#& today marks 8 years SINCE her funeral ( she died christmas eve | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

elliscousland · 1 month ago

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i hope everyone had a wonderful new year celebration!!! it's been a really wonderful year of friendships & creativity. i'm not always super good at putting the entirety of my feelings out there but i feel like this year has just been a time of self & mutual discovery w the people around me & for that i am so, so, so thankful. here's to all the new things we'll learn this year too <3

#ooc.#tbd.#personal in tags #last night i played board games & took tequila shots w my grandma until i couldn't see straight LMAO #which highkey was a good way to spend it #surrounded by friends & family & good memories #also the last song i heard of 2024 was imagine i don't remember who was singing it but the og is by john lennon #which was also like the last song at my mom's funeral #& today marks 8 years SINCE her funeral ( she died christmas eve #her funeral was new years day )#& idk this was the first christmas / new years i weightlessly enjoyed for a while but it was neat tht it felt like she was w us #in more than grief #idk + a friend of mine had a dream tht has helped me a lot w grief this year it was about the cat i lost & then she described a few things #tht felt uncannily like my mom was coming through to her #& it made me feel a few things tht i have been grappling with that has helped me this year a lot #im not gonna go deep into all of tht rn but #long story short im excited for this year & thankful for the things that last year taught me #about myself & the friends i want to keep #& the memories i want to continue to make #ask to tag

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