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i dont think kim dokja is transgender unfortunately but he makes up for this by being so wholly disconnected from his body that he gets about the same experience anyways
#plus the guilt and shame and belief that there is something fundamentally wrong with you and feeling unable to connect with those around you#hes got so many problems he gets in the door of any support group#hes got everything disease hes speedrunning the dsm 5#orv
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Hey bestie! Congrats on 1300!!!!❤️❤️❤️
You deserve every single one of those followers and more!
Could you do the fluff prompt "Let me help you" with Hunter? Maybe the reader is really stressed/burnt out and Hunter just wants to take care of her. (If you wanna do it with a little hurt/comfort flair I definitely wouldn't mind 😂)
Thanks so much!
Thank you so much, my dear!! 💜 I'm happy to count you among my followers and friends!! 🥰
I got uh...slightly carried away with this one towards the end, I'll admit 😅 You'll see what I mean lol
"Emotional Engineering"
34. "Let me help you."
Pairing: Hunter x fem reader
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Becoming an engineer was something you'd wanted since you were a teenager and you were asked in school the kind of career you wanted to pursue. You were smart and really good with ship parts, putting them together and fixing them and such. You thought becoming an engineer would be no problem.
Until you got to engineering school at the Republic Academy.
That was not easy by any means.
You were lucky to get an internship as an engineer working in the Republic shipyards that helped with some things during your schooling, but it still kept you busy and only added a bit more stress.
Then you were assigned to a squad during the war as part of your internship: Clone Force 99.
They were a fun group that you got along well with and they were supportive of your schooling, offering to help however they could. You were glad you got assigned to them...but it didn't help that you found yourself distracted by their leader, Sergeant Hunter.
You were so attracted to him in so many ways, it was almost ridiculous. Your thoughts wandered to him when you were supposed to be studying for exams and you couldn't focus. You imagined what it would be like if he held you...kissed you...roamed his hands and lips over your body....
"Stop that!" you'd say out loud to yourself before smacking your own face to break out of your daydream. You couldn't afford to think like that. One, because you were supposed to be studying and two, he was a soldier and technically, your commanding officer. There was no way he'd be interested in anything like that.
Those distractions paired with the stress of your schooling as well as your work was doing nothing for your physical and mental health.
You found yourself feeling burnt out eventually, pushing yourself to do more when you felt you couldn't go any further. You had to. You couldn't let yourself or your squad down, even if it was costing you sleep and time.
This was something Hunter soon noticed.
Concerned for you, he went to your apartment one day to check on you. When he got there, he saw your door was left unlocked, which was already a sign something was up. He walked inside and announced his presence, seeing you with your head down at your desk.
His voice woke you and you cried out, "Hydrospanner!" Then you groaned, realizing you'd fallen asleep again. This couldn't keep happening. You jumped when you heard Hunter say your name. "Hunter! What...how did you get in here?"
"You left your door unlocked," he told you. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," you said, even though your whole body felt heavy and exhausted. "I'm just trying to study for my final test."
"It looked like you were sleeping instead of studying," he remarked.
You shook your head. "No, really, I'm fine."
He walked up beside you and you had to look away. You were slightly freaking out that you two were alone in your apartment. Then he said, "You're not. You've been pushing yourself and not getting sleep. Don't think I haven't noticed. You should take a break."
"I can't. This test is too important. Once I take this test, I'll officially be an engineer."
"Then maybe I can help you study and keep you focused."
An involuntary squeak sounded from your throat at the proposition. You would be far from focused if he were there. "That won't be necessary, thanks," you replied quickly.
"Your heart rate just spiked," he pointed out. "Are you uncomfortable with me here?"
You whipped around in your chair to look up at him and blurted out, "No, no, it's not that! It's just...well, I...I wouldn't be able to focus at all if you were helping me."
He narrowed his eyes and tilted his head curiously. "Why is that?"
You could feel your face turning red and heating up. Guess there was no way out now. "It's because...I'm really attracted to you and part of why I'm struggling is because I'm constantly distracted thinking about you."
His eyebrows rose up in surprise for a moment at your confession. Then he asked you, "What sort of things about me do you think about?"
Your throat closed up and you convulsed slightly in embarrassment as you turned away, not wanting to share the thoughts you'd had about him. What would he even begin to think if he knew?
However, Hunter had been able to sense the rushing of your heartbeat and that gave away everything...which made him smirk with satisfaction.
He knelt down next to you and laid a hand on your shoulder. "Look, sweetheart, you either need a break or you need to keep studying. Either way, I want to be here for you." He reached up with his other hand and gently guided your face so he could look into your eyes. "Let me help you."
The sincerity and care in his voice finally made something break inside you and, before you realized what you were doing, you leaned down and crushed your lips against his, catching him slightly off guard. Just as you were about to pull away, his hand cradled the back of your head and held you in place as he eagerly kissed you in return, which shocked you, but in a good way. Then his hands slid down your body to your thighs, he gripped them and pulled you forward a little, wrapping your legs around his surprisingly thin waist. Once he knew you were secure, one arm wrapped around you and the other came under your leg as he lifted you off the chair and into the air.
Breaking the kiss, he breathed out, his eyes dark with desire, "I'm deciding for you: you're taking a break with me. And that's an order."
Still catching your breath from his amazing kiss, you simply replied, "Yes, sir."
He carried you over to your couch and laid you down on your back. As he climbed over you, he said in a husky voice, "I can help bring all of your fantasies about me to life. I'd love to know the things you think about or imagine about me."
Your whole body went hot at his remarks and you found yourself unable to respond, unable to believe this was really happening.
Brushing some stray hair from your face, he added, "Maybe then, you'll be less distracted and can focus on your test."
"I...think that'll only distract me more," you replied.
He grinned mischievously. "Only one way to find out." Then his mouth found yours once more and his arms pulled you into him, his passion overtaking both him and you.
Needless to say...you ended up passing your final engineering test with flying colors.
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Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve
⇴ pairing: kim hongjoong x f!reader
⇴ genre: angst, right person wrong time
⇴ words: 1.9k
⇴ warnings: mentions of anxiety, fighting, some tears and a shit ton of regret
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⇴ Part 2
This does NOT represent the real Kim Hongjoong of Ateez, and is purely a work of fiction.
⇴ tags: @hyuckilstan @star1117-archives @whatudowhennooneseesyou @jwnghyuns @az-con @noonaishere @rdiamond2727 @ja3hwa @wonwowzers @little-precious-baby
You love him. Truly, you do. There’s no one else for you in this universe. But things aren’t going so well. Ateez, Hongjoong’s music group, have had a comeback, a tour, and now another comeback. It’s been extremely tough on him and the boys, them constantly moving. Which means they’re all exhausted. Which means Hongjoong’s exhausted, especially since he bears the responsibility of being the leader.
You’ve tried to support him. But he’s either too busy, tired, or irritated to even communicate with you. That was the problem; there was no communication. You tried, you truly did. But at some point… it all got to be too much. You couldn’t handle the late nights, waiting up for him, only for him to never come home. You couldn’t handle the tired excuses and him pushing you away. And you especially couldn’t handle being alone in your bed, with no physical contact whatsoever. You haven’t had any intimacy in months.
It was like living with a robot. He woke up, left for work, came home and slept. And that’s not even accounting for the times he doesn’t come home. You don’t even know when or if he eats. He rarely talks to you, and only gives you short answers over text. Never mind phone calls, which he doesn’t even pick up.
To be quite honest, you’re still holding onto the old Hongjoong. The man who would bring you flowers everyday, cuddle you in bed, and assure you every moment of everyday that he loved you. You’re not sure where that man has gone, but everyday you hope that day will be the day he comes back to you.
It’s the week before their comeback, and everything feels tense. When Hongjoong is home, he’s locked up in his studio, while you’re forced to entertain yourself with god knows what. There’s only so many romantic dramas you can watch before there’s none left. Here you are, standing in front of the fridge, staring into space. You’re so bored it hurts, but you also don’t want to ‘boredom eat’ either.
Your thoughts on what to do are interrupted by a door opening. It’s Hongjoong, of course. You won’t lie, you’re a little surprised he’s even coming out of his studio, but you know it won’t last long. The sound of his feet padding against the polished wood floor gets louder and closer until he’s turning the corner into the kitchen. One glance at him and you can tell he’s exhausted, and stressed.
He heads for the coffee machine. It’s quite in the room, aside from the machines groaning and mechanical sounds. You finally close the fridge, deciding nothing was good enough for you in there. You’re about to turn back and head to your room, maybe take a nap or shop online, but something compelled you to stop before you can get too far. He’s right there, just talk to him.
Anxiety builds in your chest, but you fight it off for the sake of communication. Something he never does. “Hey Joong,” you start off easy, testing the waters. Part of you feels dumb for even feeling like you have to walk on eggshells around your partner. He mumbles out a small “hey”, before pouring an abundance of sugar in his cup. He drags the cup to his mouth, testing if it’s enough, and apparently it’s good enough for him.
“How’s things going? How are the boys doing?”, you gently question him. “They’re fine. Everything is fine.” Short and sweet. Well… it didn’t seem very sweet to you. You didn’t wanna push him too much, but you didn’t want to get nowhere either. You questioned once more, “Are you excited for the comeback?”, adding a little giggle to the end in hopes it’ll lighten his mood. Yet it doesn’t.
“Jesus Christ Y/n, why are you interrogating me?” His tone makes you jump a little. He drags his hand over his face, eyes rolling a little. He doesn’t think you notice, but you always do. Your heart drops at his attitude. “I’m not,” you quickly explain, “I just wanna catch up. We haven’t talked to each other in a while…”, you trail off. No matter how gentle you are with him, it doesn’t matter. His irritation continues to grow.
“Can’t you see I’m busy? Can’t you see I’m not in the mood?” He shakes his head, trying to get his point across. Your lips twist into a frown, disappointed in where this is going. It’s all about him. He’s busy, he’s stressed, he’s not in the mood. What about you, though? How are you? How was your day? It’s never about you, only about him. “You’re never in the mood,” you mumble.
No matter how softly you mumble, he manages to hear it regardless. His eyes widen, and for a split second you think he’s finally understood what you’re trying to say. What your point was; your side of the story. But that would be too good to be true. No, instead, it just made him storm off in anger, slamming his studio door behind him. You were left alone in the kitchen, tears streaming down your face.
You rush to your room before he can come back out, slamming your own door and locking it for good measure. Of course you’re gonna spend another night crying, swallowed up by your unspoken emotions. It’s unbearable at this point, something that it’s unavoidable. You need to solve this now, or it won’t be long until… No, stop thinking like that.
You push yourself up from your bed, heading to the bathroom. After wiping and cleaning away all evidence of your emotions, you take a breath and head back downstairs. You stand in front of the door, just waiting. For what? You don’t know. For things to change without having to beg and cry and be so stressed? Possibly. But one thing is for sure; you need to get a hold of your relationship.
Thankfully the door isn’t locked, so you bite the bullet and open it. The first thing you see is Hongjoong sat at his desk, headphones pulling his mind somewhere else. So, he doesn’t notice you’re standing there. You quietly close the door, before heading over to him. Once again, the anxiety builds in your chest. Yet once again, you take the lead to try to solve things. Because he won’t.
Mustering up the courage, you tap his shoulder. The feeling startles him, making him turn around. Immediately he tenses, not expecting someone to be behind him. He relaxes a little when he sees you, but not all the way. It’s not the way he used to relax when he saw you, when you rested in his arms and you could feel his breaths evening, body relaxing into your embrace. It’s just not the same.
“Can we talk?”, you ask softly. You were hoping he’d just let you say what you have to say, but instead he sighs in frustration yet again. “It’s not talking if you’re lecturing me.” His words were like a knife to your heart, stabbing you with no remorse. He can’t be serious. You’re “lecturing”, is actually you trying to help him. Unfortunately he doesn’t see it that way.
You fight off your anger, pushing through his difficult behavior. “I’m trying to help you, Joong. I want to be there for you.” Anxiety is making your chest tighten, confrontation being something that you have trouble with. You’re really trying to make him see that you’re his friend, and you’re not the bad guy. “I don’t need help, why can’t you see that?”, he shouts, getting up out of his chair. “Why can’t you just leave me alone?”
Finally you just let it out, rage building up inside of you. “I’ve tried every fucking day, for months, to be there for you. I’ve put up with all your emotions, you pushing me away, every day. I’ve tried to give you space, and I’ve tried to be your friend and companion.” Your voice shakes, not only with anger, but with anxiety. You’ve held this in for so long.
“I’ve loved you for so long, Hongjoong. I understand that your job isn’t easy, I understand that you have a lot of pressure on you. But I can’t do this anymore!”, you shout back. He fires back though, “Do what? Huh?” Tears are already streaking down your face. However, you continue.
“This relationship. I can’t keep sleeping alone in our bed. I can’t keep begging for your attention, and affection. You promised me you loved me, and you’re not showing it. I cry almost every night, praying things will be different. But nothing has changed. I deserve better than this. And I’m just sorry that I didn’t recognize it earlier.” You finished your speech like that.
You gave him a chance to say something, anything. But not a single word escaped him. He just stared at you, in shock. You didn’t know what was going through his mind. But since he wasn’t willing to voice his thoughts, you left. You just turned around and walked to your room. You were done. You didn’t deserve this.
You scrounged through your closet, grabbing your suitcase and a couple bags. You quickly packed everything you needed, throwing in all the essentials. You’d be back to get everything else, but not today. Not when you just got your heart ripped out of your chest. You furiously wipe the tears off your face. Once everything is packaged, you quickly drag everything down the stairs. Unfortunately you manage to make a shit ton of noise.
Before you can get out the door, Hongjoong quickly opens his door at all the commotion. “Y/n?”, he questions you. His eyes are wide, confused with all the luggage in your hands. Then it clicks for him. “Wait…,” he walks towards you. You quickly stop him in his tracks, “Don’t.” He pleads, tears filling up in his eyes. It’s the first emotion other than anger you’ve seen from him in a while.
“You don’t get to ask me to stay. You’ve had your chance. No more. I just want to move on.” He starts crying, it finally clicks that you were leaving him. You drown out his begging and desperate pleads, deciding to walk out the door. You can still hear him crying all the way down the hall, and it makes you tear up.
But you swallow the thick lump in your throat, in favor of crying later instead. You arrive at your friend’s house, Wooyoung more than willing to let you stay with him. For the rest of the night, you curl up in a ball with his fuzziest blanket and a cup of hot cocoa. You two just talk. You talk about all the feelings, letting the tears spill whenever they feel like it. It helps, and you’re able to go to sleep without sobbing into your pillow.
But you’re left with a few thoughts that night. Ones that could possibly haunt you forever.
You would’ve given him the world.
You could’ve put up with the situation for a little longer, until the comeback was over, and then talk about your feelings.
You should’ve stayed.
You should’ve…. but you didn’t. For the sake of your mental health, and happiness, you just couldn’t. But for some strange reason, you don’t think your story with Hongjoong is over.
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Hii, my name is Xyho. 1. If it's alright, could we be mutuals?
2. Can I request an au where reader is Luke's biological older sibling? (I'm a guy, but you said you mainly do gender neutral so)
So like, Reader is really protective of they're little brother, whenever the brothers call Luke a Chihuahua, or any other insult, Simeon has to hold reader back. Reader is always sticking to they're little brother, and babies him 24/7 but when anyone else does it, reader is pulling out a pocket knife.
Although reader is older than Luke, Simeon is probably older than reader, so it's not uncommon that they'll get scolded by Simeon for being to protective and defensive of Luke, basically usual sibling things?
Hi Xyho!
We can absolutely be mutual! I don't have many right now so I would absolutely love that!
As for your request- I love writing sweet sibling bonds, so cute! I hope you enjoy this little mini! I wrote it on the bus-
I hope you enjoy, if you want another slightly longer and pretty funny little brother Luke story I would check out this one that I wrote a while ago!
Feral Mc Protects Their Baby Brother
Little Brother
(Gender Neutral Reader, Feral, Sibling Antics)
Your day started
So peaceful
You woke up, Simeon made waffles, and your little brother Luke was telling you all about the dream you had- even Solomon and Raphael were calm this morning.
Things were so peaceful
So quiet
So…
“And then the dog grew so big it broke through the ceiling and Lucifer got stuck in the walls and at some point, for some reason, Belphegor just showed up to call me a tiny baby monkey and pet me? And honestly, I think I should stop drinking soda before bed… it's messing with me…I’ve seen things (Y/N)...horrible…horrible things.”
“...okay well…maybe you could fistfight the horrible things-”
“(Y/N), you can’t use violence to solve your problems!” Simeon shushes you
“I dunno, Raphael does it so why can’t (Y/N)” Solomon said with a smirk
Raphael said nothing, though the look of offense on his face spoke a million words
Solomon however doesn't care when people speak
This is his world and unfortunately, you all live in it
And there you were, off to school, your group arguing consistently
Somehow Raphael and Solomon got into a fistfight
Thirteen showed up and started throwing money at them and wolf-whistling
Simeon was still trying to convince you that violence is wrong
You were holding Luke’s hand and defending your violence claim with even more violence
And Luke, your lovely sweet baby brother, was throwing rocks at everyone to support you
No one ever said your family was perfect
Except for your family
And they are so right you guys are perfect
Because the second you guys entered the gates to RAD you were on your best behavior
The most loving family
What even is arguing?
Never with each other nooo
Purgatory Hall is always polite and stays out of trouble
Obviously
Now
Where does this story go wrong
You are a perfect angel
With a perfect angel family (and solomon and like sometimes thirteen when she crashes on the couch for a week)
Well
Classes came and went, and eventually, it was time for lunch
You waited in the cafeteria for Luke, but he never showed up
Anxiously you had wandered to his classroom- what if he had been eaten by a demon?
What if Thirteen accidentally threw him out the window- WHAT IF SOLOMON OFFERED HIM DRUGS
Breathe (Y/n) Breathe
You opened the door to his classroom and there he was sitting at his desk, looking down, tears streaming down his cheeks
You immediately walked over and cupped his face
“Luke? What happened, what's wrong?”
“I…” Luke whispered out before small sobs overtook him, and he fell into your arms, clinging onto you
You glanced down at his desk, where marker was smudged as though someone tried to wipe it off, but you could still clearly make out the words
“You don’t belong here, angel freak”
To say you were fuming
Was far beyond an understatement
You gently carried Luke with you straight to Simeon, shaking in anger
You put him down on the ground gently
Took a deep breath, smiled, and started walking
Simeon however
Is far from stupid
As he quickly comforted luke before handing him off to Solomon and Raphael
He had to sprint to keep up
And even still that wasn't enough
Because the second you were out of sight you made a dash for Diavolo’s office
Kicking in the door, screaming at the top of your lungs
To be honest, you weren’t even 100 percent sure you were speaking actual words
Diavolo blinked at you in startled shock
Barbatos didn't know whether to laugh or sob from exhaustion
Lucifer looked so offended that you had the audacity
Simeon was holding you by the waist, trying to calm you down, pulling you away from the trio that was SUPPOSED to make sure bullying wasn't a problem
At some point Lucifer mentioned Luke being a chihuahua and that they are only picking on him because he was small
So what did you do?
You smashed a vase over his head
And kicked him directly in the family jewels
At some point you also went to jab him in the eyes but you were yanked back by your hair
Simeon just didnt want you to die you fucking dumbass
What are you thinking
Needless to say you got suspended
But so did the demons who bullied your baby brother
And Lucifer for getting in a battle to the death with you and Simeon (by extension)
You also got so grounded
You got the longest lecture of your LIFE
AND YOUVE BASICALLY BEEN ALIVE FOREVER
But guess what
It was all so worth it
Why?
Because
Luke made you a thank-you drawing
And told you that you were the coolest older sibling ever
And that he wants to be just like you
And his little smile made it so worth it
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The Art of Redemption
(part 2)
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Despite blatantly violating the posted speed limit, Beth-Anne feels as if the drive between her house and Nikolai’s is taking far too long. She’s terrified of what she might find when she gets there, and her mind is flooded with worst-case scenarios like an unending reel of nightmares playing in her anxious brain. She questions everything; her decision not to stay on the phone with him, the extra minute she’d taken to text Stan, each tiny action or choice she’d made since hearing his voice tonight.
Anything could have happened in the last several minutes. Anything.
You have to calm down, she orders herself. You aren’t going to be of any use to him like this.
The problem is, she isn’t confident that she knows how to calm herself. She’s faced a lot of loss in her life and she’s never coped particularly well with it. Losing someone she loved had nearly sent her over the edge before, and the recollection of that makes the thought of losing Nikolai even more unbearable.
What would Stan tell her to do in these circumstances?
Think of something positive. A good memory. A time when you were hopeful and happy.
Yes, that’s it. She's had many happy, hopeful times over the past ten years. Being able to come back to the figure skating world after believing that part of her life was over, working side-by-side with her friend and former coach, getting to know Nikolai and watching him grow as a person and flourish as an athlete; all of that camaraderie, love and support has sustained her and taught her how to find hope and happiness within herself.
Everything will be okay. It has to be.
She remembers the day she first met Nikolai Pavlenko. It was on a Thursday in late July. School was out for the summer and most skating lessons and group classes were on a pause as well. Only the serious athletes were still at the rink when everybody else was at the park or the beach.
Beth-Anne herself had been spending as much time as possible at the beach. As a physical education teacher at an all-girls private school, she was largely free during July and August, and she preferred to spend the time outdoors, hiking, swimming, puttering around in her garden or working on her tan. Although she still skated at her local community centre for fun and exercise, going to the rink in July wasn't anywhere near the top of her to-do list.
So, when she'd received a call from Stan, asking if she'd come and join him at a practice session for a couple of his students, she was intrigued. Slightly suspicious, naturally, but certainly intrigued.
"Why would you want me to do that?" she asked.
"I have a very unique problem," Stan told her. "I have two potential champions on my hands. Absolutely top-tier talent."
"And?"
"I can't manage them both, can I? I thought you might like to meet them. Maybe pick one."
"Pick one? For what?"
"To coach," Stan said, his tone implying he shouldn't have had to point that out.
"I have a job, Stan."
"This Thursday at ten o'clock. Be there," he said. "Or not. It's up to you. I personally feel like it's a golden opportunity for you, but—"
She hung up on him.
But, she went to the rink that Thursday anyway.
If anyone asked her, she wouldn't have been able to describe her feelings when she stepped through the doors of the arena where she used to train. It was strange, coming back to a place she hadn't been to in over four years. It felt familiar, like coming home, yet at the same time she got the sense things had changed enough that she really couldn't call this her place any more.
She made her way to the rink area, where she found Stan out on the ice with two of his students. Stan was fifty, with a lot more salt in his salt-and-pepper hair than he'd had when Beth-Anne was first introduced to him.
How long ago had that been? Beth-Anne had been seventeen when Stan took her on as a student. Had they really known each other for fourteen years at that point?
That'd make it... twenty-four years to the present day. Nearly a quarter-century. God damn.
She recalls observing Stan and his students for a few minutes before announcing her presence. Stan looked healthy and fit, and she was glad to see he still put his skates on and went out there with the kids instead of coaching from behind the boards.
Both students were teenagers. The girl was clad in a form-fitting turquoise top and black athletic pants, and had a long rust-coloured braid secured on the end with a wide turquoise elastic. She was tall and lanky and moved as if she couldn't wait to unleash her power. The boy had a smudge of a moustache, and out of control hair that Beth-Anne guessed he'd allowed to grow a bit too much to compensate for his lack of success in growing facial hair. He was wearing the ubiquitous close-fitting black athletic pants and a baggy forest green sweatshirt with the tongue-in-cheek slogan 'I heart this shirt' emblazoned on it in bold white lettering.
Beth-Anne almost lost it when the boy called out, "Hey, Uncle Stan! Check out what I learned from a video!"
"Don't you dare—" Stan began.
But it was too late. He was already skating backwards, and with the momentum he'd built up, he leapt off the ice and into a heart-stopping back flip. He landed on his feet, arms spread wide and face alight with a rascal's grin.
The girl let out a whoop. "I knew you could do it, Nik!"
"Nikolai Pavlenko, don't you ever do that again!" Stan yelled.
Both Nikolai and the girl were laughing so hard that they fell to the ice in their mirth. They grabbed each other's hands and did a little cheer.
Beth-Anne didn't need to see Stan's face to tell that he was torn between being exasperated and being entertained. She could see it in his body language. These two were most certainly a handful, but she knew he loved them nevertheless.
Seeing her opportunity, Beth-Anne said, "I guess I'm not interrupting anything important."
Stan turned at the sound of her voice. He gave her a little wave and started skating in her direction. "Beth-Anne, you made it. Great!"
"I wanted to see what all the fuss was about," she said.
"Well, I guess you're getting an eyeful." He glanced over his shoulder quickly as he stepped off the ice to join her. "You two, get up. Practice what we were working on yesterday, and no more dumb shit, please."
"That means you, Nik," said the girl, and her companion rolled on the ice, taken over by another laughing fit.
"Nikolai!" Stan shouted.
"Sorry, coach," said the teenager. He rubbed briskly at his face with his palms and took an audible breath before scrambling to his feet. "Practice what we worked on yesterday. Got it."
Stan sighed. "I'm telling you, Beth. These two are going to be the goddamned end of me."
"I can tell you really care for them," Beth-Anne said.
"Yeah, but that doesn't mean they're not a massive pain in my ass," he said. "Especially that one." He jabbed a thumb into the air, pointing behind himself at Nikolai.
"That one," Beth-Anne echoed, gesturing at the young man in the green sweater. "Tell me about him."
"Nikolai Pavlenko," Stan said, pronouncing the name in a way she was certain no non-Slavic language speaker could do. "Seventeen years old. Had his debut in the senior division two years ago, and was honestly pretty unremarkable. But, I think that had more to do with inexperience and poor coaching than lack of talent. He came here from Ontario last year, and placed fourth at Skate Canada with me."
"You saw something his last coach didn't?"
"Obviously," Stan said.
"And the girl? She's the one who came from the UK specifically to train with you, right?"
"Vivienne Holmes. Yeah, she's my girl," he said. "We call her Ginger."
"Because of her hair?"
"No, because she's full of it. Full of ginger, I mean. That kid is like the Energizer Bunny and she's cheeky as hell, especially when she's with Nikolai."
"Sounds like the perfect match to me."
"Only if you think two troublemakers are better than one," Stan scoffed. "Anyway, Ginger's going to be sixteen in a couple of months, and she's having her senior debut this season. I need to separate those two so she can focus. I'll be damned if she flops in her first year at senior level just because she was too busy joking around with her buddy to concentrate on skating."
"So, you didn't actually ask me here to pick one of them, did you?" Beth-Anne said. "You want me to coach Nikolai."
Stan smiled at her. "You saw right through me."
"Wily bastard. How did you know I'd even come?"
"Because you can never say no to me." Stan held up a hand. "Now, shh... just watch. There goes your new boy. He's about to fly."
Beth-Anne found she couldn't take her eyes off Nikolai, momentarily stunned into silence as she watched him perform a flawless quadruple toe loop. His form was excellent and he made the difficult jump look almost effortless.
"Well done, Nikolai! Very nice!" Stan called to him. "Way to impress your new coach!"
Beth-Anne let out the breath she hadn't even realized she'd been holding. "Holy shit, Stan."
"I taught him that," Stan told her, clearly pleased. "It's his first quad, and he just started doing it around the end of May, beginning of June. You should've seen the disaster it was when he first tried it this spring."
"He's only seventeen?"
"Hmm," Stan hummed in affirmation. "He'll be eighteen in December. He's got amazing potential and I can see him going all the way to the top some day, but I really don't think I'm the right coach to get him there."
"Why not?" she asked. "You coached me to gold once."
Stan looked amused. "You practically coached yourself. I was just along for the ride."
"That's not true. You were always—"
"Look," Stan said. "Nikolai is special. He and Ginger both are. They could be world champions, but you know working toward that takes a big commitment of time and effort. With all my other students, I can commit to one or the other of them, not both, and Nikolai is... Well, he's a charmer and he knows how to get what he wants, whether it's good for him or not."
"You mean, he walks all over you."
"With his skates on," Stan said. "Got the metaphorical blade marks on my back to prove it."
Beth-Anne laughed. "So, it's like that. You want to foist your problem child onto me."
"Foist? Is that even a word?"
"Learn fuckin’ English, Stan."
He snorted in his effort not to laugh, but soon turned serious again. "Nikolai needs a firm hand. A coach who's going to love him and let him have fun, but also who's gonna keep him focused and isn't going to put up with his usual shit."
"And you think that person is me?"
"I do."
"Are you forgetting that I've never coached before? You say this kid's got enough potential to possibly be a world champion, and you'd let him risk all that on a green coach?"
"You're not green. You teach P.E. for fuck's sake, and don't you coach volleyball and run the dance club at your school?"
"That's not figure skating. It doesn't count."
"Like hell it doesn't," Stan insisted. "You've got experience working with teenagers, and you sure as hell know about figure skating. Just put the two together, and you'll kick ass as a skating coach. Plus, I saw that article in the paper. The kids love you, and clearly the board of directors of your school does, too. I mean, they don't give out Teacher of the Year awards to just anybody, do they?"
"No, but... I don't know about the whole coaching thing," she said. "I never thought about doing that."
"Tell me something. Do you like being a teacher?"
"Yeah. I like working with the kids, but..."
"I knew there was gonna be a 'but'. Go on."
She sighed. "How the fuck can you possibly know me so well?"
"I'm waiting for the part that comes after the 'but', Beth-Anne," Stan prompted.
"Fine," she said. "I guess you know I still skate."
"Yeah," he said. "I know."
"I wasn't ready to give up competing. I still dream about it."
"Do you?"
"I really do love teaching. I'm proud of the girls when they win a volleyball game too, but it doesn't actually mean anything, you know? Some of those girls might go on to play volleyball at university, but none of them are going to make it their career. It's just something to distract them from math and English and history."
"Right," said Stan. "What I'm hearing is that you're feeling unfulfilled."
"I wouldn't say unfulfilled," she countered. "Just... maybe not as fulfilled as I wish I was."
Stan gazed at her for a second or two. "You want to know what watching your kid win a medal feels like? A kid you've trained with day in and day out, who you literally think of as yours because you see them more than their parents do?" He placed a hand on her shoulder. "You talk about fulfillment and doing something that means something. That's it, right there."
"I don't know..."
"At least meet Nikolai, yeah? Maybe skate with him for a little bit? If he likes you and he agrees to it, then come and join us at practice for the rest of the summer. Call it a trial run to see if it's gonna work for you."
"Okay," she said. "But no promises."
"You don't have to commit to anything right this second," Stan assured her. "Just try it out, and if you do decide it's what you want, I'll be here to help you. I promised you a long time ago that I'd always be there for you, didn't I? You're not gonna be in this alone."
And she hadn't been. Stan had been there every step of the way to help her and give her advice when she needed it, to keep her on track when she got discouraged, and to remind her that she and Nikolai were doing amazing things together. "Your Nikolai is going all the way," he'd say. "I can see it."
My Nikolai, she thinks now. When did that happen?
She'd liked Nikolai from the moment she met him, and it'd only taken her a week to make up her mind to resign from her teaching job and become his coach. She adored his personality and was enchanted by his big blue eyes and devil-may-care grin, but most of all she was inspired by his passion for skating.
Stan hadn't been wrong. Nikolai was a charmer and a troublemaker, and yes he did require an application of verbal discipline from time to time, but he was bright and genuine and had the greatest capacity for love that she'd ever seen in a person of his age, His obvious joy on the ice filled Beth-Anne's heart with a kind of reflected happiness that she hadn't felt in a very long time, and she knew she wanted to keep that sentiment alive, for herself as well as for him.
There must've been a definitive point at which she'd started thinking of him as hers, when she'd ceased to be just his coach and somehow became more like a bonus mother to him. His real mother, Elena, is a good woman and Beth-Anne doesn't doubt that she loves Nikolai and his sister Natalya very much, but as long as Beth-Anne has known Elena and Mikhail Pavlenko, she's always had the impression that they were emotionally unavailable for their kids.
From the start, she knew sweet, sensitive Nikolai required someone who’d try to understand all his feelings without judging him for them. For him, skating was more than just a technical sport. The rink was a canvas on which he painted his innermost thoughts. He poured out his soul onto the ice, and she stood by his side, cherishing him and the artistry of his emotions, hearing the things he couldn’t say with words alone.
In his own way, he'd done the same for her, offering his faith in her and his love for her as priceless gifts. God knows, she'd been desperate for someone to believe in her back then. Without doubt or judgment, Nikolai became that someone. He never saw her as a failure or a has-been. He'd opened up his heart and mind to her and let her guide him toward what would become their shared dream. Together, they found a connection beyond words, where the rink became an almost sacred place.
The first time he won gold in a competition with her as his coach and they placed that medal around his neck, Beth-Anne felt as if they were giving her an award too. She'd never been so proud of another person's accomplishments in her whole life. Even her own lone gold medal from long ago hadn't felt as good as that, and she could hardly wait to thank Stan and tell him he was right.
After the medal ceremony, Nikolai came down from the podium to find her at the edge of the crowd. He was practically bouncing, and the smile on his face could've lit up an entire room. He threw himself into her arms with a jubilant exclamation of, "Beth-Anne, we did it!"
She hugged him tight. "You did it, sweetheart. It was all you."
"No." He shook his head, causing his floppy brown hair to brush against her chin and cheek. "We did it. I couldn't have got here alone. I couldn't do any of it without you, and I'd never want to."
"I'll be with you as long as you want me to be," she said.
He leaned close and whispered. "Forever, okay?"
"Okay," she said, and deep inside she knew she meant it. She never wanted to leave him, not ever. Even when his competing days were over and they'd both moved on to other things, she hoped she could still be his friend, his confidante or mentor. The truth was, he'd saved her. He'd given meaning and purpose to her life when she felt it had none. He brought her back to the sport she loves, and she’ll always be grateful for that. She doesn’t consider it a sacrifice to do whatever she can to repay him for offering her that precious second chance.
After a moment, they let go of each other, and Nikolai took a step back. Then, he did the most extraordinary thing. He lifted the ribbon of his medal from around his own neck and placed it around hers instead.
"For you," he said. "Keep it."
She touched the cool metal disc. "Nik, I can't keep your medal. You earned it."
"You helped me earn it." He offered her that mischievous grin of his. "Besides, I'm going to win lots of them in the future, so I'll have plenty. You should have this one. You know, to keep yours company, because two together are always happier than just one alone."
To this day, she doesn't know if he realized the allusion he'd created. She is happier with him, with Stan, with her two up-and-coming junior skaters Brett and Mariah, and all her non-competitive students from her group classes.
Almost no one is better off alone. That was a lesson she had to learn, and she's thankful the ones who taught it to her were Stanislav Kovac and Nikolai Pavlenko.
She took Nikolai's medal home from that competition, and she hung it on the wall of her den, next to her own gold medal. Over the years, the display has grown with coaching awards, as well as photographs, newspaper clippings and framed magazine articles all featuring the successes of her students. The collection always expands outward, with the two gold medals eternally at the centre.
Wait... this is Nikolai's street!
Her truck's tires shriek as she takes the corner way too fast. Fortunately, the pavement isn't wet and nothing goes awry. She can't believe she’d distracted herself so successfully that she had nearly missed turning in the right place. She swears aloud, exhaling a string of foul language that'd doubtless make a dockyard worker blush.
Nikolai's house is the only one on the street with a light on inside. She parks her truck at the curb and sprints across the yard and up the front steps. Her heart hammers against the inside of her chest.
When she tries the door, she discovers it's unlocked. Taking a deep breath to steady herself, she eases it open and steps inside. The air in the house is damp and cold as if there's a window open somewhere, allowing the chill February night to impose itself like an unwanted houseguest.
She doesn't have to look far to find Nikolai. He's sitting on the floor no more than two meters from the doorway, head down, staring at some undiscernible spot on the polished hardwood floor. It seems he'd done exactly as she instructed. He unlocked the door for her, and then did nothing else until she arrived.
She experiences a little pang of heartache as she takes in the situation. Nikolai is wearing the same red gym shorts and loose grey t-shirt he'd been wearing when she'd last seen him in person three days ago, and his overabundance of chocolate brown hair is dishevelled and stringy. His right knee — the injured one — is badly swollen, and she doesn't see his crutches anywhere. She knows his leg hadn't looked that bad the last time she was here, and she wonders what might've happened.
She says his name softly, and he looks up. His face is tear-streaked, and the edges of his eyes are red as if he's been rubbing at them.
"I'm cold," he says.
She shuts the door quickly. A thousand questions tumble through her head, but she rejects them all as either inane or inappropriate. At last, she settles on, "Where's Anya?" Somehow, she stops just short of adding 'What the hell did she do to you?' or 'Why the fuck would she leave you like this?'
Nikolai shakes his head. "I don't know. I... I'm alone."
"Sweetheart, no," Beth-Anne closes the distance between them in two long strides and then drops to the floor beside him. She takes him in her arms, and he instantly collapses against her, weeping. He's shivering. She thinks she should try to get him into warmer clothes, but first she has to make sure he's going to be okay. She strokes his back, just as she'd done a few weeks ago in Taiwan, like she's probably done a hundred other times. "I'm here. It's all right. You're safe, and you're not alone. I said I'd always be here for you, remember? I promise, you never have to be alone."
#writing#long form fiction#non illustrated#the art of redemption#theartofredemption#nikolai pavlenko#beth-anne jones#stanislav kovac#sapphire writes
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Im really pissed about all those “‘We can still be friends-‘ no the fuck we can’t” posts because on the very clear and obvious hand, Trump is a fascist and anyone who understands economics, checks and balances and international relationships know that he’ll be a disaster.
But, at the same time, the past few months of honestly celebrating that the Harris campaign did after the first few weeks and especially after the debate (Im just as guilty of it - i was predicting a clear Harris landslide, i had her winning fucking Texas) but we need to do an autopsy of the Harris campaign. I want to preface this by saying it isnt a dealbreaker for me - in spite of the many deficits I think the Harris-Walz ticket - because I voted for her. I knocked on doors for her. But clearly, for a lot of people, dealbreakers that shouldn’t and easily couldn’t have been there were, and if we don’t acknowledge that, we’re never going to win.
So here is my critique of Kamala’s campaign, from the left.
The biggest complaint would be the lack of drilling in on hard issues. We are having a crisis of living in this country, and the primary message of the Harris campaign was “Hey, we’re on the road to recovery and it’s just gonna get better!” So make it a major part of your campaign you want to control prices, rent, etc. As terrible and blatantly obvious as his pr moves were, Trump at McDonalds and in front of a Grocery story was compelling to a lot of americans who are struggling to put food on their plate. A guy who’s saying, in the most fascist strong man way he can, “Only I can fix it.” And when the other guy is saying “Dont worry im working on it,” to the scared and uninformed Trump looks better - obviously any substantive reading of policy makes it clear who’s policies will be better. I Know that - but were there sound bites that could be played ad nausem of Kamala’s policies? As poor of a Businessman he is, Trump is a Salesmen, and Salesmen manipulate, lie and hoodwink people.
What was Kamala’s actual solution to the Border? I know even needing a ‘solution’ is couched in liberalism legalese but instead of a concrete campaign promise, she would rightfully say “Hey, Trump’s plan is insane and he sabotaged mine.” I know that’s true, but why not make that part of your campaign instead of allowing him to manipulate control of the situation. Did any democrat in congress try to reintroduce that bill? If so; why the hell wasn’t that blasting on Fox News and NPR? Don’t make Trump defend his past killing of the hill, make him say “are you going to support this democratic bill that your people like?” Did she say “we’re going to crackdown on losses of jobs to low-wage migrants (by giving them the same protections as American citizen workers because then it isnt just cheaper to nickel and dime the undocumented workers)” or did she just keep playing that former hit? Because while I heard “Ethnic cleansing” a lot of working class people who have lost their jobs to this labor (and dont blame the people responsible, their corporate overlords) heard “More open jobs” and that was enough for them.
Hands down, across the boars, the Democratic messaging on economics was either spotty or non existent and no matter how short sided or bigotted their choice was - Trump got more voters then Kamala in pretty much all demographics. This is not a thing where we can narrow it down to different socieo-ecconomic groups and ask why they didn’t come to the polls for Harris - we need to look at the messaging that, in some diabolical miracle, lead to a Trump victory.
Look; I’m not going to pretend to have all the answers. Honestly, we should’ve had a primary and Joe should’ve dropped out in 2023. But he didn’t, and instead with have yet another example about the Democrats schoochimg towards the middle, ignoring so many problems and allowing the dumbass to Scapegoat his enemies for a victory instead of delving to the root of our political issues - the absolute financial stranglehold the top 1%, made mostly of old white men but this is a war of Capital. And its one that most Americans have no idea they’ve been drafted into, most often on the side of Capital
Oh - and Gaza. The lack of firm answer there is immoral even if openly opposing Israel is political suicide in our current climate. Doesn’t matter, her silence is a condemnation on her - infinitely better then Trump
#politics#drunk ramblings#drowning my rage#legit tho dont stop fighting#im taking a semester off of college - ostensibly for more phd research - actually to get involved in politics#Sign up for political action groups#pacs#fucking whatever you have to#but if you just fucking doomscroll then so help me god…
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Veronica mars (series) or the good place (series)?
*Stretches fingers* This anon probably wants to see me get beat up,lol.
Both of them started really strong,but somewhat betrayed their core messages and shat on their own feast.
The winner is Veronica Mars,tho. The feast wasn't wholy ruined,I can salvage by doing my own thing,and there are plenty of people whose homes I can dine at(namely,ao3 and ffn).
Controversial opinions under the cut.
The Good Place started to go downhill on season 3,but the whole "modernity is why everyone goes to the Bad Place" was the cause of death,thinking back. And I have three reasons:
It's anti-historical. Colonization,exploitation and warfare had always existed. Yes,modern Doug got dinged because his cellphone was made on a sweatshop,the roses were planted by exploited workers and the CEO was a creep. However,there was a risk for negative points to ancient Doug as well. He used tools to plant those roses. How were those metals mined? Also,the land. Maybe it was conquered on a brutal war,or anything like that;
It ignores the positives of modernity. I'm not denying the world is still horrible in many ways,but the quality of life of the average human vastly improved throughout history. The medicine,for example. People were being maimed and killed by diseases we have eradicated by now,not to mention how what we know by basic hygiene(washing one's hands,covering own mouth when sneezing) nowadays are literal life savers. Not to mention how the world wide web itself - people can help other people with what's basically pocket money,local tragedies get international support sometimes,groups fighting regional injustices get to influence other people to do the same. Also,all kinds of information,knowing people from all over the world with ease. And that leads to my thrid point. Also,human rights. Things are far from perfect,but pretending we didn't make any advancement is just as counterproductive as pretending everything is perfect;
Despite telling it's pro-human,The Good Place doesn't show it,IMO. They mentioned all the pitfalls of (modern) Earth and decided the sollution was having 4 humans on an aferlife controlled by supernatural beings,and if they earned "paradise" if the got "good enough". The Earth was basically ignored by the narrative when dealing with the whole "everyone goes to the Bad Place". There was little to no appreciation for humanity and it's flawed,messy beauty. Bonus point - it's thesis about death was stupid,IMO. "Life is meaningful because it ends" is an okay message,but having a door one can go whenever they want kinda ruins the point. For humans,life is short(8-12 decades at most) and random(diseases,accidents). Therefore,each moment is precious.
Tahani's and Michael's ending were perfect,tho. They were experimenting new things. Jason should've been chilling and meditating in The Real Good Place for eternity,like a real monk,speaking wisdom to other residents and eventually turned into stardust by spontaneously transcending(maybe his sparkles would influence people on Jacksonville to do good). Eleanor and/or Chidi should've gone to Earth in order to help people out(two writing problems solved). It would respect Eleanor's own words "I know we're doomed,but why not try? Better than not trying!". As for Chidi,he had an innate desire to do good things and (supposedly) learned anything he could've. So why not putting said knowledge to good use in a complicated environment?
Now,onto Veronica Mars. Many people said it better than me,but her character was more or less ruined in Season 4. Basically it was:character regression,glorification of trauma,narratively undermining her relationships... However,Veronica was a glorious character from S1 to Mr. Kiss and Tell. Besides,seeing her finding herself at the movie was amazing. Weevil is also consistently a marvelous character,even being shafted in S4.
Now,onto my massively unpopular opinion: I'm not fond of adult!Logan. He has amazing chemistry with Veronica and is a generally healthier,gentler person but often feels underwritten. And said problem is with him as a Navy officer and a supposed good guy.
My issue it's not that he joined the Navy nor about him benefitting the structure,but how the armed forces are treated not only as perfect but as an automatic sign of a healthy moral compass. It goes against one of the main themes of the franchise. There's police corruption,political corruption,classism,racism,sexism,corporate corruption(Veronica's lawyering job in the firm comes to mind). But somehow,the military is immune to crooked people in power misusing it or being in cahoots with bad people for their own gain. I believe there should be some sort of betrayed idealism from Logan when facing the harsh reality,if he was to be a guy who truly cares about the world and wants to make a positive difference. At the same time,Lt. Echolls could be fighting the good fight from the inside - like someone who knows the ugly truth but keeps being unwaveringly optmistic and truly believes the institution. To top it all,there's no mention of him doing charity or activism(yes,there's the "cycling to save the planet",but I didn't get a hardcore environmental discipline at uni to believe 1(one) guy riding a bicycle is going to do anything about air pollution. Really,Hollywood writers are allergic to Social Studies,lol). It becomes even worse when remebering this is a franchise with delightful good guys like Keith and Wallace 🤡 Thank god for fanfics,tho. They can make Logan an actual hero.
However,Logan's surface-level goodness can be quite interesting if not taken at face value,IMO. He never comments on Neptune's corruption nor makes any complaints about moral complications at his service(someone as outspoken and perceptive as Logan would've noticed and done someting about it - even in the shape of small everyday actions). On the other hand,Logan made a quip about "missing money and power" to Veronica in MKAT. Maybe he wasted it all in his downward spiral- spending on parties/drugs/fair-weather friends,paying off threats(he beat up a guy that belonged to the Russian Mob),probably bailing himself out of jail. And I think that's the one that happened. The Navy gave him structure,discipline and a steady income. So,he didn't give a fuck about actually doing good for anyone outside of his circle. I've seen anayses about how teen!Logan was the femme fatale(no,I won't switch genders) and turned into the solid love interest. To me,the guy manages spectacularly to be both. He's a helpful,caring boyfriend to Carrie and Veronica,but also the perfect Navy Officer. Veronica Mars(and most noir works) questions things that look too flawless and pristine and invites a second look onto it. Therefore,it's logical to imagine Logan being ambitious,ruthless and willing to do anything to get any mission accomplished. Kind of a state-sanctioned mercenary. In fact,that's more or less the angle I'm going for in my fanfic about him(shameless self-promotion).
The winner is Veronica Mars. Besides being more or less consistent with it's themes(they fail,but it's still enjoyable when rewatching scenes,whereas The Good Place is retroactively ruined and only good through gifs and memes). Also,many bad parts of VM can be fixed by making my own headcanons,whereas the bad of The Good Place irrevocably taints the whole thing. To top it all,there aren't many tgp fans unsatisfied with their own show. Glad for them,but many of the fix-it fics in the vm fandom are amazing
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Bonds Stronger Than Blood - Guildmaster of Fairy Tail
Laxus had...mixed feelings, to put it mildly, about being chosen for the position of guildmaster. It prompted the first one on one conversation between him and Makarov since the Grand Magic Games, but despite it not ending in an argument he still wasn't quite convinced. They left off with Laxus asking for some time before the announcement was made, to gather his thoughts and make a decision within a week.
This week was spent seeking advice -- the Raijinshuu, the other S-Class mages in the guild, a few others. The individual conversations varied, but the general consensus was the same -- the only one that seemed to be quite so worried about it was Laxus himself. He eventually did agree to it, on the condition he and the team took one last S-Class request on before he took up the mantle fully. An unsurprised Makarov agreed, and the announcement was made a day after the group returned.
Though he knew it might cause a bit of friction, Laxus wasted no time in lining out how he intended to change things within the guild -- starting with their relations with the Council. He didn't go into too much detail on what Makarov's connections had pulled for them in the past, but he did make it clear there would be far less tolerance for the property damage many Fairy Tail jobs caused. Fairy Tail would be the strongest guild, but with that strength would come responsibility. The Council wouldn't be painted as some sort of 'bad guys' constantly pushing them to disband for seemingly no reason -- when a mage is just as much a danger to the requester as they are to the target, that's a problem.
He wasn't merciless with it, however -- he offered to help train anyone that would need it on how to focus their magics if they found things difficult to control, and certainly wasn't expecting anything to change overnight. He'd talk with individuals privately about the worst infractions/what they needed to work on based on guild records, at a later point.
He'd also hint at an upcoming S-Class trial, with many of the Tenrou Team already on his mind. Though he would've liked to give them all the rank out of hand for their work fighting Acnologia and Alvarez, he's all too familiar with the risks of S-Class jobs -- he wouldn't send anyone else into that without ensuring they're ready. He'd already be working through plans in his mind of how to test someone, based on his experiences on requests and his own trial. He'd likely handle it differently from how Makarov did, mainly in having there be a trial period where an S-Class mage (in some cases Laxus himself, when he can) accompanies them to mentor/watch their progress. Instead of a yearly event, it would likely be something that's done year-round, one or two prospects at a time, depending on the S-Class mages' availability. Laxus avoids anything to do with Tenrou Island once the war is over, and would rather see that part of Fairy Tail's history over and done with.
Though he may sometimes be out working with an S-Class prospect, most any other time he makes it a point to be at the guild and available, should anyone need him. He's still a bit awkward at dealing with people, but being put in this sort of position is helping him learn to take the first step himself, if he needs to. His door's always open if someone needs to talk, and he can usually be found near the guild's bar or in his office. (He's got a decent feel for the noise levels and knows roughly when brawls are about to start; if someone else doesn't intercept before he gets out there, he will. He had a more durable training area built specifically for people to let off steam, if they need to.)
He also leans on the Raijinshuu and the other S-Class mages of the guild for support while going through these changes, setting an example (albeit mostly unintentionally) by both asking for help when he needs it and offering support to others that might.
[More TBA! This is mostly just drilling down the bigger points I made here. ]
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ARC V MONTH DAY 4 - The Merriest Band of Misfits
A/N: Another late post lol srry :P
I wanted to write abt fusion squad, but i have a whole fic dedicated to em already, so i decided to write abt the fusion & sync duos! theyre another 4-person friend group i rlly love, u see :DD
Pairings: Yugo/Rin & Yuri/Serena
Warnings: None. They say a few cuss words but that’s about it, also expect some OOCness like witth the other things I wrote.
Earlier this morning, Yuri had invited her and the Synchro Duo, Yugo and Rin, over to "hang out" as he called it. He said it was about Yuya telling him to get along with other people or something…
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It was gonna be a weird day for Serena, she could tell.
So here she was, sitting at a coffee shop in an Xyzian mall with Rin, waiting for their respective boys to arrive.
She and Rin surprisingly got along well after the war, as they were the orphans of the bracelet girls — the only two with no family before the war.
Other things were because she and Rin happened to be the most boyish of the girls and that they both grew up having to prove people their worth.
“What could be taking them so long?” Serena randomly asks, breaking her own trail of thoughts.
“Yugo, definitely… He's always late," Rin sighed.
Right when Rin answered, said Yu's finally showed up at the door and walked over to them.
“I apologize for being late, Rin and my dear Serena—”
“Don't-Don't call me that,” Serena interrupted.
But Yuri went on anyway. “—but you see, Yugo-kun here spent too long in the bathroom.”
“You said I had to look my best!” Yugo complained.
“You can style yourself outside.”
“Whatever…”
“Well,” Rin said, sighing, “at least you're both here. But, Serena and I told the waiter twice to wait for you both, you know. So try to be earlier next time.”
“Okay then, Yugo will try,” Yuri said blatantly. “Now can we get some coffee? And a croissant, perhaps?”
“No, I don't wanna stay here any longer. I've had enough of the place.” Serena got up.
Rin soon followed. “So have I. Let’s just go to an arcade or something…”
“Yes! Gaming time! I'm with ya, Rin-Rin!” Yugo cheered.
Yuri gaped. “I haven't eaten anything!”
“That’s your problem, cabbage.” Serena smiled.
“Hmph. Whatever. Just make sure there's lunch later.”
“There will be.” Rin rolled her eyes.
“And you girls will pay?”
“All of us will pay—we’ll divide the bill into four. Now let's leave!”
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While walking to the arcade, Rin observed the whole of the mall.
With funding and support from Fusion as a form of apology, together with the efforts of many Xyzian people as well as Fusionists who were sent to help instead of being jailed, most of the mall has been restored to its former glory.
There were still some unfinished parts here and there, but overall it seemed to look the way it used to.
“Aww yeah, the arcade!” Yugo yelled, running into the said place with the two other Fusionists.
“Hey, wait up you three!” Rin ran after them.
“Woah,” Serena gasped, looking around to see lots of arcade machines, claw machines, driving simulators, and duel simulators, among others—all with many games and with their lights ablaze. There were a lot of people too, of course.
Ruri wasn't kidding when she said they'd have so much fun.
“Hah! Who knew Xyz'd be this cool,” Yuri exclaimed. “I almost regret being part of the war!”
“Oi, shut your trap, and stop being proud of what you helped cause,” Serena warned.
“I'm with her on that, Yuri,” Yugo added. “Starting a war is not something to be proud of.”
“Guys, I. Don't. Care. Now let's have fun!” Yuri ran off to the nearest duel simulator, also known as a duel terminal, probably.
The other two also bolted to their own destinations—Serena to this "Grand Piano Keys" game thing and Yugo to a claw machine with lots of cute duel monster plushies in them.
Meanwhile, Rin just got there. What's up with them just running off!?
She sighed and just walked to where Yugo was.
“Hey, Rin! I'm gonna try and get you that Melffy Pinny plush!” he blurted, inserting a coin into that thing where you put it in, which started the one-minute timer.
“Oh cool, good luck!”
With intense focus, Yugo moved the claw with the joystick.
The claw is so slow…!
Aaand there, right there above the plush!
He waited until the timer was at one second before pushing the grab button.
“Yes!” he yelled when the claw fell to the plush.
…before frowning as the claw seemingly, ‘couldn't hold onto it.’
“Aw, poor fusion-kun lost,” Yuri teased, seeing Yugo’s utter defeat.
“That's not fairrr!” Yugo shouted, catching the attention of a few Xyzians.
“Hey, look, it's alright, at least you tried!” Rin encouraged. “Keep your voice low, please. And Yuri, shut up.”
Serena walked over to them with a handful of tickets. “So I played some piano game and got a bunch of tickets… What do I do with these?”
“Yuto said you could exchange them for prices,” Rin stated, motioning to the price booth. “The more you have, the bigger a thing you could get, I'd guess.”
“Ooh, to another machine then!” Serena dashed across the place to what Rin could make out to be an Ice Ball game, with Yuri following suit.
“Yugo, you coming?”
The banana-head just stared sorrowfully onto the Pinny plush that lay in the machine. “Y-yeah… In a moment.”
“Uh, okay, then. I'll be with the Fusion duo to make sure they won't cause any trouble,” Rin told him, walking away.
“Okay…”
“I can stay if you want, you know?”
“Oh, no, it's fine,” Yugo assured. “Don't worry, I'll be okay!”
“Hm.” Rin nodded and walked on.
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“You're doing it all wrong,” Yuri complained. “Put only a little force on it enough to launch it; don't put all your strength into the ball!”
“Hey! Wait for your turn!” Serena retorted.
“Tsk. Just saying—getting 3 to 5 thousand points is better than getting none at all or an occasional 10k then nothing. Remember, you only have—”
“Nine balls, and at the moment only one left. I know!” Serena interrupted, throw-sliding the ball into the road a little too harshly, it hit the fiberglass with a loud BANG!
‘10 thousand, 10 thousand! Please…!’ she thought.
The ball rolled off to nothing.
“AUUUGHHH!”
Yuri meanwhile laughed beside her. “See? Control your force!”
“SHUT UP!”
“And what's going on with you two?” Rin asked, approaching them.
“Serena never listens,” Yuri mocked.
“And Yuri can't keep his mouth shut,” Serena hissed. “Aha! I was distracted!” She gave Yuri a glare.
He smiled at her in return, but also looked into her eyes.
…they had a staring contest.
“That's enough now, you two,” Rin scolded. She looked around.
Eventually, a certain dancing game caught her eye. “Hey, why don't you both play that dance thing over there, instead?”
Serena usually would rather not dance, but she was losing this contest, and as such, she whipped her head toward Rin so Yuri couldn't see that she blinked. “You know what? You're right.”
She turned back to Yuri. “Yuri, wanna have a dance fight?”
Yuri smiled. “Ah, sure!”
And they left with Rin following them behind, thoughts of whether leaving Yugo was a good idea or not swirling in her mind.
“Look at me, Yuri!” Serena said, and she began the game.
Her swift and graceful movements amused him.
He knew she could dance, but still! He’s never seen her do it with so much passion.
A chuckle escaped him. This little competition is easily won by her… and he couldn’t help but smile as she danced to the beat ever so beautifully.
When the round ended, she got off the small stage and walked to him. “Did ya see that?” She then noticed how he looked at her. “Hm? What’re you grinning for?”
“Nothing. Only,” he laughed, “you’re good—I’ll admit that. And you win for now.”
Serena blushed lightly, not enough for anyone to notice. His compliment also brushed her competitive side away, just for a moment. “Thank… you…? Also, what happened to your condescending attitude?”
“It’s still there, that I assure you. But…”
He looked beyond her—to a kid’s basketball machine.
He saw that the hoop was easily within arm's reach of any teenager their age—meaning they can drop or dip the ball into the hoop with tremendous ease.
And also get a whole bunch of tickets in the process.
He grinned, turning back to Serena. “Rena-kun,” he called to her.
“What do you want?”
Yuri took a deep breath. “I'm gonna ask you a favor.”
Serena laughed at him. “That's new… What is it?”
“I'm surprised you didn't make fun of me, other than that laugh, but why don't we… Cheat the kid's basketball machine?” he asked.
“Hmm… What do I get from it?”
“Let's see… You can have 40% of the tickets.”
“50 and I'll do it.”
Yuri sighed, but he just caved. “Ah, you know what, fine. C'mon.”
From the other side where Rin was playing this remake of Flappy Bird, she stopped playing—which of course made her lose—as their words caught her ears.
She saw them by the kid's basketball machine.
Of course…
When the two got there, a kid was still busy playing.
The poor thing looked back at them, and when he saw Yuri, he froze.
Yuri smirked. “Boo.”
The poor kid squeaked before slowly walking off.
“Oh Ra, you didn't need to do that,” Serena chastised. “Buuut at least we got it to ourselves now, so let's take advantage of that and the kid's tickets.”
For the next few minutes, the two watched amused as the scoreboard's numbers did nothing else but rise almost every second as they both dipped the balls just enough for the sensors to notice.
When they finished, they went for another round, and their number of tickets also kept on increasing.
Rin sighed as she watched them, but her mood brightened when she saw Yugo jogging over to them, the Melffy Pinny plush from earlier clutched in his two hands. “Hey, Rin-Rin!”
“Oh, hi, Yugo!” She laughed as he handed her the plush. “Aww, you didn't have too…”
“But I DID have to!” Yugo insisted, bright blue eyes shining with satisfaction of being able to give Rin the plush.
“Well, thanks, at least.” She gave him an embrace and he gladly returned it.
“Ah, fusion finally got the Melffy, eh?” Yuri said, amused, as Serena continued to dip the ball in the hoop.
Yugo let Rin go and said, “Yeah, so? At least I care for my girl!”
“Serena doesn't deserve me, though,” Yuri said dramatically, making him get kicked by Serena in the shins in the process.
“Can't you be not annoying for once? And you’re the one who doesn’t deserve me.”
“I'm always gonna be annoying—and you all have to put up with it…” Yuri uttered as he clutched his leg. “And you did NOT have to hit me that hard…! What if you broke my leg!?”
He went on whining on the floor, which caught a bunch of people's attention. “It hurts!”
“Oh Ra…” Serena shook her head.
And, together with the synchro duo, they yelled, “Get up!”
“Gee, fine. I'm serious, though—it really, really hurts. Can one of you guys get ice or something cold that won't melt for me, please?” he begged, leaning to a wall.
“I'll fuckin’ do it.” Serena rolled her eyes. “I'll be right back.”
While Yuri sat on a bench to wait for Serena to come back, Yugo and Rin allowed themselves to enjoy the whole arcade without the Fusion Duo having an argument behind their backs.
Both of ‘em went on to play some 2-player shooting games where they shot some mechanical aliens to save some ship before going to play the classic Whac-A-Mole game.
“Yugo, stay focused!” Rin yelled. “You can do it!”
“I'm trying, Rin, but these moles are just. So fast!” Yugo shivered as he tried to pour all his focus into this one game, but he still somehow kept missing.
He didn't hit much, but they got tickets nonetheless, so he took those.
“Can I try?” Rin asks.
“Oh, sure.”
“Thanks!” Rin took the little foam mallet and started the game.
Whack!
Oh wow, this was rather easy.
Whack! Whack!
How could Yugo be bad at this!?
Whack! Whack! Whack!
“Woah, Rin, you're a natural!” Yugo complimented. “I'll help! I'll whack those you can't with my hands!"
“Wait, Yugo, I'm fine—”
And with her focus a bit deterred, she and Yugo went for this one common target, making her hit Yugo's hand a bit too hard.
“YyyyOUCH!” he exclaimed. The pain hurt so much, it got him kneeling to the floor groaning in pain, much like what Yuri did earlier, but a bit louder and without the laying down part.
She gasped at that. “Oh, you idiot! I told you to—! Sigh, you know what, just go sit with Yuri; I'll tell Serena to get more ice…”
After a good while, Serena finally arrived with two glass bottles of cold ketchup.
“What—why'd you get that!?” Rin yelled at Serena in disbelief.
“It was the only thing I could think of!”
“You could've just, I dunno, gotten some ice bags?! And ice??”
“Actually, I thought not to do that. Plus, we can at least use the ketchup for later, bring it home or something, you know? Maybe we could give one of ‘em to the boys.”
Rin doesn't know how many times she sighed now, but she sighed anyway.
After they gave the bottle to the boys—and Serena getting another scolding from Yuri for getting ketchup—they all decided to make Yugo and Rin race through a driving simulator.
“Rin, you can do this!” Serena cheered. “Good luck, and win! YuriandIhadabetandmywalletsdependingonyousoyeahpleasewin,” she went on with the last part quickly.
“What?”
“Break a leg—but not literally.” Serena smiled.
“Oh, alright. Thanks!”
And with le boys…
“Yugo, please win. Serena and I had a bet, and if you lose, I'm not just losing money, I'm also gonna have to dye my hair brown for a week! Can you believe that?”
The banana-head raised a brow. “How's that my problem? I'd honestly love to see how you'd look with brown hair. Also, you agreed to it, not me.”
But anyway, the Synchro Duo chose their D-wheels and started.
3… Rin gripped her handle tighter.
2… Yugo smiled, getting ready.
1… They both held breaths, then,
GO!! The words appeared on the screen.
And instantly, Rin and Yugo revved their motorcycle sims and felt it "move" forward.
The screen then showed them and several NPCs racing through.
“Wooo! Go, Rin!”
“Fusion! You better do this, because I'm cheering for you for once, can you believe that!? So don't you dare waste it!”
Vrooooooooooom!
The sounds came from the speakers with the machine, and the screen showed several terrain — cliff sides, cities, a bridge and even a concrete loop-the-loop.
“Woah!” Rin exclaimed, as she almost fell off.
“Haha! Now we see who's the better driver!” Yugo teased, laughing.
“Oh, you'll see who's better!” Rin 'violently pushed him off' the loop.
“Eek!” He landed rather safely, but it was still a bit uh, traumatizing.
“Yugo, you're gonna make my hair brown!” Yuri warned, clutching his (not Yugo's) head.
“I know! Calm down, I can still beat her.”
“You better!”
Serena laughed at them. “Please, Rin’s clearly winning.”
“Yeah, Yugo, how do you plan to beat me!?” Rin teased, a glint of slyness in her orange eyes.
Yugo's eyes trailed to their front.
Rin already used hers earlier, but he didn't yet—that “Turbo Speed Acceleration” kind of thing.
Rin's was still refilling, but his was full.
Meanwhile, they both neared the finish line.
“Like in a duel, Rin, my luck never fails me.”
Rin dropped her grin at that.
And Yugo took the pleasure of grinning this time. “I activate my ‘Action Magic’, Acceleration!” He triumphantly pressed the button.
“Nooo!” Rin and Serena shouted.
“Yes!” The boys cheered.
And in an instant, Yugo sped up right by Rin and reached the finish first.
“OHHH YEAHHH, WOOOO!” Yugo shouted, dismounting the runner. “I BEAT RIN FOR ONCE!”
He and Yuri fist-bumped and hi-fived each other with both hands and did the back-hit thing in those 'secret handshake' things.
“NO BROWN HAIIRRR!” Yuri yelled, making people turn to him.
“I BEAT RINNN!” Yugo exclaimed. He was so happy, he could feel the excitement running through his veins, and he ran to Rin who just got off, and they both almost stumbled to the ground.
“Woah, hey,” Rin warned. “We almost fell.”
“I'm sorry, it's just… You always beat me and—”
“Yes, yes, I'm happy for you too.” She chuckled. “You beat me—that surprised us both, and them, too, probably.”
“Yeah, a new achievement, hehe,” Yugo giggled with a :P face.
Rin smiled proudly and kissed him on the cheek. “So cute.”
He metaphorically melted into a puddle at that. “Hehe, hehe,” he kept saying, “Hehe…”
“Now it's my turn to say, ‘That's enough you two,’” Serena said, handing Yuri a few yen.
“No brown hair,” Yuri stated casually.
“Stop, I get it already—and it's getting weirder by the minute,” Serena growled.
“Well, what’re we doing next?” Rin asked.
“That kid right there! We weren't sure what he was doing at first, but we just figured out he was hacking into the claw machine!” an officer yelled in their direction.
“Hm?” Yuri turned to the guard and saw he was pointing to Yugo. “Aw, fusion got caught.”
Yugo instantly stood up. “Let's get outta here!” he squealed.
“We should,” Serena agreed, running off.
“Guys, agai—?” Rin was broken off by the boys going off, with Yugo dragging her arm away. “Yuuugo! What did you do!?”
“Sorry! I had to get the plushie, but the machine wasn't being fair!”
“Pretty smart, though!” Serena complimented, running backwards. “If I knew how to hack, I would've done the same thing.”
“But you don't,” Yuri once again teased.
She jumped on him and they wrestled. “I've wanted to do this since earlier!” Making Yuri go “OOF—!” with surprise.
“Oh, you think it's only you?” He fought back.
“Guys!” Rin grumbled. “Right now!?”
She and Yugo had to drag their own counterparts away from each other and out of the place until they both calmed down.
The rest of the day went by with lots of fun.
There was lunch at an Xyzian Burgery Shun recommended, then a walk in the park which included its own set of activities, laser tag, pizza, and a few other things.
Yeah… It was really nice.
The day ended when the two groups parted when they all went back to Pendulum, saying their good-byes to each other and leaving. To go to their own new respective homes.
#arcvmonth#arcvmonth2023#arc v#yugioh arc v#serena arc v#rin arc v#yuri arc v#yugo arc v#appleshipping#predatorshipping
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ooc; TOA Anniversary Munday!
Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.
Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!
Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.
tagging: you! come closer
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Name: Limit
Pronouns: they/them
Birthday (no year): March 8
Where are you from? What is your time zone? east coast usa, babey. i attend college out of state but i'll always be in EST
Roleplay experience: over a decade now if i get any more specific i'll wither away into dust
Got any pets? three dogs (australian shepherd, shiba, chihuahua mix) and a cat (marble)
Favorite time of year: fall
Some interests and things you like: i draw sometimes i suppose
Some funfacts & trivia about you: i had eight and a half wisdom teeth. doctors hate and/or are fascinated by me
What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? rhythm games, visual novels, mobage, rpgs
Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: is "canine" an acceptable pokemon type sdfkjhfkhfsdk. vulpix is my little guy
How did you get into Fire Emblem? saw awakening at gamestop and thought it looked interesting. my brother and i had just finished virtue's last reward so we named our robins phi and sigma haha
What Fire Emblem games have you played? Fe4-7, part of 8, 10, awakening, fates (not rev), three houses (academy phase only), like....an hour of SOV, and had part of engage streamed to me (+watched the dlc)
First Fire Emblem game: Awakening
Favorite Fire Emblem game: Binding Blade stockholm syndrome real
Any Fire Emblem crushes? i'm not really the type to crush on characters tbh
If you’ve played the following games, who was your first S support?
- Awakening: Chrom
- Fates: Keaton
- Three Houses: burnt out but the plan was dorothea or mercedes - Engage: maybe if my personal copy ever arrives lol
Favorite Fire Emblem class: dark mage(s) and myrms
If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class? judging by the types i tend to like, a mage that just completely sucks ass JFHDKJHFDKJDF
If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? golden deer??????
If you were an Engage character, which Emblem would you Engage with? the lyn writer is gonna say something totally surprising here and say lyn
How did you find TOA? thought it would be a funny bit to pull on n (it was)
Current TOA muses: Lyn and Sophia
Who was your first TOA muse? If you don’t have them anymore, could you see yourself picking them up again? Volug. He's snoozing now.
Have you had any other TOA muses? Miranda, who stands outside my door every since day
Do you think you have a type of character you gravitate towards? ........girls who have problems and issues LMFAOOOOO
What do you believe you enjoy writing the most? wouldn't you like to know weather boy
Favorite TOA-related memory: unscripted was my first event, so it'll always be special to me. lyn you'll always be famous for getting shot multiple times
How do you pronounce TOA? "toe-uh" and i stand by that
Got any delusions that didn’t see the light of day in TOA that you’d like to share? really want to write one of my diversity fliers one day
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Topic In therapy I may be contemplating for a couple years; I crave community mutual aid but from the words of my equestrian therapist ‘we just don’t really do that here’. And I told her we do though. Plenty of people toss out usable furniture by the road. Plenty of people hire ‘taskers’ (an app I just learned about) to do chores for them. People ONLINE have financially supported me just cause they knew me, they could and they cared. Strangers come sort recycling out of our trash because they care, it’s not even their job.
During the session I was rly upset at the idea that I am doing. So much work (counting the pressures of working harder to do basic shit on average due to having a mental illness) to take care of myself. And so much more work on top of that to educate others. And keep people in my life. And try to survive capitalism. And that I can’t do it all alone! I am going to die on fire! I am the blood-sweeping robot that sweeps its lifeblood until it dies of bloodloss. And SO MANY OF US are being forced into that position, even without a mental illness that exacerbates the severity of the reality (some people LIVE LIKE THIS, DOING MORE THAN ME EVEN AND ACCEPT IT AS NORMAL INDEPENDENCE WHEN ITS LIKE. ONE DAY. YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO CARE FOR YOURSELF. AND YOU WILL DIE ALONE. ARE YOU NOT AFRAID?!!?!!?!) this is why it’s called COMPHET (or compallo at this point). THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE WHEN YOU CANT KEEP UP W THIS ALONE IS TO RELY ON A SIGNIFICANT OTHER. OR FAMILY. OR ‘THE SYSTEM’. neither of which are guaranteed for ANYONE. hell. I told someone I was goin home for the day and they said ‘lucky you’ and I’m internally like ‘YOU DONT KNOW WHAT GOING HOME IS. HOME IS NOT A GUARANTEED BREAK. HOME IS MORE WORK. HOME COULDVE BEEN RETURNING TO MY DYING PARENTS FOUR YEARS AGO. HOME IS NOT SYNONYMOUS WITH REST FOR EVERYONE. Is that. Is this a hangover of Breadwinner Perspectives? They don’t fucking count housework as work, nor caring for oneself (selfcare IS work). I cannot hire someone else or rely on someone else to do the endless work. UNLESS—-‘
THE POINT IS. The idea that is. I’d like to start a mutual aid group. For my apartment complex. Because there was a guy who went by Popeye who moved out, and he always seemed to know what was going on around the complex. He always had little barbecues and even personally acted as security around the complex when the cul de sac people tried to fuck with apartment folks stuff. He moved out and I got a bunch of his furniture and art and I’ve seen him around. But idk. New managers don’t do any community events like the managers who were here when I moved in (I genuinely don’t think the new managers wouldn’t have let me move in). Nobody quite kept people in touch like he did.
Currently all the apartment kids come to my door during the spring and summer asking for water and snacks because the managers office stopped letting them use their fridge. There are queer pride flags in windows. There are stickers of the school I went to. There are overworked and tired parents and disabled elders. I just want us to all get along and help each other. I can’t control anyone but I could help build an opening for communicating with each other. Idk. Maybe one day. When I’m confident. I want to use the quote ‘dob’t assume people have different values, they’re just working off different information. everyone wants to be Good, they just got different ideas of what that is’ as a sort of quote for that kinda thing cause I know political divisiveness in this world lately could make connection hard. Maybe. Maybe it’s just this bad on the internet. (But a lot of internet bleeds out into the real world now)
I like helping out the kids and watching kids and playing with animals and providing art supplies and helping solve problems. I know we all like to feel needed or having a chance to share our skills. There used to be an art fair here! Run by the old managers! New managers boring as shit! Maybe I’ll run the art fair! Fuck!
But it’s somethin I know will take time. Thought. Energy. The occasional stable moments. Research into real mutual aid groups! I guess I’d need a mission. And my main mission would be to spread the appreciation for Mutual Aid, to Do Mutual Aid, and maybe bolster kids confidence to do stuff like this themselves. I’ve got these kids thinking I’m cool as shit for a weirdo, I can’t waste it.
#therapy.#me.#life.#inspo.#wishlist.#(in two odd tags but it cOUNTS as things I wanna do and an inspired to do
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NSB (Straud Legacy) Gen 8 Ep. 43: Dinner At Jack's
The Story of a Family Told in Web Comic Format
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The dinner Peachy and Jack had spent the evening preparing for officially arrived as the friends greeted each other warmly at the door.
Jack apologized for any trouble finding his place. It was tucked far into the back-country of Brindleton Bay on an old ranch, and while he loved the peace and quiet, being so far off the beaten path made it hard for visitors and package deliveries to navigate all the way to his door.
Peachy took the opportunity to deliver Paul’s hastily arranged floral gift. It wasn’t his best work, but it looked nice and would liven up the counter.
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Peachy offered to help with dinner but Jack insisted his guest relax as he put the finishing touches on the classic recipe. Tonight was his turn to treat his friend to a delicious experience, although Peachy should feel free to mix himself a drink from the bar.
Peachy made a glass for them both and used a heavy pour. The tension in the air was palpable, and a nice strong drink might help them both relax.
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As the soup simmered and cooled, they had plenty of time to chat. Peachy told Jack about growing up in Henford, including a memorable birthday that might have been visible all the way to the Bay. However, it turned out Jack had not even been a resident of SimNation at that time.
Jack confided in Peachy details he didn’t usually share about being pushed out of law enforcement in his home nation for fighting unjust new rules discriminating against occult sims. Shut out of his career he had immigrated and settled in Brindleton shortly before Peachy joined the force. The “Era of Human Horror Against Supernaturals” had ended with an historic victory for the supernatural party, but Jack continued sending home donations to support their agenda in hopes they would stay in power and the injustices they’d been fighting against would never happen again.
Peachy was surprised by Jack’s story but proud of his choices. As a member of a family with many ties to occult Sims of various kinds, he’d said he’d also be happy to help support organizations dedicated to helping heal the rifts between all Sims, even those far away from his home.
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The tension had faded by the time they finished their soup and drinks, and the fuzzy little creature wandering into the kitchen was a wonderful conversation piece. Jack encouraged Peachy to cuddle the tiny offspring of his best girl Luna as the trio settled on the living room couch.
Eager to find a good home for one more of Luna’s babies, Jack asked if Peachy would be interested in taking the little guy in. Nikita loved animals and the group had just been talking about getting a pet, so Peachy agreed to bring little Taz back to the homestead with him.
The adorable beast and the relaxing juice made Peachy comfortable trying a flirty joke, which got a laugh and an encouraging response from Jack.
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Jack worked up the courage to keep that momentum going with a thinly veiled conversation about a friend he’d recently developed unexpected feelings for. Peachy sharing his own gender and identity revelations emboldened Jack to admit Peachy was, in fact, the target of his crush.
With the thorny problem of the other party’s interest out of the way, Jack was free to scoot closer and the pair watched the last quarter of the hometown basketball game while wrapped in a companionable embrace on the sofa.
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Even with most of the uncertainty settled, the prospect of the first kiss goodnight after the game was still anxious for them both.
At the door Jack paused shyly, eying the bandaged nose dangerously close to his “target”. He quietly asked his friend to hold still as he moved in, carefully delivering the softest of kisses on Peachy’s waiting lips. Stepping back, he looked anxiously into his partner’s eyes.
To his relief, Peachy returned a happy sparkling smile and big hug, thanking Jack for a wonderful evening.
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By now it was pitch black outside and both men needed to get to bed so they could be up bright and early for work in the morning. Peachy scooped up his new feline friend, wished his partner good night, and headed on his way.
They’d need to talk soon and figure out where to go from here, but now they knew they wanted to get wherever they were going together.
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A broken nose, a science project and my first love.
Summary: Again, Eddie and you are the parental support of Dustin but now you finally know what Eddie feels for you
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Mondays were the most boring day in the week, Robin was worried about the inventory of Family video, Eddie was hangover and Nancy was busy with the school newspaper, nobody felt like doing something fun, that happened until Wednesday or Thursday when the group started giving ideas to spend the weekend in something fun.
That day was no different, everyone with long faces and small talk, even the sound of your locker was annoying and you hated looking for your History book because you knew that class would be long and boring as hell.
-What the fuuuu...-you turned annoyed feeling a small push until you lowered your voice to a whisper noticing that it was Max who had inadvertently hit you while carrying her science project - oh...it was you
-I'm sorry...this shit doesn't let me see well while I walk - the redhead sighed annoyed dropping your project to the floor to open her locker
-Hey that vocabulary girl - you looked at her narrowing your eyes
-I'm sorry...it's just that it hasn't been a good day - Her look seemed annoyed as she searched for her books and put away the ones from the class she had recently taken.
-Tell me...-you raised your eyebrows looking back at your locker- did I tell you that Munson almost ran over Jason in the morning? that would have made the day much better - you laughed closing your locker to look at Max who didn't show any sign of amusement, instead he seemed to think something
-So that was it...shit
-What?...what happened? - your face totally changed to a more serious one knowing that she knew many things ahead of time because Lucas or Dustin told her in class
-Shit...-Max slammed her locker shut, walking quickly towards the door that led to the football field.
-Hey what's up? - you quick step followed her making her stop with accelerated breathing
-Jason... in the morning he pushed Dustin, he did it in a somewhat rough way that made Dustin stumble and his science project broke when it fell to the floor, I had never seen Jason behave like that with Dustin and he really put a lot of effort into that project, he didn't even go out for the weekend with us to finish it to get an A and...he got a little upset about it...
-Jason hit Dustin? - your eyebrows furrowed feeling your heart beat strong and a rage grow from the center of your stomach to the rest of your body
-It's not just that...Lucas...he told Eddie and Eddie said that after first period he was going to...confront Jason...
-Shit...- your backpack fell to the floor as you ran outside looking for the group of idiots, you knew that Eddie was not safe, he was intimidating, rude when dressing and behaving but he was a total butterfly to fight, he didn't like it get into trouble and if he did run away from it
You kept running until you reached the stands that were on the side of the football field and you could see Eddie cornered between the structure and Jason and 5 other idiots with the football team jacket, it was the scene you imagined but when you saw the blond holding Eddie's shirt your anger grew more making you run towards them again.
-No...don't do that - Max yelled into the distance running trying to reach you
-Jason! - your voice was loud making the 5 players turn around fast while you pushed Andy and your hands took Jason's arms pulling him away from Eddie and your right fist hit his nose making him fall - you think you're very rude for hitting a kid, look for problems with someone your age fucking idiot - your hands took Jason's shoulders making him turn while he covered his face with his arms
-No... leave him alone - Eddie took you by the arms pulling you away, his chest felt up and down quickly against your back, your lips felt about to explode from how tight they were and your breathing was accelerated
No one moved, no one said anything, the boys in green jackets took slow steps backwards when they saw that you were trying to let go of Eddie's arms, so he decided to let go of your arms and wrap his arms tightly around your waist so you couldn’t be free
-Do you need this bitch to defend yourself, Munson? -Jason laughed wiping the blood from his nose looking at you still lying on the grass
-This bitch broke your nose asshole, the next time you want to annoy one of the kids come find me if you have the balls to fight with someone your age
-It's enough, it's not worth it - Eddie spoke almost close to your ear while with his arms he tried to move you away a little more to go with Max
-Idiot - your foot managed to kick Jason's tibia causing him to stop covering his nose and hold his leg in pain
-I told you that’s already enough - Eddie sighed almost lifting you in the air to turn around and put you back on the floor to walk away
-That was... great - Max laughed accommodating her backpack - you left him on the floor writhing in pain
-I would have killed him if I had had the opportunity - you sighed, moving abruptly letting go of Eddie's arms - you didn't have to defend him
-Defend him? I was preventing you from doing something stupid, you broke his nose, that just with the first blow you gave him, what would have happened afterwards? I have to pay your bail because you would have killed him? -Eddie walked by your side moving his arms while his curls jumped
-It's no big deal, I didn't want to kill him
-Maybe you didn't want to, but you easily could do it, you fight like jailer- Eddie scratched his cheek as you and Max laughed walking down the hall to get your bag - Hey Sweetheart, Mrs. O'Donnell doesn't want to give me a C in her class, you think you can go visit her later and maybe knock her out
-Shut up asshole - you laughed as you pushed him and he crashed into a locker making him and Max laugh out loud making everyone look at you weird because of the way they played.
The day became a little more interesting after that, the next period you shared class with Jason and his nose was swollen with a bandage, the idiot had lied saying that a ball had hit him and obviously he had threatened his friends not to say anything and although he wanted to pass himself off as the cool guy, he didn't even have the courage to look at you because of the fear and embarrassment he felt.
At the end of the school day, like every day you were leaning on Eddie's van, this time eating pretzels that he had left over from lunch while he explained to you what Kass and Vecna meant but you just shook your head pretending you were paying attention to him even though you didn't understand a bit of what he was talking about
-So that's it, Kass is the one who kills Vecna - Eddie smiled proudly stealing a pretzel from the bag - it was easier than you thought right?
-Yes... super easy - you looked at him with your serious face of consent making him smiled proudly until he looked at the school door watching Dustin go out crestfallen with a slow step - do you think... we should help him?
-That's why we're here - Eddie sighed feeling sorry for the boy until Henderson approached you looking at you with his sad face
-I'm sorry...I was talking to Miss Addams and...can we go now? - Dustin sighed exhausted
-Your science teacher? - You looked at him curiously, making the boy agree - It's...for your project, right?
-Who told you? - The boy rolled his eyes sighing
-Max - Eddie looked at him biting a pretzel
-I told her not to say anything... I did tell her what had happened in the morning and she gave me the opportunity to deliver the project to her tomorrow, but that's impossible, it took me all weekend to make that damn model and now she wants to do it in a couple of hours is impossible..
-Why is it impossible? -You looked at him curiously with a gesture that his comment was something stupid
- You do not understand? 3 days... 3 days it took me to do that damn project and now I only have a couple of hours, I can't
-Dude, that is not what the master of hellfire has taught you
-Besides you have us right? -you smiled at him, giving him a light blow on his arm making the boy smile- come on, let's go to your house and we'll do it together, what do you say?
-Are you sure? Don’t you have something better you do?
-We were going to go bother Harrington but we can do that tomorrow -Eddie laughed disheveling his hair-come on
Dustin's ride home was more fun than usual, Eddie singing metal songs getting frustrated whenever he got the lyrics wrong blaming the recording for purposely changing it to make it look ridiculous, but it was kind of sad to get there and see the home alone with no trace of where Claudia could be.
-And your mother Henderson? - Eddie entered looking everywhere noticing the decoration very different from the one in his trailer
-Hmm probably on work... I don't know - Dustin sighed leaving his backpack on one of the sofas looking at you - so where do we start?
- Well... how was your previous project? - You looked at him curious holding your backpack standing in the center of the room next to Eddie
-Well, they were the planets... with Styrofoam and cardboard material - Henderson moved his hands explaining making you look at him strangely holding laugh
-How boring, do you have a cardboard box and those... Styrofoam things?
-Yes, I think I have a couple more - Dustin and Eddie looked at you consensual, paying full attention to your instructions
-Bring them, also paints and your science book, you help me clean the table - you looked at Eddie as he approached you, removing the floral vase from the center and folding the tablecloth carefully so as not to stain it while you opened newspaper pages on the polished wood of the furniture to avoid ruining it
-Since when do you know how to do projects? -Eddie looked at you curiously smiling while he took off his jacket
-Since that's what teachers ask us for special grades...-you looked at him seriously wondering if you and Eddie went to the same school
- My teachers have never asked me to do one - Eddie laughed sitting in one of the chairs
-Eddie they do, but you never do them - you laughed sitting next to him while Henderson put the material on the table and Eddie wiped his smile thinking about all the things he hadn't brought to class
-This is enough? - Dustin looked at you while you settled taking the book to look at the drawings of the planets- see this? –you show the book page to the boys- why don't you start painting the planets in the Styrofoam spheres and I'll do the rest of the model - you smiled at them like a little designer making them agree
Eddie and Dustin painted, smearing their hands with paint while they fought each other because the royal blue color looked too dark and was confused with black or because Dustin had taken the green brush if that was the one that Eddie was using, you cut carefully the front of the box making a curve on the sides without cutting the ceiling to be able to place the hanging planets
After a while Dustin turned on the radio making Munson seemed annoyed that they didn't play any metal, just trashy music and mediocre hits that would be forgotten in a few days when another cardboard artist put out a new song.
-Eddie, do you hear that? Do you hear it? - You looked at him pretending to be surprised when ''Take on me'' began to play on the radio moving your shoulders and arms following the rhythm
-Don't dance that you look silly - he looked at you apparently annoyed returning his gaze to the figure he painted in orange
-Dance with me, I've always wanted you to dance with me-you laughed taking his hand trying to get him up but he only laughed denying trying to stay seated
-He says the song are stupid but look how he moves his foot, he's following the rhythm- Dustin almost shouted pointing down the table making you and him laugh out loud while Eddie covered his blushing face
-The song is catchy ok, stop being a pain in the ass
The afternoon continued between small episodes of stress and small breaks as you stretched your backs and looked for something to eat in the Henderson's kitchen and then returned to your seats and continued with work.
-Eddie what are you doing? -You looked at him holding the scissors in your right hand and a piece of black cloth in the other while he brought the paint cans closer to his nose making a strange gesture
-It's just that... they smell strange- he look at you returning the container to his nose and then bringing it closer to your nose making you take his hand and putting away from you careful not to drop the paint on the table
-Don't smell it, that has chemicals and you can get high - Eddie looked at you raising his eyebrows and forming a mischievous smile on his face
-Delete that information from your brain Munson - you laughed pointing the sharp scissors at him making him laugh leaving the small container on the table
-Me, spending money on my magic plants and I could only buy a little school paint, what an idiot
-You are definitely an idiot - you laughed cutting the cloth to put it in the bottom of the box
Everything is ready to be set up and while you explained how you would set it up so that it would appear that the planets were floating in the box Eddie looked at the table with attention denying as he scratched his chin approaching the table
-I have a better idea, Dustin, do you have any remote control toys that you no longer want?
-If I have a pair...why? - Dustin looked at him curiously
-Bring them and also some tape, cable scissors and screwdrivers -Eddie looked at him making that face that he always made when an idea came to his head, you knew him perfectly
-Well then I already finished my part... Dustin, are you hungry? I can go to the kitchen and prepare something if you want - your feet rocked slowly watching him as he walked to his room
-It's good that you mention it, I'm starving, feel free in the kitchen - the boy smiled entering his room making noises while things were heard falling
When you entered the kitchen you felt weirdly safe and wanting to continue working, you had to feed the boys who were still working, you walked everywhere, looking for things in the fridge, pans in the cupboards and knives next to the cutlery, in the background you could hear the radio playing and the guys talking about cables and something that would turn
-Shit, let me cut that other one - Eddie spoke as Dustin asked him something in a low voice and Eddie answered him
It was strange that Claudia hadn't shown up yet but to Dustin that seemed so normal and he hadn't even realized that it was already dark, if someone asked you right now you could say that he didn't even miss her.
A few seconds later the screams of both boys made you react from your trance making you leave the utensils in the kitchen and run to the dining room table watching how they both hugged and screamed
-What happened? - you looked at them little scared, Dustin letting go of Eddie and running to you hugging you tight and jumping
-It worked!! it worked!! - Dustin laughed excitedly taking your arm to take you to the model looking at how the planets were perfectly aligned to the ceiling of the box in a circular shape and rotated slowly
-How... did you do that? - Your hands rested on the table as you slowly approached to look at the project
-Eddie did it; he took out the motor of a remote control car and put it there and somehow after cutting and connecting some wires he made them work
-You really did it? - You looked at Eddie smiling while he sat shy looking at the floor smiling a little - you're a damn genius Munson
- I didn't know you were so great with that, do you know about electronics why you never told us?
-Well, it's not something I use every day and no one asks if I know how to do it - Eddie looked at you smiling rubbing the back of his neck and taking a lock of hair to cover his embarrassed face
- It's time for dinner, go wash your hands and I'll clean here - your smile could be hard to hide as you put the project on the living room table and cleaned up all the mess, throwing the paint-soiled newspaper pages into the trash and putting the leftover materials in a shoebox where Dustin had put them, then you returned to the kitchen to serve the plates and putting them on the table along with their cutlery and a crystal glass while the boys played in the bathroom throwing water at each other
The rest of the night was full of laughs, Eddie telling you every 5 minutes that you were the best cook he had ever met and Dustin looking at you both with a smile that he tried to hide and playing with his food.
- Is something wrong Henderson? - Eddie looked at him making you also put your eyes on the boy
-It has a bad taste? - you looked at him curious
-No...it's not that, it’s delicious - Dustin smiled looking at you - it's just that...I haven't shared a dinner with someone in a long time...Mom is always busy or she usually has dinner in the living room while I have a something and take it to my room...it's not that bad, I know my mom works to be able to pay the bills and stuff but...sometimes I miss being like this
-like what? -Eddie moved his eyebrows intrigued as he took a bite to his mouth
-You...you make me feel like you guys are my family...you make me feel good - the boy smiled with a bit of a wet shine in his eyes making you two smile too and then Eddie broke the silence while pushing him slightly
-Just don't call me dad, ok? I'm too young for that and I'd feel uncomfortable.
-Of course I won't call you dad, are you idiot? - Dustin laughed as he pushed him back - want to do something great after dinner?
-After washing the dishes, your mother can arrive at any moment and I don't want her to think that we made a mess in her house
-Sure, after washing the dishes - Dustin smiled excitedly- I'll call Suzie so you guys can meet her
Eddie looked at you and you answered him with your eyes holding back a laugh, Suzie was a myth among you two, she was possibly a robot and Dustin had taken enough affection for her to call her his girlfriend. As soon as he finished his plate the boy ran to his room while you and Eddie cleaned the table and put everything in his place, then he followed you to the kitchen helping you wash the dishes and dry them by arranging them carefully
-You know... I think Suzie might be real- Eddie looked at you leaning against the island as he dried one of the plates.
-What makes you suddenly change your mind? -You looked at him laughing and returning your attention to the dishes while you carefully washed them
-Well, one of us should have a girlfriend, don't you think? or boyfriend in your case...-Eddie smiled flirtatiously moving his shoulders
-Why? why is the need? - you closed the sink shaking your hands a little and drying them you’re your jeans looking at him
-I don't know...I would like to share time with someone who supports me and likes my ideas, who motivates me to be better, who enjoys the way I am...
-I think i do all that with you...right? - you laughed putting the dishes on the shelf with your back to him
-Yes...but do you enjoy it? -Eddie supported his elbows on the island staring at your back, waiting for a movement
- Well... it's not something that bothers me, but if you want to find someone else for me it's fine you have the right to go out with someone - you looked at him taking the plates he was holding in his hands to return to the shelf and accommodate the rest
- And why waste my time looking for someone...when I already found you...you're practically my girlfriend...everyone says it and I'm tired of telling everyone that you're just my friend and never being able to say "Yes, she is the girl I love and she also loves me for who I am" - your body felt tense, like a knot in your stomach as you turned your body a little to look at him, hoping that he had it on his face one of those playful smiles, but his face was serious and his eyes kept looking at the ceramic plate that he still held in his hands and was half dry - it's humiliating that everyone makes fun of me for not having the courage to tell you how much I like you... but I think the fear of losing you is much bigger than continuing to be mocked by everyone
-Eddie...
-You don't have to feel sorry for me and my cheap statement in the middle of a kitchen, I understand that you don't feel the same and that's fine...
-Eddie...it's okay, it's never bothered me that everyone say I'm your girlfriend, even that time they put ''The freak's girlfriend'' in my locker in red letters, it bothered me more that they called you that way and not that the whole high school read that I was your girlfriend, it has never bothered me to be the reference to ''Munson's girlfriend’s’’
-So?..-He smiled making one of his "innocent" faces that you knew was the opposite
-So, if you are going to ask me to be your girlfriend, you will have to ask me in the best possible way because I have dealt with you for many years so that you end up asking me in the middle of a kitchen
-You are absolutely right Madame; I will find the best way so that all your effort and work is compensated in the way you deserve.
-Guys... I found the signal - Henderson leaned out the kitchen door smiling agitated to run back to his room while Eddie and you forgot for a moment you recent confession of love to quickly leave behind him - Suzie do you copy? ..Suzie
-Dustin - you smiled walking through the door looking at how the boy was holding the microphone
-Shh...Suzie will be there?
-Dusty bun I copied you - the somewhat mocking smile that had formed on your face and Eddie's disappeared while you looked at each other scared to hear the female voice come out of that radio
-Great Suzie poo, I'm with my friends who they…- Dustin turned looking at both of them a bit challenging - they didn't believe that my pretty girlfriend existed
-Oh hello guys, I'm Suzie - a small laugh after speaking sounded causing both of them to approach the boy and his radio a bit curious
-Say hello, don't be rude – Dustin whisper looking at you both
-Oh...right…- Eddie looked at him with an apologetic look as he brought his hand to his chest-umm...Hi Suzie poo
-Hey, I just call her Suzie Poo...- Dustin looked at him jealous frowning
-I'm sorry...Suzie...I'm Eddie, Dustin's friend
-Eddie? The guy who plays Dungeons and Dragons with my Dusty bun? He talks to me a lot about you - you could see the smile on the girl's face despite only listening to her, making Eddie smile proudly, feeling important in the boy's life
-Your turn - Dustin looked at you bringing the microphone closer to your mouth making you walk away a little awkwardly
-Amm Hi Suzie I'm Y/N... Dustin's friend
-Ah...Eddie's girlfriend, Dusty bun also talks to me a lot about you and how pretty you are, your voice is very sweet
-Yes...I... thank you - you smiled clumsily and shyly sitting on Dustin's bed while the boy murmured a silent ''sorry''
After several minutes talking to the girl on the other end of the speaker and you and Eddie sharing looks of discomfort at the cheesy, romantic way the guys were talking to each other, you both decided it was time to go home, so after saying a nice goodbye to the girl and Dusty bun the drive to your house in Eddie's Van was the same as always, despite what had happened a few hours ago in the Henderson’s' kitchen nothing between you both hadn't changed a bit in the way in which you two talked or joked, only this time the farewell was a little different and instead of leaving you on the sidewalk and leaving this time Eddie decided to get out of the Van and accompany you to the front door of your house and then say goodbye with a kiss on his cheek, quickly enter your house to not give him a chance to say something, just for looking out the window and see how Munson returned to his Van laughing and jumping making his curls jump making you laugh at his reaction.
The next morning was not much different from the previous one, you hated everyone in the school, you sat down to eat with Robin because despite having accepted your feelings for Munson, you respected that Tuesdays were ''Planning and debate'' with the D&D guys and you weren't supposed to go into their important discussion, though every once in a while your eyes would glance right over to his table to see him arguing frantically with the other guys and grinning at how dedicated he was in his leadership role, just the same way he teased you, He looked from time to time giving you a smile and for some magical reason of fate Robin never noticed avoiding comments or awkward questions.
After class and when you left hating the humanity and their creations annoyed, you walked to Eddie's Van who was already waiting for you, leaning on the side.
-Hasn't Henderson arrived? -You looked at him curiously as he shook his head, smiling at you with his bright eyes in a slightly different way than he always looked at you.
-How was your day? - he smiled at you playing with one of his strands of hair
-Bored, yours?
-Bored - you two laughed, leaning on the Van to look at the door and how Dustin came out happy and smiling with Mike and Lucas holding his project with a blue ribbon ''the best of the class''
-Guys... look - Dustin held the project in front of you proudly showing his ribbon while the sun made his braces shine
-Owww my little one -you laughed holding your hands on your chest- we are very proud of you sweetheart
-totally, you are our pride- Eddie imitated your tone laughing with you making Dustin erase his smile knowing what was coming
-You must thank us, right Eddie bun? - You looked at Eddie with a sweet and tender gesture that was strange to see in you while you held on to keep laughing
- You're absolutely right Y/N Poo - Eddie looked at you smiling and pouting at the same time while Dustin looked at them both showing them his middle finger annoyed at their teasing
-I will not talk about my romantic life with you two again, you are terrible, why don’t you kiss each other and be happy like the rest of us, you do not have to annoy me just because I do have a girlfriend - Dustin got into the van still grumbling as he settled his project on the seat and you two burst out laughing making the students walking past you two look judging at you and whisper how weird you were together.
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Congrats for 500 followers lia!! For the sleepover, can I ask for 7 with coups. Maybe like he nags you not eating proper meal? Thanks!
w.c: 1,002 words
prompt: “i’m a real adult. just last week i brought a vegetable”
warnings: heavily based around food & ‘healthy eating’ (marked this way bc fuck ‘healthy’ eating besties, just care for yourselves according to you - even if it’s just water! any start is a start my lovelies.)
a/n: thank you so much!! i love getting cheollie requests wowee husband material<3
You couldn’t count on one hand let alone two hands how many times Seungcheol had berated your wreckless behaviour since he’d been your friend. Glued together since you were just children, Seungcheol almost never left your side. You liked to nickname him ‘koala’ because of it. Seungcheol liked to name it childhood obsession but he’d never utter a word of it to you. Anyways, koala was kind of cute.
Things slowed when Seungcheol became a trainee and they slowed even more when he debuted but you couldn’t have been happier that he was doing so well with his life while you slumped a basic nine to five job. You supported him every step of the way and Seungcheol wouldn’t have had it any other way. But even his work couldn’t keep your personal koala away from you.
“Aren’t you supposed to be doing like… idol things?” You mused as you opened the front door to see Seungcheol. He beamed you a gummy smile, albeit maybe a little nervous that you’d release some sort of wraith upon him. Stepping aside, you let the male in.
“I’ve got a free day,” Seungcheol hummed as he shuffled out of his sneakers, quick to open his mouth again when you went to be snarky in response to his words, “why wouldn’t I want to visit my best friend on my day off?”
Your lips closed, puffing your cheeks as you shut the front door and solemnly followed him in a sulk towards your lounge. He knew you so well at this point. His group liked to joke that you were like a married couple - lowkey you thought it too but Seungcheol would never see you in that light. You were like his sister, right?
“Have you eaten today?” You hummed, deciding it was best that you didn’t argue back to the man as he mumbled out a soft ‘no’ in response to your question, “I was just putting away my shopping.”
“That you probably got delivered because it’s too cold outside,” Seungcheol taunted as he appeared behind you in the kitchen, staring amongst the bags of things, “ain’t no way it’s all instant noodles, y/n…”
“What? Some of us work nine to five, Cheol.” You pouted, jutting your lower lip in hopes he’d flash a glimpse of sympathy your way but he simply tutted, shaking his head with a disappointed sigh.
“That’s not good for you, y/n, you need to eat actual meals,” Seungcheol clicked his tongue, his brows furrowed in worry and you huffed, putting down the packet of mochi you was holding onto the counter, “you know, healthy meals? That real adults eat?”
“I’ll have you know I’m a real adult,” you whined, glancing amongst the flimsy white plastic bags decorating your kitchen floor and counter, “just last week I brought a vegetable.” Seungcheol scoffed.
“Do you even know what vegetables look like?” With a brow raised, he stared at you expecting an answer. He’d always digged into you for as long as you could remember and you always narrowed it down to being like siblings. You’d decided it was time to ask about it.
“Why do you care so much, Cheol?” You asked softly, your arms folded across your chest. You caught the way his biceps tensed slightly under his white t-shirt - the one you kept saying his arms would rip if he kept working out. He’d always laugh but the seams were barely holding together on the shoulders.
“Because I do, is that a problem?” Seungcheol’s tone was defensive and sharp and you knew you’d hit a jackpot as you quirked a brow. Seungcheol’s Adam’s apple bobbed as he gulped. He was fully aware you’d caught him like a deer in headlights after all these years, perhaps he should just admit to it.
“Fine, I like you y/n - and before you say “well duh, Cheol I’m your friend”, not like that,” he blurted the words rather quickly but you caught every single one, your heart in your throat, “I’ve known you so long now, y/n. We grew up together, same schools and all. I only noticed when we was like fifteen that I didn’t love your quirks because you were my friend but I admired them as someone who really admired you and everything about you. The way you have to precisely snap your chopsticks or the way you always have that one baby hair sticking up. I really like you y/n.”
The silence after your name deafened you as you stood in the kitchen, like a statue. Seungcheol’s chest rose and fell as his confession was left in the air. You listened to every breath he took as you processed everything he’d said. Maybe he did see you more than a sister after all, you finally settled as you gazed over the anxiety eating away at him.
With short yet hurried steps, you fell towards Seungcheol, wrapping your arms around his neck as you buried your face into the crook. His body tensed under the touch of your skin and he took a few moments to register that this came out of the blue with no words from you but shortly after, his warm arms curled around your lithe form, keeping you close to him. Not a word spoken and yet, it was almost as if you’d signed a contract as he pressed a cheek to your head, the tense aura he’d been previously radiating no where to be seen.
“I like you too, Cheol,” you whispered after a few moments of appreciating just the sound of Seungcheol’s heartbeat and breathing. Seungcheol chuckled a little, “my koala.”
“You still need to eat better.” He mumbled and you scoffed, looking up at him. He smiled in response, melting away any annoying feeling you’d felt at that moment as you took in his relieved smile, the way he probably had so much weight taken from his shoulders.
“Okay.” You mumbled back, resting your head back down against his chest again.
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I AM INFURIATED!!!!
But not for the reasons you think.
How many of you watched the She-Ra panel tonight? ACTUALLY WATCHED IT?! Because I did and here's what I saw:
1. "_____ called someone the D slur"
He DID NOT call anyone that word. He used it in the context of announcing a panelist to the show. The word is IN THE TITLE of her podcast. He was literally just stating the title. That's it.
2. "Noelle said Double Trouble would be creepy around kids."
What Noelle said was that to get the inspiration for Flutterina, Double Trouble would have gone to a coffee shop, found a girl to imitate, and stare at her until they got her mannerisms down. Because of the implications here irt trans people and the stereotypes of "creeping on children", this could have been worded better. BUT this whole headcanon was in response to Noelle DEFENDING Double Trouble against the rest of the crew thinking they straight up murdered the real Flutterina. And again, problematic because of larger implications, but on the show Double Trouble IS A VILLAIN. Just because we think they're awesome doesn't mean they're not capable of shady shit. I saw very few people having a problem with this before. Other things they said about DT?
They specifically searched for a non-binary trans activist to voice the role.
Double Trouble was the whole cast's favorite character.
Everyone had a crush on them.
They support DT x Peekablue headcanon and think they should date.
3. "Noelle said Entrapta and Hordak are great representation."
Literally just did not say this. This comment was made by a fan writing in. A fan who, by the way, IS DISABLED THEMSELVES, and was writing in to thank the crew for the rep THEY saw in these characters. Noelle didn't agree or disagree at all. She goes on to give a character analysis about them both, and that's it.
4. "They made Bow's brothers slaves."
No. They didn't. It's a crew inside joke that all of Bow's brother's have pun names that rhyme with "Bow". The brother in question came from one of the other male creators making the joke "which one of Bow's brothers tills the field? Sow." Here's a pic from Noelle about the rest of the brothers.
Because of the complicated history between black people and "farm work" it's best to not make any joke at all like this. It was tasteless and misguided, but hardly a reason to grab pitchforks. Black people have the phrase "whites gonna white" for a REASON. We know there's no such thing as an unproblematic person. Creator or otherwise. Is it still wrong? Yes. Should people strive to do and be better? Absolutely. Should allies listen when POC talk about things that make us uncomfortable, and support us when WE call it out? Please, for the love of God!!! But I do not think the level of backlash the crew-ra is getting is at all warranted.
I understand I do not speak for all black people or lesbians, and I don't speak for ANY of those other groups mentioned and possibly offended, because I am not one of them. However, I felt the need to speak for myself. I am SO SICK of everyone knee-jerk reacting to every little thing that could possibly offend someone. Noelle is not perfect, but she has done a SHIT TON of work for representation and the progression of normalizing queer, inclusive stories to younger audiences. She also went to bat for a diverse cast of characters to be voiced by a diverse cast of VA.
The truly fucked up thing? There was a question someone wrote in about how a cis, straight, white person can respectfully tell the stories of underrepresented and marginalized communities. Noelle then goes on for 5 minutes about how it's difficult, and how it's more important to hold doors open for creators who actually come from those communities to be able to have their own voices heard. And this is the woman you throw flames at? Ridiculous. Our true enemies are able to so easily conquer us, because we so easily divide ourselves.
No one owes allegiance to any one fandom or creator. But we have got to start picking our battles more carefully. If we don't, people will become desensitized to our cries when REAL threats and offenses happen. And white people? PLEASE stop being so outraged at every little "off-color" remark someone makes YOU think might offend ME. I appreciate you wanting to be an ally, but you are drowning out our voices over things that really matter. That's why we get shit like musicians and sports teams changing their "racially insensitive" names, while police are STILL killing unarmed black peple in the streets without repercussions. It shouldn't be an either/or thing, but it often is, so please focus your attention on "canceling" THAT.
TL;DR: Don't just retweet and reblog everything you see without doing your own research and forming your own opinion. Speak out against bigotry, but understand when it's time attack, and when it's time to educate. Stop holding people on so high a pedestal they have no room to grow, and can only fall. Do not speak for, or louder, than the people you say you are standing up for. We can speak for ourselves. Help amplify our voices; DO NOT BECOME OUR VOICES. And finally, because we really do just have so much bigger fish to fry:
#i said what i said#she ra#she-ra#she ra panel#noelle stevenson#double trouble#entrapdak#entrapta#hordak#wlw#spop
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Like Caramel For Chocolate- An Omega Bakugou x Alpha f!Reader fic. Part 6
Part 1 Here
Next part Here
Content Warning: Negative headspace, omegaverse, self deprecation, depressive thoughts, pushy parental figures, ambiguous omegaverse reproduction, unhealthy relationships, relationship that could be easily fixed if idiots would use their words and communicate, Shinso/Denki side relationship, Bakugou is a dumbass but so is y/n
Where we left off-
Before Bakugou could reply, the jeweler came back into the room and handed Denki a piece of paper.
“All right sir, here is your receipt! Your ring should be ready in three days.”
“Thanks.” Denki shoved the receipt into his pocket, quickly making his way to the door. “See you around Bakubro. Don't want to be late for my shift.” The door closed behind him with a bang.
Bakugou wasn’t annoyed though. Now he could pick out the perfect ring for Y/N and not worry about Kaminari being nearby. Everyone knows Kami can’t keep a secret to save his life.
“I don’t know how much longer I can keep all of this a secret.” Denki moaned into his hands. He was sitting with his head buried in his arms. Y/N reached across the table and gently petted his hair.
“I know what you mean, but I don’t think either of us are in a good position to start telling people.”
Y/n and Denki sat in a secluded corner of a dimly lit cafe. Both of them had this time free and both of them definitely needed to talk. They stood a lot less chance of anyone asking questions if they were just two friends getting lunch instead of them privately going to each other’s apartments.
Denki looked up, giving Y/N a wide eyed expression. “I know, but I wasn’t expecting Bakugou to show up when I was dropping off that abomination of a ring! I just was lucky the jeweler had already taken it to the back. You were right by the way, that thing is absolutely horrendous. Like, was the designer blind?”
Y/N snorted. “From what I’ve heard, great great grandpappy had a lot more money than brains and wanted to impress his omega by shoving as many stones onto a ring as possible.”
“No kidding. I think it can be seen from space.”
“Very likely.” Y/N chuckled before slumping back into her seat with a sigh. “Though I might have an idea about what Bakugou was doing there.”
“Wait, seriously?”
Y/N nodded with a sigh. “Yeah. When I got back he invited me to the summer festival. I’d forgotten about it.”
“Ah shit, yeah. Isn’t that your guys' anniversary?”
“Yep.” Y/N sighed, rubbing her forehead. “Of course he had to pick this time to actually celebrate. We haven’t gone or done anything… God, I think since he became a hero.”
“So you think he was getting a gift.” Denki sat back as the server came, placing your orders in front of each of you. You both murmured your thank yous and waited until the server was out of earshot before resuming your conversation.
“Yeah, he had to have been. Makes me feel terrible, but there wasn’t a good time to… Well…”
Y/n gestured between herself and Denki.
“Tell him that you’ve been betrothed to an omega of much superior looks, breeding, and manners?”
You gave Denki a little kick under the table as he cackled. He grinned cheekily as he poked at his food. “Sorry. Humor is my coping mechanism. I get it though. Timing sucks all the way around.”
You nodded, sighing and taking a bite of your own food. “Can’t say anything during his heat. Then his schedule was swamped, and I had to sort things out with you. Then bam, anniversary that for some reason he decided to remember this year.”
Denki snorted, popping a bite into his mouth. “That’s about the long and the short of it. And we haven’t even begun to figure out how to tell everyone we’ve not only accepted arranged betrothals, but that we’re engaged to each other.”
“I don’t know, I was kind of hoping we could just move to Tahiti and never speak to our former friend groups ever again?”
“A valid possibility. But that means we’d have to learn French and maybe Tahitian. You know I only passed English because Hitoshi and his dad coached me.”
“Fair point.” You sighed heavily. “But I’m really not looking forward to these conversations.”
“They have to happen though. You might have some anonymity to hide behind, but I’d rather my friends not find out about our engagement when they see an article about Chargebolt getting married.”
“Really?” You smirked slightly. “Then you’re going to tell everyone at your agency, hmm?”
Denki kicked you under the table. “Shut up!”
You poked at your food again as the smile fell from your lips. “So… Did you get a chance to think about what I sent you?”
Kaminari nodded. “Yeah. And I hate to say it, but I think you’re right.”
“I thought about it a lot. I hate to leave the area, but it would be too awkward to stay here after everything.”
A few days ago you had sent Denki an email with a list of places that had job openings that would suit both of you. You both loved where you lived, but after everything, how could you stay? There’s no way the two of you could continue to keep living in the same apartment building as Bakugou. That would be cruel. Cruel to whom you didn’t quite want to think about. You spoke up again.
“Any place catch your eye?”
Kaminari nodded. “I was kind of thinking Okinawa. I have a few connections there. Decent distance from here and from our parents. And that would probably be the easiest transition.”
“Works for me.” You said, as if it wasn’t ripping your heart out to do this. It hurt. But it had to happen. In the end, you had to believe this was what was best for everyone. It might take some time, but this was it. This was what would make everyone happy in the long run.
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Shinsou was worried. Denki had been acting odd. And that’s saying something. The blond omega was usually loud and bubbly, the life of the agency. At least once a week, he invited Shinsou out for drinks, meals, clubs, karaoke, or some other nonsense. But ever since he’d gotten back from his three day leave, Kaminari had been acting strange. When he thought no one was looking, he was quiet. Withdrawn. Like he was puzzling out the toughest problem of his life.
Denki having a problem? Pretty typical. Denki having a problem and not talking to Shinsou about it? Pretty unusual. The blond had always come to the purple haired alpha with even the simplest of problems. Apartment searches, furniture assembly, what support items would suit his quirk best, even things like what to get from Starbucks. And even though he might groan and roll his eyes, secretly Hitoshi loved every second of it. When he had helped by digging through websites, cobbling together a rickety shelf, or reminding Denki that he always got the most cloyingly sweet items on the menu; Hitoshi got to pretend that he was Denki’s alpha.
Shinsou wasn’t sure exactly when he had fallen in love with Denki. Probably had been since high school at least. His dad had warned him against loud blonds while his father had laughed. But he couldn’t help it. Kaminari had been one of the first people to enthusiastically believe in him. Had always sought him out and wormed his way into Shinsou’s life and heart. And now Shinsou couldn’t understand it, but Denki was pulling away. Even as he watched the blond who was typing up a report on his computer, it somehow felt like Kaminari was slipping right through his fingers.
Shinsou cleared his throat. Kaminari glanced up. “Yeah man? What’s up?”
“You doing okay, Denks? You’ve seemed a little out of it.”
Denki met his eyes, startled, then quickly glanced away. “Yeah. Yep! Totally fine.”
“Denki. I know you.”
Kaminari sighed and slumped on his desk. “Just some life stuff. Family stuff. Friend stuff.”
Shinsou frowned, walking over to place a hand on Denki’s shoulder. “You know you can talk to me about anything, right?”
Denki snorted and laughed quietly. Shinsou furrowed his brows.
“Yeah” Denki sighed. “I know. But half of it isn’t really my stuff to tell and the other half isn’t exactly worth talking about.”
“You sure? We could go grab one of your obnoxiously sweet coffees after work. Go to mine or yours, watch an old crappy horror.”
“Tempting. Thanks man. I would, really, but I got some stuff I have to do after work. Some other time maybe.”
Shinsou frowned. It was rare for the omega to turn down an invitation for a movie night. Hell, it was rare for Denki to turn down an invitation, end stop. It made him even more worried about his omega… friend. His omega friend. His friend who just so happens to be an omega. Hitoshi closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He really didn’t want to ruin the best friendship he had. But he couldn’t keep this up much longer. His alpha had decided on the electric blond long ago, and the omega’s unusual behavior and unhappy scent was driving him wild with the need to protect. He really needed to pull himself together and confess soon.
“Well, whenever you’re free then,” Shinsou said, reluctantly letting his hand fall from Denki’s shoulder. “You know my number.”
Denki nodded and looked up, giving him half a smile. “I do. Thanks Shinsou.”
Shinsou walked back to his desk, his mind made up. He needed to tell his omega how he felt, and soon.
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Y/N twisted and turned, looking at herself in the mirror. It had been a very long time since she’d worn a yukata. It didn’t feel right to dress up like this. But wearing anything else also felt wrong. Everything about this date felt wrong. Like this was the kind of she she did in another life. And now here she was, going on a date with the man she loved. Who she’d always love. And who she’d already decided she was going to let go.
Y/N snorted and fussed with her hair a bit. Maybe she should have just refused this date. Claimed to be sick or something. But that felt wrong too. So, she just had to get through tonight. After all, what’s one more night of pretending everything is fine? Hopefully this could be a good memory from a relationship that just wasn’t meant to be. After tonight, she’d wait a couple days and then talk to Bakugou and let him go like he clearly wanted.
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Katsuki was going to throw up.
He was going to throw up, right here, all over himself and all over shitty hair, too. His red headed friend was giving him a pep talk as he helped Bakugou into his jinbei. Not that Bakugou needed the help. Or the pep talk. It just was easier to let the squad come over when they had found out about his date. It’s not like he wanted them there or anything. Once Kiri, Mina, and Sero realized he was going to use this date to ask Y/N to be his mate, they had insisted on helping him get ready.
None of them knew about the little velvet box in his pocket and that his plans went further than just asking Y/N to be his mate. Bakugou bit his lip to keep from frowning as he looked over his friends, a certain loud blond conspicuously missing. You wouldn’t hear Katsuki admit it out loud, but he really wished Denki could have been here. He loved the others, and they were great in their own ways. But Denki was his pack’s other omega. He got it in a way that the others didn’t. After tonight, he’d have to make sure to catch Pikachu up on all the news. Hell, maybe he could help his fellow blond finally talk to that purple haired idiot he’d been mooning over for years. Everyone in the pack knew Denki’s family had been harping at him to settle down for quite a while.
Bakugou looked up in time to see Mina coming at him with the hair grease. He threw up his hands.
“Fuck no! Keep that shit away from me!”
“You’ve got to do something about that pile of straw you call a haircut. Besides, Wouldn’t it be nostalgic? Weren’t you interning for Best Jeanist again when you asked Y/N out the first time?”
“Yes, and I’d rather shave myself bald than ever have my hair like that again!”
Mina sighed. “Fine. We’ll do something else. But if I can’t slick it back, you will be wearing eyeliner!”
“IN YOUR DREAMS, PINKY!”
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You waited outside the entrance to the festival. It was strangely soothing to watch the people flow by, like you were a rock overlooking a stream. There were groups of friends, couples both young and old, families where the laughing children ran ahead of their parents eager to get inside. You gave a small smile at the last. Maybe that could be you someday, a parent getting to see a festival through the eyes of a child again. Though the mental picture was hazier than it used to be. The children you half imagined just blurs of colorful yukatas, instead of loud and stubborn blond haired brats with their father’s eyes and attitude. You huffed a quiet laugh to yourself as a thought occurred to you. If you and Kaminari actually went through with this plan, decent chance the kids would still be blond. The thought hurt a little.
“Y/N!”
You looked up and had the breath knocked out of your lungs.
Katsuki was beautiful. You knew it. Thought it often, even. But tonight he practically glowed. His hair had been tamed into a softer look than usual. The jinbei he wore was the perfect compliment to his skintone. Was that… Yes. Dark eyeliner made his crimson eyes pop. Your heart ached. You’d always love this man. No matter how it tore you apart, he’d always own part of your heart and soul. You smiled weakly and raised your hand in greeting.
“Hey. You look good.”
“Thanks.” Bakugou scratched the back of his head. “Mina got ahold of me.”
“That explains it then.”
“Hey!” Katsuki gently elbowed you in the side before taking his place next to you. “You saying I can’t dress up on my own?”
“Yes.”
“Y/N!” You dodged out of the way as he swatted at you, laughing. Yes. This could be it. One last good night.
“Shall we go in?” You asked, holding out your hand.
“That’s why we’re here, isn’t it?” Katsuki asked as he walked past you, ignoring your hand.
You gave a quiet smile as you followed.
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Katsuki picked at his food, none of it making it to his mouth. He was going to be sick. He was going to be sick right here and some paparazzi was going to see and take a picture and the big headline tomorrow was going to be “A Puke Worthy Proposal.” He was trying his best to keep up the illusion that everything was fine and normal, but it was rough. It had been a long time since he’d taken his alpha on even a normal date. And this wasn’t any normal date. It didn’t help that things were feeling forced and awkward.
He wanted to hold your hand, but his own hands were sweating buckets. He tried to keep up casual conversation, but that was getting harder and harder as the night wore on. Every sentence he wanted to just blurt it out and get it over with. It was impossible to keep talking about what vendors he recognized when all he wanted to say was “I love you and I’ll always love you and I want you by my side until the sun stops shining.”
It didn’t help that things felt awkward. Almost nothing was feeling easy or natural. It really had been far too long since the two of you had gone on any sort of date. He frowned as he thought about it. It had been over a year, at least. Longer, even. Well, he was going to have to fix that. He’d be able to use some of that pro hero paycheck and spoil you like you deserved. His Y/N. His mate. And soon, his wife.
Bakugou stared at nothing, his eyes going unfocus as he started daydreaming about how spectacular your wedding would be.
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This was a disaster. You glanced over to where Bakugou stood picking at his food, looking bored. You’d been trying to keep up the conversation, but for the past several minutes you’d only gotten hums or grunts in response to anything you said.
“It’s amazing how they got all those pro heroes to dance nude as one of the main attractions this year.”
Katsuki grunted.
Yeah, he wasn’t paying attention at all.
You sighed, looking down at your own untouched food. You never should have agreed to come. At least this date was proving it to you. This had to end. The two of you didn’t know how to be a couple anymore. It was even clearer that Katsuki wasn’t even interested in trying. You had no idea why he wanted to have this date in the first place. Some bizarre sense of obligation? Maybe his heat had shaken him up enough that his omega needed the sense of normalcy? This issue was this wasn’t normal for the two of you anymore. It hadn’t been for a very long time. You sighed, glancing around for a trash can to oust you untouched dango.
A loud pop caused you to look up. The fireworks were about to start.
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Bakugou looked up at the sound of the first firework.
“Wanna head to the pier?”
You nodded quietly, following him as he led the way. He was sweating so much now that if he set himself off he’d take out half the city.
This was it. It was almost time. The two of you were going to watch the fireworks from the out of the way pier like you had all those years ago. It was at the end of that fireworks show the two of you had had your first kiss. And this time… Well this time at the end of the show he was going to propose and you were going to say yes, and it was going to be perfect.
That is if he didn’t barf before you two got there.
“Hurry up,” he grunted as he picked up the pace.
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You tried not to flinch at Bakugou’s harsh tone. He clearly wanted to get this night over with even more than you did. You tried not to let it hurt.
The pier was empty as it always was. The lack of lighting keeping others away. The first time you had discovered it, it had felt hidden and intimate. Now it felt desolate. Lonely.
You walked up to the railing and stared at the sky. The fireworks didn’t feel magical anymore either. Your fingers wrapped around the railing as you glanced to the side. Bakugou wasn’t even looking up. He was staring at the reflections of flashes in the dark swirling water below.
You couldn’t do this anymore.
No more.
The fireworks illuminated you as your grip on the railing tightened until your knuckles turned white.
“Katsuki?”
“”What?” He asked roughly, barely glancing your way.
“Let’s break up.”
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