭#im sitting here like. did i really spend ~30 mins looking at fucking car seats#i just need to find proper reference okay!! so i can do the chair justice!!!#well anyways derangement part 2: somehow even worse#i think im also going to make a comp post with him in 2013 w the chair#bcs i was looking at them and EEEEEEE so many cute pics!!!!!#also yeah lol felipe had one too. equality 🙏#but also I need to remind myself. its literally ferrari with ferrai chairs that for all i know could be custom#i would love if i do all this inane research and dont even end up finishing my drawings 😭😭#they live in my head and haunt me daily <3 im just scared i cant portray perfectly so!#someone left a tag on the other lore post about how they wish they could care abt anything as much as i care abt the chair#and im like HEY...okay fine youre not wrong#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.rambling.txt#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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EXTREMELY frustrating as an anti zionist jew watching a bunch of liberals take the side of the fucking Pope
In what world does the fucking CATHOLIC CHURCH have any right to condemn blood spilled over Jerusalem
#jumblr#Blindingly stupid takes on my dash this morning#It also STINKS of Jews need to be talked down to by the “proper” religion too which fucking stinks#But also HEY YOU'RE SUPPOSED LEFTISTS#DONT FUCKING TAKE THE SIDE OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH?#didnt know this one was a bar you could trip on but here we are#when fuckin shapiro posts about AI being bad they at least have the brain to post the “worst person you know has right idea” image#but here#zero criticisms#Just “look israel condemned the popes message this proves theyre bad”#As if A you needed the goddamn pope to confirm israel's goverment is anything but rotten#and B Israel should for some reason be listening to the pope? In some hypothetical world where israel wasnt rotten to the fucking marrow.#Why the fuck should they listen to that ancient fuck and his golden palace?#we dont recognise him as anything but the head of the assholes who keep trying to kill us
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regular achievable plans (what if we learned a language simply because we wanted to get better at cataloguing different versions of johnny has gone for a soldier/siúil a rún...)
#news from the cupola#ballads and things#OKAY SO my normal first place to do lyrics look-up is mainlynorfolk which lists four versions#the version I've listened to the most for the johnny version is mark o'connor's which doesn't Have the chorus as a sung part#and most with the sung chorus either have it as siúil a grá or siúil a rún (transliteration variable) even when the rest of the song's#in english! something by which I'm Fascinated.#now the OTHER thing that's perplexing is that mainlynorfolk lists a john tams version of johnny with the siúil a grá chorus#but the only place I can track down a recording of mr tams singing this is Inside A Sharpe Episode#and what's also mysterious to me here is that the mainlynorfolk version lists a chorus and verse that doesn't Happen in the sharpe version#quick scan of another version (pete seeger) which isn't listed in the four variations I looked at earlier Also doesn't have those verses#WAITAMINUTE HEY I'm a fool it's in the STRANGE SOUNDTRACK CD#...and with a bit more looking I'VE FOUND IT AND IT'S GOT THE EXTRA VERSES IN IT#anyway back to the original point of this post which is that I realized that I've memorized about half of siúil a rún phonetically#and I should learn the proper demarcations of sound in the words so I can sing it more nicely and without my usual stumblemumble#altho' I'm also tempted to learn the weird john tams version except I know I'll be tempted to put a slant rhyme somewhere he doesn't
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vaguely aggrivating, following someone who's advocating for a movement that, while agreeing with aspects of it, leaves you with questions and concerns, so you ask about it, making clear that you agree with many concepts stated, but also that you don't understand other concepts but want to, and instead of explaining their movement or even mentioning resources to look for, they just kinda. dodge my questions while making it out like im just some kind of idiot who "doesnt get it" and in a later post, tries to make me out to be downplaying suffering by asking genuine questions.
this is about antipsychology. terfs keep your grubby fucking mitts off my post.
#'hey the posts im seeing look like they're advocating for the abolishment of psychology as a field of study/medicine...#...and yet there are many genuine problems that ppl face that only rly can be solved thru psychology. this concerns me. can i know more?#btw have a list of things i agree abt as well as my own experiences so u know im trying to be genuine!'#and the response being#'you clearly can't understand. smths not clicking in your head. let me discredit your concerns by focusing on one thing you mentioned and...#...nothing else. also ur clearly trying to justify my abuse and ask a victim to provide alternatives to their abuse'#fuck OOOOOOOFFF.#people experiencing abuse at the hands of the mental health system is not a reason to abolish mental health systems!!! its a reason...#...to ROOT OUT ableism and bigotry on every level of the mental health system so that nuerodivergent people can receive proper care!!!#next up: local tumblr user wants to abolish fucking DOCTORS as a concept for everyone; claims abuse apologism when faced with pushback#i don't see anyone claiming physical medicine needs to be abolished bc of abuse and there is VERY much ppl who have been abused by doctors#yes. i unfollowed them. but this pissed me all the way off.#fucking touch grass. jesus.
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🦋 Intro post 🦋
Hi, I'm Kailey (she/her) and this is my blog where I regularly talk into the void and scream about fandom stuff. Here's a little bit about me!
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• mainly memes and kotlc stuff right now, but I reblog other stuff too (i try and tag everything so you can block out tags you wish not to see.)
• other fandoms include: voltron, percy jackson, a series of unfortunate events, wondla (seriously i need more wondla content.)
• I am very anxious! A big ol ball of anxiety! But i don't bite. Feel free to send asks about anything :) (except discourse, i won't touch that with a ten foot pole.)
• annnd lastly, I hope you enjoy your stay here (i <3 rb/like sprees.)
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TODAY’S EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Koku you amethyst time!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 And it’s apparently the moment that the show’s staff have been waiting for just as eagerly as I have because it’s the best looking episode not just of this season but maybe… of the entire series since its inception…????!! I genuinely can’t think of another one that has Multiple dedicated cuts of detailed action in a row like the sequence from kyou kai snapping on the mountain road to the encounter between shin and kyou kai + rai do and koku’ou at kan ki’s camp, and certainly not one anywhere near as good looking, it’s such a treat…!!!!!!!
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And anyways that’s without even touching on how good this sequence would be regardless of looks because it’s still Amethyst Plot time 🥰❤️💞❣️💓💍💘 Bi hei giving in to peer pressure in just the kind of moment of weakness that you can’t actually detest him for (of course you would want to believe him when he tells you it wasn’t a civilian village..), kyou kai absolutely fucking snapping, the cool head ten maintains between trying to hold shin back and immediately pivoting the hi shin unit to a defensive formation for the real possibility that shin and kyou kai actually start pvp against the kan ki army , and of course shin and kan ki putting their cards on the table :)))))
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^ my favourite panel of him ever now animated!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and my favourite moment in the exchange between them, shin’s is still yet to come (I think all his talk in this week’s episode about kan ki not being equipped to handle sei’s dream of unification *is* sweet and sincere but it’s also dumb and that’s why kan ki is able to refute him so easily; the point that really matters and where his moral stance becomes unassailable, for me, is in the fact that it’s all for hyou’s sake. there’s no counter-argument about what you may or may not be turning a blind eye to there, it’s the mandate made absolute and incorruptible instead…) but this is maybe my favourite line of kan ki’s ever… he’s just following through on the promise he made you; these are the rules you agreed to play by! 🥰🥰🥰 i don’t even need to go into the premium emycore aspect of ever part of this sequence lol, the indulgence of it all…
also I was pleasantly surprised to see that they preserved just about all all of the gore from the scenes covered in this week’s scenes; there are some minor changes (the zhao soldiers kan ki is having the saki clan interrogate early in the episode are shown a little less mutilated than they are in the manga, and there’s no nudity) but they really are minor which bodes pretty well for the saki clan artworks coming up soon :~) I think there’s a chance we might not see that scene until the week after next since next episode’s primary focus will of course be Bi Hei And The Hi Shin Unit as per the ep title, but i’m so curious to see what they do with it since the anime has *always* omitted saki and saki-adjacent activities in the past. but I won’t get ahead of myself when we still have all of bi hei’s crisis to savour first :D
also, in shin’s speech telling kan ki off, we got a little additional visual of ran dou from sanyou campaign! always on the lookout for scenes from s1-2 appearing in flashback in the current art style <3
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and i really had forgotten what he looked like lol even though this is another scene I absolutely adore for similar reasons to the one in the camp in this episode - though there’s no mou ten around to step in and defend shin this time, of course… :)
#not to go to bat for a really worthless minor character for a second here but ran dou looks cool actually#like really good-looking in the context of the type of guy he is anyways. sorry lol#I reread a little sanyou looking for his original scene but I can’t start talking about that arc proper now or I’ll never stop lol. anyways#hey if this season is still 2 cours we’re only a few weeks away from seeing mou ten in his winter outfit!!!!!!#the prettiest any character has ever looked in the entire series I love him so much 🥰#kingdomposting#txt#really really can’t overstate how good this episode looked we are SO LUCKY#also so many kan ki lines that i couldnt cap for this post for the sake of Appearances but are just. highest concentration premium emy#the scene where he’s sitting on the table at the camp!!!!!!!! agghfhgbgbf#you know how it is with mountain bandits…#also unrelated but. I won’t hold ten’s stupid comments about prisoners of war in coalition arc against her here#but obviously the events here Did make me think about them and they Are still stupid lol
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So I may or may not have spent a good chunk of my day trying to learn how to look into onis code and while I may not have yet succeeded I will likely keep fucking around with shit tomorrow and if I manage to succeed it'll spell great doom for my sanity as oni becomes the interest I've officially poured the most effort into analyzing
#rat rambles#oni posting#for now I must sleep but hopefully tomorrow Ill figure out how to decompile files#the real question is going to be if Ill be able to do this on my shitty ass laptop or if Ill need to figure smth else out#I just want to be able to view stuff so ideally it won't make my laptop chug too bad but rly Im more worried abt space#I might have to try to do some cleanup and delete some shit maybe Ill go scan through the shit that came pre installed#and hey maybe if I can get this to work I can go mega hacker mode and tweak some stuff for funsies#probably wont since I don't wanna break my game and I dont trust myself but yknow#itd probably help if I actually retained any information from the Two programing classes I took when I was younger but alas#one of them was even specifically a video game programming class and lemme tell you I remember absolutely nothing#also from what little I was able to view without fancy applications I have no new info but I can finally fully put jean in the we 100% know#their last name zone cause while we definitely already 100% did Technically we only got jea- for first name confirmation#but theyre referred to as jean in a note in a bio bot story traits file ty whoever added the notes there#god I hope theres other notes in the files I want to read those so bad#btw this was all spurred by that one nails log that disappeared cause I have found a file that looks like it but I cant fully view it#and I desperately need to view it I need to view it#also if I can look in the code then in theory itll make copying down all the lore logs easier#also the datamining thread of the forums hasnt been particularly active so who knows maybe I can become a proper dataminer#(<- will not do that probably unless it turns out to be easier than I thought)#but admittedly I am interested in hunting for potential future update content even if I probably won't hunt too hard for it#again Im mostly just hunting for lore#hey maybe if Im lucky Ill find some genuinely new and usable information in that department#maybe the secrets of b363 and dr. holland lie in the files ooooo (they probably dont)#man it'd be nice if I had a proper pc itd make my life so much easier and my desk feel less enpty lol#in a world where I get to play videogames at a higher framerate than 10fps#I mean we do have some older computers laying around the house although theyre probably also crusty pieces of shit#idk maybe I can see if I can salvage one itd be nice to have a proper computer to fuck about with#Im sure my mom wouldn't mind as long as its one that hasnt been touched in years#which tbf I dont know how many options thatd leave me but we at least have one computer that could theoretically be usable#albiet its definitely packed with viruses from me and my siblings being dumb kids
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this is one of those sketches where i stop halfway through and go "IS THIS ALLOWED???"
#ALSO I TRIED TO MAKE THE CUP LOOK LIKE A BURMY BUT ITS TOO SMALL. I'll design a proper one later fhdkdl#i unfortunately cannot attach the reference image of Hook from AE.W because the OP took the photo down before I downloaded it 😔#the great spirit of faggotry overtook me and next thing u know i was finishing drawing this (/silly) SBSJDJSML#this is mostly just a ''hey u should try to draw smth quickly and loosely'' than anything Proper™ so it was rly fun :3#ALSO I WANT TO COMPILE ALL THE GUZ BODY STUDY SKETCHES INTO ONE POST AT SOME POINT. keep meaning to do that and then forgetting djdksl#idk what to call them like. body studies ig but its honestly mostly just me going YIPPEEEEEE THAT BOY HAS BODY FAT AND I GET TO DRAW IT!!#<- i am very gay for this man. btw. SBSHDHDNL if u couldnt tell LMAO#dandy.cmd#💜so good at being in trouble#doodlebug.png#suggestive#JUST IN CASE IDK
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^ tried to do literary/video analysis of her own volition
#ok so found this (currently ongoing) yt series a few days ago. called teeny toys exploration#through sagan hawkes recent video essay.#i thought it looked cool and it peaked my interest so i decided to experience it on my own b4 watching the rest of the essay#and. i liked it a lot#and i had Thoughts in my head on what was happening#so i was like 'hey. why not do an analysis urself?'#'b4 watching the essay and getting those thoughts Erased'#and that sounded fair enough! easy!#i now only have the points of interest and. i dont know how to put my analysis into words!!!#i do have Something there. like i do have An idea. of what could be going on#it is just not forming into proper sentences in my head!!!#its driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the only concrete ideas i have down is that there are underlying themes of both memory#and things changing into being unrecognizable.#i may post my notes onto here#anyways. the drawing is supposed to be of my sona in the family guy death pose. if it was unrecognizable#couldnt be bothered to make it look nice </3
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comes out of the "googling things about the disorder you have and then googling a vague medical term and not getting a clear answer and complaining about the vagueness of the term to your friend who probably has more familiarity with the term and it's implications in context" session covered in blood and wailing and writing on the floor
#Anyway I have not gotten more than 2 paragraphs in to a study talking about how thyroid disorders can potentially cause#Permanent Consequences To Brain Development if they aren't treated at important times. And I struggled because they used#The term ''adult onset'' and looking it up was vague and like it SAID ''post puberty'' but the same definition said#''later in life'' and that part was HIGHLIGHTED BY GOOGLE so I missed the puberty part but even beyond that#Hypothyroidism is most commonly diagnosed in ppl who are like 50+ I believe so does ''later in life'' mean ''not a child'' or#''genuinely middle aged'' in this context specifically because stuff talking about hypothyroidism mostly talks about it either#In terms of Congenital Hypothyroidism and Hypothyroidism (which they mention is most common in ppl assigned female at birth and like 60+)#So there's barely anything talking Abt ppl like Me who got diagnosed in their Mid Teens so probably Mid Puberty and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I'm going to drive into a lake. Thank you to my best friend ever for breaking down the term and how it's used in medical contexts for me#I owe you my life#Anyway part of the reason this was so fucking Much: thing I'm reading (like an actual medical study) mentions that the cognitive issues#Associated w ''adult onset hypothyroidism'' are largely reversible but before then untreated hypothyroidism can have significant effects on#Brain development and while I caught mine early and got medicated when I was ~18 I had a gap in treatment#Bc I aged out of my pediatrician and didn't have the motivation to actually Get A New Doctor As An Adult (yay mental illness)#Which like. Lead to a Months Long gap in medication. And like I could've BEEN medicated if I put in the work but I felt fine with skipping#My meds bc from what I knew about hypothyroidism it obviously had Symptoms but not ones that would have Significant Long Term Consequences#Like I thought ''oh I'll have depression and fatigue when I'm unmedicated'' NOT REALIZING THAT BEING UNMEDICATED COULD HAVE A SIGNIFICANT#LONG TERM IMPACT EBCAUSE OF HOW IMPORTANT THE THYROID IS TO FUCKING EVERYTHING IN YHE GOD DAMN BODY#THAT EVEN PROPER FUTURE MEDICATION COULD NOT NECESSARILY TAKE CARE OF#And like hey: maybe that's on me for not connecting the dots or something. Maybe I knew the thyroid controlled a lot of hormones but#I just didn't make the connection that that means it can have Permanent Irreversible effects when left untreated#But also HEY THIS IS THE KIND OF SHIT YOU SHOULD SPELL OUT TO PEOPLE ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO MIGHT HAVE COGNITIVE DIFFICULTIES AND THEREFORE#STRUGGLE WITH THINGS THAT SHOULD BE ''OBVIOUS''. Anyway I'm mad
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Unprompted Asks || Always Accepting
@dantes-awakening sent:
Days, weeks, months, God knows how long it's been since the portal's seal closed behind them. Dante and Vergil, now reunited under ( slightly ) better circumstances, fought what felt like never-ending hoards back to back ever since. With hardly enough time to say a word in between hoards, it delayed any actual catching up between the two, let alone any banter at all. Dante hardly had time for at least one half-assed, sarcastic quip.
The twins swung and slaughtered for what felt like forever until finally reaching a stopping point. Its duration unknown, but Dante sure as hell would take what he could get. After each twin delivered the final blow to their respective target, the two stood back to back, breathing heavily. The pressure of Vergil's back against Dante's took him back to a certain place, to the place where the two fought like this last.. Arkham's domain. Dante's breathing grew more and more silent until total hush, the recollection of such bitter memories adding to his bittersweet solace.
"Hey, Vergil," he began, looking over his shoulder to get a slightly better view of his brother, "remember when w─"
He paused, the thought immediately stomped out by a gut wrenching emotion he could not identify, his smile fading as he directed his attention frontward once again. Out of everyone in the world, despite everything that has happened, Vergil was the one who knew Dante best, the one Dante could be his true self around. Dante did an amazing job of fooling his peers, as well as himself. Smiles and jokes can only numb the memories for so long. Now, being back to back with the one person who weighed the heaviest on his mind, the man was at a loss of words. Any and all of them.
There were things to say, he felt them somewhere, calling out to him.. but what were they?
The two sons of Sparda descended further down into the depths of the demon world with one simple goal, reach the bottom circle of the underworld and sever the core Qliphoth roots, the last four roots of the demon tree that had changed the world forever, he was honestly surprised any humans survived at all. Due to the large mass of demons that fled into hiding the moment the tree fell down in the human world, but the tree wouldn't truly be destroyed until those core roots were dealt with.
If left unchecked, within a few months, the tree would regain strength and grow, at the very likely risk of repeating the same massacre all over again, and with the current state of the world as it was now -- there was no way in hell the humans would be able to survive a second attack, so they had to eliminate that threat before it could start to grow again, forever ruining Humanity's reign on the planet, an unimaginable fate and one that they never wanted to happen.
Originally, Vergil had intended to deal with the tree's core roots all by himself, he never planned for Dante to join him, it was unnecessary for his younger sibling, he didn't have to be here, yet he still persisted, a little annoying, but this was exactly Dante's latest fashion, as this time, he was the first of the two make the descent as opposed to last time, when Vergil took the fall, successfully preventing Dante from following after him, things were much different now.
It still felt a little strange to be on the same page with Dante again, but as odd as it felt, deep down inside of himself, part of him was really glad to be properly reunited with his younger brother again. after a very long history of how many times they used to clash, with their own goals, and ambitions being worn on their sleeves, the idea of them not trying to kill each other was something he would have never grasped, because he didn't think it was possible, proof that anything could happen.
Eventually, after spending who knew how long in the demon world now, the Darkslayer was able to adjust to working alongside Dante again, even playfully reminiscing about old times, bringing back fond memories of a friendly, brotherly rivalry -- better days when the magic of imagination was real, just as the freedom of being a child, before it was all taken from them. While it had taken a long time, finally the two were proper brothers again.
Finishing off the last respective demons in the more recent horde, dragging the Yamato along the side of the scabbard to remove the blood, in a flash of silver, the demons exploded into two several pieces. Once the bodies disappeared, the silence of peace and quiet between them returned. Taking a step forward, just as they continued their descent, Dante spoke, breaking the silence. Catching the start of his sentence, he's expecting another sarcastic quip about when they were children, only for silence to return not long after. Shooting a quick glance at his sibling as he looked back at him, he noticed a certain gleam of emotion in the blue eyes of his younger brother before he looked forward again, and Vergil took note of it. Dante looking all sappy? Strange.
[{ 🗡️ }] - "And here I thought I'd never find a way to shut you up."
He jokes, the sentence clearly meant in good fun, an attempt to uplift the mood a bit, but then there's a short pause, suddenly he's wanting to show at least a little bit of gratitude for Dante's insistence to come along. Vergil could have probably done this by himself, but even with his newfound power, it would take far longer than how fast the combined efforts of the two brothers, they were already six floors away from the very bottom, they were close, and he couldn't wait to end this. Quite frankly, Vergil was beginning to grow more tired of being in the demon world, especially after being here for an unknown number of months.
Taking a few steps ahead of him, Vergil stops in his tracks for a moment, prompting Dante to stop too, but only for a moment. He doesn't look his way, or make eye contact, instead chooses to stare down at the ground for a second as lips part to speak.
[{ 🗡️ }] - "Dante... You never had to come with me. I could have handled it myself.." Another pause, but this time, it's brief.
[{ 🗡️ }] - "But thank you..." Silence follows after his words, as he begins their continued descent down towards the core of the tree. Wanting to quickly change the subject due to the sudden but subtle emotions.
[{ 🗡️ }] - "The more powerful demons will be heavily guarding the Qliphoth tree roots, so once we encounter the next set of demons, keep you're guard heightened, I sense some old friends of ours too, from the previous variations of the demon world, so be sure to expect quite the welcoming party."
He warns, despite knowing his brother might already know that, he just wanted to say something, anything to make the previous moment pass, he still wasn't the best with sentimental stuff.
#dantes-awakening#v: Destiny Chasing Time (Post-DMC5/Drifter/Main)#A Pʜᴏᴇɴɪx's Asʜ Iɴ Dᴀʀᴋ Dɪᴠɪɴᴇ (IC)#Hey there! Thanks so much for sending this!#Sorry it took me a day#I'm always happy to interact with more Dante's#I STAN for these devil men being proper brothers tbh#When Vergil is the one making the first joke in a while and Dante is quiet - thats when u know is VERY cereal emotions#Catch Vergil following the vibe too -- just for a second tho ofc#because you know it's a VERY Vergil thing to do lol#Looking forward to this friend!#Sᴏ Sᴛᴇᴘ Iɴsɪᴅᴇ -- Sᴇᴇ Tʜᴇ Dᴇᴠɪʟ Iɴ I (Aɴsᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ)
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cause we're, y'know | k. bakugou
✮ tags ; gender neutral reader, fluff, post relationship jitters, bakugou being down bad a little bit, friends to lovers. not 18+ but minors do Not follow me.
✮ wc ; 1k
✮ a/n ; a comm for @euthymiya who gave me free reign to do whatever which i used to write corny bkg fluff... thank u for commissioning me most beloved riv <3
✮ synopsis ; bringing his friend turned lover a lunchbox is normal, alright? plenty fucking normal.
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Bakugou taps his fingers along the edge of the bench he's been sitting on since evening - beating to an unsteady rhythm.
He can Sero's voice in the back his hand as he squeezes the wrapped bento a little closer to his torso. The shitty, sing-song teasing lilt when you and Bakugou were less then lovers but more then friends.
And now you're lovers proper, as fucking corny as he finds it. But maybe he's not finding it corny enough because he's sitting in the lobby of your office building with a bento he made by hand. There's some chatter from strangers coming in and out of your office building - the occasional ding of elevators, the passing whistle of a janitor.
The awful, loud, no good thump of his heartbeat ricocheting against his rib cage as he goes back and forth on whether or not this shit was a good idea.
He's... fucking nervous. Which is total bullshit because he doesn't have anything to be nervous about. It's not like this is the first time you and Bakugou have ever met up to eat lunch. It was just that before, he was coming to meet you as a friend.
Some part of him is thinking, so what if he's your boyfriend? Who gives a shit, anyway?
Another part of him feels so mixed about the ordeal he sort of wants to puke.
His phone buzzes from the pocket of his pants and he grabs it - your phone and contact flashing across his screen
(sent 11:12am) coming down :]
Bakugou smiles to himself, at the stupid emoticon. He thinks about just liking your reply but before he gets the chance another text follows through.
(sent 11:12am) missed you <3
He blushes almost furiously. Partially over the text but mostly from his internal reaction. Stupid. This whole thing is so stupid. He types fast.
(sent 11:14am) hurry your ass up.
That's all he can manage to say without feeling like his chest is going to collapse in on itself. He waits another minute before he hears the elevator doors ding again - a crowd of people dispersing as the doors open. He looks for you among them.
He finds you after a minute, hand waving overhead of the sea of people. He huffs, amused at how rapidly you wave your hand, and thinks about texting you again but you're close enough that he doesn't bother.
You march towards him with a renewed vigor after you aren't lost to the sea of strangers. Bakugou snorts as you hurry your way over to him, almost seeming out of breath - like you ran to see him.
"Hey,"
"Hi!" You say, chipper as always. "You're here."
"No shit."
You laugh. He's heard it before. A hundred times, a thousand maybe. It still sounds weirdly different to him.
"Did you have anywhere in mind to eat?" You ask.
Horror dawns on him at the realization you still didn't realize what's in his hand. "I'm up for anything I think. Feeling adventurous."
Your eyes are sparkling when you ask. Bakugou freezes, blue screening momentarily before taking a breath.
He holds the boxed bento out to you sheepishly, a hand scratching the back of his neck. This is way more embarrassing then he thought it'd be.
"Fuck. Whatever. Look," He says, shaking the upset off of him with a frown. " He doesn't look up at you, doesn't even want to know what he might see. Something bright enough to fucking blind him, he's sure. "Don't say shit or I'm never making you one again."
You blink owlishly before letting your eyes flicker down again at what it's in front you. There's a beat of silence between you before Bakugou sees a grin slowly creep it's way up to your face in a way that makes his chest feel tight.
You take the wrapped bento from him, assessing the weight of it in your hand as you give it a good look. You hold it up to admire it and Bakugou feels the blush crawl further down his neck.
"Stop acting like I just handed you a diamond or some shit," Bakugou says lamely, even by his own standards. Your lips form into affectionate pout.
"You made me a bento." Your lower lip trembles all too sudden and Bakugou's eyes go wide. "I love you,"
?!
Bakugou looks at you, mouth agape. You're completely serious. Nevermind the inappropriate timing or the fact this is the first time you've expressed yourself with a word so serious. He's more concerned about the almost tears at your eyes. He pulls his sleeves over his hands to wipe them from your eyes.
"Dumbass, what are you crying about? You're still in the office, get it together."
"But I love you," You say, more whine then coherent word. Bakugou feels a headache coming on.
"Yeah I got that. Am I really such a shithead me bringing you lunch is worth sobbing over?"
"You made it for me."
"Cause I ain't no punk. Anyone can pay for you you but we're," He stops himself mid way, too embarrassed to get the rest out. "Anyways whatever. It's just lunch. I just... fuckin' realized I never made it for you. Dinner and shit is one thing but we're,"
"Dating," You finish before he can. He falls victim to more blushing.
"Yeah. Whatever. This much is pretty standard, at least." He wipes another tear off your face. It's funny. Anyone else pulled some shit like this and he'd rolls his eyes. "Stop cryin' already."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't gotta say sorry either."
"But,"
"No buts. Hurry and wipe your tears before your breaks over so you don't go all puffy eyed back in the office."
You laugh through a sniffle. "They'll think my boyfriend was being mean to me, huh?"
He snorts, voice full of playful sarcasm. "Yeah exactly. I've got a great reputation to uphold and all."
"Katsuki," You say gently. He gives you a look.
"Hm?"
You lean forward, craning up just slightly to press your lips to his. Your third kiss, now. Not that he's been counting.
"Thank you and," You pull back mischievously, brows furrowing. "Revenge."
He's in so deep. Fuck.
"You're such an idiot." He says, fighting off his own feelings.
"You love me,"
Maybe he's an idiot too.
"Yeah." He says, flicking your forehead and watching you beam. "Unfortunately."
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