#herself LMAO guess what.
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Svetlana Efremova on set of FOR ALL MANKIND with Wrenn Schmidt & Piotr Adamczyk
#For All Mankind#for all mankind spoilers#Svetlana Efremova#Wrenn Schmidt#Piotr Adamczyk#Irina Morozova#Margo Madison#Sergei Nikulov#WHY WAS SHE ON SET WHEN THEY FILMED [REDACTED]#gotta love how all of reddit is like why wasn't Margo worried about Sergei before Irina showed up it's not like she's gonna do the legwork#herself LMAO guess what.
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no cause on rewatch lottie REALLY said âof COURSE we have to do ritual suicide murder! natalie is in so much pain she tried to KILL herself!â lmaooo queen <3 even the antler queen was giving that one side eye <3 the pitch is lacking severely <3
#help lmao#girlie IT WAS SO IMMEDIATE#of COURSE she has to kill herself she tried to KILL herself!!!!#did not miss one beat did not worry about one logic itâs vibes only#she said ugh FINE if you wonât leave Iâll go get my phenobarbital out I guess#I was saving it for a special occasion but since I already broke out the crates of honey wine what the hell letâs go wild#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#taissa turner#natalie scatorccio#van palmer#misty quigley#lottie matthews
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Catching up with Yuki Behr.
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Transcript under the cut.
Yuki: âHelena! Helena! Helena, over here!â
Helena: âOh, hey, Yuki!â
Yuki: âGirl, weâre always running into each other in the most random places. I was afraid youâd dropped off the face of the earth.â
Helena: [laughs awkwardly] âI guess it has been a while, huh?â
Yuki: âOmigod, you look ah-mazing in that dress!â
Helena: âThanks. I like yours too.â
Yuki: âIt looks like a rainbow threw up on me, right?â
Helena: âWellâŠâ
Yuki: âDonât worry, thatâs exactly the vibe Iâm trying to capture these days. Anyway, whatâs up? Youâre MIA on Social Bunny and you hardly ever text!â
Helena: âI know, I know. Iâve just been a little distracted lately.â
Yuki: âFinal semesterâs kicking your ass too, huh? Iâm counting down the days until itâs over. I just scored a job at this big tech start-up in DSV. Totally corporate, I know, but theyâll never see it coming when I hack the mainframe and run. You must have all kinds of offers lined up, Miss Perfect GPA.â
Helena: âActually... Iâm not exactly sure whatâs next. Iâm waiting to hear from a few internships in San My, but a gap year also sounds nice right now.â
Yuki: âLook at you! Taking my advice to live a little after all! Aw, Iâm so proud. Though I canât say I expected you to become so... punk.â
Helena: âOh, Iâm not really... I mean, the musicâs cool, but Iâm also kind ofâ -
[mutters under breath, blushing] - âdating somebody in the band.â
Yuki: âThis just gets better and better! Who? Wait, let me guess! I bet itâsâŠâ
Ulrike: [squeezes] âHey, babe.â
Helena: âMmph! Faust! Whereâd you come from?â
Yuki: âLooks like I donât have to guess after all. Well, youâve got your hands full now.
Call me later! I want all the juicy details.â
Ulrike: âWhoâs that?â
Helena: âJust an old friend from high school. Sheâs at Foxbury now.â
Ulrike: âI didnât know you had such colorful friends. Come to think of it, do I know any of your friends? What are you hiding, Zhao?â
Helena: âNothing! I guess I just like having you all to myself.â
Ulrike: âCanât blame you there.â
#ts4#sims 4#sims 4 story#ts4 story#sims 4 edit#simblr#story: hzid#i'm back on my overly wordy conversations bullshit#love yuki asking what helena's up to & then just talking about herself lmao#but helena is like me in that she'll let the other person ramble on forever as an excuse to say as little as possible#also ulrike ostentatiously clutching helena with that skeleton jewelry... i'm just trolling at this point (it's so fun though)#and i guess i've fully forsaken yuki's windenburg roots#she was just one of helena's high school classmates and i wasn't thinking about actual game lore at the time#helena zhao#yuki behr#ulrike faust
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Had a weird Hollow Knight-related dream a couple days ago, so I decided to draw a major scene I remembered from it dgsgshf
More context will be in the tags, for those interested!
#hollow knight#little ghost#hk ghost#the knight#hk hornet#hornet#alright. as of writing these tags it's been a week since the original dream so! let's see what i remember dgsgsgf#i was playing a game. which was a sequel to hollow knight ((Not silksong though))#there was some new sort of divine infection in hallownest and hornet had asked ghost to investigate it. they ended the last one after all!#the red glowy spike gate thingy is what you jumped into to enter the 'infected' areas#though it actually led directly to a hub world type of place. which was kinda like an expanded base for the grimm troupe?#more like an entire lair instead of a camp. also some greek gods were there for some reason lmao. they had their own special rooms too#so sidenote but- new headcanon that there are grimm troupe members named ares athena artemis &... venus lmao. not aphrodite for some reason#also monomon was there?? i think??? except she was cooking????? she had a sidequest to deliver something to someone though i dunno hdgfhdgh#i remember going back to the grimm troupe lair a couple times throughout my 'playthrough'#anyway. the 'infection' this time around was more of a glitchy physical corruption thing? rather than a mind corruption.#though there were still aggressive enemies to fight. but i remember getting a map from cornifer early on and he was. probably infected#i think part of his body was covered in electricity or something? so he wasn't fully visible? but he was still acting normally#there was also a moth who was the seer but then later wasn't the seer (but was still the same moth) dghgdhf. i delivered stuff to her#that glowing white wall thing in the drawing was like a one-way gate. you could only cross it from the other side and ghost came from there#i guess things looped back up somehow i dunno ghdgfhgf#anyway. ghost's red eyes. those are significant! those happened while i was walking through a corridor. it had pools of shallow water#(shallow enough to just walk through) and also creatures that were lightseeds but red.the implication was that they were full of Blood lmao#and as i went along killing them--as one does--as i walked through the hall. they started turning the water red too#there was also narration about this as it was happening ashdgsf. specifically the narrator said the water turned red before it actually did#ghost's eyes slowly turned red too. but aside from that they were fine! since. they're the player character and the player is perfectly fin#BUT. when they encountered hornet again. she thought they were infected. and that she lost the only family she had left </3#she didn't attack though. instead she just jumped into the red spike gate without a word. decided to try to fix everything herself#but eventually you'd encounter her again down below and she'd fight you. didn't actually get to that in the dream though#aand i'm out of tags </3 i wanted to talk about what i'd do to make this make more sense as an au or something now that i'm awake but. :c
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screaming to the crowd. zero escapers i need to know your thoughts/hcs on 1904!phi and her partner.... im thinking a lot about phis insane ass backstory. need to Know.....
#personal supporter of old woman yuri. thats what they are to me#to me they are like. very much not a normal family by the time they take in phi and foster her the Other phi would be 104......#assuming she is also just kind of weird with age like delta is i guess LMAO. but yeah#phis autistic tgirl swag carries over to 1904 phi too . to me#though there is also something to be said about how they specifically Fostered her like she said and didnt . adopt her. delta was adopted#she was not#unless 1904 phi was but like. fostering and adoption arent the same thing! far from it#like it kind of implies they didn't intend to keep 2008 phi around permanently? if that makes sense#plus the way phi talks about her foster parents (barely at all and she says that she doesnât have a mother or a father)#makes it sound like she doesn't really consider them true parents. and how she talks abt the brooch and everything in vlr makes it seem lik#the mystery of what happened to her birth parents was probably on her mind a lot considering that brooch was the reason she studied latin a#all. she says she kept its message close to her like a prayer. its interesting. is there some kind of strain between her and her foster#parents? are they just busy a lot with their research work?#is it a matter of the idea of being wanted? wanting closure on what happened to her birth parents?#idk! lots on the mind i think its conceptually rly interesting bc of All That combined with the fact that she essentially raised herself#i like pondering how she ticks. yknow#zero escape#ztd spoilers#phi vlr#zero escape phi#zero time dilemma#ztd#trevor.txt#phiposting
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everyday i go online and get exposed to the worst takes imaginable and everyday i have to fight the urge not to kill
#according to the fan base malenia has one of two personalities#sheâs either a cold bitch with no feeling or emotions#or sheâs a raging karen who screams and shits herself when she doesnât get her way#i guess it depends on what sites you go on#because youtube and tiktok have the worst takes on her character holy shit#just straight up vile over there chief ngl#people either demonize her to the extreme or dumb her down to this emotionless grunt who only does what her brother orders her to do#they act like she canât think for herself and has no personality outside of Swordâą#elden ring takes still continue to amaze me in 2024#i canât wait for this dlc haha#âevery opinion is validâ no some of yall are stupid and definitely not valid#i just donât understand how they can look at this incredibly calm and composed person and then say she throws tantrums when she canât win#lmao thatâs YOU brother#i just know when people say that itâs because thatâs how they act when fighting her#malenia is such a chill person#she speaks in this measured tone even during the second phase cutscene#but yea even when she fights us she doesnât act like some erratic lunatic#she fights with such precision and grace#long ass rant i'm sorry#malenia: *is calm cool and collected* the fandom: she rages and screams and shouts and rages and cries and RAGES
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People nowadays are so used to get what they want from TV writers that when they are wrong they throw tantrums like toddlers.
#misc#me too i wanted her to be some special woman#but it's good to be reminded about ordinary people#mind you I see some plot parts that remain obscure and it's frustrating#but im certainly not pissed about the ordinary mother part#like the whole point of making theories is to stimulate imagination#not being right#i don't want a writer to change their plot just cause i want my theory to be the right one#oh and also#i grew up with the chosen one trope#but opening myself to new stories#it really got old#and not just because it's being overused#but cause it kinda feed individualism and shit#also it makes no sense in dystopian worlds to have one girls destroying the system by herself#that's what capitalism wants you to believe#but we need more community stories#anyway i lowkey derailed from the original post lmao#this was originally about dw as you can guess#and like i said yes some stuff is frustrating#like ruby making snow isn't explained at all and it's??? meh#but the reveal about her mother is great imo#obviously you can disagree#but people complaining especially about the 'she's just a random woman' part#when it has been rtd writing dna the whole time????#rose tyler the ordinary human looking into the tardis to save the man she loves#and not being able to handle it without risking dying cause you know she is an ordinary human#martha jones saving the world spreading stories with the help frop the resistance all across the world#donna fucking noble the most important woman in the universe#being the most ordinary forgetful woman also risking her whole life for a power her human body cannot contain
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there's 16 things happening always and i feel like i have to look at them through 12 different angles to try and grasp what's really going on around here sos
consider... if there's no witch. as in "no magical being walking around in broad daylight making deals with you". this instantly becomes severely suspicious behavior and "the virtuous part of me and the part that sided with the witch repeatedly fought each other" "the witch whispers" sounds exactly like any other moment where you have maria making a distinction between her mother and "the witch" or eva beatrice whispering to eva that she should keep the gold all to herself. also IMPRISONED is a very strong choice of word. hmm something something here hmmm.
#i mean i jdjhsdk DON'T KNOW obviously lmao still how much magic is allowed to exist#but ideally for me i would prefer if 'witches' were really just a metaphorical term in the end. sorry maria but i don't care about#real witches existing. in fact most of the magical beings we know annoy me. i don't mind if they DO exist though i'm not a magic hater lmao#in any case it's so interesting to me cause there always seems to be a personification of this 'witch' side that tempts and takes over you#with eva it's her younger self and with shannon. idk what's going on with shannon#but that personification seems to be beato i guess. but then with rosa?? maria is like 'oh the witch mama lost to the witch'#and it's just đ§đ»ââïž regular rosa đ§đ»ââïž standing there LMAOO okay. she can deal with her issues herself.#ange didn't have one either but her beatrice wasn't necessarily a hyde side so. idk đ€·đ»ââïž#anyway the shannon mirror scene is SUCH a pretty scene ughhvhddjkd i love her ah#umineko spoilers#umineko liveblog
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Can someone please either validate me or send me to the Corner of Shame? This is very silly but I'm wondering.
So. I was talking to my sister the other day about movies and such, and she told me of one she recently watched with this one actor. And I casually mentioned how much I hated him. Not in a "he's a bad actor" or "he's a bad person" way. Nothing to do with whether I find him attractive or not. Just in a "he looks the most punchable guy on earth and I have this irrational rage against him" way, to the point that I just can't watch movies with him without being annoyed.
My sister looked at me like I was crazy because, "what do you mean you hate the guy". And I told her yeah? That's normal? Don't you have at least one person you can't stand for no reason?
Sister was like đŹđŹđŹ No??? Which is wild to me, because I could easily name 50 (which I did - not 50 but we were getting close to 20 before i got too annoyed lmao).
Now she thinks I'm slightly insane (/j) (I made myself angry and may have referred to a few individuals as "stupid" and "obnoxious"), and I kinda don't believe I am the only person alive who feels this way. But also she's an incredibly empathetic extrovert, while I'm a very low empath socially anxious creechur so. There's that?? I guess ?? Idk.
Can anyone relate to this? Or am I the weird one?
Also wait. Little disclaimer: I am not generally a violent person AT ALL. Do i get annoyed and angry easily? Yeah. Do I feel like bitch slapping someone right across their stupid face? Yeah, sometimes, sure. Do I do something about it? Not really.
I can be real bitchy and extra sarcastic and petty SURE, but that's the most I'll do if I am legitimately angry. Mostly I just go to my room and cry đ„ș (crying when angry yes it me). So yeah. Before yall think I have unsolved anger issues.
#if you're curious. the guy in question is ThimothĂ©e Chalamet#look. from what i've seen he's good at his job and he seems a genuinely nice guy#nothing against him at all like. you go timmy đđ#i do however have an illogical boiling rage against him#i don't know what it is but i genuinely feel like punching his face everytime he pops up#maybe in another universe we were arch enemies. maybe i was his school bully. maybe HE was my school bully idk#obviously i would never do anything like that but if there's one person that looks like it could use a wedgie is him#and don't get me wrong. i DO feel about about it cus it's not like i'm choosing to be irrationally angry#and this goes for a bunch of other people#i just!!! đĄđĄđĄ#seeing him (as in his vibe and general presence. nothing to do with physical appearance)#is the equivalent of trying to use cling film while it keeps sticking to itself#you know that one family guy scene with Peter and the cling wrap?? YEAH. THAT. genuinely so annoyed#i've always assumed this was a common thing. as in. there's always at least one person that gets on your nerves for absolutely no reason#but i guess maybe not???? *am* i a hater???#and btw this ONLY happens with either celebrities (in various degrees)#or people irl i've had some close proximity to <- and in this case it's always justified. i don't generally hate irl people out of nowhere#(okay there is ONE person in specific BUT i do feel slightly justified IMO. and in any case i always make sure to be as nice as possible)#(because poor girl didn't really do nothing wrong. i just have never vibed with her. i tried!! but yeah)#idk where i'm going with this lmao i might just ending up deleting it#whatever. don't worry guys you're all safe i love you very much and wouldn't slap any of you (unless asked you little freaks đ)#darya talks to herself
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thinking just a bit too hard about how the added depth given to tifa and aerith's friendship only increases the weight threatening to crush tifa after the forgotten capital, she already had so much to carry on her weary shoulders, she's going to have to carry even more when mideel happens, and it doesn't even stop after meteorfall, ohg od oh i love her so much i
#(sobbing and crying and snotting everywhere) AERITH GAVE HER SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ON SUCH A TUMULTUOUS JOURNEY#SOMEONE SHE COULD BE AS CLOSE TO FULLY RELAXED AS POSSIBLE#SOMEONE TO GOSSIP WITH OR SHARE HER CONCERNS OR JUST. BE A NORMAL GIRL WITH#YUFFIE'S THERE BUT SHE'S JUST A KID AND TIFA WOULD NEVER WANT TO HARM THE AIR OF CAREFREE CHILDISHNESS SHE MANAGES TO MAINTAIN EVEN IF#ITS BECAUSE YUFFIE IS HIDING THINGS THAT ARE CRUSHING HER#but poor tifa . gentle tifa. is now left to regret. to blame herself.#she has barret who acts like a father figure to her sure - but despite how much she cares about him and values her frienship with him#he's not aerith. he's not someone she can just gossip about first loves with. not someone she can fully Relate to. if you get what i mean#she is left to trace back the thread of how poor aerith got caught in this mess#she was the one to ask aerith to save marlene. but how did they get there? aerith refused to let cloud be a bystander in wall market#how did that happen? she made a risky choice that put her in a position where their paths crossed. why? because cloud was briefly lost#during the bombing mission. why did the bombing mission happen? she couldn't stop it. ETC ETC#NONE OF IT WAS HER FAULT... BUT SHE NEVER WANTED TO DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE INTO THIS AT ANY SINGLE POINT#AND NOW SOMEONE WHO QUICKLY BECAME A CLOSE FRIEND IS GONE oh lord my heart#all of this added onto the things like how alone she was in nibelheim... it was just her and her dad for some years after the boys all left#and then the Incident happens and she loses that last person she had... and to an extent another she didn't even know was right there(cloud#god i could talk about her and how she has suffered more than jesus for ages (happy easter. lmao)#FF7 Rebirth spoilers#just in case?? for anyone who's only playing the remakes i guess. since this was basically already there the remakes just elaborate on it#i think about 'we found you!' 'i guess you did!' SO OFTEN#these two girls mean the world to me and i will not let you reduce them to love interest rivals#when tifa ran over to aerith's body i think everyone in the world heard my heart shattering into dust#these thoughts are a bit disjointed and don't articulate well what i mean but god. god. i am thinking about her today
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Do you have any evidence of Roxy playing with the plushes in her room? Mostly because I would like to see it
Okay so I don't have like. The most concrete evidence in the world here, I'm mostly just looking at the environment and thinking about what it says about the characters and stuff. With that said, I'm also not the only one that noticed this (can't remember where I've seen people mention it before but I know I've seen this around a few times in fics and posts and stuff) so I dunno take this as you will
The idea Roxy plays with her plushies comes maingly from how the plushies in her room are arranged and a little from how her plushies are in the most random ass places sometimes. I don't know if there's more locations than the ones I'm about to show you because I don't have the game and can't just wander around looking for them, but here's what I know for sure!
First, Roxy's room!
Roxy's room is the only one of all four rooms on Rockstar Row to have the plushies arranged somewhat properly and not just left strewn about the place. Most importantly though, some of them are placed in ways that make it look like they're doing something. Here's the screenshots of all the ones in there:
So there's two sat nicely against the base of the kids motorbike ride, with one looking out the window and one looking towards the vanity table. Then there's one sat at a racing arcade cabinet as if it's playing it. There's two laid on the couch like they're taking a nap or just relaxing. There's one on the table either watching the one playing the game or maybe doing some imaginary other thing. There's another on the table, lying face up with a bunch of wrenches, a little shampoo bottle and a helmet so small it's the perfect size for the plushie next to it. Then you have one plushie driving the go-kart and running over another plushie from behind.
Yeah, the ones on the couch might be a little bit of a stretch, but some of these just kinda make it look like Roxy intentionally put them there to display them or to set a scene up. Like the table could be a pretend parts and services or something, hence why ones lying on its back with all the wrenches and stuff. They all just seem a lot less randomly placed, ya know? I think it's pretty cute ngl!
And then you have the Roxy plushies in weird places! Here are the ones I noticed (again, I don't have the game so these are screenshotted from videos I found):
Gonna quickly explain this one by saying I misremembered it a little bit, but it's still relevant. This random little room in the loading docks area, with nothing but a Sunnydrop poster, a staffbot staring at the door and two wet floor bots, has the Glam Roxy plush collectible in it. Bit of a weird placement given Roxy is literally never in this area to my knowledge and this is typically Chica's territory, so it makes me wonder what the hell it's doing in this werid ass room. An old idea was that Chica was playing with the plushies one day and stuck her in Gay Baby Jail or something.
Though, now I'm looking at it, if Roxy put it there, you could see it as leaving a plush down there to keep these guys company or for them to protect her or somethig? I dunno. A bit sad if she put herself in Gay Baby Jail though lmao but anyway...
This one is located in the Kid's Cove boat! I'm pretty sure that aside from the Golden Sunny plush and regular Moon plushie collectibles, this is the only plushie in Kid's Cove. Which is to say this is the only plushie I noticed that was actually visible. Given the light from the left is from a TV screen playing nothing but static (what's up with that??), this plushie was having a movie night or something. Or someone's living in the Cove. Or Roxy's made herself a secret hideout in the Cove. I dunno, but you see how the little drinks can is within the plushie's reach and all the... maybe sweets near its feet? I dunno whats going on with the shoes and the tiny Roxy mask, maybe there was a dress-up thing going on, who knows? I dunno if this is Cassie's secret hideout and she was playing with a Roxy plushie but regardless! This is a weird ass place for a Roxy plushie when everything else around there is Sunny and Moon themed!
Oh yeah and there's also another itty bitty helmet off screen to the right. Maybe the story is that this Roxy was driving the boat but it sunk or something? I dunno. I'm convinced those tiny helmets are for the plushies or some other toy cause there's a height limit on the go-karts they are not letting babies drive go-karts lmao
These two are in the dressing room style area thing of the Superstar Theatre. There's a good few plushies dotted around here but look! The one on the right is keeping the endo company! :)
Anyway, I don't know where the others are. I know there's a good few of her plushies just fucking everywhere in weird places and someone had to put them there, right? Her room having them all arranged like that is the only reason I would think Roxy's putting her own plushies everywhere though. I just think it's kinda cute that they usually seem very deliberately placed there by someone and given the whole murder scene going on in her room, Roxy seems the most likely culprit lmao
#fnaf security breach#roxanne wolf#pop rox answers#she loves her plushies I think#one of those people that anthropomorphises her plushies so hard but also likes putting them in Situations I guess lmao#its like she's blorbo'd all her mini plush selves or something#to be fair to her the animatronics probably don't get an awful lot of access to playthings#very little enrichment for them ya know? if all she's got in her room is plushies of herself then that's all she's got#with the exception of the funtime foxy plushie behind the tyres of course#anyway I've already established that roxy is probably the most Chronically Bored of all of them#so I think it's fair enough if she wants to play pretend with her plushies like the kids have shown her to do!#you can make it extra sweet if you say that Cassie is the one that really showed her the whole imaginary play thing!#like she'd never thought of it before but Cassie wanted to play pretend so now Roxy does it in her own time for funsies#maybe it helps her process some things she otherwise isn't able to as well#she deserves it!#I still want to know why there's a fucking go-kart in the caravan in Gator Golf though.#like whats up with that#long post
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I couldn't exactly get what I wanted for Halloween done, sooo you're getting some OC stuff.
Her name is Salomé, and she's been 11 for twelve thousand years.
Happy Halloween.
#there's much more to this OC tbh but I'm a little embarrassed#like for instance#she's been trapped in a state between life and decay by a powerful entertainment corporate#who in the dawn of apocalypse choose to trick a lot of their consumers fleeing the apocalypse into being conditionned and modified#so they may forever carry the memory of their products and âcompany magicâ#but every subject died eventually except for SalomĂ©#who crafts herself a fictional life in which everything's fine and everyone including the company's characters is alive and play with her#as a very messed up way of coping#(the entertainment company may or may not be Disney btw)#then new civilizations individuals discover the buried amusement park and explore it#and what has become of Salome's physical shell finds them imprison them and forces them to take part in her eternal game of make-believe#and she does so for years until a group of vigilantes comes to investigate the disappearances#they are aided by the company's characters who since the time have developed potential for sentience btw#...and. get this. why I'm so embarrassed about all of that. ... it's a Splatoon fanfic đ#this scenario happens in Splatoon đđđ#so yeah guess who are the vigilantes ? lmao#so yeah anyway#happy halloween#halloween#oc stuff#cw body horror#body horror#dark art#tw child death#arachnophobia#anyway if you wanna know more ask cuz' i'd be curious too lol#salomĂ©
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maybe itâs just me but i think anyone who continually misgenders someone theyâre close with Several years after theyâve come out to them should be stoned to death
#like thereâs just not really an excuse at that point imo#like Ok cool you did literally nothing with that information this entire time. Thatâs awesome đ#iâm not talking abt slipping up once. i get that esp older family members w memory problems can make mistakes#iâm talking like Continually Repeatedly Daily#and it sucks bc thereâs not rly anything you can do?#like in my case she corrects herself after like 5 seconds. which is at least something#so thereâs not really any conversation to be had. she Knows#she just doesnât think before she speaks and she clearly hasnât taken the time to internalize#who i am as a person vs who sheâs known me as and who she wants me to be#so itâs just like Cool guess iâll just keep getting misgendered all the time đ by literally the only person who does anymore lmao#like bruh i literally have a beard lmao idk whatâs not clicking
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reading dungeon meshi
#random thoughts#it has the kind of plot i hate where you retread the same plot point repeatedly while making progress elsewhere#like hi falin bye falin#like i cared about them finding falin. then they found her. and now she's gone again.#i don't like marcille but in like. a compelling way. she's my favorite archetype of character who is specifically female for some reason?#lady who thinks her way is the right way and she's morally right and therefore everyone else is wrong#high conscientiousness with low openness to experience. see themselves as agreeable dutiful and restrained while not being any of that#they tend to take on moralistic causes but they usually don't have a defined reason for WHY they're doing it so it just comes off as preachy#and the narrative tends to take their side with no basis in why#like when marcille tried to prove herself with the mandrakes and put everyone in danger and senshi conceded he was ALSO in the wrong???#and even marcille was like 'that wasn't my point at all'#that entire chapter made me mad it was so good#it's also doing that thing i hate when a piece of media introduces too many characters at once#like who's who what's what who is important who should i remember#i love the detail put into the cooking sessions!!!#i love how all the characters are so fucked up and not even in plot-important ways#like chilchuck's cowardice is very important to the plot but senshi was straight-up willing to let a man die for his flavorful cooking lmao#laios is. my man. i need him carnally.#i get that the whole 'got eaten by dragon' thing was not meant to be the Whole Plot but i feel like the background plot is just not my thing#either that or it wasn't set up in a compelling enough way?#idk. im still reading#all in all i think dungeon meshi might just not be my thing? plot-wise i mean. i love the characters and the general premise#of monster biology and environmentalism and cooking and augh#i don't like how everytime senshi corrects marcille on something so far he ends up going 'i guess i also need to learn a thing or two'#like on the mandrakes? the man has FIELD EXPERIENCE he was entirely in the right to prefer his method!!!#and on the environment thing? first of all marcille's whole thing is building artificial dungeons she SHOULD care about the food chain#SECOND OF ALL telling marcille she shouldn't kill so many fishmen isn't playing GOD or whatever#that kraken was a fucking. extenuating circumstance. it was literally there just to make marcille's argument credible#animals killing each other through the food chain is different from marcille using what is essentially a rocket launcher#god i ran out of tags. peace and luv bruvs đ€ kind of have a hate crush on marcille now. need her
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my friend telling me the details of her upcoming lipo procedure makes me want to start smashing stuff fr
#she said she's always trying to improve herself as and i wanted to SCREAM girl you are not downloading a software update#you are a 23 year old girl shelling out thousands of dollars because ''it's cheaper in korea'' and ''why be a 6 when you could be a 9''#am i crazy am i losing my mind#why do we talk about our bodies like this????#and you can't even tell your friends you think that's a bad idea or they dont need it bc they take it as a slight on their character#but what am i supposed to do when she's like yeah lol its expensive and recovery will take a while and I'll need to get more work done later#but that's the price of beauty ;)#like what do you want me to say?? you want me to commiserate with you??? because im done with feminine torture bonding#this is the same friend who called me butch lmao and i guess i would be compared to her
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Apparently, the solution to my APWH writer's block was just opening up a new word document and rewriting the whole damn next chapter.
#I've been going back and doing some minor edits to older chapters recently- it's also been a necessary reread#because there are a lot of fucking details in this story#and it feels like i'm doing that thing where you spin plates on a stick but i'm spinning like 200 plates#just apwh things#this isn't just me being like 'i'm making progress again!!1!' for the thirty-fifth time either#like I have a full complete draft of chapter 16 that I'm about to start revising#shit's getting chaotic#there's not so much a chekov's gun as there is a chekov's whoopie cushion#i.e. a previously mentioned aspect of life at winterfell causes an objectively silly situation#but because this is me we're talking about- that silly situation quickly brings a lot of simmering things to the surface#there are a couple of fun mya conversations though which is good#sansa and mya's conversations are some of my favorites to write#because they're the only scenes where sansa isn't constantly second-guessing herself and kind of just is herself#the outside world is beginning to encroach on the Winterfell Bubbleâą and ho boy is it a doozy#seriously i rewrote this entire fucking chapter and i'm so mad that THAT's what it took#anyways am definitely in the market for some beta-ing soon#and kind of need someone to bounce ideas off of because i am desperately trying to figure out#how to commit a hypothetical crime#and how to solve a cold case#send help lmao#I am prob going to make everyone extremely angry in a few chapters so enjoy the Winterfell Bubbleâą while it lasts
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