#hence the hyperfixation :)

[citrusandbergamot]

On the plus side, it's hard to be bored with 10+ years of bts content to get through

[theoldkyokodied]

Watched Re-Animator. Think these two should get to kiss

Edit: DISCLAIMER: Before you decide to watch Re-Animator, make sure to check for content warnings, there is a scene that a lot of people choose to skip!

[thatsitso]

For the winter, or forever

[read-write-thrive]

me, trying to figure out my master’s thesis: now how do I make this relevant to my dbda fan works

[echo-does-art]

@duchi-nesten I always love coloring your lines for @green-with-envy-phandom-event :)

[palukoo]

anyone else dreaming of manderley??

[harpieisthecarpie]

Hey orvie mutuals do you want to see the animal trinkets I named after ORV characters because I was too poor for real merch?

I just need 1 guy to enable me, c'monnnn

[scificrows]

Is there a 300 page essay about Murderbot's armor (specifically the opaque helmet) as a not-so-subtle metaphor for masking in a clearly neurodivergent character already? Because I need it.

The way Murderbot is unvoluntarily without its opaque armor in All System Red in front of the crew (i.e. unmasking) and appears surprised at its own strong facial expressions and other people's reaction to it? The vulnerability that comes with that and how Murderbot spends pretty much the rest of the book wearing or actively missing its armor which keeps it safe from the mortifying ordeal of being known (yet sometimes other characters suggest it might help for it to not opacify the helmet in order for others to see it as a person and to trust it (and in the end idk if it would have achieved the rewards of being loved by its humans and have had its needs met if it hadn't unmasked in this relatively safe environment sometimes)).

Also there's the whole avoiding-looking-directly-at-people-and-using-drones-instead thing which Murderbot usually hides using the opaque helmet, but whenever it doesn't have that people notice it and many react negatively/confused. I think that's a whole neurodivergent-applicable situation in and of itself? Like damn

And then Mensah encourages Murderbot not to wear armor on Preservation station since it would not need it there, Murderbot is hesitant but ends up not wearing any (like 4 books later when we finally get to that bridge) (going for the comfortable clothes it chose for itself instead, with very strong feelings about the whole being able to make choices thing that I cannot go into further at this point because I would absolutely end up BITING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE).

And I'm not going to advocate for unmasking all the time in any setting because hell no, sometimes it absolutely sucks and people are irritated by Murderbot's now visible quirks and are afraid of what they don't know, but many GET TO KNOW Murderbot better and because there are other people that make sure Murderbot is safe and respected and are willing to get people fired for it if they disrespect it (Pin-Lee my beloved) Murderbot can experiment with this situation without being exiled to some abonded part of a planet and other people are forced to spend enough time around ot to learn to respect it and even like it. I just....... It must be so scary and Murderbot is handling so much at once and in this essay I will

PS sorry this is a disorganized mess but so am I and I have so many Thoughts and even more Emotions and so little patience.

[bistaxx]

... Will you guys please let me talk about hgduo/gossipduo/mockingjays/ whatever they are called a little more pleaseeeeeeeeee, they make me unwell and I want to get my thoughts about them out of my head- or more specifically about them from Bad's point of view!

There's a familial air to it, but it's just not true to define it like that- and that doesn't make what they DO have any less powerful or significant- They have a unique bond and that continues to be true, even during painful times like this.

Cellbit WAS Bad's responsibility at one point, and that time came and went- he got him through the war and into adulthood ( aka 18 years old or close to it.) They meet again as old friends and generally respect each other as such... but even so Bad can't deny he still feels some duty to watch over the man once he starts crumbling- much like how Cellbit as well can't help but reach out to Bad during this time.

but there's limits.

like- Bad for years had and still wants to protect Cellbit, he's had an influence on him, he taught him how to survive, he himself acknowledges he has some responsibility over Cellbit, looking at Cellbit right now feels like looking in a mirror, he doesn't like having to give up on him, but if it's between him and the kids he's choosing the kids every time... and he knows there is no simple way to save someone who refuses to let themself be saved.

And it hurts! It hurts seeing Cellbit like this! It hurts having to let him burn! It hurts watching someone he cares for falling down the same path he is! It hurts knowing he's hurting others the way it did for him seeing Cellbit like this! It hurts having to choose his kids over his protege/ student/ former responsibility/ the kid he watched over years ago/ old friend/ his 'something'!

Like, cc!Bad brought up this internal mental tier list that q!Bad has- I still deeply believe that q!Cellbit is quite high up there even if he'll never be at the level his kids are at- like he loves Cellbit enough that he ACTUALLY CONSIDERED putting parts of his months long plan at risk to save him- even if it was just during the stress of that moment that still means a LOT from Bad- but he was always going to choose his kids in the end!

Based on what I know of q!Bad (which is admitably not a lot lol) there is next to nothing that'd convince him to give up on his kids- with Cellbit he's able to see that he can't help him because Cellbit sadly does not want to be saved- and for Bad that means he simply has to accept it even if he really doesn't like it- the emotions from that night have processed and he's looking at the situation from a more logical and resolute perspective. If it means him and Cellbit may one day clash, then with a heavy sigh so be it....

but if it was Dapper or Pomme... I just don't feel certain in saying he'd be able to come to that conclusion, especially not after one night. Even if it would be the 'smart' thing to do. It's one of the key differences between the dynamic he has with them vs Cellbit...

But, in a perfect situation, he would've done everything to save them both.

Anyway thanks for reading, posting this at hell hours so my beloved mutuals won't see my hgduo ramblings but tagging this anyway for other people to see LMAO-

[spaceyderg]

Your style is so beautiful!!!

I love how you draw Eddie/Venom, he looks very handsome! I don't know why you paired them with Miguel but I love seeing them together. They look so cute the three of them!!!! Now I need to read fanfics of the couple

(I use translator to speak English, sorry if there are some things that are mistranslated)

Wah Thank you for the kind words! 💕

I'm glad you like my Eddie design! I made him after I came up with Venom's design. I wanted him to have more of a snarky jock vibe

As for why I ship them with Miguel well 😅 They're all my favorites! I've been a long time fan of Venom, Miguel O'Hara is the newest favorite. This ship is actually super fun for me as I get to draw them both all the time.

If you manage to find ANY fics of them pls do send me some 😂 I haven't found any myself.

[kedicatt-cotl]

“ I always thought Narinder was the God of Death, but actually it might be you ”

An old cranky man taking in a cute kid that is better than him at every aspect of his own job. Then they may or may not get up to some shenanigans. The kid is the one having to do most of the job, though.

[ash-halloran]

In which I continue to bother my friends with my Doctor Who hyperfixation. I can't shut up about it. Currently in the middle of Capaldi's era (the 12th doctor) and he's been so much fun to watch. Grumpy, nerdy and sassy and he PLAYS AN ELECTRIC GUITAR DUDE!!! I want to be his friend ;-;

It's a bit of a study art piece ig? I usually do a few of a character/actor etc before I start creating actual fanart so I can get their features understood in my silly lil brain

[tokillamockingbird427]

Random headcanon: Keegan's all time favorite holiday ever is Valentines Day. The hearts. The candy. The color scheme. The activates. He just adores it all. So much so that to him it's a massive deal and he spends the weeks leading up to it preparing.

What is he doing? Making Valentines of course. PERSONAL Valentines, one for each of his friends. He is very good at paper craft because he thinks buying cards is too low-effort. No, his ass HAS to be dramatic with this. MAXIMUM EFFORT!

He doesn't even care if he gets Valentines back (He does) he's just pumped as fuck to celebrate the holiday. And of course aside the cards he's getting people candies/chocolates.

Merrick thinks Keegan is being ridiculous with the whole thing but he's not gonna leave this shit one-sided because it's rude (Momma ain't raise a bitch.) and usually gets him a nice box of chocolates in turn.

Logan takes it as a personal challenge (He gets a warning in advance from the others that Keegan's making valentines for everyone) and does his best to also craft a real nice one purely because he's competitive as fuck. 100% of his brain is focused on matching or one upping Keegan and he would entirely miss if Keegan actually came at him with romantic intentions.

[cluelesslesbian]

a wip I won't finish,,, rip

[quillonalark]

was having a hard day last week and might have accidentally made a cross stitch pattern of one of my favorite lines from @maychorian and @ardett's fic Sewing Patches about it

[quotidian-oblivion]

I'VE STARTED TO TALK AND ACT LIKE MERLIN, ARTHUR AND GWEN

OH NO

ITS STARTING

THE NEW WAVE OF HYPERFIXATIONS

ITS FINALLY HERE