#help ughh
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why am i doing this to myself 🥲
#i bought a book i really wanted to read#but is is HEAVY and im only 9 chapters in but cried twice and im nauseous reading it#ever since my grandma passed i just. i cant deal with mentions of dementia or nursing homes#and this isnt a book about that its a gory horror book#but i just read a bit about the protagonists father and started crying. at work#help ughh#i try and act like its fine but im not. i dont think i can fully process that my grandmas gone#ive never grieved before and i dont know how to#no one at my home acknowledges shes gone and i have no one to talk about it to#just trying to talk makes me cry and idk#is that how its gonna be from now on?#i tried to talk about it with my best friend and bawled like a baby#i just. need to turn my brain off for a bit#i went off on a tangent#just. gonna put the book down for a bit#burrito talks#not fandom related#delete later
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shidou loves to be treated like your dog. he loves when you scratch under his chin, his tongue out for you just like a good puppy would. he loves when you pat his head whenever he lays it down on your lap, eyes soft and endearing as if you're really staring at a literal puppy and not the demon he's. he loves how you laugh lovingly when he holds you and licks your face, not an ounce of disgust on your expressions because of his behavior like others would – like you're truly his owner and he's just a silly big dog doing silly stuff.
and he loves it even more when he has you in a mean mating press, his thighs smushed against yours and huge frame pinning you down to the mattress, giving you no choice but to take it, legs thrown over his broad shoulders moving along with his hard thrusts, loud squelchy sounds mixing with your moans and echoing through the bedroom walls as he reaches deep in your core, his cock bulging your tummy and tip hitting your cervix, he's fucking you like a dog in heat, blowing load after load inside your pleading hole with the only intention of breeding you.
if he's a dog, well, you might just give him some puppies then.
#ughh i couldn't help myself#shidou smut#shidou ryusei smut#blue lock smut#bllk smut#he's just so...#ㅤ𔘓 – my works...!
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wish there were more self harm discussion/harm reduction spaces where it's actually destigmatised and not just a self-professed "safe space" that will chase you out if you don't express yourself according to a useless formulaic script or stereotype
#🐉#like i know no one can help me at the end of the day. its my choice what i do to my body.#but i get urges that i really wish i could express to anyone just to be understood and get them off my chest#without worrying theyll think im disgusting and shame me for daring to even think of doing that to myself#ughh.#self harm mention
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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]
#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but#i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead#because i just think they're so neat and cool okay#listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs#because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested#but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings#i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that#in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh#i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also#i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube#its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all#maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU#and honestly i dont regret it#i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video#you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be#and why theyre there#actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA#tsp blank scripts au#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp
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all these mitsukou arts are taking me out
i dont i cant
theyre so
omg
2023 is their year :'-0
#guys help theres another#im gonna#implode.#i need to draw them so bad#i just i 😭😭😭😭😭😭 themnbb#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk#mitsukou#seeing them all together is crazy#they all go so nicely with eachother ughh gorg
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For all my loves that have veiny arm kink like me
xoxo (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
#veiny hands and hayden ughh so blessed#hayden christensen#anakin#anakin skywalker#darth vader#sweet ani <3#veins veins veins#VEINS I REPEAT#im so weak to my knees right now help#anakin skywalker fanfiction#star wars ani#star wars anakin#star wars#hayden christensen please marry me
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Interviewer: [...] Having a production company filming everything that's going on, what was that like?
Tobias: (Tobias noises) Eughh..🤣🤣
Tobias Forge on the red carpet for "Rite Here Rite Now" premiere in London, 2024
#jag älskar den mannen med allt jag har och allt jag är#ughh someone send help#tobias forge#ghost#ghost band#copia#ghesties#papa emeritus#the band ghost#myedit#ghost sweden#papa emeritus iv#rite here rite now#rhrn#ghovie#ghost rhrn#ghost movie
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everyone wants stories about powerful women and women finding and knowing their worth and coming into their own without having a man be the center of it all until it doesn’t look the way THEY want it to. then it’s just chalked up to lazy writing.
#you’re telling me you want a man to be her savior just because of a ship you love??#not this woman who thought she was nothing finally realizing her power and understanding herself#??? like please explain to me#a female character shouldn’t hold value just because of a ship#female characters are more than that#polin#bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin x penelope#i love polin and i love colin but they both are two separate people who needed to find themselves#with each others help in some cases but mostly on their own#pen had the best character development ever (colin too)#but to all the book people overshadowing it because colin didn’t do this or yada yada is so annoying#PENELOPE IS A FUCKING BAD ASS WOMAN FOR HER TIME SHES NOT JUST COLINS WIFE#ughh
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Big boy ass
#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#screencap#s07e22 “After Hours”#*rejects help*#*immediately falls apart*#ughh
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UGH
#bg3#astarion#bg3 tav#astarion x tav#blood#my art#idk how i wanna draw them yet ughh#why does astarion look like a different guy everytime i draw him help#can't believe i managed to stop playing the game long enough to draw ksdjfhs
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do u have mcnamara and duke fanart 🥺
(btw i like really love ur art im nowhere near that talented 😭)
Thank you 😭 ♥︎
#happyftartreal#heather duke#heather mcnamara#mcduke#heathers#heathers fanart#heathers the musical#running on 2 hours of sleep rn#but thag dorsnt mattrg#i was honestly feeling a littleee sad so uhm..these idiots helped ig#why cant they be normal ughh
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#*places hand gently on your cock* lemme help you out with this rock bro#babe c’mon let’s just kill your dad ughh#stewy hosseini#succession#desperate stewy#kenstewy#kendall roy
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There you are, I was beginning to think you forgot about me
#shino makes things#fo4#maccready#help I was going to date all the companions but now I am glued to him#trying to get his face right just UGHh practice#why is he so hard to capture#screw the caps#I'd walk 100 miles if it was him
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been thinking about alpha feferi and her ruling over beforus, especially in contrast to how condesce ruled alternia. like, beta meenah kept her iron grip over her citizens largely because of the existance of gl'bgolyb. cant do much against her if she can wipe the entirety of troll society with one command given to her lusus. however, gl'bgolyb was a "gift" given to her by doc scratch in the post-scratch timeline, so alpha feferi didnt have that ace in her sleeve avaliable.
wondering how this all turned out. she probably didnt have as much to say in how beforus was actually ran. beta meenah couldnt give less of a shit, tossing the responsibility of governing to the largely male upper castes and going to wreck havoc in space away from all that boring political mess, but i imagine beta feferi wouldve wanted to be much more proactive in managing her citizens. maybe she started bright-eyed and ready to flip how things were ran on beforus, but her ideas were quickly twisted and mangled into something much more nefarious that would benefit only the highbloods? sure, she had her longevity as a fuchsia, but how much her lone voice could actually accomplish against thousands of governing highbloods, who also lived long lives? i dunno, thinking about it makes me feel kind of sad
#feferi peixes#it also ties into the patrialchal governing of beforus#sure she was the empress but she was vastly outnumbered against the largely male dominated higher castes#hard to change the society when the old rules are so ingrained into it#and also protected by those who were meant to listen to your judgement#its. ughh. poor fef#the new culling method she proposed still was largely flawed but it also didnt help that those who enforced it probably changed it#for their own gain
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My brain is just fixated on werewolf draco now like the possibilities
#drarry#werewolf!draco#like#werewolf draco helping teddy who maybe has werewolf tendencies#or like draco cursed to be a werewolf and scorp asks cursebreaker harry for help#idk just UGHH BIG BLOND PRISSY WOLF#THAT HARRY CAN KISS#omg beauty and the beast styel
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I just want to do so many things with his arm
#anakin#anakin skywalker#VEINS VEINS VEINS I REPEAT#hayden christensen#oh myyyy#hes so fine HELP#darth vader#:haydennation#anakin skywalker fanfiction#darth vader imagine#veiny hands and hayden ughh so blessed#HES SO SWEET AND FINE AT THE SAME TIME IM DYING
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