#hey go to a doctor maybe

[mordcore]

its not normal to get tunnel vision when hungry???? wikipedia doesn't even list it as a possible cause... the closest thing is syncope (fainting) which i do feel close to every time i get dizzy and tunnel vision like that (aka presyncope)

and it's associated with intense emotions & high adrenaline, which feels vaguely familiar but doesn't explain why getting hungry would cause it

i'm starting to think that getting dizzy and brain fogged and other presyncope symptoms when hungry is also not normal.... certainly is very unhelpful in the obtaining the food process so it seems like it would be an evolutionary death sentence if everyone had it

gods i am so diseased

[claraoswalds]

It's racist, my dear, to be blunt. People come from outside, they think we're all witches and druids. For God's sake, child, you walked into a piece of string!

[peresephoknee]

Stephen is terrified that a midlife crisis brought on by the demands of taking command is going to destroy Jack’s joie de vivre.

[genderqueerpond]

RTD: Fifteen is emotionally available :) fifteen, unlike past doctors, isn't afraid to talk about his feelings!!

Fifteen, nonchalantly shrugging off his whirlwind romance sacrificing himself to endless torture to save ruby sunday and the world, with a cheerful smile: I have to be like this because this is what I'm like.

[nexus-nebulae]

every day i wish that Rats SMP was a cartoon bc it would make the greatest show ever i think

[evocatiio]

if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently

[transmasc-rose]

Hey Subject 16??????

[nina-ya]

coworkers are fucking me over and corporate thinks I can’t do my job yeehaw healthcare worker things 💃

[moodr1ng]

i always say im able-bodied bc i feel like it best describes my General Lived Experience but i do have that like. thing in my legs where if i walk briskly for some distance (like 500 meters) i get this crushing pain in my whole lower legs which gets worse and worse if i keep walking until i eventually have to sit down for a few minutes and wait for it to go away. which im still trying to get diagnosed bc so far artery scans and muscle ultrasounds render nothing. and ngl it is like, an issue often enough and is a pretty bothersome thing when it happens (like not only bc its extremely painful but also having to find some place to sit down in the middle of the street and having to stay there a while isnt awesome) so im not entirely sure "able-bodied" fully describes me but i also am not sure its a disability bc we dont know wtf it is. so i guess im kind of in a weird inbetween where i err on the side of just assuming its not a disability and its just like, an annoying body thing..

[quietwingsinthesky]

(@transmasc-rose) Thinking about vampire Rose again. Yes the biting and biting and biting Nine is very good but how about cleaning up afterwards... All the pinprick (and not so pinprick) wounds and the blood that kept leaking after she let go...

yes plz be thinking about rose (<- no longer hungry and clear-headed now) having to patch the doctor up while he gives (poor) instructions how to while trying to think with a whole lot of blood loss.

[racke7]

... So my doctor answered my "more pills"-request with:

"Wow, your back still hurts despite not working a physically demanding job? How strange. This is totally new information for me."

I've been TELLING you that I've had this pain for six fucking years, been taking pills for five without side-effects, and I'd worked at my job for 1,5.

HOW IN THE FUCK?

[dailyautophagy]

30 tags is too many evidently whatever

[angelpuns]

More about the pretty consistent body pain thing that's happening, I'm not sure if something is actually wrong with me or if its just the affect of overworking myself for liiiiikkkke 6 years??? ( arguably also overworking nyself before that now that u thjnk about it but moreso te past 6 years )

yeahhh and then also before that I'd did marching band and like- did it knowing I didn't have great knees :/ hmm just thinking thoughts

Sorry for the rambles I just like to think aloud and it helps doing it somewhere public :/

[becauseanders]

i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want to be disabled anymore i don't want

[bowlofmie]

My lychee bunny journal cover case came today :D it is exactly as fuzzy as it looks!!

I miss lychee. I made some lychee and mandarin shaved ice a couple years ago for my sister’s birthday and we’ve been talking about how good it was recently; maybe I’ll make some again soon!

I have my new cover next to my current journal for comparison :) they’re both kinbor a6 journals

[seilon]

im going to get 13 labs (mostly blood work) done tomorrow before work. surely this is a good idea