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pinkxpantha · 1 day ago
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New Years Resolutions
-Lyney x GN!Reader
#: synopsis- Lyney has a massive crush on you, and decides he needs you by his side before the year ends
#: cw- 1.9k words, you/they pronouns, lyney is kinda oblivious, kiss scene (brief) Lynette and Freminet mentioned, confession, ect ect I'm so tired 😭
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Lyney is confident, charismatic and so many other positive adjectives according to himself and others. Yet why does it feel as though none of that matters when it comes to you?
You weren't some important figure, realistically, you didn't stand out from most crowds.
But why do you have to be so.. you?? Lyney isn't the type to get so overwhelmed when he sees someone smile that his heart stills in his chest. So unusually that the first time it happened he thought he was on death's doorstep.
And of course, it just had to be you to cause this feeling in him.
"ney--"
You always sparked such an unfamiliar experience in him. The novelties of life always had a touch of 'you' in them.
"Lyne--"
How could he ever dare to dream of a new day without you in it?
"Lyney, wake up."
"[Name]--" He quickly cut himself off at the sight of his sister deadpanning. She looked so done with him, and that was kind of warranted.
He cleared his throat, "Er-- Lynette." Lyney rubbed the sleep off his eyes as he looked up at her.
"This is starting to get concerning." She spoke, her voice as monotonous as always. He didn't miss the edge of worry in her tone.
His hands kneaded into the plush of the couch that he somehow fell asleep on.
"Lynette, that's a stretch. I know calling you-" "And freminet." "... and freminet by the wrong name on accident is annoying but it's nothing to be concerned about." He waved his hand in a placating gesture.
"I still recognize my wonderful sister and enthusiastic brother." Lyney nodded.
"Enthusiastic?" Lynette echoed, her arms folded into each other.
"You should see him ramble about some of the things he's found on his diving trips."
Lynette nodded in thought, "I see it, but that's not what i'm talking about."
What? That's the only unusual thing he's done recently. What is she talking about?
"--your painful crush on [Name]."
Oh.
That... makes a lot more sense.
"I know i'm not the best person to give you advice on this manner-- but you need to do something about it. We can see how much it's been affecting you--"
"Lynette, I appreciate your concern but i'm fine." He assured. It wasn't like Lyney was steeped in longing. You were just--- ugh. So many things reminded him of you. Could you really blame him when your absence felt like his oxygen was being deprived?
"You say that but how much longer are you going to wait?" Lynette said, her words pointedly accusing.
"..?"
"Are you going to wait for them to make the first move or until these feelings of yours bubble over?"
Lyney hesitated. Lynette's words seemed so direct, as though she was confronting a part of himself he hid under layers and layers of facades and empty promises.
"What are you so scared of?"
He doesn't want to lose you. A world where everything reminds him of a faded memory-- one he could never hope to experience again would feel like torture.
But this anemoia of what it feels like to wrap his hand around yours could become something real if he just made a move.
Lyney didn't need to say anything for his sister to understand what he was thinking. As if each thought was paved into the muscles of his forehead, and his act of stoicism only made the words more legible for her to read off him.
"Reach out, Lyney." She advised.
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Lyney was many things, a fool might be one of them. He had a golden opportunity, and he'd be an absolute moron to ignore it.
Lyney has scrolled through way to many websites in the past twelve hours. He hopes nobody finds his search history in the moments of desperation he held.
Wikihow articles be damned--- he was going into the new years with you by his side.
How many romance related searches has he looked for? Good question, anyways. He would have to put is faith in those cookie-filled sites even as desperate as he was he wouldn't put any faith into Instagram, TikTok or god forbid Reddit.
Not to mention the hour he spent just rewriting one text.
'hey [name] r you doing anything for new years?'
'wanna celebrate new years w/ us?'
'pls come over I cant do this anhmore'
'are you doing anything? I want to spend new years with you'
Shit, he didn't mean to press send. He quickly went to delete the message only to see you just happened to read it at the same time.
So the world really does hate me.
'a and with freminet and Lynette too of course!! 11!'
Lyney quickly typed out that second message. He groaned, flinging his phone onto his bed, his head now stuffed in between the pillows cushioning the head.
Even as he felt the vibration of his phone from his embarrassed position on the bed, he made no movement to check.
Fear of rejection? No, this would kill him.
Maybe he was being dramatic-- yet he typed each letter with the yearning of a thousand starving lions, and like felt you would see how down bad he was through the screen.
Though when he eventually had to check his phone (because unfortunately he can't ignore everything) his siblings heard his cry of joy.
You agreed!
A few more texts were sent coordinating where you were going to meet up.
So there he was, right at the shore of one of the nearby beaches.
The dusky night made the sand look dark, almost muddy if not for the faint illumination of the stars. His siblings were already with him. Lynette preferring to rest by the car as to not feel the grains of sand somehow slipping under her feet. Freminet moving just where the sand and water met, his ankles getting splashed occasionally.
And then he saw you, dressed a lot warmer than he was, a scarf wrapped around your neck. Even in the shroud of darkness the first thing he saw were your eyes. The starlight glimmer made them shine so beautifully.
"You look like you're going to freeze."
A voice he recognized so well, too familiar to his heart.
"Hey [Nam]--" He cut himself off, fabric swiftly wrapped around his neck. He didn't even notice how cold it was until you made him feel so much warmer.
"There, you should stop shivering soon." You were so close to him-- he realized you were right, his hands were trembling at his sides.
Thank archons it's nighttime. He would hate to have you see how flustered he was, he could feel his face grow hot, and not from the scarf.
Get a grip!
He tried not to focus on the proximity of your faces, but he couldn't help it. You backed away from him with a chuckle, your head turned towards the ocean stretched out ahead.
"Thanks," he said, his gaze completely locked onto you. "I wasn't that cold." The breeze of night brushed against your face.
You turned back to face him.
"Hah, sure. I'll agree with that for now." You grinned
He blinked.
Why were you smiling like that? Your lips stretched to the risen corners of your mouth, the corners of your eyes crinkled just the slightest.
Curse all those sources saying to "Be confident" that might work for him if it was anybody else he was talking to.
"Are you cold?" Good save, Lyney. good save.
You shrugged, "I'll be fine."
"We could start a fire or something." He offered, only partially joking.
You let out a few breathy laughs, "once a pyromaniac, always a pyromaniac."
You both kept talking, walking along the beach, right next to each other. If you bothered to pay attention, you might've seen freminet and Lynette distance themselves as the clock ticked closer to twelve.
It wasn't long before you both were secluded, the only other person was each other.
Lyney checked his phone, '11:55' it read.
"Only five more minutes before the new years." He smiled as he spoke, his steps halting in the sand. The footprints you and he made all lead up to this right?
"You excited?"
He nodded, "I guess." Lyney took a deep breath, his priorities solely focused on you. You stopped next to him, moving in front just so you could see his face.
"What's on your new years resolution?" He asked. His hands stuffed in his pocket. His fingers traces barely around the edge of the paper.
"Probably just the usual, I haven't given much thought to it." You said, your hands rubbed against one another. "You?"
He hesitated-- no, he didn't have time to hesitate.
"I want to spend more time with my family,"
Freminet and Lynette came to mind, their faces were plastered all over his life, he'd be damned if they weren't there.
"I want to experience new things."
He thought of you, the warmth you brought into his life. His instincts craved the comforting heat of safety, of home. Each new thing he could cup in his hands always had that warmth since you taught him to appreciate these minuscule things.
"And.. I want to be with you."
He confessed, as soon as the words escaped his mind and into the atmosphere around you, he couldn't stop.
"[Name], you're too good to me. Each second I'm near you, I swear you've changed something fundamental in me. Even though it feels like I can't breathe, I've never felt more alive in those moments."
He looked up to face you, your eyes wide and gaping at him. His blonde hair messily fell down the side of his face as he looked up at you-- just you.
He grabbed your hands in his, raising your knuckles up to his lips, letting his warm breath sooth the cold that nipped at your fingers.
Even with the fireworks booming off in the distant areas. you were the only thing he focused on. You consumed all of his senses.
"I want to be yours this year." He said, his voice a mere whisper in the grand scheme of things.
But you weren't the type to look at a wide picture. Those small details, each individual brush stroke mattered to you. The sincerity of those words took you off guard.
His eyes were locked onto your face, his heart thrumming in his chest. Then you moved.
Your fingers slipped from his palm, cupping the sides of his face instead. The cold still clung to the tips of your fingers, but he didn't mind. He realized what was going to happen.
You leaned in, and so did he. Your lips slotting together in a mix of warmth and chill. He wasn't prepared for this, and he thought you weren't either.
Expecting the unexpected is a part of life though.
So even as your lips parted he swore he could still feel them on his, the warmth lingering.
"Happy new years." You said, your chest heaving with each breath you took.
Lyney was still in the past, hung up on the feeling of you.
"W-wait," He covered his mouth and nose with his hands, the tips of his fingers pressed against each other.
"You look flustered." You hummed, the circles of your cheeks risen in a smile.
"A-ah.. yeah." He only said in response.
Lyney was confident, and charismatic. When it came to you, he poured his confidence into his actions, his words left behind. He was charismatic, his words, although delayed, carried such sincerity. He acts complex.
"Could I kiss you?"
But he is a simple person.
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llonelygoddess · 2 days ago
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can i request some yandere!robb stark?
Yandere Robb Stark
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Robb Stark always had the capacity for yandere behavior but never a strong enough connection to anyone to really explore it. He's had flings here and there but nothing that fed his soul or gave him any fulfillment. I picture him finding his darling during The War of the Five Kings after a failed marriage arrangement with the Frey's and the murder of Talissa at the Red Wedding.
You were a low born nobleman's child from the north that volunteered to provide aid to soldiers. After Robb barely escapes the Red Wedding with half his men, you nurse him back to health on the harsh road back to Winterfell.
Broken and nearly defeated, Robb questions if he should be leading anyone at all. But you, a fiercely loyal Northerner with an affinity for handsome broken men, set him straight. You remind him who he is, what's at stake, and the lives still willing to risk it all for what he stands for.
After months of travel and many late night chats Robb Stark has a newfound spark for life and its all for because of you.
Once you all make it back to Winterfell Robb is immediately in planning mode. Not only for how to get back at the Frey's while doing his duties as Lord of Winterfell, but also how to keep you by his side forever.
He insists that you stay as one of his advisors, a move that confuses everyone but you. Those late night talks were filled with whispers of what life would be like once you both got home. When you express your disappointment in having to go back home to White Harbor, he wastes no time assuring you that you'd always have a home with him in Winterfell.
You're moved into the castle right away and it doesn't take long to realize you were as close to Robb's room as you could get.
Before he'd start to court you, he'd be expecting you to spend almost every waking hour by his side giving him advice and company. When not in meetings or watching him train, he'd find time to take you on walks through the Godswood or share a meal together. It's his way of keeping you safe during this time of war and he'd be lying if he said he didn't enjoy being the center of your attention.
Truly, he's worried someone as brilliant and beautiful as you would be quickly snatched up in a cold place like his home. He can't bare the thought of you with someone else, and trains extra hard on the days the image of you being taken away lingers in his mind.
The routine you fall into with Robb was thrilling but it was exhausting keeping your true feelings to yourself. You knew it was best that way though, the King in the North had more important affairs than the feelings of a low born noble. You settled with writing your affections down on a few parchment pieces and burning them after they piled up in secret.
Unbeknownst to you, Robb's yandere tendencies develop into sneaking into your room when you were away. At first it's simply to make sure your living quarters are up to his standard and comfortable ( he wanted to feel close to you) but when he saw your dirty clothes pile the secret pervert in him couldn't resist. It became a normal part of his routine, waiting late till you bathe to sneak into your room and switch out the clothes he had with new dirty ones.
But one night he finds himself standing in the middle of your room with pages of your love for him detailed out in your perfect handwriting. It doesn't even matter if he can read it properly, he sees his name next to words like "love" and "marriage" and everything else blurs. This is destiny in his eyes, and he'll see it fulfilled.
When you finally come back to the room his eyes are tearing and he's smiling like an idiot. You were mortified at first, being half naked and having your personal thoughts read by your King, but before you could ask what he was doing he has you in his arms whispering like a mad man the details of how he fell in love with you like sweet nothings.
That first night you discover your love for each other you have to stop him from immediately moving you into his bedroom. He's ready to go all in with you but you know strategically and for both of your reputations it's best to hold off until the war is over. More than anything you'd like to keep him and your territory safe.
But let me tell you, once that man has a ring on your finger and declares his love and devotion to you in the Godswood it's OVERRRR. He's moving you into your now shared room, getting you handmaidens to keep you company, assigning 2 personal guards to you when he's not around, and ceasing your duties as his advisor. The last one may have started a few arguments but ultimately as his spouse your responsibilities now lie with the people of Winterfell. ( What he doesn't tell you is he caught some of his bannermen leaders staring at your ass during council meetings and almost killed them...Theon advised otherwise)
His possessiveness just barely lessens after you get married. He doesn't see a need to be so overtly possessive when he trusts you... and your personal guards that report to him. You rarely leave Winterfell as is and no one would dare come onto the King in the North's beloved.
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marinettesaltprompts · 3 days ago
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I don't really have an official prompt with this post, but I have had this idea for a while involving Adrien losing his ring because Ladybug doesn't think he's a good holder. It doesn't matter what is the reason, all that matters is that Ladybug never learns who Chat Noir actually is when she comes for the ring.
At first Adrien is both angry and upset about the situation, but eventually he manages to heal from it. He's eventually able to get over losing Plagg and finds himself having more free time without having to deal with akumas or patrols. He's able to connect with others again due to the lack of a secret identity, including Kagami (whom he previously messed up with due to said secrets).
On the flip side however, Ladybug can't find anyone to wear the Black Cat Miraculous for more than a few battles. Outside of those who simply didn't have the combat experience needed to use a miraculous, the few that Ladybug was able to last on the battlefield eventually quit, either because they couldn't handle Ladybug's "strategies" or because they had gotten traumatised after one of Hawkmoth's akuma effectively killed them.
However, despite all her failures, she never once attempts to find or get in contact with whoever was Chat Noir. Despite everything she has gone through, he was obviously still a bad choice!
Eventually, another Hawkmoth attack leaves Ladybug without anyone willing or capable to use the ring of the Black Cat, so when the next akuma appears, she tries a gamble.
Adrien is running away from the akuma battle with Kagami when Ladybug lands in front of them both. Adrien is calm (though inwardly still hurt), when Ladybug gives Kagami the Dragon Miraculous, but any calm he has is shattered when Ladybug turns to him, carrying an all too familiar miraculous.
Apparently Ladybug wants Adrien to be the next Cat Hero. Who would've thunk it?
To Ladybug (and Kagami's) shock, Adrien refuses the ring outright. At first Ladybug tries to butter him up with the opportunity to use the power to help others as well as save his friends, but Adrien still refuses. Eventually, whatever composure Ladybug has vanishes, as she all but begs Adrien to take the ring and help, to the point even Kagami is semi-helping, wondering why Adrien doesn't fight given his own physical skills.
Eventually, the akuma approaches their location, and Ladybug is all but screaming for Adrien to take the ring.
Adrien: I don't care! There's other people who would be more than happy to have superpowers! Go after them instead.
Ladybug (half crying): I-I don't have anyone else! (Adrien and Kagami are shocked at learning this) I've already tried finding other people to wield the Cat Miraculous and none of them worked out. E-either they couldn't handle the miraculous or they couldn't work as a partner. You've already shown that you are strong as a fighter and I don't have anyone else to ask! You are literally the last person I can ask that to take the ring so please take it!
Adrien: ... always the last person you want to talk to? Right Ladybug?
Ladybug is confused by this statement, but then lets it pass when he see's Adrien nod and takes the box. However, that smile fades when Adrien speaks again.
Adrien: ... just to be clear, I'm only doing this once, and that's because the akuma is close by. Once we are done here, don't ask me to come back again.
Adrien opens the box to find Plagg coming out of the box. Ladybug attempts to explain the power to him, but he doesn't listen, merely putting on the ring.
Plagg: Don't suppose this is a reunion?
Adrien: Not for long. Sorry.
Plagg: I figured. Bridge is too burnt huh?
Adrien sighs, then transforms.
He could have chosen another outfit or an alias, but Adrien is too fed up to care anymore. In this moment, the only thing he wants to do is show Ladybug WHY he's angry, and why he doesn't want the ring.
Kagami and (especially) Ladybug both can only stare in shock as Adrien transforms, as a million thoughts rush through their minds and both girls finally realise why Adrien didn't want the ring back.
In Adrien's place stands none other than Chat Noir.
And he's not smiling.
"...Well, you got what you wanted. Lets save the city then. One last time, right partner?
(That's all for now, please let me know if you want this prompt continued. Happy new year.)
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aishangotome · 2 days ago
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Azel Radwan: Chapter 16
Chapter 15
Thank you @passthechloroform for providing the video for this chapter!
♡———♡
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The next day - two visitors walked through the bustling Tanzanite market with familiar steps.
Luke: Hey, are you really going?
Clavis: They said they wanted to meet us. There's no reason to refuse, is there?
Luke: But, you know, their intentions are pretty obvious...
The building in front of the two men, who had stopped walking, was the headquarters of the trading company that controls Tanzanite's tourism industry...
Luke: Aren't we going to get scolded?
Clavis: Haha, don't be so scared. We just entered the building without permission the other day, right?
Luke: After kicking down the "no entry for non-personnel" sign.
Clavis: Don't worry, just relax. I'm a professional at apologizing.
Luke: That's not something to be proud of.
Sighing at his brother's boisterous laughter, he heads towards the entrance where people are coming and going.
As they enter the lobby, crowded with tourists, the person they are looking for immediately comes running over.
Kumush: Thank you for coming. My name is Kumush, and I am the president of the Tourism Association.
Kumush: Please, come this way.
-- At the same time.
Silvio: You...
Emma: It's a misunderstanding!
Silvio: What is?
In the middle of the pure white hallway of the royal court, filled with a sacred and solemn atmosphere, Silvio, whom I happened to pass by, stopped in his tracks instead of walking on.
The people passing by were also glancing at us, and cold sweat trickled down my cheeks.
(How did this happen?)
Silvio: You're the one who made them kneel and cry, aren't ya?
Emma: As I said, it's a misunderstanding!
Aisha: Lady Emma, I will serve you with all my heart and soul, so please give me another chance!
Nadia: We will devote our lives to you, Lady Emma!
(...This is troubling.)
Prostrating themselves before me, foreheads pressed to the floor, were the two maids who were previously punished by Azel.
They seem to have regained their sanity more than back then, but the moment they pass me in the castle, they assume this position faster than a gust of wind and repeatedly apologize.
Emma: I really don't mind, so please raise your heads.
No matter how many times I say it, my words don't reach them.
I'm at my wit's end, feeling like crying.
Silvio: Jokes aside...
(It was a joke...)
Silvio: Look at how frightened they are. God must have done somethin', right?
Emma: That's true, but I don't know what he did...
Silvio: You know, don't ya? As you can see, they were threatened.
Silvio: Imagine this. If God told ya, "You'll die if you don't do good deeds tomorrow," what would you do?
Emma: ...Even if I was doubtful, I might try to do good deeds.
(Because God's prophecies are a "guaranteed reality.")
Silvio: They were subjected to the same thing. The prophecy of a tragic future turns reality into a nightmare.
Silvio: I don't know what the condition is to wake up from the nightmare...
Silvio: But the fact that they're eager to serve you with all their heart and soul... doesn't that mean something?
(Now that you mention it...)
Silvio: Ha, you're really favored by that greedy bastard, aren't ya?
Silvio's words made my heart leap for some reason.
Emma: Why do you say that?
Silvio: I don't know what these two did, but it means he's set them up to be your absolute allies, right?
Silvio: Even if he does this, it ain't worth a penny to him.
Silvio: The fact that he's doing somethin' that doesn't make him money clearly shows how he values you.
(...)
*flashback*
Azel: I remembered I had an urgent matter. It's extremely troublesome, but...
(...I still don't know the true meaning of that urgent matter.)
(But, if in fact he was just doing everything he could so I wouldn't be humiliated again...)
When my perception changes, my heart also sounds the alarm.
Emma: --Perhaps, that's not it.
Emma: I think it's not for my sake, but for revenge and to protect himself.
Silvio: What's that about?
Emma: I can't tell you the details, but...
(To prevent me from going crazy with the aphrodisiac and attacking Azel.)
(There must be no other meaning.)
*flashback*
Emma: Is it wrong to fall in love with the Living God?
Azel: It's absolutely forbidden.
Azel: Because it's troublesome.
*flashback over*
I let out a small breath and turned to the trembling maids.
Emma: If you have time, there's one thing I'd like to ask of you...
Silvio's guess seemed to be correct, and the two, raising their heads, had their eyes shining as if they had found hope.
Emma: I wonder if you could request an audience with His Majesty the King?
Nadia & Aisha: "We'll call His Majesty right away!"
The two regained their energy like fish in water and disappeared in an instant.
It's normally impossible for a mere book merchant to take the king's time, but they made an immediate decision.
Silvio: They might grant ya any wish, if it's yours.
Emma: I've learned to be careful with my words.
Silvio: If it's bestowed by God, use it without hesitation.
Silvio: By the way, are you goin' to do business with the king?
Emma: No, there's something I want to ask him.
-
Enis: I apologize for the wait.
Before long, I was ushered into the throne room, and His Majesty Ennis welcomed me warmly.
(...The fact that I can summon even the king immediately is scary.)
Enis: Prince Silvio, it's good to see you too.
Silvio: Sorry to interrupt. I'm just an escort.
Silvio: I was curious about what this woman wants to ask the king.
Enis: Oh? I'll answer anything I can.
The silver-haired king smiles cheerfully, not seeming offended by the sudden summons.
Emma: I apologize for taking your time during your busy schedule.
(This might not be something I should ask for an audience and take your time, but...)
Emma: About the prophecy of the end left by the first Living God...
Emma: Prince Azel said it would be good to ask Your Majesty Enis, so I came here.
Enis: ......
Enis: ...I see, the Living God...
(His face changed color...?)
Just like the diviner woman I met in the alley before, it was a reaction as if he wanted to avoid "touching the end."
Enis: Any diviner or member of the royal court knows the prophecy of the end...
Enis: The fact that you specifically named me must be a divine order to give you information that only I know.
Enis sits deeply in his throne and looks up at the ceiling.
His appearance, as if he is thinking of a distant place, is filled with anguish, and I exchange glances with Silvio.
Enis: Of course, I will answer your question.
Enis: But before that, would you listen to one request of mine?
Enis, his gaze back on me, gives me a sincere look.
I don't know what the "request" is, but I don't feel any malice in it.
Emma: I'll be happy to accept if it's something I can do.
Enis: Thank you. Actually--.
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Azel: I refuse.
Back at the temple, Azel's first words as he was repairing the outer wall were not "welcome back."
Emma: I haven't said anything yet.
Azel: The fact that you came back in a hurry at this hour speaks for itself.
Azel: You have two choices: give up, or have the wealthy gentleman next to you pay me.
Silvio: Why the hell should I pay ya when there's no profit in it for me?
Azel: Prince Silvio, I hear there's a custom of offering coins in Kougyoku.
Azel: It's a wonderful system of faith where you offer money as a thank you for God's blessings...
Silvio: That's what he says, woman.
Emma: I don't want to be squeezed dry anymore.
Azel: Then there's no room for discussion. I'm busy, so...
Azel skillfully applies a glue-like substance made by adding water to lime, as if filling the gaps in the crumbling stone wall.
Emma: It's a request from Enis.
Azel: Why should I listen to the words of a mere king?
Emma: Please, just this once... You just need to show your face at the evening party for a little while.
Tonight, an impromptu evening party hosted by the king will be held at Tanzanite Castle.
The party, which will be attended by influential people from the Land of Illusions, seems to have the intention of gathering information on the unstable situation following the recent riot and showing that God's protection is still in place to build peace of mind for the people.
Emma: I heard that you don't really like parties, Prince Azel...
Azel: Yes. The reason I don't want to attend gatherings of people... Surely you understand, intelligent as you are?
Emma: It's because the participants get restless, right?
Azel: ...What kind of reason is that?
Emma: If you were to attend the party, Prince Azel, the people around you would surely be distracted.
Emma: They wouldn't be able to enjoy chatting, and the party meant for enjoyment would turn into a gathering to worship God...
Emma: I thought that you wouldn't want that to happen.
(I've noticed while spending time with you that despite your mean personality, your kindness shows through here and there.)
I felt that my guess that he was intentionally not participating out of consideration for others was accurate.
Azel: The me in your mind is quite compassionate, isn't he?
Azel: Unfortunately, I have no such noble purpose. It's just bothersome.
Azel: However, it was unexpected that Enis would ask you to do an errand.
Azel: The fact that he's resorting to such a poor way to buy time means that he still hasn't come to terms with the prophecy in his heart...
Azel: It's pathetic that he still can't let go of his emotions even though he's become a puppet.
(Puppet...?)
As if to say the conversation was over, Azel continued his repair work silently.
It seemed he had no intention of listening even if I brought up the king's name, but this was within my expectations.
(When asking Azel for a favor, payment is an absolute condition...)
(However, I don't have an endless supply of wealth like Silvio.)
(I'm glad I prepared a secret weapon before coming here.)
Emma: Prince Azel.
I take out what I had in my pocket and hold it out in front of his mystical eyes.
His work stops.
Azel: ..."Special Service Ticket that grants any wish"...
Silvio: ...!
Ignoring Silvio, who suddenly burst out laughing, I offer the ticket to Azel with both hands.
Emma: This has a monetary value equivalent to repaying all the debt I owe you.
Azel: ...Are you stupid?
Emma: But as a special offer! If you grant my wish, I will give you this ticket for free.
Azel: ...
Emma: Please don't look at me with pity.
Silvio: My stomach hurts... A "do anything you want" ticket for a God... I'm impressed... Haha...!
Emma: You're laughing too much, Prince Silvio!
(I knew it... I knew the chances were slim... but I'm starting to feel embarrassed.)
Azel: ...It's embarrassing, isn't it? Trying to bribe a God with a cheap, childish ticket like this.
Emma: It's a... luxury ticket...
Azel: It has no value to me. In the first place, you still have a huge debt.
Azel: Above all, I am a God who grants people's wishes--aren't you giving it to the wrong person?
(...I want to rewind time right now.)
I cover my flushed face with my hands, but peek at the God's face through the gaps in my fingers--
Azel: Only a fool like you would think of such a ridiculous thing.
(...)
For just a moment--in a fleeting instant that I almost mistook for an illusion, a soft, moon-like smile appeared on his face.
(No, I... I seem to be weak to this face.)
I quickly averted my eyes, feeling as if I had touched something forbidden.
Silvio: Woman, you couldn't seduce the God?
Emma: ...He was too tough.
It seems Silvio didn't see it, so I pretend nothing happened.
Silvio: Well, the king also said "it would be difficult," right? There's no point in givin' up.
Silvio: If you have time to deal with the God, why don't ya go back and prepare for the evenin' party?
Emma: You're right. I think the maids are waiting for me--
As I try to give up and leave Azel, he grabs my hand.
Azel: Why are you attending the evening party?
Emma: His Majesty the King invited me.
Silvio: You wannna gather information for the Rhodolite guys, right?
Emma: That's part of it.
Azel: You, who are drowning in debt, should have the important task of making my dinner.
Emma: There are leftovers from yesterday, so you won't have any trouble with your meal, Prince Azel.
Azel: ...
Emma: Is it... not okay?
(I was invited to the evening party and ended up replying, but maybe that was too hasty.)
Although he doesn't have his usual frown in front of Silvio, I feel pressure from his gentle smile.
Azel: Have you forgotten that you are a debtor? You must prioritize God above all else.
Emma: Prince Azel, could it be that...
Emma: ...are you lonely?
Silvio: ...!
In contrast to Silvio, who burst out laughing again, Azel's smile stiffened.
Azel: You... you have some nerve to insult a God?
Emma: It wasn't an insult, it was an observation.
Azel: That's not something to be proud of. I'm actually relieved that you won't be here.
Emma: Well then, I'll be off to the evening party.
Azel: ...
Emma: Ah, I finally understand. Actually, you're worried-- Ow!
In the end, as always, he pulled my cheek and forcibly silenced me.
Azel: Maybe it's time to consider imprisonment for blasphemy. After paying the fine, of course.
(Not good, not good!)
Silvio: Ha, don't worry so much. I'll accompany you.
Silvio: An escort is essential for Tanzanite evening parties, right?
Silvio: If God isn't coming, I have no choice but to be your partner.
Silvio was grinning broadly, and it was clear that it wasn't just out of goodwill.
(But I'd feel uneasy going alone, so I'll take advantage of his offer this time.)
Azel: ...You're quite the curious one, Prince Silvio.
Silvio: I don't want to hear that from ya, the one who's lettin' an unknown woman live here.
Silvio: If you ain't happy about it, you can come along. You love free meals, don't ya?
Azel: A God cannot easily be involved in worldly affairs.
Silvio: What's that, you money-hungry bastard?
Azel: In the first place, Emma, do you really intend to go?
Azel: Your little head seems to have already forgotten what happened at the royal court.
(He might actually be worried about me.)
(...This is awkward.)
Emma: I'll be careful.
Silvio: I don't know what happened, but I'll be there, so it'll be fine. You owe me one.
As if to rescue me from Azel's clutches, Silvio puts his hand on my shoulder and casually pulls me closer.
Azel: ...Well, fine.
Azel: I don't care at all, not even a little bit, where you go or what you do.
Azel maintains the smile of a merciful God.
But his eyebrows were faintly furrowed.
As if he had seen something unpleasant.
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Clavis: --Now then, Kumushu. What is this matter that we must discuss away from prying eyes?
Unlike the bustling lobby, the reception room upstairs was filled with silence.
Kumush: I don't like beating around the bush, so let me ask you directly.
Kumush: Are you familiar with the world's calamity, the beast of ruin, the renowned figure known as the ever-victorious general?
Clavis & Luke: "................."
Clavis: ...Of course, we are.
Luke: Why is his name coming up?
Kumush: Actually, there's something I'd like to consult with you about.
The lump that was taken out of the wooden box placed under the table changed the atmosphere of the room.
Clavis: ...This isn't a funny joke, is it?
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I just wanna say, I love Silvio in this route. I love that he's kind of an acquaintance and not just a full-on jerk to Emma. And I love that he's making Azel jealous LOL.
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animeyanderelover · 1 day ago
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Hi, can I ask for a Chrollo and Pariston x reader that is like Nayuta/Makima from Chainsaw Man? Please, and I really like your writing style and take care of you ☺️🧡
Tw: Yandere themes, possessive behavior, obsession, manipulation, blackmailing, threats
Tags: @jamayah @leveyani @shenryu-sama @maggiequinn59 @chxxz @hyakki-yosai
Darling is like Makima from Csm
Chrollo Lucilfer
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📖As soon as Chrollo's eyes land on you there is a bewitching pull that he feels within his chest, a tantalising mystery that promises a wisdom to be gained at the end. Chrollo has always observed human nature, has seen a person no different than a puppet. A mindset which you seem to share as a person to you is no different than a dog who should obey and stay loyal. You are like the reflection of a mirror and understanding you is discovering himself. Conversations between the two of you may look like nothing more than smalltalk yet in reality both of you constantly attempt to decipher and control the other one. Other spiders feel uncomfortable around you because they sense your attempts to manipulate them, the way your eyes seem to stare deep in their souls to have them submit to you. There is no one you care about, no one you truly love as your loyalty is chained to nothing. It is this one aspect that almost gives Chrollo more humanity than you possess as his loyalty lies with the Phantom Troupe. You long secretly for an equal relationship, something Chrollo cannot give you as he too longs to control. So the two of you engage in this invisible mindgame of who will possess who.
Pariston Hill
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🐭​Pariston is a man who sees everything within this world as nothing more than a game. He wants to be entertained and winning or losing to him does not matter as long as he gets pleasure out of it. Unpredictable and shady, the both of you are polar opposites in a lot of aspects. You gain people's favor to make them your loyal dogs, he doesn't really care what people think. He is only invested in the game, you are invested in achieving your goals and are ruthless to achieve them. You fascinate Pariston, he wants to engage in a game with you. His plan is to meddle with your goals, to foil your plans and his attempts give him the attention from you which he so desperately desire. What he might have not expected though is to find someone so deeply manipulative and clever as you are as soon you turn the game on him. You show him indifference, the worst reaction of all that has Pariston itching within his skin. Suddenly he does you favors so that you may pay attention to him once more. The bright smile he gives you doesn't hide the hostility he feels though for you have reduced him to this state. He'll see it through to find the most creative ways to shatter you and bring you under his control.
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littlefankingdom · 22 hours ago
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Kind of frustrating how many posts there are criticizing Bruce's parenting in Batgirl (2000), while Barbara is getting barely a slap on the wrist for her parenting.
The thing about Barbara and Bruce in Batgirl (2000) is that they both do something bad that is projecting yourself on your kid (no, Bruce doesn't see Cassandra as a weapon, stop saying that shit), however only Bruce is getting call out for this by y'all, and I think there's two reasons why:
Bruce is so easy to criticize. Everything he had ever done has been criticized to hell and back. Damn, he is criticized if he dares parent his kids and tells them no or something (literally read a fic where he was painted as the bad guy by the batfam, the writer and the reader for... saying no to another dog Damian decided to adopt without telling him) Somehow, he is always in the wrong with y'all. Even when he is nice or right it's "well, actually..."
The way Barbara is doing it is very normalized in western societies. Bruce isn't projecting something we are used to, he is projecting his crusade and how he dealt with his pain by kicking criminals' asses. Barbara is projecting ideas about womanhood and life that a lot of mothers do, but that doesn't mean it's not wrong.
"What is Barbara projecting on Cassandra?" Her sexuality and her interests. She wants Cassandra to go flirt and date boys, to dress more sexy, to love reading, even tho Cass doesn't want to. She forces Cassandra into situation she is very uncomfortable in (being viewed by men as sexy) because she enjoys it herself and misses it. There is NOTHING wrong with that last bit, but projecting it on Cass and ignoring it until Cass has a breakdown, that's not okay. (Cass keeps communicating she isn't comfortable in the bikini, and it's only when Cass runs away from the situation that Barbara accepts that Cass is uncomfortable) Cass tries to force herself to be more like Barbara to please Barbara, she puts on her suit and goes out, but she is so uncomfortable. Tim's comment about her body, and the heels, she can't. And then, there is the library scene, where Barbara yells and insults Cass for not knowing how to read. It is more difficult, as older as you get, to learn a new language. It is easier if you already speak multiple, but if you have never spoken ANY language before, and you just learned to understand one NOT EVEN A YEAR AGO, learning how to read is going to be hard. It is so ableist and unacceptable for Barbara to call Cass "stupid" for not knowing how to read. It doesn't matter if Cass hasn't been training enough, she literally should have helped and not let her do it alone (in the cases of children who, like Cass, didn't learn a language as a child because of their environment, they only improve with love and care in their teaching. If you give them a book and tell them to learn on their own, they will not succeed. Reading is a concept taught to you, not in you, and they need to learn it from another human.) And the reasons why Barbara gets so frustrated are just that, reasons, not excuses.
I'm going to be sincere, the reason why I'm criticizing Barbara is because I had a mother like this. I'm asexual and afab, and I was forced into uncomfortable situation because "girls are supposed to like flirting with boys". My mother got really frustrated after a couple of years because I never had a boyfriend, and that wasn't "normal". She would force me to see myself in a sexual way, to attract boys, because that's what "a normal teenage girl wants". And that was nightmarish for me. But also, my mother is a big reader, and I'm not for multiple reasons. My mother would often diminish my intellect because I don't read novels, and especially not as much, like her. Reading a lot was associated with intellect in our home, and it was extremely harmful to my self-esteem. They are different kind of intelligence, people aren't stupid if they don't read a lot. That's the classicism talking, because it was literally badly seen for working class folks to read not so long ago and so, only the rich did so only the rich were smart. And having an education, which I have, is not the same as being a reader.
This is also probably why I have seen queer afab folks identify with Cassandra, because we experienced the "you should be flirting with boys" pressure when you don't want to.
The other thing is that, not only is Barbara projecting herself on Cassandra, she is also living through her, which is bad. That's something you can hear a lot about for children stars, where their career and success is for mommy, who cannot be a star anymore. Barbara wants Cassandra to date boys and "have fun" because she thinks she can anymore because she's disabled.
And I'm sure a lot of y'all don't understand what is wrong with what Barbara is doing. But it is forcing amatonormativity and her sexuality on Cassandra, it is ableist, it is forcing Cassandra into uncomfortable situation because she would have enjoyed them. Cassandra doesn't want to wear a bikini, it's not ok for Barbara to force Cassandra to wear a bikini because SHE enjoys it.
In no way I'm trying to say that Barbara is a bad parent. What I'm saying is more that y'all are very hard on Bruce when both him and Barbara are doing the same thing. They both fuck up and learn to do better, because they love Cassandra. They are both wrong about Cassandra, but also right sometimes (example: Bruce is right about letting Cassandra fights because that's what she wants to do. Barbara is against it and she is shown she is wrong multiple times) Y'all are calling Bruce a bad parent to Cassandra in Batgirl (2000) and not Barbara because he's forcing on her his bad copying mechanism of sacrifcing your life to save others, and she is forcing on her amatonormative sexist and ableist norms of our western societies.
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5targh0st · 3 days ago
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NUMBER ONE GIRL
40. loyal and kind (written)
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TW: implied sexual activity (I mean it's definitely not smut and is more of a mention of sorts but yeah)
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Everything is ready. You've been waiting for this day to come for ages and today you're finally surprising Yeonjun. Up until now, he's always been the one planning everything and making sure you're always having a great time. He even made you a song. So, after all the mess and drama, you think it's only fair to reciprocate his actions.
It was rather awkward, talking about your feelings for him with his friends, but it was also easy and natural. Going on about all of the things you like about him when they also knew that side of him was refreshing. You didn't have to explain your feelings or try to convince them about anything; they understood.
You have to admit how grateful you are for all of the help and support Beomgyu gave you in the last few days. He's an amazing being but that's not something you're gonna tell him anytime soon.
Bringing Yeonjun to the festival without disclosing your true intentions was harder than you initially thought. He wanted to get dinner at a nice place and maybe go to the movies, he just wanted a date night. It took some convincing but he gave in and agreed to come with you to the festival.
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Heesung smiles at you and gives you a thumbs up. Part of you wishes that Hyunjin was there, he is great at making you feel at ease, but wouldn't change Heesung does the world. He's been so supportive and caring that you've come to appreciate him in a way you didn't think possible before.
You hear your name being called and you walk up to the center on the stage with Heesung following you closely. You scan the crowd and see your friends cheering you on and, a few steps to the side, you catch a glimpse of Yeonjun's stunned expression. Beomgyu puts his arm around Yeonjun's shoulder and says something in between his laughter.
You feel the heat rush to your face but force yourself to speak. "Hey, everyone!"
Some people cheer but you don't seem to notice, your ahead are sizes on someone else...
"I'm YN and you probably don't know me but I've been here before. I'm part of a nameless band and sometimes I sing alone, although my friends are always here to show their support. Anyway, I'm not a musician by any means but I sing because it's fun and I'm not exactly bad at it.
I'm a photographer. Being the center of attention has been quite the experience, but I don't hate it. And I'm probably talking too much, but I promise it's important.
I take pictures of people and places to express something, I like to capture feelings in a way that everyone can get to catch a glimpse of the world through my eyes. I think I'm the most honest I can be through my photos. Today, however, I want to reach someone in their own language.
There are so many things I wanna say to you, but the most important of all is that I want you, all of you. The good and bad parts, your laugh and tears; I want all of it. I don't care about your past, the only thing that matters is that you're with me now. So, this is for you..."
You turn to Heesung so he starts with the piano and then you close your eyes. "When you think of all the late nights..."
Yeonjun can take his eyes off of you. His smile is so bright and can't even speak. Beomgyu wants to mock him, he really does, but there's this warm and fuzzy feeling in his chest that doesn't allow him to. He's never seen Yeonjun so happy before, not even with Yuna. He's happy for both of you.
"Your mother brought you up loyal and kind
Teenage love taught you there's good in goodbye
Every woman that you knew brought you here
I wanna teach you how forever feels..."
You meet his eyes and you notice this sparkle that wasn't there before. He's glowing and you realize this is what love is supposed to be.
"... but I love you more." People might be cheering but you can't quite hear them. Your eyes just follow Yeonjun and his clumsy attempt to get through the crown and reach you.
"What are you waiting for, dumbass?" Heesung's voice brings you back. And, as if you were set free after a long time being kept in the dark, you run towards that bright light.
You're not sure who catches who, but you're finally in each other's arms. One of his arms secures you close to his body by holding your waist while the other cradles the back of your head. You can feel his heartbeat, as soothing as ever, and you realize it's in perfect sync with yours.
"No one ever made a song about me." He says trying to stop himself from smiling but failing miserably. He just can't hide his happiness.
"I wanted to surprise you." Your hands reach for his face and stroke his cheeks lovingly. How could anyone ever say he's not made for love?
"You did!" His eyes trail down your lips as if asking for permission. Such a sweet guy, but you don't wanna wait so you take the lead.
It's perfect. Maybe a little too good to be true, but you're both happy and that's all that matters right now.
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After the festival, some of your friends go clubbing while others just disappear without explanation. You don't exactly care right now. You just go back to Yeonjun's apartment so you can talk.
"So Heesung and Beomgyu helped you?" He's amused at the implications. Of course he knew his friends liked you but them going out of their way to help someone is completely new.
"They did!" You then tell him every detail about the creative process and how good of a teacher Heesung actually is.
"You really mean all those things?" He asks shyly. "You actually wanna be with me?"
"We all have a past; even I've done some things I'm not very proud of. But the thing is that you're not what you did or the people you've been with. And people talk and say mena things but they don't know you. And you don't have to explain anything to me, Jun." You reach for his hand. "We've all hurt others, and we've been hurt. We make mistakes, it's a part of growing up. Of course, people told me some weird things about you, but they haven't seen the way you care for the people you love. They don't notice the way you're always willing to help your friends, or how you always make sure to bring snacks cause you know Beomgyu forgets to buy his own. The way you talk so highly of Heesung and Soobin. That's the Yeonjun I know, that's the Yeonjun I care about."
His eyes fill with tears and you can tell his making a huge effort to not hide from you. "I love you." His voice is so low you almost think he didn't say it.
"I love you too."
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Waking up next to him is kind of your favorite thing to do lately. His eyes fluttering and his nose scrunching are one of the most adorable things you've seen.
His arms remain locked around you and you feel his skin against yours. The memories of what happened last night make you blush. You clearly remember his lips against yours and the sight of his bare chest.You're not sure of what happened next but the feel of his hands caressing your skin and exploring your body still lingers and makes you feel at peace. It's kinda weird how you've never felt like this with anyone before. Yeonjun is intense and abrasive but, when you're with him, there's this soft and soothing feeling that engulfs you and you can't help but bask in his harmonious presence.
"Good morning, baby" His sleepy voice is so endearing.
"We're on a pet name basis now?"
"I'm your boyfriend now, so I get to call you baby."
His declaration almost makes you chuckle. You've been someone's girlfriend before and, by extension, you've had boyfriends before. However, no one's ever been so proud of being yours; he's not claiming you, he's devoting himself to you.
"Well then, since I'm your girlfriend now, I get to call you Jun or Junnie."
"Fine, but I get to call you angel and love on special occasions." He rolls his eyes playfully.
"You're so demanding!"
"I never said I was a low maintenance partner."
"Can I still change my mind?" Your teasing tone doesn't go unnoticed.
"Absolutely not! You were the one who said forever first," he tightens his grip on your waist, "so no take backs!"
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After a shower and looking through his closet for something that doesn't make you look like a hobbit, he takes you out to get breakfast. If you thought he was unbearable when it comes to paying back when you were dating and even just friends, he's the worst with this whole boyfriend status.
He is your boyfriend after all, of course you're not paying for anything as long as he's here. For him, this is just the bare minimum. He's well aware that you're more than capable of paying, and he's ready to back down if it becomes an issue, but this is like basic boyfriend shit so he's just doing his best.
Seeing you laugh and having fun is enough to make his heart dance in his chest. Truth be told, he still feels like you deserve way more but he's gonna do everything in his power to be more for you.
"What are we doing tonight?" He asks with those adorable eyes that you've come to love so much.
"How about game night with the girls?" You suggest.
"Karina hates me!" He groans.
"She can't hate my boyfriend."
"Fine, but invite Hyunjin."
"Deal."
He's never been only hostile to Minho's friends but after spending some time with them, while respecting their limits, he's come to like Hyunjin. Maybe, under different circumstances, they could've been great friends.
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imma be honest here, I'm hurting myself with all this fluff
finishing this here did cross my mind but we die like men here so pls have fun with the next few wholesome chapters
yeonjun is SO happy
basically everyone is rooting for them and I love it
I'm really happy about this development but yeah let me know what you guys think
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wukyma · 3 hours ago
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I'm very curious about your Posepoli AU if you are OK with sharing facts about it ? Maybe what you have in mind? Or what Poseidon have in mind withvhis proposition 🤔 I can't only imagine the crew reaction
Also I'm in absolute love with your art ! The way you color? Your Odysseus ? Incredible. Make me think about fairy tales book illustrations you know ? And don't let go on your design of Poseidon ? He look so cold and distanced, it's actually genius!
Oh, thank you so much 💖 It means a lot! I loved illustrated fairytales as a kid and had a similar book of Greek myths, so that's probably where the style comes from, hehe
As for the AU... I lied shamelessly in the other post and speedran through coloring the panels and imma show y'all everything today!
If you haven't seen the previous one go check it out first
SO, Polites lives. But now he has to cope with the consequences of their recklessness,,
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⬇️⬇️⬇️ cut because yapping again
The wind bag gets opened, and they're faced with Poseidon seeking revenge,,
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Odysseus' apology isn't accepted (who even apologizes like that??), but Poseidon doesn't get to strike him —
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Polites steps in and asks for them to be spared.
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The god almost laughs in his face because that's an utterly ridiculous attempt, but decides that there's no harm in amusing himself a bit. Yet, no matter what Poseidon thinks about the man and how much he despises his ideals,, Polites is very different from most mortals he met, with his unshakeable belief in a better world (that realization happens much later in the plot, at the moment he's just pissed off)
So, yeah. Poseidon gives them a challenge: if they find another way around the storm, continue their journey without harming or killing (as per Poli's ideology), and get home, he will spare everyone, even Odysseus. The one who's formally "responsible" for holding up their end of the deal is still Polites, and he gets a kind of seal/tattoo as proof that neither side will go against the terms (yay ✨️aesthetics ✨️)
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Forgot to mention: the whole crew is alive — 600 men making their way to Ithaca!
Next stop would be Circe's island,,, guess who will become besties? Ehehwhe
Things I believe are important to mention:
Poseidon REALLY doesn't like Polites in this AU (well,, for now) and wants to see him fail, then drown the fleet and be done with it
His main motivation here wouldn't be to avenge Polyphemus, but to prove that Polites is wrong (same as with Odysseus, but more intense)
Get ready for tons of mockery in the next part ( ;∀;)
I headcanon (not just in this AU but in general) that Polites, Perimedes, and Elpenor are also very close friends!
Odysseus is oblivious about Poli's feelings towards him (dude is mole-blind when it comes to that), but Eurylochus knows
Umm, so that's it for now! See y'all next time, because telling things without throwing pictures in seems meh... However, that's up to you, too. I can continue as it is and draw the scenes you'd like to see and/or choose later :3 Just write how u think would be more okayish i guess??
Bonus thing: congrats on reading till the end lol. there is one inconsistency in the comic above. at the sketch stage I flipped 3 of these panels, and they don't match with the other ones (seen in the details) first one to guess (say the nr order, idc) gets to request ANYTHING epic‐related from me :D
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dasketcherz · 14 hours ago
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I also just love how well this sets up so much of the choices of the main cast by the near end of the final act.
Nuru and Yong still having reservations about Varian concealing his past this whole time and how that put a strain on their relationship and how they perceived him from there while Hugo tried to be the mediator for once, and trying to help the two understand on behalf of Varian—that no matter what he has done, Varian really really did care for them, values them and didn't mean to hurt them like this. And the most damning part?—he's not just talking about Varian when he says these, he's talking about himself too (knowing what's coming next sooner or later and aghhhh)
It's one of those cases of "you wouldn't truly understand it unless you were there" situations. And Hugo's betrayal really shifts something in both Nuru and Yong. They saw how as equally hurt Varian was of this action as they were—and yet he chose to prioritize keeping them both safe as best as he can even after they constantly distanced themselves from him, because it was the right thing to do and they cant help but commend him for that.
So when Hugo act on wanting to set things right, their shift of realization about Varian is what helped them choose to give Hugo another chance and help him correct his mistake, because it was the right thing to do.
And the way by the end, Hugo made it abundantly clear that he had remorse and was truly sorry for what he did. And Varian knows that Hugo probably expects not to be welcomed back in their group anymore after everything, but Varian knew firsthand what it felt like to feel abandoned and left behind by the people you thought were your friends—and he's never gonna let Hugo have to go through that same rotting feeling like he did—so he asks Hugo to stay.
And Nuru and Yong finally genuinely understands that even good people are capable of making poor decisions, but that doesn't make them inherently a bad person, especially when they make an effort to undo their wrongdoings. So they, too, agree and support Varian's sentiment to open their arms up to Hugo again.
(this part is something my friend @star-burrow brilliantly pointed out) Meanwhile, Hugo saw the damage Ulla's fallout with Donella caused his mentor everyday ever since and he could never think of himself doing that to Varian (and the others), no matter how terrible and undeserving he believes he is, he wants to make amends with all of them and not run away from this—so Hugo stays.
Team Radical mean so much to each other and they're willing to give this another go, they know it's gonna be worth the shot... because after all, they're scientists—"trial and error is part of the process and there's always room for improvement" is their mantra as a group of nerdy friends. And that's exactly what they'll do—make room for improvement for one another.
I love this spin-off a normal amount you guys, I swear to god.
Something that’s really cool about the Varian And The Seven Kingdoms Mini-Series that plays in my head occasionally, is how the writers treat Varian’s villain arc.
It’s something he keeps hidden. Because while yes, his past is something he’s made peace with, and is even something he can joke about with his friends. But it’s one thing to joke about something with your friends who see you as an equal, to joke about it with people who were there and affected.
But it’s almost impossible to bring up around people you’re supposed to be leading, around people who you recently met. He’s trying to earn the trust of Yong, Nuru, and Hugo. He needs to earn their respect so they trust him to lead them through the trials, not to mention the fact that Nuru and Yong are both children.
So instead of Varian ever mentioning his past- a fabled man named “The Alchemist” is brought up. Yong hears about him at the market, and asks about him at the camp fire, where Nuru regales him with the tale of The Alchemist who tried to take over Corona- the ruthless scientist who took the queen hostage, experimented on animals, and tried to kill the princess. As she goes on, she gives Yong a story that is clearly filled with exaggerations and lies, scaring him. This only furthers Varian’s desire to keep quiet about everything. Throughout the series The Alchemist is brought up again, always in a negative light. Varian always shuts down any conversation about the mythical being.
And Hugo gets suspicious.
On their way to Corona, the episode before the two-part finale, they’re walking through the woods and find Varian’s old wanted poster, and he confesses to everything.
Nuru and Yong are understandably upset and set up their tents elsewhere- having no desire to be around the person who lied to them all year, even if they understand his side of the story. It’s still a hurtful betrayal to learn that someone isn’t who you thought they were…
But Hugo stays. Hugo put it together long ago, and even if he didn’t, he knows that sometimes a part of yourself is best kept hidden- or a part of yourself shouldn’t be revealed until you’re ready. He consoles Varian, confirms he still trusts him, and assures him that Nuru and Yong will eventually forgive him too. Varian is incredibly moved by the support and affection.
The two even almost share a kiss, before they notice a blue lantern float towards them. Like one of Rapunzel’s birthday lanterns- but blue and being powered by chemical vials, with The Brotherhood’s emblem stamped on. (The fact that Rapunzel sent birthday lanterns for Varian to lead him back home from his journey made me tear up a little.)
Idk I just thought that was a really sweet way the writers handled that storyline and I love the special moment between Varian and Hugo that foreshadows the finale…
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hanaybuns · 3 days ago
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let me cook
guys i have a confession to make... and you have to hear me out...karatoto (karamatsu and totoko) is a fun pairing
NOW STAY WITH ME HERE FOR A SECOND
in the context of the show, i would only want them to stay friends, if not besties. i think the writers actually like pairing them up for certain scenes bc they can rely on kara to be slightly more normal (relative to the other matsus) when interacting with totoko. like, when you really think about it they interact a lot in the third season... i honestly think she interacted with kara the most in season 3 besides nyaa and possibly osomatsu.
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but thats actually not why i like them as a pair... the real reason is because i like messiness and i like drama and i like fun and i think a secret relationship between karamatsu and totoko would have all of those things
(the even realer reason is because i'm wildly and shamelessly biased towards karamatsu. it's just that simple)
see, the reason it would be so fun is because no one would expect it. everyone in the show probably thinks that if totoko were to end up with anyone, it would be osomatsu. and that's not an unfounded belief, i think they definitely do have the deepest and most complex relationship out of the 6 as the two "leads".
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them getting together would kind of represent this grand, but ultimately linear shift in the status quo. the main character gets the heroine. shocker. but it kind of is a shocker in a show like osomatsu san, and its characters aren't really ready for that kind of "ending" per se. especially not osomatsu, who thrives and desperately clings to the status quo like his life depends on it. and ofc totoko is in a similar boat, where she finds herself yearning for simpler, more fun times.
but maybe totoko just wants to have a little extra fun! maybe she just wants to take a quick detour! is that too much to ask?? can't a girl have a little fling on the side?? why does everything she does matter so much as the heroine??? it sucks!!
it's too hard to go out and find a rich hot guy to have fun with. thankfully, she has 6 men who are already head over heels for her! so she finds herself weighing the pros and cons of each sextuplet.
osomatsu is... complicated, so he's out
choromatsu is an automatic no
ichimatsu is okay... but he seems like a guy who needs more care than she's willing to give
jyushimatsu is complicated in a different, much weirder way
todomatsu... todomatsu is definitely a viable option, but she wants someone who will only have eyes for her and she doesn't like how totty always has 2 girls by his side
karamatsu... karamatsu was never really an option in her mind but like, he's pretty nice! and honestly recently he's been much more normal than he used to be (season 1). his painfullness has decreased substantially since then. he also doesn't look half bad! he and todomatsu definitely take care of their appearance the most out of the 6. they've talked a decent amount and they even had that one skit together... ignition.
(side note, weirdly enough i think the karamatsu taxi skit makes him the only matsu to ever call a woman a b*tch... which is surprising to say the least and honestly detracts from this whole thing a bunch but i just thought it was so crazy...yikes kara)
but best of all, karamatsu is (seemingly) simple. and thats what she wants right now, a simple and easy and fun time. no baggage, no grand status quo changes, no needless effort. just a little fun with a guy she already knows likes her.
so she approaches him one day and asks him to carry her bags for her while she goes shopping. normal enough right? so karamatsu ofc is like "oh yeah i think i'm free but my brothers might be busy" and totoko's like "oh that's fine, you don't have to bring them" and karamtsu just says "sounds good, see you tomorrow!"
he walks home and it doesn't really hit him until he gets there... totoko chan just invited him somewhere to do something with him... alone.
but she's done that before! she asked if he wanted to watch her at her driving school, which he did alone. heh... it seems totoko is not a karamatsu girl yet, but he thinks he can win her over after tomorrow.
ok so i have more ideas for this, but honestly i don't really think theres an audience for karatoto but lmk if you guys are interested to hear the rest.
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theadhddimsenion · 2 days ago
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Some theories and predictions on m&m going forward.
I do believe that for whatever reason or reasons whether it be one or both of them worrying about being a parent and what that will me for them and their relationship, millie being unsure of whether or not wants to keep it, millies fears of her husband not liking whatever decision she makes, the dangers that the child could be in due to their line of work and how their grandfather would be *cough* crimson *cough*. Or something else the baby will be the cause of m&m first major multi episode conflict. I know not everyone is going to appreciate m&m not being the perfect couple for even a three episode mini arc but just here me out on this. They m&m couple are newlyweds and they haven't really been through the real muck of a relationship that happens but can you tell me who both of them might know who has plenty of experience with relationship troubles? If you guessed blitz buckso you get a gold star 🌟!! This would be a great way to show how much blitz has changed and actually have his many failed relationships actually work out in his favor because if stolitz can have a healthy relationship after everything they been through then a couple as lovely dovey as m&m are going to be just fine.
Millies pregnancy and her love of her job is going to conflict. She definitely loves being an assassin the most out of all of them but if she has to be a mother than she has to give up that part of her life that she loves. Maybe they could even add some more drama with blitzs descion to turn the company into a body guard service which only stolas and moxxie like. Perhaps between millies growing anxieties about being replaced and forced into a role she doesn't like she sneaks out to go on a mission of her own only to find that it's a trap set by a vengeful Ronaldo (and blind because his eyes melted) and Ronaldo Is all "well, well, well not so tough now are you hick!? What's the matter I thought my words didn't mean shit to you!?! AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" but he is for good by blitz and a band if real ghosts he fucked. At the end of the episode blitz immediately knows something is wrong when millie doesn't respond to his teasing about her being wrong about ghosts and in a sence mirroring ghost fuckers ending the rest of the team all give her reassurance that they will always need her and the big part is when moxxie tells her he will always love her regardless of whether or not she wanted a family.
Another potential sencario is that like before millie is out on a mission that turns out to be a trap. But rather than by Ronaldo both millie and loona are defeated and captured by crimson due to millies pregnancy throwing her off her game and loonas lack of experience in the field. Crimson who has hired striker once again but this time is giving the cowimp a lot more snark than before due to him being a blatant sellout and kinda useless and the only reason he hired him was because blitz and his crew where the ones they were fighting so he couldn't exactly get them on his payroll.
Crim uses both loona and millie as both bait and a barging chip mentioning millies child in his ransom tape and telling both blitz and moxxie that they could either surrender themselves to be killed or their loved ones die. At first everything is going in crimsons favor seemingly like moxxie has fully surrendered but that's when blitz comes out of nowhere and springs the plan moxxie had come up with (note this will be another big moment between blitz and moxxie as for the first time blitz let's the little possum make the plan noting that he is generally the better strategist when he pulls his head out of his frequently pegged ass). This shows that moxxie is a far better imp than his farther ever was because despite moxxies reputation as a coward and a weakling he has proven he is far more capable than most people give him credit for and what has his father done? When's the last time crimson ever did any of his dirty work himself? You all saw the way he cowered when millie slaughtered his thugs. I am willing to bet money that despite what he claims crimson is a pathetic coward who would surrender the moment he had no one else to do his dirty work for him, moxxie may not be the most outright strong or forward of demons but he was never the type to force others to do what he couldn't and crimson doesn't exactly look like he was made for any kind of direct combat, the only person he could physically overcome was his own son from a young age and I bet that he couldn't even take his own wife had she given him a serious fight. All this is to say that this is moxxies biggest moment to shine as both a charater and a fighter he ends up finshing crimson off by drowning him in the same like his mother drowned in and he gets to be the one to save his wife this time around and he gets to do by playing to his strengths rather than trying to be something he isn't.
And as a bonus my man blitz gets so badass charater development as well getting to save his daughter and bond with moxxie. Another thing I like about this idea is that it shows that the girls aren't mentally and physically invincible. What I mean by that is that so far we have only seen millie fail a few times and we haven't seen loona fail once and it wouldn't seem fair to me if they kept the girls as the perfect warriors and therapists for the entire series when they clearly aren't. Bltiz, moxxie and stolas have been shown as the flawed and often failing people they are many times and I feel that having millie and loona go through similar treatment is only fair. Actually that gives me another idea as to give moxxie and loona some more character development in this theoretical episode. Having loona be captured doesn't just show she isn't invincible and gives blitz to go full Papa wolf for her but it also gives a way for moxxie and loona to bond. Loona failing her first official mission would and being saved by "fatty" would be the perfect opportunity for moxxie to rub it in her face and get her back for all the shit she gave him but moxxie gets to be mature and simply helps her up telling her that he wasn't going to give her shit for failing cause that's not what friends do. With this loona and moxxie finally get to bury the hatchet and really ties up moxxies story nicely.
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burningcheese-merchant · 2 days ago
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Its the cycle of History. Civilizations rise up. He watches them thrive. They eventually fall. Witnessing an expected event over and over with no Change can be desensitizating. After all, there's no reason in madness! (Timekeeper being in a similar boat of boredom only satiated by causing problems on purpose in roundabout ways for lols)
One might say that all he does with Destruction gives him a sense of control. Finally he can play HIS way. Speeding up things so he doesn't end up getting attached. Even better if he can be destroyed in turn some day. The combo of adrenaline and spices make for quite the addiction :3 If it turns out he sent spiced out cookies to Mystic then not even his supposed friend is safe from bull
It's rather interesting with what we've seen in Mystic Flour as the first Beast release. Girlie cared too much til she had no more f to give. BS destroys everything before he could prolly care. Can't wait to see Smilk spiraling into silly[tm] from knowing too much! Time to crave tragedy!!
I know, brother. Trust me. I've made a post addressing this before, and... Well. What I work on and study irl has an awful lot to do with history as a subject lol. I really need you wll to believe me when I say I understand the cycle of history. I know it so well, it hurts. It's part of why I'm such a cynic irl. I know exactly how awful history and people are. I really, truly do.
And you have a point, yeah. It could be a play for control. For things to be the way Burning Spice wants them to be, if only once. Sort of like what I suggested in that post: just cut out the middleman and end it all yourself. Be the "solution" to the "problem", before the problem even actually happens. It's a valid theory. Certainly an interesting one.
It's still bullshit at the end, though. Same with Mystic Flour's reasons for turning bad. Same as all the others' reasons probably will be.
Idk I think I'm just... tired at this point. History is a subject that is very near and dear to my heart for many reasons, and has been my whole life. In studying history, you learn a lot about people and life and the human condition. And part of that is hearing every single excuse for doing evil deeds possible. And in hearing Mystic Flour's backstory, and even Burning Spice's (how little we actually see), all I heard were all those same excuses all over again. And I got sick of hearing them a long time ago.
I'm not sure I necessarily see what Mystic Flour did as "caring too much until she had nothing left to give". I see it, I see what you're saying and it's valid, I just... it reads more as outright naivety to me. Girlie acts like she's never heard of greedy people before. "There were people who wished for selfish things and wanted my powers for themselves" uh yeah lol. That happens. There are people like that out there. You should know better than to think otherwise. You should also know better than to just go ahead and grant every single person's wishes. It inevitably leads to greed and entitlement. But regardless, that's no fucking reason to want to wipe out all of man/cookiekind. That's fucking stupid. Some shitty people took advantage of me, therefore every single person on earth should lose their individuality and die. Fuck you, you miserable bitch (I know it's more complicated than that, I'm just distilling it because MF legitimately does irritate me as a character lol)
"I'm bored" oh man. Oh jeez. That's the worst thing that could ever happen to someone, now isn't it. You're so bored, it seems, that you can't even be bothered to explain why or how. Are you tired of building something up and caring about it, only for it to be destroyed, over and over again? Did you lose someone important to you while enforcing that cycle? Are you overwhelmed by the burden of the responsibility you were given without choice, and thus slowly driven to madness? All of the above? None? It doesn't matter because those are stupid, too. And they're rendered stupid because you use them as an excuse to hurt people that have nothing to do with anything. "I destroy things to regain a semblance of control over my life and to prevent attachment" cool motive, still murder. If you (and MF, too) are that bothered by the way things are then just fucking kill yourself. Why not? End your oh so terrible suffering instead of inflicting it on everyone else. But they won't, and neither did the other Beasts, because they are all fundamentally dumb, selfish, hypocritical cowards.
Or, how about this: ABDICATE. You don't want the power and responsibility? Give it to somebody else. You don't want to help uphold balance? Fine, that's fair. LET SOMEONE ELSE DO IT, THEN. Have the humility and integrity to admit you're not cut out for the job instead of doing this heinous shit. The Ancients worked for the power and accepted the responsibility that came with it. That's why they're better than you and always will be. They're not bummed out by immortality or the cycle of history or whatever else you want to cry about. They live their lives and do right by others and get the job done. It's obvious you can't, so just man up and step down. Or don't. Hoard the power and neglect the responsibility and be a blight on society instead of coming to terms with your own shortcomings. Because that's easier, isn't it? Being evil is the easy way out. That's why so many people are. Because they're too weak to try anything else.
That's all the Beasts were and continue to me, to me. Weak. They are right to be unhappy with whatever unfortunate circumstances befell them. They are right to resent their creators and the burden they bestowed upon them. But they are wrong to punish everyone else for it. It's selfishness. Weak moral and spiritual fiber. Congratulations, Mystic Flour, you've proven that your apathy is fake by trying so hard to get the Soul Jam back and wanting to steamroll everyone else's rights, thoughts and feelings with your own. Congratulations, Burning Spice, you're still perpetuating the cycle of history by being the exact same bloodthirsty tyrant as every single one before and after you. I've seen these clowns before, history is full of them. And they all start grating on you after a while lol.
Idk if any of this made sense. I think I'm just irritated with the Beasts (and with villains in general, maybe, to a degree) and your ask gave me an excuse to ramble semi-coherently about it lol. I nevertheless appreciate you telling me your thoughts. You have good and interesting ones. I wish you a wonderful New Year and a big basket full of delicious bonbons
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cloudyskydreams · 2 days ago
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Yandere types UT,UF,US,HT
So!!! I asked and y'all have delivered!! I got like 4 yandere asks already and they are all very good. I figured I should probably do this one first as it'll give me a better idea how to write the others ::3.
These are just small rambles and their yandere types, surprisingly Stretch was the hardest for me here.
Anyways hope you enjoy!!
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Undertale:
Sans: Manipulative ,possesive , stalker.
This man is a PRO gaslighter. He wasn't there and he has no idea what you're talking about and a matter of fact you weren't there either?? Bro can lie his way out of any situation and sometimes he feeds you lies just for the heck of it to keep you out of the loop and further trapped in his web. He doesn't think it's weird he likes to watch you, he's just making sure you're staying good and safe. Uses his teleportation ability to his advantage for sure and enjoys creeping you out sometimes by making noise in your house and teleporting outside a window to watch your reaction (he thinks it's cute).
Papyrus: Delusional, Obsessive, Overprotective.
He's really good at lying to himself and telling himself what he wants to hear. You should also get really good at this because it'll make things easier for you in the end. He just loves you so much and is so happy to be around you when he can be. Gushes about you so much his brother and friends all think you two are in a relationship of some sorts (atleast friendship) when y'all are still just strangers basically. Once you get closer Papyrus loves having you depend on him it gets to the point where he starts to sabotage things in your life so he can run in and "save" the situation as a hero.
Underfell:
Red: Obsessive/Possessive, Clingy, Manipulative.
Red's never thought he was worth it or that anyone would ever love him and that doesn't change as a yandere. He knows how disgusting and vile he and his affections are and so he hides them with manipulative sweet lies and gentle affection. He's constantly all over you when he gets the chance finding ways to sneak touches as acquaintances and gets bolder with his touches as your relationship progresses. Desperate for positive attention from you fuck he'd even take negative attention like getting hit or degraded anything as long as your focusing on him. In his eyes he belongs to you, he is yours and you have no choice but to be his.
Edge: Possessive, Controlling, Stalker.
This man is a schedule freak and he has your schedule memorized a day or two after knowing you with some good ole stalking. Plans everything out to a t from how you meet to the point of your eventual relationship and gets frustrated when things don't go exactly as planned. He hates how there's so many outside factors that can affect the budding relationship between you two. He's definitely not stalking you by the way his schedule just conveniently starts to line up with yours and you find yourself in the same areas constantly. Oh you're taking this hobby class what a surprise edge is also taking that class.
Underswap:
Blue: Impulsive, Obsessive/possesive, Unstable.
Blues emotions greatly depend on yours at the moment. If your upset he's upset if you're happy he's happy. It's extremely hard to expect what's to come from him due to his impulsive nature and with is instability it makes quite a duo. He's not above hurting other people to get to you and occasionally if he has to hurt you to get his way he will.
Stretch:, Manipulative, Obsessive, Soft
. He's really good like Sans at lying his way out of situations but he also uses his manipulative tactics in a poor me situation alot to garner sympathy from you. The world's a cruel place and he's aware of this he just wants to keep you safe so badly. He feels guilty when he has to hold you in comfort over losing a friend/family member or feeding you poisoned food to keep you sick so he can take care of you but its easier this way... All you need is him and he knows this it's only a matter of time until you get it too.
Horrortale:
Axe: Sadistic, Clingy, Possesive/Obsessive.
What a nice combo. Axe falls and falls hard when he finds the object of his obsession. They just stick out to him and he thinks about them for a long time even after they're gone and that's when he realizes.... he didn't forget them. He takes that as a sign it's ment to be and basically kidnaps them from the start after stalking them to know their schedule and the perfect time to take them. Leans heavy on Stockholm syndrome and isn't above hurting his darling as punishment and training. After being a sadistic fuck he'll love bomb you with cuddles and affection divulging into his clingy side.
Willow: Overprotective, obsessive, Harmless
Willow is very much like papyrus in the sense of he sets up situations to be your hero. He also gets really jealous of other people and friends and will try to slowly get you to disconnect with them and rely more and more solely on him. He won't hurt you or anyone else he just doesn't have it in him. Doesn't mean he won't ask his brother to do something for him if something needs to be done though. He's one to have a shrine/collection of your items he's collected over the time of knowing you.
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Not to sure how I feel about these but atleast they're done and now I can work on some asks with personalities already in mind! Thanks so much for everyone who replied to my request so fast!
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castingspellsanddaisies · 3 days ago
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How Jude Bellingham deals with jeaulousy and possessiveness? | Tarot Reading
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DISCLAIMER: Take everything with a grain of salt and enjoy!
How Jude acts when he gets jealous?
5 of wands reversed +5 of cups reversed + 10 of wands | back of the deck: 6 of wands
Passive aggressiveeeeeeee
Jude's such a cancer man it's insane, So, when he gets jealous he will pretend that's he's not jealous even though it will be pretty obvious that he is in fact jealous. He will not confront his partner directly, instead, he may go silent (kind of give the silent treatment which is very problematic), he will go cold on her out of sudden but will not say why he's acting cold like that to her. Jude's the type of person who holds his pain until he can't hold on anymore and then he explodes. I also see him being all sarcastic and say things like ''why are you asking my help? go ask for his help'' and things like that.
And the cherry on top: When Jude gest jealous he will show off in front of whomever made him jealous, and he will expect his partner to give him validation - ''I'm better then him, say I'm better than him'' kind of thing.
So we said he's possessive in his relationships (when he really loves the person, obviously), wtf does that mean?
king of wands reversed + the star reversed + 3 of wands reversed | back of the deck: the devil
Interesting. Jude really wants his partner there with him feeding his ego 24/7, oh boy... And he can be pushy so his partner can do what he wants her to do (usually includes her not being away from him much longer). But he acts like this when he's feeling insecure, otherwise he's chill.
Yes, folks, he will play the victim. On that matter he's not possessive like we mostly see with others, he's ''not like the other guys'' lol
The man has codependence and attachment issues, so he plays the victim when his partner doesn't do what he wants or is not spending as much time with him as he wants. He just really, really likes to have his partner physically there with him all the time.
How he deals when his partner gets jealous of him?
5 of pentacles + the tower + 10 of cups | back of the deck: 5 of sword reversed
So he doesn't like it a bit if/when his partner gets jealous. When Jude's in love with someone he doesn't like any ''threats'' that could destroy his perfect relationship. His partner being jealous of him makes him feel like he failed as a partner, so he rushes right away to reconcile. He doesn't like to fight with his partner at all.
Does he want his partner to be possessive of him?
5 of pentacles + 3 of hearts reversed + justice | back of the deck: the lovers
Jude wants harmony in his relationship, so no. But that's quite ironic, considering that when he feels jealous or insecure he's a lot of things but not fair.
But that's a good sign. He already has this idea in his head of how a healthy and loving relationship must be, but it doesn't take out the fact that sometimes Jude wishes for a little bit of drama in it.
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I only have one thing to say: Cancer men are a blessing and a nightmare at the same time. Good luck with them.
Bye bye and take care <33
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till-alnst · 2 days ago
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Till? Oh my beautiful Till. Where do I start with you. You are gorgeous and your beauty has not dwindled since the day I first saw you. Every day I wake up elated to know that you exist in my lifetime. I wake up from a dream of you and smile, wishing I could relive the dream again and again. It doesn't matter what the contents of the dream was, if it had you in it in any way, I'd relive it time and time again. Even if it resulted in your untimely death, I'd still choose to live through that outcome. Any second with you is naught a second wasted. I love you dearly, Till. I have pictures upon pictures of you saved to my phone. I struggle with making fanart despite finding writing fanfiction easy, but with you it's always easy. I love expressing myself through you. I've never drawn a character so much as I have you. You are my muse. You are the reason I wrote that fanfiction, because I can really resonate with Ivan as he too would see you as his muse. I can use any medium and I will do everything in my power to capture your essence and soul into every brush stroke, swipe of my finger, chisel to stone. All of it. I'd build castles and carve statues of diamond for you. No, not diamond, I'd do it out of larimar or veszelyite to capture the brilliant teal radiance of your eyes. Oh your eyes.... your eyes are gorgeous. I could stare into them forever, and I'm sure I have. They're prettier than the bluest lagoons, they're prettier than the bluest sky, they're prettier than any gemstone. I'd say what gems I could use, what I could carve you out of, but none of it would compare to the brilliant piercing teal of your eyes. If I were to go blind, and your eyes were the last thing I'd see, I'd be happy. I'd live the rest of my life with the image of your beautiful eyes glimmering in my memory. I'd never forget the way they'd look either, no matter how many years pass. I'd never ask for anything more.
I'd live for you. I don't care if you never look at me or if you never learn of my existence. I'd still live if it meant I was in the same timeline as you. I would sacrifice myself twice over if it meant that you could smile again. I would sacrifice myself twicr over if it meant you could live with a little bit more purpose. If you told me to live, I would. If you told me to leave, I would. I'd listen to you. I'd want nothing but the best for you, even if that meant I'd watch from afar. I'd honestly prefer it that way.
There's not a day that would go by where I wouldn't long or yearn for you, Till, but I would still prefer it that way. I'm not someone who could give you the love that you deserve. The greatest honor would... probably be just standing by your side.
- @kusattaruuru
…please touch grass. what the fuck.
also it’s twice*.
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brionysea · 23 days ago
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if stranger things 5 comes out and they're like 'omg! the upside down has been a product of someone's dark and twisted mind this whole time! it's... WILL!' I'll immediately lose interest
#manifestation theory#I really hope not#like I don't. hate will. he's fine. but he's so easily likable that it doesn't feel rewarding to like him?#mike wheeler's been a menace this whole time so I had to put in work to figure him out#and they literally said 'getting to mike is the key' which would make sense if by understanding mike you understand everything#in the show where no one knows what's going on and also no one knows what mike wheeler is thinking ever. unrelated ofc#he isn't important look away. don't look at him#like why would they! make him the bad guy! if they're not going to MAKE HIM THE BAD GUY!!!!!#I'd say it makes too much sense not to do it but I'm always saying that and then these stupid shows do stupid things anyway#because. listen. if one of them is the heart and one of them has to die for the upside down to be permanently defeated#and that person is will#there's no conflict there. everyone loves will. because he's designed to be likable and for you to want him alive#but MIKE? mike's flawed. he's frustrating. he's a bad friend and a worse boyfriend. he's very obnoxiously a teenage boy#if it's mike the audience would need to be reminded that this is a Child‚ and no matter how much you personally dislike them#wanting children to die because you think they're useless and annoying and etc. IS NOT NORMAL#THAT'S NOT NORMAL! ESPECIALLY WHEN MIKE ALREADY THINKS THAT ABOUT HIMSELF!#mike being the heart gives the 'maybe we should just kill him' side of the trolley problem weight#think about it. really think about it. if they decide that mike has to die to keep everyone safe‚ what's going to happen?#the adults won't agree. hopper won't do it. he talked about killing mike before but he won't ACTUALLY let any of these kids die#maybe mike jumps off a cliff again but he needed the pressure of dustin's immediate safety and a countdown to make himself do it last time#what I think is more likely? nancy. she has guns in her bedroom (there's a 6 year old in the house I know where I keep my guns; her SISTER)#she hates the upside down for taking barb and making her feel like this; she wants to finish what they started - she wants to kill it.#if mike has to die‚ then nancy has to kill her own brother. because he can't do it himself and his big sister can do anything#does that sound right to you? this being the first time they agree and connect and are on the same page? is any of this right?
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