#hes so truamatized

[amya-da-dp]

the fact that when Soren finds Callum in the rubble of the castle after Sol Regem destroys it he was probably expecting Callum to be so mad and yell at him.

Thats all anyones ever done to him his whole life so why would now be any different

[aphemera]

omg odysseus finally showed up again in song of achilles

[dolliezsundae]

Im crazy

god i hope No ones done this before or ill loose it

METAL SILVER!!!!!!!!!!

he is me. i am him.

so far what ive thought of is that he is made by tails because he literally can get the idea out of his head, no one knows hes based on the dude from the future. (untill silver has to go back again and everyones like "ohhh shit thats you...")

Hes similar to metal sonic, and has met him before, But when he eventually does find out hes technically (its complicated) a copy of the original, He finds it cool instead of hating his "copy", and Silver and M!silver just stare at echother then go "Twinning~☆" at the same time and go get milkshakes or something.

What is bro Yappin abt??

anyway~ im gonna try drawing him more (Silver and Metal silver) bc Practice makes progress!!!

Good night everybodyyy~

[kaz-identified]

it is. clinical. he is all i draw rn

[bugwolfsstuff]

I said that if i dont post to just assume im dead earlier.

The storms still goin strong and im hoping that school gets canceled (unlikely) but in the mean time heres a lil drawing of demigod Dionysus for a oneshot

He has trauma and has not slept for DAYS

[charleslovemustdie]

2x08 of ted lasso is such a good fucking episode . goddamn

[bones-and-booze-stills]

Salutations I don't know what to give you for food other than a potato, so any requests- don't say "literally anything" something specific please- Also do you need a hug?

-Concerned Goober Anon/⚡️

Well shit you read my mind kid but uh...keeping a closer eye on Todd would be good so maybe some extra ca- nah nah nah that ain't useful for shit uhm...some more canned food, med kits since we don't know what the hell is gunna happen next right? Uhm water...better bags and...knives always said something about getting her some new shoes...but I already got that handled!

He smiles proudly as he took out some dark red sneakers

Found these bad boys laying around some house while we were scavenging! Seems pretty brand new. Laces are...sorta white, but it has a little blood on it... Don't think the kid would mind anyway!

He stopped and thought about the offered hug

I hug would be nice, but uh, heh...d-dunno

[ladystoneboobs]

since affc, there's been some mystery and debate about the state of loras tyrell. did aurane waters make up all his horrible injuries for some reason, and is he actually fine? or is he already dying on dragonstone as cersei wished? a secret third thing? for my part, i think it's somewhere in between, that septa scolera's interrupted words about him indicate he's still alive and could recover, but that the account of the battle is still mostly true, with loras simply surviving despite expectations. i just cannot believe that grrm, beauty and the beast lover that he is, would resist this chance for a new play on batb by having this tyrell beauty turned into another grostesque, complete with burn scars similar to another asoiaf beast known as the hound.

When the appointed night arrived, another of the Kingsguard came for her, a man as different from Sandor Clegane as . . . well, as a flower from a dog. The sight of Ser Loras Tyrell standing on her threshold made Sansa's heart beat a little faster. -Sansa I, aSoS In the dark, I am the Knight of Flowers, he[Tyrion] had said. I could be good to you. But that was only another Lannister lie. A dog can smell a lie, you know, the Hound had told her once. She could almost hear the rough rasp of his voice. [...] She wondered what had become of Sandor Clegane. -Sansa VI, aSoS If I close my eyes I can pretend he[Sweetrobin] is the Knight of Flowers. Ser Loras had given Sansa Stark a red rose once, but he had never kissed her . . . and no Tyrell would ever kiss Alayne Stone. Pretty as she was, she had been born on the wrong side of the blanket. As the boy's lips touched her own she found herself thinking of another kiss. She could still remember how it felt, when his cruel mouth pressed down on her own. He had come to Sansa in the darkness as green fire filled the sky. He took a song and a kiss, and left me nothing but a bloody cloak. -Sansa III(/Alayne II), aFfC

that's 3 times now (a magic number) since sandor clegane left her that sansa has thought of him linked with loras tyrell, her old crush that she fantasized about kissing and the scary weirdo that her truamatized pysche has wrongly convinced her she'd actually been kissed by. sansa doesn't mean much to loras, just another silly fangirl who may or may not be a kingslayer, but as she's the pov character and he's not his importance to her and association by her with the hound could well be clues to his future fate. just as sandor (likely) survived his seemingly fatal injuries in asos to return as the gravedigger on the quiet isle, so loras can survive his injuries against the odds to come back looking more beastly, beastly like this clegane not-a-knight he'd once named the champion of the hand's tourney back in the days when sansa first saw him.

[legochaotixmechz]

My unhinged ninjago DR Season 3 predictions that make no sense

Its shown Kur can reverse her power of decay so she seen tortureing people by slowly rotting them and unrotting them

futuer more she actual KILLS Roby and he's just a pile of mush and bones ( rotby)

Wyldfyre then insist on carrying rotby around in fear more bad stuff is gonna happen to Him everyone's is like "ew ew ew stop stop.. let lloyd the master of "life" help and its discovered he opposes kur and reverse the effect of her decay

Drix and kur work together by kur decaying people and drix sending in bugs to eat that person rotten flesh

It's turns out dorama's puppet was possessed by Morro this whole time

Chritsofern is shown to have turned into a monstrositie ( big plant that eats people )

Zane and pixal reunite and hug and smooch like mwah mwah infront of nya

Cinder will be atleast mentioned

they'll go to the realm of the departed and lloyd will explain to sora that most of his opps reside here and they need to be careful

Lloyd will then get jumped by ghost

It's revealed harumi is dead and now a ghost

lloyd is afraid (tm)

There will be a shot that pans over all the stuff arin left behind when he left being completely untouched

frak is shown to be already on the ninja team when we first see him and he's all sunshine and rainbows while other ninja are truamatized

The forbidden five will have scenes of petty bickering between eachother

lobbo is shown to have pulled a baddie ( kreel)

[prompt-master]

Crossover tmnt aus always focus on how terrifying rise shredder/Rise kraang are but I want the rise turtles to ask the 87 turtles "why are your shredder and kraang so gay for each other"

[mysteriousl0ser]

FUCK IT, TADC EP 2 THOUGHTS MAJOR SPOILERS!! BE WARNED

LETS GO!! Pomni is still pretty screwed up over her first day here, I mean this is all fresh and new to her so like DUH. everyone else here is somewhat or entirely adjusted and kind of just cope with the fact that theyre here I dont think pomni has really processed how long theyve been here?? In the pilot she seems SO bothered by how okay they are with this and willingness to do caines fuckass adventures

i dont blame her, anywho pomni in her nightmare-induced state starts to abstract, she had to face an abstraction early on in her days here which like have to be pretty truamatizing (duh) and cried out to ANYONE, but where she called for help literally no one helped her “oh well” they though

Pomni doesn't feel like anybody else cares, shes the only one whos still going through an adjustment phase and freaking the fuck out while everyone else is just going along with the adventure, something she still thinks is kinda pointless and doesn't get why anybody would waste their time here doing when they COULD be looking for a way out, why is she the only one who seems to still be distressed here? To feel lost? At least from her perspective, it seems that way. Unfortunately, these people have already been here for a while.

Pomski then meets someone whos just like her, their whole reality was shattered and they don't belong anywhere, mirroring how pomni feels at the moment, even if she still has some sort of grip now vs when she first got here

And she finds comfort in that!!! Why is it that this NPC feels more real than the ACTUAL REAL PEOPLE trapped here with her??? Whatever the reason, its something to hold onto. Something to LATCH onto. Hes Real. or at least he feels real, and maybe she feels like she belongs with him because at least he knows the feeling, something shes not really felt w anyone else before

This comfort and solidarity she has with gumigoo is shortlived however as she gets brutally reminded that he wasnt real. The anchor she had vanished and there's quite literally nobody to catch her fall.

And i feel like ragatha trying to comfort her the way she did didnt help AT ALL. it was kinda a sore reminder that gumigoo is easily replaceable, and GOD thats so frustrating?? This thing felt so real to her and nobody seems to care that he just vanished!! If they could be so apathetic to this whos to say they wont just treat her demise just the same as she thought they would???

But then something important happens. They have a funeral for Kaufmo, someone whos been established to be their friend way before Pomni ever came here. And maybe it didn't ever settle in before that kaufmo was a real person! Literally!! And he was real to them. Just like gumigoo though less directly they relate to being in pain and kind of in shock of losing someone who they cared about and who was a real person to care about to them AND LIKE YOU CAN SEE WHERE IT CLICKS IN HER FACIAL EXPRESSION HERE, THE CHANGE IN HER EYES AND THE WAY HER EXPRESSION LOSENS AT THIS IDK IT DRIVES ME CRAZY GOD THE ANIMATORS WENT OFF W THIS EP VS THE PILOT IM IM IM

anyways anyways They have their funeral service, theres quite literally no reason for anyone to just lie and go along with whatever bs caines got going on, this also quite literally has nothing to do with him. This is kind of their own little way of keeping some sort of human traditions and respect for the human persons that get stuck here because they care. HELL you can even see pomni feel a little guilty here when ragatha says that his funeral was disrupted cause she arrived here

anyways thats exactly it!! They fucking car!! This whole time pomni thought that they just didnt care and were kind of apathetic or downright patronizing her over all this and mocking her or whatnot, like in her dream sequence. But no, they all talk respectively about their memories and experiences with kaufmo, the things they shared together and the feelings they had. EVERYBODY was grieving. Ragatha who always tried to put on some cheerful and kind of irritating (to pomni at least) everythings fine facade (which also kind of feels less real to her at least i think so but i don't think she figured it to be a coping mechanism) to just straight up start crying and breaking up a bit, even mentioning how this does not ever get any easier and how shes had to deal with this plenty of times before.

Zooble the usually apathetic and kind of asshole who keeps to themselves and gives off i don't care energy and probably gave off the impression that they didn't care about anyone here and just treated the people stuck here as an unfortunate fact and nothing more actually being vulnerable and probably doing the same as ragatha talking about their memories with kaufmo

Kingers ALWAYS kind of zoned out or not really taking anything seriously and just being there completely lost in space, but here hes grounded, and even earlier in the episode when ragatha needed it most he remained grounded then too (tho pomni didnt see that i just wanted to mention it). Just like the others he grieves and lives in the unfortunate moment

more of the kinger being grounded when the thought counts

GANGLE- dude even if its for just a moment she smiles here despite having her tragedy mask and like her whole shtick is being of whatever mood or emotion her mask is allegedly wether she wants to or not, but no here shes more than just that, she smiles for a bit when reminiscing her moments with kaufmo only to go back into crying, and man shes always crying with her tragedy mask but its beyond as far as anyone can tell wether or not its really her or just because of her mask, but here? its really her, no matter what the mask on her face shows!! shes genuinely smiling despite having her comedy mask and shes genuinely crying which is very blatantly obviously different to the usual mask cry etc etc

heres something about all this, it hits pomni in a way. These people ARE real, and they care. They care about her, they have nothing else but eachother and THATS something to latch onto. Thats something to hold her down, even if they just met pomni

SPEAKING OF JUST MEETING POMNI she literally expressed how she didnt wanna just LEAVE gumigoo there by himself because she believes no one should just be left there

the circus peeps just met pomni and just like how she felt a real connection to gumigoo in this digital hell she feels a sort of connection with these people too. Theyre gonna have her back all the same, maybe she wont feel so out of place and alone. BONUS THING!! The literal only times she genuinely smiles is when she feels this real connection to what feels real to her and has a genuine and sincere moment with these people whether it be an npc or a trapped member. Idk it just means something to me how significant both these moments are tipped off with a genuine smile a REAL SMIE!! (id add pictures but tumblr has a 30 image limit) OH ALSO BONUS BONUS THING THE DIFFERENCE IN OUTRO MUSIC IS SO IS SO ITS SO the outro song for the pilot kinda feels so ethereal and out of the moment at least to me it kinda feels like it you're slipping through the cracks and just, existing within yourself as the rest of the world around you kind of shatters into glass or melts into water or something i dont think ANY of that made any sense but its loud and its blaring and its so out of reach in a way, mad disassociation vibes but the outro song for the 2nd ep is a lot quieter yet its right there, at first it starts really small, lonely even. trapped by yourself but as the music gets louder and more instruments join in on the song it kind of has a comforting feel? bittersweet? even? its grounding ina way which is much different from how the first one felt at least to me lmao and the comforting feel kinda only emphasizes what I was talking about earlier- the comfort in having that anchor of reality with having a real moment with these people and making that connection yk? and like as i was saying at first the song starts off with just one instrument, at the start of the episode pomni feels utter alone and out of place even if these people here with here are stuck in the same situation as her, together alone. but as the other instruments join. in it kinda uplifts the song a bit, its not one sole instrument anymore like how in the end pomni feels that connection with everyone else, not so alone anymore idk jackshit about music theory so this is entirely a feelies talk instead of like- music lore? so don't take anything i say as like- idk some professional speak im just a nerd nerding about silly digital fixations ANYWAYS THATS ALL FOR NOW I AVE MORE TO SAY BUT THIS IS LONG ENOUGH LOL if you actually read all the way down this far thank you for listening!!! i really really appreciate it :]

[jams-sims]

So we all are just gonna act like Chayanne wasn't white knuckling his shield the whole time he had been with his family. Also Philza not realizing that although chayanne is strong. His will to be a warrior is not strong at all. He is truamatized he did not want to fight but he felt like he had to. He shoulder that burden by not including his sister.

I also noticed, well I noticed this a long time ago. Tallulah sleeps the closes to Philza and Chayanne sleeps the closes to Missa. Tallulah is obviously a daddy's girl and while Chayanne is close with Philza but their is a level of independence that Philza gives Chayanne. That Missa does not give, by which I mean Missa babies and Philza does not. Immortal bird man deal with gods he's got a few fucked up views on growing up.

What's even worse is what if the ender king moves on and tries to take over Chayanne. Chayanne is weak mentally and physically. It would be easy to do so, Philza wouldn't notice. Just slowly take over his son become more isolated, Philza would think his son is just being independent.

It would be so easy.

[heartmix]

The Perfect One - Simon Riley

Pairing: Simon "Ghost" Riley x gn!reader

Word Count: 600+

Warning: allude to truamatic childhood

Twelve Fics of Christmas - Christmas Tree Farm

Masterlist / cod masterlist

You knew once you started dating Simon that he hadn't experienced the normal things you have. Most of his life he's been off serving his country and before that, he couldn't say that his childhood was the most joyful. 

Despite being together for 3 years this was the first Christmas he would be home and not stationed somewhere. Simon was simply happy for the time off to spend with you, forgetting that it was Christmas honestly. You on the other hand were freaking out. This Christmas needed to be perfect, Simon deserved it. You were determined to change his view about the holiday. 

"Love, I appreciate the gesture but-" Before he could continue with his sentence you interrupted him with a glare. 

"No. Don't give me any of that. This is the first Christmas for you since you were little and it's our first Christmas actually together. I want it to be special." Seeing your face, Simon couldn't help but cave in. Although he couldn't care less about the holiday he's not going to dim your light. If you wanted to put on the best Christmas for him, he was going to help you achieve it. 

"Okay. The tree is not going to find itself now is it." At this, you squealed while rushing out of the car to the lot filled with Christmas trees.

The once-empty parking lot was turned into a mini forest. Simon couldn't believe how many trees there were and that it all came in different sizes. Honestly, he thought all Christmas trees were the same size. The only Christmas tree that was in his house growing up was a fake one that his folks reused every year if they remembered. 

"How are we going to get a tree through the front door?" He asked out loud as you eyed some of the fluffier trees. 

"I hope they net it tight enough." You shrugged as you stood in front of one of the trees taking a deep breath of the pine-filled air. "What do you think of this one?"

"If you think it's good." Honestly, he had no idea what a good tree looked like. To him, it was either green or on the brink of death. 

"Oh come on, give your input. That's the point of shopping together."

"Might be too big for the living room."

"Hmmh, you're right."

The both of you continued to look, mainly you dragging Simon along and pointing out the size of every tree there was. He couldn't help but be filled with a warm feeling. This was nice and domestic. Maybe you had a point to put effort into these activities. You knew that it would eventually warm his cold heart. 

"What about this one love?" He nudged you in the direction he was currently facing. The tree was tall enough to tower over the both of you, but not tall enough for it to touch the ceiling. It wasn't as fluffy as the other trees you've seen but it was the right amount to not take up all the space in the living room. This tree was for sure going to last you till the end of the year. 

"It's perfect!"

It didn't take long for the workers to net up the tree and ring you up. Soon enough Simon had it strapped and secured to the bed of his truck. The tree blocked most of your view so you trusted Simon to get you and the tree back in one piece. 

"Thanks for bringing me." His gruff voice broke out once you both got settled into the truck. You saw that behind his mask there was a small smile. 

"Of course, I needed a strong man to carry the tree for me. You think I was going to do it all by myself?" You teased making a genuine chuckle erupt from his throat. 

"I see how it is." 

[sexiestpodcastcharacter]

Sexiest Podcast Character — Scripted Bracket — Round 3

Propaganda

Tim Stoker (The Magnus Archives):

sex man hehe

Is almost exclusively described as "the hot one"

alright reblogging again because im invested in tim winning. he deserves this win. he’s a bitchy truamatized bitchboy and i love him dearly. he deserved nothing but the best after experiencing The Horrors and getting little to no explanation for it, only more questions, and then dying for a cause he had no idea was good or not in the end. he was so fucking hollow and that’s so substantial to me. and yet he still slutted it up in hotel california with cops to get info for people he borderline hated and yet loved so dearly. he’s flawed, angry, mean, a little nasty. i love him and he deserves this win. sexy is a term ranging both mental illness and hotness, because this is tumblr. vote for joe spooky

Renée Minkowski (Wolf 359):

killed a man with a harpoon while bleeding from a gut shot. you can't argue with that kind of sex appeal

There is a scene where the main character Doug Eiffel expresses his surprise at the fact that Minkowski, his commanding officer, has a husband. It's probably intended to be read as "Oh wow, she's such an uptight and boring stickler for rules, how could she have found someone to marry", but in my heart it is because she's so butch that Eiffel's brain is short-circuiting trying to figure out how it's not a wife back home. That is sexy!

[regression-1863]

random scenario i think about where for some reason hannibal, adam, will and nigel are in the same room and adam explains his job (i googled it, he's an electronic engineer)

Will: so... you're the uh...less truamatized version of me basically Adam: Less traumatized? Will: *points at nigel* what the fuck did he do? Adam: why do you assume he did some-

Will: Did i stutter.

Adam: *pauses* Mafia Will: *pauses, before immediately grabbing Nigel* so hes basically normal then, right?

like. because at this point someone in the mafia is much more normal than whatever the fuck Hannibal has going on my DUDE he's insane. also loving DogsDogs recently (an alternative to spacedogs which i just found and adore. god. im so unwell about them.)

will just yells out to jack in refence to nigel"CAN WE KEEP THIS ONE? THIS ONES NORMAL"

anyways i think im halarious

[endlessburningdarkness]

not gonna lie bottom shen jiu makes no sense to me, like why would someone so in need of control and agency be giving it up in the most intimate of moments? especially when he's traumatised by men?

not bashing, everyone has their preference. just trying to explain mine i guess. i headcanon him as being abused in the qiu household, and i really can't see him giving up an inch of control in any situation if he can help it. bc why the fuck would he ever want to risk not being in control? when he's naked and vulnerable and the other man could do anything to him? when he could stay in control instead?

and no, i don't think giving up control would free his trauma or whatever, it would literally truamatize him more. realistically, sex isn't a magic cure for years of trauma, especially if he's losing control during it! especially not for something as soul destroying as slavery. do not be making that argument. think about what that argument implies, and how deeply offensive that would be to trauma survivors.