#her fit is the demisexual fit of my dreams

[narashikari]

I do hope that they bring back Karras and have her henshin just once (maybe as a protecting-Rita-moment)

BECAUSE HOLY SHIT THAT'S REI YOSHII

(AKA SAWAGAMI EFFING RINNA OF DRIVE FAME)

AS AN ACTUAL QUEEN + CHIEF JUSTICE?? WHO CAN HENSHIN INTO A BADASS PURPLE KNIGHT???

She's so pretty guys asdfghjkl

[fizzy-blood]

Jane the Killer Headcanons🔪🖤[NSFW]

Shout out to @emo-clown-fucker for telling me to follow my dreams🥰 (I asked if I should write for Jane and they said yes.) So I hope you enjoy! GN s/o but I wrote it as AFAB ^_^

Warning: 18+/NSFW content!! [Bondage, strap-on, actually kinda fluffy at points?]

I'M FINALLY WRITING FOR OUR GIRL KISSER QUEEN. THIS WOMAN MADE ME QUESTION MY SEXUALITY AT THE AGE OF 9.

It's really only fitting if I write some stuff for her 😌

So let's get started by saying that she is... Really... Sweet during sex?

She's very gentle for the first few minutes and will make sure you're actually enjoying yourself.

She's also normally on top and is a bit more dominant but she's fine with you being on top of you really wanna try that!

Random thingy but I actually headcanon her as demisexual (just felt the need to say that idk)

She also has a thing for tying you up (if you're ok with it of course, she doesn't wanna make you uncomfortable)

She'd also give you a safe word or make you do a simple action like tapping her hand twice so you'd be able to tell he to slow down or stop.

BACK TO THE TOPIC OF BONDAGE!

Jane would never use rope unless you'd rip anything else she has to tie you up with. She actually finds it harder to tie knots with and thinks the texture is bad.

She actually likes using ribbon if she can. (It's soft and pretty and easy to tie)

She has also probably gagged you at some point! (Jane owns a ball gag for when she normally does that kind of stuff but sometimes will use a clean sock if she can't find it)

Jane also enjoys it when you squirm around when she eats you out. (Takes it as a sign of you feeling good... Which... It is!)

Now, I normally do a dick description but... She doesn't have one of those... So I'll just describe her body type and stuff... :3

She's about 5'9, a bit chubby and is generally pretty curvy (also hip dips 🤤)

I'm not good with explaining breast sizes but I think she'd be a C-Cup (did I do that right? I don't fully know... I feel like I should know how tit sizes work☹️)

she doesn't really shave that often (HNGGG) but her body is also mostly burned so a good chunk of her is just... Hairless? (Mostly on her left side)

But she's fine with shaving what is there if you really really want her to..

She also normally keeps her mask on during sex and takes it off immediately after.

Just got so used to wearing it that she sometimes forgets it's on..

Also! She owns a couple different strap-ons! The one she normally uses on you is black and about... 7 inches? She has some that are smaller or bigger but that's the one she picks 80% of the time.

It's mostly smooth but it has a couple bumps near the tip for texture. (It's also made with softer materials so it really doesn't hurt 💖)

Aftercare!!

Again, takes off her mask immediately after. It helps her untie you and make sure you're ok physically.

She asks how you're doing and then asks if you need anything.

Jane probably is strong enough to carry you but if she can't she'll just help you walk by putting her arms around you and keeping you propped up.

So she'll help you get to the bathroom for a nice hot shower or warm bath if that's what you want!! (she's one of the few people in the mansion with a bathroom attached to her room so don't worry about anyone seeing you)

She'll make you a tea or grab you a glass of water if you feel thirsty or see if she can find you a quick snack if you feel hungry.

If not? She'll lay down on the bed and pull you against her, having your head resting against her chest or lap.

Jane also has a nice voice and will softly hum till one of you falls asleep <3

11/10. I want her.

I had so much fun with this? Hello? Uhm... I hope you enjoyed reading this!! I love Jane so much and she rarely gets written on here so... Yay!! Did I feel you guys well? Anyways... My ask box is open so feel free to send an ask or idea or request! Please reblog because likes don't do shit in this place and once again, I hope you enjoyed!!

-Fizz

(Black dividers by @sister-lucifer , also I think the star ones are by then as well?)

[eww-y-tho]

Colin VS Toxic Masculinity and Why Penelope Had to Reveal Herself as LW

I made a previous post with my two cents on why the idea of them both figuring out a solution to LW was an inferior concept to just Penelope figuring it out on her own, but it was small and I want to go more in-depth.

So, in order to grasp ✨my perspective✨ of the story, we first need to talk about Colin's struggles with toxic masculinity and his inferiority complex.

Naturally, Colin is a hopeless romantic with demisexual tendencies and a more prominent softness compared to other male leads. He's a bit dense (I say with love) until he figures out what he wants and how he's going to get it, and then he is a man of frankly ridiculous action. He's a sensitive boi who has a difficult time fitting in with the other men in his life and being taken seriously by his family, as he puts it himself. An empath, lol.

Honestly, Colin being a "rake" was an integral point of his character arc, and if you haven't picked up on that text by now, I would ask where your media literacy is. Violet put it best, he's putting on armour to protect himself from the way that society treats his character, and naturally, he develops a small, albeit persistent inferiority complex because of this. He doesn't feel like he's providing enough to the people around him because of toxic masculine standards.

I honestly think it's been with him since s1, and Pen is the only person who could bring these thoughts to the surface, which is why it comes to a head in s3 p2.

But I'm getting ahead of myself.

In his efforts to fit in, he does some questionable things, such as the 2x8 comment, which he regrets as soon as he realizes how much damage it has done to his relationship with Pen. He hangs around with douchebags that he can't stand because he feels a need to conform and "be the kind of man society expects him to be."

But he also absorbs toxic masculine tendencies in the process. His gut instinct of general envy that a woman, Pen, is more successful than him (I hate to put it that bluntly, but that's how I took it), asking for her to quit LW because of these reasons, completely disregarding Pen's autonomy and her perspective by blindly charging forward to stop Cressida's blackmail, among other smaller things.

It's kind of ✨subtle✨, but I know it's there.

Pair that with his inferiority complex and you have a man who is trying to put down Penelope to his level, if that makes sense. By this point, he's already conquered the idea that he needs to conform by the way he cuts off his toxic friend group, but he isn't completely free from the systemic perspective.

Therefore, the idea that Pen would need him in order to find a solution to her problem confirms that toxic masculine trait. Let's be real, Penelope didn't and doesn't need Colin in order to help with LW's problems. She's managed without him before and will continue to manage it by herself. This is not to say that Penelope doesn't have an issue with accepting help from others and feeling the need to handle her problems alone because of her old situation, but she takes the emotionally intelligent move by LITERALLY voicing what she needs from Colin and their relationship.

She needs his companionship, she needs his love, she needs a rock she can come to at the end of the day and be able to depend on. She does not need him to do anything for LW, as it is a part of her identity and an accomplishment that she is proud of and will not let go of. Colin cannot make the demand that she drop everything she's worked for for him.

And that's how relationships work in the real world. You have things you are willing to let go of, and some things you are not. Your partner has to accept those boundaries you have set or leave the relationship, and you shouldn't have to abandon those things in order to get the person of your dreams, because that would make it a toxic relationship from the start and will most likely end in you losing parts of yourself in your partner.

Anyway, all this is to say that Penelope had to get out of her situation by her own means and with full autonomy on what she wanted to do to finish off her character arc.

And Colin needed to realize that his envy is a baseless emotion that simply has no value compared to the woman he knows her as. A strong, independent woman who doesn't need him to do things for her. He also needed to humble himself and see the way that LW is not competing with him, but a part of her. They both demonstrate that what they need from the relationship is not transactional in nature, but rather a shared bond powered by love.

I understand the idea of wanting them to both find a way out of the blackmail as a team, but again, that's explicitly not what they need from each other, and why I think this perspective is again a misunderstanding of their character arcs.

I think I've articulated this the best way I can, but I do know I wanted to say some other things. I'm tired tho, so yeah, ending it here.

Hopefully, this made sense.

Bai!

[karenandhenwilson]

Some thoughts about Eddie

It's fine to headcanon a character as gay. It's just as fine to headcanon a character as straight and even create fan art portraying him that way. Yes, even during Pride Month. (Especially if that character is according to current canon actually straight.)

Personally, I've always headcanon Eddie as demisexual. Because it's so very clear that he had a lot of chemistry with Shannon and enjoyed it. While he outright stated that he really has no interest in dating for the sake of dating. He had to be pressured into it by his aunt in s6 and by Bobby in s4. Otherwise, he was pretty happy not dating at all.

And then there is of course the fact that he is in a way chasing what he had with Shannon. Who I believe that he loved at one point, even if we never saw them being happy with each other. You can love someone and still be horrible for each other, be horrible in a relationship with each other. Be that because of outside forces (Eddie's parents) or just because you might not be the right people for each other. But he loved her and dreamed of creating a good and strong family with her at least. The way he tried to pull her into his and Chris' life again eventually, just before she slapped him in the face with the false pregnancy suspicion and then the demand for a divorce, speaks of that dream, at least for me.

I think Eddie had the love and intimacy with Shannon everyone tells him he should find again. And everyone (his aunt, Bobby) tells him how easy it should be to go out and just click with someone, just be attracted to someone. But it's not for him. Because he needs a connection that he had with Shannon but has never found with anyone else since. And only then will the attraction part come.

But he's never been able to experience that with anyone else. He only knows that dating is a chore and that, honestly, he is pretty happy alone but no one will believe him about that. At least no one he talked to about that topic or who pressured him to discuss that topic, aka Pepa and Bobby. I like to believe that if he ever talked with Hen or Buck about it either would ask him something like "But do you need to find a relationship?" and maybe then the puzzle pieces would finally find the right place in Eddie's head. (I'd like to beg Hen to ask him that un-propmeted. Because with the way she looked when Eddie declared dating a chore? Makes me think she knows.)

And what fandom likes to claim as Eddie being bad at relationships is just him not knowing what should be expected there of him. He is not invested in the relationships we have seen him in and he probably just assumes that's how it is when go about dating first instead of building a friendship first as it probably happened with Shannon. (Because, let's be honest, we all assume at first that our own experience is the same as everyone else's experience and even if we learned to know better it remains our default all too often.) He doesn't know it's supposed to be different, that it's not supposed to feel like a chore to spend time with the woman you are trying to date.

Lately, I've even come to wish Eddie would outright come out as aro/ace. A little bit out of spite. But mostly because we really have barely any representation of aro/ace characters and I think it would fit Eddie's journey of the past six years so, so well.

This is my personal headcanon and wish for Eddie in s8. And it's just as valid as hoping he'll stay straight or headcanoning him as gay.

[changingplumbob]

OC Questionnaire

Tagged by @eljeebee! Yes I could have tacked this on to my last post BUT I wanted to talk about Devin okay? Well, her and her wife Luna

Name - Devin Villareal (formerly York) and Luna Villareal

Nickname - Devin: Cara (Italian meaning dear), her parents use this. Schatz (German meaning treasure), Luna uses this. Luna: Lu or Amore Mio (Italian meaning my love), Devin uses these.

Gender - Both are cisgender women

Star sign - I don't understand zodiac stuff sorry

Height - The York clan is my shortest sim family, averaging around 5ft 3in. Devin is 5ft 2in (157cm) but she likes wearing heels. Luna is 5ft 6in (167cm)

Orientation - Devin: Demiromanitc, Biromantic, Demisexual, Bisexual. Luna: Lesbian, romantically and sexually attracted to female presenting sims.

Nationality/Ethnicity - Devin is Italian! She can speak English and Italian fluently. Luna is German and can speak German and English. They're working on helping each other with their native languages.

Favourite Fruit - Devin: Strawberries. Luna: Mango.

Favourite Season - Devin: Summer because you can wear less. Luna: Winter because you can wear sweaters.

Favourite Flower - Devin: Tulips. Luna: Crocus.

Favourite Scent - Devin: Pasta sauce. Luna: Rose.

Coffee, Tea or Hot Chocolate - Both would drink hot chocolate as a first choice.

Average Hours of Sleep - Really depends on how disruptive Alfred and Rilian are. 9 on a good night, 5 on a bad night.

Dogs or Cats - Devin & Luna: CATS

Dream Trip - Devin: Her family may have moved to Tartosa but Devin would love to visit Rome with Luna. Spending a few weeks checking out all the sights and sampling all the foods for cooking ideas. Luna: Would love to check out more of the historical side of Italy, visiting Pompeii (having a good cry there) Venice and Florence.

Number of Blankets - They both like to snuggle under blankets so generally at least two.

Random Fact - Devin: Has a weakness in the fitness skill but it is a liked activity. She still wanted to be a cheerleader despite the challenge and goes for jogs to stay in shape. Luna: Has a talent in the fitness skill but it is not a liked activity. Her genetics make her skinny and she rarely has to work out to stay in shape, a swim here and thee normally does it.

I tag... @matchalovertrait, @simulation-machine, @kuroashims @simmerbeans, @lostinsixam, @aliengirl and ALL my mutuals who have OC characters. As always feel free to ignore, and/or only do one character.

[legendaddy102]

and what is your type?

So first off I am a bit Demisexual so if you don’t fit my physical type I’d still likely be attracted to you if we form a bond.

Secondly these are just preferences, I have dated and will date outside of this.

My type physically: small, short, petite but preferably not like “can see every bone” thin (I like a little meat), B-C cups, or bigger A cups / smaller D cups, a round ass, lightly tan to pale skin, dark hair, big doe eyes, blue eyes, dimpled smile, butt dimples, semi-athletic/healthy, colored hair and a few piercings make my brain go brrrr (basically an e girl or alt girl or goth girl), manic pixie dream girl vibes too

My type personality: weird matching humor, supportive, shared kinks, a gamer girl, “will fight you” but is smol and soft, wants to build a relationship/life together, clingy (my top love languages are quality time and touch so I’d be content to have her clung to my arm/sleeve near always), book girl, d&d lover.

These were in no order at all, just as they came to my head 😂

[cringelordofchaos]

FLICKER - ZAHRAH HEADCANONS!

Really confident and emotionally mature, let's her emotions out whenever she needs to, doesn't hold it in

Has been sent to the principal's office 28364929_74729374 times

Spends a lot of her time outside relaxing with the nature

Demiromantic, demisexual and bi, only starts crushing on someone once she gets really close to them, and usually confesses the moment she finds out (she doesn't try to force the other person into the relationship or anything, she just wants to be honest) (sorry)(either this or she's romance repulsed aroace sorry. she's my oc now)

Highly values genuinety and self expression (I mean, canon)

Gets along with animals, especially birbs

Impulsive at times

Really accepting of many people and ready to hear them and their struggles out

This girl BEATS BULLIES UP !!! she puts them in their place !!

Loves a bit of mountain climbing every once in a while too

Enjoyer of sunsets, cats, the moon, the sun

Really healthy

Almost had to repeat a school year once

Plays the acoustic guitar a bit, good at it

She for a long time dreamed of living in the middle of nowhere on a mountain, full of life, completely free to be herself isolated from society and it's standards. But she's willing to try and stand up for what is right even if it means staying in society

She feels like society is a prison (she's right)

InspirationalTM

Sort of a bookworm when she's relaxing

Actually mentally healthy !?!? Like she has healthy coping mechanisms !?!?

Stopped letting others people thoughts of her get to her head (after her brief phase of trying to fit in)

This one character has like the biggest crush on her I won't say who though because I'm scared of my own rarepairs especially flicker ones

That's it for now I think

[silversiren1101]

Let's goo how about 1 and 26 for Minoreg, and 8 and 15 for dracolich?

Hey Cassy! Yay! Questions for both couples! Also, little NSFT :3

1. What, specifically, was the catalyst for their physical attraction (if applicable) to the other character? In other words, what in particular had them like “Oh, they’re…hot…”

Minovae: she pretty much found him attractive from day one. He has a strong jawline, piercing eyes, dark complexion, bright purple hair, and is pretty fit/toned?? I actually have a person headcanon of mine that before he started Bleaching he was absolutely conventionally attractive and got a lot of attention for it and that just annoyed the shit out of him. I've mentioned before I see him as having a nice warm brown skin tone before, so combined with his deep purple hair and what used to be golden eyes? Absolutely was a little dreamboat.

Absolutely drove him crazy.

She, like many others, found him quite attractive from the minute she laid eyes on him.

Funny enough, she actually finds him more attractive with a bit of silver in his hair.

Regill: Golarion's most demisexual and demiromantic man... he knows she's objectively attractive but it does nothing to him until he's actually consciously in love with her. I'm going to let you in on a little dream smut fic of mine I've been rotating in my thoughts for like a year now.

After they kiss and start their relationship, he only figures out he's not 100% asexual when he wakes up in the middle of the night from a rather... colorful... dream, absolutely rock hard and completely bewildered "oh shit... what the fuck." Like, he's not a virgin, but he's never been physically attracted to anyone specifically. He's never fantasized about anyone or seen anyone as sexually or subjectively attractive. It's been over a century since he's had sex, and he fucked when he was younger only out of need of physical release because he had no outright desire otherwise and found the urge itself frustrating and humiliating. Only once he became a Hellknight did he quell those urges completely, but... oh, Mino... it's a massive shock to him and the demisexual panic is real. He tries to just go back to sleep and ignore the dream and the raging hard-on and the wild implications of something he didn't even think possible, but he physically can't because of how uncomfortable and insistent it is. Has to take care of it and he immediately finds his thoughts just filled with trying to figure out how she sounds when she moans and imaging her blissful face and her in the throes of pleasure and it's game over for him, lmao! He has such a hard time looking her in the face the next day.

Funny thing is, she's been doing much the same on her end pretty much every night.

26. They have an argument with their partner—what is it about? Do things stay respectful, or is there some shouting and accusing going on?

They are both extremely respectful in their disagreements. She knows him so very well, and knows how he's changed but also how he used to be, and understands he's at a crossroads with her having come back to him and he's trying to grasp some of his old brightness and pull himself from the grave he was sliding into before. Their arguments usually revolve around how they would handle a situation in their duties as Hellknights and military leaders. As both lawful people, they almost always agree when something is a crime. They disagree about how something should be solved. You know: execution vs rehabilitation, understanding the extenuating circumstances and intent vs. outcome... She remembers he wasn't always as harsh as he is now and he has opinions on how merciful she is, but also knows if her judgement is ever proven wrong she will take full responsibility and whatever blow herself.

The only time they've ever really had a real bad fight was the night they got together, when emotions were raw and so much catharsis was needed from how badly he was hurting from her cruelty beforehand (maddened beast) and his own confusion with his emotions. They only get close to that again when her martrydom-tendencies arise, leading to him getting stern and raising his voice to make her see reason (because gods, she has given enough of herself and if anyone deserves rest, it's her).

Later on, any 'arguments' are mostly civil disagreements on their parenting, lol. Regill is a pretty protective parent to their daughter while she is a "let them make mistakes and figure it out" one. They always have each other's backs and provide a united front to their little girl but in private they definitely have rather inspired talks on raising Jesyll and what is okay for her and what isn't (in their eyes).

Dracolich time.

8. What scares them about entering a relationship?

LMAO. Wow so much.

Morolai: Their relationship starts purely sexual and with massive power imbalance because of her absolute control as dom and sadism. Maegar was a moron but quite attractive, and now there's a more interesting being inside of that very hot body that is her new favorite toy to pester and bully. She has no fears about this sexual relationship: she's beat him once and knows she can pretty effortlessly kill him on her own if he so much as raises a finger against her. He lives because she allowed it and will die if she demands it, you know? When things start to shift to "uh oh that wasn't hate sex" right after the canon events of the game end, that's when she gets scared. What is she feeling? Why? WITH HIM?! AN ANCIENT PATHETIC CYCLOPS LICH?? MY FUCKING ANIMATE SEX TOY (that also makes me laugh and has really great riveting conversations to talk to and remarkably witty and so very loyal--)!?She is fearful of being subservient in anyway, losing power and control, being vulnerable, etc. But she is also far too arrogant and stubborn to bow down to even her own fear. Fine, so she doesn't hate him and isn't totally disgusted, is even a little endeared by this wretched creature who amuses her so much and also learned how to please her like such a loyal pup.

Vordakai: Ahahaha, so please remember he is canonically the weakest and most pathetic of his 'class' of acolytes. He only stole the title of Vordakai from the real Vordakai because he survived Earthfall by pure fucking luck. I really play up how pathetic he is so... absolute virgin. Taking Maegar's body for himself, and said body is VERY into Morolai and finds her immensely attractive is where his troubles begin and the humiliation and fear starts. What the fuck is he feeling? Why is this body doing this? Why is it around her? This gross disgusting fleshy body disobeying his control and giving in to impulse! Especially once she realizes it and physically teases him to the point he willingly approaches her for more, he's terrified and horny, horny because he's terrified and terrified because he's horny; vicious cycle. Eventually though he figures out the pattern: be a good pet and get rewarded. Sometimes she's into it enough he gets a little more than before, gets to see a little more of her own pleasure and enjoyment and for some reason that's... he's very curious about it all.

By the time the weird feelings-not-feelings start, he's not scared of them anymore so much as he's just, like, dissecting everything like a bug. Morolai is his queen, his gilded cage, the name that replaced his god in his mind as a dark and terrible mortal goddess. He's treading dangerous ground but ultimately knows he lives only by her right and... well he might as well enjoy it, because she is a worthy mistress.

So... I hesitate to call it love they feel, or a romantic relationship. They enter into a forever-companionship where they fuck and enjoy each other's presence, and understand each other and their secrets against the rest of the world around them. She is absolutely in charge and has all the power still, but rather than it being a captive and captor thing she's kind of replaced his fervent worship of Charon in his mind and everything he does with and to her is out of a very fucked up sense of devotion.

15. What, for them, constitutes a level of intimacy that they would only rarely share with someone? This can be physical, emotional, etc.

Morolai: It's all about power with Vordakai and constantly asserting her dominance and that she doesn't fear him. Part of this is actually purposefully displaying vulnerabilities around him or letting her guard! She is so self-assured in her power and his inability to kill her that she do such a thing almost to rub it into his face... at first. At some point it becomes genuine.

One of the big moments is when her wings first appear, violently erupting from her back during the fight with Armag in his tomb. They are extremely painful until the skin around the exit-holes scars over, and that first night back she's soaking in her private tub for hours just trying to soothe the pain. She summons him in the middle of the night to demand her rub in a magic healing poultice into her back the wings right where they emerged. So, laying flat on her front on her bed, totally nude and clearly in pain and weak, she allows him to straddle her and care for her wings in such a way when they're so sensitive and painful.

It's definitely one of the first moments of "devotion" that solidifies in his mind, an act of loyalty and genuine devotion to his queen and mistress. She trusted him with this. He's been a good pet. Especially since he gets rewarded for that, too.

Aside from that, letting him be on top is the biggest thing for them. Her giving up control and letting him worship her in that way solidifies their relationship and his loyalty as her supplicant and companion.

Vordakai: Well, she knows what he is first of all. This one I'm still working on, but... he tells her his real name. Vordakai is a stolen name from his master who perished in Earthfall, so he had to have a real name before that. The curse Tristian placed on him worked because he made Vordakai his whole being to the point that it supplanted his actual name as a "true name", but he does remember his original one. Eventually, she is granted the honor of knowing it.

She refers to him only as Maegar Varn and that name from then on, which actually means a lot because the curse on him lasts for as long as anyone knows the name Vordakai. Her not spreading knowledge of the name "Vordakai" is kind of working in his favor, which she does willingly.

From this list of questions!

[saturnite0614]

Easter Eggs and fun facts in I want to break these bones till they're better, my ongoing SoapGhost fic on ao3.

Price's pet turtle, Murdock, is named after Matt Murdock and is a reference to the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. They were originally created as a parody of Daredevil hence all the similarities between the two (Hand and Foot Clans, Master Splinter and Stick)

In chapter 3, Soap says "you called" and Ghost says "you came". You all know what this is.

Originally during the Halloween chapter, everyone was wearing costumes but I scrapped it because I didn't think it fit the tone. Soap was dressed as Owen Hunt from Grey's anatomy, a reference to his original actor, Kevin McKidd. Price was dressed as Christopher Lee from the album art for Charlemagne. Gaz was dressed as a Ninja Turtle in reference to Price's turtle and Simon was wearing his old military fatigues.

In chapter 5, where Laswell is reading off names of potential 141 recruits, each name is a reference to actors in the original MW trilogy. Kevin Fairbrass and Craig McKidd came from Kevin McKidd (Soap) and Craig Fairbrass (Ghost and Gaz). Murray Henrikson came from Billy Murray (Price) and Lance Henrikson (Shepherd).

The description I gave for Roach in the same chapter is that of Irish actor Kieron Moore.

Ghost's tendency to wear a long sleeve under another shirt or more specifically, a jacket with the sleeves rolled up, is based on how I frequently dress.

The title of the fic comes from Sleeping At Last's song "eight" and part one takes place over the course of eight days (total accident!)

I based Soap and Ghost's conversation about asexuality and demisexuality after ones I've had with the few dates I've been on (they were not received as positively).

Laswell's wife, who makes an appearance in chapter 8, actually first appeared in another fic I wrote, considerations of the family dream. Even though it takes place in different continuities, I named her the same - Naomi.

[r0b0t-j0n3z]

some doodles of my [kinda not really i made him last year-] new stray oc Alexander!!

heres some stuff about him tw// physical/neglect abuse ment, alcoholic parents ment

Alexander the Darling Lolita

hes 263 years old (26 y/o in robo years) and grew up in midtown

he LOVES gothic lolita and girly clothing, plus absolutely adores crossdressing it makes him feel very comfortable, and has a large following where he posts selfies and pin ups of him wearing various dresses. here he has around 1,566 followers and posts 2-4 times a day

incredibly skilled tailor and every dress he owns is made by him (but has ones he bought from stores). he also sells clothing and accessories on an online store called "Sweet Dreams, Darling" which is his primary source of income

had emotionally neglectful/abusive parents TW//who were also physically abusive which resulted in him becoming a people-pleaser and goes to sometimes extreme lengths in order to receive positive love + attention. has alcohol trauma of his parents drinking and gets scared when he sees drunk companions

he/him AMAB

usually mistaken for a girl but has a deep, masculine voice (he actually finds being mistaken for a girl as a compliment)

knows morse code as a second language

lives alone

gay AS FUCK. also demisexual

personality is polite, modest and sweet but also has a "suh dude"/"bro" attitude (which throws companions off), very chill person. also a MAJOR doormat since hes willing to face mistreatment if it means receiving love and positive attention in the end. also falls in love easily towards any man who gives him attention, affection, and love

the markings on his face is morse code that translates to "LOVE"

has a younger brother who lives in antvillage and an older sister whos the CEO of NecoCorp

big fan of 888 and likes all of her posts, plus gifts her dresses sometimes

extremely lonely, most of his friendships are shallow and unhealthy/toxic due to his doormat attitude

almost always seen wearing a dress, but will occasionally wear casual (still a little gothic) clothing when he feels like relaxing, shopping, or is just too lazy to put on a dress

extremely easy to manipulate/brainwash, has extreme difficulty saying no, panics at the slightest hint of rejection and will beg for forgiveness, scared of leaving toxic/unhealthy/abusive relationships in fear of being alone, incredibly loyal/submissive/obedient. has a lot of exes bc of this

emotionally unstable and prone to rage fits, aggression, and violence if his loved ones are in danger, or someone hurts his loved ones. hes relatively strong, but his light body and small stature makes him sorta useless in fights

[colesmurf23]

(OC) Myleen The Toad

Design By https://artfight.net/~MooBunny on Art fight

Bio: Myleen Toad

Name: Myleen

Nickname: Snow Princess

Age: 20

Sexuality: Demisexual

Birthday: January 21st

Species: Toad

Relationship/Girlfriend: Beatrice

Family Members: Moa (Sister) Sunya (Youngest Sister) Lilybelle (Sister in law) Mora (Sister in law) Travis (Brother in law)

Personality: Adventurers, Shy, Kind, Sensitive, Girly, Fun,Caring, Passionate, Nimble, and Flexibility

Friends: Smurfette Smurf Clumsy Smurf Vanity Smurf Slouchy Smurf Poet Smurf Blue Pikmin White Pikmin Luisa (Best Friend) Piplayla (2nd Best Friend) Victoire (3rd Best friend) Yolaine Alyssa (4th Best friend) Nellie (My besties oc) Maritza (My bestie's oc) Andrea (My bestie's oc and 5th best friend) Mabelle (My bestie's oc) Audrina (My bestie's oc) Cholena (Our oc) Evanna (Our oc) Snowfall (Our oc and 6th best friend) Squeakie (Our oc) Alayna (Our oc and 7th best friend) Winnona Evelyn (My bestie's oc and 8th best friend) Cassie (My bestie's oc and 9th best friend) Everley (Our oc and 10th best friend) Cosmina (Our oc)

Favorite Color: Light Turquoise

Favorite Season: Winter

Favorite Holiday: Christmas

Pass: When Myleen was born, she was next in line to become the ice princess. In the Moonstone Kingdom. She is pretty much the leader of all toads. In the Moonstone Kingdom. But however. It wasn't always that. When Myleen was born. She had a lot of trouble. Fitting in. at a young age. She didn't always made friends. Because, she was next in line to be a Snow Princess. That have an ability. To make flowers beautiful and pretty young again. She didn't exprencess this, until she was a toddler. Her mother always wanted to have nice flowers around her castle. The Icy Snow Kingdom. It was always snowing, and have lots of ice. As a young baby toad. She lived in the ice snow kingdom. All the way until she turned, 18. (Will come up with the more of the pass real soon)

Present: When Myleen was a teen, it was her dream to explore. All the ice worlds and lands. She been wanting to do this. Ever since she got older. So, when she turned 18, she went to explore the world. For more than 9 years. But at the 9 year mark. It was time for her to move out of her family's home. And find a place to stay. When Myleen, was struggling to look for a place. She had a very hard time. That all the snow homes was completely sold out. She thought she had to stay with her family. But then. A young koopaling by the name of Beatrice. Was visiting, she saw Myleen. Struggling looking for a place. They met a a coffee shop (looking for the applications to find a place to stay) She never had this problem before. When the koopaling was visiting the coffee shop. She notice Myleen was having a hard time looking for a place. The young koopaling decided to help her out. Looking for a place for her to stay. Where she wanted to stay. It was full. Until the young koopaling took out an appellations for a Kingdom. Called the Moonstone Kingdom. Where there was so many place to stay. Even a winter home. (It isn't called the Moonstone Kingdom for nothing) Myleen loved how the place look like. So, the young koopaling . Told Myleen to follow her. To the Moonstone Kingdom. After 1 hour, they found the Kingdom. The place was so beautiful. It was so nice, that Myleen. Started crying tears of Joy. She thanks Beatrice a lot. That she gave her a hug. So, Myleen And Beatrice walk around the Moonstone Kingdom. Looking for a mushroom house. The house was empty and very nice and roomie. It also snowed over there 24/7. It was perfect place for her. So after finding the nice house. Myleen, had to go search for some furniture, for her house. (This is when, Myleen met Mirla) Mirla hooked her up, with lots of white and blue funturan. It matches her house perfectly. After getting everything set up. She got a call from her father. Saying, come to the Snow ice kingdom. They have a surprise for her. So, she drove some kind of Kart. To the icy Kingdom. When she came home. She got a call at the hospital. That she have a youngest baby sister name. Sunya, she was just born. Sunya is very attached to her big sisters Moa and Mylee. She was the youngest, and someday. Become a snow toad teacher. When she gets older. (She's the only snow toad in the Icy Snow Kingdom) Mylee And Moa loved their baby sister. And will keep her safe. They even will visit Mylee in the Moonstone Kingdom.

Future: When Myleen was 20 years old, she was crowned as the Snow Princess of the toads. And all the ice lands in the Moonstone Kingdom. After many years later, Myleen, never forgot about the koopaling that help her out. Looking for a place. She then start to have feelings for the koopaling. But couldn't never find her in the Moonstone Kingdom. She may be the Snow Princess of all of the ice lands. But she is empty without a lover. So, She had her middle sister Moa. Cover for her in the Moonstone Kingdom. While she is looking for the koopaling. It too her weeks or even months to find the koopaling. But she still haven't had any luck. But then, one of her closes' friends. Seen the young koopaling. Visiting The restaurant. With her twin sister. Beatrice, seem to be down for some reason. She also wanted to be with Myleen. She developed feelings for her. After a few years ago. Looking for a place for her. So at the restaurant, Myleen. Was getting some food. Until Beatrice, noticed Mylee voice. When she order some ice cream. For dessert. And a very nice snow meal. Beatrice sister encourage her, to go sit with her. Beatrice, was blushing. When Myleen was on her phone. Beatrice asked is this seat taking? Myleen say yeah, and she slowly looked up. And her mouth drop down. Myleen finally found the koopaling she was looking for. Myleen had nothing else to say, and she ran in the bathroom. With her face very red. Myleen didn't know how to act. She was blushing and smiling at the same time at the bathroom. She had to wash her face off. Since she is so in love right now. She needs to relax, she then start to cry tears of joy in the bathroom. She is crying tears of joy so much. That there was a puddle under the bathroom door. Myleen never been this happy in her life before. Even when she seen her baby sister Sunya. Who knew a toad would get this excited. So after 30 minutes of calming down. She man up, and went back to her set. Myleen was so happy to see Beatrice. They both start to look at each other, and began to fall in love. Myleen slowy put her hand down on the table. While Beatrice, put her hand on Myleen's hand. Myleen was blushing so hard, Then Beatrice, wrap her hand around Myleen's hand. They both blushed. And then they hugged. Beatrice twin sister, never looked so happy for her twin sister. She finally found a lover.

Myleen belong to: me

Toad Species: Nintendo

Art Made By: me

Designed By: https://artfight.net/~MooBunny

#toadnintendo #toad #mariooc #fanartdigital #fanartdigitalart #fanart #fanartvideogames #marionintendo #mariobros #mario_nintendo

[moremysteriesthantragedies]

Murder of a Sacred Deer

Rating: R | Genre: Mystery, thriller | POV: 3rd Person Limited

Story written with: M, D, Q.

"Why did you give up your life so early when you had a chance to fix everything?”

Book Synopsis

In 1998, Roe Theron, the younger sister of the infamous Heart Thief, takes her own life in the bathroom of her mother's house. However, she soon finds life after death isn't as peaceful as she originally thought. Thrown in Hell for her brother's crimes, doing anything it takes to survive, she finds he may be closer than she originally believed when she hears that familiar voice on the radio.

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Trigger Warnings

Suicide, guns and hunting/animal death, self-harm, physical abuse, sexual abuse, past childhood abuse, depression and other mental health struggles, trauma, murder, emotional abuse and manipulation, referenced past racism, and discussions of the concepts of sin and purity.

Themes: Family trauma, coming to terms with the past, predators vs prey, power struggles, life after death, sin, self-respect, and finding joy in disparity.

Tropes: Friends with benefits, Hell/life after death, furry characters, broken ace, crazy murder (but he's a sweetheart, really), morally grey characters.

Characters

Roe P. Theron

#ghosthorns🌹

Affiliation: Wolfgang employee Theme Song: Too Much to Dream by Allie X

Age: 1971-1998 (physically 27) Sinner Type: Jackalope Personality Type: ISFP Pronouns: She/her Orientation: Asexual lesbian Height: 5'9"

The white, adoptive younger sister of Hart, now working as an assassin and bodyguard for a powerful sinner named Wolfgang. Not very sociable, with her guard often up, and acts very depressed most of the time. Has a talent as a snipper, and much sharper than she looks, though her current job has given her more than a little trauma.

“If you’re just here to torment and belittle me, you can save your breath."

Hart B. Theron

#hearthief💘

Affiliation: Powerful sinner & radio/show host Theme Song: Killing of a Sacred Deer by NEON666

Age: 1967-1997 (physically 30). Sinner Type: Weredeer Personality Type: INFP Pronouns: He/him Orientation: Demisexaul aromantic Height: 6'1"

A mixed-race radio and TV host. The Heart Thief in life after hours, killed by a rival known as "Lynx". Remains a radio and TV host in death, and has quite a reputation for violence. Despite this, he has a very polite and sunny disposition toward anyone he interacts with and tries not to cause other sinners any inconvenience.

My past was a well-guarded secret, the whole scare factor of the Heart Thief was the mystery that came with the persona. But clearly, I’d slipped up along the way...

Angie

#angiespeaking📞

Affiliation: Wolfgang employee Theme Song: Habits (Stay High) by Tove Lo

Age: 1997-2022 (physically 25) Sinner Type: Play bunny Personality Type: ESFP Pronouns: He/him (trans) Orientation: Demisexual biromantic demiromantic Height: 5'8"

A white/Canadian social media star, who died when trying to attempt to kill his cheating fiancé in a fit of rage. Know for being very flirtatious and often gives other pet names. Still, is very kind and takes more shy individuals at his work under his wing, Roe being an example.

It was the half-bunny from before, ears flopped down even further as they bent over, reaching out a careful paw to me, the other holding a bottle.

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(Scenes written for fun and do not completely reflect the final project.)

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[behindthescenes-if]

*Notice: This is an extremely early idea, I wasn't planning on posting the intro post so early into the development, but I have decided to just mainly to see if anyone would be interested in this idea before I actually start getting into it and also I got a bit too excited. It is a very early idea, so I cannot guarantee that I will be with it to the very end, but I will try my best. I am also extremely new to both coding and writing, so it will probably take me even longer to do this. I am still figuring out how to use twine, so the game will probably be on there unless stated otherwise in the future. As for the demo, I am a full time university student and have a very busy schedule, so I don't know when it will come out, it might take a few months, it might take a year, I don't know. Just wanted to put this notice beforehand.

Introduction

Hi, I go by the pen name Ms. Protagonist and Behind the Scenes is a very recent project that I've just started working on inspired by the Thai drama Lovely Writer and other webtoons/manga that delve into acting and the entertainment industry, such as Act-Age amongst others. Although I am fluent in English and have been speaking it for many years, it is not my first language and this is my first time writing a story fully in English, so please keep that in mind and please do bear with me, I will try to make it the very best I can. I've always wanted to write my own interactive fiction story, so hopefully this sticks.

Behind the Scenes

*Behind the Scenes will be rated 16+ for language and potential content not suitable for those who are younger readers.

You're an upcoming actor trying to make it big in the city of Orlia.

After taking minor roles for the majority of your career your manager stumbles upon one  potential role that could be the stepping stone for your career.

An author going by the pen name  Lera Blue, usually known for her fantasy novels  has published a  mystery romance called "Dagger in the Heart"  that will be getting a TV series adaptation. They have put out a casting call for auditions and you seem to fit the criteria for one of the lead roles, and as such you end up auditioning.

Unfortunately , Orlia's entertainment industry is not all glitz and glamour. Navigating your new found fame you might find yourself in potential controversies, rumours and shifts in public opinion that could make or break your reputation.

Will you have the big break you've always dreamed of or will you fall from grace?

Features

●Customise your MC's appearance, personality, gender and sexuality amongst other things.

●Public opinion could potentially make or break your career. Influence the public's opinion of you through your actions.

●Romance or befriend the 6 ROs (3 gender selectable, 2 gender-locked non binary and 1 gender-locked female)

●Bond with the rest of the cast and the crew or don't; it's up to you at the end of the day.

Romance Options under the cut

ROs

Ezra Wei (Female) [Bisexual] <Ethnicity: Hui Chinese and Zulu South African | Nationality: Singaporean> "Dagger in the Heart" 's  author that goes by the pen name Lera Blue. Ezra is not a woman of many words, tending to keep people at arm' s length. She is often described by those who know her as an enigma: hard to decipher; no one really knows what she's truly thinking. Despite coming across as harsh at times, Ezra truly cares about her craft and wants the best adaptation possible of her work.

Kylo Shrestha (Male/Female) [Panromantic Demisexual] <Ethnicity: Newar Nepali | Nationality: British> Your manager and best friend. They have been your biggest  supporter ever since middle school where you would act out some of your favourite scenes from Naruto's English dub in the living room. Kylo is an easygoing person with a sarcastic sense of humour and infectious laughter. They are incredibly loyal and reliable and has always been there for you when you've needed them most.

Maisah Aissaoui (Male/Female) [Biromantic Greysexual] <Ethnicity: Berber Morroccan and Afro-Algerian | Nationality: Spanish, raised in Orlia> Part of the main cast and one of your co-stars in the TV adaptation of "Daggers in the Heart". Maisah is one of the country's most popular actors, having been part of the entertainment industry from a very young age. When the cameras are off, Maisah is an aloof and blunt individual that keeps their friends close and their enemies closer.

Asher Akedele  (Non Binary) [Pansexual]  <Ethnicity: Yoruba Nigerian | Nationality: Born and raised in Orlia> The director of "Dagger in the Heart". Asher is outgoing yet direct in nature, as you would expect from someone of xyr profession. Known for xyr charismatic disposition and commanding presence, xe is well respected  within the entertainment industry and by media critics. Earning xyr respect is much easier said than done, loosing it on the other hand is far less complicated.

Harlow Gibson (Non Binary)  [Panromantic Asexual] <Ethnicty: Irish and Italian | Nationality: Australian, raised in Orlia> A journalist working for FameGame Magazine, who appears to have taken an interest in "Dagger in the Heart" 's adaptation. Harlow is a cunning and persuasive individual who will do whatever it takes to get what they want. Their articles have been known to make or break many celebrities' careers; whether they will make or break yours is an entirely different matter altogether.

Logan Van der Westhuysen (Male/ Female)  [Bisexual] <Ethnicity: Belgian | Nationality: Born and raised in Orlia> Part of the main cast and one of your co-stars in the TV adaptation of "Daggers in the Heart".  Logan's reputation as a flirt and the nation's heart breaker precedes them. With mixed public opinions due to their seemingly shallow personality and dating scandals, Logan has been a topic of controversy for as long as they can remember. Whether there is more to them than meets the eye is up to you.

* I've seen some transphobic/aphobic comments that authors have been getting about their characters and some of the things that these anons have said are absolutely disgusting. So let me make it clear now, Ezra is a trans woman and both Asher and Harlow are Non-Binary. Kylo, Harlow and Maisah fall within the ace spectrum and as such any transphobic/aphobic comments or asks regarding my characters will not be tolerated. You will be blocked immediately and your ask will be deleted.

Other links (more will be added)

Skintone chart for the ROs

RO Appearances

RO Birthdays

[gummygoatgalaxy]

My Headcanons for the Kids of Clan McDuck

❤Huey Duck♥

● he's autistic

● when he's angry he stems by biting and when he's happy its by flapping his arms

● his book is a comfort object, as well as a form of education

● knowing what's happening keeps him grounded, he hates surprises

● he tries so hard to keep his emotions calm because of his fear of the Duke, that when he eats candy, he lets loose a bit too much

● his best and closest friend is Boyd, he feels no one accepts him better, though Webby is probs on the same level

● when he's an adult, he'll be buff because of adventuring, woodchucks, and being a health nut

● if he dated anyone, he'd be super sappy and sweet

● he's biromantic and demisexual

● he's a science nerd and grows up to be a mechanic and engineer and invent amazing things

● he can't cook, but tries to

● the woods is his happy place

● his favorite animals are beavers

● when he was a baby and small child he would refuse to eat until his brothers had, cuz he wanted them cared for

● he's right-handed

● he adores his mom, but Donald will always be his dad no matter what

● He loves to do feminine things like paint nails with his sisters and brothers

● he worries about Louie and Dewey constantly

● he loves being a big brother and nothing will change that

● he views Fenton as a role-model and adores his relationship with Gandra

💙Dewey Duck💙

● he has ADHD

● he's pansexual, he loves everybody

● if he dated anyone, he'd be so protective and worried and would never let them adventure cuz he doesn't want to lose them

● his favorite song artist is Abba

● he loves the 80s and 70s fashion and adores glamrock

● he's sweet and brave and a good bit niave, but he's not stupid

● when he gets older he mellows out a bit

● he grows up to be a full time adventurer and daredevil

● Webby and Gosalyn are his besties and he'll never let them go

● his mother is his role model and he admires her, maybe a bit too much

● he too grows up to be buff because of his daredevil nature

● him and Webby have karaoke nights every other friday

● he randomly sings songs that fit the situation he's in

● he's ambidextrous

● he doesn't care what gender of clothing he wears, if he's comfy and looks good, he wears it

● he dreams to be famous

● Launchpad is a big brother to him

● he adores animals, more than Huey the nature boy

● he has depression, but tries to always be cheerful to hide it, his family knows and regularly has game nights to cheer him up

● his biggest fear is losing his family

● he hates being the middle brother because he wants to be in charge but loves it cuz he likes getting away with things and not being responsible

💚Louie Duck💚

● he's bi/demisexual, meaning he has a hard time falling in love, but can fall in love with boys and girls

● he has anxiety and extreme depression

● when he's older he's buff because Huey, Dewey and Webby all are and he felt inferior

● he's super strong, even as a kid, but is so lazy, he doesn't use all his strength

● he adores cats and bunnies

● he can navigate a city or town so easily without a map, but in the wilderness he get so lost it ridiculous

● he loves being the youngest because he can get away with being the baby bro

● he's had a rough tine bonding with Della and will never fully trust her till he's so much older

● he wants to be a dad when he's older but is scared he'd be a bad one

● for crushes, he'd probably try to be suave and actually be panicking, but doesn't show it till they resiprocate, then he's a bumbling, blushy mess

● he is the one who cooked for Donald and his brothers on the house boat, it was the only helpful thing he did

● he loves finding treasure and spending time with his family, but he still kinda fears the adventures

● he's left-handed

● his role-model is Goldie, he knows she cares but doesn't say it to anyone for her sake, she knows that he knows

● he can play the violin but is embarrassed by it

● he makes a scene about how manly he is and doesn't like to be super girly, but secretly loves to do makeovers, fashion shows and paint nails with his sisters and brothers

● he's secretly Scrooge's favorite out of him and his brothers, but only because he reminds Scrooge of himself

● he grows up to be a business owner and doesn't inherit the Family business but instead buys it from Scrooge, which makes Scrooge so proud

💖Webby McDuck💖

● she's autistic

● it takes her a bit to fully feel part of the family after the last episode, but when she does, she's never felt so right

● she's lesbian

● she grows up to be small and BUFF, because she's Webby, of course she would

● she never understands internet memes

● she is best friends with all 3 brothers and encourages them to be comfortable with who they are

● she felt strange about May and June for a bit but now they are super close

● although she does girly things with her brothers and sisters, she's still mostly tomboy

● she grows up to be simultaneously loved and feared

● she grows up to be an adventurer like Dewey, and joins him on his travels

● at some point she changes her last name to McDuck

● her biggest fear is being ignored or excluded

💛May McDuck💛

● she and June changed their names after a few months of living with Donald and Daisy on their boating adventure

● she's the most feminine out of her sisters and loves to design clothes with Daisy

● Daisy is her role-model

● it takes a while to feel like she's part of the family, but when she does it feels right

💙June McDuck💙

● she and May changed their names after a few months of living with Donald and Daisy on their boating adventure

● she wears dresses but only cuz they feel more free and airy, and she loves the feeling of nature and the freedom it gives

● she's the most tomboy out of her sisters, even though she looks the most girly

● she joins the woodchucks

● it takes a while to feel like she's part of the family, but when she does it feels right

[fortheloveofwonderland]

Sticks and Stones - Chapter 9 [Spencer Reid x fem! Reader]

Taglist is open, and now has an option to be tagged in this series - you can find the form here.

A/N - here is chapter 9! Lyrics are from Death of a Batchelor by Panic! At The Disco, which you can listen to here.

/// indicates change of perspective. Starts in Reader’s POV.

This fic is a slow burn. Strangers to friends to very eventual lovers. Smut to come in later chapters but you will have to bear with it!

CW: flirty Stella, swears, masturbation (male), insecurities, dog related fluffiness, sex dreams (including oral male receiving, penetrative sex, unprotected sex), talk of being demisexual, some mild angst (?)

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Chapter 9 - Death of a Batchelor

The death of a Batchelor,

Seems so fitting for

Happily ever after.

How could I ask for more?

A lifetime of laughter,

At the expense of the death of a Batchelor.

I tried to get out of the shopping trip but Stella was like a dog with a bone and wouldn’t take no for an answer.

I even tried to insist I had to work, which I didn’t, but even that wasn’t enough.

She dragged me to a high end lingerie store and she was excitedly scouring the racks while I just stood dumbly watching her.

I hadn’t even told her Spencer and I weren’t actually having sex. It seemed too pathetic to tell her that I wanted to look sexy for a man I wasn’t sleeping with.

Stella found a selection of lingerie she said Spencer would go nuts over and tossed them at me, insisting I buy them all.

I wasn’t very good at talking back so I agreed.

She was persistent in coming to my apartment and seeing the garments on me. I’m not one for showing off my body, not at all but she insisted on peeking at every item I tried on.

I had put on a little weight since Brett’s arrest. Now I was eating better and I looked healthier which was nice. But I still had scars from what he’d done to me, specifically the large one down the side of my left leg, which I managed to hide from Stella by leaning on the door frame.

The last item she had made me buy appealed to me the most. It was a soft pink babydoll with lace over the breasts. It was slightly see-through but not too much and had a matching set of lace panties.

When I showed Stella, her jaw practically hit the floor.

“Good god Kitten, if Spencer won’t fuck you rotten in this, I will.”

I blushed, shrinking in on myself knowing he would never actually see me in this.

Before I knew what was happening, Stella pulled her phone from her pocket.

“I have to get a picture of this.”

I didn’t have a chance to hide myself as she had already snapped a photo.

“Stella,” I whined a little. “Please, don’t show him that.”

“Don’t worry Kitten, I won’t ruin the surprise.” She winked at me. “I’ve gotta go ok? But I want to know all the details when you show him that.” and with a giggle she sauntered away, leaving me in my new lingerie I had brought for a man who was never going to look at me in that way.

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I was climbing the walls a little if I’m being perfectly honest. It had been a few weeks since I’d ended my arrangement with Kylie and I’d since ended it with Nora too, she was much more understanding.

I hadn’t ended it with Stella, because with her it was about more sex, but even still we hadn’t played in a while.

Honestly, my mind was consumed by Dahlia. I wanted her so badly it was all I could think of most of the time. I wanted to make her feel good, I wanted to touch and kiss every inch of her body and make her come undone at the seams. I wanted to know how she would feel wrapped around me, how she sounded when she came.

I was a man possessed.

Stella was in the kitchen making us dinner when I picked up her phone off the coffee table.

I knew her passcode to her phone and I know she didn’t mind me going on it and I was hoping to find an email about some books she had ordered for me online. I’m not tech savvy, Stella does all my online ordering for me when I don’t have time to go shopping myself.

She had the latest iPhone and I had no idea how it worked, I was always getting lost on her phone. I somehow ended up in her photo application.

“Jeez I hate this thing.” I grumbled, about to take the device to Stella and ask her how I got into her emails when one of the thumbnails caught my eye.

Curiosity got the better of me and I tapped on it to enlarge it.

The way the baby pink complimented her skin tone was phenomenal and it was the most skin I’d seen of hers since that day at the BAU when she was being photographed.

Stella walked in from the kitchen and I noticed her smiling at me.

“Oh I know what you’re looking at.” she laughed. “I promised Kitten I wouldn’t let you see, she wanted it to be a surprise! Don’t tell her you saw it.”

I briefly looked up at her, her words had gone right over my head. All my blood had pumped to one very specific part of my body and I couldn’t focus on anything else.

“She...I…” I couldn’t form a sentence. I was utterly gobsmacked.

Stella laughed.

“Go do your thing Pony.” she nodded her head towards the bedroom. “Just don’t get come on my phone, please.” she turned and strutted back to the kitchen.

It took less than five seconds for me to turn and run to my room. I shut myself in the room and freed my erection from my pants with the urgency of a mad man.

I fell back to the bed, my eyes fixed on the photograph as I started stroking myself.

After a minute or so once I had committed that picture to memory, I dropped the phone and closed my eyes.

She was an angel, an absolute fucking angel and I did not deserve her in that ethereal lingerie.

As I pumped myself I imagined it was her small, delicate fingers working me, smiling at me as she did so. I imagined the feeling of her breasts beneath my hands, her nipples in my mouth.

I imagined her warm, wet core around my aching dick as she rode me.

I imagined her soft, sensual voice in my ear.

“Spencer? Spencer?”

“He’s in the bedroom.”

My eyes shot open as I realised I hadn’t been imagining her voice when I heard Stella’s.

“He’s masturbating over that photo of you from the other week.”

“Oh fuck,” I groaned, still pumping. “Shit.”

I came, spilling my load over my hand and pants.

Not wasting a second I jumped up, running out of the room to see Dahlia and Stella standing together, staring at me.

“Dahlia I-“

“I have to go!” She squealed before running as fast as she could from the apartment.

I turned to Stella who had erupted in laughter.

“Your dick is still hanging out Casanova.” She laughed. “Real smooth.”

I groaned loudly, tucking myself away.

“Fuck.” I mumbled, shaking my head.

“What’s the big deal? So you masturbated over her. Surely that’s flattering?”

I could feel the blush spreading up my neck and to my cheeks.

“We haven’t uhm…we haven’t slept together. We haven’t even kissed.”

That only caused Stella to laugh harder.

“Oh Pony,” she slapped my arm. “You’ve got it really bad if you’re spending this much time on someone you aren’t sleeping with.”

“I should go check on her.” I ignored Stella and followed in Y/N’s wake.

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When the knock sounded at the door I knew it would be Spencer. I considered ignoring it because I was absolutely mortified but I knew he would’t let up.

I knew my face must have been bright red when I opened the door and he stepped inside my apartment.

“I really wish you hadn’t seen that photo. I am so embarrassed.” I hung my head.

I felt his strong hand under my chin and he guided my face up so our eyes could meet.

“Why are you embarrassed?” His voice was soft and calming like it always was with me.

“You weren’t supposed to know about the lingerie. I don’t even know why I brought it, it’s not like you would want to see me in it.” I chewed my lip sadly.

“Dahlia, you are aware that I was just touching myself over the thought of you in that goddamn underwear.” he laughed a little.

“I don’t understand why.” I felt tears pricking the backs of my eyes. There was no way he could possibly find me attractive. Not when he had Stella on tap.

“There’s a reason I call you pretty girl.” He gently took hold of my hand and guided it to his pants.

He placed my palm on the bulge in his slacks and I gasped feeling how hard he was.

“This is what you do to me Y/N. This is all for you.” he whispered in a low, sultry tone that made me instantly damp between my legs. “Honestly Y/N, I would love nothing more than my fantasies to become a reality. But I am not pressuring you into anything ok? If my fantasies are all I get then I’m fine with that. But just know that if you ever wanted me...you just need to say the word.”

He let go of me but I kept my hand on his arousal for a few more seconds.

A part of me wanted to just succumb to him then and there. I wanted him to rip my clothes off and do whatever he wanted to me.

But another part of me was terrified of that prospect.

It didn’t matter anyway as suddenly his phone was ringing. I leapt back from him, feeling guilty all of a sudden.

“It’s work.” he sighed as he saw the name on the display. “I’ll call you later, ok?” he placed a gentle kiss on my cheek before he was gone again, as though vanishing into thin air.

I by no means understood why I had that effect on Spencer but it felt marvellous knowing I did.

***

We didn’t talk about that incident again, I was glad because I was still embarrassed by it.

With the trial date getting closer and closer, I gravitated further to the edge with each passing day.

There were a couple of times I’d come close to relapsing only to manage to call Spencer just in time.

He would come over and hold me while I cried, telling me how proud he was of me for calling before I hurt myself.

He would tell me animal facts which always cheered me up. In fact I’d taken to jotting them down in my journal so I could always be reminded of them.

Did you know?

There is one species of jellyfish that is immortal. It can revert back to its child state after reaching sexual maturity and therefore never dies.

There are one million ants for every human on Earth.

A pig's orgasm lasts thirty minutes (oh boy).

Sharks kill fewer than ten people a year whereas humans kill around one million sharks a year (this one makes me a little sad).

A dog's sense of smell is around one hundred times stronger than a humans. However they only have one sixth our number of taste buds.

After that I found myself enthralled by the dog facts and always had him tell me more about them.

Because of their incredible sense of smell, they can smell feelings.

Studies have shown dogs genuinely get jealous when they see you display affection for another creature.

Petting a dog can actually be beneficial to your physical and mental health. Studies have shown petting a dog for fifteen minutes can lower blood pressure by ten percent and it can lower feelings of stress, depression and combat loneliness.

It became obvious, I needed a dog.

Spencer thought it was a great idea and he found a local place that trained puppies in giving emotional support, enabling them to sense human emotion even better than most dogs.

There were a lot of puppies but I fell head over heels for one in particular.

She was a seven month old white Akita. The lady that showed us around informed us that female Akitas were deeply loyal and friendly and also the breed was a popular guard dog.

The first time I held her in my arms she licked my face and buried her big, fluffy head into my neck.

“I love her.” I smiled at Spencer. “This is her. She’s the one.”

We took her back to my apartment which we’d already kitted out with new dog owner essentials.

We let her off the leash and she started exploring her new home with gusto.

“Do you know what you’re going to call her?” Spencer nudged me in the arm as we watched the pup get acquainted.

“Cara.” I smiled brightly. “From the Sword of Truth.”

“Ah.” Spencer smiled. “Because she’s protective of the seeker and the confessor.”

“Exactly.” I nodded. “Cara, how do you like your new home?”

She put her large paws on the side of the couch and looked at me as though asking permission.

I sat down on the couch and patted the cushion next to me. She replied by jumping up and resting her head in my lap.

Spencer sat on the other side of her and stroked her back.

“She seems to love you already.” He smiled. “My two pretty girls.”

I blushed, trying to hide my face from Spencer by focusing on scratching Cara behind her ears.

“I embarrassed you.”

“No.” My voice was high pitched. It made Spencer laugh.

“Come on Dahlia, I thought we passed this. You know I think you are an angel sent from heaven.”

“Stop it.” I shook my head.

“Never.” He laughed and shuffled closer, seemingly ignoring Cara.

He cupped my cheek in his hand and turned me to face him.

“Do you have any idea how hard it is for me, literally hard to keep my hands off of you.”

I felt my chest tighten and my panties practically flooded.

“Seeker,” I breathed, he was so close he must be able to feel my breath fanning across his face. I could feel his.

“You're like a drug Dahlia. I haven’t even had a taste of you and I’m addicted.” He edged even closer to me and I couldn’t stop him. Not that I wanted to.

Just as his lips were about to touch mine and relieve me of all the built up tension, Cara jumped up between us.

She growled at Spencer, baring her teeth as she did so.

Spencer shot backwards in shock.

“Whoa girl what’s the matter?” He sounded a little panicked.

“Guess she’s protecting me.” I shrugged.

Honestly it wasn’t for Cara I would have let him have me right here on the couch and I would have thanked him for the privilege.

Later that night I had my first in what would end up being a long line of sex dreams about my seeker.

It started as it had that evening, with us on the couch but Cara wasn’t with us.

“Do you have any idea how hard it is for me, literally hard to keep my hands off of you.”

“Then don’t. Put your hands anywhere you want, Seeker, please, I beg of you.”

He cupped my face with both hands and this time when he leaned in close there was no dog growling at him and his lips finally met mine.

He pulled me onto his lap and I straddled him, threading my fingers through his luscious curls. I could feel his erection pressing into me through his slacks.

“Dahlia,” he spoke into my lips. “My gosh Dahlia.”

He ran his tongue along my bottom lip and I parted my lips to allow him entry. His tongue explored me hungrily, like a man possessed, while his large hands roamed my back.

He found the hem of my dress and hooked his fingers beneath the fabric. I moaned into his lips, telling him it was ok.

I broke the kiss so he could pull it over my head.

Somehow, under the dress I was wearing the pink babydoll. My chest was bigger beneath the lace, I also noticed my hips were curvier too. My body more resembled Stella’s than my own, probably because that’s what Spencer finds attractive. Maybe if I looked like her this would be a reality and not just a dream.

His eyes blew out as he took me in, looking at me as though I was the most beautiful person he had ever laid eyes on.

“You look glorious in pink, angel,” he whispered to me, stroking back my hair. “Is this all for me?”

“Yes Spencer. It’s all for you.”

“That’s my good, sweet girl.” he took hold of my wrists and placed them on his chest near the top button of his shirt. “Would you like to see me? All of me?”

“Please Spencer.” I begged, pathetically.

“Undress me Dahlia.” he instructed softly and I nodded eagerly.

I worked on the buttons of his shirt as his eyes kept tracing my figure, taking me all in. His hands groped at my breasts through the fabric of the babydoll and over my hips.

I reached the last button and he shrugged the shirt off his shoulders. I chewed my lip looking at this gorgeous man in front of me, counting all my lucky stars that he was here with me.

“Touch me Dahlia. Touch me wherever you see fit.”

I cautiously placed my hands on his chest. His skin was hot and soft and it made me moan. I wondered if he could feel how wet I was.

I allowed my hands to move lower, down his ribcage and onto his stomach. I looked up at him with questioning eyes, asking if I could go further.

He nodded with a smile.

“Dahlia, you don’t need to check with me. You can do anything you want me to. Anything.”

He pulled me in by my arm to kiss me again and it was even more heated than before. When I pulled back I was panting and when I looked down, his pants and underwear were gone.

“Oh my.” I gasped a little, taking in the sight of his hard member.

Spencer laughed, stroking back my hair.

“Do you want to touch me Dahlia? Or maybe even take me into that beautiful mouth of yours?” he ran his thumb along my bottom lip as he spoke.

Clearly he wanted me to take him in my mouth and I wouldn’t argue with that. I never argued, I did what was expected of me. Always.

The only difference was, I wanted to pleasure him with my mouth. I have never wanted to do that before. But with Spencer, I wanted to do everything.

I grazed my fingertips over his skin as I lowered myself off his lap and onto my knees in front of the couch. Spencer parted his legs and allowed me to kneel between his thighs.

“You look so good like this Dahlia.” he ran his fingers through my hair and then settled on gripping my roots. “Please sweet girl. Please wrap those sinful lips around my dick.”

How could anyone say no to that?

I licked my lips by way of lubricating them a little and bowed my head closer to him. I had a lot of practice at this over the years and I was sure I would have no problem pleasing him.

I blew a little air onto his head, making him moan and buck his hips a little. Then I wrapped my lips around him, swiping my tongue over his throbbing tip.

“Oh Dahlia,” he moaned, tugging on my hair. “Sweet, sweet Dahlia.”

He bucked his hips again so I started moving, not wanting to disappoint him. I took his whole length in my mouth until he smacked the back of my throat which made him groan loudly and my hair got another appreciative tug.

I balanced myself by placing my hands on his thighs while I started bobbing up and down on his length.

The noises he was making really spurred me on. He sounded like he was completely blissed out. As he neared his orgasm, his hold on my hair became looser. He was fidgeting beneath me, rocking his hips to meet my movements.

When he came, I swallowed every single drop of him, just like I was taught to. When I sat back I wiped the back of my hand over my mouth and looked at him to see how I did.

He pulled me back up into his lap and kissed me again. Brett never kissed me after I did that to him.

“Dahlia, you are amazing.” he spoke into my lips. “But I need more.”

He was hard again and my panties had vanished although the rest of my lingerie remained. He lifted my hips a little and rubbed his shaft through my folds, moaning as he did so.

“You’re so wet sweet girl,” he mumbled, lifting me again and lining himself up with my entrance. “I think you’re ready for me.”

“Yes Seeker, I’ve been ready for a long time.”

He smiled at me as he lowered me onto him.

He stretched me out, much larger than I had been used to but I would take anything from him. It took a little while for him to bury himself completely inside of me, but once he was in to the hilt he took hold of my face and kissed me again.

“Goddamn Dahlia,” he whispered. “Goddamn.”

I started moving, shifting my hips up and down around him. He joined me, moving his own hips to meet me, slamming into me in a way that was somehow both rough and loving at the same time.

He groped my breasts again, playing with them in his large hands while I rode him, using his shoulders for leverage.

My head became hazy, nothing had ever felt like this before in my whole life. He kept eye contact with me the whole time, whispering encouragement to me.

“Dahlia, I am going to come again, my love.” he moaned, panting as he spoke.

I nodded in acknowledgement, gripping his shoulders tightly as I continued my movements.

I felt a tightening in my chest and between my legs. I felt a heat spreading in my stomach as my legs began to shake. What was happening? What was this feeling?

But I never got to find out. Barking permeated my dream, forcing me awake in an instant. At first I was confused by the sound, momentarily forgetting I now had a dog.

I rubbed my eyes, groaning a little, feeling the wetness between my legs, clinging to my black shorts.

I forced myself out of bed and out into the living room to find Cara barking at the kitchen wall.

“What is it sweetheart?” I patted her head. She whimpered a little before running back to her bed.

I rubbed my eyes again. My whole body felt as though it were on fire. That dream had felt so real and I knew I wouldn’t be happy until I had Spencer.

The fact that I was still half asleep allowed me to not think through my actions before I fled my apartment and let myself into his.

I was going to make my move, I had to. I was desperate for him, like I’d been lost in the desert and he was my only source of hydration.

“Spencer?” I called out when I found the living room empty. “Spence?”

I found him in the bedroom, naked aside from a pair of boxers as he rubbed some kind of cream into Stella’s bare ass.

I blushed, turning away from them. I wondered what it was like to have Spencer’s large hands smack my ass like that.

Oh god, not now Y/N!

“Sorry Dahlia,” his voice was low. “Just taking care of Stell.”

“Hi Kitten.” she mumbled sleepily. “We’ll be right out.”

Of course. That must have been what Cara was barking at. Of course he’d been doing a scene with Stella while I was having the filthiest dream of my life.

///

Y/N had looked flushed when she’d walked in my room but I wasn’t sure why. It wasn’t until Stella and I dressed and joined her in the living room that I realised exactly why.

It wasn’t incredibly noticeable but it was obvious enough that she was wet between her legs, soaking actually. There was a clear enough stain on her shorts that could only be from one thing.

And that begged the question, why had she come here when she was aroused? Had she been hoping for me?

Fuck. Had I just blown my shot?

I got hard again instantly, how could I not? Her arousal was seeping through her shorts and I could only dream it was for me.

“I uh…I gotta shower. I’m…sweaty you know?” I hurried away from the two women, one I’d just had sex with and one I wished I’d just had sex with.

I heard Stella giggling as rushed away.

///

“You know what he’s doing don’t you?” Stella grinned at me after Spencer left the room.

“Uh…showering?” Wasn’t that the logical answer? Didn’t he just say that’s what he was doing?

Stella laughed, patting me on my shoulder.

“Oh dear, sweet innocent Kitten.” She moved her hand from my shoulder to my cheek and she pinched me lightly. “He’s jerking off sweetheart. No idea how, after what we just did, but that’s what he’s doing.”

“Oh.” I tried to hide my disappointment but I couldn’t.

“Oh Kitten, not over me! He is tugging away at Spencer Jnr because you walked in, in all your loveliness and that delicious wet patch between your legs.”

I paled instantly, squeezing my thighs together and grabbing the closest thing I could find to over myself.

I was smacked in the face by the scent of Spencer’s cologne and I realised it was because the thing I had grabbed was one of his shirts.

I squealed, tossing it away like it was on fire, grabbing a pillow instead and covering my lap with it.

Stella laughed at my discomfort.

“It’s ok Kitten, it happens to all of us.”

“Not me, it doesn’t.” I blushed, squeezing my thighs closer together. “I’ve n-never...felt this way.” I whispered, partially hoping she wouldn’t hear me.

“What do you mean, love?” Stella softened, trying to catch my gaze.

“I have been with Brett since I was seventeen. I’ve never...fantasized about anyone the way I do with Spencer.” I couldn’t believe I was saying this to her. “I don’t understand Stella. None of this makes any sense to me.”

Stella shuffled closer to me and placed her hand on my knee.

“Y/N,” she smiled at me and I think it might be the first time she’s ever called me by name. “Have you heard of the term, demisexual?”

“N-no?” I frowned.

“It basically defines people who only feel sexual attraction to people they have an emotional bond with. And I would say you and Spencer have a very close emotional bond. So it would make sense.”

I chewed my lip, mulling her words. For the first time since I’d met Spencer the fog surrounding my brain cleared a little. Hearing that there was a word to describe how I was feeling made it clearer to me.

“Wow,” I croaked. “So other people feel this way?”

“Yes sweetie, other people that way.” she smiled sweetly at me.

“Thank you Stella.” I smiled, sniffing back my tears. “I should get back to Cara.”

“Are you sure? I’m sure Pony will be right out.”

“It’s ok, I don’t think I trust myself around him right now.” I laughed a little.

“He’s crazy about you Y/N. He has a hard time where feelings are involved but you mean the world to him. And of course, if you do decide to sleep with him...you won’t be disappointed.” she winked at me.

“Thanks. I think.” I giggled as I made my way to the door.

Little did I know, Spencer had been listening to every word.

///

I’m really not sure how I even managed to get hard again, let alone come anymore after the night I’d had but Y/N has that effect on me.

It’s more than just wanting to get into her pants, it was a feeling I hadn’t felt in a really long time.

Not since Maeve.

And it scared the absolute shit out of me.

But when I’d gotten out of the shower and heard her and Stella talking I couldn’t stop myself from eavesdropping even though I knew it was an invasion of privacy.

But after I heard it, I knew what needed to be done.

I threw on some pajama pants and a t-shirt before I joined Stella in the living room.

She looked up at me from the couch and we shared a look, one where we both knew exactly what the other was thinking.

“Before you speak,” she patted the couch cushion next to her and I came and sat down. “I know what you’re going to say. We had a good run, Pony.”

I swallowed, feeling tears in my eyes.

“I’m sorry Stell,” I sniffed.

“You’re falling for her.” she took hold of my hand.

I laughed a little nervously.

“I don’t think that’s what-”

“Shush.” she squeezed my hand. “We don’t have to discuss that now. But regardless of that, tonight was our last scene.”

I chewed my lip, nodding sadly.

“I really am sorry. I want to give her my full attention. I don’t want another repeat of tonight. Whatever it is I’m feeling, it’s consuming me. And this isn’t fair on either of you.”

“I know Spence, I know.” she whispered.

“Maybe it’s time you know? We’ve had our fun. Maybe you can find someone who makes you feel the way...he did.”

Stella shook her head, averting her gaze. She didn’t like talking about her college sweetheart, the only man she’d ever loved. The only man she’d ever been with besides me. I think it was because of him she always gravitates more towards women.

“Hmm, doubtful.” she shrugged. “But I’ll be fine. Best friends first, always.”

“Always.” I agreed. “Fuck why does this feel like the end of an era?” I laughed but my tears had started to fall.

“Oh Pony, don’t cry!” she grabbed my face and wiped at my tears with her thumbs. “Sometimes things have to end to make way for other things to begin.”

“When did you start working for Hallmark?”

“Funny Pony.” she pinched my cheek.

“I love you Stella, you know that don’t you?”

“And I love you Spencer Reid.” she leaned in close to me, letting go of my face and pressing her lips to mine in a brief kiss, breaking our first rule.

But it was ok, our rules no longer mattered.

I placed another kiss on her forehead.

“Ok, I’m not dying.” she laughed, shoving me in the arm.

“I know, but you know how I feel about change.”

“It’s a good change.” She smiled at me. “Now go get her tiger.”

“Not yet.” I shook my head.

“Well make sure you don’t wait too long.”

“I know.” I ran my hands over my face. “But right now, I just want to watch a movie with my best friend.”

Stella grinned and wrapped her arm around my shoulders.

“That, Pony, sounds perfect.”

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[airasora]

Could you do a breakdown of each ship and why they're placed where they are? I'd love to read your insights into their relationships! ☺️

*Cracks knuckles* Get ready, this is gonna be LONG. I've done them in order so they're easier to find the ones you're interested in!

Roger & Jessica = Roger and Jessica are essentially just a human Roger Rabbit and Jessica Rabbit; their dynamic is EXTREMELY similar to Jessica's canon relationship. Roger adores Jessica and is utterly devoted to her. Unlike most people, he has never judged her based on her looks, he knows she's just drawn that way 😉 I'm also one of the people who headcanon Jessica as asexual and I honestly don't see Roger being a particularly sexual person. I could see him being grey- or demisexual, but it's not a need of his and he's never has any issues with Jessica's asexuality. He's a massive dork, a massive ally and the best husband a woman like Jessica could ever dream of.

John & Anastasia = The only "issues" Anastasia and John will ever have in their relationship will be Anastasia's insecurities due to her mother's mistreatment of her. But that doesn't equal toxicity and since John is an absolute genuine and patient gentleman, he's good at setting her straight when her brain is being mean to her. With time and patience, they become an extremely strong couple.

Tarzan & Little Creek = This is mostly based off their relationship in my Hollina AUs so bear with the Hollina mentions in this breakdown xD Their names in my Hollina AUs are Michael (Tarzan) and Daniel (Little Creek) based off their voice actors since their canon names don't really fit the modern, American world they live in, so their canon names are their stage names. The only relationship issues Michael and Daniel will face will be in my Hollina werewolf AU, which I don't want to spoil too much, but if you remember the overall plot for that you can probably figure it out on your own. Either way, it's not an internal struggle between them, it's the world forcing a certain mindset on them. So, again, no toxicity here.

Tarzan & Ariel = Again, no actual toxicity within their relationship or their characters, their relationship issues would stem from the outside world. This ship is NOT in my Hollina AUs, just want to make that clear. My shipping them is just due to their cute, curious personalities. They have a decent amount of things in common, them being curious about a world they're sort of a part of, and yet not completely. And since Ariel is a mermaid, them meeting at the beach would just be so perfectly cute. They're adorable, I just love them, they're a serotonin boost. I need to make an actual video with them, I haven't done that for like... 10 years, I don't know x'D

Wendy & Alice = You guys know that these two are my Hollina child cast so... read the Hollina paragraph for their potential toxicity xD

Little Creek & Jane = Again, both characters exist in my Hollina universes, but are NOT together and don't even know each other in any Hollina AUs, so this is a standalone ship too. I've made a few videos with them, they look good and cute together. You know what dynamic they have, it's the same as Tarzan and Jane, Pocahontas and John Smith, Milo and Kida, etc etc etc. Also not a toxic ship, but they would probably give each other some MASSIVE culture shock and that does sometimes lead to some pretty shitty situations. Despite Jane obviously being a really good person, she also does have a small bit of snob in here, hidden under her cute, quirkiness. We see this in the show moreso than the movie, but she was clearly a LADY back in England, so I could see her and Little Creek, while being interested in each other's cultures, have some misunderstandings or disagreements. And sometimes, people don't handle that very well.

Jim & Jane = Another ship that belongs in my Hollina AUs so this is based off that as well. For those not on the know, in the Hollina college AU, Jim is one of Jane's students and they have a VERY secret romance. A major theme in the Hollina college AU is "forbidden love" and so, they were added into the mix. Without going into specific details for the AU, just know that Jane is the youngest professor the college has ever had, and Jim is quite a few years older than the other freshmen, so they are way closer in age than your average professor and freshman. In the college AU, Jim has a secret crush on Lina who is an out and proud lesbian so he knows it ain't happening, and Jane is having her own love problems so their relationship starts off REALLY poorly. They kind of just use each other to soothe their broken hearts, but eventually they do fall in love and their dynamic changes. But it IS not healthy dynamic for a very long time, that's for sure. Nevermind the fact that it's a teacher and student relationship, that is its own can of worms that will be explored too.

Jim & Ariel = In the Hollina high school AU, Jim's love interest is Ariel. He's crushing on Lina here as well while she is in complete denial about her own sexuality and they're "dating" as a way for her to stay in the closet while she's figuring things out with herself and with Holli. He'll eventually be introduced to Ariel, Jessica's mute little sister - and it's practically love at first sight. Now, in this Hollina AU their relationship is actually healthier than his and Jane's (though there is a decent amount of time where Ariel is scared Jim is just using her as a replacement for Lina, which he kind of is at the beginning, even though he's unaware of it), so why is it higher on the list? Well, that's actually based off their relationship OUTSIDE of Hollina. For those who don't know, Jariel is one of my oldest Disney crossover ships and if you ever wanna look at my old shitty videos, I have A LOT of Jariel videos from 5+ years ago. Since they're 16 and 15, one is a space pirate and the other a mermaid, do I really even have to say why I think this relationship could be unhealthy? Raging teenage hormones, both of them have one hell of a temper, it's a long distance relationship in a really unfathomable way AND, well, when have mermaids and pirates ever been a healthy mix? xD

Cassim & Esmeralda = This is very straightforward; both are "street rats", one does it out of need, the other does it out of joy. That's the short version and since I'm capable of giving a short version, you bet I'm gonna do that since most of these are LONG. But if someone wants me to dive deeper into this mostly unexplored ship of mine, do ask and I'll make it a separate post.

Holli & Lina = BOY CAN THESE TWO BE CUNTS TO EACH OTHER. Ok, so no, they're evil or cruel towards one another... on purpose. Most of the time. To avoid this getting really long, I'll write just one (even if it's out of many) point. College AU = Insanely insecure Holli who has abandonment and trust issues which equals her actively trying to push Lina away to the point where she even cheats right in front of her *gasp*. High school AU = Lina is in deep denial about her sexuality due to her old-fashioned, military father and her spineless, overbearing mother doesn't make coming out any easier and this of course hurts Holli a lot cause, let's face it, it's not JUST the fact that Lina is lesbian that she's hiding, it's also the fact she's in love with someone like Holli. High school spin-off = while actually on the side of the more healthier Hollina AUs, Lina does a lot of positive toxicity, which means she's insisting that Holli can be better, resulting in Holli feeling like she's never good enough for Lina. And Holli is addicted to alcohol and even does drugs every now and then, which of course also hurts Lina. And that's it, I'm not diving deeper into Hollina on this post cause we'll be here ALL DAY xD

Basil & Robin = Now, this is one of those that you said surprised you the most, and I don't blame you, because I did once put them on my list of my more healthy ships, but that has changed... sort of. It kinda depends on what you consider toxic and what you consider... challenges. But obviously this is all subjective anyway, and one of the reasons I consider Bakerhood both one of my healthier ships, but also high on the healthy to toxicity list, is because I have two "main stories" that are COMPLETELY on opposite sides of the spectrum. I'll focus on the toxic story; Basil is a detective, dedicating his life to correct wrongdoings. Robin means well, but is in the long run an outlaw who steals. We're already heading into some not so very healthy situations here. Basil has a constant battle within himself for not just caring for, but loving someone who is so dedicated to doing "wrong" even though it's for good reasons. Basil prides himself on following the book and doing things the right way, he's very set in his ways and, let's be honest, could you see anyone convincing him he's wrong... ever? Whereas Robin is of the "the end justifies the means" mindset, and can't understand Basil's point of view AT ALL. He belives if someone is doing harm, he is justified in taking matters into his own hands and fixing their wrongdoings, even if it means doing wrong things himself.

Thrax & Odette = ... Come on. I think 85% of my AUs and stories with these two make their relationship toxic, but sometimes it's Odette's fault! Usually it's Thrax, rarely both of them, but sometimes Odette. Super Psycho Love, Beauty and the Beast = Thrax is toxic. Lovecraft, Perfect Enemy, Amor Meretrix (my newest AU, it's my first time mentioning it, feel free to ask if you're curious) = Both of them. Death Note AU = Odette is toxic. Big Bad Desires, Strange Magic, Romeo & Juliet = Neither.

Frollo & Esmeralda = I... don't have to explain this one, do I? Only reason they're above Thraxette is because Fresme is CANONICALLY toxic. He wants to fucking kill her unless she lets him fuck her, it doesn't get much grosser than that. Obviously, I have my Fresme AUs where none of them are toxic, and even a few where Esmeralda is the toxic cunt and not Frollo, but yeah... most of the time he's the douchebag. Like in the movie xD