#her grief is deep
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-- it will never bring you back
#kiera tag#ffxiv#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv gpose#i wanted to try to do a sexy one but then a sad thought entered my brain and wouldn't let me go#mourning the death of her husband#killed by garleans at Carteneau#fought to liberate her homeland and push the garleans out#for all the blood she spilled#he is still nothing more than bones#and that is the way he'll stay on this star#her grief is deep#but she is comfortable with it now#looking at the new ring on her finger next to the old one
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Something about older Jason looking at the child version of himself, the innocent victim, and feeling the need to defend and avenge him the way no one else will. They'll call him reckless and try to pin the blame for his death on some unique failure of his personality, the problem isn't Robin the problem is he was just a bad fit for Robin! And then older Jason coming back to life and spits on their twisted grief. Fuck you, that innocent child deserved more. You took his memory and ruined it to make yourselves feel better. If no one will give him justice then Jason will take it himself no matter who he has to kill to get there. It's the only way he can move forward.
Something about older Cass looking at this child version of herself, this innocent who has no idea what she was doing when she was tricked into killing, and finding her irredeemable. She will forgive everyone for everything if they need a second chance but she cannot forgive that innocent child. She spends ten years wanting that child to die for their sin, a standard she holds no one else to. And in the end she does have to die. She can never forgive that child until the price has been paid and the guilty, tormented, suicidal mess of a girl is dead and never coming back. Only then can Cass live on. Only then can she smile without feeling the weight of her kill on her back. If no one will give that child the justice they deserve then she will have to do it herself. It's the only way she can move forward.
#dc#cassandra cain#dc rambles#Jason Todd#They're so messed up in such fun inverted ways#Everyone's always like oh what would Robin Jason think of red hood but I think what red hood thinks of Robin#Is equally as important#Likewise baby cass would most likely feel relief that someday she escapes the all consuming self hatred#And older Cass would feel... A lot. Regret she spent so long hating this child. Grief for what she was tricked into doing.#But I don't think she's ever fully going to get rid of all that cold hatred. That emotion that let's her look at her 8 year old self#And sentence them to death. Only them. No one else. Because people are good deep down but this child is rotten.#She's so mentally ill and relatable <3#It's not even recognisable hatred because it's so clinical and all consuming. She doesn't hate herself she just believes she deserves to di#What do you mean that's a sign of self hatred Barbara don't be silly she's perfectly fine.
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anihita's mom was fine btw
compared to her mother at the same age, its easy to see how anihita's been put through the wringer x100
#my art#anihita europa#rhachis caro#rhachis is technically a ghost of the narrative#all this happened because of her. because the grief was too much and she loved ani too deep#but she's very very very dead by the time she's ever spoken of in soft words again#its also easy to see why ani's dad died of heartbreak eventually
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Agatha hated Rio for what happened to Nicky.
But fact is, she wouldn't be able to hate her like that if she wouldn't had loved her even more. Because that's exactly what she did. She loved her with every inch of her body and she trusted her. She had enough faith in her that she literally begged her, Lady Death, to spare him. That she believed her love alone could be enough to break the rules. But it wasn't.
So yes, Agatha hated Rio. But she also once loved her with the same intensity.
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#nicholas scratch#agathario#agatha x rio#vidarkness#there was a time agatha loved rio as deep as rio loves her and she let her see it#she never stopped loving her she just burried her love under anger bc she never left the 2. stage of grief
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// devotion of wisdom bares the wolf's teeth
#dragon age#datv#dav#dragon age veilguard#dai#solmythal#solythal#solas#mythal#i think a lot abt solas & mythal's relationship#and what it must have felt for mythal to have her ask her plea be answered by solas#i think she'd have so many complicated emotions abt it#from relief to deep sorrow and grief#also solas yearning and devoted#i missed that in datv#veilguard spoilers#solas x mythal#i really like the fact that they still kept their relationship unclear cuz they were first of the spirits that became material#dragon age the veilguard
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Rhaenys was really going to leave this conversation with only having said: "Yet you did worse than that with Laenor. Did you not?"

#house of the dragon#rhaenys targaryen#she was LEAVING before Rhaenyra got desperate and made her “offer”#the way Rhaenys lives with her pain is endlessly fascinating and endlessly tragic to me#it's like all her grief is trapped within her -buried deep down and yet so accessible
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We do not bring you here. You bring us here.
#tv: star trek: deep space nine#ds9edit#why do you exist here?#but think about this#you choose to exist here#he keeps bringing them back to here#he never left here#not only because his grief keeps pulling him back#but because his love for her keeps pulling him back#this is the worst moment of his life#but this is also the last time he saw her#of course he exists here#as torturous as it is how could he not exist here?#she's here#jesus#great episode#the best episode#things i made
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sega please do not save maria please do not save maria PLEASE do not save mariaaaaaaa sega PLEASE
#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sxsg spoilers#sxs generations#maria robotnik#the very end of the story trailer looks interesting but the implications are giving me BIG concerns not gonna lie#I lost a family member at a very young age and my number 1 most LOATHED trope of all time is undoing the loss of a loved one#so far all the official game content that has touched on maria and gerald completely avoids to commit with confirming her death#which if the reasoning is in order to avoid spoiling the impact in game --I get it#but i am also EXTREMELY worried that they're planning to use time-shenanigans to “tastefully” retcon a difficult lore topic altogether#her death is MEANINGFUL and IMPORTANT and HOLDS DEEP IMPACT TO SHADOW AS A LESSON IN GROWING AND LETTING GO!!#sega you are so so close to peak here please PLEASE do not mess this up#people think kids can't handle heavy topics like death in media#but for kids going through this kind of thing in real life it is SO important to be able to see characters learning to navigate grief#you will not look cool for bringing them back. please don't do this
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I'm sure it's no surprise to anyone that I hate Caitvi with a passion, however. The people on tiktok talking about how "Catradora walked so Caitvi could run" don't realize that mine and Vi's relationship and story is more similar to Catra and Adora than her and Caitler's ever was- only difference is that we're sisters and not romantically involved.
Also Catradora ran so Caitvi could trip and fall down a well, but that's an opinion so
#Just repeating here in the tags that this is N o t me saying Violet and I are in a romantic relationship that's gross#But the base concept between Catra and Adora?#Two girls who grew up in the ���bad” side of things in the middle of a political feud#who were both traumatized from said feud and raised to be fighters to survive#where one abandons and betrays the other to join the opposing side#who they've been taught is evil and by all accounts has been targeting them their whole lives#making the other person reasonably angry and bitter to the point of hatred of resentment#but deep down they both still love and care for each other#Once again- no romance involved. We're sisters.#What you Caitvi bitches want is Glimmer and Adora#Not Catradora#But anyway#arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane fictive#did system#fictive#dissociative identity disorder#I see caitvi hate and people will be like “Jinx behind the screen”#Yes she fucking is I hope Caitlyn burns and rots in the same shiny gilded casket as her cold dead mama#Comments I've seen that capture it perfectly:#“Vi put on the uniform for Caitlyn but Cait never took hers off for Vi”#“Even in grief Caitlyn has a silver spoon in her mouth”
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Making a post about this cause no one has done yet
The time where Vi calls out Caitlyn for acting like Jinx is so. Like, Jinx is always shown as this like deranged individual that doesn't think reason and rationale to her actions (at least in season 1, season 2 she's 100% more confident of herself and more deliberate), and when Vi calls out Cait for acting the same way it's so, it's so. Like Vi isn't wrong either!! She's been gasing the underside, making it literally unable to breathe, she's been hunting down Jinx without any other care in the world.
To me when Vi calls her out it screams "You aren't going about this any better than she is" a she's right. Just because Cait is topside and an elite it doesn't mean she's immune from doing the wrong things and facing consequences of her actions.
And that is just, so powerful to me.
#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane s2#the fact that cait rejects her over this line too just shows how god damm deep cait is in already#she doesn't want to accept that her actions are driven by grief and revenge#and I know arcane itself already doesn't show that like oh topside is all good and underside is all bad and always showed the nuance in both#but like the people are always lead to believe topside is good#when no!! they are not!!!#they are after all in the power to start this war!!#joltexts
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back from the dead (snort)
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WAIT WAIT ARE YOU TELLING ME DEMETER HAS AN EPITHET REFERENCING VENGENFUL FURIES?! WAHT??? >:D!?!
asdfghjkl thank you! really glad u like her lol shes becoming my favouritest to doodle lol. also not at all! i really love that you kept the aspect of her grief that so many are keen to twist to villainise her or erase completely to invalidate her. both are awful imo
heres a quote from le ask (soon i promise 😭😂): "Demeter and Persephone share a strong bond compared to the other gods. After Persephones "death" Demeter was never really the same. Demeter relives the painful cycle annually, and carries a deep rooted bitterness toward the other gods for it."
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i actually think its hilarious and awesome to see that demeter can be herself with those shes close with (one of my favourite things in characterisations is when you have what seems to be a stern and serious presenting person breaking character at a dumb or inappropriate joke or something to that affect, it kills me everytime its so funny!)
anyway demeter is NOT not be confused with gaia (my girl knows how to have fun lol). but much like the rest of us shes got issues to work with and experiences to heal and grow from *finger guns*. 10/10 i think u did her justice. so much so i drew this for u hehe
under no cicumstances should she meet micheal scott lmao. humanity will never hear the end of "thats what _ said" jokes. ever.
her hair is lime green btw the light is making her blonde :/
#absolutely more demeter and persephone content when i get to it lol#(im so sorry it sounds like im hyping it up im not i swear XD)#but i have so many thoughts abt the three of them specifically#theres honestly not enough demeter and persephone fluff out there. i need the wholesome mother daughter love and friendship#read the three versions of sephs abduction on theoi a while back and aside from the writing being beautiful and emotional#(or im just a sucker for homeric language lol)#it really delivered the anguish & pain. honestly she was really sensible about it too (eveyrthing will be forgotten just bring her home)#then when she was refused her grief did what no mortal nor diety thought possible#thats motherly (and parental really) love right there#NEED IT#but i also enjoy them being little shits XD#anyway#demeter#they could never make me hate you#fun fact she had deep red hair at first but looked like poison ivy too much so i changed it to green lol#astron#astral train#my art#i have no self restraint#send help#will probably come back later tonight for whats in my drafts already
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yeah, its okay zima you go hide under that tree, we get it take your time
#reverse 1999#re1999#that one post that said zima and pavia should kiss#the yaoification of mostly-female media is starting#not that im complaining bc i love men#BUT I LOVE...... WHATEVER HTE FUCK VERTIN HAD WITH SCHNEIDER#WHAT WAS THAT. THEY SPEDRAN THE FIVE STAGES OF GRIEF. COUPLES THERAPY. A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP AND 3 BREAKUPS IN LIKE. 2 CHAPTERS#I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART LMFAO#also. matildas whole deal with sonetto#im not that deep into ch3 nor the dream whatevers BUT#im DESPERATE for a crippling one-sided romantic rivalry#bc matilda is sooo silly and its so fucking funny to think sonetto doesnt even remember her name#BUT ALSO. THINKING ABOUT THAT MOMENT IN CLASS? WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER. WHEN THEY GANGED UP ON MATILDA FOR HAVING A DIFFERENT STORY???#yeah my daughter now. now i have 2 french blonde condescending girlies i'll protect with my life
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oh yeah i rewatched tlovm s3 w my qpp and i started scream laughing at the song that played over percy's death in episode 7
#She ran to him and he was gone .................#first time i watched it i was so in shock that it was fumbled so fucking badly#second time obviously i had moved onto the depression stage of grief#cr#cr1#tlovm critical#ig. lmao#God what was the point of having percy dead half the season if it has no deep emotional consequences for everyone on the team not just vex#if you want to make the stakes higher then let the CHARACTERS IN YOUR STORY FEEL THOSE STAKES#KEYLETH IS SAD ABOUT HOW SHE 'COULDNT GET SIX PEOPLE TO LISTEN TO HER' YES KEYLETH AND PERHAPS IT ALSO WEIGHS ON YOU THAT ONE OF THEM#IS DEAD AND THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY OF BRINGING HIM BACK??? PERHAPS FEELING ANY KIND OF FEELINGS OF FAILURE GRIEF OR ANGER AT THIS? NO????
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Intelligence and media literacy in fandom goes from being somewhat decently balanced between smart and idiotic on tumblr to simply idiotic on twitter to outright empty skull hollow cavernous winds on tiktok.
#i haven't watched arcane season 2 yet#you'll beg for a girly going off the deep end due to grief and when she does that you'll fling shit at her for it
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i hope everyone had a wonderful new year celebration!!! it's been a really wonderful year of friendships & creativity. i'm not always super good at putting the entirety of my feelings out there but i feel like this year has just been a time of self & mutual discovery w the people around me & for that i am so, so, so thankful. here's to all the new things we'll learn this year too <3
#ooc.#tbd.#personal in tags#last night i played board games & took tequila shots w my grandma until i couldn't see straight LMAO#which highkey was a good way to spend it#surrounded by friends & family & good memories#also the last song i heard of 2024 was imagine i don't remember who was singing it but the og is by john lennon#which was also like the last song at my mom's funeral#& today marks 8 years SINCE her funeral ( she died christmas eve#her funeral was new years day )#& idk this was the first christmas / new years i weightlessly enjoyed for a while but it was neat tht it felt like she was w us#in more than grief#idk + a friend of mine had a dream tht has helped me a lot w grief this year it was about the cat i lost & then she described a few things#tht felt uncannily like my mom was coming through to her#& it made me feel a few things tht i have been grappling with that has helped me this year a lot#im not gonna go deep into all of tht rn but#long story short im excited for this year & thankful for the things that last year taught me#about myself & the friends i want to keep#& the memories i want to continue to make#ask to tag
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me 4 months ago: what if BJ had a panic attack and him and hawkeye snuggled about it. wouldnt that be sweet? :]
me now: grief is an allegory for the divine and mourning is a form of worship
#.yappin#its not that deep but ive made too many references to like.#moving the belongings of the dead person is 'blasphemous'.#the grief is 'profane'.#the silence of nature while there is weeping being 'reverance'#the house where the girl lived is now a 'sacred place'#like its getting excessive so i might as well continue rolling with it#oddly enough i have yet to refer to her as an angel. dead kids are always described like that but i have yet to do it#only 'ghost' or 'forever child'#anyway shoutout me getting back into writing and not even half a year later here we are
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