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my brain latched onto ratio in the span a day or two and i am. struggling with that. have a hsr magma dump about it.
these are in reverse chronological order so that it looks like i get more normal as the post goes on (it doesnt)
#i like these a lot im happy w how they turned out art has been fun lately n im trying to hold onto that feeling n keep it alive#bro my brain wont let me finish the fkn. piece i have that i wanted to get done n post n ive been meaningto revisit my pinned post n redo i#but im stuck in my b#fuck mobile tagging sucks ass fuck this omg#but im stuck in my head w my interests rn n theyre beating my ass im losing so bad damn interests got hands#i jsut remembered i was gonna give these some other bg colors than the usual gray we use for the magma canvases..... orz#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#problem w me is i neevr remember how i tag things n characters#so i have to check#n apperantly i do tag hsr w hsr in the beginning#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#hsr blade#hsr firefly#hsr luka#welcome to my brain n my ...i forgor yhe word hold up. my .i my my idk process i feel like im losingit#my art#magma#i like the pjs one a lot a lot a lot. .... makes me unwell i need them cozy n happy help me#fuck theu got more shipnames#aventio#hsr golden ratio#theyve been gnawing away at my brain im doing. great
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#*#ive been thinking about this since i made it and i saw that tweet yesterday pslkjhgfhj like why is he doing the exact same pose#also i had to redo this bc i really thought phil was 38#like....i fr thought he was 38 and was shockedd he was 37#and i dont use snapchat bc im an adult so i used ig to make this#phan#silly philly#okay so theres a#so i can find this again sfdghjnhfdfgfh#also it's fun talking in the tags#i worked today and im soo tired#like this year has been really tough mentally#and while i did do some of the things i set out to do#i need to prioritize my mental health next year#like i actually need to get help and deal with my issues and start going to therapy#i had way too many of what i can only describe as ptsd episodes this year#like......idk dude i recognize that i need help and yet i dont take the steps to do it#and next year i need to like i HAVE to#but yeah....2024 was great in some regards and in others i hit rock bottom which sucks#but i want to get better#i just need to actually take the steps to do it#i have so much unprocessed trauma that ive just been holding in
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shit postings
#ninjago#kai smith#cole brookstone#zane julien#jay walker#jaya#ninjago jaya#kai ninjago#aphid’s ninjashits#im sure this has been done but ive had this idea for so long#also i just realized i messed up kais scar position in the first drawng#oops!#he was forced to acknowledge the rebooted love triangle#imo the love triangle sucks total ass but it’s also like peak comedy in a meta way#like yeah misogyny and badly wirtten romance but i’s so absurdly stupid you cant help but laugh#also looking at the comment section for the jay kai fight gave me brain damage omg#like ok i have problems with the way kai was treated in regards to nyas seaboundification#but ppl keep acting like jay shouldnt have cared as much as he did which is ??? dude#AITA for being sad my fiance turned into the ocean#but dragons rising fixed that for me mostly#another reason why dr ON TOP!!!!!#and jay’s characterization in recent seasons is definitely really just mmmm#but his reaction to nya’s leaving made sense and i wish it was explored more but whatever#crystalized is crystalized
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*sound of my boobs smacking against the bars of my minecraft jail echoing throughout the empty server*
#ive been waiting for like 2 days for someone to log on. i havent even seen any of the usual AFKers#like i know its not a very big server by any means but like. im afraid its gonna get shut down which would SUCK because i love#this server and the people who help run it and ive built so much cool shit here#ssiiiggghhhh#come play minecraft with meeeeeee
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Methinks its time to move back home actually
#i talked to my aunt about it and honestly like. i might as well#im broke im in a bunch of debt i have no access to medical insurance so i cant get therapy im alone depressed and my bills are always late#and ive been stuck in my apartment for months bc of this ridiculous registration shit for my car#so as much as i dont want to sell my car OR move im. thinking about it now#like at least id have the house almost to myself since my sibling moved out#and i could make the upstairs my own pretty much. plus ive been meaning to jelp renovate up there so#why not#plus i can save for tattoo stuff properly#i just feel like im giving up i was trying to prove i could care for myself and#I feel like ive proven km incapable pf being an adult bc of this it sucks#but at least my ma and my aunt are willing to help me as i figure shit out. im lucky to have them#mag.txt
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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024
#what a year#ive never compiled it neatly before#i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe#this year I’ve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram#I’ve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappy’s voice: gomz no balls#i also need to do more color piece#launching ☕️ this year has helped to do that#to do at least one colored piece each month#i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time#we’ll see#still gotto tackle the last few ☕️ requests after con#this year I’ve drawn a lot more Price!! that’s why he’s the main character this year#i would put Raven but she’s always a main so#im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it#consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style#some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress#December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year#moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy#burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni#stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it#me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD#at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months#it’s been a fun year and I’ve made a lot of new friends too#drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there#thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart#art summary 2024
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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hello good evening i miss them so much
#milo murphy's law#my art#bro!!!! give them back to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!#i watched this show at the perfect time i was 12 and in middle school and everything sucked#i was at the worst ive ever been mentally and emotionally#and it helped get me through being 13#anyway. happy (belated) deathday mml i love you
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“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you
tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!
i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyy”
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol#I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds…#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart#I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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Pet hcs for tpc chars cuz why not
(Update 1: Hexagram now has a dog, edit from this morning abt Golds cat)
(Update 2: Cubical has been added for the sake of my sanity and hcs)
Purpex owns 2 birds - a Macaw named Blu and a African Grey Parrot named Twig (they yell at each other btw)
Squadril owns a little rabbit named Beans
Cintagon owns a old lovebug of a St. Bernard named Willow
Circumsphere owns a now retired Rottweiler military dog named Lucca (him and Willow are just best friends)
Quintagon and Hexagram each own horses, Quintagons being a Ardennais named Jasper while Hexagrams is a Gypsy Vanner named Frost
Due to recent times in TPC (and that I forgot), Hexagram owns a Seizure Alert SD, a Border Collie, named Cocoa
Circusic owns a large Maincoon named Muffin (although now living with Circusics hc mother)
The BGC owns a shared Golden Retriever named Balto
Pyrare and Gold own a Maincoon cat named Whisk (cat by @mugzymiik /silly) (Edit: THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW WHAT BREED THAT HELPS A LOT)
Iris owns a crow named Gigi (although now somewhere out and about in the Land of Spheres, the crow often visits the groups within the land, especially BGC)
Cubical owns a squirrel (legally) named Chestnut
Thats all that I have atm, I'll update when more chars get added (not all have pets)
#tpc#PET HCS HURRAH#idk what else to tag help#its almost 8:30 and i havent ate yet ive been at Walmart for like 2-3 hours#school sucked too anyways i drew Poodle Moths earlier but i dont feel like posting the doodles yet#anyways have fun thanks for coming to my Ted Talk/silly
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Me when projecting on my faves: 👍
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I won’t change my mind, they are all little neurodivergent gremlins in my head and I love them
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#inspired by something I had on my feed some time ago I think it was critical role fanart#anyway the three coolest losers ever y’all#i love them so much#it’s been what three years?#leave me alone already firebrands#(pls dont this is my only source of serotonin and dopamine)#Help what am I doing with my life#anyway stellan is a little acoustic elzar is the a list of adhd type one symptoms and avar is both because I say so#ive been gone for so long and this is what I post#im actually working on super cool angsty firebrand stuff#also shortest firebrand Elzar again#and yes I know the outfits kinda suck I got tired midway through#the high republic#stellan gios#avar kriss#elzar mann#star wars the high republic
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going nuts. been trying to draw for the last like 4 days and i can't get annnnything out. art block sucks ass
#bunch of half assed oxaclock and itzel doodles#and shitty storyboards#ive been wanting to animate recenty too which sucks even harder#because at least when u just draw with art block it's like. at least i half sketched something#but animating with art block? god it's so over. good luck getting anything out#UGH!!!#there's been an uptick in asks though lately and i think that helps my creative outlet#so thank you guys for that
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:(
#i dont really like getting mopey on this account but things have . sucked ass for a really long time#and its really getting to me that my situation is just inescapable and intolerable#my arm might be broken and it doesn't even change anything except that ive seen the cats even less because ive been barricading my door#i hate asking for help knowing im still stuck here#that the support people give can only go to buying me time rsther than an actual solution dusgusts me. i feel horrific over it#ive never completed anything. i just take and take snd take and im so tired of it.#im too much and i get that. i really do. i just don't have anything else left but that#its going to be six years of denial soon. i want to grieve. i want to be allowed to grieve#but i can't express anything in this house except silence. i cant be angry or its wrong. i cant be happy or im being manipulative.#i cant talk or im selfish and intrusive. and im tired.#i just need a hug man. and affordable rent.#sorry for all of that. just struggling to be normal#patch me through to palaven command
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Creators I love you but it's time to wake up
Among rumors about our tumblr user data being sold off to Midjourney/Generative AI, recent Extremely transphobic events (that have been ongoing) coming to a head, another extremely concerning internet censorship bill being pushed in upper levels of government, and a general air of frustration over how the site belongs to and is operated by perhaps the second stupidest CEO (second only to twitters own) of our age, I'm very done with the last few vestiges of what the old internet held for artists.
And if you're reading this, you probably are too.
I know we're tired. We are all tired. It is not always viable to pack up shop and move, again and again and again.
From tumblr to twitter to anywhere else we've ever grown up posting, things no longer work. Our audiences are kneecapped by aggressive and hostile algorithms, our reach is abysmal - if we aren't shadow-banned or silenced for one (transphobic) reason or another, we're thrust into an ever growing pit of hostility where the only thing that drives clicks is fighting and contention.
We're tired. We're so fucking tired. We aren't businesses, we aren't content mills, we cannot keep this pace that modern social media has set for us, to wring every ounce of creativity out of us to profit from and leave us rotting.
The key to staying afloat here, and I cannot stress this enough, is to stay connected to your peers.
Pack up and move as units if you must. Exodus from the sites that are killing us. Push your entire friend group of artists to move from one site to the next that promises you a kinder experience.
Art drives movements, it drives change, it is all that encompasses being human. If you take that away from the shitty places, they will be left with nothing but a cesspit of inhumanity and the people who follow you will be more incentivized than ever to move with you.
Yes, this is terrifying. There are no guarantees. There never was, and never are, and never will be.
But stay connected. Stay human.
Support each other and be willing to hold hands and jump when we all - as a group - need to jump from the flames we're all trying to convince ourselves wont kill us before rescue comes.
Rescue isn't coming, rescue will be found hand in hand with each other. I'm offering you my hand, please take it. There's always a new start, there are always helping hands reaching for you. You have to look up from the doom-scroll long enough to see and take them.
#art communities#art community#teo talks#sorry I have a Lot of opinions about posting art online I've been doing this since I was 14 and I'm 28 this year#I have watched the rise and fall of social media titans and you have to understand the ONLY thing that will keep you afloat#is keeping connected to your peers#we have to move as units and we have to stay together and we have to support each other#your following is not stability. your friendships are.#thats why you hear about networking. thats ceo talk for friendships. connections.#you have to have enough connections to build your own support web on the chance that everything goes to shit. yes its hard work. it sucks.#but it is a necessity. twitter isn't getting better. its not going back to how it was. neither is DA or tumblr. its not happening.#If you put all your eggs in one or two precarious baskets and both fall. you will be shit out of luck! thats reality#there is hope to be found but you have to be realistic and understand that you NEED to build up a presence elsewhere. even if its hard.#I want to help you if I can!!!! bluesky is a really solid twitter alternative!!!#ive heard good things about cohost as a tumblr alternative!!!!#sheezy and inkblot are both indie sites currently being developed by and for other creatives. support them!#they won't be perfect until - and UNLESS - you do!#anyways sorry I will step off my soapbox now Im just frustrated with the state of everything
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...I forgot how to draw.
#how the fuck did i forgot how to draw#its the schools fault i swear#sucked the creativity out of me.#sotn#castlevania sotn#richter belmont#symphony of the night#castlevania symphony of the night#god help me i have yet again joined another fandom#what have i gotten myself into???#also can i just say I ADORE this design for richter?#long hair..heh..#i love his hair.#my art#you can just know that ive been lazing around and didnt draw for a while#just look at it.#theres so many errors.
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What are your thoughts on Yuma x Vivia? I seem to be in the minority cause Vivia's mostly shipped with Yakou, but I personally see Yakou as more of a father figure to Vivia. Also amazing art as always.
short answer: they mean da world 2 me 💜
#rain code#kokolight#ask draw#long answer> UHHH chapter 4 is so good for many reasons. ch 4 really helps jumpstart them as a duo/pair and ESPECIALLY#as character foils. one example being their opposite views of what it means to fight for the truth as detectives#vivia wanting to believe in a safe lie vs yuma wanting to find the cold hard truth#and with vivia finally wanting to aid yuma in the mystery labyrinth despite the harsh truth bc yuma helped HIM#with finally understanding his role as a detective. and having to come to terms with facing the truth even if it's hard and sucks :(#PLUS THE GUMSHOE GABS AND THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE obvs#'guy who's a bit short x guy who's too fukcing long' lmao#vivia twilight#yuma kokohead#mdarc#master detective archives: rain code#ari art#i actually have a bigger kokolight post ive been itching to draw so look out for that too eventually ✌🏼#AND TY ANON!! i can also see yakou as a father figure but with yuma mostly lol#or at least the older cousin you know that's kinda wierd but you still like hanging out with them :) that's what yakou can be#to the NDA gang LMAO
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