#hes fr scared rn ahhh

[lostwcnderlands]

“ what the fuck are you talking about? “ josiah didn’t mean for it to come out as a whisper - but it did. slinking back && away from bryce into the cushion, like he was hurling weapons with his words alone. “ you’re still tripping. “

but josiah wasn’t in disagreement. the silence that followed the question was an indicator of that. of course he was better - he’d always been better. and that was the source of his punishment, the crime he’d committed with his birth alone. every time he reached success, jesse would be there to, as bryce said, bend his knee. fighting only led to tragedy - half the ink that patterned his skin were tales of the destructive duo, jesse’s mark left outwardly as much as it had been imprinted on josiah within. bryce had been under his boot - literally - and yet sat here with fire in his eyes && a ridiculous claim to redesign the board.

the world swam for a moment, the whiskey hitting all at once - bryce smelled like his soap, and of confidence, a trait that josiah had started to forget what it felt like. eyes shut against the swell of warmth that filled the room as his heart skipped a beat, muscles relaxing as tipsy turned to a little bit drunk.

he really, really should have left bryce to freeze on the dock. allowing him to keep playing these games- believing that he held any semblance of power- it wasn’t fair… “ then why? “ josiah finally asked, demanded, finding his voice as the tangle of thoughts cleared, eyes opening to look into bryce’s own. he was mad, they both were. the night hasn’t gone as planned for anyone. “ why did you come, why did you join, why didn’t you run when i tried to warn you? why are you still trying? “ it wasn’t his job to ask the questions. josiah wasn’t supposed to know anything but the their sins- and yet, he needed to understand. why someone like bryce would willingly walk into this. “ you’ve got the money to disappear, if you tried hard enough. you don’t have to be here at all… do you? “ and in that, there was a surprising twinge of longing. he could only hope it hadn’t reached his voice, or reflected in the mournful mocha hues trained on the newest recruit. then, even softer - like he was scared to even admit, the first instance that true weakness entered his voice - josiah all but pleaded. " you don't know what he'll do if you fuck with things. "

Play the game, play the role, be the good boy who smiles and dances and learns finance. Go to the meetings, be the man of the house. Bryce is very good at playing the game, but well he's always had a different more eccentric skill. "I'll redesign the board." He whispers, his idea from the beginning.

He didn't come here to be the bitch of some guy that thought he was better than him, there was a reason he didn't read the damn manifesto. Bryce didn't come here to follow, he came here to lead, to find a place in which he could thrive in a different way. He doesn't want power, he has that, he wants true community. True family.

He wants something beautiful to bring his sister into, a society in which he gets to write the rules where she'll be able to play freely and he'll be loved for his merit and not his money. Bryce smiles at him, all sharp teeth. "You don't need to convert me, Jo~si~ah, I'm a true believer. I believe in me."

Bryce presses his hands to his bare knees, using that to press him forward, even as the other draws back. "I didn't come here to bend the knee." He tilts his head to the side, observing, tracking posture, expressions. Seeing if he'll rise to the offensive or see his point of view.

I'll bet money I've said worse. Maybe Josiah is more than the tattoo artist, maybe he's the guy to have in his corner.

"I'm better than that, aren't you?" He asks, breathe so close he's certain it ghosts into Josiah's, "Don't you want to be?"

[madrone33]

I have been CHILLING this week post-Vengeance saga release! I managed to avoid debilitating stress and anxiety from the onslaught of fan stuff by simply avoiding all social media for the first two days, so it's been good!

However, I am now BACK, dumping my immediate reaction of the saga from a week ago. I thought I was ready. I was not ready. 600 Strike blew my mind. I was left staring blankly at my ceiling. Jorge please rest sometime, I'm begging you. The amount of talent beaming through my screen is exhausting even me.

Also, to every cast member and collaborator and behind the scenes person: y'all are amazing. Like seriously. I hope you all get a yummy drink and a cozy blanket and just. Bask in the satisfaction of a job well done. Hats off to y'all fr.

Anyways! I keysmashed the following at around midnight, 14 hours before the livestream ('cause australia is the superior timezone /j). Be warned there's LOTS of swearing 'cause sleep deprivation + incoherent excitement lol

AHHH IT'S GO TIME

Ok it's starting the same as the Goodspeed festival showed. Tho, the first lead in sound thing reminds me of Lucids.

Gorgeous vocals. Hate Calypso, love Wangui fr

"Let me speak!" She really doesn't care about his feelings huh. I noticed in LIP as well, she always makes it about her, which is absolutely in character.

Those ensemble harmonies tho!!

"... You do?" Girl you literally told him to lie smh

"Why in the world won't you love me too?" 'Cause he has a WIFE

IT'S HERMES TIME

FSA melody? YO??

"Cause I had one goal in mind..." the silence where the crew's chorus would come in is PAINFUL

BAG?? HERMES!!

"Hello old friend!" Grinning so hard rn

"Well it's a little bit ✨dangerous✨" AHHH IT'S HAPPENING

Fingertapping and headbopping to this chorus

"Put your whole braiin in it!" I love how he says that sm

"And lastly the wind bag" NEW STUFF

WINIONS

Wow ok I did not expect the wind bag to show up again. Tho it makes sense; this is probs the storm that Ody told Sirenelope kept blocking the way home

ODY SINGING THE CHORUS!!!!

RUTHLESSNESS MENTION

"Hermes! Thank you" AHHH THE CALLBACK! He sounds so tired and like down to his bones grateful this time 🥺

"I'm not the one who fought for you!" MY EYES WIDENED SO FAR. WE ALMOST GOT AN ATHENA NAMEDROP. I'll settle for the reference to her

Okeee. Charybdis!!

Oooh it's just like in the reference vid. No lyrics for this start part!

The 5/4 is amazing. And the electric guitar!!

God this song is SO BADASS

LETS GOOOO ODY!!!

ahhh I KNEW there'd be some sort of soft KYFC esque "I can't wait to make some new memories" type verse AND I WAS RIGHT

he sees ithaca!! Oh god poseidon's gonna show up isn't he

my heart's beating so fast i'm scared

PENELOPEEE

the ELECTRONIC DISTORTION OH NO IT'S HIM

RIGHT INTO GET IN THE WATER AHHH

"Coward" AHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE FINALY HEARING THIS FOR REAL

"That's when our paths collide!" THE RASP

"Now get in the water" Oh shiiiit here we go

the choir is so eerie

"GET IN THE WATER" THE GROWL

"aren't you tired poseidon" ooh it's this part!!

ha he changed it to ten years instead of eight like the demo had XD

"maybe you can learn to forgive" the line from that one snippet!

"No" oop

"DIE" DAMN that deep echo!!

*underwater sounds* oh shit ody's fucking dying

NO! FUCKING POLITES

EURY

ANTICLEA

FUCK YOU JORGE

THE CREW

WAITING??? EXCUSE ME WTF

AHHHHHH WHY TF DOES JAY LOVE HURTING US SO

HUH? HUH??? WHAT WAS THAT! AND THERE'S A FUCKING AD. Probs good, I need the break but WAHT. I KNEW he'd do another fucking polites reference gods damnit jorge WHEN I CATCH YOU

Ok time to hear 600 strike. Holy shit we're here

ELECTRIC GUITAR LETS GOOO

Aeolus theme. IS HE GONNA OPEN THE WIND BAG AGAIN??

600 MEN MOTIF HOLY SHIT

ANIME SCREAM

HOly shit there's magic sounds happening. I'm really curious about whatever Jorge's cooking up for the animatic in the livestream, 'cause I have no clue what's happening rn 👀

"For every comrade!" FSA melody!

"all those _ who were slaughtered by your hand" hmm I can't quite hear what he's saying there?

wait wait wait he's ACTUALLY using the power of his 600 men!!

"You idiot" damn lol

DIFFERENT BEAST ODY HOLY SHIT

is that a blade sound effect?

WAIT DID HE JUST STAB HIM WITH HIS OWN TRIDENT

HOLY SHIT ODY

HOLY FUCK

POP OFF ODY

OMG "MONSTER" AND THEN "RUTHLESSNESS"

BRO HE'S BEGGING??

*trident drops* hot damn ody

"Next to my wife." OHHHHHHH MIC DROP

Holy FUCK that was crazy

I'm gonna listen to it again.

Ok but holy shit Odysseus literally just tortured a god until he gave in?? Daym ody

Tho I like how he tries using open arms first, and then ruthlessness. He's kinda found a balance? I say kinda, 'cause he went hard on the ruthlessness, but since he sincerely tried to ask Poseidon to just drop the whole thing already, his later actions in 600 Strike feel more warranted.

I honestly don't know how Jorge keeps doing it. He just keeps topping himself! Like! Thunder Bringer? And then God Games?? And now Six Hundred Strike??? They just keep getting better! Banger after banger, like!! How.

Wait I just wanna. Sit with it. Imma lie down and stare at the ceiling for a bit, aight?

... I am shooketh.

But BRO THAT WAS INSANE! ODY FUCKED HIM UPPP

AMAZING BRAVO EXTRODINARY INCREDIBLE SHOWSTOPPING GORGEOUS WONDERFUL HOW DARE YOU

[uglyduckling339]

KY'S LIFE IS STRANGE DOUBLE EXPOSURE NONSENSE LIVEBLOG: Episode 5

(spoiler warning OBVIOUSLY)

tutorial episode 1 episode 2 episode 3 episode 4

So i took a minor (like a week long) break after ep 4 bc ugh but im back now :D

highkey after that SHITSHOW of an ep (4), i dont even remember what the plot is nomo

max jumped into the storm ! okay girl yodo

chat im gonna be so fr this entire ep was hella confusing. it was a nightmare but not? it was real but not? what the fuck happened

anyways 2 moons 😍 it's to signify that the universes are indecipherable rn

HER JOURNAL ENTRY AW :( "i'm playing it with somebody new now"

i'm lowkey scared of this nightmare scene. LiS' scene was literally HORRIFYING

wait is safi like in a diff world from us

okay yes rhis is 100% a nightmare jesus fuck

pompedo text but cat is so cutesy

WARREN?? OH MY GOD

another glitch lmao, mose's cig is puncturing through the ash tray

YO HE GOT SAFI'S LINES.

POSSESSED MOSES??

Okay this is highkey cool

OH MY GOD IT'S SAFI NOW?? WOAH

OH. SHES IN OUR MIND TOO ! DUH

max take a selfie quick get her out

BLUE BUTTERFLY?? DONT FUCK W ME RN.

dog is this real or fake. im so lost.

WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES 🗣

oh my god

oh my god

oh

my

god

BLACKWELL

um. why is it max and safi 😭 thats so random

it's giving me and my mutuals when we quote LiS ngl

highkey this is funny to watch

i'm so using this scene for a tiktok

oop girl u dont got no power nomo

OH ALSO !! TRAUMA YIPPIE

i feel like this would've hit better if they js redid the og scene w nathan and chloe but wtvr

JOYCE KATE AND VICTORIA??? OH MY GOD

i bet chloe's gonna be the last text in this

guys i forgot how to universe hop lmao

GO FUCK YOUR SELFIE??? THE BINDERS??

for yalls info, jeffershit got to 24 girls according to the binders on the table

WOAH RACHEL ON THE WALL

more trauma yay

"he is selling you for parts" ?

OH MY FUCK. THE SEAT.

OH MY GOD

"I'm not 18 anymore" YES !! YES MAX ILYSM

yeah okay so lucas is violently compared jefferson. broski one is WAY worse n it's not lucas i fear

the camera shaking was crazy omg

YESS FREE URSELF MAX !!

why's there a giant ass tree here lmao

MORE SITS 🗣

yall know damn well how much i fw these sits

apparently safi spoke but i couldn't hear the audio for her, i could only read the subtites ?

also the music has gotten highkey fire tbh.

it's giving Before The Storm vibes

one huge complaint about this game is the lack of dialogue between characters. in LiS u could spend ages talking to every single minor character and now beyond cut scenes theres like. reggie diamond vinh and loretta n thats it.

AH WHERE DID YALL COME FROM

this gotta be a nightmare bro yall keep jumpscaring me

Reggie !! my fav !!

bro what is a time vortex.

yay that totes made sense ! 10/10 explantion

poor reggie i love him sm :(

VINH !! MY OTHER FAV

Omg wait so they all remember both worlds?

woah okay sick

brother move ONNN. she dont like u

nobody:

max: maybe you should focus on what's in front of you (me) and move on (towards me)

LMFAO GWEN'S JS CHILLING OUTSIDE MID-STORM

ngl that's such a mood. Me too girl.

jesus so like max is gonna have to tell EVERYONE about her powers after this

AHHH CHLOE TEXT

"so tired of being sorry" max :(

LMFAO? VINH/MOSES ROMANCE AU OKAYY

YO WHAT THE HELL

Chloe in the Dark Room core

I HAVE SO MANY COMMENTS BRO WHAT

um okay we're gonna move on from that polaroid but. okay man. enjoy his telescope ig

woah this is a new place

oh my gosh this is a post-storm motel

WAIT OKAY SO i chose bae>bay, what happens in bay>bae for this scene??

this is making me sad guys. chloe come home

oh dear god please not another dorm time loop

bro what is max on abt this is very clearly the same fucking room💀

ohh the painting is diff.

its still the same room tho

FUCK U MEAN THIS IS A DIFF ROOM BRO ITS THE SAME AS THE LAST 2

okay actually i lied. cleveland doesnt have a hot plate

OH MY GOD IS THIS THE FIRST ROOM POST-BREAK UP :(

why is this bitch YAWNING so much. wake up.

woah wheres the color

THE WALLS ARE FAKE?? WOAH

okay yeah girl take a nap. no problem. totes time for a break. right now. mid-storm.

omg it's like her sense of reality is slipping

OHH okay fine. thats why they're the same room. that's kinda chill ig

N E B U L A

baby wake up this is a nightmare

oo double sits !!

fucking bitch ass fuck ass fucking dvsidhjdjd

loading screen.

max not hiding her powers core

this game is SO pretty btw. i love the sky

"i need her" U ALREADY GOT 2 WHOLE ASS LOVE INTERESTS. DOWN GIRL

these doors are so trippy damn

all that for her to be right behind us. cool

okay i like safi now that she's normal again

OKAY CONFIDENT MAX !! ILY

wtf they are soo gay in this ep

i'm genuinely gonna crash out over these loading screens oh my fucking lord

safi is literally chloe w superpowers

yeah okay she kinda got u there max..

oh great Safi's magneto again

oh hell no. max snap on her please. beat her ass into sense

safi out here planning the damn avengers innitive lmfao

what am i even agreeing to.

yes mr nick fury (safi) 🫡 i will be there to join your superpowered team🫡

oh yeah i forgot yasmin is like bleeding out rn

oh my god :( chloe reached out :(

MAX ANSWER HER?? LMAO WHAT

oh fuck yeah guys remind me to watch a video of this part bc i missed what max said abt the text

it's kinda symbolic how in the most peaceful scene we've seen with max, she still hears chloe's voice from likely the worst day of her life. like a symbol for how her trauma will never be fully gone, she's just living around it.

okay ik i was rambling this whole time about wanting her to have a breakdown but honestly this is what i actually wanted :( max healing ily

also tessa rose jackson is an absolute BEAST musically. holy shit

OH so the world's merged? hm

ig it's cool that they remember everything now, max isn't alone w the memories this time.

TIMBID GUY AND GOTH GIRL AW

reggie <3 loretta <3

okay so loretta's grown on me soo much. she's obvi annoying but she doesn't mean actual harm n she's kinda nice

and reggie my fav ! i love him sm

i may have forgotten reggie and vinh fucked (?). yeah my bad man

i'm still so confused. what was real and fake in that storm? what do they specifically remember?

"do u feel 2 ppl fighting in ur mind for the truth" (or whatever tf loretta said) nope ! skill issue on ur part girl

oh wow max asked for consent before snapping pics of every1!! rare sight fr!

that feeling when u post pictures roasting ur students and friends but don't respond to chloe elizabeth price's text

ALSO :( I MISS IRIS :( WHY WOULD U GIVE HIM AWAY :(

is it bc the text. that wasn't real max, i promise ur cat didn't fr send hate to u

good god how does diamond know abt our powers bro

WAIT DO THEY ALL KNOW ABOUT HER POWERS??? HOW DID I MISS THAT?? DID THEY LIKE TELL US THEY ALL KNOW??

max is HARSH with these captions

lmao "Vinh in his natural habitat ; A bar'

bro i love gwen sm. what is that pose😭

NOW HOLD UP MOSES. I DID N O T GIVE MY SEAL OF APPROVAL. ALL I DID WAS LET HER LEAVE TOWN. THAT'S IT.

no hate but why is diamond here and not reggie?? reggie was WAY more involved with this supernatural stuff then her

okay and that's the end of the game !

jk actually there's an end-credit scene (because it's the MCU apparently)

cool so diamond has magic. and safi just happened to know purely bc of a nose bleed. radical 😐👍

guys if u wanted to announce the avengers you could've referenced LiS2 or true colors instead; that's also ok instead of making another character w powers.

IM DYING BRO i've been making avengers jokes and then all i see is a fucking "Max Caulfield Will Return" screen😭😭😭 this is a joke there is no way yall are serious rn😭😭💀

okay um tryna lock back in now, i've got a couple notes:

so overall, this game was VERY if-y. it had some good moments, but the storyline was super unstable and it felt like they didn't really know what they were doing while writing it.

I liked the concept of a multi-versal murder mystery, but once they drifted away from that and started spiralling into the weird Super-Safi storyline it got kinda confusing to follow along

I truly think they had a really great idea with this game, but the weak plot-twists and boring storyline absolutely bombed it. (I guess you could say that the only murderer in this "murder mystery" was the game's plot killing itself)

I also think it had a really lovely messege about overcoming trauma, and I liked how they treated Max's PTSD with the storm (plus her heartbreak from Chloe was actually well handled, which was a huge concern for me when I heard abt it). I think her Dark Room trauma was treated kinda weird bc of the time vortex thing but honestly that was more of a plot-clarity issue over a conceptual problem.

At the beginning, I was HEAVILY judging the music. Maybe my tastes have changed in the past month or sum but now the music isn't that bad (I still HATE the intro song tho) and I actually like the new vibe this game brought to the LiS world. It was def different from the OG LiS game but I feel like thats a good thing since a huge portion of this game is proving that Max isn't that same teenager anymore. She's changed, the world around her changed, and so her new game is a reflection of that.

Also, the cat content... I LOVED customizing the cat, but I thought the add-on was gonna be more obvious and didn't even realize that I had missed the actual content until I went into the trophies menu after playing lmfao😭😭

I have like a million more comments abt this game but I feel like I got all my major stuff out already so I'm gonna stop rambling lol. I still have my pricefield rant/analysis i'm working on and I'll probably make some small comments while I platinum the game but this is it for my live-blogs !! Thank you to my hundreds of adoring fans for sharing these out to world and to the actual 3 people who interacted and decided to try and deciper my insanity ! 🫶

[allamericanb-tch]

art heist, baby! thoughts (2)

i made a separate folder in my notes for these bc i didn’t think i would go through to so fast 

chapter 19-21

i’m starting to genuinely fear for my life rn

wait i forgot to write down my thoughts 😭😭

chapter 22 

sirius committing to the heist ?!

convoluted another vocab word

i love that the blacks are a crime family it’s hilarious 

ooh where are they going ?!

the painting

☹️

omg ❤️‍🩹

eeee they’re kissing in front of the painting

that was sweet i love regulus black

chapter 23

hanky panky in this chapter?!

the jegulus ❤️‍🩹

“You’re not a bad person Regulus. Maybe you’ve done some bad things but you deserve love, you always deserve to be loved.”

eeeeeeeeeeee

nooo they have to stop

moony ❤️‍🩹

wolfstar is so back

chapter 24

hanky panky right off the bat ok

brazil mention!

ours

giggling my feet rn

“Poor blood circulation is part of my charm,” me fr

remus jump scare

“i guess that’s what happens when everyone is hot” 😭😭

ahhh meeting time

dorlene!!!!! if they don’t get their italy wedding i will riot

“"Why do I feel like my dad just announced that he was dating again," Marlene shuttered.” marlene 😭😭 i love her so much

BARTY AND EVAN INTERROGATING JAMES 😭😭😭 i love them so much

sirius just lurking

chapter 25

fake heist? fake heist. 

james just Being James 😭

“is it like… huge” MARLENE 😭😭

heist!

this is stressful and it isn’t even the real one

camaraderie another vocab word

prongsfoot is prongsfooting

they ate

chapter 26

“everyone loves abba” REAL

eeee they’re kissing

what

oh. 

“uh oh” is right james

oh my 😭

james dancing on kitchen countertops is so james

chapter 27

prongsfoot going grocery shopping 

guys i cannot even put into words how much i love marlene

the fact that their having their own last supper feels like an omen of some kind

is regulus jesus and the rest of the crew is his disciples and regulus is going to die omg i will die if regulus dies

PANDORA?!

it’s dinner time *lightning* *maniacal laughter*

it wasn’t pandora! huzzah

regulus saying he can’t dance 😭 ok me when i lie

“i love you” AHHHH REGULUS

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

THE HEIST IS NEXT CHAPTER but i have to stop now ahhhh

chapter 28

We Are So Back

guys i’m scareddddd

“It hurt James to watch everything be consumed by the fire, his little notes he passed back and forth to Peter and Marlene, his doodles in the margins of art prints.” and it hurts me to read about it

this isn’t sad but i’m going to cry

“I swear there’s two people in there.” rosekiller? rosekiller. 

i hate that james is talking about marriage right now because. i know. what’s going. to happen. 

lowkey forgot how close new hampshire and new york are like four hours is a very short drive between states

heist! 

i’m terrified rn

they’re almost done omg

guyssss im scareddddd

lily ?!

okay. 

wolfstar ❤️‍🩹

i swear if something happens rn

SOMETHINGS HAPPENING GUYS

oh me oh my (bad)

they’re safe! 

chapter 29

i haven’t been writing thoughts ugh

effie ☹️

WHO DID IT AHHH

oh my gosh i bet it was peter

“live laugh lobotomy” —barty

frank too ?!

i love marlene

the mile high club 😭😭

chapter 30

you mean i only have 8 chapters left ?! what ?!

peter being suspicious 

“Oh that’s the goal, the dream even,” James grinned widely. “He can tackle me to the ground any day he wa–”

stop they’re going to call effie why did i think they were driving somewhere to do Other Things 😭

TELEFOON

they’re so cute i cannot

eeeeee

oh no why is it sad again

“I just had all these feelings and nowhere to put them they just sort of…leak out of my eyes sometimes” truer words have never been said

eeeeeee

of course james would like sunflowers 

IT WAS MALFOY???? WHAT????

honestly i’m really glad it wasn’t peter 

VOLDY????

regulus left please let him not die

wait i thought james couldn’t ride a bike

is marlene going to propose to dorcas in paris ?! ahhhhhh omg

“this is a james-napping” i love evan so much 

they’re getting high 

regulus is back!!

oh no they’re fighting

we’re good

eep

chapter 31

🎶like we were in paris🎶

the jegulus is jegulusing in this chapter

AHHHH DORLENEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guys i cannot contain my happiness rn im giggling and kicking my feet so much

chapter over! short and very sweet and i loved it <3

[thekidsarentalright]

atlas bestie i’m so genuinely terrified for my show after seeing last nights setlist… XO?!? GET BUSY LIVING?!?!?! SPIDEY?!?!?! every time we think they can’t get more unhinged they Do!! i’m the best kind of scared for my show bc it’s soonish and i feel like they’re abt to snipe me lmaooo 😅 between whatever tf pete was doing during get busy living and the whole spidey thing and xo with like… no warning. this is so much. like wtf else could they possibly do and why are they the scariest lil guys ever and how are we meant to survive this??

also not to get emotional but that speech before spidey made me kinda tear up! like this band genuinely wasn’t supposed to make it this far and they Did and patrick overcame so much self doubt and just 😭😭😭 he’s playing songs he wrote for a spiderman cartoon at a SOLD OUT SHOW at madison square garden with his best friends!! never thought i’d be crying over spidey but that happened lol… sorry for the rambling but the patrick emotion is so strong rn, everything he said abt impostor syndrome was super fuckin validating and just. how do they do that? how does fob always do that?? i’m gonna be an emotional wreck at my show and the 8 ball is Not gonna help lmao

(alsooooo this is hella late but AHHH CONGRATS ON GETTING ALLIE!!! <3 u won SO hard fr fr!!!!! genuine question, how did u not like… collapse when that started? like anything from soul punk is insane but especially that song?? holy shit 😭)

- 🧋 anon

GODDD BFF I KNOW RIGHT??? the madison square garden setlist was sooooo crazy and tbh last nights was too like.... i swear each show theyre just getting more insane somehow i am SO scared in the best way too for my next show and u are in my thoughts for yours 😭 like every time i think there isnt more they could do, they find something so like. truly we're in for it for these last 9 shows!!!! we are not surviving!!!!!

also YEAHH WAUGH that speech made me soooo emotional too do Not be sorry for the rambling bc literally the fact this band was supposed to just be a fun little side project and is now This big, to where patrick can play his scoring "day job" songs to sold out audiences of thousands for Fun because he Wants to for his passion project is just. so much??? seeing him, like, overcoming imposter syndrome in real time??? it is so so sweet and inspiring literally how do fob always manage to be sooooo healing and beautiful and inspirational i can't handle it!!! manifesting thee most insane emotional 8 ball for you tbh fkjsnfds

alsooo AUGHHH THANK U i still cant believe i got allie live like. tbh idk how i didnt collapse either i think i was just in such shock it was happening 😭 i remember turning to my mom and sister w my jaw fucking dropped repeating "THIS IS SOUL PUNK??!!??!" over and over... he was so insane for that

[kitten4sannie]

You like some really great shows!!!! JJK is SO good. Who do you like from jjk? 👀👀 I need to catch up with the manga!!! And Samurai Champloo is so good! Mugen was so 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 I’ve seen it and the soundtrack is amazing! I haven’t seen Death Note or Tokyo Ghoul but I’ve heard of them! My favs are Attack on Titan, Junji Ito Collection, and Demon Slayer!

P.s. thought about how Jeonghan would love me because he likes cute things<3

hii i’m sorry for the late response my dear ;; i’ve been p out of it lately but tyy hehe it is very good!! ohh my god who do i not like?? jfdkh im def on my knees for gojo OFCCC, TOJIIII (i am RABID for this nasty man…), getooooo ;;, nobara….. my wife <3 mai (HHHHNNN), nanamiiiiii, and *heavy breathing* sukuna (listen ik he’s a horrible disgusting villain but that demon… makes my kitty scream okay? SCREAM) sorry for that omg im just extremely down bad for 2D characters as much as i am for real people lmao. who do you like bunbun? <33 i’ve been reading chainsaw man but as soon as i’m caught up i’m def reading jjk too!! holy shit you’ve watched it tooo??? 🥹💞 you have my heart. RIGHTT like mugen could break my heart and my back over and over idc !!! oooh great taste my love!! i have to watch the last two seasons of aot but i’m scared ;-; dude i love junji itooo im actually reading no longer human rn! and demon slayerrrr ahhh that shows a masterpiece fr. have you watched the most recent season? wdyt of it? :3

[sungbeam]

OH MY GODDD IT’S LIKE YOU LITERALLY SUMMONED ME THAT’S CRAZY LIKE DA-DARA-RAAAAA 🧚‍♀️✨

I am just like… crying tears of joy… school is finally over LMAO I was fighting for my life fr fr-

BUT YAS MANIFESTING MY FIRST SUMMER FIC AND NOW I’M EXTRA EXCITED CAUSE FIRST I WAS GONNA GO ONE ROUTE AND THEN IT’S LIKE MY FYP WANTED ME TO FIND A SPECIAL SMTH SMTH FOR ME TO CREATE MY MAGNUM OPUS AND I CAN’T WAIT CAUSE NOW I’M 100% DEAD SET now I just have to see which member 🫣

BTW HOW DARE YOU RELEASE NOT ONE BUT TWO SANGYEON FICS??? LIKE HOW DID YOU KNOW THAT HE WAS ABSOLUTELY BIAS WRECKING ME 😭😭 I’m like,,, too scared to read them cause I feel like I’d get too delulu 😨

BTW NO DRAMA IS SAURRR FUNNY IM LOVING IT SM SO FAR EVEN THOUGH IT’S ONLY BEEN 3 EPISODES SO FAR LOL I’m always for the chaotic energy 🤭🤭 can’t wait to see ep 4 cause the title is already wild FYTVHGJ

But yuhhh other than that there hasn’t really been many life updates from me so feel free to use this as a little catching up/speak your mind moment hehe!

OH OH ACTUALLY OSHI NO KO IS DONE AIRING SO I CAN FINALLY WATCH IT YAS idk if you watch anime or read manga (pls recommend some if you do lolol) but I usually have to wait for a series or season to end before watching it cause I would actually go insane being left on a cliffhanger like I can’t take it fr 😭

ANYWAYS, hope you’re doing well as always and I can’t wait to catch up with anything I’ve missed out on hehe!

- In all your endeavours, forever, 🌷 anon (wink)

P.S. IT’S ACTUALLY CRAZY HOW I JUST REALIZED THAT YOU WERE THE ONE THAT WROTE THAT FIC LIKE OMG??? If I difn’t mention it before, I was an atiny before I also became a deobi so I TECHNICALLY DISCOVERED YOU TWICE LMAOOO MAYBE LIGHTNING DOES STRIKE TWICE SOMETIMES

AHHHHHAHAHAH DA DARA RAAAA HELLO BESTIE WELCOME BACK !!! congrats on finishing school for the summer u made it 🤧

OMG DEAD SET???? THATS CRAZY WISH I COULD RELATE (´Д⊂ヽ now it's member picking time? 👀✨ ooh la-la would u give up any hints 👀✨ no cuz sometimes social media does work wonders and knows exactly wear ur head's at and it's chef's kiss mWAH when it happens

omg HAHA it's weird because im technically in a kyukev mood rn but my writing says otherwise 🥴🥴 crazy how these things work huh? but u should read them hehehe join the club of sangyeon delulus

AHHH im glad u like no drama so far :')) it was a lot of fun to write, and it felt very nice to just let loose and not have a specific plot to go off, just have like some chaotic dialogue/interactions in mind that i can jump off 🤧🤧 it's very therapeutic to pretend to be friends with them haha (as sad as that sounds 💀); plus, i feel like there r never enough platonic interaction fics for kpop ff, and i've always wanted to do one of those kinds of fics!!

ohh omg i actually don't watch anime or read mangas unfortunately 😭😭😭 i would deffo rec some if i did, but alas 😔 oh yeah i totally get the waiting until all the eps r out first TT but i feel like lately i've just cared a little less?? idk if that's the right wording 💀 but idk maybe i don't mind waiting anymore or im impatient? but i usually watch eps when they come out or until i have the time and energy ekfbkrbfjf did any of that make sense??? LMFAO

idk if u missed much really 😭😭 i haven't really been as active ig but hopefully u do enjoy what ur catching up on !! hopefully now that ur on break, we can talk some more hehe (^_-)-☆

bro i've been seriously considering some superhero aus for tbz (´Д⊂ヽ like i already started this one sunwoo and slight eric spiderverse fic, and i really wanna write my sunwoo star lord or nova fic too; plus, i think kev just deserves to be moon knight, no questions asked (or maybe ant man? he has that quality lol) but yeah, lmk ur thoughts!!

OMG IN ALL UR ENDEAVORS FOREVER YES MY BABY :')))) TELL ME WHO UR ATEEZ BIAS IS RN !!!!! maybe we were fate if u found me twice 👀✨

anyways, always and forever <3 lots of love 💖

[stayarmytinyzenmoa-l]

so about this guy 😶

he's a friend of mine from church so i've known him since 6th (?) grade so if he has any feelings for me after knowing me in THAT time frame-

but basically to sum up everything our old church closed, we all went looking for a new church and somehow ended up in the same new church so yay we get to see each other every sunday akbdfj

but i've had a crush on him since basically forever and the feelings have come and gone and tbh with the frequency that it was happening at i don't really know if i actually had a romantic or platonic crush on him because we were close in middle school and i feel like i liked him then

but then skip to high school, we drifted apart and feelings kind of left? but then came back after we got close during junior year but then pandemic hit so i didn't see him for a solid 2 years so feelings gone again 😭 fast forward to the beginning of this year when we're going to the same church i don't really have feelings for him but after coming back from india i'm realising that i'm noticing him more often and i want him to notice me as well

and it wasn't until later that day when i was going to a friends' house that i in fact did have feelings for him ;-; and here's the weird thing: as whipped as i was for him during the summer i "lose" feelings for him again (mainly because i gaslit myself into believing that i had no chance with him) and last week we made eye contact while my brother and i were waiting for our dad to catch up with us and i looked away immediately because i got scared social anxiety things and i feel so bad because i could have smiled and waved or something but i chickened out ;-; but since my heart didn't do the floppy thing i thought that i was fine and whatnot

but crys 😭 he was wearing a semi form fitting polo this sunday and tell me why all those feelings came rushing back to hit me like a tidal wave only because he had got buff-

LIKE?! it was so embarrassing i was talking to a friend when i looked over and made eye contact with him and literally stuttered mid sentence AND to make matters worse i spent a whole hour gushing about how he looked to my friend later that evening and now i am once again rambling about him to you 🥲

so yes the overly complicated love life of mine which makes no sense because i don't know where he's standing rn

OOO YES

Friends to lovers, Rose, friends to lovers! ROSE THAT'S SO CUTE AHHHHHHH I hope everything works out between you both! This is really just my opinion, but I think the jumping in and out of feelings is a totally normal thing. Especially in relationships, I think it's a good thing to not always be 100% gushy over your partner, that's how burnout happens, ya know? Of course, you should stay faithful to your partner always but ya know what I mean bUT AHHH ROSE YOU ARE SO ADORABLE FR And considering you're both church friends it must be a little easier to stay close (and easier in the future too fr). Again, I hope everything works out!

[leejungchans]

from: 🎶 anon

hi okay omg thank you sm 🥹 so basically i had this growing crush on a friend/classmate since the start of this year,, it wasn't so big of a crush that i wanted to date them so bad but i really enjoyed their company, personality and found them really attractive 😭 we've been seatmates since the year started and he kept jokingly teasing and flirting with me and i found myself feeling giddy every time but i found out someone confessed to them before the year ended and he reciprocated so i just felt kinda led on 🥲 honestly i kinda saw it coming bc his friends teased him about this person a lot but it's still kinda 💔💔💔 and tbf all the flirty remarks weren't specially for me anyway he tells them to his group of friends too 😭 i'm getting over it now but him being my seatmate makes it really difficult 😭😭😭

and thanks so much for the encouragement 🥺🫶 i've already designed the blog and took out my old carrd for me to use again^^ i'm pretty excited but also very nervous to publicly share what i write for the first time FHKSIDJDIMFIDK but i suppose it would be good to make this a regular hobby?? i'd probably have a hard time finding lots of free time in the next few months tho bc school is literally drowning me rn and my parents enrolled me in a review class for college exams 😭

2023 already scaring me and it's barely started but i'm sure i can get through it 🥲🥲🥲

AND TASTE!!!! lany's songs are so good fr 🔥

:((((((( i’m so sorry that happened 🙁🙁 of course i don’t know this guy personally so i won’t make any comments about him as a person, but know that you’re completely valid in your feelings and it’s definitely understandable to feel led on <//3 i’m glad you’re doing a bit better now and i hope things will be okay for you even though he’s your seatmate 🤧 take it day by day and don’t be so hard on yourself :’) you got this and i’m sure with time you’ll get over him at the pace you’re comfy with 💗💗

omg ahhh i’m so excited for you!!!!! 🥹 it can definitely feel a little scary posting writing here for the first time but i promise everyone’s really sweet and supportive :’))) and don’t pressure yourself to post constantly, it’s totally okay to prioritise other responsibilities as well as your well-being 🫶🏻🥹

i believe in you and ik you’ll make it through 2023!!!! i was dreading the year too bc my family went through a major change end of dec, and before it happened i was so paranoid and scared all the time thinking about how i’d get through it, but it’s been about 2 weeks now and i’m coping surprisingly well (for my standards at least 🥲), ig what i’m trying to say is things will always seem more daunting before they happen which is completely reasonable, but after some time you’ll realise you’re getting through it the best you can 💗💗 of course it’s totally okay to have bad days but those won’t last forever too, and don’t forget to look out for your health and general well-being, we got this hehe 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[sukirichi]

SUKI THE ENDING!!! WHAT IS GOING ON???? I sense mama gojo groveling for y/n to come back once she finds out she's from money. Also the 180 mama gojo did??? I thought she was nice 🥺. Wow everyone's so fake. I loved the conversation with Geto, the only one who's been real.

a lot is going on, ig! oh my gosh YES please i would love to see how mama gojo immediately reverts back to sweet mother-in-law-wannabe mode :/// yeah, she’s really nice when she wants something from you or when she wants something to go her way. kind of like how gojo was the opposite, aka being harsh to y/n because he’s trying to plant a certain decision in her mind by provoking her emotions? yep, he learned from his momma. fr, there’s a number of characters i wouldn’t trust, but geto is 100% passing the vibe check. he’s just msyterious, but spoiler alert, geto is the triple g: Geto Good Guy.

MISS GOJO SATORU'S MOTHER LISTEN HERE YOU LITTLE- A SCANDAL IS INEVITABLE WITH A SON BEHAVING LIKE THAT (Satoru bby I still lov u) JUST ADMIT YOU ARE A STUCK UP AND HORRIBLE MOTHER IN LAW WHO CANNOT ACCEPT ANYTHING DIFFERENT. AND NOW LOOK Y/N CAN HAVE HIGH STATUS SINCE SHE WILL BE INVOLVED IN ANOTHER SCANDAL SO YOU JUST BROKE YOUR SON'S HEART FOR WHATTT??? Also a daughter?????? Cliff hanging is real!!!!

yes omgggg that split second of rage where satoru was so close to going all apeshit and ruining everything his mother protected out of guilt and regret, AAAAAAA. bestie, she’s not even the legit mother in law, like honestly rn i would want NOTHING to do with her (if it were not for y/n seeing past through their lies and wanting the best for satoru as well) fr, mama gojo does not care the least bit whether satoru is unhappy or not. what matters to her is that they’re “still on top.” but does it make you wonder though like...why is mama gojo so pressed about it? what is she so scared of? even if they did get involved in a scandal, they would not lose everything in a DAY or so quickly like she feared, but mama gojo is genuinely afraid of something that could ruin them...

Ohh myyy... You' re amazing... Chapter 5 is shocking o.o I was so surprised when Ms Gojo showed her true colours. I was thinking that it's weird that so much powerful and money money money (I forget adjective sorry :( ) family is so much nice to people below their status. And chapter 5 show the truth. It's really interesting that Gojo is normal ( no manipulate and "no be nice and simile and stab someone in the back") no like his mother ? Ahhh I love reading angst.. I'm sorry but English isn't my national language and I often make mistakes. It's really interesting what happens in the next parts ~ I see more angst ~

WAAAA thank you anon! i think you mean rich! actually, not all the rich people in reckless are necessarily bad people who looks down on others cough cough supermodel choso best guy ever but yeah, i feel the same for gojo! as happy as i am that he did not turn out to be like his mother, it still saddens me that he’s just stuck between everyone else... *sad boi hours* also anon thank you so much for sending me this message, i highly appreciate it and i don’t mind the smol mistakes at all, you got your message across and i’m thankful for it <3 hmm not so much of angst since i’m not that good at it, but do expect more drama and new characters to be included in the mix!

i just wanna 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 @ gojo’s mother UGH I WAS SO HOPEFUL THEY COULD WORK THINGS OUT BUT NVM NOW I DONT THINK ITS POSSIBLE i vote for nanami or naoya to be a potential love interest to mend my broken heart

everyone hates mama gojo and it is VALID. don’t lose hope yet anon, anything is possible and fingers crossed that gojo and y/n really do work out! nanami HMMMM i probably won’t make him show up sm but i’ll think about it, and as for naoya OH he’ll play his role beautifully *evil laughter*

ooo god yn and satoru deserve a happy ending so much, i just feel so bad for them that i just need them to say ‘fuck them its you and me and our baby’

PLEASE LET US MANIFEST THAT🙏 ‘fuck them its you and me and our baby’ it’s gojo and y/n and their baby against the world, please i just KNOW they would be great parents!

[yohonduh-blog]

I've came a really long way with myself here lately. I've walked away from 90% of the shit trucks that just used me or tried too. And reguardless whatever they did i felt like i had people to hang out with so thats why i was around. Besides i had no one cause Randy had been in prison forever it felt like which he still and that's why i hung around the people i did i guess. I just wanted to feel wanted yet it made me hurt even more. I finally walked away though and blocked everyone out of my life conpletely. It was fucking hard because i didn't want to feel alone. But really i felt alone being around them. It was all about them all the time and i constantly thought it was my fault when it was theyres. All the shit everyone put in my head the last year really fucked me up and telling randy how i felt for real and walking away from him was the hardest thing ever because I've never loved anyone that much before. He saved me from all the shit no one else would have. I'll always love him for it too. He's really a dope soul and i know hes going to do so good when he gets out as long as he stays away from past people. I don't wish any bad on him as ill have his back till the end. I know he'll have mine too we just can't be together because i can't really just be okay with some of the shit that happened. I don't even wanna be friends anymore fr. I'll care from afar but that's about it. He don't need to rescue me anymore. He went from being my everything to my nothing a few times and its because he let his head get the best of him. Were just two different types of wild and my wild isn't his wild. We get along so fuckin well and really do care and love eachother but because we love eachother like that we couldn't continue our relationship. I just wanna see him happy when he gets out and stuff. At this point we live in different states and im always going to miss ohio on a real note. But ohio didn't make me happy. After my bike wreck i gave up on alot of shit an just quit caring. But then i started writing and working on my mobility and i started getting my movement back. Ahhh lifes not over after all just the carrier i chose. But i can go after my second major and focus on the important shit rn. Its taken me quite a while to let shit go but i think this move will not only show me how to love again itll show me that things are beautiful. Ive been talking to someone who honestly makes me smile this stupid smile all the time its weird. He smokes menthol cigarettes like me . A couple of his favorite bands just happen to be mine. He has piercings and tattoos like me too. He has ptst ocd adhd and hes kinda scared of cars. And hes impatient just like me. Theres things he doesnt really need just like me. Its weird for real but so cool because ive never met someone as unstable as me yet alike as me. This is real life and I've finally hit my one year mark where boy isnt in my life . it's just been crazy asf but I'm still here. All my real friends are doing real time:(